A few minutes before eleven o'clock the next morning, Catriona made her way to the library, whence they'd been summoned to hear Seamus's last testament. She'd breakfasted in her room-because it was warmer there.
The attempt at self-deception worried her, as did its cause. She'd breakfasted privately so she wouldn't have to face Richard Cynster and the power he wielded. Whatever it was. She knew, of course, but she wasn't game to let herself contemplate it. At all. That way lay confusion.
A footman stood before the library door; he opened it and she glided through. And gave thanks that some sensible soul had given orders for the fire to be built up above its usual meager pile. The cavernous fireplace filled one end of the monstrous room, the largest in the house, stretching the length of one entire wing. As the walls were stone and the narrow windows uncurtained, the room was perpetually chill. She'd dressed appropriately in a dress of blue merino wool with long fitted sleeves, but was still grateful for the fire.
Jamie and Mary sat on the chaise; the others sat in armchairs on either side, all the seats arrayed in a semicircle facing the fire and, to one side, the huge old desk behind which Seamus had habitually sat. Now, a Perth solicitor sat in Seamus's chair and shuffled papers.
Subsiding into the one vacant armchair, between Meg and Malcolm, Catriona returned the solicitor's polite nod, then acknowledged the others present, only at the very last letting her eyes meet Richard Cynster's.
He sat on the other side of the chaise, beyond Mary, filling a chair with an indolent grace in stark contrast to the tentative postures of the other males present. He inclined his head, his expression impassive; Catriona inclined her head in return and forced her eyes elsewhere.
One glance had been enough to fill her mind with a vision far more powerful than the one that had brought her here. He was wearing a blue coat of a deeper hue than her dress, superbly tailored to hug his broad shoulders. A blue-and-black striped silk waistcoat covered a snowy white shirt topped by a beautifully tied cravat. His breeches, of the finest buckskin, clung to long, powerful thighs far too tightly for her comfort; his boots she already knew.
She wished him anywhere else but here; she had to fight to keep her eyes from him. Malcolm, beside her, was not so restrained; slumped in his chair, he gnawed on one knuckle and stared openly at the lounging elegance opposite. Catriona suppressed a waspish urge to tell him he'd never measure up, not while he slouched like that.
Instead, she breathed deeply, and determinedly settled, drawing calmness to her with every breath. Hands clasped in her lap, she reminded herself that she was here by The Lady's orders; perhaps she'd been sent here to meet Richard Cynster to learn what it was she should avoid.
Masterful men.
Denying the urge to glance at one, she fixed her gaze on the solicitor and willed him to get on with his business. He looked up and blinked, then owlishly peered at the mantel clock. "Hurrumph! Yes." He glanced around, clearly counting heads, matching faces against a list before laying it aside. "Well then, if we're all assembled…?"
When no one contradicted him, he picked up a long parchment, cleared his throat, and commenced. "I read the words of our client, Seamus McEnery, Laird of Keltyhead, as dictated to our clerk on the fifth of September this year."
He cleared his throat again, and changed his voice; all understood that they were now hearing Seamus's words verbatim.
" 'This, my last will and testament, will not be what any of you, gathered here at my request, will be expecting. This is my last chance at influencing things on this earth-to put right what I did wrong, to rectify the omissions I made. With the hindsight of age, I've been moved to use this, my will, to that end.' "
Not surprisingly, a nervous flutter did the rounds of the listeners. Catriona was immune, but even she frowned-what was the wily old badger up to now? Even Richard Cynster, she noticed, shifted slightly.
Settling in his chair, Richard inwardly frowned and struggled to shake off the premonition Seamus's opening paragraph had evoked. He was only a minor player in this scene; there was no reason to imagine those words were aimed at him.
Yet, as the solicitor went on, it seemed he was wrong.
" 'My first bequest will close a chapter of my life otherwise long completed. I wish to give into her son's hands the necklace my first wife bequeathed to him. As I have stipulated that he, Richard Melville Cynster, must be here to receive it, it has now served its purpose.' " The solicitor fumbled on the desk, then rose and crossed to Richard.
"Thank you," Richard murmured, lifting the delicate strands from the solicitor's gnarled hands. Gently, he untangled the finely wrought gold links, interspersed with opaque rose pink stones. From the center of the necklace hung a long crystal of amethyst, etched with signs too small for him to make out.
"It was quite out of order for Mr. McEnery to keep it from you," the solicitor whispered. "Please do believe it was entirely against our advice.''
Studying the pendant, noting the curious warmth of the stones, Richard nodded absentmindedly. As the solicitor returned to the desk, Richard glanced up-from across the circle of seats, Catriona's gaze was fixed on the pendant. Her absorption was complete; deliberately, he let the crystal hang, then moved it-her gaze remained riveted. The solicitor reseated himself; Richard closed his fist about the pendant. Catriona sighed and looked up; she met his gaze, then calmly looked away. Resisting an urge to raise his brows, Richard pocketed the necklace.
"Now, where were we? Ah… yes." The solicitor cleared his throat, then warbled: " 'As to all the wealth of which I die possessed, property, furniture, and funds, all is to be held in trust for a period of one week from today, the day on which my will is read.' " The man paused, drew breath, then went on in a rush: " 'If during that one week, Richard Melville Cynster agrees to marry Catriona Mary Hennessy, the estate will be divided amongst my surviving children, as described below. If, however, by the end of that week, Richard Cynster refuses to marry Catriona Hennessy, my entire estate is to be sold and the funds divided equally between the dioceses of Edinburgh and Glasgow.' "
Shock-absolute and overpowering-held them all silent. For one minute, only the rustle of parchment and the odd crackle from the fire broke the stillness. Richard recovered, if that was the right word, first; he dragged in a huge breath, conscious of a sense of unreality, as if in a crazy dream. He glanced at Catriona, but she wasn't looking at him. Her gaze was fixed in the distance, her expression one of stunned incredulity.
"How could he?" Her vehement question broke the spell; she focused abruptly on the solicitor.
A cacophony of questions and exclamations poured forth. Seamus's family could not take in what their sire had done to them; most of them were helpless, barely coherent.
Seated beside Richard, Mary turned a stricken face to him. "My God-how will we manage?" Her eyes filled; she grasped Richard's hand, not in supplication, but for support.
Instinctively, he gave it, curling his fingers about hers and pressing reassuringly. He saw her face as she turned to Jamie, saw the hopelessness that swamped her.
"What will we do?" she all but sobbed as Jamie gathered her into his arms.
As stunned as she, Jamie looked at the solicitor over her head. "Why?"
It was, Richard felt, the most pertinent question; the solicitor took it as his cue and waved his hands at the others to hush them. "If I might continue…?"
They fell silent, and he picked up the will. He drew breath, then looked up, peering over his pince-nez. "This is a most irregular will, so I feel no compunction in breaking with tradition and stating that I and all others in my firm argued most strongly against these provisions, but Mr. McEnery would not be moved. As it stands, the will is legal and, in our opinion, uncontestable by law."
With that, he looked down at the parchment. " 'These next words are addressed to my ward, Catriona Mary Hennessy. Regardless of what she might think, it was my duty to see to her future. As in life I was not strong enough to influence her, so in death I am putting her in the way of one who, if half the tales told of him and his clan are true, possesses the requisite talents to deal with her.' "
There followed a detailed description of how the estate was to be divided between Seamus's children in the event Richard agreed to marry Catriona, to which no one listened. The family and Catriona were too busy decrying Seamus's perfidy; Richard was too absorbed in noting that not one of them imagined any other outcome than that the estate would pass to the Church.
By the time the solicitor had reached the end of the will, despair, utter and complete, had taken possession of the McEnerys. Jamie, swallowing his bitter disappointment, rose to shake the solicitor's hand and thank him. Then he turned away to comfort Mary, distraught and weeping.
"It's iniquitous," she sobbed. "Not even the barest living! And what about the children?"
"Hush, shussh." Jamie tried to soothe her, his expression one of abject defeat.
"He was mad." Malcolm spat the words out. "He's cheated us of everything we'd a right to expect."
Meg and Cordelia were sobbing, their meek spouses incoherent.
Sitting quietly in his chair, untouched by the emotion sweeping his hosts, Richard watched, and listened, and considered. Considered the fact that not one of the company expected him to save them.
Considered Catriona, sleek and slender in deep blue, her hair burning even more brightly in the dull and somber room. She was comforting Meg, counseling her away from hysteria, exuding calm in an almost visible stream. Straining his ears, he listened to her words.
"There's nothing to be done, so there's no sense in working yourself into a state and having a miscarriage. You know as well as anyone I didn't get along with Seamus, but I would never have believed him capable of this. I'm as deeply shocked as you." She continued talking quickly, filling Meg's ears, forcing the woman to listen to her and not descend into excessive tears. "The solicitor says it's a fait accompli, so other than calling down curses on Seamus's dead head, there's no use in having the vapors now. We must all get together and see what can be done, what can be salvaged."
She continued, moving the direction of her thoughts, and Meg's and Cordelia's and their husbands', into a more positive vein. But that vein followed the line of what to do to cope with this unexpected shock; at no point did she, or anyone, not even Jamie or Mary when they joined the group, allude to any alternative.
Not once did Catriona glance his way; it was almost as if she'd dismissed him from her mind, forgotten his existence. As if they'd all forgotten him-the dark predator, the interloper, the Cynster in their midst. No one thought to appeal to him.
To them all, not only Catriona, the outcome was a fait accompli. They didn't even bother to ask for his decision, his answer to Seamus's challenge.
But then, they were the weak and helpless; he was something else again.
"Ah-hem."
Richard glanced up to see the solicitor, his papers packed, peering at him. His exclamation startled the others to silence.
"If I could have your formal decision, Mr. Cynster, so that we can start finalizing the estate?"
Richard raised his brows. "I have one week to decide, I believe?"'
The solicitor blinked, then straightened. "Indeed." He shot a glance at Catriona. "Seven full days is the time the will stipulates."
"Very well." Uncrossing his legs, Richard rose. "You may call on me here, one week from today"-he smiled slightly at the man-"and I will give you my answer then."
Responding to his manner, the solicitor bowed. "As you wish, sir. In accordance with the will, the estate will remain in trust until that time."
Quickly gathering his papers, the solicitor shook hands with Richard, then with Jamie, stunned anew, then, with a general nod to the rest of them, quit the library.
The door shut behind him; the click of the latch echoed through the huge room, through the unnatural stillness. As one, the family turned to stare, dumbfounded, at Richard, all except Catriona; she was already staring at him, through ominously narrowed eyes.
Richard smiled, smoothly, easily. "If you'll excuse me, I believe I'll stretch my legs."
With that, he did so, strolling nonchalantly to the door.
"Don't get your hopes up." Brutally candid, Catriona all but pushed Jamie into a chair in the parlor, then plopped down on the chaise facing him. "Now, concentrate," she admonished him, "and tell me everything you know of Richard Cynster."
Still dazed, Jamie shrugged. "He's the son of Da''s first wife-hers, and the man the English government sent up here one time. A duke, he was-I've forgotten the title, if I ever heard it." He screwed up his face. "I can't remember much-it was all before I was born. I only know what Da' let slip now and then."
Catriona restrained her temper with an effort. "Just tell me everything you can remember." She needed to know the enemy. When Jamie looked blank, she blew out a breath. "All right-questions. Does he live in London?"
"Aye-he came up from there. His valet said so."
"He has a valet?"
"Aye-a very starchy sort."
"What's his reputation?" Catriona blinked. "No-never mind." She muttered beneath her breath: "I know more about that than you." About a man with lips like cool marble, arms that had held her trapped, and a body… she blinked again. "His family-what do you know of them? Do they acknowledge him openly?"
"Seemingly." Jamie shrugged. "I recall Da' saying the Cynsters were a damned powerful lot-military, mostly, a verra old family. They sent seven to Waterloo-I remember Da' saying as the ton had labelled them invincible because all seven returned with nary a scratch."
Catriona humphed. "Are they wealthy?"
"Aye-I'd say so."
"Prominent in society?"
"Aye-they're well connected and all tha'. There's this group of them-" Jamie broke off, coloring.
Catriona narrowed her eyes. "This group of them?"
Jamie shifted "It's nothing as…" His words trailed away.
"As should concern me?" Catriona held his gaze mercilessly. "Let me be the judge of that. This group?"
She waited; eventually, Jamie capitulated. "Six of them-all cousins. The ton calls them the Bar Cynster."
"And what does this group do?"
Jamie squirmed. "They have reputations. And nicknames Like Devil, and Demon, and Lucifer."
"I see. And what nickname is Richard Cynster known by?"
Jamie's lips compressed mulishly, Catriona levelled her gaze at him.
"Scandal."
Catriona's lips thinned. "I might have guessed. And no, you need not explain how he came by the title."
Jamie looked relieved. "I dinna recall Da' saying much more-other than they were all right powerful bastards wi' the women, but he would say that, in the circumstances."
Catriona humphed. Right powerful bastards with women-so, thanks to her late guardian's misbegotten notions, here she was, faced with a right powerful bastard who on top of it all, was in truth a bastard. Did that make him more or less powerful? Somehow, she didn't think the answer was less. She looked at Jamie. "Seamus said nothing else?"
Jamie shook his head. "Other than that it's only fools think they can stand against a Cynster."
Right powerful bastards with women-that, Catriona thought, summed it up. Arms crossed, she paced before the windows of the back parlor, keeping watch over the snow-covered lawn across which Richard Cynster would return to the house.
She could see it all now-what Seamus had intended with his iniquitous will. His final attempt to interfere with her life, from beyond the grave, no less. She wasn't having it, a Cynster or not, powerful bastard or otherwise.
If anything, Richard Cynster's antecedents sounded even worse than she'd imagined. She knew little of the ways of the ton, but the fact that his father's wife, indeed, the whole family, had apparently so readily accepted a bastard into their midst, smacked of male dominance. At the very least, it suggested Cynster wives were weak, mere cyphers to their powerful husbands. Cynster males sounded like tyrants run amok, very likely domestic dictators, accustomed to ruling ruthlessly.
But no man would ever rule her, ruthlessly or otherwise. She would never allow that to happen, the fate of the vale and her people rested on her shoulders. And to fulfill that fate, to achieve her aim on this earth, she needed to remain free, independent, capable of exercising her will as required, capable of acting as her people needed, without the constraint of a conventional marriage. A conventional husband.
A conventional powerful bastard of a husband was simply not possible for the lady of the vale.
The distant scrunch of a boot on snow had her peering out the window. It was mid-afternoon; the light was rapidly fading. She saw the dark figure she'd been waiting for emerge from the trees and stroll up the slope, his powerful physique in no way disguised by a heavy, many-caped greatcoat.
Panic clutched her-it had to be panic. It cut off her breathing and left her quivering. Suddenly, the room seemed far too dark. She grabbed a tinderbox and raced around, lighting every candle she could reach. By the time he'd gained the terrace, and she opened the long windows and waved him in, the room was ablaze.
He entered, brushing snowflakes from his black hair, with nothing more than a quirking brow to show he'd noticed her burst of activity. Catriona ignored it. Pressing her hands together, she waited only until he'd shrugged off his coat and turned to lay it aside before stating: "I don't know what is going on in your mind, but I will not agree to marry you."
The statement was as categorical and definite as she could make it. He straightened and turned toward her.
The room shrank.
The walls pressed in on her; she couldn't breathe, she could barely think. The compulsion to flee-to escape-was strong; stronger still was the mesmeric attraction, the impulse to learn what power it was that set her pulse pounding, her skin tingling, her nerves flickering.
Defiantly she held firm and tilted her chin.
His eyes met hers; there was clear consideration in the blue, but beyond that, his expression told her nothing. Then he moved-toward her, toward the fire-abruptly, Catriona scuttled aside to allow him to warm his hands. While he did so, she struggled to breathe, to think-to suppress the skittering sensations that frazzled her nerves, to prise open the vise that had laid seige to her breathing. Why a large male should evoke such a reaction she did not know-or rather, she didn't like to think. The blacksmith at the vale certainly didn't have the same effect
He straightened, and she decided it was his movements, so smoothly controlled, so reminiscent of leashed power, like a panther not yet ready to pounce, that most unnerved her. Leaning one aim along the mantelpiece, he looked down at her.
"Why?"
She frowned. "Why what?"
The very ends of his lips twitched. "Why won't you agree to marry me?"
"Because I have no need of a husband " Especially not a husband like you. She folded her arms beneath her breasts and focused, solely, on his face. "My role within the vale does not permit the usual relationships a woman of my station might expect to enjoy." She tilted her chin. "I am unmarried by choice, not for lack of offers. It's a sacrifice I have made for my people."
She was rather pleased with that tack; men like the Cynsters understood sacrifice and honor.
His black brows rose, silently he considered her. Then, "Who will inherit your manor, your position, if you do not marry and beget heirs?"
Inwardly, Catriona cursed, outwardly, she merely raised her brows back. "In time, I will, of course, marry for heirs, but I need not do so for many years yet."
"Ah-so you don't have a complete and absolute aversion to marriage?"
Head high, her eyes locked on his, Catriona drew a deep breath and held it. "No," she eventually admitted, and started to pace. "But there are various caveats, conditions, and considerations involved."
"Such as?"
"Such as my devotions to The Lady. And my duties as a healer. You may not realize it, but…"
Propped against the mantelpiece, Richard listened to her excuses-all revolved about the duties she saw as devolving to her through her ownership of the manor. She paced incessantly back and forth; he almost ordered her to sit, so he could sit, too, and not tower over her, forcing her to glance up every time she wanted to check his deliberately uninformative countenance, then he realized who her pacing reminded him of. Honoria, Devil's duchess, also paced, in just the same way skirts swishing in time with her temper. Catriona's skirts were presently swinging with agitated tension; Richard inwardly sighed and leaned more heavily on the mantelpiece.
"So you see," she concluded, swinging to face him, "at present, a husband is simply out of the question."
"No, I don't see." He trapped her gaze. "All you've given me is a litany of your duties, which in no way that I can see preclude a husband."
She had never in her adult life had to explain herself to anyone, that was clearly written in the astonished, slightly hoity expression that infused her green eyes. Then they flared. "I don't have time for a husband!" Quick as a flash, she added: "For the arguments, like this one."
"Why should you argue?"
"Why, indeed-but all men argue, and a husband certainly would. He would want me to do things his way, not my way-not The Lady's way."
"Ah-so your real concern is that a husband would interfere with your duties."
"That he'd seek to interfere in how I perform my duties." She paused in her pacing and eyed him narrowly. "Gentlemen such as you have a habit of expecting to have your own way in all things. I could not possibly marry such a man."
"Because you want to have your own way in all things?"
Her eyes flashed. "Because I need to be free to perform my duties-free of any husbandly interference."
Calmly, he considered her. "What if a husband didn't interfere?"
She snorted derisively and resumed her pacing.
Richard's lips twitched. "It is possible, you know."
"That you would let your wife go her own way?" At the far end of her route, she turned and raked him with a dismissively contemptuous glance. "Not even in the vale do pigs fly."
It was no effort not to smile; Richard felt her raking gaze pass over every inch of his body-he had to clamp an immediate hold over his instinctive reaction. Ravishing her wouldn't serve his purpose-he had yet to decide just what his purpose was. Learning more of her would, however, greatly assist in clarifying that point.
"If we married, a man such as I," his tone parodied her distinction, "might, given your position, agree to"-he gestured easily-"accommodate you and your duties." She shot him a skeptical glance, he trapped her gaze. "There's no reason some sort of agreement couldn't be reached."
She considered him, a frown slowly forming in her eyes, then she humphed and turned away.
Richard studied her back, the sweeping line of her spine from her nape to the ripe hemispheres of her bottom. The view was one designed to distract him, attract him-the stiffness of her stance, the sheer challenge of her reluctance only deepened the magnetic tug.
"You're not seriously considering marrying me."
She made the statement, clear and absolute, to the darkness beyond the window.
Richard lowered his arm and leaned back against the mantlepiece. "Aren't I?"
She continued to gaze into the gloaming. "You only claimed the week's grace because we all took it for granted that you would refuse." She paused, then added. "You don't like being taken for granted."
Richard felt his brows rise. "Actually, it was because you took me for granted. The others don't count."
The swift glance she shot him was scathing. "I might have known you'd say it was my fault."
"You might have noticed I haven't. You were the reason I so promptly claimed the time, but… on reflection"-his gesture encompassed the woods through which he'd tramped-"I would have claimed it anyway."
She frowned. "Why?"
He studied her and wondered if he could ever explain to anyone how he felt about family. "Let's just say that I've a constitutional dislike of making rushed decisions, and Seamus laid his plans very carefully. He knew I wouldn't appreciate being used as a pawn to disenfranchise his family."
Her frown deepened. "Because of being a bastard?"
"No. Because of being a Cynster."
Her frown grew more puzzled. "I don't understand."
Richard grimaced. "Nor do I. I'm not at all clear, for instance, on why Seamus went to such lengths-such machinations-to get me here, into this bizarre situation."
She humphed and turned back to the window. "That's because you didn't know Seamus. He was forever plotting and scheming-like many men of wealth and position. Indeed, he often spent so much time making plans he never got around to the execution."
Richard raised his brows. "No wonder my father was sent here." Catriona looked her question; he met her gaze. "Cynsters are renowned for action. We might plan, just enough, but our talents lie in the execution. Never ones to drag our heels."
She humphed softly and turned back to the night. After a moment, she raised a hand and started drawing spirals on the cold pane. "I was thinking…" She paused; he could hear the grimace in her voice. "Seamus may have envisioned marriage to me as a penance-a sort of deferred punishment-with you paying the price in place of your father."
Richard frowned. "If he thought that, then the joke's on him. It would be no hardship to be married to you."
She turned her head; their gazes locked-everything else did as well. Time, their breathing, even their heartbeats. Desire shimmered, filling the air, heightening senses, tightening nerves.
She drew breath and looked away. "Be that as it may, you aren't considering it."
Richard sighed. When would she learn she couldn't sway him with her tone? "Think what you will. But the solicitor's left and won't be back for a week. I won't make my decision until then." He wouldn't be rushed, he wasn't impulsive-and he needed to know more. Of her, and why Seamus had made such an iniquitous will.
She humphed and muttered something; he thought it might have been "stubborn as a mule."
Pushing away from the mantlepiece, he strolled toward her, his footfalls muffled by the carpet. As he neared, she whirled, only just suppressing a gasp. She went to step back-and stopped herself. And tilted her chin instead.
Inwardly, he smiled-she looked deliciously ruffled, and it was he who'd done the ruffling. "Don't worry, I'm not about to pounce."
The gold flecks in her eyes flared. "I didn't imagine-"
"Yes, you did." He looked down at her, at her too-wide eyes, at the way her breasts rose and fell. Bringing his eyes back to hers, he grimaced. "If it eases your mind, as my host's ward and a virtuous, unmarried lady, you are effectively removed from my list of potential seductees."
He could follow her thoughts easily in her vibrant eyes.
"Ah, no," he murmured, "that doesn't mean you're safe with me." He smiled. "Just that I won't seduce you without marrying you."
She glared-at this distance, he could feel the heat. It stopped abruptly; an arrested expression filled her eyes. Then she focused on him.
"I just realized… Seamus only required you to agree to marry me, not that I agree to marry you. He knew I wouldn't agree; I'm under no compulsion to obey him." She frowned. "What did he imagine he'd achieve?"
Looking down into her upturned face, at her eyes, wide and puzzled, at her lips, warm and slightly parted, Richard fought down an urge to kiss her. "I told you-Seamus made a very thorough study of the Cynsters."
"So?" She searched his face, then his eyes.
"So he knew that, if I publically declare I'll wed you, I will."
Her eyes flew wide, then narrowed to green shards. "That's ridiculous! You can't simply declare we'll wed- I have to agree. And I won't!"
"If I decide to have you…"-he kept his words deliberate, pausing to let the qualification sink in-"I'll have to change your mind."
"And just how do you imagine doing that?"
The words were flung at him, a challenge, a taunt. Brows slowly rising, his gaze intent, locked on hers, Richard held her trapped-and raised one hand. And deliberately caressed the curl quivering by one ear.
Her ice shattered-she gasped, shivered, and stepped back. The blood drained from her face, then rushed back as she stiffened.
And threw him a sizzling glare. "Forget it!"
She whirled, skirts hissing; spine rigid, she stalked out.
And slammed the door behind her.