The Death Instinct

Chapter Twenty-two

On December twenty-third, in the icy early morning harbor air, below an overcast sky, they stamped their feet — Younger and Colette; Jimmy and Betty Littlemore — and waited for the steamship Susquehanna. Winter had come. A dusting of overnight snow had given New York City a fairy-tale veneer, belied by the heavy, forbidding waters of the port, dotted with skins of fruit and other refuse.

The men stood on the dock. Colette and Betty conversed near the harbor buildings, which sheltered them from the sharp winds. Younger, whose rib cage was trussed in bandages below his suit, asked the detective for the time.

'Quarter of eight,' said Littlemore, rubbing his hands for warmth. 'Where's your watch?'

'Sold it.'

'Why?'

'To pay the hospital,' said Younger. 'And to pay Freud for Luc's ticket.'

'Does Colette know?'

'She knows I'm cleaned out,' said Younger.

'I can top that. Betty and I are packing up the apartment. Had to choose between paying the rent and feeding the kids. I was for paying the rent, but you know women. At least you can make some dough as a doctor.'

Younger smoked. 'You'll go back to the Police Department. You're a captain in Homicide.'

Littlemore shook his head. 'Department s on a payroll freeze. Maybe next spring.'

'Maybe we could rob a bank,' said Younger. 'How's that girl — the one Brighton was keeping prisoner?'

'Albina? Better. Colette visiting with her helped a lot. Want to know how it all started?'

'Sure.'

'There were three sisters — Amelia, Albina, and Quinta. They all went to work for Brighton in 1917. Within a couple years, girls at his factories started taking sick — their teeth are falling out, they're having trouble walking, there's something wrong with their blood.'

'Anemia,' said Younger.

'Brighton knows it's radium, so he builds a kind of hospital room upstairs in his factory where his own doctor would examine them — except it wasn't a doctor; it was Lyme. When that growth first showed up on Quinta's neck, Lyme told her she had syphilis. Brighton magnanimously offered to treat her for free in the infirmary, but Lyme was just doping her up. Amelia was next. Her teeth were coming loose. But she was tough. When Lyme told her she had syphilis too, she knew it was a lie. She went to Albina and told her something terrible was happening. They snuck Quinta out of the infirmary and got the heck out of the factory. Brighton had men all over looking for them. The girls knew it and were scared. So they went into hiding. Amelia took a bunch of scissors from the factory, which they carried around just in case. Then they heard about Colette. They heard she'd been telling people that the radium paint factories were killing people, and they thought maybe she could help them. You know the rest.'

'Why did Albina take her shirt off in front of Luc?'

'After she followed the Miss to Connecticut? It was her skin: her skin was glowing in the dark. She wanted Colette to see it, but the Miss wasn't there, so she showed Luc instead. She was afraid Brighton had men watching for her in New Haven; that's why she ran. She was right too. They caught her and brought her buck to New York, Darn it — I should have known Amelia's tooth had radium in it,'

'Why?' asked Younger.

'Remember how your radiation detector gizmo lit up when you pointed it at me — right at my chest — in front of the hotel?'

Younger saw it: 'I gave you the tooth.'

'It was in my vest pocket,' said Littlemore.

The two men stood silently for some time. 'What about your senator?' asked Younger.

'Fall? He's doing fine. Going to be in Harding's Cabinet. Not Secretary of State — they're going to give him some less high-profile position, but still in the Cabinet.'

'Who says crime doesn't pay?' said Younger.

'He'll pay. I had a look through Samuels's books. I found a hundred- thousand-dollar cash payment from Brighton to Fall; I'll nail him with it sooner or later. But for now nobody can touch him. He's got something on Harding.'

'What?'

Littlemore looked around to be sure they were out of anyone's earshot. 'Harding's got a woman problem. The Republican Party just paid twenty-five thousand dollars to keep one gal quiet. Now there's another girl in bed with him, and only Fall knows about her.'

'How?'

'Because she works for him. Good-looking girl. Ever since I quit as a T-man, she's been feeding me all kinds of Washington secrets. She says Houston's got something to tell us.'

'Us?'

'Yeah — you and me.'

The men were quiet again for a while.

'You were right about the machine gun,' said Littlemore.

'How's that?'

'Turns out the bombers blew up Wall Street twelve hours after they were supposed to. So they had a little problem: the manhole was locked.

There they were in the alley, with all that gold and no place for it to go. One of them runs across the street and fires his machine gun into a wall of the Morgan Bank, trying to get somebody to open up the manhole. Apparently it worked. I told Commissioner Enright about it, and he sent Lamont a letter telling him to keep those bullet holes unrepaired. He says Morgan can tell everybody it's a memento, but if they repair the holes, he'll arrest them for destroying evidence.' Littlemore looked out to sea. 'Where's that ship?'

'Late.'

'It's funny,' said Littlemore. 'People are already forgetting September sixteenth. When it happened, it was like nothing would ever be the same. The country was frozen. Life was going to be different forever.'

'At least we didn't go to war. A manufactured war on a country that had nothing to do with the bombing — God knows the price we would have paid for that, if you hadn't stopped it.'

'Yeah — I should be famous,' said Littlemore. 'Instead I'm broke.'

'We could go to India.'

'Why India?'

'Poverty is holy in India.' Younger ground out his cigarette under a heel. 'So no one gets punished for it. The bombing.'

'I don't know about that. Where did you and I first see Drobac?'

'At the Commodore Hotel — after they kidnapped Colette,' answered Younger.

'Nope.'

Younger shook his head: 'Where then?'

'A horse-drawn wagon passed you and the Miss and me when we were walking down Nassau Street the morning of September sixteenth. Remember — about three minutes before the bomb went off? With a load so heavy the mare could barely drag it behind her? Drobac was the guy driving that wagon.'

'Bonjour,' said Luc, looking up at his sister that night.

The Susquehanna had arrived twelve hours late. The boy, sprucer and cleaner than Younger had ever seen him, had just come down the gangway, hand in hand with Oktavian Kinsky, into the bright electric lights of the dock. There were no stars in the sky, nor any moon. The cloud cover was too thick.

For an instant Colette was paralyzed. It was the first time she'd heard her brother speak in six years. She could not fit the voice to Luc; it was too mature, too self-possessed, as if a stranger had taken over her brother's body and were speaking through his mouth. Then somehow the voice and the steady eyes and the serious face came together all at once: it was he. She opened her arms and gathered him in.

'Bonjour?' she repeated, hugging him. 'How can it be bonjour in the middle of the night, you goose? And your hair — you let them cut it?'

Luc nodded gravely.

Oktavian greeted Younger and Colette — the Littlemores having departed hours before — like long-lost friends. 'I'm here to start a fleet of hired cars,' Oktavian declared. 'That sort of thing is not frowned on in America, I'm told.'

'On the contrary,' agreed Younger. 'And you'll have to fight off the American ladies, Count, at least the ones I'm going to introduce you to. They worship aristocracy.'

'But you abolished your titles of nobility over a hundred years ago,' said Oktavian.

'People always want what they can't have,' said Younger.

'Not me,' said Colette.

That night, they stayed with Mrs Meloney, who generously opened her home to them. Colette had persuaded Mrs Meloney to help the dial workers at the luminous-paint factories — and the good woman had taken to the business with all her usual industry and alacrity.

At Brighton's Manhattan plant, the dial painters were being tested for radiation exposure. Over half the girls were radioactive, especially in their teeth and jaws; several of them glowed in the dark. Pointing of brushes with the mouth had been forbidden. Protective gloves were made mandatory. Radiation detectors were being installed. Brighton's bank accounts had been seized, and his assets were being held for the benefit of girls who developed illnesses as a result of their work in his factories.

Younger and Colette put Luc to bed. 'I have something to tell you,' the boy said to his sister.

'I know,' answered Colette. 'Dr Freud told us.'

'He told you?'

'Only that you had something to say. He wouldn't tell us what.'

'But now that I'm here,' said Luc, 'I don't want to say it anymore.'

'Sleep for now,' replied Colette. 'Tomorrow you can tell us.'

Tomorrow, however, the boy was still less talkative. Oktavian took rooms at a modest but decent hotel in Manhattan and began looking into the letting and buying of livery vehicles. They said goodbye to him and that evening boarded a train for Boston.

As the train rumbled quietly north, a light snow fell outside their window. 'Luc,' said Colette, 'now is a good time.'

The boy shook his head.

'You can whisper it in my ear, if you want,' said Colette.

'Rubbish,' declared Younger. 'He can't whisper it. He's not a child. He's lived through a war. He saved our lives. You're a man, Luc, not a little girl. Stop this nonsense and speak up.'

Luc frowned. He looked taken aback — and undecided.

Younger pulled out a letter from his jacket. 'This is from Dr Freud,' said Younger. 'You trust Dr Freud, don't you?'

Luc nodded.

'He warns us that you might go quiet in America,' Younger went on. 'He says you'll be worried that your sister doesn't want to hear what you have to say.'

Luc stared steadily at Younger.

'He says we should remind you that he's spent thirty years of his life telling people what they didn't want to hear. He says that the fact that someone doesn't want to hear the truth is very rarely a good reason for silence. He also says that your sister does want to hear what you have to say.'

Luc turned his gaze on Colette. 'You do?' he asked quietly.

'Very much,' said Colette.

'You don't know what it is,' said Luc.

'Whatever it is, I want to hear it.'

'No, you don't.'

'I do,' said Colette.

'No, you don't.'

'Yes, I do.'

'Wonderful,' said Younger. 'The boy speaks for the first time in his life, and the two of you quarrel like schoolchildren.'

'Father was a coward.' Luc had spoken simply but definitively.

Colette started. Her fingers clenched. 'Father? A coward?'

The boy looked at the snowflakes melting on the train's window. 'I was at the house when the Germans came,' he said.

A shadow fell across his sister's face, and she began a question: 'You mean-?'

'Yes,' Luc interrupted her.

'But we-'

'Were in the carpenter's basement,' he completed her sentence. 'I left in the middle of the night. You didn't hear me. I went back to the house. I looked in through the window next to the shed.'

Colette stopped moving altogether. She may even have stopped breathing.

'German soldiers were inside with Father. Three of them. One was tall with blond hair. Do you remember where Mother and Grandmother were hiding?'

'Yes.'

'Father was saying to them, "Please don't kill me. Please don't kill me." He started to cry.'

'That doesn't make him a coward,' she answered.

'Father pointed to the cabinet. I think he was trying to show the Germans where the silver was. They opened the cabinet, but I guess they didn't care about the silver. They turned around and yelled at Father again. The tall one aimed his rifle at him. Father pleaded with them not to shoot.' The train rattled around a curve. 'Then Father pointed to the rug.' 'You saw him point to it?'

'He pointed to it and then he got up and he pulled it away so the German soldiers could see the trapdoor.' Colette said nothing.

'They opened it. They found Mama. And Nana. They hit Mama on the face. Then the tall one shot Father. Another one shot Nana.' 'What did you do?' she asked quietly

'I ran into the house. Mama was screaming. They were holding her down on the floor, pulling at her dress. One of the Germans hit me, I think. I don't remember anything else. The next morning-'

'Don't,' said Colette, putting her arms around her brother and closing her eyes. 'I know.'

'I didn't want to say anything,' said Luc.

They spoke little for the remainder of the ride. Colette said almost nothing at all. In Younger's coat pocket was the letter from Freud, which he hadn't shown her. Colette therefore hadn't seen the little folded note that Freud had included along with it; nor had she read the letter's last paragraph, which said:

Miss Rousseau is keeping something from her brother as well. I believe I know what it is, but it's not for me to say. She'll tell you in her own time. When she does, give her the enclosed note.

As ever, Freud

After they had arrived at Younger's house in Boston and shown Luc his new bedroom and tucked him in, Younger and Colette went to their own bedroom. She let him undress her, which he liked to do. Then he took off his shirt, revealing the thick white bandaging wrapped round and round his chest.

'Is it painful?' she asked.

'Only if I breathe,' he said. 'I'm joking. I don't feel it at all.'

'Can you?' she whispered.

He could. She had to cover her mouth with his hand to keep from waking Luc. She dug her fingernails into his arms. He thought he might be hurting her, but she begged him not to stop.

A long while later, she spoke quietly in the dark: 'I didn't want to say anything either.'

'You knew?' said Younger. 'What your father had done?'

She nodded.

'You saw it too?' he asked.

'No,' she said. 'Father told me himself. The next morning. He was still alive when we found them. He confessed to me. He pleaded with me to forgive him.'

A clock ticked.

'I didn't,' she said. 'I couldn't. Then he was gone.'

Tears ran down her cheeks in silence; Younger could feel them on his chest.

'God help me,' she whispered. 'I didn't forgive my own father.'

'The oldest bear the most,' said Younger.

'Now you know,' she said to him, wiping her eyes. 'Now you know my very last secret.'

Hours later, at daybreak, he was buttoning a shirt when Colette, still lying in bed, asked him a question: 'Did I do everything wrong?'

'I have something for you,' he answered. 'From Freud.'

He gave her the note. She sat up and read it, holding the bed sheet over her chest. She stared at the note a long time before handing it back to him:

My dear Miss Rousseau,

If you are reading this, it means, assuming I'm right, you have revealed to Younger that you knew of your father's unfortunate conduct before your brother told you of it. Do not condemn your father too harshly. A man is not to be judged by his actions at gunpoint.

Neither should you judge yourself True, if you had told your brother what you knew, his condition might possibly have abated sooner. But it might also, perversely, have become more entrenched. The fact is you each tried to protect the other from a truth the other already knew. This was irony, not tragedy.

You may have perceived that your brother has harbored a resentment against you. That is natural. He may have disliked you, or thought he did, for not knowing what he knew (as he believed) and thereby making him keep it a secret. Children expect adults to know what they know; when we disappoint them, they think the worse of us. But then even as adults we eventually come to scorn those from whom we have kept the truth, and we resent those for whom we have made the largest sacrifices. For these reasons, if you are even now undecided about whether to tell your brother that you knew his secret all along, you know what my advice to you would be.

There is one more thing I want to say. You wondered in my presence why you didn't kill the man who murdered your parents. It was from just this fact that I deduced what you were hiding. The reason is simple. You felt, even if you didn't know it, that you would be insulting your father if you did what he lacked the courage to do. It was kindness toward your father that motivated you, not kindness to the murderer. (This also leads me to believe that you feel you wronged your father some time in the past, although the nature of this wrong I'm unable to decipher.) Fortunately, at that moment you were with a man who didn't labor under your compunctions. If you are half as wise as I believe you to be, you won't refuse that man's affections a second time.

Freud

On December 25, 1920, a long-distance telephone connection was established between a private home in Washington, DC, and another in Boston, Massachusetts. It was almost midnight.

'Is that you, Jimmy?' asked Colette. She and Younger both had their ears to the receiver. A Christmas tree stood in front of them, decorated with toy soldiers and glittering hand-painted paper globes.

'It sure is, Miss,' answered Littlemore, voice crackling, 'and Betty too. Is Doc there?'

'I'm here,' said Younger. 'What is it?'

'You wouldn't believe this house we're in. Guy who owns it owns the Washington Post. Wife owns the Hope Diamond. It's a big Christmas party. Secretary Houston invited us down. Harding's here. There's so many senators you'd think it was the Capitol. Lamont’s here too. Looking pretty blue — like a guy who lost millions at the track. But you know what? Things are picking up. In the country, I mean. They got dancing girls here from New York. They're playing a new kind of music. Something in the air. The twenties may not be as bad as I thought.' 'You took the Treasury job again?' asked Younger. 'Nope. We're just guests. Betty's the one who likes Washington now. Probably because Harding's been all over her the whole night.' 'What about you and that Mrs Cross?' replied Betty. 'Not interested,' said Jimmy. 'She is,' replied his wife. 'The harlot.' 'Did you call for any particular reason?' asked Younger. 'It's Christmas, Doc.' 'Merry Christmas.'

'Everybody's giving out presents here,' said Littlemore. 'You're not the only ones,' replied Younger, looking at the diamond on Colette's finger, which had once belonged to his mother. 'Guess what?' said Littlemore. 'You got a present too.' 'I did?' asked Younger. 'From whom?'

'Houston. He asked me if you found the gold with me. I said yes. Then he asked me if you were a law officer.'

'Why?'

'Well, they finally dug it all up, and Lamont swears the gold doesn't belong to Morgan, and Houston swears it doesn't belong to the Treasury, so officially it doesn't belong to anybody. It's unclaimed. They got laws for that. They call it treasure law. The law is that unclaimed gold goes to the finder — unless he's a law officer. I told him you definitely weren't a law officer. Told him you were more a law breaker.'

There was silence on the line.

'Did you hear me, Doc?'

'All the gold goes to the finder?'

'Unless he's a law officer,' said Littlemore.

'How much was there?'

'A little over four million.'

'I can't accept it,' said Younger. 'It belongs to the United States. Tell him I give it back to the Treasury.'

'I already did.'

'You did?' asked Younger.

'I knew you wouldn't accept it.'

'Yes, but you might have let me exercise my own generosity.'

'There's something you don't know,' said Littlemore. 'Back in October, Lamont over at Morgan tried to sneak into the country two million dollars of Russian contraband gold. Customs caught him, but Houston secretly had the Treasury take delivery of it. That was illegal, but Houston didn't want Morgan to take a two-million-dollar loss; he thought it would be bad for the country. Houston was going to have the Treasury pay Morgan for that gold until he found out Lamont was behind the September sixteenth robbery.'

'What are you talking about, Littlemore?' asked Younger.

'Bear with me here. Houston's not going to pay Lamont a dime for the Russian gold now. The Treasury's just going to keep it. Lamont can't object, because the Russian gold was contraband in the first place. So Houston only needs two million more for the Treasury to be made whole.'

'I think I'm following you,' said Younger. The Treasury is short two million million dollars in gold. What's the point?'

'Point is, when I told Houston you wouldn't accept all that gold we found, he says, well, the Treasury's only short two million, so why don't we use the European rule??'

'Which is?'

'Finder gets half. Government gets half.'

Again there was silence.

'I'm not taking anything you don't get,' said Younger. 'As a matter of fact, you weren't a law enforcement officer when we found it. Houston had just fired you.'

'I mentioned that to him.'

'What did he say?' asked Younger.

'You and I are splitting two million dollars of gold. Merry Christmas.'