Quiet evening in rec, vid going in the quarters, a lot of the shift just collapsed in their bunks.
There was a large run on beers in rec, but just quiet drinking: lot of headaches for tomorrow.
And their own little group of three collected at the end of the bench next the galley, nobody bothering them, while two good Systems engineers drew diagrams on a slate and tried to get what they knew through a dumb skut's head.
It made half sense. "Why's it do that?" she asked.
"God does it," NG said, exasperated. "Just believe it happens."
"No, no," Musa said, "fair answer, now."
NG erased the slate and started re-drawing his schematic of little labeled circles, patiently, meticulously.
"Boy's damn smart," Musa said, hunkering closer. "Never did get this part myself."
"The hell," NG muttered, giving Musa a dirty look, and went through it again, how and why the flare-off worked when a ship dumped V.
It made her sick at her stomach when she started figuring it in terms of what could go wrong. Or of what that number-drain was and what could happen if things just failed to go right.
"Well, are we going to fix that damn thing?"
"First chance we get."
"We got to put in for a fill soon," she said.
"Where we put in," Musa said, "they got no facilities. And we can't afford the sit."
"We can't afford to lose the—"
Musa shushed her. "Business, business don't go in rec. Drink your beer."
She took a sip. NG took a big one.
And seeing the look on NG's face she wished she hadn't said that about losing the ship in hyperspace.
Seeing the look on his face—
And beyond it, where Lindy Hughes and his couple of friends were sitting, talking, momentarily staring this way.
"Hughes is down there," she said with a second cold chill in her stomach.
"Hughes is on this shift," Musa said. "He's got a right."
"He's shit." She picked up the slate, she cleared it off and she gave it to Musa, thinking that if it wasn't so traceable and so likely to land on NG, a simple accident could account for Lindy Hughes.
"He's damn stupid," Musa said. "Bernstein's over all the techs. Man's got a real problem. If he's real damn smart he'll transfer."
NG just sat there.
"Going to take this man to bed," she said to Musa, putting her hand on NG's knee.
"No," NG said, and got up and went and threw his cup in the bin.
And went to the quarters by himself, past Hughes' stare.
"Man's upset," she said.
"Yeah," Musa said.
"I got to see to him," she said, worried about NG, worried about Musa—damn, she'd had enough crazy men. But Musa turned his callused hand up and took hers, and squeezed it.
"You be careful of Hughes. Hear? Some things I can't pull you out of."
"Yeah."
"Get."
She got. She tossed the cup, walked back to the dim quarters, heard a little catcall from Hughes' company, and found herself face to face with McKenzie in the doorway.
Shit! she thought, and flinched when McKenzie grabbed her arm, pulled her inside, and said he had to talk to her.
"I got business."
"You got trouble," McKenzie said, and his hand hurt her arm. "You got major trouble." He shoved her over against the first privacy screen, right by the door. "Listen here."
"That's my arm, mister."
The grip lightened up. He was standing close, pushing her into the corner. "NG the appointment you were talking about?"
"What if it was?"
"You'd be damn stupid. Damn stupid." Another jerk when she started to move. "Listen to me! The man's going to get you killed. People are trying to warn you—"
"You in with Hughes?"
"I didn't have a damn thing to do with it. I'm trying to warn a fool. You don't know this ship."
She pulled to get her arm free. He eased up again, and she might get all the way loose, but there was a note of something honest in the things McKenzie was saying.
"I got my orders," she said.
"That include sleeping with him?"
"Is that your problem?"
"Go to hell," he said, and shoved her loose. "Go straight to hell if you're set on it."
She grabbed his arm then, before he could get out the door. "McKenzie. You heard anything?"
"I'm telling you there's ways things get done on this ship and ways things come back at you on this ship and you're being a damn fool, woman. Don't be playing games."
"Appreciated," she said, quietly. "Appreciated. What's your percentage?"
No answer.
"Yeah," she said.
"Don't be stupid. I'm telling you, I'm just telling you, is all. You can take it any way you like."
The man confused her. Bad feelings to start with, man suddenly coming at her like this—
"Damn few women on this ship," McKenzie said reasonably. "Hell of a waste, Yeager."
"Me with him?"
"That too."
She suddenly liked McKenzie a lot better than she had— a little too eager to start with, maybe, but saner than she had looked for. She touched him on the arm with the back of her hand. "I tell you," she said, "you might be all right, Gabe. I hope so."
He put his hand on her hip. God! she thought, nettled. He said, "I'm telling you—you go around making cases where everything was quiet and things can happen to you."
"That a threat?"
"No." He took the hand back. "Damn, I told you—
"You made me nervous as hell, friend. I'll tell you that. But I could have been wrong."
"Wrong about what?"
"About you being in with Hughes."
"Damn, I'm not!"
"What's Hughes' game?"
"He's a sum-bitch," McKenzie said. "Just a plain sum-bitch, no percentage in it. Got his little clique. He may be under Bernstein, but he's got ties on the bridge. He's got Goddard on his side. Navcomp. Goddard's a poker partner of Kusan's and Orsini's, you follow?"
"I know Orsini."
"Goddard's a—" McKenzie shut it down. "You just watch it. I'm giving you good advice."
"I'm listening."
"That's all. Just get clear of it. Figi and Park and me, and Rossi and Meech, we just stay the hell out of it."
"You scared of Hughes? You got the same pull, topside, what about the scan-ops?"
"I'm not scared of Hughes. I'm just not interested in borrowing somebody else's trouble. I'm telling you get clear of it before you mark yourself with this, you already got people talking."
"Saying what?"
"Saying you're a damn fool. Come in here, cross the lines, stir up the whole damn watch on old business—I don't know what Musa's game is, maybe you got him going the same as you got half the men in this watch—but I don't say I don't believe it about Bernstein—he hauled NG's ass out of the cold or he wouldn't be here. And maybe there's people on this ship don't like what happened to him, but that won't buy a thing. They won't be there when it comes head-on against you."
"You?"
"I'm not a fool either. I'm telling you, you're setting yourself up for some bad hurt. I don't like to see that. Damn, I don't like to see that."
"I appreciate it. I do." She patted him on the arm. "You got yourself on my good list for that. Tell you what you can do cheap, that's be eyes for me and Musa where we can't."
McKenzie scowled. "What percentage?"
"Favor-points with me. Maybe with Bernstein, who knows?"
"Bernie's favor-points don't spend on mainday bridge, I'm telling you. You go on, you're in for it."
"I got you clear. I got you absolutely clear."
Fitch.
"Just so you do." He came up close against her, gave her a nice little pass of the hands she didn't mind at all. "Damn,", he said, and she said,
"You know where I bunk? Got a bottle, got some picture-stuff. Make free of it. Anytime. You and Park and Figi."
"What else comes with it?"
"Lot else might. You want to party? I bring my mates."
Long silence.
"You're buying trouble."
"Get a few other guys. Get some bottles. We got no push on us, we got no likelihood of an alert I know of—What d'you think?"
"Dammit—"
"Nice pictures. Got a viewer too. Tell you what, I get NG up there for about half an hour, then you just happen by, everybody else happens by—one at a time—"
"You're crazy as he is."
"Vodka."
"Damn. All right."
She grinned, gave Gabe a peck on the cheek and a pat on backside and took out down the aisle.