Ulrike was sceptical.
‘I can understand that you are concerned,’ she said. ‘Of course I can. But I can’t understand what you think you can gain by driving up there.’
They had eaten a simple boeuf bourguignon, drunk a bottle of 1997 Barolo with it, and he had told her about the two cases.
Both G and the axe murderer in Kaalbringen. She knew quite a bit about them, but had no idea about his collisions with G when he was a child and a teenager.
Until now. It was good to get them off his chest, he thought, and it dawned on him that this was the first time he had ever spoken to anybody about Adam Bronstein.
This is ridiculous, he thought. Why should anybody hide away sources of agony like that for a whole lifetime? Why should anybody avoid talking about them? For Christ’s sake, it was over fifty years ago!
And he wondered about that ‘anybody’. Was it a euphemism for ‘I’ or for ‘men’? One of those didn’t exclude the other, of course — but perhaps there was some sort of general tendency? Being a woman and a thinking being, Ulrike found it difficult to understand the point of this type of agonizing stricture, and wondered if he had any more skeletons in the cupboard of his soul.
‘A whole cemetery,’ he assured her. ‘But driving up to Kaalbringen is a way of confronting them. One of them, at least.’
But she didn’t buy that without any objections.
‘I think your soul is shallower than that,’ she said with a sudden smile.
‘Really?’
‘You want to meet that Bausen character again, that’s what it boils down to.’
‘But I would never-’
‘Spend a few evenings playing chess and drinking wine. Come on, own up — you hypocrite! You surely don’t really think you’re going to find Verlangen up there?’
‘I have no intention of answering that question,’ said Van Veeteren.
As he sat in his car, driving through the sun-drenched, flat countryside, he thought about her views and objections — and decided that he couldn’t have expressed them any better himself.
Did he really imagine that he would be able to achieve anything?
Was he convinced it would be possible to find out what had happened to this drunken ex-private detective? This former cheat of a police officer? Did he really seriously believe that Verlangen actually was/had been in Kaalbringen?
Wasn’t this journey rather a sort of. . symbolic exercise? A wishy-washy gesture?
Kaalbringen. This sleepy little coastal town where he had spent six late summer weeks ten — no, nine — years ago together with Münster, while they were investigating one of the most remarkable cases he had come across during all his years as a detective chief inspector.
Was there any real possibility, then? That Verlangen had come here of all places?
Wasn’t it in fact just as Ulrike had suspected — that he longed to see Bausen again? To sit over a chessboard with an old, well-kept wine in his overgrown garden, theorizing over this and that, and re-experiencing a mood and a sort of affinity that he couldn’t quite put his finger on, or express in words?
But which had existed even so. To the highest degree. Surely one didn’t need to put absolutely everything into words, for God’s sake?
He gazed out over the rolling fields, and noticed that he was drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. Was that unease or expectation? Hard to say. And difficult to lay bare motives and private reasons, as always. But it was a remarkable coincidence, that couldn’t be denied. The fact that the G File should open up again in this way after fifteen years, and lead him back to Kaalbringen of all places. A coincidence that was so unlikely, one couldn’t avoid looking into it in more detail. Trying to look into it, at least.
A sign? A key point in the pattern?
It occurred to him that perhaps it was in fact a penitential journey. To make up for the fact that he hadn’t saved the life of that Jewish boy fifty years ago. The fact that he had allowed Jaan G. Hennan to go free on that and subsequent occasions.
And the fact that he had not kept in touch with Chief Inspector Bausen as he ought to have done. . And for Erich’s sake?
And now suddenly a door had opened up slightly and given him an opportunity to put things right. Could it be justifiable to see things in that light?
Bullshit, he thought. What could Erich possibly have to do with all this?
It was the same old story. The statistician’s presumptuous attempt to understand a set of circumstances about which he didn’t have a clue. Five seconds at the scene, and he thinks he can detect the whiff of eternity!
He searched through the CDs and decided on Schnittke. Piercing strings and persistent rhythms that ought to sharpen up his thoughts.
G. This was all about the G File, nothing else, he decided. No vague personal motives, no circumlocutions, just the one familiar question that had been dogging him for fifteen years.
Who killed Barbara Clarissa Hennan?
Or rather, how had Jaan G. Hennan managed her death?
He recalled that somebody had used the term ‘classic’ during the course of the investigation in 1987. Münster or Reinhart, most likely. Or was it Verlangen himself? In any case, it was not difficult to agree with that judgement — the business of the dead American woman in the empty swimming pool in Linden was so clinically simple that it almost lacked substance. No complicating circumstances. No confusing leads heading off in different directions. No distorted motives or unclear testimonies.
Just a dead woman and one point two million guilders. And G.
And that Verlangen.
Yes, he had to admit that in fact Verlangen had disturbed the classical set-up. The down-at-heel private detective’s role had been perplexing even at the time, and of course it was no less perplexing now.
And what if he was now playing some sort of role again? Was that plausible?
Could it in fact be that Verlangen had discovered a clue implicating G? How? How could that possibly have happened? The most likely circumstance would have to be that he had simply stumbled upon something — especially in view of the state he was in.
And those words on the phone to his grandson.
Now I know how he did it!
Was it true? Was it possible? How the hell had this wretched ex-detective managed to discover the answer to a question that Van Veeteren himself had been struggling with for fifteen years?
Preposterous, he thought, increasing his speed. Absolutely preposterous.
Nevertheless, it was just as difficult to see any other possible solution.
He stopped for lunch at a roadside cafe not far from Ulming. He telephoned Bausen and told him he would be arriving in about two hours. Bausen sounded more energetic than ever. Van Veeteren had trouble in believing that he was turned seventy, but that was the fact of the matter. Perhaps the years he had spent in prison had done him good in some paradoxical way: he had seemed to imply that in the previous day’s telephone conversation, and maybe it was not so surprising.
With regard to the concept of penance, that is.
A bank of cloud had slowly worked its way in from the north-west during the morning, and only five minutes after he had set off again after lunch, the rain came pelting down. The countryside, the broad rolling plains, lost both their contours and their colours: he replaced Schnittke with Preisner, and found the right mood music in Kieślowski again.
Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass or a tinkling cymbal.
That was true. During the last five years he had learned that they were hellishly true, those famous words from the First Letter to the Corinthians.
It had taken almost a whole lifetime, but he had learned that in the end.
Better late than never. He ate two mint pastilles to get rid of the unpleasant taste of old lunch, and started thinking about Erich, his dead son.
And he noticed that it hardly hurt any more.
By the time he parked outside Bausen’s house in Kaalbringen it had stopped raining, and he was able to register that it looked exactly as he had remembered it.
More or less overgrown. More or less impenetrable. Now, as then, it was impossible to make out the house from the street: bushes, trees, creepers and tall grass had interwoven to form a living wall, and it was obvious that Bausen had not rented out his house during his seven-year absence. It had simply been allowed to become even more overgrown — and why not?
He entered through the gate, identified the rudimentary opening that was supposed to be a path, ducked down and began walking through the jungle.
Bausen was sitting in a basket chair on the roofed patio, reading a book. Everything here seemed familiar as well: the rattan table with the two chairs, empty crates and all kinds of junk next to the walls. Now as then. A broken bicycle, an oar together with half an oar, and something that Van Veeteren suspected might well be a rolled-up yoga mat. The chessboard and the red-painted box with the pieces was on the top shelf of a wonky bookcase full of tins of paint and various tools.
Bausen saw him approaching, and his face lit up.
‘Good God,’ he said. ‘Younger and more handsome than ever.’
‘You took the words out of my mouth,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘Are you growing old backwards, or how do you do it?’
There was good reason for the flattery, no doubt about that. Bausen did not look like a man of seventy-something. More like the picture of good health itself — short and wiry, in possession of quite a lot of greyish-white hair, and a pair of eyes in his handsomely hewn face that seemed to have been stolen from a fourteen-year-old.
He stood up and shook hands.
‘Yoga,’ he said. ‘That’s half the secret. I started while I was in jail, and saw no reason to stop. Forty-five minutes a day — I’m more nimble now than I was when I got confirmed.’
Van Veeteren nodded.
‘What’s the other half?’
Bausen laughed.
‘What the hell do you think? A woman, of course. . Not a formal relationship, but we meet now and again. It’s the main point of being alive, in fact. For God’s sake, at my age it’s high time to start getting a grip of things. Good to see you. Long time no see.’
‘Nine years,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘Anyway, here I am again.’
‘On the trail of another murderer. Whatever, I can assure you that it’s not the same one as last time. Would you like a beer and a sandwich? I thought maybe we could have a more substantial meal a bit later on.’
‘A beer and a sandwich is precisely what I’d hoped for,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘I take it we can sit out here?’
‘Of course we can,’ said Bausen. ‘Yes, I remember you were partial to that. Sit down and enjoy the surroundings, and I’ll go and fetch the necessary.’
Van Veeteren sat down on the other basket chair, and sighed with pleasure.
What a marvellous jungle, he thought. And what a lovely man.
Bausen studied the two photographs carefully.
‘So these are the two gentlemen you are looking for, are they? I can’t say off the top of my head that I recognize either of them — but my knowledge of what’s going on in town isn’t what it once was. For obvious reasons.’
‘For obvious reasons,’ agreed Van Veeteren. ‘No, I can well imagine that. And I’m afraid these photos are not all that up to date, as they say. Hennan is now fifteen years older than that, and Verlangen’s daughter didn’t have a better one of him than this. It was taken around Christmas four years ago.’
‘He looks a bit worse for wear,’ said Bausen.
‘I don’t suppose he’s become any better,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘If he’s still alive.’
‘Do you think he might not be?’
Van Veeteren shrugged.
‘It’s just that I can’t see any sensible reason for him hiding away. The last sign of life was that telephone call from here three weeks ago.’
Bausen frowned.
‘I see. And so the hypothesis is that he’s fallen foul of Jaan G. Hennan in some way or other, is that right?’
‘Hypothesis and hypothesis,’ said Van Veeteren.
‘Hmm. What has Hennan been up to for the last fifteen years? Do you know anything about that?’
‘I don’t, and nor does anybody else. He seems to have left the country at some point during the autumn of 1987, and there’s no trace of him after that. Until this little pointer from Verlangen, that is. . Which would suggest that he’s come back.’
Bausen examined the photographs again for a while. Van Veeteren took a swig of the dark beer and leaned back in the creaking chair.
‘It’s just a passing thought on my part, of course,’ he said. ‘If it had been anywhere else but Kaalbringen, I’d probably have let it pass.’
‘You don’t say?’ said Bausen with a trace of mild irony in his voice. ‘But still, you are here now — and why not? If we can combine your passing thought with a few decent wines and a few decent games of chess, it might be worth the trouble, perhaps? No matter what?’
‘That’s exactly what I thought,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘How’s the wine cellar? Is it still there?’
‘It certainly is. And most of the bottles have benefited from seven years of unintended maturing, I can assure you of that.’
‘Excellent. Do you still have good relations with the police force here in town nowadays? It would make things easier if we could get a bit of assistance from them.’
‘I don’t have much to do with them,’ admitted Bausen. ‘It was Kropke and Moerk when you were last here — I suppose you remember them?’
‘I certainly do,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘Are they still around?’
‘Inspector Moerk is still here. Kropke went off to Groenstadt a few years ago. We have a new chief of police called deKlerk — he’s said to be good, but I hardly know him. .’
‘For natural reasons?’ wondered Van Veeteren.
‘For natural reasons,’ said Bausen with a chuckle. ‘He took over six months after me in any case — there was some sort of delay. Anyway, I don’t think they would put any obstacles in our way if we made an effort to contact them. After all, it’s more or less police business anyway, and I don’t expect them to be snowed under at this time of year. The tourist season hasn’t got under way yet. If Verlangen has been in Kaalbringen, he must have taken a room somewhere, and it shouldn’t be too difficult to find out about that detail at least.’
‘I hope not. What about Inspector Moerk. .?’
‘What about her?’
‘She was a pretty competent woman, I seem to recall. I assume she hasn’t got worse as the years have passed — if you’ll forgive me for putting it like that.’
‘No problem,’ said Bausen, looking thoughtful. ‘No, she’s no doubt still pretty reliable. And we’ve sorted out the little difficulties we used to have. . But this G character — if I understand you rightly you have a rather special relationship with him, is that right?’
Van Veeteren thought for a few seconds before responding.
‘A special relationship?’ he said eventually. ‘Yes, you could say that again. To tell you the truth. . well, to tell you the truth that bastard has been haunting me ever since I was running around in short trousers. If there’s anybody I’d like to see on the scaffold, he’s the one. Then I could grow old in peace and dignity.’
Bausen smiled briefly.
‘You haven’t been working as a police officer for the last few years, is that right?’
‘Yes, that’s right. I became a bookseller in my old age, as I said. I’ve responded to requests to help out in a few investigations, but it’s really only the G File that could get me working full on again.’
‘Really?’ Bausen leaned back and observed him with interest. ‘So it’s not really true, what you said about letting it pass if it hadn’t been for the Kaalbringen connection?’
Van Veeteren thought it over again.
‘Probably not,’ he said. ‘I suppose I’d have found it difficult not to follow the scent no matter where it came from or led to. It’s one of those stories which prevents you from sleeping at night unless you’ve searched under every single stone.’
‘That happens,’ said Bausen. ‘There are some things you just can’t let drop.’
‘I know that you are fully aware of that,’ said Van Veeteren.
They drank a toast, then sat in silence for some time.
‘Anyway,’ said Bausen after a while. ‘Let’s pay the police station a visit tomorrow morning. But for now, I suggest a game before our evening meal. As you are a guest, you can start with white.’
‘Thank you for that,’ said Van Veeteren. ‘Do I remember rightly that your weakness was the Nimzo-Indian defence? I have that impression.’
‘I know nothing about that,’ said Bausen. ‘But don’t build up any hopes. I have no weaknesses at all nowadays.’