Tears of Pearl

Chapter 15

“Do you think,” Colin asked, “there has ever been a more badly interrupted wedding trip in the history of matrimony than ours?” We were sitting on our terrace after a late breakfast, watching the water turn steel gray as clouds careened across the sky.

“It seems unlikely,” I said, turning my attention to the chessboard in front of my husband. “How many moves to mate?”

“Two,” he said, staring at me instead of his pieces. “I’d wager we’ve the worst luck ever.”

“Try your bishop to b3,” I said. “I’m of the opinion that you should refrain from entering into any more bets at present. You’re already going to be swimming the Bosphorus.”

“Funny you bring that up. I was just speaking to a seamstress yesterday about diaphanous robes for you.”

“What a shame I won’t get to wear them.”

He knocked over black’s king. “At least you’re good at chess.”

“I do appreciate the compliment,” I said. “Anything new on Sir Richard this morning?”

“Nothing good, I’m afraid. He’s being recalled to England.”

“His behavior since we first met him has deteriorated more than I would have thought possible.”

“He’s under no insignificant amount of stress,” Colin said, then shook his head. “We’ve gone over this too many times.”

“I know. I keep hoping there’s some other answer. Do you think he will ever recover?”

“I’ve no idea.”

“And what about Benjamin?” I asked.

“Have you given any thought to the possibility that he was at Yıldız the night of the murder?”

“No. He didn’t kill his sister.”

“You believe his alibi?”

“I think there are many times a person would be hard-pressed to prove where he’d been at a given moment,” I said.

“What do you think happened to Ceyden?”

“Are you inviting me to speculate?”

“I am.” He smiled and set up the chess pieces again.

“I can’t believe I’m going to say this, but I don’t want to,” I said. “I’ve no idea where we’re headed at the moment. None of it fits yet.”

“When has that ever stopped you?”

“Never until now.”

“You, my dear, may just turn out to be a first-rate investigator.”

“You mean I’m not one already?” I asked. “I’m crushed.”

“Don’t be. I’ve got something for you.” He handed me a sheath of papers. “I’ve compiled all I have pertaining to the situation at Çırağan. It’s not enormously compelling, but if you put it all to the sultan properly, you might convince him to allow you back into Yıldız. I’ve got our vizier friend to admit that he was corresponding with Bezime, though he insists it was for nothing more than medical advice.”

“If that’s so, why did his messenger commit suicide?” I asked, reading through the papers while listening to him. “I shall confront Bezime at once. I’m not pleased she’s withheld this from me.”

“I still believe Murat is blameless, so do not let the sultan believe otherwise.”

“You don’t want to take this to him yourself? It’s your work.”

“I trust you to handle it.”

I leaned across the table and kissed him, then pulled away. “Thank you. I shall ask for an audience with him immediately,” I said. “I would never have thought it possible to adore someone as much as I do you. Are you real?”

“I certainly hope so,” he said. “If not, I’ll have a terrible time appreciating you in your diaphanous robes.”

Colin and I left the yalı together, later than we’d planned, neither of us willing to pass up what turned out to be an inspired interlude of not working. The mere thought of diaphanous robes has an extraordinary effect on gentlemen, but I think we may be forgiven the distraction. It was, after all, our honeymoon, and we weren’t too dreadfully late. My husband was off to the embassy, and I to Topkapı to confront Bezime about her correspondent from Murat’s camp. I was eager to see her reaction to Colin’s evidence. We parted company when the boat dropped me at the palace dock, and I waved to him as he pulled away towards Pera, across the Golden Horn. When I arrived in Bezime’s quarters, I was caught in a whirlwind of chaos. The sultan was coming to Topkapı, and the former valide was preparing to meet him.

“There’s a matter of no small importance that we must discuss,” I said, watching as a maid draped her in a gold satin dress woven with silver thread. A second servant came forward to fasten a heavy necklace of emeralds.

“This is not the time,” she said.

“It concerns the sultan.” I told her what Colin had learned at Çırağan, expecting her to show some measure of concern. Instead, she threw back her head and laughed.

“This is insignificant. Yes, this former vizier or whatever he was wanted my assistance, but I never offered him anything beyond a salve to treat an eye infection.”

“Do you have his letters?”

“I burned them.”

“Can you prove you never encouraged him?”

“I don’t need to. He’s accomplished nothing, and regardless, the sultan would never doubt me.”

“Do you think, perhaps, you’re overconfident?” I asked.

“Never. Come with me. You shall see.”

“You should be careful about this, Bezime. The sultan is paranoid, by all accounts, and if he suspects, even for a moment, that you’ve been in contact with someone connected to Murat who—”

“I’ve done nothing wrong and hence have no need for fear.”

“Did you tell him the former vizier is trying to hatch a plot?”

“He does not need to know everything when I know it.”

I was not as sure of this as she appeared to be, and I struggled to follow her through the halls of the palace—she was walking so fast, I could barely keep up—passing through the harem gates and into a broad courtyard in which stood Arz Odas?, the Audience Hall, where Abdül Hamit was to meet with a group of foreign diplomats. The building had been restored after a fire nearly forty years ago, but now its white walls gleamed. More than twenty columns supported the flat roof that stretched over a splendid porch on three sides. We climbed to the entrance, passed a fountain next to the door, and stepped inside.

The walls were simple, white and without ornamentation, but the ceiling was painted in gold and green. Most magnificent, however, was the enormous gold canopy over a throne that did not resemble a chair—it was more like an enormous couch, large enough and deep enough to be a bed. Hundreds of years earlier, those who entered this room hoped their words would please the sultan. If they didn’t, his guards might execute them on the spot. Although this was no longer a concern, nerves twinged through me.

The sultan was standing in a corner of the room, talking to an adviser, his back to us. Bezime hardly paused before gliding over to him and prostrating herself before him.

“Stand up,” he said, a half-smile on his face.

“My son,” she said, standing, stretching her arms to embrace him. “You know I will always consider you that.”

A terse nod sent the adviser scurrying away. “What are you scheming now?”

“When have you known me to scheme?”

“Is there a time when you’re not scheming?”

Her laughter echoed through the chamber. “You are too hard on me. I’ve brought you a friend whom you have been persuaded to treat with disdain.”

His eyes passed over me with no hint of interest. “Lady Emily is treated precisely as she deserves.”

“I understand your feelings, Your Majesty,” I said. “And I did not come here expecting to see you. I’d planned to set an appointment at Yıldız.”

“But instead you interrupt my time with Bezime.”

“It is urgent,” Bezime said. “And concerns Murat.”

He winced. “What is it?”

I paused, thinking Bezime would want to tell him, but she did not speak. “My husband is confident the former sultan is perfectly content with his situation. My husband has, however, confirmed that an associate of his is in the process of attempting to stir up trouble.”

“How so?” He crossed his arms and peered at me, his eyes all intensity.

“I can give you this—it details all he’s learned.” I passed the papers to him, thankful I’d brought them to show Bezime. “But Bezime can tell you better than anyone his approach.”

“Bezime?” His muscles tensed, and he spun on a heel, facing her and then taking a step closer. “You know something of this?”

“He’d written to me, prodding to test my loyalties.” She shrugged. “I disregarded him.”

“And you did not tell me?” His voice shook.

“It was irrelevant. I have read your chart. You have nothing to fear from him.”

He slapped his hand against the wall next to her. “That is not a decision for you to make. I should have been informed at once.”

“Forgive me. It is not always easy to reach you.”

“It would be in this sort of situation.”

“I need it to be all the time,” she said.

“Please,” I interrupted. “What’s important now is that we ensure that no one else in the harem—here or at Yıldız—has received letters from him.”

“It is all irrelevant,” the sultan said. “He will be arrested at once.”

I shuddered at the thought of the man’s fate. “But you need to know if there’s anyone else with whom you should be concerned.”

“I could—” Bezime started, but the sultan stopped her at once.

“I will deal with you later,” he said. “Leave us now.” Without the slightest hint of worry on her face, she bowed and retreated from the room.

“I do apologize for springing all this on you,” I said. “I had wanted to reach you through the proper channels.”

He nodded. “I have, perhaps, acted in haste when banning you from Yıldız. I sometimes let others have too much influence on me.”

“It was Perestu, wasn’t it? She was upset at my finding the jewelry.”

“I don’t know what troubled her and don’t suppose it matters now. Do you think I am safe?”

“I do, and my husband agrees. I hope you know that if we felt you were in the slightest danger, we would alert you at once.” I remembered Bezime’s story about them coming for her son and better understood the paranoia of the man standing before me. He was at once supremely powerful and grotesquely vulnerable.

“I expect nothing less.”

“I do think, however, that if you allowed me to return to Yıldız, I could determine fairly quickly whether this man had contacted any of the concubines there.”

“He will tell his captors after he’s arrested.”

“How can you believe him?”

“They are persuasive men and settle for nothing short of the truth.”

I hoped I hadn’t visibly cringed. “But Ceyden. What if there is a network of connections in the harem? What if he does resist your men? Is it wise to depend entirely on the confessions of one man?”

“No, Lady Emily, it is not.” He stood, watching me, silent for so long that I started to fidget. “You may return to Yıldız, but only so long as it pleases me. And you are not to foster the traitorous wishes of any of the concubines. Roxelana will not leave the harem. Is that understood?”

“Yes, yes, of course.”

“And if Perestu asks that you walk away from certain questions, you are to respect her.”

I wanted to protest but bit back the words. I was in, and for now that would have to be enough.

“You look happier than I’ve seen you in I don’t know how long,” Margaret said. She was waiting for me on the terrace at the restaurant in Misseri’s, where we planned to have tea with Colin. “Where have you been?”

“I, my dear, have triumphed,” I said, recounting for her my conversation with the sultan.

“Wonderful! That’s fantastic, Emily.”

“I must admit to being rather pleased,” I said, pouring milk into my tea. “I wonder what’s keeping Colin? He should have been here by now.”

“Do you think something’s wrong?”

“No, he’s undoubtedly detained questioning someone.”

I didn’t begin to worry until we’d finished our tea and talked the afternoon away. As the sun started to set, I grew anxious and went to the hotel desk to see if he’d sent a message that had somehow not made it up to us on the terrace. There was nothing, of course, but when I returned, Margaret had ordered for me a glass of port.

“Dare we speculate?” she asked.

“There’s no point,” I said. “Any fiction we write would undoubtedly be worse than reality. It will not serve to make us feel better.”

It was not until the last shards of colored light were fading from the sky that my husband appeared. He squeezed my hand and kissed my cheek but did not sit down, his face all tense muscles, his mouth tight. I looked up at him, afraid, as he spoke.

“Bezime is dead.”