Back in Phoenix, our office was in what passed for perfect shape. Every tube on the neon sign out front was operating flawlessly. The house on Cypress appeared safe, too. Even the air was better, the smoke from the forest fires clearing out while we were gone. Nobody had left a message on the answering machine. A neighbor had neatly stacked the newspapers beside the front step. Only the New York Times was on my daily routine now.
I couldn’t stand to read the Arizona Republic any more, the stories about the antics of the new sheriff and the other buffoons that had taken over state politics. I didn’t like the way the writers referred to the place as “the Valley,” using the touristy Valley of the Sun, not even the geographic Salt River Valley. Here we had one of the most magical city names in the world: Phoenix. And yet the suburbanites insisted on “the Valley.” Silicon Valley? The Red River Valley? Shenandoah Valley? And these were the same people who moved from suburban Chicago but said they were “from Chicago.” It drove me nuts. The local papers went straight to recycling.
Then I unpacked the flash drive and plugged it into my Mac laptop to see Grace tease me again. The ghost in the machine.
Lindsey could get into the drive but Lindsey was gone.
In the living room, I laid it behind a volume of Will and Ariel Durant’s The Story of Civilization on the top bookshelf by the staircase. It wouldn’t survive an extensive search of the house, but this dusty spot would do for now.
In a few months, I had gone from a deputy sheriff with a clean record to a civilian, a “private dick,” as Robin teased me with her delightful lascivious smile, concealing evidence. The top of the book held a sheen of dust. I didn’t blow it off. This had been part of my grandparents’ library passed on to me. When I was gone, it would be broken up in an estate sale or tossed in the dump.
After lying awake a long time, I slept badly with two guns to keep me company. Many dreams interrupted my sleep but the details were gone after I opened my eyes. If Tim and Grace had shown up as new dramatis personae, I couldn’t recall. Robin was there. I couldn’t remember what she said. I got up in the night to check the Amber alert and the San Diego media Web sites several times. Nothing was new.
By half past seven Sunday morning, a hitherto ungodly hour for me, I opened the automatic gate and pulled into the office, then shut it behind me. The high temperature was only supposed to be in the nineties today, the old normal for May when the dry heat was bearable and even pleasant in the shade. At this hour, the air was cool. No bad guys were waiting inside, merely a stale odor and the same old furniture. I dropped my briefcase on the floor and my Panama hat on my desk, crown down, and flopped onto the sofa to drink my mocha and eat a bagel. Remembering Sharon’s reaction to my gaunt appearance, I tried to make a commitment to eating more regularly.
Peralta arrived fifteen minutes later wearing a Stetson and jeans. He peered at me over his sunglasses, surprised that I had beaten him into work.
“How ya feeling?” He tossed the cowboy hat on his desk, letting it fall where it landed.
I told him San Diego had been a blast. He didn’t smile, disappearing into the Danger Room to either bring out more weapons or admire his prizes or whatever he did in there. How was I? I hurt like hell and the tension inside me was thrumming like a tuning fork. Otherwise, I was great.
When he returned, he leaned against the doorjamb, all six-feet-five of him. Maybe half of a supermodel could have squeezed through the remaining space.
“I’d like to bring Sharon into our practice. Is that all right with you? What the hell are you smiling at?”
That last part was more like it. I wasn’t accustomed to Peralta being solicitous of my opinion. In the old days, he barked orders and made demands, alternating between the “good” Peralta who was a natural leader and inspiring peace officer, and the “bad” Peralta, who could be manipulative, micromanaging, and Vesuvius when he didn’t get what he wanted.
In my office on the fourth floor of the old courthouse, I had been somewhat insulated from the worst of his personality. Getting laid had obviously done him a world of good. And his term “our practice” sounded both professional and ironically on target. We were definitely practicing. I told him none of this. Why was I smiling?
“You,” I said. “Of course, great if Sharon joins us. I love Sharon. Why would she want to work with us?”
“We need her expertise. She’s been consulting for San Francisco PD, you know.”
I didn’t. I knew she had moved there to be closer to their grown daughters. She had stopped her popular radio show and quit writing the best-selling self-help books that had made her a wealthy woman.
“So you don’t mind?”
“Of course not.”
“We can put Lindsey on the payroll when she comes back, too.”
That should have made me smile. We had no payroll besides the ten grand from Client No. 1 and Tim Lewis’ five hundred. Outside of business cards, our practice was only getting started. But I didn’t smile or answer directly. Lindsey wasn’t coming back, except to get her things and move away permanently to be with her lover or lovers to come.
“Are you and Sharon getting back together?”
He evaded.
“Now I want you to think about this, Mapstone. Every police agency in Southern California is looking for that baby. It’s a big deal and we’re going to get in the way. The feds are investigating the explosion, who got his hands on a Claymore, and if we get in their way, we could compromise an undercover operation.”
“We have other strands we can follow,” I said. “Grace’s friend and parents. Her list of johns. Tim’s parents. Larry Zisman.”
He nodded. “But we’re going to make enemies if we get on the wrong side of law enforcement. We might get prosecuted. Are you sure you want to stay on this case?”
I was momentarily confused, recalling his insistence that we couldn’t allow our clients to be killed. But it didn’t last long. “I do.”
“Why?”
I repeated his rationale back to him. Then, “I remember our names painted in blood on the apartment wall. Whoever set that Claymore was counting on me coming back. They watched me go into the apartment and get well inside it before they set it off. So we’ve made enemies whether we want them or not. Then there’s the little matter of withholding evidence. You didn’t tell the Phoenix cops about our client. I didn’t tell the San Diego cops about Grace’s business, or about the flash drive.”
“You gave them the pimp.”
“Sure, but only that he was a guy threatening Tim when I showed up. I told them that’s all I knew. Seems to me, if we’re not pro-active, the bad guys will come to us, and if we don’t solve the case, the good guys could come to us, too, and not in a good way.”
He sighed. “I guess my point is, that I can take this one, if you want to bow out.”
Now he hurt my feelings. It was that petty and selfish on my part.
I said, “No way.”
“Are you sure you want to do this?”
I told him that I was sure.
He strode over to his desk and picked up his hat.
“Then bring your breakfast and saddle up.” He pointed to my desk. “You might want to leave your fancy headgear here.”