Tatsu called me that night to tell me he had some items I'd requested. He warned me to expect a different bodyguard this time, which was thoughtful of him. If I saw someone unfamiliar outside his door at night, he knew, it would make me jumpy.
I went to the hospital, using a lot of care in my approach. Repeated meetings in the same place was a huge violation of SOP, but right now obviously there wasn't an alternative.
The new guy knocked, then let me in. Tatsu was on his bed, pale and sweating this time. I looked at him for a moment. 'You okay?' I said.
He nodded, grimacing. 'It's okay. Just… hurts, sometimes. It'll pass.'
I pulled up a chair and sat with him, feeling helpless while he gritted his teeth and groaned.
'Let me get a nurse,' I said. 'She'll give you something for the pain.'
He shook his head. 'They'll give me morphine. It knocks me out. I can't have that. Not now.'
After a few minutes the groaning stopped and his breathing evened out.
'That was a bad one,' he said. 'They're getting more frequent, too. Fewer and fewer breaks. Hand me that towel, would you?'
There was a damp towel on the bedside stand. I gave it to him and he mopped his face.
'Don't worry,' he said, 'I'm all right. You see, cancer is simply nature's way of making you want to die.'
I couldn't laugh, even though I knew he wanted me to. But I managed a weak smile for him.
I put my hand on his shoulder and we sat quietly for a few minutes. I said, 'What have you got for me?'
He pressed the call button. The bodyguard came in and handed him a backpack, then left.
Tatsu gave the backpack to me. I opened it. Inside were a set of floor plans and assorted commo gear.
I pulled out the plans and unfolded them. 'Whispers?'
He nodded. 'And the communications equipment you asked for. Three pairs.'
I shook my head in admiration. 'How do you get ahold of these things?'
He smiled. 'People who owe me favors. The question is, what are you going to do with it?'
'I'm not sure yet. I need to go over these plans, then get a firsthand look at the club. I'll know better after that.'
'What about your inside man?'
I thought about my talk with Delilah. She had called back to say she was coming, but it was tense.
'That's proceeding,' I said. 'But no guarantee yet.'