Chapter 27
THERE were seven Zabriskies in the L.A. books, but only one William. I tried him first and he was the one. He lived in an apartment building in Hollywood, on Vermont Avenue, south of Franklin. It was built during what L.A. thinks are the old days, around 1932, under the impression that it was going to be a Moorish palace. It was named The Balmoral and it was built in a squat U shape around an open courtyard with a fountain in the middle that didn’t work. There were architectural curlicues along the entire top of the building and each window had a white marble lintel set into the brown stucco. Most of the windows were open in the heat and here and there a dirty curtain fluttered wanly in the languid air.
Occasionally there was a fan, and an air conditioner protruded from one window. A sidewalk of concrete stairs led through the center of the courtyard, Y’d around the dry fountain and led to the glass front door, which had chipped gilt letters that said THE BALMORAL. Some newspapers, still rolled, were yellowing inside the doorway. There were a few tired-looking yucca trees declining on either side, and the vestiges of untended plantings scrabbled for life on the hard-baked soil of the courtyard. It smelled hot, and it sounded hot with the slow drone of insects amplified by the three enclosing walls. Through the open windows I could hear a television playing. The door was supposed to lock automatically, but the frame was warped and the door didn’t close tight. I pushed it open and went in. I was wearing a light sport coat to hide my gun. It felt like a mackinaw in the glassed-in entry. I could feel the sweat begin to form along my backbone and trickle down. William Zabriskie was listed on the first floor, number 103. I went into the lobby; it was littered with discarded junk mail and reeked with heat. Once it had been ornate, with carved wood paneling and marble floors. The paneling was warped now, with its oak veneer peeling off. The marble floors were deeply stained and there were dried yucca leaves in the corners. I stood for a moment in the silent stifling lobby. It was old. The building was old. The yucca leaves in the corner were old. The twocolor flyers for supermarket sales seemed as if they were probably there when the building was built. The windows across from the door were shut and looked as if they wouldn’t open. No air stirred. The light filtering through the windows was grayed by its passage through the dirt on the windows. What light got through highlighted the dust motes that moped in the still air.
“Old,” I said. My voice was harsh in the heavy stillness.
I went down the acrid, dingy corridor and knocked on number 103. When the door opened I felt the faint stir of air from an open window inside. Zabriskie was a tall old man with no shirt. He wasn’t fat, but age had made his muscles sag and the skin hung loose and dry as parchment beneath the thin scatter of gray hair on his chest. His hair was gray too, longish and combed straight back all around. He was still handsome, though the line along his jaw had blurred, and there was too much skin around his eyes so that he seemed heavy-lidded. He seemed familiar until I realized that Jill took after him. He was wearing white polyester pants-the kind that don’t take a belt and close by a buttoned tab over the middle. On his feet he had woven sandals. He looked at me without comment, his eyebrows raised a little in inquiry. I gave him my card.
“I’m working on a case involving Jill Joyce,” I said. “I understand you’re her father.”
“From whom?” he said. Whom.
“Several sources,” I said. “May I come in?” Zabriskie hesitated a moment, then backed away from the door and nodded for me to enter.
The apartment was neat. The lace curtains stirring listlessly in the faint-hearted air from the open window were white. There was a living room, a kitchenette, and a bedroom. Through a door that was partially ajar, I could see the hospital corner of a neatly made bed. In the living room was a couch with plaid upholstery and wooden arms. A chair matched it. There was a foot locker in front of the couch with some magazines in a neat pile, and a small lace doily. Clean dishes rested in the drainer on the counter next to the kitchen, sink.
I sat in the plaid chair. My shirt was soaked through and my jacket was nearly so. If I didn’t find air conditioning soon my gun would rust.
“So why have you come to see me,” Zabriskie said carefully.
“I’d like to talk with you about your daughter.”
“No,” he said. “Don’t speak of her that way. Call her Jill Joyce.”
“Why?” I said.
“Because I wish it so,” he said.
“Besides that,” I said.
“She never speaks of me as her father,” he said.
“You left when she was pretty young,” I said.
“I left her mother,” Zabriskie said. “Any man would have.”
“You stay in touch with Jill?”
“I tried. Her mother interfered. After a time I stopped trying. But I was always there for her.”
“Did she know that?”
He shrugged. Hot as it was there was no sweat on him.
“A father is available to his child,” he said.
“Though the child may not necessarily know that,” I said.
“I am here for her now,” he said.
“You ever see her?” I said.
“I see her often,” Zabriskie said. “On the television.”
“Does she ever see you?” I said.
“No.”
Zabriskie sat perfectly still.
“When’s the last time she saw you?” I said.
“Nineteen fifty-five,” he said.
“She would have been how old?”
“She was four. It was her fourth birthday. I gave her a present-a stuffed cat-and I kissed her on the forehead and said good-bye and left.”
“And you haven’t, ah, she hasn’t seen you since.”
“No,” Zabriskie said.
“But you’ve been there for her if she needed you, all this time?”
“Yes,” Zabriskie said.
I wiped my forehead with the back of my hand. It didn’t clear the sweat but it smeared it around for a moment.
“Did you remarry?” I said.
“Yes,” Zabriskie said. He smiled. “Three more wives,” he said.
“You don’t have any idea why someone would wish to hurt her?”
“Jill?”
“Yes.”
“No. Jill is a lovely girl, and very successful.”
I nodded. I rolled my lower lip over my upper one. It wasn’t much but it was all I could think of to do.
“Still married?” I said.
“Not at the moment,” Zabriskie said.
I did my trick with the lower lip again. Spenser, master interrogator, never at a loss.
“Okay,” I said. “Well, thanks a lot, Mr. Zabriskie.”
I stood up.
“You’re welcome,” Zabriskie said. He stood up. I walked to the door and opened it. I smiled at him. He smiled at me. Serenely. I went out. He closed the door.