Sometime before sunrise the cat's door made its sound, then, a few minutes later, made its sound again. Come and gone.
When the eastern sky was lit gold and the great glass steeple opposite my loft with rilled with copper I pulled on gym shorts and slipped down the stairs. The door to the guest room was closed. I went out onto the deck and breathed the cool morning air and did twelve sun salutes from the hatha yoga as the finches and the sparrows and two mockingbirds watched. The canyon was still and quiet and just beginning to fill with light. I did one hundred push-ups and one hundred sit-ups, enjoying the rhythm of the count and the feeling of accomplishment that came with the exertion and the sweat.
The cat climbed onto the deck and watched me from the corner of the house. He didn't look happy.
I worked through the stronger asanas, starting with the half locust, then the full, and then the scorpion and the peacock. The air warmed and the sweat began to flow more freely, and then I saw Ben standing in the glass doors, his face thoughtful. I said, 'You're up early.'
He nodded. Upset about last night, maybe.
'Come on out.'
Ben came out. He was wearing baggy pajama bottoms and a white T-shirt. When he came out the cat lowered his ears and growled. Ben said, 'He doesn't like me.'
'It's not you. He doesn't like anyone.'
'He likes you.'
I nodded. 'Yeah. He likes me and Joe, pretty much, but he doesn't care for other people. I've never known why.'
The low gutter of his growl spiraled up into his war cry and I grew worried he might charge. I'd seen him charge, and it wasn't pretty. I said, 'Knock it off.' Loud.
The growling stopped.
'That's better.'
His ears stayed down, but at least he didn't leave.
Ben crossed the deck to the rail, keeping one eye on the cat, and looked out at the canyon. He put his weight on the rail, then leaned out. He said, 'Hawks.'
Two redtail hawks were gliding low over the canyon. 'They're redtails. They nest up the canyon.'
He bounced on the rail. 'I think I heard coyotes last night. Was that coyotes?'
'Yep. A family lives by the reservoir.'
He bounced faster, then edged along the rail and bounced more. Nervous. I guess he hadn't come out just to look at the hawks. 'Your mom and I are going to work things out, Ben. It's okay.'
The bouncing stopped and he gave me the same eyes that he'd given me when we'd first met, eight-going-on-nine and taking care of his mom. 'She was crying.'
I drew a deep breath. I squinted at the canyon, then looked back at him. 'Is she crying now?'
He shook his head. 'I think she's sleeping.'
'She's upset about something, but I'm not sure what.'
The bouncing was over, but he still looked uncomfortable.
'She say anything?'
He looked down at the deck, and seemed even more uncomfortable.
'She seemed okay until Darlene called.' I watched him. 'After Darlene, she seemed kind of upset.'
Ben looked at the cat. The cat's ears were up now, and he seemed calm. Ben said, 'She's fighting with my dad.' Fighting.
'Ah.'
'My dad didn't want us staying here. He said we should be in a hotel.'
'I see.' The hawks reappeared, higher now, following the air back toward their nest. The female had something in her talons. 'Are you okay with this, Ben?'
He shrugged without looking at me.
I went to the rail and leaned next to him. 'It's tough when your parents are fighting. You get caught in the middle and no matter what you do, you always feel like you're letting one of them down.'
Ben said, 'She really likes you.'
'I really like her. I like you, too. I'm glad you guys are here.'
He didn't seem moved by that, but there you go.
I took a breath and went to the center of the deck and worked through a simple kata from the tae kwon do called the Crane. You do a lot of bending and your arms pinwheel a lot and you spin, but it isn't difficult. Ben watched me. I did the Crane slowly, moving from one end of the deck to the other, and taking great care in my movements, sort of like with the tai chi. When I reached the end of the deck, I turned and did it again, back to the other side, only much faster, moving at three-quarter speed. Ben said, 'What's that?'
'Ballet.'
Ben grinned. 'Nunh-unh.' He stopped leaning over the rail and crossed his arms. 'Is that karate?'
'Korean karate. It's called tae kwon do.' I went through it again. Left to right, right to left.
He said, 'They do that on Power Rangers. They beat up monsters.'
'Well, it's a fighting skill, but only if you look at it that way. That's a choice you make. You could also choose to look at it as a way to make yourself stronger and more flexible and healthy. It's also fun.' I did it again and watched him watch me. 'Want me to show you how?'
He came over and I showed him. I modeled the postures and adjusted his position and walked him through the moves. 'Don't try to hurry. Slow is better.'
'Okay.'
We did the Crane. After the Crane I showed him the Tiger. Ben took off his T-shirt and tossed it aside. Sweating. We worked through the katas together as the sun floated up from the eastern ridge and the air warmed, and then I saw Lucy watching us from the door. I smiled. 'Morning.'
'Hi.'
Ben said, 'Look at this, Mom! This is called the Crane. It's a tae kwon do kata. Watch.'
Ben worked his way through, and as he did, Lucy put her hand to the glass, fingers spread, and I put my hand to hers. She said, 'Joe's on the phone,'
Ben said, 'Mom, you're not watching!'
I went in and found the phone on the counter. 'Now what?'
Pike said, 'Put on Channel Five.'
I put it on and went back to the phone. The morning anchor was recapping yesterday's report on Green's accusations, and again ran the clip where Green made it look like I had been the one who turned up Mrs LeCedrick Earle. I said, 'We quit last night. We're no longer working for the Big Green Defense Machine.'
Pike grunted. 'Keep watching.'
The anchor said that LAPD had announced a full investigation into Angela Rossi. The anchor said that Rossi had been suspended pending the outcome. I felt a dropaway feeling in my stomach and said, 'Oh, man.'
Pike said, 'I tried calling her, but the phone's off the hook.'
'How about I pick you up?'
He hung up without answering. Lucy had come inside, and Ben was still on the deck. I said, 'We've got to go see about Rossi.'
Lucy nodded. 'I thought you might. I've got the meeting later in Long Beach. I'll take Ben.'
'Sure.'
She started away, then turned back. 'I liked seeing you together with him.'
I smiled, but I didn't say anything. I wanted to ask what was going on with her former husband, but I didn't want to press her. I wanted to be supportive, but sometimes support can be oppressive. Maybe it would work itself out. Maybe, too, it was none of my business. I decided to give her some room. Giving them room is often the better part of valor, especially when you're trying not to make things worse.
I showered and dressed, and then I drove down to Culver City and found Joe waiting at the curb. Pike slid into the right front seat and closed the door without a word. He buckled the seat belt and still didn't say anything. I guess he was angry, too.
It was a few minutes after nine when we drove to the beach, then turned south to the Marina and slowed at the mouth of Angela Rossi's cul-de-sac. We would've turned onto her street, but we couldn't because of the news vans jamming the cul-de-sac and spilling out onto Admiralty Way. Knots of reporters and camera people were clustered on the sidewalks and in the street, and a couple of women who were probably Rossi's neighbors were arguing with a short, stocky guy in a sport coat. Apparently, his van was blocking their drive. Apparently, they wanted the reporters to lay off Rossi and get out of their neighborhood. Pike said, 'Look at this crap.'
We parked across Admiralty and walked back. A beefy reporter sitting in a Blazer did a double-take when we passed, then hurried after us, asking if he could have a word. He reached Pike first and Pike seemed to give a lurch, and then the reporter sat down on the street hard, going 'Ornph!'
Pike didn't lose a step. 'No comment.'
I guess some interviews are harder than others.
We walked past the reporters to the front gate. The thin man with the glasses and an older woman were telling an attractive red-haired reporter that they weren't going to let her in, when the thin man recognized me and shook his finger at me. 'It's you. You lied to me when you were here. You weren't looking for anyone named Keith!'
I said, 'Would you please tell Detective Rossi that Joe Pike and I would like to see her?'
The red-haired reporter turned and yelled for her camera operator to hurry up. She yelled that she wanted a shot of this.
The thin man kept shaking his finger. 'You're a prick. You should be ashamed of yourself.'
Joe Pike stepped to the gate and murmured something that I couldn't hear. Pike didn't seem threatening now. He seemed gentle and calming. The woman went to Rossi's front door. I guess she was the thin man's wife.
The red-haired reporter's camera operator hustled up behind us and began taping. The reporter asked if I had any additional information implicating or incriminating Angela Rossi. She asked if I was here to get a statement from Rossi or to follow up a line of inquiry. I kept my back to her. I stared at the hamper filled with Nerf balls. I stared at the red bike.
The thin man's wife came back and let us through the gate. The red-haired reporter tried to push through, but the wife shoved her back, yelling, 'Don't you dare!' The thin man wasn't happy that I was coming in.
Joe Pike rapped at the door once, then opened it, and we stepped through into Angela Rossi's life.
It was a nice place, roomy and spacious, though the furnishings weren't expensive, just a sofa and love seat arranged in an L, and a BarcaLounger. I guess she'd put all of the money into buying the place and hadn't had a lot left over for furniture. A woman and a man were standing behind the love seat, and another woman was sitting on the couch, and two little boys were sitting on the floor, the smaller sitting in the larger's lap. I guess the boys belonged to Rossi. I guess the adults were friends or family come to lend support. Off-duty cops, maybe, but maybe not. Everyone in the room was looking at me. Even the boys.
Angela Rossi was standing by the sofa with her arms crossed. Her cheeks looked hollow and her eyes were dark and haunted. I said, 'I wanted to tell you that I didn't have anything to do with this. I told Green that you were clean. He told me that he bought it. I don't know what happened.'
'Okay. 'Thanks.' Like she was numb.
Joe said, 'Angie.'
She shook her head. 'I didn't do those things. I didn't frame that guy.'
Joe said, 'I know.'
Angela Rossi looked confused. 'I don't know why she's lying. She seemed like such a nice woman.'
I said, 'We'll talk to her. We'll get this straightened out.'
Angela Rossi said, 'It won't matter. I'm done with the job.'
Joe stiffened and shook his head once. 'Don't say that, Angela. You're not.'
'So what kind of career will I have when it's over?' She walked past us to the window and peeked out. 'I can't believe that all these people have nothing better to do.' She looked back. 'Can you?'
All of them kept staring. I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say. My eye still hurt where she'd hit me, and I was thinking that maybe she ought to hit me again. 'I'm sorry.'
'Forget it.' She shrugged, no big deal.
Joe said, 'We'll help you fight it.'
'Nothing to help. I've decided to resign.'
Joe leaned forward. His dark lenses seemed to blaze. 'Don't resign. You're too good to resign.'
She said, 'Oh, Joe.'
Pike was leaning so far forward he seemed to sway.
'They've taken everything away, but that's okay. I just have to survive this, and I know I can.' She smiled when she said it, as if she were at peace with all of this.
Joe said, 'What's wrong with you?' His voice was so soft I could barely hear him.
Angela Rossi's left eye began to flutter, then grew wet, and I had the sense that if she were fine china there would be a webwork of spider-silk cracks spreading beneath her surface. She held up her right hand and said, 'Please go now.'
Pike nodded, and I started to say something else, but then she turned the hand to me, and I nodded, too.