The Golden Queen

Chapter 3

An hour before dawn, Gallen urged the mare under the canopy of Seamus O’Connor’s house. His home had grown from a great oak, and at this time of the year the dead leaves in the canopy rustled in the wind under the starlight. Other oak houses, planted generations ago, grew near in a cluster, so the O’Connor farm-inhabited by several families of O’Connors-was more like a grove of houses. Here in the wilds, such groves gave one a sense of security, with people all around-though they were really little more than firetraps. Eventually, if the family didn’t leave, they’d get burned out.

As Gallen neared the house, a watch owl swooped near his head, shouting “Who are you?” Gallen gave his name, fearing that the raptor might rake him with its talons. A candle burning in the O’Connor window bore testimony that Seamus’s wife Biddy had waited up for him.

Seamus was in a bad way. He kept crying out at visions and couldn’t answer a simple question.

Gallen slid from the saddle and shouted for help, then lugged Seamus to the house. Biddy unbolted the front door, and soon Gallen had him laid out on the sturdy kitchen table and all seven of Seamus’s children got up. Brothers and aunts and cousins poured in from the other houses in the grove. Soon the house bustled with crying children. They gathered around Seamus and hugged his hand, wiping their snotty noses on his sleeve.

Biddy sent her oldest daughter Claire for the priest while her son Patrick fetched the doctor. Gallen watched Patrick make ready to leave. The boy didn’t hurry-instead he just skulked away, lazy to go out. Patrick had a likeness to his father, but was still just a gangrel of a boy with long arms and a slouching posture. Word around the county said he was a rowdy and a drunkard that his mother wouldn’t be sorry after once he left home.

Seamus woke and called for Biddy but didn’t know her when she answered him. The doctor arrived and checked Seamus’s wounds-a shallow cut to the ribs and a cracked head that was swollen and feverish.

The priest, a Father Brian who was a second cousin of Gallen’s on his mother’s side, gave Seamus the last rites even as the doctor drew cold well water to bathe Seamus’s head.

Gallen told them the story of the attack, saying only that a stranger had intervened, frightening off the robbers. He was afraid to admit that the stranger was a sidhe. How could he explain that one of Satan’s minions had rescued him?

Afterward, Gallen sat on a stool, holding his head in his hands, afraid Seamus would die. He kept replaying the whole fight in his mind, wondering if somehow he couldn’t have made it come out better. He recalled one moment, when one of the blackguards had first jumped up from the roadside, waving the white slip to spook the horse, when he had thought to pull his knife. Yet he’d held still, wanting first to gauge his enemies, estimate his chances of winning.

But if he’d only pulled his knives from the start, attacked before the robbers consolidated their forces, Gallen would have stood a better chance. Gallen relived the incident over and over, and within an hour he was sure he could have won. He could have killed all nine bandits and gotten Seamus home safely.

And Gallen wondered about the sidhe. There, in the mountains at night with a spinning head, Gallen had been sure of what he’d seen, but now that he was back in a warm home, with people bustling around, those swirling images of the glowing lavender face seemed astonishing, impossible. He could not have seen such a thing.

Just before dawn, Seamus lapsed into a deep, uneasy sleep, the kind of sleep that men seldom wake from. Gallen’s eyes became gritty and his eyelids heavy. He was in that state where his skin felt as if it slept, as if he were losing the sensations of touch and heat and cold.

Biddy brewed some rose hip tea, sweetening it with honey, and the doctor forced it down Seamus’s throat. Gallen watched from a distance, yawning.

Father Brian turned, his black robes swaying grandly, saw Gallen’s face, and appeared startled. Brian crossed the room and in a hushed voice said, “You look like hell, my son. What’s the matter, did you get all of the heart knocked out of you?” Gallen didn’t answer. “Why don’t you come outside with me for a walk? The stretch will do your muscles good.”

“No,” Gallen said, shaking his head. He felt as if leaving Seamus’s bedside would be some form of betrayal. He needed to see this through, be there if Seamus died.

“You’ll do no one any good here,” Father Brian said. “Whether Seamus lives or dies or wakes up an idiot, there’s nothing you can do for him.”

Father Brian pulled at Gallen’s hand, and led him out into the dawn. The sun was rising pink over the green grass of the drumlins. Morning fog burning off the downs crawled up the hillsides in some places like pale spiders of smoke. The raucous calls of crows echoed over the fields. Father Brian took Gallen out behind the O’Connors’ barn, to a reedy pond. At their approach, several snipe got up and flew about Gallen’s head, uttering sharp cries. A pair of mallards rose from the glassy water, and Father Brian sat with Gallen on a sun-bleached log.

“All right,” Father Brian said, folding his hands. “Out with it. Give me your confession.”

Gallen felt odd giving his confession to a cousin. Father Brian was only twenty-five, and the man was so fresh that he couldn’t grow a beard to save his soul. Still, he was a priest.

“Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned,” Gallen said.

“How long has it been since your last confession?” Father Brian asked, folding his hands like a steeple.

“A year.”

Father Brian raised his eyebrows, looked at Gallen askance. “So long? How many men have you killed in that time?”

Gallen thought a moment, added his three kills from last night. “Thirteen.”

“Business sounds a bit slow,” Father Brian mused. “Killing is a grievous thing-a mortal sin under some conditions. I assume that all of them were highwaymen and scoundrels?”

“Yes.”

Father Brian folded his hands again. “Hmmm. And how much booty did you find on the corpses?”

Gallen had to think. He hadn’t kept a running tally. “Well, if you consider the boots and clothes and weapons I sold, not more than a hundred pounds.”

Father Brian whistled in surprise. “That much, eh? A good haul.” After a bit of thought, he said, “Say a Hail Mary for each man you killed. That ought to suffice. And of course, I’d thank you to pay a tithe to the church.”

“Ten pounds?” Gallen asked, his heart beating hard. He’d spent the money long ago. Sure, he made a lot of money as an escort, but he had to buy his food at the inn, pay lodging-his expenses were equally high.

“Well, you wouldn’t want to risk dying with any kind of stain on your soul,” Father Brian said. “God delivered these evil-doers into your hand. It’s only fair that you offer something to show your gratitude.”

“But ten pounds-”

“Och,” Father Brian interrupted, “think nothing of it. You’ll take more than that off your next couple of jobs.”

Gallen nodded reluctantly, wondering how much Paddy and the other thieves might have had in their pockets. Father Brian stared hard at him. “So, what else have you got to confess?”

“About last night. I keep thinking, and I’m pretty sure I could have saved Seamus that knock on the head.”

“Ohhh,” Father Brian said thoughtfully. “So that’s why you look so wrung out. I figured as much. You’ve never lost a client before. So what makes you think you could have saved him? You said there were, what, nine robbers? You’re sure you could have taken so many?”

“I stood fast when they first came at us,” Gallen said. “I knew what they wanted, but I advised Seamus to throw them his purse. But-”

“And why did you do that?” Father Brian interrupted. “You’re not a coward, are you? I’ve never heard such talk about you. Think close, and give me the truth.”

Gallen considered closely, remembered the men circling him in the dark, big men sporting beards, men who looked soft and flabby from lack of work, men armed with kitchen knives and a relic of a sword that had showed a faint patina of rust even in the dark. “I didn’t want to have to fight them,” Gallen said at last. “They looked like farmers, soft, down on their luck-not killers. A couple of them were just boys.”

Gallen thought back, remembered the two strangers that had hired him last night at Mahoney’s Inn. Now, the man who had worn two swords on the outside of his cloak-that man had been a trained warrior. Gallen had seen it in his stride, in the clean way the man had maneuvered through the common room without letting his weapons knock against the stools. His cautious demeanor showed that he’d been a man who lived with battle. Gallen had fought such men before-trained swordsmen out of Darnot who turned to butchery after the war. Gallen didn’t mind fighting such men, though they could be more dangerous than a wounded boar.

“So, you took a little pity on some robbers,” Brian said. “Christ advocated the same, that we have mercy on our brothers-but only if they are penitent. The men who were robbing you last night didn’t merit mercy. They gave you no quarter and asked none in return. Now, if the survivors repent and turn to Christ and ask your forgiveness, then it would be appropriate for you to forgive them, welcome them back as brothers in Christ. In such circumstances, your feelings would do you merit.”

“I know,” Gallen said. Father Brian sounded as if he were trying his best not to chastise Gallen, make him see things in their proper light. In truth, Gallen was too tired to argue or think on his own. He only wanted to sleep.

“So, perhaps your hesitation did cause Seamus some hurt, and perhaps not. You can’t know anything for certain,” Father Brian said. “So I’ll tell you what. I want you to take a vow before me now. I want you to promise God that when your heart is hot to come to the aid of another, you will never again hesitate.”

Gallen glanced over at Father Brian, and in his mind the words of the sidhe echoed: “I will hold you accountable for any oaths you make this day.” The morning sun seemed to go cold, and Gallen stood up and looked out over the drumlins at the white spiders of fog climbing the hills. Sheep were bawling in the distance, but otherwise the world seemed quiet, desolate. Gallen felt almost as if the sidhe stood nearby, with his hand cupped to his ear to hear the enunciation of the oath. Somehow, Gallen felt sure, the sidhe had known that Gallen would be asked to take this oath, so the sidhe had warned him that this was a solemn business. But would Gallen be speaking the oath to God, or to the sidhe? To speak an oath to a magical creature would be a sin. “Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live,” the Bible said, so how much more wicked was a sidhe, a creature of pure magic? Gallen could not make a vow to the sidhe.

“Well,” Father Brian asked innocently, unaware of Gallen’s dilemma. “Will you speak the oath?”

“I will,” Gallen said. “I’ll speak it to God: If ever again my heart is hot to come to the aid of another, I will not hesitate.” Gallen said the words, and out over the fields a crow began cawing and flew up into the hills as if to carry the message. Gallen wondered if the sidhe had taken animal form.

“Now,” Father Brian said, “before the sun gets any farther up the sky, how about if you and I hike up the road and search those robbers? Maybe we could get a handle on some of that tithe you owe the church.”

Gallen agreed reluctantly. He didn’t expect much from these bodies, and it seemed rather ghoulish to be searching them in the company of a priest. Still, if they didn’t hurry, some early traveler would get there first.

They headed up the road, over the mountain. When they got to the site of the ambush, Seamus’s son Patrick was there. He already had the bodies laid out side by side like partridges. He hunched over them, hurrying to get their purses and anything else of value. When he saw Gallen and the priest, he hurried even faster, as if he would take the loot and run.

Gallen stood back and surveyed the scene. He knew he had killed three last night, but there were four corpses. One of the wounded men had bled to death on the spot. All four men looked small and harmless when displayed here on the ground. Their clothes were rough-sewn wool, worn through.

Patrick and Father Brian retrieved the purses and other valuables while Gallen scouted around the ambush site, checking the prints in the soft mud. Eight of the attackers had been from County Obhiann. Gallen could tell by the rounded toes of the boots, a northern style, but the ninth robber was probably a local, for his boots were pointed and soft of sole. Both outer soles on the boots had holes worn through, so that they left distinctive prints. Gallen found where the local had come down out of the brush beside the road, and Gallen tried to recall a face. The prints showed that this local robber had never really come into the fray. He’d hung back.

As for the sidhe, Gallen found his prints, too. The sidhe had worn a boot with heavy heels that cut the shapes of crescent moons into the soft mud.

Gallen went back to Father Brian and Patrick. They were just finishing up, checking to make sure that the thieves didn’t have any silver coins in their boots. Gallen watched the priest grunt, struggling to pull a worn leather boot off of Paddy. Patrick-who was economical with effort but not with other people’s property-took out his knife and tried to slice open the other boot. Father Brian scolded the boy, saying that the boots still had plenty of wear and could be given to the poor.

As he watched, Gallen saw that Patrick’s boots were pointed, with distinctive holes worn in the outer soles. He had a drop of blood spattered on one toe. Now, in the light of day, Gallen could see that Patrick’s sparse red beard had a streak of chimney soot on it, smeared down below the right ear.

As Father Brian wrestled Paddy’s boot off, two silver coins fell out.

“Well, you old crows.” Gallen smiled. “How much did you find on the pitiable corpses? Any meat on them bones?”

“Three pounds, two shillings,” Father Brian answered. “Not much of a haul.”

“Oh, I don’t know about that,” Gallen answered. “It sounds like plenty to me. Three pounds? Why, for that much money, I’d sit out all night in the cold with a gang of robbers so that I could point out my own father when he came down the road. Three pounds would be enough to betray my own kin for. Don’t you think so, Patrick?”

The gangrelly boy looked up, uncertain. He startled back at the threatening tone in Gallen’s voice. He didn’t answer.

“You’ve got your father’s blood on your boot, and you’ve still got a robber’s soot to hide your shameful face,” Gallen said. Father Brian looked at the boy darkly, saw the betraying marks. The priest bit his lip.

Patrick glanced longingly down the road to Clere, set his muscles as if to run. He wasn’t an agile sort. Gallen judged that he could catch the boy in fifty paces.

“The likes of you,” Father Brian grumbled at Patrick, “would be only a burden to your widowed mother even if you hung around.”

“I didn’t mean for anyone to get hurt,” Patrick whispered. His face had turned red, and now hot tears poured down over his freckles.

“You thought you could steal from your brothers and sisters, and no one would suffer?” Father Brian asked, shocked. “What were you thinking? Aren’t times hard enough with poachers stealing your sheep and wolves in the flocks? You wanted to add another burden to your father’s shoulders, all for a few pounds to spend on whiskey?” Father Brian was known to be an occasional whiskey drinker, so he added, “or worse-beer?”

“Get yourself gone, now!” Father Brian shouted at the boy in disgust. “And never return to County Morgan. You’re outlawed from here. I’ll give you till sundown, and then I’ll spread the word. If anyone in County Morgan ever finds you walking the road again, your life is forfeit. Go and make a living for yourself elsewhere if you can, but we won’t tolerate you here again!”

“Let me stay a bit,” Patrick begged, reaching for the hem of Father Brian’s robe. “My father’s hurt bad, and my heart is sore for it. Let me stay to see if he makes it through the week!”

“What?” Father Brian asked. “You beg to stay in striking range of a sick man’s purse? Aw, to hell with you! I’d rather trust a weasel to guard the chicken coop. Get out of here before I have Gallen O’Day slit your throat.”

Father Brian picked up a large stone and hurled it at Patrick as a sign that he’d been outlawed. The stone struck the boy on the shoulder, and Patrick hissed painfully but still looked at Father Brian with pleading eyes, begging to stay.

Gallen picked up a stone of his own and threw it hard, slamming it into the boy’s thigh. “Get out of here, outlaw!” Gallen shouted.

Father Brian reached for another stone. If the lad didn’t leave, then according to custom, Gallen and Father Brian had no recourse but to stone him to death.

Patrick jumped away up the road and began limping toward Clere, shooting angry glances back at the two. He seemed to be in the throes of trying to conjure some devastating curse, and finally he shouted, “You don’t fool me, Gallen O’Day! You consort with the sidhe and creatures of the netherworld, and you’re no better than a demon yourself! I saw him, Father Brian! I saw Gallen O’Day with a sidhe last night! He prayed to Satan for help, and a sidhe came to his aid!”

“I’d be pleased,” Father Brian shouted, “if you wouldn’t make such accusations about my cousin, you damned misbegotten purveyor of patricide! Get, now!” He hurled another rock, and Patrick dodged and hurried up the road.

They watched Patrick climb the winding mountain path, between the blue pine trees and the gloam of the wood. Father Brian kept his eyes on Patrick and asked with clenched teeth, “Was there any truth to his words? About the sidhe?”

A shiver ran through Gallen. He couldn’t lie to a priest, even if that priest was only his cousin. “I’ve never prayed to the devil,” Gallen said, “but last night, when those Flahertys knocked me in the head and were hot to skin me alive, some creature came out of the woods. It looked like a man, all dressed in black and carrying swords, but its face shone like molten glass. It warned them that anyone who committed murder in Coille Sidhe would never make it out of the woods alive.”

Father Brian caught his breath and looked at Gallen askance. “You’re sure it wasn’t just a wight or some spirit of the woods?”

“It was flesh, like you or me,” Gallen said. “It put Seamus up on the horse, and I looked into its face. It … I’ve never seen or heard of anything like it.”

“But it warned men against murder,” Father Brian whispered in a tone hinting at something between confusion and awe. “It couldn’t have been in league with the devil. Therefore, it must have come from God. The thing that you saw last night,” he whispered with desperation, “could it have been an angel?”

“I don’t think so. It was dressed in black,” Gallen said.

“Then it was an angel-” Father Brian said with finality, “it was the Angel of Death, walking at the right hand of Gallen O’Day and keeping guard over him. That’s what we’ll tell people. That’s what we’ll say.”

“I’m not so sure-” Gallen started to argue, but Brian spun and grabbed Gallen’s collar at the throat. “Don’t dispute me on this! I’ll not have it said that a cousin of mine consorts with demons. Only you and the robbers saw what happened last night. No one can contradict your testimony! It was God who sent the Angel of Death to stand guard over you-do you understand me? And I’ll excommunicate anyone who begs to differ!”

“Yes,” Gallen said, confused and frightened. Father Brian’s argument made sense, but in his heart Gallen knew that he would not live this down easily. Five other men had seen the sidhe, and they could not but tell what they had witnessed. Somehow, Gallen felt sure, this would come back to haunt him.