Sleep did not come easily that night. I lay in my bunk trying to fit all these little pieces together, and frankly the best I could manufacture was a Frankenstein-like image: a gangly, stitched-together resemblance of a monster. Only my Frankenstein was missing a few arms and legs, and I couldn’t bring it to life. Everything I came up with was too moth-eaten for even me to believe.
Clapper’s call came at two o’clock in the morning, and I was still fully awake, so I didn’t grouse or grump.
He started the conversation with, “Damn it, Drummond, what the hell’s happening out there?” He sounded really pissed, which was another reason I didn’t grouse or grump.
I said, “Things are proceeding well. Some NSA guy stopped by today and said we’re in luck. Thanks for your help.”
“I’m not talking about that. I just got off the phone with General Murphy. He says you’re harassing him and other members of his command. He says your conduct has been unprofessional.”
“He never mentioned anything to me.”
“He faxed me a long list of official complaints. Being disrespectful to senior officers. Threatening senior officers with indictments. Blocking an officer from his defense counsel. Harassing and badgering witnesses. Not to mention forcing your way into an operations center and preventing key personnel from doing their jobs in the midst of a field operation, thus endangering the lives of soldiers in the field.”
“Look, sir, all of that’s bullsh-”
“He attached a stack of witness statements. Let’s see, here’s a set from Lieutenant Colonel Smothers and his attorney, Captain Smith. Here’s another from Sergeant Major Williams, and a Colonel Bitters. Shall I go on?”
“No, sir, I can ex-”
“Ah, let’s not overlook this one. It’s from the group chaplain. He says you tried to pressure him into violating his confessional confidences.”
“I talked to him, but I-”
“Now, I’m going to ask you once again, what the hell are you doing out there?”
He’d finally given me an opportunity to defend myself, but I was too busy trying to get some air back in my lungs. I felt like I had just dived into a swimming pool filled with big chunks of ice, and my gonads were now somewhere in my chest and heading toward my throat. It suddenly struck me that what I was apparently doing out here was being outwitted at every turn. I’d been framed, literally from the moment I’d stepped onto Tuzla’s tarmac. Everywhere I went, and every interview I’d done, someone had trotted along behind me. Or beside me. I’d underestimated the opposition.
Besides, the golden rule of the Army is that rank makes right. It might not be fair, but the whole damn system would collapse unless that rule was preserved and protected.
Not to mention the golden rule of law, which is that he who possesses the most compelling and abundant evidence wins. Murphy had gone to the trouble to manufacture statements and collect witnesses, whereas I had nothing but my word as an attorney and an officer. Such as it was.
I very weakly said, “I’m sure we can clear this up, when we have time.”
“You’re right. When this is over, there’ll be an official inquiry into your conduct. I hope I don’t need to remind you that Chuck Murphy might well be the most respected officer in the armed forces. He was first in his class at West Point. He was an All-America tackle and got the Heisman. He was a Rhodes scholar and a war hero. His integrity is unblemished and unquestioned.”
By extrapolation, my reputation and integrity obviously had some gaping flaws.
I stammered, “I understand that, b-”
“And another damned thing. The very damn reason we chose a lawyer to head this investigation was to have someone with enough acumen to navigate that legal minefield out there. Remember the ‘fruit of the poisonous tree’?”
“Of course I remember,” I said. The “fruit of the poisonous tree” is the legal doctrine that says that once the route of discovery becomes tainted by poor process, not only that specific piece of evidence but all that follows in its path becomes inadmissible in court.
He more or less yelled, “You recommend a court-martial now, and the defense will have a field day. You really screwed this up.”
“Look, sir, I-”
“Another thing. The head of the Criminal Investigation Division was in here a few minutes ago. He asked me for your military personnel file. He’s conducting a background check on you. What in the hell’s that about? What exactly is your involvement with Berkowitz’s murder?”
“None I know of, General. I told you Berkowitz came to see me the day he died. Two CID investigators have been to see me twice. They said they were bothered by some curious notes in Berkowitz’s journal.”
“Curious? What in the hell does ‘curious’ mean?”
“I asked them the same question, but they’re treating it like privileged information.”
There was this long, tense pause, then, “I’m not happy with your performance, Drummond. I mean, I’m really friggin’ unhappy.”
“I’m not happy with it, either,” I admitted, although for very different reasons than his.
“You just keep your nose clean till this is over. No more complaints from Chuck Murphy. I mean, I don’t want to hear another word. Have I made myself clear?”
“Very clear.”
“We’ll have an inquiry when this is done,” Clapper threatened again before his phone came down hard in the cradle, and our conversation, such as it was, abruptly ended. Other than a few “yessirs,” and “but I’s,” I hadn’t contributed much.
It was no use trying to fall asleep. I got out of my bunk, got dressed, then walked over to our little wooden building. Two of Wolky’s burliest MPs stood beside the door. I showed them my ID and they let me in. Imelda was inside sitting on her bunk, flashlight in hand, reading one of those big, thick books she likes so much. She glanced up when she heard the door bang open and shut and quickly stuffed the book under her sleeping bag. This is a woman who makes the most out of being underestimated.
“Who’s there?” She blinked into the darkness.
“It’s me, Imelda.”
“Oh,” she said. “What are you doin’ here at this hour?”
I said, “I couldn’t sleep. I thought I’d come over and review some law books.”
The truth was, I was feeling like such a world-class heel that I thought I’d punish myself, like those fourteenth-century monks who used to horsewhip their own backs in expiation for their sins. Only I chose a more cruel form of chastisement. I was going to read every legal text I could get my hands on.
“This gig’s not goin’ too good, huh?”
“No, it really isn’t,” I mournfully admitted. “I think I’m screwing it up.”
She sat and pondered that for a moment. We’d probably worked two dozen cases together over the years, and although I respected the hell out of Imelda, we’d never really conversed about the guts of any of those cases. I’d shuffled papers at her and given her chores to do, and she’d stayed busy supervising her clerks and making sure I showed up at court prepared and on time.
“You think they’re guilty?” she asked.
“To tell you the truth, I don’t know. I suspect they’re guilty, but I seem to be the only one who holds that opinion.”
“I think they’re guilty as a cropa diseased whores in a nunhouse,” she said.
In case I haven’t mentioned it before, Imelda could get very picturesque at times. I leaned against the wall and crossed my arms. I hadn’t come here to have a long discussion with Imelda, but I had nothing better to do. If you’ve ever read a legal textbook, you’d know what I mean.
“Why?” I asked.
“’Cause I read all your statements. They’re lying. They’re lyin’ their asses right off their faces. That captain… uh, Sanchez, right?”
“That’s right. Terry Sanchez.”
“Yeah. What I think is that man didn’t have the balls.”
“I’m sorry. The balls for what?”
“That warrant and those sergeants ran all over his weak ass. Read those statements. Those men were dissin’ him bad.”
“Maybe,” I said, “but what if the Army doesn’t really want me to find out what happened out there? What if the Army believes it would be much more convenient to just find them innocent and move on?”
“The Army doesn’t always know what’s best for itself.”
She was sitting there on top of her sleeping bag, hair messed up, wearing a wrinkled army green T-shirt, faded old gym shorts, and white socks. Frankly, she looked like a pretty shabby font of wisdom.
I said, “Thanks, Imelda.”
“No problem. Now quit snivlin’ and get your ass in gear.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
I went into my office and shut the door. I could hear the sounds of Imelda pulling open drawers and riffling through files. After a few minutes, she walked in with her arms piled high with folders. She carried them to my desk and dropped them unceremoniously into a large heap. Without saying another word, she left.
I looked down at the stack. She had gathered all the transcripts of the statements we’d collected back in Italy. I rummaged through and found Chief Persico’s, then started reading. Then I worked my way through each of the other team members’ statements.
By six o’clock I was done. Imelda was right. There was a common theme that ran through all the statements. It was a lack of respect for Sanchez. In Persico’s case, it was nearly imperceptible, but it was there. He had heaped praise on his team leader, but he continually referred to the KLA commander as Captain Akhan. Sanchez was always just Sanchez.
Sergeant Perrite had been more blunt. There was that comment about Sanchez not knowing how to wipe his own ass without Persico being around to help him. But there was more than that. When Perrite and Machusco detected the Serbs on the hill, it was Persico they reported that news to. And maybe this was why Sanchez didn’t have a clue how many flares had gone off or what his rear security element was doing, or what they were seeing. The sergeants in the team were bringing everything to Persico as though he were the team leader, as though Sanchez was only along for the ride.
Now that I knew what to look for, in one way or another, that same thread wound its way through every statement. Delbert and Morrow had not probed very deep in their interrogatories, but the same flavor was there. Here were the Moore brothers, the twins, saying that Persico told them where to place themselves in the ambush. Persico gave them the order to fire and ignited the star cluster that told them when to cease fire. Graves, the medic, saying it was Persico who’d put him in his safe position half a mile behind the ambush, and Persico who instructed him where the linkup site was, in case things went awry and they all had to scatter. Butler, one of the two heavy weapons men, who carried the machine gun, saying it was Persico who checked his aiming stakes, who told him where to tie in his fire, who supervised the laying of the claymores. More of the same from Sergeant Caldwell.
Several times during the interrogatories, I’d asked Persico and Perrite how various decisions got made. Both their responses had been vague or uncomprehending. I should have suspected something right then and there. Persico had assured me that all the operational responsibility was on Sanchez’s shoulders, but as I read through the statements there was barely a hint that Sanchez was even present.
Delbert and Morrow came in at six-thirty. I decided not to mention a word about this to either of them. For one thing, both would simply see it as yet another wretched attempt on my part to look for guilt when all the evidence screamed innocence. For another, I didn’t want word of this making its way back up the mole’s chain. But, more important, the entire progress of the investigation now rested on what NSA’s satellite photos indicated. If the pictures showed a team cold-bloodedly murdering thirty-five Serbs, then we now had a fresh line of inquiry. If the shots showed Sanchez’s team running for their lives and desperately trying to fight their way out of a deadly noose, then the interesting observation I’d just collected was about as useful as a jockstrap in a girls’ locker room.
At eight a woman called on behalf of Mr. Jones. She had a sweet, singsongy voice, and she invited us to the NSA field station for a private showing in one hour. I closed the door to my office and spent my time in the most productive manner I could. I paced back and forth. I walked from wall to wall, then corner to corner, until I got bored with that. Then I just stared at the walls.
I didn’t want Sanchez and his men to be guilty, but I had passed the point where I could afford for them to be innocent. Right now, my whole career rested on my being right. Clapper’s threat of an inquiry into my conduct was looming like a nightmare. Murphy had timed his attack perfectly. If the tapes showed that Sanchez’s team was innocent, then I’d have to pack my bags and be back in Washington. I might be able to procrastinate for a day or two, arguing I had to close up some unfinished business, but right now any official inquiry would be stacked completely against me. Delbert and Morrow would say I seemed obsessed with finding Sanchez’s team guilty, despite a screaming lack of evidence. Then there were all these statements from Murphy’s boys. I would look like a crazed Captain Ahab, whipping and snarling at everyone in sight, all for the sake of some nonexistent whale. I wouldn’t be court-martialed, but my odds of practicing any more law in the Army were about as good as betting on a three-legged horse at Saratoga.
At a quarter till nine I went and collected Delbert and Morrow. We found our way to the Air Force’s C3I facility, and a guard directed us to a small metal building off to the left. There was no sign to identify it as an NSA building, I guess because they didn’t want anyone to know they were here.
Two uniformed guards stood at the entry, which, if you think about it, kind of defeated the whole purpose, because if you were into practicing a little espionage and you saw an unmarked, heavily guarded building right near the C3I facility, well, that might tend to make you a bit suspicious about what was inside there. All that brainpower, and these guys couldn’t figure out how much smarter it would be to position the guards inside the building.
At any rate, the guards obviously expected us, so we flashed our identity cards, and I showed the fellas that obnoxious set of orders the Secretary of the Army had provided me, then they ushered us right in.
There was a second doorway inside, constructed of heavy-gauge metal, and we had to push a buzzer. There was a camera in the ceiling corner, and someone inside probably peered through at us before there was a humming sound and I pushed the door open.
A woman, I guessed the same woman who called earlier, was waiting for us.
“Hi, I’m Miss Smith,” she said with a perfectly wooden smile. She had precisely aligned, gleaming white teeth that indicated either magnificent genetic breeding or a wonderfully talented family dentist.
It struck me that everybody who worked at NSA was either named Jones or Smith, or some other monosyllabic name. I mean, why couldn’t they all go by Gwyzdowski, or Petroblaski? Then at least you couldn’t really tell if they were tossing off aliases. Unless, of course, you ran into a whole flock of them all at once.
At any rate, Miss Smith could give the ever-impressive Miss Morrow a tight run for the money in ye olde looks department. The difference was that Miss Smith was wearing a very short skirt and a nice clingy blouse that made it more amply clear what you’d be biting into. The lovely Miss Morrow had all her wares camouflaged inside a set of baggy battle dress, although I must say that greens and browns and blacks went quite well with her complexion.
I said, “Very nice to meet you, Miss Smith. I assume you work with Mr. Jones?”
“That’s correct. I’m his administrative assistant.”
“Well,” I said, “welcome to Tuzla.”
“Oh, thanks,” she said with that same shiny smile. Apparently Miss Smith also had just arrived from Washington.
“So where do we go?” I asked.
“Here, follow me.”
She led us to the back of the small office and, voila, there was a set of steep stairs that took us down into an underground compound.
Like a good tour guide, she talked as we walked. “We had this constructed underground because we had to shield the walls with lead lining. Modern microwave listening devices allow a sophisticated eavesdropper to read everything that passes through a computer. We, of course, have the most modern, shielded computers, but we still like to play it safe and get as much protection as we can.”
“That’s very smart of you,” I said, then mumbled, “like wearing two Trojans when you make love.”
“Yes, well, it’s expensive, but it’s worth it.”
“And what kind of strange things do you all do in this special facility?”
I was staring at the back of her blond head and couldn’t see her expression, but she didn’t answer for a very long moment. “Mostly target analysis for bombing,” she finally informed me, although she didn’t sound all that sure.
“Do you control any assets?”
“None that I know of.”
We had now reached the basement floor, and I sped up to walk beside her as she led us down a long, narrow passageway.
“That’s odd,” I remarked. “Someone… maybe it was Mr. Jones, mentioned that the U-2s are controlled from this facility.”
“Oh, yes, of course that’s right. I’m sorry, I’m just an administrative assistant. I’m really not the person to ask about these things.”
“Au contraire. You’ve been very helpful,” I said, and she smiled at that, too. Miss Smith smiled a lot, I noticed. And she lied a lot, too.
We had reached another large metal door, and she deftly flicked a plastic card through a doorlock, then pushed open the door. Mr. Jones was seated at the end of a long table, coffee cup in hand. He had traded in his dark suit and tie for more casual garb. In fact, he was dressed much like Berkowitz had been, duck-shooting vest and all. To me, he looked pompous, but like I said, he was a handsome guy with a lot of muscles. He stood up and walked around the conference table, while I introduced Delbert and Morrow.
Jones did a quick, automatic handshake with Delbert, then a long, lingering, smiley one with Morrow. I might’ve been imagining things, but when he said “nice to meet ya” to her, it sounded like it came from the bottom of his heart, or maybe it was from somewhere closer to his groin. Whichever.
Then he looked over at me, and I was instantly reminded that we seemed to instinctively dislike each other.
“You mentioned you wanted to see the raw footage, Major. What we’ve got are thermals taken from seven hundred and fifty miles up. These are cutouts, of course, taken from a much larger panorama, then blown up about nine hundred times. Because they’re thermals, the shots are grainy. You can’t identify the figures.”
“You didn’t have any photographic satellites over Zone Three?”
“Turns out we didn’t. For reasons that are none of your business, we’ve been limiting Zone Three’s coverage. Thermal matches the requirements Tenth Group was requesting, so that’s it.”
“Then there are no actual photos in your archives?”
“Great deduction there, chief. Don’t worry. I’m sure you’ll be very satisfied with what we have.”
Jones invited us all to have seats, and I noticed that he positioned himself right beside Morrow. I therefore positioned myself right beside the lovely, still smiling Miss Smith. Poor Delbert was left to position himself right beside, well… right beside poor Delbert.
The lights were dimmed by somebody in the rear projection booth, and then the film started. What we saw was all green, variously shaded, with a few tiny dots in brighter, almost translucent green. The particular group of dots we were looking at were gathered in a fairly small clot. One or two figures were moving around, but the rest were still. There were seven dots collected together, and two more some distance away.
Jones had a notepad in front of him, and he did the narrating.
“This film was taken at one o’clock in the afternoon of the fourteenth. The grid coordinates correspond with the position Tenth Group gave us for Sanchez’s base camp. We assume that what you’re seeing here are afternoon activities in a base camp. Weapons cleaning, maybe eating, the usual base camp activities.”
He pointed a finger at the two green dots that were separate from the others. “See those two dots right there? We believe that might be Sanchez’s security element.”
We watched more of the same for two minutes before Jones said, “This tape runs for another fifty-two minutes. If you’d like, Major, we’ll run the whole thing, but all it contains is more of the same.”
“No, this is good enough,” I told him. “What have you got next?”
“Glad you asked. The next film was taken on the seventeenth. I don’t want to ruin the suspense, so I’ll ask the projectionist to go ahead.”
A silent moment passed as the projectionist changed tapes. I felt like drumming my fingers on the table or whistling, or leaping across the table and strangling Mr. Jones. I settled instead for sitting perfectly still. It wasn’t easy, but I’m a very disciplined guy.
Finally, a new flash of green tones appeared on the screen, and it took a minute to sort out what we were seeing. This one had a hell of a lot more of the small, bright green dots, all of which were moving, some slowly, some more quickly. I watched for two minutes and felt my heart land somewhere in the pit of my stomach.
Finally, the equitable Mr. Jones stood up and walked over to the screen. He began using his hands to point toward this and that as he said, “For those who are unfamiliar with our technology, these smaller green dots are personnel. The larger, brighter dots, like this one right here, are from stronger heat sources. In this case, they correspond to automobile engines.”
Delbert asked, “Where is Sanchez’s team in that mess?”
“Good question. I wouldn’t have known the answer myself if I hadn’t called and talked directly with the team of analysts who did this work.”
He turned around and whipped a laser pointer out of one of the many pockets in his field vest, flicked it on, then flashed its tiny red beam at a small line of slowly moving green dots.
“Count here, and you’ll recognize there are seven dots. If you run this tape at hyper speed, then you realize they’re moving in a single file. Our analysts were thrown off at first, because they were told to look for a group of nine men. Eventually, an infantry officer on our staff mentioned that the team might’ve posted a rear security element.”
Jones’s little red pointer shifted position to show a pair of little dots located some distance behind the bulk of Sanchez’s team. “We think this might be Sanchez’s rear security element. Although they’re only two inches away on this screen, in true ground measurement they’re about a quarter of a mile back.”
Morrow said, “That must be Sergeants Perrite and Machusco.”
“If you say so,” Jones remarked, awarding her the kind of smile that said, “Good girl. I still want to sleep with you.” He continued: “Now, if you’d like we can watch this tape for another forty-nine minutes, or I can explain what you’re looking at.”
“Explain,” I said, feeling sick.
“Oh, before I do, one other piece of good news,” he announced with a lofty smile. “We also have audiotapes taken the same day from some of our other assets. They were sent in code, and the language is Serbian, but our analysts decoded and transcribed them for us.”
He paused for a moment to let the drama of all that sink in.
“What we have here is a massive manhunt in progress. All told, nearly seven hundred Serb troops were involved. A Serb recon unit reported the sighting of an American A-team at”-he paused and looked down at his yellow pad-“Let me see… at two fifty-eight in the afternoon. Immediately afterward, Serb militia radio traffic got very busy. Mobilization orders went out to various units in what we call Zone Three. The Serb militia obviously don’t call it that. They refer to it as the Fifteenth Divisional Command region. It took them a while to get all these units in place. The Serb militia in Kosovo operates in a very decentralized fashion, with small units located across large areas.”
“Why is that?” Delbert asked.
“Several reasons. One, they don’t face any large ground threats that would force them to keep their units concentrated. Two, they wouldn’t want them concentrated anyway. By spreading out, a single division can exert control over a much larger geographic region. Third, we believe our bombing campaign has forced them to spread out, so there are no large, inviting formations for our planes to hit.”
“Go on,” I said, trying to sound interested rather than miserable, which was exactly how I felt.
“Right. This tape we’re watching was actually taken around 10 P.M. I guess that’s about eight hours before the ambush. As you can see, Sanchez’s team was pretty well hemmed in. It’s actually a miracle they made it out. By the way, our analysts overlaid maps of the area on this film, and these right here”-he paused to sweep his red dot and make a line on the wall-“are two intersecting roads where Serb vehicles appear to be moving to establish a block.”
I said, “Can you show us where the ambush took place?”
“Be happy to, pal.” His little red dot moved to a position along one of the lines where he had indicated there were roads. Then he said, “No satellites were overhead at the time of the ambush, but we did get another pass the next day, when Sanchez’s team was nearly to the Macedonian border. Wanta see it?”
“No, not really,” I sourly replied.
The light flipped back on, and Morrow and Delbert were both beaming like children under a Christmas tree.
Jones looked at me with a real wiseass grin. “Guess it all came out the way you wanted, huh, buddy?”
I wasn’t his buddy, and I had an almost irresistible impulse to make that clear, but all I said was, “And I’m still not allowed to take any tapes out of this facility?”
“Nope. They’ll be stored in the archives back in Maryland. If anyone wants to view them, they can see them there.”
I looked at Delbert and Morrow. “Any questions for Mr. Jones?”
Delbert said, “No, I think it’s pretty clear-cut.”
Morrow turned to Jones. “Did you get any audio transcriptions of the Serb response to the ambush?”
“Actually, we did. It was kind of nutty. We’ve got a transcript of a unit reporting the discovery of the bodies. Then there’s another transcript of the Fifteenth Division headquarters ordering all units to halt in place and await further instructions. That’s all we got, though.”
“And how do you interpret that?”
“What we guess is that once the Serbs found out Sanchez’s team could bite, they got a lot more cautious, real quick.”
Morrow was nodding like, yes, of course, that’s exactly what happened. I wanted to strangle her, too.
She then said, “No more audio interceptions? Isn’t that a little odd?”
Jones nodded at her like this was a really brilliant question and, oh, by the way, he still wanted to sleep with her. “Not really,” he said. “The Serbs know we listen in. When they want to hide things from us, they stop transmitting and start using messengers.”
She said, “But you have a copy of the transcription when the ambush site was discovered?”
“Want to hear it?”
“Please.”
He riffled through a stack of computer printouts, then culled one out. “Okay, here we are. The sender’s call sign was Alfa 36, and the receiving station was Foxtrot 90. We haven’t been able to identify Alfa 36, probably a militia company, but Foxtrot 90 is the headquarters for the Fifteenth Division. The message went like-”
“Hold it,” I said. “Read it verbatim.”
He shook his head at me-a clear sign he didn’t want to sleep me with me-then looked down at the page. “Okay. It was a series of four transmissions. First transmission went, ‘Foxtrot 90, this is Alfa 36. Report that there has been an ambush at grid 23445590.’ Now second transmission:‘Alfa 36, this is Foxtrot 90. Describe condition.’ Now the third transmission:‘Foxtrot 90, this is Alfa 36. Seventeen dead, thirteen wounded, five living.’ Now the fourth transmission:‘Alfa 36, this is Foxtrot 90. Hold in place and await further instructions.’”
He looked up and said, “That’s it. No more audio interceptions between those two stations after that.”
You could almost hear Delbert and Morrow gasp. There were still eighteen living Serbs when the ambush site was discovered. Ergo, Sanchez and his men must not have killed the survivors. K-chunk! The two of them just won the daily double.
Morrow shot me a triumphant look, then asked, “You said it’s common for the Serbs to go to radio silence when they have sensitive orders to pass?”
“Right. The Serbs have a great deal of experience trying to elude our intelligence capabilities. In the early years of Bosnia, we used to listen in all the time when they planned their massacres and mass rapes. We made tapes of it, and a lot of our stuff got used as evidence in the Hague tribunals. It was unfortunate, really. We protested, because we didn’t want to expose our capabilities, but the President overruled us. Pretty soon, every time they planned an atrocity, they made damned sure not to talk about it on the radios.” Then he paused and looked at us curiously. “Why? Is there something here I should know about?”
Morrow looked at me and I gave her a nod of permission.
She said, “There sure as hell is. Somebody went around that ambush site and put bullets into the heads of the survivors.”
Jones took a heavy breath, then looked down at the table. “No shit? Their own men? Why would they kill their own men?”
Delbert said, “To create an atrocity to pin on American troops.”
Jones nodded as though everything just fell into perfect place. “Those bastards! Yes, that would fit. No wonder they stopped transmitting.”
After that, there really wasn’t anything left for me to say. The daily double had become the trifecta. Morrow and Delbert could not resist giving me the occasional triumphant leer, and good form required that I smile back and respectfully acknowledge that they’d been brilliantly right where I’d been miserably wrong. Unfortunately, good form never was my forte. I just glowered and sulked.
Jones began quietly murmuring with Morrow, and Miss Smith decided I was no longer good company, so she got up and walked around the table and initiated a similarly low-key conversation with Delbert. It was as if they were having a winner’s convention, while I stewed in loser’s melancholy.
Finally, I got up and showed myself out of the NSA facility. I could’ve skulked back to my office, but instead I wandered around the Tuzla compound for an hour or so. I did a lot of thinking during that hour. I thought about how stupid I’d been. I thought about what I was going to do after Clapper banned me from ever practicing military law again. I thought about what life was going to be like selling cars on one of my father’s car lots. I guess I deserved it.
One of the first lessons you learn in law school is to trust facts, and only facts. Avoid deductions, spurn instincts, and run like hell every time a hunch comes within ten feet of you. Every law school professor tells you that, in one way or another, on the very first day of class. I’d done just the opposite. I’d done a swan dive off a circumstantial highboard and it turned out there was not a single drop of evidentiary water in the pool.