The Gun Seller

BOOK OF PRAYER 1662

‘My, you are a slippery bastard, Mr Lang. A real piece of work, if that expression means anything to you.’

Barnes and I were sitting in another Lincoln Diplomat - or maybe it was the same one, in which case someone had cleaned the ashtrays since I was last in it - parked underneathWaterlooBridge. A large illuminated sign displayed the offerings at the National Theatre close by, a stage version ofIt Ain’t Half Hot, Mum directed by Sir Peter Hall. Something like that.

O’Neal sat in the passenger seat this time, and Mike Lucas was once more at the wheel. I was surprised he wasn’t in a canvas bag on a plane back toWashington, but Barnes had obviously decided to give him another chance after theCork Street gallery debacle. Not that it had been his fault, but fault has got very little to do with blame in these sorts of circles.

Another Diplomat was parked behind us, with whatever the collective noun for Carls is inside it. A neck of Carls, maybe. I’d given them the Walther, because they seemed to want it such an awful lot.

‘I think I know what you’re trying to say, Mr Barnes,’ I said, ‘and I take it as a compliment.’

‘I don’t give a rat’s ass how you take it, Mr Lang. Not a rat’s ass.’ He gazed out through the side window. ‘Jesus, do we have a mess of problems here.’

O’Neal cleared his throat and twisted round in the seat. ‘What Mr Barnes is saying, Lang, is that you have stumbled upon an operation of considerable complexity here. There are ramifications about which you know absolutely nothing, yet you have, by your actions, made things extremely difficult for us.’ O’Neal was chancing his arm a bit with that ‘us’, but Barnes let him get away with it. ‘I think I can honestly say…’ he continued.

‘Oh, do fuck off,’ I said. O’Neal went a little pink. ‘I have only one concern, and that is the safety of Sarah Woolf. Anything else, as far as I am concerned, is a lot of garnish.’ Barnes looked out of the window again. ‘Go home, Dick,’ he said.

There was a pause, and O’Neal looked hurt. He was being sent to bed without any supper, and yet he hadn’t done anything wrong.

‘I think I…’

‘I said go home,’ said Barnes. ‘I’ll call you.’

Nobody moved until Mike leaned across and opened O’Neal’s door for him. In the circumstances, he had to go. ‘Well, goodbye, Dick,’ I said. ‘It’s been an unquantifiable pleasure. I hope you’ll think nice thoughts about me when you see my body being dragged out of the river.’

O’Neal tugged his briefcase out behind him, slammed the door, and set off up the steps toWaterlooBridge without looking back.

‘Lang,’ said Barnes. ‘Let’s walk.’ He was outside the car and strolling down the Embankment before I could answer. I looked in the rear-view mirror and saw that Lucas was watching me.

‘Remarkable man,’ I said.

Lucas turned his head to watch Barnes’ retreating back, then looked to the mirror again.

‘Be careful, will you?’ he said.

I paused, with my hand on the door lever. Mike Lucas didn’t sound happy. Not at all.

‘Careful of what, specifically?’

He hunched his shoulders slightly and put his hand up to his mouth, covering the movement of his lips as he spoke.

‘I don’t know,’ he said. ‘I swear to God, I don’t know. But there’s some shit going on here…’ He stopped at the sound of car doors opening and closing behind us.

I put my hand on his shoulder.

‘Thanks,’ I said, and climbed out. A couple of Carls ambled up alongside the car, and puffed their necks out at me. Twenty yards way, Barnes was watching, apparently waiting for me to catch him up.

‘I think I preferLondon at night,’ he said, once we’d got ourselves in step.

‘Me too,’ I said. ‘River’s very pretty.’

‘The fuck it is,’ said Barnes. ‘I preferLondon at night because you can’t see it so well.’

I laughed, and then stopped myself quickly because I think he meant it. He looked angry, and the notion suddenly hit me that his posting to London might have been a punishment for some past transgression, and that here he was, seething and smarting every day at the injustice of his treatment, and taking it out on the city.

He interrupted my notionalising.

‘I hear from O’Neal that you got a little theory,’ he said. ‘A little idea you been working on. Is that right?’

‘Certainly is,’ I said.

‘Take me through it, will you?’

And so, having no particular reason not to, I went ahead and repeated the speech I’d given O’Neal in The Shala, adding a bit here, subtracting a bit there. Barnes listened without showing much interest, and when I’d finished, he sighed. A long, tired, Jesus what am I going to do with you sort of sigh.

‘To put it bluntly,’ I said, not wanting there to be any misunderstanding about the way I felt, ‘I think you’re a dangerous, corrupt, lying piece of nine-day-old mosquito shit. I’d happily kill you now if I didn’t think it would make Sarah’s position even worse than it already is.’ Even that didn’t seem to bother him overmuch.

‘Ah huh,’ he said. ‘And what you’ve just told me.’

‘What about it?’

‘Of course you wrote it all down? Gave a copy to your lawyer, your bank, your mother, the Queen, only to be opened in the event of your death. All that shit?’

‘Naturally. We do have television programmes over here, you know.’

‘That’s fucking debatable. Cigarette?’ He pulled out a packet of Marlboro and offered them to me. We smoked together for a while, and I reflected on how odd it was that two men who hated each other very deeply could, by sucking together on some burning paper, engage in a fairly companionable act.

Barnes stopped and leaned against the balustrade, gazing down into the slick, black water of theThames. I stayed a few yards away, because you can take all this companionable nonsense too far.

‘OK, Lang. Here it is,’ said Barnes. ‘I’ll say it all once, because I know you’re not an idiot. You’re slap bang on the money.’ He tossed his cigarette away. ‘Big deal. So we’re going to make a little noise, kick up some trade. Boo- hoo. How’s that so terrible?’

I decided that I would try the calm approach. If that didn’t work, I’d try the throwing him into the river and running like fuck approach.

‘It’s so terrible,’ I said slowly, ‘because you and I were both born and bred in democratic countries, where the will of the people is thought to count for something. And I believe it’s the will of the people, at this time, that governments do not go around murdering their own or anyone else’s citizens just to line their own pockets. Next Wednesday, the people may say it’s a great idea. But right now, it is their will that we should use the word "bad" when talking about this kind of activity.’ I took a last drag and flicked my own dog-end out over the water. It seemed to fall a very long way.

‘Two points occur to me, Lang,’ said Barnes after a long pause, ‘out of your nice speech. One, neither one of us lives in a democracy. Having a vote once every four years is not the same thing as democracy. Not at all. Two, who said anything about lining our own pockets?’

‘Oh, of course.’ I slapped my forehead. ‘I hadn’t realised. You’re going to give all the money from the sale of these weapons to The Save The Children Fund. It’s a gigantic piece of philanthropy, and I never even noticed. Alexander Woolf will be so thrilled.’ I was beginning to stray from the calm approach. ‘Oh, but wait a minute, his intestines are being scraped off a wall in the City. He may not be as fulsome with his thanks as he’d like. You, Mr Barnes,’ and I even went so far as to point a finger, ‘need your fucking head examined.’

I walked away from him, back down the river. Two Carls with ear-pieces were ready to cut me off.

‘Where do you think it goes, Lang?’ Barnes hadn’t moved, he just talked a little louder. I stopped. ‘When some Arab playboy drops into the San Martin valley and buys himself fifty M1 Abrams battle tanks and a half dozen F-16s. Writes a cheque for half-a-billion dollars. Where d’you think that money goes? You think I get it? You think Bill Clinton gets it? David fucking Letterman? Where does it go?’

‘Oh tell me, do,’ I said.

‘I will tell you. Even though you know it already. It goes to the American people. Two hundred and fifty million people get a hold of that money.’

I did some not very quick arithmetic. Divide by ten, carry the two…

‘They get two thousand dollars each, do they? Every man, woman and child?’ I sucked my teeth. ‘Now why doesn’t that ring true?’

‘A hundred and fifty thousand people,’ said Barnes, ‘have jobs because of that money. With those jobs they support another three hundred thousand people. And with that half-a-billion dollars those people can buy a lot of oil, a lot of wheat, a lot of Nissan Micras. And another half-million people will sell them the Nissan Micras, and another half-a-million will repair the Nissan Micras, and wash the windshields, and check the tyres. And another half-a-million will build the roads that the Nissan fucking Micras run on, and pretty soon, you’ve got two hundred and fifty million good democrats, needingAmerica to go on doing the last thing it does well. Make guns.’

I stared down at the river because this man was making my head swim. I mean, where do you begin?

‘So for the sake of those good democrats, a body here and a body there isn’t such a terrible thing. Is that your drift?’

‘Yip. And there isn’t one of those good democrats who’d say any different.’

‘I think Alexander Woolf would say different.’

‘Big deal.’

I kept looking at the river. It looked thick and warm.

‘I mean it, Lang. Big fucking deal. One man against many. He was out-voted. That’s democracy. Want to know something else?’ I turned to look at Barnes, and he was facing me now, his lined face caught in the flicker from the theatre sign. ‘There’s another two millionUS citizens I didn’t get around to mentioning there. Know what they’re going to do this year?’

He was walking towards me, slowly. Confidently. ‘Become lawyers?’

‘They’re going to die,’ he said. The idea didn’t seem to disturb him all that much. ‘Old age, auto accident, leukaemia, heart attack, fighting in bars, falling out of windows, who knows what fucking thing? Two million Americans are going to die this year. So tell me. You going to shed a tear for every one of them?’

‘No.’

‘Why the hell not? What’s the difference? Dead is dead, Lang.’

‘The difference is I didn’t have anything to do with their deaths,’ I said.

‘You were a soldier, for Chrissakes!’ We were face to face now, him shouting as loud as he could go without getting people out of bed. ‘You were trained to kill people for the good of your fellow countrymen. Isn’t that the truth?’ I started to answer, but he wouldn’t have it. ‘Is that, or is that not, the truth?’ His breath smelled oddly sweet.

‘This is very bad philosophy, Rusty. It really is. I mean read a book, for God’s sake.’

‘Democrats don’t read books, Lang. The people don’t read books. The people don’t care a piece of blue shit about philosophy. All the people care about, all they want from their government, is a wage that keeps getting higher and higher. Year in, year out, they want that wage going up. It ever stops, they get themselves a new government. That’s what the people want. It’s all they’ve ever wanted. That, my friend, is democracy.’

I took a deep breath. In fact I took several deep breaths, because what I now wanted to do to Russell Barnes might result in me not breathing again for quite a while.

He was still watching me, testing me for some reaction, some weakness. So I turned and walked away. The Carls moved up to meet me, coming at each side, but I kept going because I reckoned they weren’t going to do anything until they had the signal from Barnes. After a couple of paces, he must have given it.

The Carl on the left reached out and took hold of my arm, but I broke the grip easily, turning his wrist over and pushing down hard, so that he had to go with the movement. The other Carl got his arm round my neck for about a second, until I stamped hard on his instep and punched backwards at his groin. His hold broke, and then I was between the two of them as they circled me, and I wanted to hurt them so incredibly badly that they would never, ever forget me.

And then suddenly, as if nothing had happened, they were backing away, and straightening their coats, and I realised that Barnes must have said something I never heard. He walked up between the Carls, coming very close to me.

‘So, we get the idea, Lang,’ he said. ‘You’re really pissed with us. You don’t like me at all, and my heart is broken. But all that’s kind of beside the point.’

He shook out another cigarette for himself and didn’t offer me one.

‘If you want to make trouble for us, Lang,’ he said, gently exhaling smoke through his nose, ‘best thing is for you to know what it’s going to cost.’

He looked over at my shoulder and nodded at somebody. ‘Murder,’ he said.

Then he smiled at me.

Hello, I thought. This could be interesting.

We drove out on the M4 for about an hour, turning off, I would think, somewhere nearReading. I’d love to be able to tell you exactly which junction, and the numbers of the minor roads we took, but as I spent most of the journey on the floor of the Diplomat with my face being ground into the carpet, sensory data in-flow was a little restricted. The carpet was dark-blue and smelled of lemon, if that’s any help.

The car slowed for about the last fifteen minutes of the ride, but that could have been for traffic, or fog, or giraffes on the road for all I know.

And then we reached a gravel drive, and I thought to myself - not long now. You could scrape up the gravel from most driveways inEngland, and come away with about enough to fill a sponge-bag. Any second now, I thought, I’ll be outside, and within screaming distance of a public highway.

But this wasn’t an average drive.

This one went on and on. And then it went on and on. And then, when I thought we were turning a corner and pulling over to park, it went on and on.

Eventually, we stopped.

And then we started again, and went on and on.

I had begun to think that maybe it wasn’t a drive at all; it was simply that the Lincoln Diplomat had been designed, with fantastically precise manufacturing skill, to disintegrate into very small pieces as soon as it exceeded its warranty mileage; perhaps what I was listening to now, pinging and bouncing off the wheel arches, were bits of chassis.

And then, at last, we stopped. I knew we’d stopped for good this time, because the size twelve shoe that had been resting itself on the back of my neck was now sufficiently invigorated to slide off and get out of the car. I lifted my head and peered through the open door.

This was a grand house. A very grand house. Obviously, at the end of a drive like that, it was never going to be a two-up, two-down; but even so, this was grand. Late nineteenth century, I reckoned, but copying earlier ones, with a lot of Frenchness thrown in. Well, not thrown, of course, but lovingly bonded and pointed, beaded and mitred, bevelled and chamfered, very possibly by the same blokes who did the House of Commons railings.

My dentist leaves back numbers of CountryLife scattered around his waiting-room, so I had a rough idea of what a place like this must have cost. Forty bedrooms, within an hour ofLondon. A sum of money beyond imagining. Beyond beyond imagining, in fact.

I had begun idly to calculate the number of light bulbs you’d need to run a place like this, when a Carl took hold of my collar and plucked me out of the car, as easily as if I’d been a golf-bag, with not many clubs in it.

Thirteen

Every man over forty is a scoundrel.