I opened the top half of the coffin lid by myself, pressing its weight with both hands, while Tomlinson stood beside me, whispering some kind of rhythmic chant.
I'd removed my sports coat. We were both wearing white gauze masks.
There was an odor, not strong or offensive. It was as if an old trunk had been opened. Caldwell had already told me what to expect, explaining that the child had received a superb job of embalming. The casket was vault-dry, he said, and promised that I would be shocked at how little change there'd been in the body since burial.
"People not in the industry," he said, "don't realize how good we are at what we do. We're the best in the world, the best of all time. I guess the reason people don't know is obvious."
Yet, despite the briefing, I was not prepared for how near to life the girl appeared. Time had stopped for her. It was an unexpected and moving realization.
I'm not a demonstrative person. Tomlinson reminds me of that almost daily. I have spent enough time among the dead and dying to view both clinically. Yet, when I lifted the lid and looked down through glittering columns of dust and sunlight, I felt a jolt of emotion that caused my breathing to spasm.
I was looking into the face of a sleeping child. Dorothy Copeland didn't look like a teenager. Innocence dissipates years. She looked younger, ageless, without fear or flaw.
She wore a yellow dress with a collar of white lace. There was a thread of gold chain around her neck and a locket in the shape of a smiling full moon. Her hair was the color of Kansas wheat. It was fanned out halolike on the crepe pillow beneath her head. She wore white gloves with fingers interlaced, long and delicate as JoAnn had described them. It was as if the girl had dressed for church, but, instead, found a cozy meadow place to doze.
There was something about the delicate facial structure that was heart-wrenching. Our bodies are composed mosdy of water. The water was gone from hers. The soft angularity of nose and chin was emphasized beneath skin that was white and fragile as parchment, yet her cheeks were blushed with embalmer's makeup like some China doll. The color added definition to lashes resting long over eyes that, it seemed, might flutter open in reaction to the offending sunlight. From what I heard, this was a tomboy girl who liked to explore and dig in the dirt. She'd been described as having an "extraordinary gift" for finding things. She'd been described as an old soul.
But this was also a child; a child who'd sometimes worn lace and crinoline. This was a child who, playing dress-up, had been forever frozen, as if caught asleep on a frosted field.
Seeing her produced in me sadness and a sense of loss far out of proportion to what I'd expected. I had not known this child. I'd never heard her voice. Now, though, I felt as if there were some inexplicable connection. She was here, right in front of me, yet she wasn't. It touched me in a way that squeezed the heart.
On Dorothy's right cheek was a splotch of pollen-colored mold. I was tempted to brush it away. Instead, I touched a gloved index finger to the collar of her dress. The lace disintegrated at my touch, revealing the area of skin beneath her chin. The scar there was a band of discoloration, gray on white.
Yes, there had been a rope. It had been knotted tightly enough around her neck to leave the skin forever marked. The scar was the residue of an unthinkable act, violence that was incongruous with the peaceful scene and angelic child before me.
Something horrible had imposed itself on this young life.
Why else would Dorothy Copeland hang herself?
I'd been so intent on visual data that all sound vanished.
Now, though, I became aware of a distant sobbing. I stepped back for a moment, listening.
"It's Delia," Tomlinson said gently. "She's worried about what they've done to her little girl."
I looked into his face. The paranoid druggie had vanished, purged not by coffee, but out of regard for the circumstances. Here was the man I liked and respected. His expression was one of haunted sadness.
I indicated the necklace. "There's the locket, just like Delia told us. I don't think they got the coffin open. They probably would've taken it."
"Perhaps. But that's not what they were after."
I said, "Then let's find out."
I lifted Dorothy's hands very gently. They had the weight of air. Beneath her white gloves was a flat wooden carving that was as large as both her palms together. There was also a small Bible, white cover, Dorothy's name imprinted in gold.
Delia had told Tomlinson that she'd slipped the Bible and the carving into her daughter's casket just before they'd buried her. Said she did it privately, when no one was looking, because the Bible and the wooden carving were the only things that had given Dorothy comfort during the nightmares that preceded her suicide.
During the worst of it, Dorothy had slept with both, clutching them to her chest.
She slept with them still.
Without disturbing the Bible, I removed the carving with my left hand and held it up to the light. It was heavy for its size, black as oiled mahogany or iron wood. It had the shape of certain badges. At what seemed to be the top of the carving was a cross. Centered on the cross were concentric circles. At the middle, there were square holes. Beneath the holes were inverted droplet shapes. Teardrops? At the bottom were half rectangles within progressively larger half rectangles.
"These designs are similar to the ones you drew for JoAnn. Was it from photographs or were you just guessing?"
Tomlinson hesitated for a moment, his blue eyes locked on the carving. "I've seen photos. The designs are the same as on the gold medallion. They're symbols, very powerful symbols. Take a look at the back. There should be two crescent moons."
I turned and studied the back of the carving, saying, "They didn't get to her." Meaning the grave robbers.
"That'll make Delia feel better. A little, anyway."
"We need a small sack or a cloth. I want it wrapped."
"You're going to leave the Bible?"
"The people who did this have no interest in stealing a Bible."
"We walk out of here with a sack, they'll know we found something. The fact that it's wrapped will tell them it's personal or valuable." Tomlinson leaned a little closer to me before he added, "They're here, you know. The ones who dug her up."
I said, "I know."
I looked at the girl once more, her pale face in repose. The moon-shaped locket drew my attention. I took it between thumb and forefinger, touched the clasp and the locket opened. Staring out at me was an older Dorothy Copeland, this one with blue eyes and very much alive. There was a strange intensity to those eyes. They did not seem to stare into a camera, they seemed to look directly into me. Her expression was confident, knowing, yet touchingly wistful, as if she longed for something.
What?
There are certain adolescents, usually female, who possess wisdom far in advance of age or explanation. That wisdom fades quickly when reproductive hormones kick in, but it is there for a while and the few who possess it seem to carry it like a weight.
That wisdom and the weight of it were in the face of the girl who looked out from the locket. Her eyes were in mine, sharing both with me.
"Keep it, Marion. She'd like you to have it."
I was so captivated by the photograph, I'd momentarily forgotten that Tomlinson was still beside me. His voice was a startling intrusion.
I said, "Keep what?"
"The locket. Dorothy would be pleased if you took it and kept it near. Delia won't mind."
I turned to him. "What're you talking about? You didn't know this girl, let alone what would please her."
He was looking down into the casket. Very softly, he said, "No. But maybe you did. Maybe you knew her. I sensed the possibility. It didn't become real until just now. Seeing her, seeing your reaction."
"My reaction-? I have no idea… look, I never met this child."
"Maybe not. But I think you have."
"Impossible. Fifteen years ago, I was…" I had to think for a moment. "Fifteen years ago, I was in Central America. Nicaragua, Panama, all around. There was a war going on. Far away from Marco Island."
"Not in this lifetime. I didn't mean that."
Finally, I understood. I said, "Oh, please. Don't start."
"You two… the energy is unmistakable. That's what I meant. Different samsaras. Different incarnations. You don't feel it?"
I hesitated for a moment before I answered, "No. No, I don't. I don't feel anything."
"Are you certain? It's… there. The connective energy, like a switch being thrown. Or a circuit that's just been completed." After a few seconds, both of us looking at her, he added, "It must have been very, very powerful. You two as a couple, I mean. To have lasted through this many transitions."
The man was maddening. "I don't know what you're talking about. Knock it off."
"Look at her, Marion. Look at her and tell me you can't feel it. You and Dorothy. This time around, you only missed by a decade or so. You both keep trying to find each other and you're getting closer."
Ridiculous. Even so, I concentrated on the child's sleeping face and then the photograph, those wistful eyes staring out. Was there something familiar? Something far away, on the distant fringe of memory, but always and forever important?
No… of course not. Yet, it was difficult to explain my feelings of loss and the powerful sadness that was now in me.
"Let her be, Tomlinson. Enough of your talk."
"Had she lived, it would have been the ideal time. The perfect age for you to meet. Again. Someone took her from you, Marion. Took her too soon."
My head snapped around, and he saw in my eyes that he'd gone too far. "Go find something to wrap the carving," I said. "A shirt, a shopping bag, I don't care. Let people see what you're doing. Make a show of it. Act secretive, that'll be sure to get their attention. And tell Delia that no one's bothered her child."
"You're not going to even consider what I'm saying."
"When you stop talking nonsense, I'll give consideration."
"I've never had such a strong sense of the inevitable. Now it's up to you." He was chewing at one of his Rasta braids, an old nervous habit. "I have a feeling they keep hurting her over and over. For how many lifetimes? This may be your only chance, Doc. Out of all the incarnations, it may be the only time you can stop them."
"No more! Get moving!"
As he left, he said, "The locket. You should keep the locket."
When he was gone, I touched Dorothy's folded hands lightly, a farewell gesture.
I looked at her sleeping face one last time. Then I closed and bolted the heavy lid.
Tomlinson was standing at the head of the casket, people gathered in a semicircle before him, heads bowed slightly. Delia was seated next to Betty Lynn, leaning her weight against JoAnn, who had an arm around her, all three of them weeping but listening as Tomlinson spoke articulately and with sincerity. The man had a genius for knowing what gave people comfort and peace of mind.
I stood behind him and slightly to his right, memorizing the faces of those in attendance. Ivan Bauerstock stood at the front, bracketed by his men. Silver-haired, aloof, hands folded, long fingers moving as if attempting to scurry away on their own. He had an air of impatience and superiority, gray suit cut perfectly, face angular, square-jawed like a model for expensive clothing.
To his right was Teddy, the son running for the state senate-my guess, anyway. Similar genetics. Well over six feet tall but broader in the shoulders, a linebacker size to him, but a quarterback's cleft chin. A more expressive face, listening to Tomlinson's words, showing pain, nodding his understanding and interest. Black hair combed back TV anchorman-style, razor-cut, blow-dried to form, flawless. His face reminded me of someone, some actor, or maybe a politician who was often on television. The nose was distinctive, but I couldn't match the face with the name. Not surprising. I don't own a television.
I watched the would-be state senator's expression flex with attention as Tomlinson said, "Dorothy had a kindred relationship with the people who built mounds on this island. An archaeologist said she had a great gift for finding things. But she didn't find things; she was called to them. The people who built the mounds spoke to her. It is fitting that she go back to be among them."
He took up a book, saying, "In 1568, Father Juan Rogel, a missionary to the Calusa people, wrote, 'The King of these islands told me that each person has three souls. One is in the pupil of the eye. Another is in our shadow. The last is our reflection in a calm pool of water. When a person dies, two of the souls leave the body. But the third soul, the truest soul, lives in the pupil of our eye and remains in the body forever."
The four punk rockers stood at the back of the circle, off by themselves. Two guys, two chubby girls with bad posture, their body piercings gleaming like surgical staples. I guessed the guys to be in their early twenties, the girls younger, maybe still in their teens. All of them with an attitude, hanging with their leader, the tall, knobby guy who had a dragon tattooed on his forearm. The other male, shorter but much thicker, had what looked to be the tail of a snake winding up his bi-cep; the four of them whispering among themselves as Tomlinson spoke, which I found irritating as hell.
The others there were pretty easily labeled. Several newspaper types, all female. One late forties and very fat-from the Enquirer, judging by her brightly flowered look-at-me caftan and floppy straw hat. Two in their early twenties, serious expressions, journalism school aloofness. A photographer, male, late twenties. A cameraman from a local TV station and a female reporter who kept checking her makeup; she carried lipstick and hairspray in a little pouch.
Two men, however, were not so easily assessed. One was massive, with florid cheeks and nose, a beer drinker's paunch, deep into his forties. He wore shorts and a T-shirt, as if this were a recreational event, part of the Marco Island tour.
The other stood off by himself in the shade listening. Abe Lincoln face, black Navaho hair, dark eyes, wrists protruding from a cheap dress shirt that was too small, baggy pants belted around his waist. He had the shrunken look of a whiskey alcoholic, a pack of Marlboros showing through breast pocket, his hair greased back.
I moved slowly toward Detective Parrish as Tomlinson finished, saying, "What better proof of God and immortality than Dorothy's great genius? Than all the fallen Calusa who spoke to her? Their truest soul, the soul that lives in the pupil of their eyes, will be comforted by her return."
After a prayer and an appropriate silence, I spoke in a low voice to Detective Parrish, "Who's the man in the white shirt? The skinny guy."
Parrish was standing, arms folded. He was wearing Ray-Bans now that the service was over. He said, "You didn't already find out your ownself? I'm surprised."
"It's what I'm doing now," I said. "A smart cop is the logical place to start, right?"
He pursed his lips, smiling. "The skinny man, he's the girl's father, the one run off and left them. Ms. Copeland, she asked me not to let him near her, wouldn't speak a word to him. Said he didn't care 'bout the girl when she was alive, why bother now she's dead? I took him aside and told him stay away, and he just said, 'Fine, fine,' like he didn't have much fight left in him anymore. Said his name is Darton."
I'd watched Darton Copeland stop and say something into the ear of Ivan Bauerstock. Watched Bauerstock turn as if Copeland didn't exist, then walk away from the smaller man.
Now Darton Copeland was crossing the street toward the 7-Eleven, a scarecrow figure, diminished in size by distance.
"How about the guy with the red face? He looks like he just got off a cruise ship."
"Man with the belly? No, he's local. Got that hard-ass, I'm-a-tax-payer attitude. Wouldn't tell me nothing. Gave me the Negro cop look, like why waste his time? So I asked around and his name is Rossi, has a construction company on the island. Apparendy got some money. Guess he just came for the show. Next you're going to ask me about the freaky kids, the ones with green and purple hair. Why they here?"
I nodded.
Parrish was looking at them, taking in how they reacted to his stare. "Some coincidence, huh? how I already checked what you think needs to be checked."
"Like you're a mind reader."
"Uh-huh. What the tall one told me was, the one with the thing in his lip. Like a silver horseshoe? He told me they read about the girl in the paper, how cool it was she could find things, things that was lost. Like maybe she had psychic powers or was a witch or something, so they were curious. Decided to come and watch the psychic girl get buried, that's what he told me. Only they're kind of disappointed they didn't get to see her body when the casket was open. They said that was pretty much a bummer-the short fat girl, she told me that. We're kind of, you know, bummed 'cause we waste all this time and, you know, don't even get to look inside.' Know what the fat girl asked me? 'Is she like a skeleton now or just rotted?'"
I said, "Indignant because they'd been left out, that was her attitude? They couldn't even shut up during the service."
Parrish allowed a confidential chuckle. "Oh yeah, man. These kids today, everybody owes them something, huh? Makes me want to move to my cabin in Colorado, go up there and wait for the end to come. You white people, you're bad enough. But it's gotten so I don't even like my own kind no more."