The Face of Deception

Eve was already crawling into the backseat as Piltons van left the parking lot. Ill look through the bags. You drive. She opened the bigger bag first. What did she know about weapons? That she didnt like them, that they frightened her, that to her they represented only violence and horror.

But they hadnt frightened Fiske. He had used these weapons. They wouldnt frighten Lisa Chadbourne. She had ordered their use.

Eve put her forefinger on the barrel of the rifle. The metal was warm, smooth, almost pleasing to the touch. Somehow she had expected it to be cold. Find anything? Logan asked.

Nothing she had wanted to find. Not yet.

I bet there wont be any way to trace those guns to Lisa Chadbourne.

I know. Lisa would leave no trail that could lead back to her. Eves search was probably hopeless.

To lose hope was to admit defeat. Shed be damned if shed lose hope.

She pushed the first bag aside and started on the second. Rental car papers in a green folder, a first-class ticket to Washington on Delta Airlines, an air-line schedule, a few receipts from restaurants, two in Atlanta, one in Bainbridge.

Bainbridge.

Dont think about Bainbridge. Dont think about the motel room where Gary had died.

A folded piece of paper. Another receipt?

She unfolded the paper.

She went rigid.

A list of several names. Some typewritten, some inked in.

Her own name, Logans, Joes, her mothers

And two other names that caused her eyes to widen in shock.

My God.

She forced herself to continue down the list.

Gary Kessler. Neatly crossed off.

She stared down blindly at Garys name.

Just another name on the list.

Gil had said Fiske was obsessed with neatness and efficiency. So kill a man and cross him off the list.

What is it? Logan was looking at her face in the rearview mirror.

A list. Garys name. She folded the paper and stuffed it into her purse. Shed look at it again later and think about it harder. It hurt too much just then. She went through the other papers. Nothing else of interest. Find us a place to stop.

A motel?

No, theyll be looking for us in this area. Shell wonder why she hasnt heard from Fiske and there will be discreet inquiries. Theyll find out about Joe.

Joe.

She quickly shied away from the thought of him. When she remembered Joe in that hospital, she couldnt focus on anything else.

You know we should leave this vicinity.

No, Joe may need me.

Youre not being reasonable. You cant even go to

I dont care. She couldnt leave Joe, not when she didnt know whether he was going to live or die. Just find us a place to stop for a while. I need to think.

Ive already been thinking. I believe we should contact Peter Brown, the reporter on that Atlanta newspaper.

Maybe. She rubbed her aching temple. But hes Joes friend. We really need Joe to

Joe again. They needed Joe. She needed Joe.

The memories came flooding back. Joe stopping by her lab to nag her for working too hard. Joe joking with her, talking quietly and

Just relax, Logan said. We dont have to de-cide anything this minute. Ill drive for a while and see if I can find somewhere unobtrusive to park.

Logan stopped at a McDonalds ten miles south of Gainesville and bought burgers and Cokes to go. He pulled off the highway and drove on a bumpy dirt road for another five miles, then stopped several yards from a large pond.

This should be private enough. Logan turned off the engine. Though theres probably a farm-house over that next hill. Its not easy finding a spot of wilderness in this day and age.

How far are we from the hospital?

Driving fast, forty minutes. He got out of the car, grabbed Bens case, and came around and opened her door. Come on, lets walk down by that pond. I think we both need some exercise.

Anything to release a little of this tension. She picked up her handbag and joined him.

The pond was muddy and the bank slippery. It must have rained recently. The sun was starting to go down, casting glittering bars of light on the waters surface.

After thirty minutes Logan asked, Better?

No. Yes. She stopped beside a tree and leaned her cheek against the trunk. I dont know, Logan.

I want to help you. Dammit, tell me how to help you.

Make Gary rise from the dead. Tell me Joes going to get well.

She shook her head.

Quinns not the only one who can help you. Let me try.

She sank down on the ground. Ill be okay, Logan. I just have to think. I know theres a way to end it, but it has to come clear and Im not thinking clearly.

Are you hungry?

No.

You should be. You havent eaten in nearly twenty-four hours.

Bubba Blues Barbecue. Gary had ordered food deliveredhellip;

You stay here. He set Bens case down beside her. Ill go bring the food to you.

She watched him stride up the slope. Get a grip, she thought in disgust. She was behaving like a wimp and he was worried about her. The cold calculation of Garys name on that list had thrown her into a tail-spin, and it was taking her a little time to rec

Her phone was ringing.

Mom?

She dug frantically in her purse for the phone.

Eve?

Lisa Chadbourne.

Eve started to shake. Damn you. Damn you to hell.

You gave me no choice. I tried to give you a way out.

And then you killed Gary.

Fiske killed No, I wont deny it. I told him I wanted it done.

And did you tell him to kill Joe too?

No, that wasnt in the immediate plan.

But she wasnt denying it might be on her agenda. Hes dying.

And I assume the dead man who was found with him was Fiske?

He tried to kill Joe.

Evidently he didnt succeed. I understand Quinn may still live.

Hed better.

Are you threatening me? I can understand your bitterness, but havent you realized that you cant win? How many more people have to die, Eve?

You dont have Fiske anymore.

Timwick will find a substitute. Quinn is very vulnerable now. Hes on life support, isnt he?

A bolt of sheer rage shot through Eve. Dont you even think about it.

I dont want to think about it, Lisa said wearily. The idea sickens me, but I will have it done, Eve. Just as I had Kessler killed. Just as Ill have everyone you care about killed. You have to give me the skull and that DNA report.

Go to hell.

Listen to me, Eve. Think about it. Is it worth it?

Youre saying if I give you the skull that Joe will live?

Yes.

Liar. Joe wouldnt be safe. My God, you even killed Scott Maren, and he was supposed to be your friend.

Silence. That wasnt my decision. I didnt know about it until it had been done. Timwick is in a panic and striking out. Ill see that Quinns safe. Be-lieve me.

I dont believe you.

Then, what do you want, Eve? What can I give you?

I want you brought down. She closed her eyes and said the words shed never thought shed say to anyone. I want you dead.

Im afraid thats not one of your choices.

Thats all Ill ever want.

Thats not true. Lisa paused. I was afraid that Fiske would fail, so Ive been sitting here won-dering what I could offer you. And then it came to me. So simple. I know what you want even more than you want me crushed down.

There isnt anything.

Oh, but there is, Eve.

Eve was still staring down at the phone when Logan came back.

He stopped a few feet away, his gaze narrowed on her face. Was it your mother? Hows Quinn?

She shook her head. It was Lisa Chadbourne.

He stiffened. And?

She wants the skull.

So whats new? Is that enough to send you into shock?

Yes. She put the phone back into her handbag. Its enough.

Did she threaten you?

She threatened Joe and Mom.

Sweet.

But Im not sure she can guarantee their safety even if I make the deal. She said Timwick is in a panic and she lost control of him when he killed Maren. She might lose control of him again.

And she might never have lost control and given the order herself.

Maybe. I dont know. I cant think right now.

If I make the dealhellip;

The phrasing abruptly hit home to him. My God, youre actually thinking about it. What the hell did she say to you?

She didnt answer.

He fell to his knees beside her. Tell me.

She shook her head. My heads messed up. Maybe later.

Maybe?

She changed the subject. I want you to call the hospital.

To check on Quinn? Your mother said she

No, I want you to call the nurses station. I want you to tell her that you intend to kill Joe.

What?

I want you to be obscene and ugly and explicit. I want you to tell her how youre going to pretend youre hospital personnel and slip into his room and cut off his life support. Or maybe give him a shot hed never wake up from. I want you to sound crazy and homicidal.

He slowly nodded. Theyll report the anony-mous call to the cops hanging around the hospital and theyll be on the lookout.

Id do it myself, but a man is usually perceived as more lethal.

Perception can be faulty as hell. Ill call right away. He frowned. What are you doing?

She was on her knees, reaching for Bens case on the ground beside her. I just want to hold Bens skull case.

Why?

Im not going to run away with it. I just want to have it in my hands.

He didnt like that any more than he liked the way Eve was acting. Maybe we should think about leaving here. We need to find somewhere to sleep.

Okay, well go back to Gainesville later tonight. She looked away from him and down at the case on her lap. Make the call.

Sandra called Eve at eleven that night. Joes vital signs have stabilized. Hes still critical but its looking better.

Hope surged through Eve. When will they know for sure?

I dont know. Tomorrow morning, maybe. How are you?

Okay.

You dont sound okay.

Im fine, Mom. Are you with Ron?

Yes, hes right here. He says hes not going to move two feet from me until this is over. He thinks you should come in and talk to the police. So do I. Youve got to get this mess straightened out.

It sounded so easy, she thought tiredly. Deposit everything in the arms of the police and let them take care of it. Call me back when you find out more about Joe. Take care of yourself, Mom.

Quinns better? Logan asked.

She nodded. But not out of the woods. She opened the car door. Im going to walk down to the pond. You dont have to go with me.

In other words, my companys not wanted. He glanced at Bens case in her hand. But evi-dently our skeletal friend is. You havent set it down all evening. Are you going to tell me why youre toting that thing around?

She wasnt sure herself. Maybe she thought it would give her the answer. God, she needed an an-swer. I just want it with me.

Weird.

Yes, havent you heard? I dont have all my marbles.

Crap. Youre one of the sanest people I know.

But look at the company you keep. She moved down the moonlit slope. The leather of the case was smooth beneath her touch.

Help me, Ben. Im lost and I need someone to find me.

Eve had been sitting underneath that tree for over two hours.

And she was hugging that leather case like it was a baby.

He couldnt stand it any longer. Logan got out of the car and stalked down the slope.

Im sick of being patient and understanding. You tell me whats happening. Do you hear me? I want to know what the hell Lisa Chadbourne told you.

She didnt speak for a moment, and then she whispered, Bonnie.

What?

She offered me Bonnie. She offered to find Bonnie for me.

How could she do that?

She said that shed have the cases reopened, that shed send an army of police and military to question and search. She said shed been thinking about it. The search couldnt be obviously for Bonnie. It would look too suspicious for her. Theyd choose one of the other children to publicly focus on, but the searchers would have their orders. It would be Bonnie theyd be looking for.

My God.

She said that theyd spend years if they had to. She promised to bring Bonnie home to me.

And all you have to do is give her the skull and the DNA report? Its a trick. Shed never follow through.

Just the skull. She said I could leave the country and keep the DNA report until she delivers Bonnie.

A pretty weak hold.

She closed her eyes. Bonnie.

She wouldnt keep her word.

Maybe she would.

I wont let you do it.

Her eyes flicked open and she said fiercely, Listen to me, Logan. If I decide to do this, neither you nor anyone else is going to stop me. Ill run right over you. If anyone can find Bonnie, Lisa Chadbourne has the power to do it. Do you know what that means to me?

Yes, he said harshly. And so does she. Dont let her use you like this.

She shook her head. You dont understand.

He did understand and he ached for her. Lisa Chadbourne had used the one lure that was irre-sistible to Eve. When do you have to let her know?

Shes going to call me at seven in the morning.

It would be a terrible mistake.

She said Joe and Mom would be safe, that all the killing would be over. Shell even try to get Timwick to stop looking for you.

Fat chance. Youd be crazy to believe her.

I believe she doesnt want any more killing. I dont know if she can stop it, but I think she wants it over.

When she calls, let me talk to her.

She shook her head.

I thought we were in this together.

Together? Youve already said youd try to keep me from doing it.

Because I know its a mistake.

Its a mistake to leave Bonnie alone out there.

Eve, the stakes are too high to let

Shut up, Logan. Her voice was tight. Just leave me alone to think. Youre not going to convince me. I already know every argument against it.

But every cell in her mind and body was telling her to do it, Logan thought. He wanted to strangle Lisa Chadbourne.

Okay, I wont try to persuade you right now. Just think about it. He rose to his feet. And remember Kessler and Joe Quinn.

I havent been thinking about anything else.

Thats not true. I dont believe you can think of anyone but Bonnie. Just weigh

She wasnt listening to him anymore. She was looking down at the skull case but he didnt think she was seeing that either.

She was only hearing the siren call that Lisa Chadbourne had sung.

And she was seeing only Bonnie.

TWENTY-TWO

Lisa Chadbourne called at seven on the dot the next morning. Well?

Eve drew a deep breath. Ill do it.

Im glad. Believe me, its best for everyone.

I dont care about everyone. If I did, I wouldnt be dealing with you. Listen to me. I want you to set me and my mother up somewhere out of the country, as you promised. I want you to call off your dogs after Logan and I want you to leave Joe Quinn alone.

And you want Bonnie.

Oh, yes. Her voice was shaking. You have to find her and bring her to me. Thats absolutely non-negotiable.

Ill find her. I promise you, Eve. Ill arrange for Timwick to pick up the skull and then

No. I dont know if your promise is good enough. Im taking a big chance. Whos to say you wont go back on your word once you have the skull?

Youll still have the DNA records. You know they could cause me a great deal of trouble.

Perhaps not enough without the skull.

Then, what are you asking?

Im not asking, Im demanding. I want to see you. I want you to pick up the skull.

Thats not possible.

Its the only way Ill deal.

Look, a woman in my position cant move around freely What youre asking is impossible.

Dont lie to me. A woman who can kill her hus-band and get away with it can find a way to meet me. Im putting my life on the line and Ive got to use what I can to survive. I dont have many weapons, but Im an artist. Ive made a study of facial expressions and Ive also studied you. I think Ill be able to tell if you intend to keep your word.

A pause. Youll bring the skull with you?

It will be hidden close by. But I guarantee you wont be able to find it if you decide to set a trap for me.

And what if this is a trap for me?

Take what precautions you like as long as they dont pose a threat to me.

And where do you suggest we meet?

Somewhere near Camp David. It would be easiest for you to go there for the weekend. Particularly since youve supposedly suffered the loss of your friend Scott Maren. Just state Camp David as your destination and have the pilot set down before you reach there.

It seems to be a reasonable plan. What about Logan?

Hes out of it. I took the skull and papers and left him during the night. He told me I was crazy. He thinks youll betray me.

But youre not listening to him?

Im listening. He may be right. Her hand tightened on the phone. I have to do it anyway. You knew I would, didnt you?

A silence on the other end of the line. This meeting isnt a good idea. It would be safer if you drop the skull off where Timwick can pick it up.

Safer for you.

Safer for both of us.

No, I have to see your face when you tell me youre going to find Bonnie. Youve told too many lies. I have to do whatever I can to make sure youre not deceiving me.

Believe me, its not a good idea.

Take it or leave it.

Give me a moment to think about it. Another silence. Very well. Ill meet you. But you can under-stand that Im going to bring Timwick.

No.

Timwick can fly a helicopter and hes Secret Service. That means Ill be able to eliminate both my guard and the pilot without suspicion. Lisa paused. And he has equipment that will be able to tell me if either you or the area is wired. I do have to protect myself.

And whos going to protect me from him?

Ill send Timwick away once Im assured you havent set a trap for me. I wont come without him, Eve.

She gave in. Okay. No one else. If I see any sign of anyone else, I wont meet you.

Fair enough. Now tell me where you want to meet.

Ill call you when youre in the air and near Camp David.

Caution. When do you want me to leave?

Tomorrow. Eight A.M.

Very well. Remember, it takes thirty minutes to reach Camp David from the White House. She paused. If I cant talk you into a drop. It would really be safer for both of us.

I said no.

Then tomorrow. Lisa hung up.

Eve pressed the end button. It was done. Logan had called it a terrible mistake, but shed rolled the dice anyway.

She needed transportation to get to Washington today, and there was one more thing she had to do be-fore she left. She dialed her mother. Hows Joe?

I just finished talking to the hospital. Hes out of intensive care.

Eve closed her eyes as waves of relief washed over her. Hes better? Hes going to live?

He regained consciousness during the night. The doctors are being cautious, but all the signs are promising.

I want to see him.

Dont be crazy. You know thats not possible.

But it didnt stop the desperation she was feeling. Who could guess what was going to happen at Camp David? She needed to see Joe. Okay. I need some help. Will you rent a car for me and pick me up?

What happened to the car Logan had?

Weve parted company. Theyre searching for him harder than they are for me, and theres probably an order to shoot on sight.

Im glad youre not together. I didnt like the idea of the two of you

Mom, I dont have much time. Im in a womens rest room at the Gainesville Recreational Park. Its deserted at this hour, but I cant stay here very long. I hate to ask it of you, but will you pick me up?

Im on my way.

Mom was on her way. Eve would drop Sandra off back at the condo and then she would be on her way too. She sat down on the floor, put down her handbag next to Bens case, and leaned back against the con-crete block wall. Breathe deep. Try to relax. She was doing what she had to do.

Tomorrow: eight A.M.

Tomorrow: eight A.M.

Lisa stood up and moved over to the window.

Tomorrow she would have Bens skull and the primary threat would be over.

It could be a trap, but Lisas gut instinct told her she had played the one card that Eve Duncan couldnt resist. The woman was obsessed with finding her daughter, and Lisa had played on her torment and brought the woman to her knees. She supposed she should feel triumphant.

She didnt feel triumphant.

She wished shed been able to convince Eve that a meeting wasnt necessary. She had honestly planned on keeping her part of the bargain.

Or had she? she wondered wearily. Shed thought she knew herself, but shed never dreamed she would do the things she had already done.

She just wished Eve hadnt set up the meeting.

NEAR CATOCTIN MOUNTAIN PARK

THE NEXT DAY

8:20 A.M.

The helicopter was approaching from the north.

Eve made the call.

Im in a glade one mile from route 77 by Hunting Creek. Set down in the glade. Ill come to meet you.

As soon as we do a sweep of the area and make sure its secure, Lisa Chadbourne said. Timwick likes to be cautious.

It was Lisa who liked to be cautious, Eve thought. But Eve had been cautious too. Shed made very sure the surrounding area was all clear before shed made the call.

Hands nervously clenching and unclenching she watched the helicopter circle the clearing.

One person. Timwick pointed at the infrared blur on the LCD screen. The nearest other heat source is at the diner on route 77 , three miles away.

Electronics?

Timwick checked another screen. Nothing in the area anywhere near Duncan.

Youre sure?

Of course Im sure. Its my ass too.

Lisa felt a tinge of sadness as she looked at the solitary blur on the screen and realized Eve was down there alone and unprotected. Then lets go down and see if we can save it, James.

Lisa Chadbourne was getting out of the helicopter.

Eve had made the deal. She had set the time and place and yet it still seemed bizarre that Lisa was really there.

Eve watched her as she jumped to the ground. She looked just as she had on the videosbeautiful, serene, glowing. Well, what had she expected? Some marks of dissipation or cruelty? Lisa had killed her husband and still appeared the same as in those videos. Why would any other death make a difference?

Gary. Blood. Daggers. The hideous scene in that motel room flashed before Eves eyes.

It should make a difference. It should.

Dont think about it. Be calm.

She moved toward the helicopter.

Lisa Chadbourne said crisply, Hello, Eve. James called security at Camp David just now and said wed landed to check out a light on our control panel. We have ten minutes tops. Either were back in the air by then or theyll become alarmed and send someone to this area.

Ten minutes should be enough time.

Dont say anything, Lisa. Timwick got out of the helicopter and came toward Eve.

She instinctively took a step back.

He was holding an instrument that looked like one of those metal detector wands used at airport se-curity. Hold out your arms.

You said the entire area was clean, James, Lisa said.

It doesnt hurt to be careful. He ran the wand over Eves body. Turn around.

Dont touch me.

He went behind her and ran the wand from shoulder to feet. Shes okay. No weapons. No wire.

Forgive James, Lisa said. Hes been extremely nervous lately. Its yours and Logans fault, Im afraid. Go away and let us talk, James.

Timwick started to move toward the trees.

No, Eve said sharply. I notice nobody gave me a chance to go over him with that damn wand. I dont want him out of my sight. She pointed at a spot be-side the helicopter. Sit down.

What?

You heard me. I want you sitting with your legs crossed. It would take you longer to attack from that position.

Timwicks lips thinned. This is humiliating, Lisa.

Do it. Lisa was smiling faintly. Youre not quite as helpless as I thought, Eve.

Timwick dropped to the ground and crossed his legs. Satisfied?

No, reach into your jacket and remove your gun. Put the safety on and toss it out of reach.

I dont have a gun.

Remove your gun, Eve repeated.

Lisa nodded. Lets get this over with, James.

Timwick muttered a curse, pulled out his gun, put on the safety, and tossed his gun across the glade.

Eve turned to Lisa. Now Im satisfied.

Youve used up valuable time. Lisa glanced at her watch. Two minutes to be exact.

It was worth it. I dont trust him.

I suppose you have a right to be suspicious. She paused. Now give me Bens skull, Eve.

Not yet.

You want me to tell you that youll get your Bonnie back? She looked her straight in the eye. Theres no way of being sure, but Ill do everything in my power to find her. Her voice vibrated with sin-cerity. I promise you, Eve.

Oh, God, she was telling the truth. Bonnie could come home.

The skull, Eve. I dont have much time. Ive pa-pers and money for you in the helicopter and James has arranged a plane to fly you and your mother out of the country. Give me the skull, and James and I will get back in that helicopter and disappear from your life.

Would there ever be a moment when Lisa Chadbourne wasnt a part of her memory and life?

The skull.

Its over there beneath the trees. Eve glanced warily at Timwick as she moved toward the edge of the glade. Im watching you, Timwick.

James isnt going to interfere. Lisa followed her. He wants that skull as much as I do.

But what about after I give you the skull?

Lisa didnt answer. Her forehead was creased in a frown. Where is it? Did you bury it?

No. She stopped and pointed at the leather case, which was half obscured by a bush. There it is.

In plain sight? You said we wouldnt be able to find it.

A bluff. Would it have done me any good to bury or hide it? Youd have gotten all kinds of detectors in here.

In this case, it seems I overestimated you. She laughed. My God, I thought youd worked out some-thing brilliant. Her smile faded. If it is Ben. You threw a ringer at us before.

Eve shook her head. Its Ben Chadbourne. Look for yourself.

Lisa picked up the case. I hear you do wonderful sculpting work. Will I really be able to see the resem-blance?

Open it.

Lisa stared down at the case. I dont think I want to.

Eve shrugged. Whatever you like. But Im sur-prised youd take the chance of not doing it.

I cant take a chance. Lisa braced herself and slowly opened the latches. Lets see if youre as good as your reput Dear God. She reeled back against the tree, staring down at the scorched skull. What is

Sorry its not as handsome as you expected. Gary Kessler always liked to work on a clean skull, so he made me break down what Id done. You remember Gary. You told Fiske to kill him, didnt you?

Lisa couldnt take her gaze off the skull. She whispered, Ben?

Thats what a man looks like when you burn him. All the skin melts away and

Shut up. Tears were suddenly flowing down Lisas cheeks.

And you see the jagged hole in the back of the skull? Thats what happened when his brain ex-ploded. When youre in a fire, your brain boils and eventually

Shut up, you bitch.

But Garys death was different. You told Fiske that he had to show me that I had to give you the skull. You told him you wanted him crucified.

I didnt tell him that. I just told him he had to shock you into realizing you had to give in. I had to show you. It was your fault. I wanted it all to stop. I told you it would stop if youd give me Bens skull, but you wouldnt do it. She looked down at the skull. Benhellip;

How did you kill him?

Scott Maren gave him a shot. It was very quick, very merciful. He didnt suffer. She drew a deep breath and struggled for control. Making me look at this skull was very cruel, Eve.

Dont talk to me about cruelty. You had Gary and Gil killed. Joe almost died.

Are you satisfied now? Lisa asked. Christ, youre hard. I was actually feeling sorry for you.

You mean because you intended to kill me? Be-cause you never expected to let me leave here?

I told you to arrange a drop. I knew I couldnt let you stay alive if you gave me the opportunity Its my job. She jerkily turned toward Timwick. Were leaving, James. Take care of her.

Timwick slowly rose to his feet. You want me to kill her?

No, I dont want it, but it has to be done. So do it.

Timwick looked at Eve. Then he turned and walked toward the helicopter.

James!

Screw you.

Lisa went rigid. We agreed it had to be done.

He opened the helicopter door. And did we agree that Fiske would take me out too? When was it going to be, Lisa?

I dont know what you mean.

The list. You gave Fiske another list. I saw it. He combined your list and mine. I know his hand-writing.

How could you see something that doesnt exist. She moistened her lips. If there was a list, it certainly didnt come from me. You know he often had his own agenda.

He wouldnt kill the hand that was feeding him. Not unless another one was feeding him too. You thought you didnt need me any longer.

Nothing can be proved. Fiske is dead.

Youd find someone else to put me down.

Youre making a mistake. She started toward the helicopter. Listen to me, James.

Im through listening. Im out of here.

Theyll catch you.

Not if I have a head start. That was part of the deal. Ill call Camp David and tell them were on the way. That should give me enough time. He got into the helicopter. Burn in hell, bitch.

Timwick! She reached for the door. Its a trick. Its a lie. Dont give up all weve worked for. Kevin will appoint you

The helicopter lifted off and Lisa fell to the ground.

Eve watched her struggle to her knees.

Lisa Chadbourne gazed at Eve across the clearing. You did this.

Actually, you did it. Youre the one who told me Timwick was in a panic. A man in a panic will snatch at any straw.

You set me up. There was still a thread of dis-belief in her voice.

It was my plan. But it was Logan who ap-proached Timwick with the list.

But when I suggested bringing Timwick with me, you objected.

I knew youd want to bring Timwick. It was the smart move and youre a very smart woman. If you hadnt suggested it, Timwick would have persuaded you it was the thing to do. She smiled without mirth. But he didnt have to convince you, did he?

All this wont do you any good. I can work around having Timwick She froze. Oh, my God, youre wired, arent you?

Yes.

And you showed me Bens skull to deliberately shake me up.

I hoped it would. Most people find skeletons frightening. Particularly their victims.

Lisa was silent, obviously thinking back over their conversation. Very bad but not completely damning. In court any transcript can be interpreted to mean any

Logan also arranged for three witnesses to hear the transmission. Peter Brown, a reporter on the Atlanta Journal and Constitution , Andrew Ben-nett of the Supreme Court, and Senator Dennis Lathrop. All highly respected men. After we made the decision, Logan got moving. He had almost a full day to convince Timwick that he was your next victim.

Lisa turned pale and suddenly looked twice her age. She sank back on her heels. Howhellip; clever. I told Timwick in the beginning we had to be careful of you. The electronic monitoring was obviously bogus, but I saw the infrared so I assume we have a little time before Logan gets here.

Eve nodded.

Good. I need a few minutes to pull myself to-gether. It seems impossible its all gone down She swallowed. I thought I had you. I thought your Bonnie was the key.

She was the key.

But you gave up the chance to

The stakes were too high. You hurt people I cared about.

I was going to do it, you know. I was going to keep my promise about finding Bonnie. Keeping my word about her would have made me feel better.

I believe you.

Eve tensed as Lisa rose to her feet.

Lisa shook her head. Im not going to try to hurt you. Im the one whos the walking wounded. Youvedestroyed me.

You destroyed yourself. Where are you going?

I dropped Bens skull when I ran for the heli-copter. She fell to her knees beside the skull. Its so hellip; small. It surprises me. He was such a big man. In every way, Ben was larger than lifehellip;

Until you killed him.

Lisa acted as if she hadnt heard her. He was so smart. He had such dreams. And he would have made them all come true. She stroked the left cheekbone. She whispered, What an incredible man you were, Ben Chadbourne.

Lisas touch was almost loving, Eve realized with shock. All the horror, all the terror was gone.

Lisas eyes were glistening with tears when she glanced up at Eve. The tabloids are going to want photographs of him. They always like the shots that are the most morbid and ugly. Dont let them take a picture of Ben like this. I want everyone to remember him as he was. Fight them. Promise me.

I promise. No pictures except the ones entered as evidence at the trial. After that, Ill see that he goes home.

Home. She was silent a moment, and when she spoke again there was wonder in her tone. It actu-ally matters to me. But it wouldnt matter to Ben. He always said its what we leave behind that matters, not what we become or where we go after we die. She stared down at the scorched skull and tears welled in her eyes again. God, this hurts me, Ben. I didnt think Id have to see you. You told me I wouldnt have to see you.

Eve froze. What did you say?

Lisa looked at her. I loved him, she said simply. Ive always loved him. I always will. He was kind and caring and extraordinary. Did you really think I could kill a man like that?

You did kill him. Or had Maren kill him for you.

I persuaded Scott to prepare the shot. She low-ered her eyes to the skull. But Ben took the hypo-dermic from Scott and injected himself. He didnt want Scott to have the responsibility. That was the kind of man he was.

Why?

Ben was dying of cancer. He found out a month after he was inaugurated.

It was a moment before Eve recovered enough to ask, Suicide?

No, suicides are cowardly. There was nothing cowardly about Ben. He just wanted to spare She stopped for a moment to steady her voice. He planned it all. He knew that all his dreams were going down the tube. Wed worked for fifteen years to get him into the White House. What a team we werehellip; He had to choose Mobry as vice president because we needed the South, but he always said I was the one who should have been on the ticket. I didnt care. I knew Id be there to help him. Then to find out that he was going to die before he could accomplish what he needed to hellip; It wasnt fair. He couldnt stand it.

He planned it all.

He chose Kevin Detwil. He told me how to handle him, what to tell him to make him most effective. He knew Id need Timwick. He told me what bait to use to get him to cooperate.

Timwick knew about his illness?

No, Timwick thought it was murder. Ben be-lieved hed be more controllable if he thought he was an accomplice to the murder of the President. He was right. She smiled bitterly. He was right about everything. Everything was going well. We all had our jobs to do. Mine was to control Kevin and work behind the scenes to make sure that Bens bills passed. I managed to get seven through Congress this term. Do you realize how hard I worked?

And what was Timwicks job? Eve asked grimly.

It wasnt meant to be killing. He was just there for protection and to make it easier to deceive everyone. He got scared. He panicked and I couldnt control him.

Then your Ben evidently wasnt right about him.

He would have been right if everything had gone as planned. If Donnelli had done what he was supposed to do. If Logan had never entered the pic-ture. She looked at Eve. If youd decided to mind your own business.

If no one else became suspicious.

What were the odds of that happening? Bens plan was almost foolproof. Do you realize what youve destroyed? We wanted to bring compassion and order to government. We wanted only to help people. It wasnt fair that we werent going to get the chance.

You committed murder. Even if you didnt kill your husband, you ordered Fiske to kill.

I didnt want I didnt mean It all went crazy, I dont know how. But I promised Ben Id see it through. It was my job. I had to do it. Dont you understand? One thing just flowed into the other, and suddenly I was caught up in She stopped. Im behaving very badly. I should have a little dignity. Particularly since this is probably all still being taped. She straightened, threw back her shoulders, and suddenly a brilliant smile lit her face. You see, I can get through this. I can get through anything. Ill smile and be sincere and they wont believe those tapes.

Oh, I think they will. Its over, Lisa.

She lifted her chin. Not until Ive fought the last fight.

Would Ben want you to fight? A scandal of this magnitude will disrupt the government for months and tarnish everything youve done for him.

Ill know the moment to quit and step asidehellip; just as Ben did. She was silent a moment and then shook her head. Its rather ironic that you set up our meeting at Camp David. Did you know that FDR called Camp David Shangri-La?

No.

Shangri-La. A lost dreamhellip; Her gaze shifted to the edge of the trees. Theyre coming. I believe Ill go to meet them. Boldness is always best.

Eve watched her move gracefully across the glade toward the place where Logan and three other cars had pulled to a stop.

The gun.

Lisa had stopped beside the gun that Timwick had tossed away and was looking down at it.

No!

Youve destroyed everything Ben and I have worked for. You think Im a murderer. I could pick that gun up and prove you right. I dont think Im in range of your friends over there. Are you afraid of dying, Eve?

No, I dont think so.

I dont believe you are either. I think youre afraid of living. She glanced over her shoulder. I would have found your Bonnie. Youll have to live with that knowledge. Now you may never find her. I hope you dont. She gave the gun a little kick to one side. You see how nonviolent I am? Rejecting the op-portunity for revenge, going forward to meet justice. She smiled. Good-bye, Eve. Maybe Ill see you in court. She started back across the glade. And then again, maybe I wont.

She thinks she can get out of it, Eve told Logan as she watched Lisa get into the back of the car with FBI agents. She just might do it.

Not if we keep her separated from Kevin Detwil. Theyre going to try to isolate her for the next twenty-four hours. Its going to be difficult as hell considering who she is. Chief Justice Bennett is going directly to Detwil and play him the tape.

You think hell fall apart?

Probably. Hes always needed her to bolster him. If he doesnt crumble immediately, theres always the list. That should do it.

But why was Detwils name on the list too? I can understand Timwick. He was becoming unstable and threatening her plans. But she needed Detwil for an-other term.

I doubt if he was an immediate target. She probably put his name on the list to intrigue Fiske. What more difficult target than the President?

But she would have done it eventually.

Oh, yes, Detwil was living proof. I imagine she would have had Fiske set up some DNA-destroying accident. Maybe the explosion of Air Force One.

There are a lot of people who travel with the President on Air Force One.

Do you think that would matter to her?

Yes. No. She shook her head. God, I dont know. Maybe.

He took her arm. Come on, lets get out of here.

Where are we going?

Youre letting me choose? How refreshing. After bulldozing me into trapping Lisa Chadbourne, I was sure youd have some plan.

She was all out of plans. She was all out of energy. She felt drained. I want to go home.

Not yet, Im afraid. Were going to Senator Lathrops house and stay there until the first uproar is over and were officially cleared of suspicion. They dont want some gun-happy government man shooting us by mistake.

How kind, she said ironically.

Not kind. Were very valuable material wit-nesses. Well be under strict guard until this is over.

When can I go home?

A week.

She shook her head. Three days tops.

Well try. His brow lifted. But remember, we are, after all, dealing with the overturning of a presidency.

You deal with it, Logan. She got into the car. Three days. Then Im going home and see Joe and Mom.

TWENTY-THREE

WASHINGTON, D.C.

"Its a madhouse. Eve turned away from the lace-curtained window. There must be hundreds of re-porters out there. Why the hell dont they go bother someone else?

Were a big story, Logan said. Bigger than O.J. Bigger than Whitewater. Bigger than Clintons pecca-dilloes. Get used to it.

I dont want to get used to it. She was prowling back and forth across the senators library like a rest-less tiger. Its been five days. I need to get home. I need to see Joe.

You told me your mom said Joe was getting better every day.

But they wont let me talk to him.

Why not?

How the hell do I know? Im not there. She stopped before his chair, hands clenched. Im cooped up here in thishellip; this place. I cant go out without getting mobbed. We couldnt even go to Gils or Garys funerals. And its not going to stop, is it?

Logan shook his head. I tried to tell you. The minute Detwil broke down and confessed, it trig-gered a frenzy.

And they had been in the center of that frenzy, Eve thought. Theyd been kept virtual prisoners in the senators house, watching the explosion of events on television. Kevin Detwil confesses, Chet Mobry sworn in as president, Lisa Chadbourne imprisoned.

Its going to go on and on, she said. Its like living in a fishbowl. How will I work? How will I live? I cant stand it.

The media will lose interest eventually. After the court case is over, well be yesterdays news.

That may take years. I think I may strangle you, Logan.

No, you wont. He smiled. Then you wouldnt have anyone to share your misery with. Company is important at a time like this.

I dont want your company. I want Mom and Joe.

The minute you go home to them, theyll be tar-gets too. They wont be able to move without a camera fixed on them. They wont have a life either. Do you think your mothers relationship with her new beau will withstand that kind of stress? What about Joe Quinn? How will the Atlanta P.D. react to a detective who cant take two steps without being on TV? How about his marriage? Will his wife like

Shut up, Logan.

Im trying to give it to you straight. Youre the one who told me always to be honest with you.

You knew it would be like this.

I didnt think of the media repercussions. I sup-pose I should have considered them, but I just wanted her brought down. That seemed the only important thing.

He was telling the truth. She wished he werent. She was so frustrated, she needed to blame someone, anyone.

He added quietly, And I believe in the end that was the only thing important to you too.

Yes. She went back to the window. But it shouldnt be like this. We brought her down and now were drowning with her.

I wont let you drown. He was suddenly standing behind her, his hands lightly resting on her shoulders. Not if you let me help you, Eve.

Can you give me my life back?

I intend to do that. It just may take a while. He was massaging the taut muscles in her shoulders. He bent and whispered in her ear, Youre too tense. I be-lieve you need a vacation.

I need to work.

Maybe we can combine the two. Did you know I have a house on an island just south of Tahiti? Its very secluded besides having excellent security. I go there when I need to escape for one reason or another.

What are you saying?

Im saying that you need to escape, and so do I. It would take a very enterprising reporter to follow us that far. He added roughly, And look at you. Youve been through hell and Im to blame for most of it. Let me try to make amends. You need to rest and heal. Its boring as the devil on the island. Nothing to do but walk on the beach, read, and listen to music.

It didnt sound boring. It sounded like salvation. She slowly turned to look at him. I could work?

He made a face. I should have known that was coming. Ill have a lab built for you. Margaret will do it right this time.

Will they let us go?

The judicial powers that be? I dont anticipate any problem as long as they know where we are and that we arent going to disappear permanently. The last thing they want are leaks or testimony compro-mised by the media.

When could we leave?

Ill check and make sure, but possibly early next week.

I could stay there until Im needed?

As long as you like.

She gazed out the window at the horde of re-porters across the street. They looked hungry, but she knew theyd never get enough. Some of them were probably kind, but after Bonnie had disappeared she could remember an occasional reporter saying some-thing deliberately hurtful so they could catch the pain in her expression. She couldnt go through that again.

Youll do it? Logan asked.

She slowly nodded.

Good. And you wont mind if Im there too? Youre not the only one who needs to escape. Its a big plantation house and I promise I wont get in your way.

I dont mind. Peace. Sunlight. Work. She wouldnt mind anything if it meant getting away from all this uproar. Once I begin working, I probably wont know youre around.

Oh, I think you will. You have to surface some-time and well be fairly isolated. He moved toward the door. Ill be pretty hard to miss.

Ten minutes. The head nurse frowned as she stared over Eves head at the crowd of reporters being held back by hospital security. We cant tolerate this dis-ruption. Weve had enough trouble keeping the media away from Mr. Quinn. Hes a sick man.

I wont disturb him. I just want to see him.

Ill run interference with the reporters, Logan said. Take as long as you need.

Thanks, Logan.

And do you suppose since were going to go to a desert island together you might call me John?

Its not a desert island, its a tropical island, and I dont think I could get used to another name now.

Ten minutes, the head nurse repeated. Room 402.

Joe was sitting up in bed and she stopped inside the door just to look at him.

I didnt expect You lookhellip; wonderful. How long have you been sitting up?

He scowled. Youd know if youd bothered to call.

I did call. Every day. There was some foul-up. They wouldnt let me talk to you.

A flicker of undefinable expression crossed his face. You called?

Of course I called. Do you think Id lie to you?

No. He smiled. Then I suppose Ill have to permit you to come over here and give me a hug. Gently, of course. They just let me off my back yesterday and Im not going to make waves. These nurses are tough.

Ive noticed. Ive got only ten minutes. She walked over to the bed and hugged him. But that should be long enough, since youre being so surly. She sniffed. And you stink of antiseptic.

Always complaining. I give my lifes blood for you, and do I get any appreciation?

No. She sat down on the bed. You were stupid and Id have never forgiven you if youd died, Joe.

I know. Thats why I didnt.

She took his hand. It felt warm and strong andhellip; Joe. Thank you, God. I sent Mom a copy of the tape from the wire and told her to play it for you. I hope she got through that army of nurses. Logan had to promise the Justice Department the moon to get a copy of it.

She got through. You seem to be the only one having trouble getting through to me. He laced his hand through hers. And that tape nearly gave me a heart attack. Why the hell did Logan let you do it?

He couldnt stop me.

His lips tightened. I would have stopped you.

Bullshit.

Did you have to go rushing in? Couldnt you have waited?

She killed Gary. She whispered, And I thought she might still kill you.

So Im to blame.

You bet you are. So stop yelling at me. I couldnt wait for you to rise from the dead and help me. I had to do it myself.

With Logans help. He scowled. But not enough help, damn him.

Lisa held out an opportunity, but it was for me, not him. Logan helped big-time. He set up the sce-nario to reel in Timwick. He had your friend at the newspaper contact Timwick and show him the list, and then arrange for Logan to see him. Do you know how dangerous that could have been? What if Timwick hadnt been as desperate and frightened as we hoped?

Have they caught Timwick yet?

No, he seems to have dropped off the face of the earth.

No one can disappear without leaving traces. His brow was creased in thought. He has to be caught. Hes an end that has to be tied up or it will bug you for

Not you, Joe.

Did I say I intended to go after him? Im only a wounded crock of a man. Why are you worried? Timwick fell apart. Hes no threat.

You corner a rat and you get bitten.

Then why did you set up that meeting with Lisa Chadbourne and Timwick? You pushed her to the limit. There was no telling what her reaction was going to be. Someone should have been there to back you up.

It wouldnt have been logical for Logan to be at the meeting.

Screw logic.

You know Im right. Lisa Chadbourne would have known Logan would never agree to my giving up that skull for Bonnie. In order to ring true, I had to pretend Id taken the skull and run.

He was silent a moment. And did it ring true? Just how close did you come to going along with her?

You know the answer to that.

Tell me. How close?

Close.

Why not all the way?

She shrugged. Maybe I didnt trust her. Maybe I doubted she could do it. Maybe I was too angry about what shed done to you and Gary.

And maybe its the first step.

What?

Nothing. He squeezed her hand. But no more of this shit until Im up and strong enough to keep you in line. Logans doing a lousy job.

Hes smart enough not to try. She paused. And actually hes being very kind. Hes going to take me away to some island he owns in the South Pacific until all this media frenzy is over.

Oh?

She didnt like the sound of that. Its a good idea. I can work there. You know how impossible it would be for me here. Its almost worse than Its really a good idea, Joe.

He was silent.

Joe?

I think youre right. You need the rest and you need to get away. I think you should go with him.

You do?

He grinned. Dont look so stunned. You told me yourself what a good idea it is. Im just agreeing.

Good, she said uncertainly.

Is Logan here with you?

She nodded. Were leaving for Tahiti as soon as I say good-bye to Mom.

When you leave, will you tell him to come in and see me for a minute?

Why?

Why do you think? Im going to tell him to take good care of you or Ill toss him into a volcano. Does Tahiti have volcanoes?

She chuckled, relieved. His island is actually south of Tahiti.

Whatever. His hand tightened on hers. Now, shut up. I figure I have five minutes left and I want to spend it looking at you, not listening to you gush about Tahiti.

I dont gush.

But she didnt want to talk either. She just wanted to sit there and feel the peace and well-being she al-ways felt when she was with Joe. In a world where everything was turned upside down, he really hadnt changed. He was alive and strong and would get stronger every day.

It was good to know that when she came back, everything would be exactly the same.

You wanted to see me? Logan asked warily.

Joe gestured to the chair next to the bed. Sit down.

Why do I feel as if Ive been summoned to the principals office?

Guilt?

Logan shook his head. Dont play that game with me, Quinn. Im not buying it.

You accused me of deceiving Eve and youre doing it yourself. She thinks youre being kind to her.

I will be kind.

Youd better be. She needs it now. He added de-liberately, And if she so much as calls and tells me shes broken a fingernail on that island, Ill be there.

Youre not invited. He smiled faintly. And, for your information, there are no volcanoes on the island.

She told you?

She was amused. She was relieved that you didnt give her any arguments. I was a little relieved myself, but, after I thought about it, I realized that it would have been a wrong move on your part. You dont make many wrong moves, Quinn.

Neither do you. You handled Eve very smoothly. She honestly thinks you only want to make amends and help her get her life together.

I do want to help her.

And you also want her in your bed.

Absolutely. He paused. But I also want her in my life for as long as I can keep her there. He smiled. That shook you. You dont mind the idea of a sexual interlude, but you dont want me to become com-mitted. Its too late. I am committed and Im going to make a damn good stab at making sure she becomes committed too.

Joe looked away. It wont be easy.

I have time and solitude on my side. Shes a re-markable woman. I dont intend to let her go. No matter what you do.

But Ive no intention of doing anything. Joes gaze shifted back to him. Right now. I want her to go away with you. I want her to go to bed with you. If you can, I want you to make her love you.

Logan lifted a brow. How generous. May I ask why?

It will be the best possible thing for her. She needs it to come back to life. She made a break-through when she gave up the chance to get Bonnie back. You can help her take another step.

So youre prescribing me as therapy?

Call it what you like.

Logans gaze narrowed on Joes face. But, God, you hate it, dont you?

Joe didnt answer the question. Its the best thing to do. You can help her right now. I cant. He added, But if this experience doesnt prove as good for her as I hope, believe me, I can always find a volcano.

Logan believed him. Quinn was lying wounded in that bed and should have looked helpless. He didnt look helpless. He looked strong and contained and en-during. Logan remembered when he had judged Quinn one of the most intimidating men hed ever met. Now he realized the protective side of Quinn was even more dangerous. Ill be very good for her. He couldnt resist a tiny goad as he moved toward the door. Of course, you may not be able to judge. We may be too busy to see much of you in the future.

Dont try to stand between us. It wont work. We have too much history. He stared straight into Logans eyes. And all I have to do is tell her that I have a new skull and need her and shell come.

The hell she will. What kind of bastard are you? You want her to heal, but youre ready to pull her back into that world.

Youve never understood, Quinn said wearily. She needs it. And as long as she needs it, Ill give it to her. Ill give her anything in the whole damn world she needs. Including you, Logan. He turned his head away. Now, get out of here. Shes waiting.

Logan wanted to tell him to go to hell. He did understand Eve and he was going to be good for her. All he needed was the chance, and Quinn was giving him that chance.

Quinn? What the hell? He was acting as if Quinn was some powerful figure standing behind the scenes, pulling all the strings.

Bullshit.

Eve is waiting. He opened the door. Shes waiting for me , Quinn. In three hours well be on board that flight that will take us a world away from you. Have a nice day.

He was grinning as he sauntered down the hall toward Eve.

Damn, that last jab felt good.

She was here. Diane stood in the doorway. The nurses are all talking about it at the desk. Why did Eve come?

Why not? She wanted to see me. Joes gaze nar-rowed on her face. She was worried because she couldnt reach me by phone. The hospital wouldnt put her through.

An almost indiscernible emotion flickered across her face. Really?

Guilt, he recognized wearily. Hed been hoping it wasnt true. Or maybe hed been hoping she had done it. It would give him an excuse to do what he should do.

You know, dont you? Diane said bitterly. I broke the rules. I interfered. Her hands clenched at her sides. Well, dammit, I had a right to do it. Im your wife. I thought I could go on watching the two of you together, but shes interfering with our life and I wont have it. Do you know what people are saying about the way she drew you into this mess? Its not fair. Its bad enough for me to know how little I count. Youve shown the whole world that you dont give a damn about

Its true, he said gently. Everything you say is absolutely true, Diane. Ive not been fair and youve been very patient. Im sorry I got you into this. I was hoping it would work.

She didnt speak for a moment. It can still work. She moistened her lips. You just have to Maybe I lost my temper and said some things I didnt mean. We just have to talk this out and come to a fair compromise.

But she was asking for the one compromise he couldnt make. He had disappointed and hurt her enough. He wasnt going to keep on doing it. Shut the door and come and sit down, he said quietly. Youre right, we do have to talk.

Are you okay? Logan stood beside Eve, who was looking out the window from her airplane seat. Your hands are clutching the arms of that chair as if it were going to take off without you.

She released her grip. Im fine. It just seems strange leaving home and going so far away. Ive never been out of the country.

Really? He sat down beside her. I didnt know that. But then, there are a lot of things I dont know about you. Its a long flight. Maybe we could talk?

You want me to confide all my girlhood dreams, Logan?

Why not?

Because I dont remember having any girlhood dreams. Ive always thought they were sappy fairy tales made up by Madison Avenue.

Adult dreams?

No way.

God, youre a difficult woman. His gaze went to the metal case on the floor beside her. Is that what I think it is?

Mandy.

Its a good thing we have a private charter. You would have scared airport security if that had passed through X ray. His gaze was still on the case. Im afraid Id forgotten about her. But, of course, you wouldnt have forgotten.

No, I dont forget.

Thats both promising and terrifying. I hope youre not planning on working on her during the flight?

She shook her head. It wouldnt be safe. Turbulence.

What a relief. I could see bones flying about like shrapnel. Im glad youre waiting until you get to the island. Okay, since youre not working and you wont tell me your innermost secrets, maybe we could play cards?

He was smiling at her and trying to make her feel at ease. A little of her loneliness and tension ebbed away, and she felt warmth ripple through her. He was right. The flight was going to be long. The time theyd spend together before she would have to come back to the real world was going to be even longer. So make it as easy for him as he was trying to make it for her. Maybe we could.

A first break in the armor, he murmured. If Im lucky, youll even smile at me by the time we reach Tahiti.

Only if youre really lucky, Logan.

She smiled at him.

EPILOGUE

"This beach isnt like the one near Pensacola Bonnie said. Its nice but I think I like the water better there. This surf is too smooth.

Eve turned her head to see Bonnie building a sand castle a few yards away. Its been a long time. I thought maybe I wasnt going to dream about you again.

I decided to stay away awhile and give you a chance to let me fade away. Bonnie put a finger into the side of her castle and began to make a window. It was the least I could do when Joe was making such an effort.

Joe?

And Logan too. They both want the best for you. She made another window. Youve been having a good time here, havent you? Youre much more relaxed than when you came.

Eve looked out at the light shimmering on the blue ocean. I like the sun.

And Logan has been real nice to you.

Yes, he has. What an understatement. During these months she had tried to keep Logan at a distance, but he wouldnt have it. He had drawn closer and closer both mentally and physically until he had become firmly entrenched in her life. The development filled her with a mixture of comfort and uneasiness.

Youre worried about him. You dont have to be. Everything shifts and changes with time. Sometimes things start out one way and become something else down the road.

Dont be ridiculous. Im not worried about him. Logan can take care of himself.

Then, why are you so restless?

I guess I feel as if Im marking time. She made a face. And I have to go back next month and give my testimony against Lisa Chadbourne in court. Im dreading that. Detwil has made a deal to testify against her, but shes still fighting.

I dont think youll have to testify.

Of course I will

Bonnie shook her head I think shes already de-cided its time to give up. Shes done all she could for Ben. She wont want it all to come out in court.

Shes going to confess?

Bonnie shook her head But it will be over.

Ill know the moment to quit and step asidehellip; just like Ben did, Lisa had said.

Dont think about it, Bonnie said It makes you sad.

It shouldnt. She did terrible things.

Youre having a hard time because she wasnt like Fraser. It frightens you to know that the best of inten-tions can spawn evil. And what she did was evil, Mama.

I think she would have found you, baby. I think she would have kept her promise.

And killed you.

Maybe not. Maybe I could have found a wayhellip; Im sorry, Bonnie. Maybe if I hadnt wanted so badly to trap her, I could have done something to

Will you stop it? I keep telling you thats impor-tant only to you. It doesnt matter.

It does matter. She swallowed I thought when you didnt come to I mean when I didnt dream of you that you might be angry. Because I hadnt chosen to bring you home when I had the chance.

For goodness sake, I was glad you didnt knuckle under to her. But all that agonizing you did afterward was a great disappointment to me. Joes right, youve taken your first step. You chose life instead of a pile of bones, but you still have a long way to go.

Eve frowned I havent heard from Joe lately.

You will soon. I think hes located Timwick.

Another court case.

Bonnie shook her head

What do you mean?

Hes not going to want you upset, Mama. Timwick will probably just disappear. She tilted her head and studied her. Youre taking that very well. Youve accepted that side of Joe.

I dont like it, but its better than blinding myself to it.

I think youd accept almost anything if it means keeping Joe in your life. Everyone else could slip away, but Joe has to be there. Have you ever asked yourself why?

Hes my friend.

Bonnie laughed Good heavens, youre stubborn. Well, I think your friend will soon be here.

She smothered the leap of excitement. And how do you know? You heard it on the wind, I suppose. Or maybe it came to you in a clash of thunder in that storm we had last night.

You know, Joe is a little like a storm. Full of lightninghellip; He kind of swoops sometimes and then he quiets down again. Interesting. Arent you glad hes coming?

Glad? Oh, God, to see Joe againhellip; How can I be glad about something I dont know is true? Im probably just doing guesswork about why I havent heard from Joe.

Its true. She frowned down at her castle. I wish I had a flag for the battlements. Remember that tiny flag you made for my castle in Pensacola? You tore a piece off the red beach towel.

I remember.

Oh, well, I guess its fine as it is.

Its a wonderful castle, she said unevenly.

Now, dont get soppy.

Im not getting soppy. Actually, your castle could use at least one more turret. And wheres your drawbridge?

Bonnie threw back her head and laughed Ill do better next time. I promise, Mama.

Youre going to stay here?

As long as you stay. But youre already getting bored

I am not. Im perfectly content

Have it your own way. She jumped to her feet Come on, Ill walk partway back to the house with you. Logans planning a wonderful evening for the two of you. Her eyes were twinkling. It should make you veryhellip; content.

If Im napping beneath this palm tree, how am I going to stroll back to the house with you?

You can do anything in a dream. Im sure youll rationalize it as sleepwalking or something dumb like that. Come on, get up, Mama.

Eve got to her feet, brushed the sand off her shorts, and started down the beach You are a dream, baby. I know it.

Do you? Tomorrow when you come back here the tide will have washed away my sand castle. She smiled at Eve. But you wont risk coming back tonight before that happens, will you?

I might

Bonnie shook her head Youre not ready. But Im beginning to have hope for you.

Is that supposed to thrill me? Id really be bad off if

Look at that sea gull. Bonnies head was lifted to the sky; a radiant smile lit her face, and her red hair shone in the sunlight. Have you ever noticed how their wings seem to move as if theyre hearing music? What song do you think hes hearing?

I dont know. Rachmaninoff? Count Basie?

Isnt he beautiful, Mama?

Beautiful.

Bonnie picked up a seashell and hurled it far out into the water. Okay, ask me the question so we can get it over and enjoy ourselves.

I dont know what you mean.

Mama.

Its not right. I have to bring you home.

You know what my answer will be. Someday youll not ask me and Ill know youre healed She tossed another shell into the sea before turning to smile lovingly at Eve. But I realize you have to do it now, so ask me, Mama.

Yes, ask the question.

Ask a ghost. Ask a dream.

Ask of love.

Where are you, Bonnie?

Dear Reader:

As I came close to the end of The Face of Deception , I knew there had to be another Eve Duncan book.

When I first created Eve, she was just a forensic sculptor with no personal history. But she quickly took on a life of her own, a life of sadness and tri-umph, and emerged one tough lady. She learned to endure every parents worst nightmare: the loss of a child. Because Im also a mother, I can imagine Eves torment. Its too wrenching for me to leave her be-hind right now, not with her search for Bonnie just barely begun.

So Im creating another story. In her quest to bring Bonnie home, Eve faces a challenge that is both intimate and terrifying. A killer will test her en-durance, bring her to the edge of sanity. And Eve will wonder what shes willing to do to survive.

I hope youre looking forward to finding out the answer.

Warmest wishes,

Iris Johansen

The End