CHAPTER SIX
On Thursday, sixth of June 1912, Feast of Corpus Christi, white being the liturgical colour, Father Giffley took the eight o’clock mass. That evening, during the procession of the Blessed Sacrament, the Introit kept recurring to him. It had been his intention to speak briefly on it at mass, but at the last moment he had changed his mind. He could not bring himself to say:
‘In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost.
‘He fed them on the fat of wheat, alleluia; and filled them with honey out of the rock!’
To address metaphors of wheat and honey to unfortunates who were spending most of their time on strike seemed inappropriate. Father O’Connor, however, had found no such difficulty. During the ten o’clock mass his voice had penetrated to Father Giffley through the partly open door of the vestry. He told his listening congregation that however much they might lack for material comforts in comparison with the more well-to-do, as Catholics they had access to a daily Banquet which was nothing less than the Body and Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ Himself. Here was a spiritual food, necessary to salvation, which was the daily right of the poorest Catholic in the world, but forbidden to the non-Catholic, however rich in worldly goods he might be. Here truly, said Father O’Connor, was no mere bodily fare, but the fat of wheat referred to in the Introit of the mass, here was the honey out of the rock. For these riches, the gift of the Father, let them join the psalmist in rejoicing to God our Helper on this great feast of the Body of Christ.
Father Giffley walked rigidly and angrily as the procession moved about the church grounds. Under the canopy, borne by four Confraternity men, Father O’Connor held the monstrance aloft, the chasuble draped about his shoulders and upheld hands. He had been celebrant at solemn benediction. Father Giffley, dressed only in surplice and soutane, assisted by holding his cope on the right-hand side; Father O’Sullivan assisting in the same manner on his left. Before them, walking backwards with occasional wary glances behind, a young altar boy offered incense from the Thurible. Three puffs of aromatic smoke rose at each incensing, accompanied by the threefold tap of the Thurible against its silver-coloured chain. Behind the priests walked the little children. Some with surplices or white veils, some even with bunches of cheap flowers sang ‘O Sacrament Most Holy, O Sacrament Divine’ and kept glancing about to locate their parents among the onlookers. Their voices reached out beyond the church grounds into the streets, which were hot and stuffy under the evening sunshine.
Where had the children got the flowers? Father Giffley wondered. Some had come from wasteland plots, for he himself had told them to gather the humble flowers that were free to all—the daisies, the buttercups, the wild, unnameable growths that for all he knew might be weeds. But some had the more cultivated kind. Father Giffley did not take much note of flowers. The wild kind that spread along grasslands and ditches were pleasant enough, but the gardens of the well-to-do he despised as so many useless acres of multi-coloured vegetation. Father O’Connor had suggested buying a supply of flowers to distribute to the first few ranks of processionists.
‘It is merely a suggestion,’ Father O’Connor had said.
‘We should distribute onions and turnips and cabbages to them to carry,’ Father Giffley said, ‘then we might have some right to admonish them to rejoice to God their Helper.’
Father O’Sullivan, who heard the exchange, left the room, remembering that he must make ready the surplices and veils which Father Giffley kept for distribution among the children, most of whom were too poor to supply their own. Father O’Connor had made no reply.
Anger accompanied Father Giffley through the length of the journey, anger at the plight of the children, anger at his own powerlessness, anger, most of all, at the pale face of Father O’Connor the celebrant, whose cope he held in apparent priestly brotherhood. This man was content (Father Giffley reflected) in the thought that the fat of wheat and the honey out of the rock were safely stored in the strongrooms of his middle-class friends, to be distributed to the destitute in small doses from time to time. Under the auspices of the good ladies of Kingstown, no doubt. The time had come when these outcasts were demanding something more than figurative nourishment. Walking in the sunshine, with the voices of the children in his ears, the Thurible tapping its three-beat praise in front of him, the cope of his hated curate held ceremoniously outward by his hand, Father Giffley, without any feelings of pity, but with an anger that was not altogether sane, wished them well. If they could succeed in toppling the society this insensitive young fool believed in, he would listen with joy to the crashing and the pandemonium.
Some distance away, out of earshot of the children’s singing, Rashers leaned on the parapet of the bridge. The iron was hot and comforting under his elbows. When he looked down the water of the basin showed him the bridge with his own image planted in the centre. To his left, rising out of the water, was the grey stone wall of Boland’s granary, with great open doors where ships had been unloading some time earlier in the afternoon. Inside he could see the sacks of grain piled one on the other. Weeds grew at intervals from ancient cracks in the wall and these, too, were reflected in the water, profuse, colourful, without movement in the June evening. A pigeon which had discovered a hole in one of the grain bags at the bottom of the pile was pecking patiently at it to make it bigger, so that the grain would spill out. Rashers had seen them at it often; it was a trick that was part of the granary pigeon’s inheritance. Pigeons had it easy, Rashers reflected, as the bridge trembled under the wheels of the traffic and dislodged dust made tiny whirlpools in the water beneath it.
When he looked down the street, Rashers could see the front of the bakery, a greystone building with lines of windows, granary floors, hoists and platforms. Somewhere near the top the pigeons had their nests. They came and went as he watched. They were sleek and fat with glossy coats. They exercised above the roof and watched the comings and goings of carts. In the wake of each load grain littered the cobbles and the pigeons flew down to search. The grain in the evening sunlight was golden, the green and purple feathers about the necks of the birds had a healthy sheen.
Rashers was hungry. The warm odour of the bakery set up an aching in his mouth and his belly. Mrs. Bartley, if he asked her, would give him a cup of tea and a slice of bread when he got home, but his hunger was for more than that. He watched the pigeon still at work on the sack and thought of crisp, freshly baked loaves. It seemed a long way back to Chandlers Court. All day he had worked moving rubble from the garden of a woman in Sandymount, in the hope that she would offer him an evening meal as part of his payment. But when he finished she had left to attend benediction for the feast, leaving word that he should call back for his money tomorrow. Now the dog would be waiting for him and he would have nothing to give it. It was well for the pigeons flying high above the streets, mating, resting, pilfering grain. Tonight Rusty could be let out to root in the bins, with the chance of picking up God knows what class of poison. He himself could impose on Mrs. Bartley, a thing that troubled him, for she had not much more than himself. He stared at his own reflection, trying to think of an alternative.
The pigeon at the sack had been joined by three others. They knew what was afoot and stood waiting for the hole to grow and the grain to spill. They were patient. It was part of their way of existence and had happened many times before.
Father Giffley, when the procession was over, called the clerk from the vestry to his study so that Father O’Connor had to disrobe without the assistance which was his due as celebrant. Father O’Sullivan collected the veils and surplices from the children and put them away in the wickerwork hamper. Father O’Connor knelt for some time in private prayer in the vestry, which smelled of incense and flowers. The odours and the hush were pleasant at first. Later they made him lonely, so that he longed for companionship. But he continued to pray, in thanksgiving to God for the gift of priesthood, the power of his hands to change bread and wine into the Body and Blood of the Lord. There was a moment when his realisation of the mystery of it raised his thoughts into ecstasy. He continued to pray until all was as usual again and the vestry and the flowers and the lingering incense existed once more about him.
Very quiet and still, Rashers thought the evening was. For the moment the pigeon had given over his work at the sack and stood with the other three, as though in consultation. Bob Fitzpatrick, crossing the bridge on his way home, waved a greeting. His face was black from the furnaces. Easy knowing the wife and the children were away. He would have washed his face before leaving the job if they were at home. A man who knew Rashers slightly stopped to stand beside him and together they watched as the pigeon resumed its work.
‘I’ve seen them at that a hundred times,’ the man commented.
‘You’d wonder at it,’ Rashers said, ‘you wouldn’t think a pigeon would have the brains.’
‘More brains than many a Christian,’ said the man, ‘like the rat.’
‘The rat is sagacious.’
‘Highly sagacious. I believe the crowd in the College of Surgeons would rather have a rat to experiment on than a guinea-pig. More like the human.’
‘I can believe that,’ Rashers said. ‘Some humans is remarkably like the rat.’
‘Now you’re talking,’ the man agreed.
They considered the pigeon’s activity for a while longer.
‘Did you back anything in the Derby?’ the man asked.
‘I gave that up a long time ago,’ Rashers said.
‘You’re wise. I had two bob on Sweeper myself and he’s still running. Are you stepping up the road?’
‘No,’ Rashers said, ‘I may as well rest here a while longer.’
He wanted to see the result of the pigeon’s labour. There was nothing better to do. The man lingered a while longer out of politeness, then he went off.
Father O’Sullivan noted in the Irish Catholic that a new publication had been issued from the office of the Messenger of the Sacred Heart. He went off to consult Father Giffley about it, finding him in his study.
‘What is the title of this latest evidence of religious fervour?’ he was asked. Father O’Sullivan, reading from the paper said:
‘The Litany of the Sacred Heart, with commentary and meditations.’
‘By whom?’
‘By Father Joseph McDonnell, S.J.’
‘Ah—an S.J. Don’t you think it might be a bit on the intellectual side for St. Brigid’s?’
Father O’Sullivan smiled, knowing that he was not being asked a question.
‘I would like a few copies for the church pamphlet box.’
‘And why not,’ Father Giffley said. He closed his eyes and spoke aloud the verses of the Litany that came to his mind. ‘Heart of Jesus, filled with reproaches: Heart of Jesus, bruised for our crimes: Heart of Jesus, made obedient unto death.’
He stopped and gestured to a chair.
‘Sit down, John.’
Father O’Sullivan took the chair. He was always at ease in his parish priest’s presence, even when Father Giffley used him as the butt of his humour.
‘I want to tell you that I am going mad, John. Will you join me in a glass?’
‘Not now, thank you,’ Father O’Sullivan said. He looked to one side, not to evade, but to hide the sadness which he knew might show itself.
‘Why don’t you look at me, John?’
‘I took back the veils and the surplices from the children tonight,’ Father O’Sullivan said gently. ‘All the surplices were returned, but two of the veils were not.’
‘The boys’ surplices are always fully accounted for, aren’t they?’ Father Giffley said. ‘The veils are more uncertain. The little girls steal them. They woo men as they woo God—with raiment. I am not disturbed. Buy two more.’
Father O’Sullivan watched as the other rose and took whiskey from a cabinet. He saw him pour a measure and then add a little water from the jug on the table. As he did so, Father Giffley said:
‘Heart of Jesus, desire of the everlasting hills
Heart of Jesus, patient and full of mercy.’
He drank. He regarded Father O’Sullivan over his glass with amused affection. ‘You have no pamphlet of your own published yet?’
‘When I finish them they are never good enough.’
‘Will you be here during the evening, John?’
‘All of it.’
‘Then go and bring me your last effort and I’ll read it and send for you and we’ll discuss it. I’ll give you a frank opinion.’
Father O’Sullivan was surprised. Father Giffley had never offered to read anything of his before. Pleased, he went to his room and returned with the neatly written pages, to find Father Giffley pouring himself another glass. His mood had changed. He was staring through the window at the bunting which decorated the path about the church which the Corpus Christi procession had followed.
‘Leave it with me,’ he said. Father O’Sullivan placed the manuscript on the table beside him and withdrew.
Fitz washed when he got home, made tea for himself, then attended a meeting of his section that had been called to organise support for a strike in one of the timber yards. Mulhall took the chair, while Joe sat beside him on the platform making notes. It was becoming a routine now: the resolution of support, the decision not to pass pickets and not to handle goods moved from the yard by non-union labour. There were three further resolutions of sympathy and pledges of support for comrades on strike in England. Then they retired to Tobin’s of Townsend Street, because Pat had backed the winner of the Derby and offered to treat them.
‘Tagalie,’ Pat said, when they were sitting with pints of porter in front of them, ‘it was a certainty.’
‘The only filly in the race,’ Joe pointed out.
‘What price?’ asked Mulhall.
‘One hundred to eight,’ Fitz supplied. He had read the results on the job:
1. Tagalie 100-8
2. Jaegar 8-l
3. Tracery 66-1
Sweeper, an American horse, had been favourite at two to one.
‘You had courage, anyway,’ Mulhall said, ‘backing the filly.’
‘He has a weakness for fillies,’ Joe commented.
‘The jockey was J. Rieff,’ Pat challenged, ‘and I wonder if the name conveys anything to any of you?’
They thought about it but eventually had to admit that they could find no particular significance in it.
‘What was the winner of the 1907 Derby?’ Pat asked.
‘Boss Croker’s horse, Orby,’ Mulhall answered. Then he clapped his fist against his knee and added: ‘Begod, I remember—it was ridden by J. Rieff.’
It came back to the rest of them then. Joe said it was only a fluke that a filly should win against nineteen others—all colts.
‘Fluke or no fluke,’ Mulhall said, raising his glass again to Pat, ‘we’re all having a drink out of it.’
He looked over to Fitz for approval. Increasingly now, Fitz had noted, Mulhall, who took the lead in most of their discussions and decisions, looked to him for support and approval. They began to talk about the court of inquiry which was investigating the Titanic disaster of the previous April. Joe said the captain had brought the curse of God on his ship by boasting that even God couldn’t sink the Titanic. The Orangemen who built it had let loose the most terrible blasphemies against the Catholic Church. It was a well-known fact that the Titanic job was labelled No. 3909. If you held the number 3909 up to the mirror it read POPE. That was done deliberately so that the Titanic would be built under the slogan of ‘No Pope’. Mulhall said they were a notorious anti-Catholic crowd, the mob up in the North.
They were beginning to discuss this when a man who was not of their company intervened and said: ‘I hope I’m not interrupting . . .’
Then he said he had heard their talk about the Titanic and asked if anyone of them could say how many people had been drowned. When no one could remember precisely, he told them the number had been one thousand five hundred and ninety-four.
‘And here’s a very interesting thing a man showed me,’ he said. Taking out a cigarette packet, he wrote on the back the figures 1594 and showed it to them.
‘Now,’ he asked, ‘what’s the first, fifth, ninth and fourth letters of the alphabet?’ Without waiting he wrote them down under the numbers.
1594
AEID
Then he said that by a remarkable coincidence these letters spelled out an answer to the pro-British attitude and anti-Nationalist sentiments of the Orange shipwrights. ‘A.E.I.D.’ he said. ‘All England Is Damned.’
They agreed that it was an extraordinary coincidence.
‘It ties in with your friend’s information about the “NO POPE” slogan,’ he said. ‘I thought I’d show you.’
When he had gone Mulhall said there was something very queer about the whole business of the Titanic; pride always went before a fall. Fitz smiled quietly. Joe said the owners and the workers flew in God’s face. Pat looked at him pityingly and said:
‘All England is damned. Do you believe that nonsense?’
‘It may be nonsense,’ Joe insisted, ‘but it’s a very extraordinary coincidence.’
‘That fellow made it all up out of his head,’ Pat said. ‘He’s one of Arthur Griffith’s mob—a bloody Sinn Feiner.’
‘What’s wrong with Sinn Fein?’
‘They’re against you and against Larkin!’ Pat shouted at him. ‘That’s what’s wrong with them.’
Mulhall intervened.
‘If you don’t keep your voices down,’ he warned them, ‘you’ll get us all flung out.’
Mrs. Bradshaw attended the Corpus Christi procession at Kingstown Church and after it she had a number of the children for a little party. She had sandwiches and cakes and jellies for them, all prepared by herself. Making such things for children gave her great pleasure. At first she meant to have fruit as well, but decided against it on the advice of her husband, who reminded her that fruit was golden in the morning, silver in the afternoon, but lead at night. It had been a maxim of his mother’s, he said. Yearling had agreed to take them all home afterwards in his motor car. Games were in progress in the garden when he arrived and as he opened the gate a small boy tumbled out of a tree above him and landed at his feet. Yearling picked him up, made sure he was undamaged, and gave him a shilling to be good in future. He found Mrs. Bradshaw trying very hard to supervise the proceedings.
‘If you don’t watch them all the time,’ she said to him, ‘they get quite out of hand.’
Bradshaw greeted him from a porchway and invited him to have a drink.
‘Florence loves this sort of thing,’ he said, as he poured whiskey, ‘but what happens if there’s an accident?’
Yearling laughed and said children and animals had charmed lives.
‘Did you see the procession?’
Yearling had not. It would be enough to shepherd two or three carloads home.
‘I walked by the seafront,’ he explained. The activities down there had been more to his taste—the yachts in the harbour, the promenaders, the pier fishermen, a gull resting on the water which had stayed all the time in the same place, bobbing gently up and down and up and down. He had watched it a long time and now he could recall the scene vividly. The water had been green and sluggish, the seaweed clinging to the wooden supports of the landing stage moved perpetually, the water made lapping sounds all the time. It had been pleasantly hypnotic to stand quite still and watch, to feel that Time, trapped between him and the seagull, had been unable for some moments to move forward.
It would be useless, however, to try to convey anything of that to Bradshaw who, with thumbs in the waistcoat pockets that accommodated the twin strands of his watch-chain, awaited conversation.
‘I walked by your houses on the way back,’ he said instead, ‘you should do something about them.’
The houses were now supported by great timber props, their hall doors open, their fanlights broken. From each window a pole protruded, displaying the tenants’ laundry. The props and the poles and the laundry gave the place a military air and reminded Yearling of medieval drawings of beleaguered cities. If the tenants had poured boiling pitch on the passers-by it would not have surprised him.
‘It’s the damned railway,’ Bradshaw complained. ‘The trains going past all these years have loosened the foundations. I’ve written to the company several times but they disclaim responsibility.’
‘If you don’t do something soon,’ Yearling warned, ‘the authorities will take a hand in it. They are threatening action in the city.’
‘They’ve been sending me letters. I’ve told them it’s the railway’s responsibility,’ Bradshaw said. Then he smiled tightly and added: ‘However—they won’t get very far with me.’
The smile conveyed that he had influence in the right quarter. Local politicians were vulnerable and yielded to pressure. Yearling did not like the smile. Placing his glass on the table, he joined his hands and asked:
‘How many tenants are in them?’
‘God knows,’ Bradshaw said. ‘Certainly not enough to make an economic proposition of them. Why do you ask?’
‘When I passed by this evening,’ Yearling said, ‘I wondered how many would be killed if they collapsed.’
Bradshaw looked surprised.
‘What a damned peculiar notion,’ he began.
But Yearling stood up. ‘I must see that the children get home,’ he said. He went to the door. It was an extremely abrupt departure. Bradshaw saw him crossing the lawn and a little later he was shepherding the first group of children towards the garden gate. Mrs. Bradshaw was waving after him and calling out something which made him wave back reassuringly. The glass of whiskey on the table beside Bradshaw was untouched. That was damned unusual.
Fitz arrived home late. Mary and the children were staying at her father’s small farm in the country, so there was nothing to bring him home early. As he mounted the steps he heard Rashers’ dog barking in the basement. He knew by its loneliness and persistence that Rashers was still out. The windows of the empty flat were letting in the last of the evening light. The air was warm, a cup and saucer and teapot remained on the table as he had left them. Through the windows he could see the mountains, dark now but still visible in the distance. A jumble of roofs and chimney-pots spread out on all sides, angled and broken and awry, a battered brotherhood enduring with the city the incurable disease of old age. These bricks were returning once more to dust, one by one these walls would bulge outwards, crack, collapse into rubble. They were despised and uncared for, like the tenants they sheltered, who lived for the most part on bread and tea and bore children on rickety beds to grow up in the same hardship and hunger. Larkin was thundering his message of revolution, organising strikes, leading assaults on a shocked society, but the immediate gains, where they came at all, made little difference. The comfort that Mary and himself were beginning to enjoy had come by accident, through the regard of a wealthy woman, who bestowed on them the furniture and clothes she would otherwise have thrown out. Patronage, not organisation, had given them anything they possessed. Watching in silence the jumble of roofs under the darkening air, he thought again of countless people in drab rooms. The trouble was there would never be enough patrons to go round.
He brought the tea things to the basin and began to wash them, using cold water. In some strange bedroom many miles to the south, in a house surrounded by fields, his children were asleep. Mary too, perhaps. It was odd not to know. Later, as he lay in bed waiting for sleep, he continued for a long time thinking gravely about Mary, their children, the world they would live in, their future together.
Tagalie had won the Derby, Rashers knew. At a hundred to eight. If you had a shilling on that you’d collect—what would it be? A hundred to eight that was twelve and a half to one—twelve and sixpence. But you never had luck like that anyway. Once in a blue moon, maybe, after you’d lost ten times over.
That was why he gave it up. When you were destitute nothing lucky ever happened. The more you were in want, the more you’d go without. Mrs. Molloy, the only mother he had ever known, used to say that. The more you’re in want, the more you’ll go without. And she used to say to him: Rashers, me heart, if it was raining soup, you’d have nothing but a fork.
That was a long time ago now, and somehow the sunset colours in the water and on the stone of the granary wall and on the distant railway bridge brought it all sadly back to him. In the open doorway of the granary the pigeon, after a long respite, was again at work. Fine dust floated in the shaft of light that struck the floor beside it and coloured it like a rainbow. It was a hard way to gather food. And unnecessary. Further down the street, near the entrance to the bakery, grain in plenty lay scattered on the cobbles. Perhaps thievery was a sauce.
‘More power,’ a voice said behind him. It was the man who had spoken about the horses earlier on, the man who had backed the favourite. Rashers remembered the sum he had worked out.
‘I was thinking,’ he said, ‘if a body had a shilling on the filly he’d win twelve and sixpence.’
‘Damn nearly a week’s wages,’ the man agreed.
If wishes were horses, beggars would ride.
‘And I was wondering,’ Rashers continued, ‘why you’d want to back the favourite.’
‘Putting it where the big money is—taking a lead from the crowd with the information.’
‘What information—wasn’t he beaten?’
‘Something went wrong,’ the man said. ‘There’s many a slip—if you follow me.’
He sounded as though he had personal knowledge of some piece of trickery that had failed to come off. Then, dismissing his bad luck, he slapped Rashers on the back and went off.
‘There’ll be another day,’ he said, with a great show of confidence.
Rashers turned away from him in time to see the pigeon being killed. It happened very simply. First the pigeon hopped back as the break in the sack became wide enough to let a trickle of grain fall on to the floor. As it began to eat, three or four companions joined in. The breach in the sack widened under the weight of the sacks which were piled above it. The trickle of grain became a steady stream. As the broken sack emptied, those relying on it for support began slowly to shift position. The movement, beginning at the bottom, travelled upwards. Rashers saw those on the top tilting. The movement was very slow. For some seconds he waited, knowing what was going to happen. Then, quite suddenly, the whole pyramid collapsed. The floor shuddered as sacks tumbled about it, a cloud of dust filled the granary and cut out the sunlight. Somewhere beneath the tumble of sacks the pigeon and his companions lay crushed and dead.
When the dust had cleared and the workmen had begun to rebuild the sacks Rashers turned for home. It was one of those never-ending June evenings, with long reaches of sky from which the light seemed unable to ebb. Rashers moved slowly. The rumble of the collapsing sacks and the great cloud of dust had set his heart beating in a way that now made him breathless. His bad leg made movement very difficult, his chest pained him. He began to curse the pigeon, for its thievery, its unnecessary death, the shock that was making the road home interminable, the delay that would send him hungry to bed. It was too late now to ask Mrs. Bartley for bread. Rusty would go hungry too. At Chandlers Court he stopped to get his breath and to look up at the sky. It was never ending, with never fading light. He thought of Death and felt it was waiting for him somewhere in the sky’s deeps, cold Sergeant Death, as the song said, Death the sad smiling tyrant, the cruel and remorseless old foe. He listened to his heart and heard it speaking to him of Death, not in words, but with a sound like sad music. He listened for some time. Then he stepped into the hallway, where his feet echoed on the wooden floor. At the third footstep the dog below in the basement began to bark.
At about eleven-thirty Father O’Sullivan, having waited all evening to be summoned by Father Giffley, decided to go to his parish priest’s room and knock. At first he had been anxious because of the promised discussion on his pamphlet, but now he was uneasy only because something might have happened. ‘I want to tell you that I am going mad, John,’ Father Giffley had said. The words had upset him, because he regarded his parish priest with compassion and because he feared in his heart that they were true.
He remembered them again as he waited for a reply to his knock. There was none. When he had tried several times without success he opened the door gently and went in. Father Giffley was snoring in his chair. The manuscript lay on the table beside him. It had not been opened. A water jug rested beside it and a drinking glass had left circular stains on it. The whiskey bottle beside it was almost empty.
He hesitated, wondering what to do.
‘Father,’ he whispered, ‘Father Giffley.’ When he had repeated the name several times his superior opened his eyes.
‘Go away,’ he said.
‘But, Father . . .’
Father Giffley turned away and closed his eyes once more. After a moment, while Father O’Sullivan waited, he said:
‘Heart of Jesus patient and full of mercy, Heart of Jesus, desire of the everlasting hills.’
Father O’Sullivan remained very quiet. In the twilight of the room the words seemed for a little while to have physical presence, to repeat of themselves, clearly at first, then fading gradually into silence. Father Giffley’s breathing became heavy. After a while he began to snore.
Father O’Sullivan, knowing there was nothing he could do, withdrew, closing the door very gently.