Shifting Skin

Chapter 16

Jon followed the A6 all the way to Stepping Hill hospital. The car park was three-quarters empty and he reversed into a shadowy corner space from where he could watch the porter’s lodge unobserved.

I should be at home, he thought guiltily, picturing Alice sitting on her own yet again. Outside, splinters of rain started lacing the air. They hit the windscreen, fragmenting into diagonal lines of minuscule droplets. A swirl of wind pushed a flurry of little needles against the glass from another direction, cutting the lines and creating a crosshatch effect. Seconds later the shower picked up in strength and the delicate effect was lost forever.

Bang on eight o’clock Pete Gray emerged through the doors, a US-style leather flying jacket over his uniform. He made straight for a Staff Only bay and got into a pale blue mini van. Its lights came on and he pulled out, heading for the main road. Keeping his distance, Jon shadowed him back on to the A6, then to a terraced house near Davenport train station.

Jon parked on the opposite side of the road and turned his lights off. The droplets clinging to his windows twinkled under the streetlights as he watched Pete Gray unlock his front door and go into the dark house. The hall lit up, quickly followed by the front room. Gray walked across to the corner, stooped to turn the telly on, then plucked the remote control from a shelf crowded with large books. Standing there, he flicked through a few channels, his other hand wandering round to his buttocks, where it began a lazy scratching.

The flickering light abruptly died and he put the remote back on the shelf, walked over to the front windows and drew the curtains.

Jon’s eyes shifted to the blue van parked on the drive. The rear windows were facing him and he could see a Confederate flag in the corner of one of them. There were another two stickers in the other window, but the writing was too small to be legible.

Jon waited until an upstairs light went on, then climbed out and crossed the road. From the end of the driveway the writing on the stickers was plain to see: Shaggin’ Wagon and If it’s a-rockin’ don’t come a-knockin’. He tried to see into the back, but the windows were heavily tinted. Perfect for ferrying around cargos you didn’t want anyone else to see, Jon thought. Back in his car, he jotted down the house number and the van’s registration.

‘Hi, babe, it’s me.’

‘In here.’ Alice’s voice floated back to him from the kitchen. He shut the front door behind him, eyes fixed on the corridor. Punch’s head appeared in the doorway to the living room a second later. Jon dropped to one knee and slapped his thigh.

‘Come here, you stupid boy!’

Once their customary wrestling match was over, Jon planted a big kiss on Punch’s muzzle, then stood up and walked into the kitchen. Alice’s back was to him as she passed the iron over one of his shirts.

‘You’re late,’ she said, looking at him over her shoulder.

‘Yeah, I know. Sorry. It’s this case.’ He stood behind her and slid his hands across her stomach. ‘How’s you and the bump?’

‘We’re fine.’ Alice smiled, hooking a hand round to stroke his cheek. ‘Been snogging your dog again?’

‘No,’ said Jon guiltily. OK, then, he thought, I’m a liar.

‘Well, someone’s given you dog-breath.’

Jon glanced down at Punch. ‘Haven’t you brushed your teeth?’

The dog looked upwards, the skin above its eyes wrinkled into a frown.

Alice resumed her ironing. ‘Seriously, Jon, you’ll have to be careful about playing around with Punch once the baby arrives. I was reading about these parasites dogs can carry. They can make a baby go blind.’

Jon knew the parasites were only found in dog faeces, but he didn’t want to reply in case doing so opened up a wider discussion that led to whether they should keep Punch at all.

‘Did you hear me?’ Alice said.

‘People have kept dogs in family homes for centuries. I’ve never heard of babies going blind.’

‘It’s true. I read about it in Joys of Motherhood.’

Fucking stupid magazines, Jon thought. Filling their pages with any old shit, nothing more than a vehicle to carry advertisements for extortionate baby equipment. He unwrapped his arms and addressed the back of her head. ‘I’ll wash my hands each time I’ve touched Punch.’

‘And no kissing him, either. It can’t be healthy.’

Still behind her, Jon made a face, then looked down at his dog and gave him a big wink.

‘Have you eaten?’ Alice asked, folding up the shirt.

‘No, but don’t worry. I’ll just grab a sandwich — I’ve got to go back out.’

‘Again?’ Alice’s voice had gone up a notch.

Jon sighed and moved into her line of vision. ‘We need to trawl some of the bars a suspect was last seen drinking in. See if anyone knows where he is.’

‘Which bars?’

‘Just some around Canal Street.’

A smirk appeared on Alice’s face. ‘With your new partner?’

‘Yeah, why?’ Jon replied, not liking where this was going.

‘People will think you’re a couple.’

Jon rolled his eyes. ‘I hadn’t thought about that.’ Alice grinned. ‘You’ll look lovely together.’

‘Yeah, yeah. Actually, what should I wear? I forgot to ask him.’

Alice wasn’t able to drop her smile completely. ‘For Canal Street? That white ribbed T-shirt I got you from Gap. The fitted one — it shows off your muscles. And your old 501s — they hug your arse beautifully.’

Jon shook his head. ‘You’re bloody loving this aren’t you?’

‘Yes,’ she giggled. ‘It’s hilarious watching you squirm. What if any of your rugby mates see you?’

‘Well, they’re not going to, are they? The last place any of them would drink in is the Gay Village.’

Alice cocked her head to one side. ‘You might be surprised.’

‘I’m not listening,’ Jon said, walking towards the door with a hand held up. If men wanted to shag each other, fine. Just as long as they did it behind closed doors. Problem was, now he was heading behind closed doors himself.

After a quick shower he came back downstairs with his jeans and T-shirt on. Bracing himself, he went into the kitchen.

Alice looked him up and down, eyes lingering at his crutch.

‘They’ll be like flies around shit,’ she lisped in a camp voice.

Jon gripped his temples. ‘Just stop it, will you? This is really doing my head in.’

She laughed again. ‘Seriously, though, nice touch. Black leather belt and black leather boots.’

Jon studied her face for signs of a piss-take. ‘They’re my old shoes from when I was in uniform. Doc Martens,’ he said uncertainly.

Alice kissed him on the mouth. ‘You look fine, honey. And stop worrying, will you? Anyone would think you’re about to climb into a cage full of pit-bulls.’

As Jon slapped squares of ham between two slices of granary bread, she started folding the ironing board up.

‘Here, I’ll do it,’ Jon said. Licking margarine from his fingers, he took it from her.

‘Cheers,’ she answered, one hand on the small of her back.

‘Oh, I saw Fiona today. She called into the salon.’

‘How was she?’ Jon asked, sliding the ironing board into the cupboard under the stairs.

‘Can you get the hoover out while you’re in there?’

‘Alice, forget vacuuming. You should put your feet up.’

‘And who’ll clean this place?’

‘I’ll do it. Tomorrow before work, OK?’

Alice shrugged. ‘I’ll have to get pregnant more often.’

Christ! The prospect of one baby was frightening enough. He looked round, hoping to see an expression on Alice’s face that would tell him she was joking. But her back was to him as she sorted through the pile of ironing.

‘So how was Fiona?’

Alice’s hands paused. ‘She worried me, actually. I mean, she’s sorting herself out, looking to rent somewhere, so she’s finally free of that arsehole she married. But she was going on about what she thinks she heard in that motel room.’

Jon stood in the doorway, arms crossed.

‘She’s determined to find out what happened to that girl Alexia, or whatever her name was. She went to some escort agency, the one whose business card she found.’

He nodded.

‘The owner had interviewed someone, but didn’t take her on. So Fiona said she’s going to start asking street hookers if they know her.’

Jon pictured what went on in Manchester’s red-light areas after dark. It was a sad fact, but even many of his colleagues considered the working girls fair game for a bit of fun. Stories occasionally circulated of prostitutes being invited into the back of police vans, of freebies demanded in return for increased patrols whenever a violent punter was on the prowl. It was a brutal place for Fiona to be wandering around asking questions. ‘She needs to be very careful.’

‘I know. But she’s determined to find out if she’s alive. It’s like some sort of fixation.’

‘Listen, if she tells you anything more about what she’s up to, let me know. I don’t want her getting into trouble. There’s some very nasty operators making their living from those women.’

As Fiona drove through Belle Vue her eyes were drawn to the Platinum Inn. Lights shone behind the curtains in a few of the ground-floor rooms. Several couples were walking along the pavement, and she wondered which were genuine and which were not.

Five minutes later she was driving round the back of Piccadilly station. Spotlights ran along the top of a huge billboard poster. Stretched out in their glare was a bikini-clad woman, leaning towards the camera, lips slightly apart. Fiona just had time to see the ad was for a forthcoming plastic surgery programme on TV before the road turned left, leading her down a dark street bordered by several locked Manchester University buildings. It was a part of town she was unfamiliar with, and she slowed to a crawl. At once she became aware of women she’d been oblivious of a moment before. Now that she was looking properly, she could see more of them, some hanging back in the cobbled side streets that branched off from the road. A sign caught her eye. Minshull Street. One woman stepped to the edge of the kerb and started to beckon. The car passed under a streetlight and, seeing that it was a woman at the wheel, the prostitute’s hand fell.

Fiona speeded up a little, shocked by the existence of a world which, until a few seconds ago, she had only been vaguely aware of. She carried on, the bright lights of Canal Street just visible away to her left. The girls here were dressed more gaudily, and had exaggerated perms and overdone lipstick. She glimpsed silver platform shoes and microskirts and couldn’t decide if they were just drinkers heading into the Gay Village.

Soon she was approaching the brightly lit area of Whitworth Street. As pubs and restaurants began springing up the girls evaporated away. She did a U-turn and drove back, scanning the dark doorways and shadowy areas under trees. How had they ended up here? she wondered. How many were escaping violent fathers, husbands or partners? She stared at them, feeling sick with the realisation that, in many ways, the only thing separating her from them was the thickness of her car window.

Jon looked around the Yates’s pub. A few commuters with coats and briefcases were sipping pints before their trains home. No sign of Rick. He leaned on the bar and decided on a pint of Stella to help settle his nerves.

The change in his hand didn’t cover the cost of the drink and, sheepishly, he had dig out another fifty pence while making the decision to never drink there again.

He chose a table in full view of the entrance, put his drink down and started to shrug his leather jacket off. Then he remembered his figure-hugging T-shirt and changed his mind.

The top half of his drink disappeared in two gulps and he began fiddling with a beer mat, pondering the possibility that his new partner was reporting back to McCloughlin. Although he had initially suspected he was, now he wasn’t quite so sure. The limited exchange between them at the third victim’s crime scene indicated that Rick and McCloughlin had met, but it was a big jump from that to concluding they were in a hidden agree- ment.

Jon stared at his drink, considering his options like a chess player. Booze. That would be his next move. Get him drinking, then drop in an awkward question or two.

A couple of minutes later Rick walked in, still wearing his suit. Wilting with the realisation he had misjudged his dress, Jon gave a weak wave.

Rick spotted him and crossed the room, taking in Jon’s clothes as he did. ‘Shit, I didn’t think we were going casual.’ His eyes caught momentarily on the rip in the knee of Jon’s faded jeans.

Jon moved his leg under the table. ‘I thought we were trying to mingle a bit.’

There was an awkward pause, broken by Rick’s half-chuckle.

‘Well, you’ll certainly manage that. Drink?’

Jon tipped his glass to the side. ‘Go on then. Another Stella please.’

Rick returned with two drinks, Jon eyeing the other glass suspiciously. ‘Is that a Coke?’

Rick took a long swallow. ‘With a double gin.’

Resisting the temptation to pick up the drink and sniff it, Jon gulped down some more beer.

Rick took out the credit-card company’s breakdown of Gordon Dean’s last transactions. ‘So, his card was swiped in Don Antonio’s at seven forty-nine. Next is a bill for thirty-six quid in Taurus. Transaction went through at eight forty-one.’

‘What’s Taurus?’

‘It’s a sort of restaurant bar at the very top of Canal Street. Nice cocktails, decent menu. Might as well start there.’

Jon tried to form an impression of Taurus as they walked through the doors — muted lights and clusters of candles were fighting a losing battle with the shadows encroaching from all sides. He almost stumbled on the sloping floor that led up to the tables, half of which were taken by people dining.

The shelves behind the bar at the top of the room glowed with an impressive assortment of spirits. A glass-fronted fridge was stacked full with bottles of champagne.

Jon tried to look relaxed as he perched on a corner stool. A large glass bowl was at his elbow and he casually picked up one of the things in it. Holding it close to his face, he squinted at the writing. Free safer sex pack for men — two extra-strength condoms and two sachets of water-based lube.

He dropped it like a hot coal and glanced at Rick, just able to see the smile at the corner of his mouth as he addressed the barman. ‘Hi, there. A double gin and coke and. .’ He looked at Jon. ‘Pint of lager?’

‘I’ll get these,’ Jon said, standing up and taking a ten-pound note from his pocket. They watched in silence as the barman poured their drinks. As he placed them on the counter, Rick laid down the photo of Gordon Dean, his warrant card beside it. ‘We’re trying to trace the movements of this man. He was in here last Thursday night.’

The barman looked barely past the legal age for drinking. He ran a hairless hand across the black top that clung to his perfectly flat stomach. Rings glinted on three of his fingers.

‘Black shirt, hair was cut much shorter, and the moustache had gone,’ Jon prompted.

The barman snapped his fingers and said to Jon, ‘Yeah, he sat where you are now. I remember because he put his credit card behind the bar, even though he was on his own. He was drinking champagne by the glass.’

‘Did he remain on his own?’ Rick asked, elbows now on the counter.

‘Yeah, I think so. He chatted to people a bit as they were waiting for drinks, but no one actually joined him.’

The barman moved off to serve another customer. Jon risked a look at the two women eating at the nearest table. They were engrossed in conversation, a bottle of Pino Grigio between them. He found himself studying them, wondering why they looked slightly odd. Then it clicked: their hair wasn’t natural. The styling was overdone and he realised they were wearing wigs. Masculine fingers picked up a wine glass, and Jon looked away.

The barman returned a moment later. ‘Why, what’s he done?’ Rick put the photo back in his pocket. ‘We just need to ask him a few questions. So, do you think he was cruising?’

The barman pouted. ‘Not really. He was just getting merrily pissed. He left after a bit — gave me a good tip, as well.’

Rick straightened up. ‘Thanks for your help.’ Once the barman had moved out of earshot he said to Jon, ‘Not much happened for him in here, then.’

Jon had to make an effort not to let his eyes stray back to the couple. ‘No, but I guess it was early in the evening. What about all this champagne? He was celebrating something.’

Rick finished his drink. ‘Maybe it was a case of him celebrating the anticipation of something. Like his next murder, for instance.’

He’s not the killer, Jon thought, knocking back the rest of his pint. ‘When did he get to the next place?’

‘Natterjacks?’ Rick studied the record. ‘He paid the entrance fee at eight fifty-six, so he must have gone straight there.’

Music was thumping through the plate-glass windows making up the front of Natterjacks. Two bouncers stood at the entrance, barely acknowledging the flow of customers heading through the doors.

In the small lobby area people were flicking ten-pound notes under the window of the till counter, then heading into the bar. When it was Jon and Rick’s turn to pay they flashed their warrant cards at the cashier. ‘Mind if we have a quick look around?’ asked Rick.

She looked towards the customers behind them and called,

‘Next!’

Inside, it was getting towards uncomfortably busy. Throngs of people filled the area in front of the main bar. Jon looked around, relieved that there were at least a few groups of women in the mostly male crowd.

Rick pointed to a flight of stairs. As they headed down them Jon took in the ornately carved wooden balconies. Male faces peered down from all around. He followed Rick into a quieter side bar where the music was lower but the temperature far higher.

‘This place is busier than I expected,’ Rick said, taking his jacket off and loosening his tie. ‘Aren’t you hot in that?’ he asked, nodding at Jon’s battered leather jacket.

‘No, I’m all right,’ Jon replied, aware of the sheen of sweat on his forehead.

Once again Rick took the initiative with the bar staff. The girl serving them shook her head. ‘Wasn’t on that night. Hang on, I’ll get Steve.’ She moved to the till.

A thin man appeared, the low ceiling behind the bar causing him to stoop slightly. After looking at the photo he scratched his head. ‘I’m fucked if I know, mate. The capacity of this place is over seven hundred. There are bars and dance floors on three storeys.’

Rick took the photo back and looked at Jon. ‘Drink?’

‘I’ll need a piss first. Where’s the men’s in this place?’

Rick pointed to the side. ‘Nearest ones are down those steps and on the right.’

At the bottom of the steps was a small dance floor. A line of men stood with their backs against the wall, each holding a drink in his hand. As Jon came down the steps he could feel their eyes crawling over him. Suddenly he realised what it must feel like to be a woman. Self-consciously, he wove between the few people dancing, noticing that the song playing was the one on the tape in Gordon Dean’s car. Relieved to find that the toilets were empty, he took a corner urinal, hoping no one would come and stand next to him.

Back in the bar upstairs he walked straight over to Rick,

‘Listen, there’s no point in staying here, is there?’

Rick glanced at him. ‘No, you’re right. Let’s move on.’ Jon made straight for the stairs.

Outside, Rick said, ‘That place not really your style?’

‘What do you mean?’ Jon answered, surprised at how uncomfortable the crude assessment he’d experienced on the stairs had made him.

‘Loud music, cramped bars. All that stuff.’

Jon looked up at the sky, relishing the cool air on his face.

‘I felt like a right twat. Do you drink in those places out of choice?’

Rick smiled. ‘If I’m out to party.’

Jon sighed, not knowing if that was a euphemism for picking up. The basement dance floor hadn’t looked like it was being used for much else. ‘Nah. Give me a proper boozer any time. Somewhere you can be comfortable and have a conversation.’

As they were talking, Rick had led the way to a darker side street. Halfway up it a red sign seemed to float in the air. Crimson. ‘Here we go,’ said Rick, examining the printout. He paid to get in here at ten twenty-one, then forked out another thirty-eight quid at two thirty in the morning. Closing time.’

Jon took a deep breath in. ‘Is this going to be like the last place?’

Rick couldn’t help laughing. ‘This isn’t like any other place.’

‘Oh, Jesus, I don’t like the sound of that.’

Dodging the debris scattered across the cobbles, Rick went up to the door. ‘Usually there’s a queue.’ There was a notice stuck to the door. ‘Ah. Miss Tonguelash is away. The place is shut for the night.’

Jon looked at him questioningly.

‘He owns the place as well as being the resident DJ, cabaret artist and stand-up comedian. Look.’ He read out the notice,

‘The bitch is back tomorrow.’

‘So is it a nightclub or what?’

Rick stared at the doors. ‘I’d call it a meeting of many minds. But yeah, basically it’s a nightclub.’

‘A gay nightclub?’

‘Not exclusively, no. We’re right on the border here between the Gay Village and the rest of the city. All sorts turn up, gay, straight, lots of cross-dressers. You even get working girls popping in off Minshull Street to grab the free packs of condoms. You know, like the one you were looking at in Taurus.’

Jon felt his face flush. ‘But it’s ten pounds to get in. That’s more than any pack of condoms.’

‘No, the entry fee is for the downstairs area where the cabaret and other stuff goes on. It’s free to drink upstairs.’

‘I can’t work out what Gordon Dean was up to, trawling these places. Is he gay? Is he lonely? What?’

‘You don’t have to be gay to be drinking in the Gay Village.

A lot of people come here because you don’t get fights breaking out. A lot of women come here because they know they won’t get hit on the whole time.’

Hands in his pockets, Jon looked down at his feet. ‘Do you remember ever seeing Gordon Dean? It seems he was a bit of a regular around here.’

Rick shot him a glance. ‘No. That occurred to me, too, but I don’t think I ever did. Besides, if I had I wouldn’t have kept it to myself.’

Jon looked at him quickly. ‘I wouldn’t blame you if you had. Admitting something like that would certainly get the tongues wagging round the incident room.’

Rick said nothing.

Jon stared off down the street. ‘OK. Assuming for a moment Dean killed the Betty Boop girl, do you really think this is where he also picked up Angela Rowlands and Carol Miller? Can you see those two visiting an area like this?’

Rick sniffed. ‘Doesn’t seem likely.’

‘So what’s he doing drinking around here on his own?’

‘I don’t know. But we need to come back when this place is open, that’s for sure.’

‘Because?’

‘I’ve just realised: the entry fee Dean paid? It was for two people, not one.’

‘So maybe he did get lucky that night.’

‘Maybe,’ Rick replied, looking at his watch. ‘Quarter to ten. Time for another drink?’

‘On one condition,’ Jon replied. Rick raised an eyebrow.

‘I choose the bloody venue.’

Jon marched to the top of the road. They emerged on to the slightly better lit Minshull Street, girls hovering in the shadows beneath the trees bordering an empty parking lot.

‘Where are we going?’ asked Rick, trying to keep up.

Jon crossed over, heading back towards Piccadilly station. ‘A proper pub.’

Standing in the hushed and cosy confines of the Bull’s Head a few minutes later, Jon turned an ear towards the low music coming from the speakers and nodded in appreciation. ‘Police and Thieves’, from the original version of Black Market Clash.

‘What’ll it be?’ he asked.

Rick was studying the fireplace and leather-upholstered seats.

‘Same again. Cheers.’

They sat at a corner table. Jon leaned back, closed his eyes and stretched his legs out. ‘That’s a relief.’

Rick looked amused as he took his jacket off and hung it on the back of his chair. ‘Do they keep your pipe and slippers behind the bar?’

One of Jon’s eyes opened. ‘I wish they did.’

Rick chuckled. ‘Is that leather jacket welded to your back or what?’

Jon’s other eye opened. ‘I owe my girlfriend for why I’ve kept this on all night.’

‘How come?’

‘When I told her we were going round Canal Street, she recommended I wear this.’ He held the jacket open.

Rick couldn’t see a single wrinkle in the T-shirt. He laughed and said, ‘Is it sleeveless, too?’

‘Almost.’ He gestured to his upper arm. ‘They come to about-’ He stopped, realising Rick was taking the piss. ‘Yeah, yeah, nice one. You should meet Alice. You’d get along.’

Rick glanced around the pub again. ‘It’s bizarre to think this place is just a minute away from Canal Street. I didn’t know it existed and I must have walked past it dozens of times. I only live round the corner.’

Jon sat forwards and took a long pull on his pint.

‘Whereabouts?’

‘Off Whitworth Street. In the new development of flats on

Venice Street.’

Jon looked blank.

‘You know the Japanese restaurant on Whitworth Street?’

‘Yeah, Samsi something.’

‘The Samsi Yakitori. I live above that.’

Jon was thinking how much a flat in a spot like that would cost. ‘That must practically overlook Canal Street.’

Rick nodded.

‘What about the noise?’

‘Doesn’t bother me. Besides, it’s what living in the centre of a city’s all about. Part of the vibe.’

Jon looked down at the table and noticed Rick’s manicured nails. He thought of the hair-removal treatment Alice said Melvyn offered male customers at the salon. ‘Back crack and sack’, he called it. He wondered if Rick went in for that sort of thing. Still looking down, he said quietly, ‘How far back do you and McCloughlin go?’

He raised his eyes and studied Rick’s reaction. His partner didn’t blink. ‘How do you mean?’

Jon took another sip of beer. ‘Have you not worked on an investigation with him before?’

Rick looked bemused. ‘Never even met him.’

Jon kept his eyes on Rick, watchful for any body language that suggested otherwise. He spotted nothing. ‘I assumed he’d drafted you in because you’d crossed paths somewhere in the past.’

Rick’s eyes narrowed for a moment and a smile of realisation flickered across his lips. ‘And you thought I might be a plant, sent to keep tabs on the detective who stole his glory over the Chewing Gum Killer?’

Jon held his glass up and tilted it in silent acknowledgement of Rick’s powers of deduction.

Rick gave a short, sour laugh. ‘Cheers.’ His face turned more serious. ‘The order appeared in my pigeonhole the day before I met you. Until then I thought I was staying in Chester House for another desk rotation. I’ve never said a word to McCloughlin before joining this investigation. I think he’s a great SIO but I’m not his fucking lackey.’

‘I’m sorry. It just seemed a bit dodgy to me, especially given the wink. .’ He realised he’d slipped up in his eagerness to appease his partner.

‘Wink? What wink?’ Rick leaned forwards. Jon looked away, cursing himself. ‘Just something McCloughlin did.’

‘I don’t follow you. Just something McCloughlin did when?’ Jon sighed, realising he was cornered. ‘When McCloughlin told me I was being paired with you, he gave me this wink.’ Rick frowned and Jon knew he was turning over the implications of what such a signal could have meant. ‘As in suggesting something about me?’

Jon sat back, wondering how often Rick had suffered with this kind of thing in the past. ‘I suppose so.’

Anger shone in Rick’s eyes. ‘Word soon gets round, doesn’t it? Apart from you, I’ve told two people in the force that I’m gay. I thought I could trust them both.’

Jon drank from his pint, considering whether to offer some insincere assurance that, career-wise, it didn’t make much difference. He decided to stay silent.

After a few seconds Rick took a massive swig of his drink and breathed out. ‘Fuck him.’

‘Who? McCloughlin?’ Rick nodded.

Jon clinked his glass against Rick’s. ‘I’ll drink to that.’

Both men sat with their own thoughts, but this time the silence between them was relaxed. Jon traced his mind over their encounters with McCloughlin during the investigation so far. In retrospect it seemed obvious there was no agreement between Rick and their SIO. He realised McCloughlin’s bitter attitude toward him was, in turn, souring his own perception. He’d have to make an effort not to let it affect him.

Still thinking about his partner, he said, ‘So when did you know you were gay?’

‘That old chestnut.’

Jon wondered if the question had caused offence. But Rick didn’t seem bothered. ‘I’ve always known. It wasn’t like a bolt from the blue at eighteen.’

Jon thought about this. ‘How do you mean always? You fancied men even as a little kid?’

Rick toyed with his drink. ‘Did you fancy women even as a little kid?’

‘I don’t know. I remember watching Top of the Pops and getting pretty excited by Pan’s People’s dance routines.’

Rick laughed. ‘Well, Brian Jackson doing press-ups on

Superstars made more of an impression on me. But I didn’t

consciously fancy him — it was just that he was more interesting, somehow.’

‘But how did you find it at school? Playgrounds can be pretty brutal places.’

‘Never a problem,’ Rick stated. ‘I’m not a screaming queen. In fact, if it wasn’t for this one girl, most people would never have guessed.’

‘A girl you turned down?’

‘Basically, yes. I confided in her, thinking we were mates. She went off and told her friends, so pretty soon I was rumbled.’

‘And?’

‘One particular bloke tried to turn things on me. I walked straight up to him and burst his nose. It’s the only punch I’ve ever had to throw. Luckily it was a beauty.’

Jon smiled. ‘Sounds it. So no problems after that?’

‘None.’ Rick finished off his drink ‘Again?’

Jon found himself reassessing another preconception about gay men. ‘When you started on the gin and Cokes I thought, here we go.’

‘Here we go?’

‘You know,’ Jon faltered. ‘Well, I thought, that’s a bit of a ladies’ drink. Then I thought, two of those and he’ll be all over the place. But fair play, you look more sober than me.’

Rick grinned. ‘Think about it. Which thing more than any other drains people’s money, time and energy, ensuring they have to get up early every single day of the week?’

Jon frowned. ‘I don’t know. Kids?’

Rick clinked his glass against Jon’s. ‘Precisely. And what would a segment of the population do if they had no parental responsibility, plenty of cash and lie-ins every weekend? They’d go out and have a good time. Restaurants, bars, clubs, nice holidays. Here’s to the power of the pink pound.’

Jon was left to stare into the dregs of his pint, mind wandering to the early-morning feeds now only weeks away.