BELSON AND I sat in Belson’s car outside a Dunkin’ Donuts on Gallivan Boulevard, drinking coffee and browsing a box of assorted donuts. I preferred the plain ones. Belson liked the ones with strawberry frosting and sprinkles.
“What kind of sissy eats strawberry-frosted donuts?” I said.
“With jimmies,” Belson said.
“I had too much respect for you,” I said, “even to mention the jimmies.”
“Thanks,” Belson said. “My poetic side.”
“Um,” I said.
“You know that Jackson’s widow has moved in with your boy Goran?”
“And his girlfriend,” I said.
“What the fuck is that about?” Belson said.
“Love?” I said.
Belson looked at me as if I had just spit up.
“They did the will,” Belson said. “She is now worth eighty million, seven hundred, and twenty-three bucks.”
“More or less,” I said.
“That’s the number they gave me,” Belson said. “I assume it’s rounded to the nearest dollar.”
“Might explain why Estelle and Gary have welcomed her into their home,” I said.
“But why does she want to go?” Belson said.
“Why do most people do anything?” I said.
“Love or money, or variations on either,” Belson said.
“She don’t seem to need money,” I said.
“So we’re back to love,” Belson said.
“But you don’t like it,” I said.
“I don’t see that broad doing anything for love,” Belson said.
“You don’t like Beth?” I said.
“I think she killed her husband,” Belson said.
“Not herself,” I said.
“No, but there’s people who’ll do anything you need if you have money.”
“She didn’t have it until her husband died,” I said.
“So maybe she got a trusting hit guy,” Belson said.
“Like who?” I said.
Belson shrugged.
“Don’t know any trusting hit guys,” he said.
We were quiet. Belson ate the last strawberry-frosted.
“Love and money,” he said.
“Or sex and money,” I said.
“Same thing,” Belson said.
“You think they took it out in trade?” I said.
“It’s what she’s got,” Belson said.
“And it’s gotten her this far,” I said.
“So it’s a theory,” Belson said.
He found a chocolate-cream donut under a cinnamon one, and took it out from under and dusted off the accidental cinnamon and took a careful bite. The donut had a squishy filling, and Belson was very neat.
“She know anybody would kill somebody?” Belson said.
“Her husband did,” I said. “She probably met some. She knew Boo and Zel.”
“I’ll keep it in mind,” Belson said.
“Doesn’t explain why she’s living with Gary and Estelle,” I said.
“Nope,” Belson said.
I located the cinnamon donut that Belson had put aside in favor of chocolate cream. We ate silently for a moment.
“We don’t have any idea what we’re doing,” I said.
“No,” Belson said. “We don’t seem to.”