Ben and Paxton stared at each other in silence for a long moment.
Ben’s glass was empty. He rotated it thoughtfully on his knee for a moment. Searched for the right words.
‘I’m not a hitman, Harry,’ was all he could answer.
Paxton reached for the decanter and refilled their drinks. ‘It’s a small community, our little world of ex-officers. Especially when it comes to men with your background. I’ve heard things on the grapevine. I know what you’ve been doing since you left the regiment. You didn’t go into business, like me. Not conventional business, anyway. You tracked people down.’
Ben shook his head. ‘You’re making me sound like a bounty hunter. I found missing people. Kidnap victims, children mostly. That’s what I did. And I certainly didn’t do contracts.’
‘But people died,’ Paxton said, gazing at him steadily. ‘At least, that’s what I heard. Perhaps I was misinformed.’
Ben winced inwardly. ‘No, you heard right. People died. But not like this.’
‘Will you hear me out?’
Ben sighed. ‘Of course. Go ahead.’
Paxton stood up and went over to one of the paintings on the wall. The gilt-framed oil depicted a naval battle, two sailing warships ripping into each other broadside on a stormy sea, jets of flame bursting through billows of white smoke, sails hanging in tatters. He gazed at it pensively as he went on.
‘Let me tell you about my son. He was very unlike me. He was a man of intellect and philosophy, not a man of action. And I think he had problems coming to terms with that. He tried to follow in my footsteps, but it just wasn’t him. He was a timid sort of man. That’s not to say he didn’t have talent. Somewhere inside him, I believe there was even the potential to be brilliant. But he wasn’t ambitious. He had no drive, never really shone. Sometimes that frustrated me, and he knew it. Perhaps I was guilty of being too hard on him. I bitterly regret that now.’
Paxton turned away from the painting. ‘Because the fact is,’ he went on, ‘that Morgan had one overriding passion in his life, which I never understood. It all started when he stumbled on something in the course of his research.’
‘Stumbled on what?’ Ben said, wondering where this was leading. He was still reeling from Paxton’s request.
‘You have to understand the academic mind,’ Paxton replied. ‘These aren’t men who seek glory. It’s hard for you and I to relate to that. They’re men whose joy in life lies in things that we might consider trivial.’ He paused. ‘Morgan’s great passion was a discovery he’d made to do with ancient Egypt. Some sort of papyrus relating to a minor political or religious upset that happened three thousand years ago. He told me a little about it, though to be honest I don’t remember the details. It’s not the kind of thing that would interest me, personally. But it meant a great deal to him.’
‘And this was what he was researching in Cairo?’
Paxton nodded. ‘He’d been working on it for a long time. When the opportunity arose to take a sabbatical year, his plan was to stay in Egypt for a few months. And so he’d taken all his research material with him. But when his body was found, all his belongings had been taken. They took his watch, his phone, his wallet and his camera. Even some of his clothes. And his briefcase, his laptop, everything. Which means that all his research is gone. It was all for nothing. All the effort he poured into it, the passion he had for it. All gone, because of some murdering little lowlife who thought he could make a bob or two passing on stolen goods.’
Ben didn’t know what to say.
‘I can’t bear that my son is dead,’ Paxton said stiffly. ‘But what I can bear even less is that his legacy could be wiped out like that, like swatting a fly. I want him to have counted for something. Whatever it was that he was discovering, I want his academic peers to know about it and give him the due credit for it.’ Paxton picked up the photo frame again and gazed at it, his face tight with emotion. ‘If one of our soldiers died in action, we’d want him to be remembered. His name on the clock tower.’
Paxton was talking about the sacred SAS tradition of inscribing the names of the regiment’s fallen heroes on the clock tower at the headquarters in Hereford. ‘A tribute,’ Ben said.
‘That’s all I want for my son,’ Paxton replied.
Ben thought for a long moment. ‘I can understand that, Harry. I really can. And if all you wanted me to do was try to bring back his research material, that would be one thing. But you’re asking for much more. You’re asking me for a revenge killing.’
‘Killing isn’t anything new to you.’
Ben had to agree with that. ‘But this is different, Harry. It’s ugly.’
Paxton’s eyes blazed for an instant. ‘Who are they, Benedict? The worst kind of shit. You’d be doing the world a favour. And me.’
Favour. The word hit Ben hard. There was a lot of history behind it.
He looked down at his feet, his mind racing back in time. Half-repressed memories drifted in his imagination.
He looked up. ‘May 14th, 1997.I haven’t forgotten.’
‘That isn’t why I contacted you,’ Paxton said. ‘I don’t want you to think I’m calling in old favours. I don’t feel that you owe me anything, Benedict. Understood? I need you to believe that.’
Ben said nothing.
‘I called you because I know you’re the only person in the world I can trust,’ Paxton said. ‘And someone I know can see this through. I can’t do it myself. I’m too close to it. It would kill me.’
Ben was silent.
‘I would pay you, of course,’ Paxton said. ‘I’m a wealthy man. You can name your price.’
Ben hesitated a long moment before he replied. ‘I need some time to think it over.’
‘I can appreciate that, and I’m sorry for having sprung this on you.’
‘One thing I can tell you right now. I don’t want your money.’
‘I appreciate that too,’ Paxton said. ‘But remember, the offer is there. You’d want expenses, at least.’
Ben looked at his watch. It was almost two in the afternoon. ‘I know you want a quick answer. Give me until this evening. I’ll call you and let you know my decision.’
Paxton smiled. ‘Thank you. And whatever you decide, I’d like you to be my guest here on board tonight, for dinner. If your answer is no, then no hard feelings. If it’s a yes, I’d like you to check out of your hotel and bring your luggage here. I already have a luxury cabin prepared for you. Stay here the night, and I’ll brief you more fully before you leave for Cairo.’
Ben didn’t reply. He was already working it over in his mind.
‘Thank you again for coming all this way,’ Paxton said. ‘It was good to see you again, whatever happens.’ He stood up.
At that moment, there was a knock at the door.
‘Excuse me.’ Paxton strode over and opened it. Marla was standing there. She was holding a phone in her hand. In the other was a neatly folded navy blue cotton jacket. Ben recognised it as his.
‘I’m sorry to interrupt,’ she said. ‘It’s Kazamoto,’ she added quietly.
Paxton tutted under his breath. He took the phone from her. ‘This might take a minute,’ he said to Ben.
‘I’ll see you on deck,’ Ben replied.
He left the study with Marla. ‘How’s Kerry?’ he asked her out in the passage.
‘Resting,’ Marla replied. ‘She had quite a shock, didn’t she?’ She handed him his jacket. ‘She won’t be needing this any more. I gave her something to wear.’
‘That was kind of you.’
‘Kind nothing. You’re the one who saved her. A lot of people would have looked the other way.’ She smiled. ‘Anyway, I’ll go and check on her again, now that your meeting’s over.’
He thanked her, and headed towards the deck, jacket in hand. His legs felt heavy as he made his way back up the companionway. He stepped outside into the sunshine. The sea was shimmering blue, a gentle swell rocking the deck under his feet. He walked to the rail and looked out to the horizon. Reached into his jacket pocket for his Gauloises and Zippo. He slipped out one of the untipped cigarettes and lit up.
‘Hello again,’ a voice said.
He turned.
Zara Paxton was standing there. She’d let her hair down to her shoulders. It was waving in the breeze, catching the sunlight. She reached up with a slender hand to flick a curl of it away from her face and smiled, showing perfect white teeth. A twinkle of fun in her blue eyes.
He caught himself staring and glanced down at his feet, suddenly self-conscious.
‘We weren’t introduced,’ she said with a soft laugh. He could just about detect the Australian accent in her warm voice.
‘Mrs Paxton.’ He held out his hand, and she shook it. Her hand was warm and tender, but strong.
‘Please, call me Zara.’
‘Ben Hope,’ he said.
‘Harry calls you Benedict.’
‘Just Ben is fine.’
‘Well, it’s good to meet you, Just Ben.’ Her gaze flicked down to the cigarette in his hand. ‘Can I have a puff?’
Her familiarity took him aback. ‘You can have a whole one, if you like.’
She grinned. ‘No, just a quick puff. Harry can’t stand me smoking on board. Or anyone.’
‘I’ll bear that in mind.’ He offered her the cigarette, and their fingers brushed as she took it from his hand. She put it to her lips and took a drag on it, then passed it back to him. ‘Thanks.’
For a few moments he couldn’t think of anything more to say to her. There was a light in her eyes that he just wanted to stare at. Seconds went by, silence between them.
He finally broke it. ‘I watched you shoot earlier. Hope you don’t mind. You’re very good.’
She smiled. ‘I try.’
‘Australian Open champion.’
‘Missed out on the Olympics,’ she said. ‘Need to do better.’
Another awkward moment of silence passed. ‘So you were in the SAS with Harry?’ she asked. ‘You’re the first of his regimental comrades I’ve met.’
He shrugged. Didn’t say anything.
‘You don’t like to talk about the army, do you?’
Her insight, her sudden serious look, took him aback. ‘Not really.’
‘You didn’t like it?’
‘I didn’t like what it stood for,’ he replied truthfully. ‘That’s why I left, in the end. But I didn’t always feel that way. I loved it once. It meant everything.’ Ben surprised himself with the way he was so open with her. He didn’t generally discuss such things.
‘Harry speaks very highly of you.’ She paused. ‘He told you about his son? So terrible.’ She shook her head sadly.
‘Did you know Morgan well?’
‘Not that well,’ she said. ‘I only met him a few times. He and Harry didn’t always see eye to eye. And I think Morgan had a problem with having a step-mother who was two years younger than him.’ She paused. ‘I know what it is Harry wants you to do.’
That surprised him. ‘You do?’
‘He told me. He just can’t bring himself to go there and do it himself
Ben didn’t reply.
‘It must be so hard to visit the place where your son was murdered,’ she went on. And to try to find his belongings.’
That was all Paxton had told her. Ben wondered how she’d react if she knew the rest of it.
‘I was there with him in Cairo, when he had to identify the body. It was awful.’ She shuddered. ‘Poor Harry. I really hope you can help, Ben.’
‘I’m not sure yet whether I can or not.’
She nodded thoughtfully and glanced away from him, looking out at the sea.
‘So when did you two meet?’ Ben asked.
‘Eighteen months ago, in Sydney. I was organising a charity event. He was offering the use of the Scimitar for the occasion.’
‘I thought you were a professional archer.’
She laughed. ‘Have to be Korean for that. Anyway, I don’t work any more. Not since Harry and I got married.’
‘Harry’s a lucky man,’ he said, and immediately wished he’d kept his mouth shut. Zara made no answer, but he thought he saw her cheeks flush a little. She turned her face from him.
Just then he heard voices coming from across the deck, and looked around. Zara glanced over in the same direction. Her husband was approaching, accompanied by Kerry Wallace. As they came closer, Ben could see that Kerry looked much more collected now. The pallor in her cheeks had gone, and there was a lightness in her step that hadn’t been there before. He was glad she was recovering from the ordeal on the beach.
Zara seemed to be studying her. ‘Is that your wife, Ben?’
‘No, not my wife.’
‘Your girlfriend, then?’
‘Nothing like that. I don’t know her.’
She frowned. ‘But I thought-didn’t she arrive with you?’
‘It’s a long story,’ he said. In the background he could hear the burbling of the launch cutting around alongside the yacht’s gleaming hull. He glanced over the side. Thierry was bringing it around to the boarding platform, ready to take them back to port.
Paxton walked up to Ben and shook his hand again. ‘Remember, Benedict, whatever you decide, no hard feelings and I hope to see you this evening.’ He turned to Kerry. ‘It was a pleasure to meet you, Miss Wallace. Do take care. There are bad people out there.’
Kerry blushed. ‘Thanks for looking after me. I’m very grateful to you, and to Marla. She was great. You’re all very kind.’
‘Please think nothing of it, my dear,’ Paxton said with a smile.
‘Shall we go?’ Ben said. The launch had pulled up. He took Kerry’s elbow to guide her over the side.
He looked back to say goodbye to Zara.
But she was gone.