FEBRUARY 5, 1919
A brilliant sun warms the winter afternoon as best it can. Through an open window a bird’s song drifts in from the garden. None of the roses are blooming, but the hard tight buds will be appearing soon. Spring is only weeks away. I can hear it.
The war ended in November, and our world is slowly returning to normal. There are baguettes made of white flour in the bakeries, meat in the butcher shops, men of all ages in the street, and women are dressing up again in shimmering silks with fringes and sequins.
My great-grandmother is once more entertaining in the grand style she enjoyed before 1914. She plans to enjoy her celebrity as one of the last great courtesans as long as there are gentlemen who still arrive bearing gifts of perfume or jewels in exchange for a delightful evening’s entertainment.
I haven’t seen Madame Alouette since visiting her home to return Jean Luc’s columns, but every so often, in the pages of Le Figaro, I read about the work she and Madame Ladd are carrying on with the wounded soldiers.
The stream of grieving mothers and sisters, daughters, wives, and lovers visiting number 130 has stemmed. Our door is now open for customers shopping for jewelry to celebrate life, not grieve death. My wartime services are no longer required, and I have been relieved of my duty of freeing lost souls from their families’ mourning.
Monsieur and Anna’s youngest son, Leo, returned home a true hero. His presence has done much to relieve the sadness in the Orloff home caused by Grigori’s transgression and defection-old friends have reported seeing him in Petrograd-and the finality of Timur’s death.
My job is mine for as long as I want it, the Orloffs told me, and when and if I am ready, Monsieur is prepared to fulfill his promise. I keep the idea of a shop of my own, shining like a beacon, in my sights. I want it. I’m almost ready for it. But I feel my work at La Fantaisie Russe remains unfinished. I sense there is an important lesson still to be learned.
I returned home to Cannes, as promised, a month after the war ended, to study with my mother. This time, I wanted to. I was both anxious and eager to claim my heritage and understand it. Over dinner one night, I gave her back the ruby necklace I’d stolen from her that day at the dock and was surprised when she smiled and told me she’d been happy when I took it. It was a rite of passage for women like us, for Daughters of La Lune, to strike out on their own, she’d said.
Now back at La Fantaisie Russe, in the glorious Palais Royal, I am alone in the workshop. Monsieur has taken an assortment of bracelets and rings to a client’s home for a private showing. Anna works in the front of the shop. Leo, who’s taken up his old spot at the other workstation in the studio, is down in the vault, overseeing the repairs. The crevice through which I’d seen the Bolsheviks meeting-as it turned out the men I’d seen weren’t German spies after all, but Russians working with Grigori-has been cemented over, but the walls need fortification.
As I sit at my station, setting pearls into a diadem for a wealthy New York socialite visiting Paris and staying at the nearby Ritz Hotel, the bell rings, signaling a customer, and I hear Anna open the door and welcome someone in.
“I’m hoping you might be able to help me?” A man’s voice. A honeyed voice, deep and rich like caramel.
“Of course, Monsieur,” Anna says.
“My mother purchased this here last year. And these gold threads broke. Might you be able to repair it? It’s quite dear to her. It has my hair in it.”
“But of course,” Anna says, then hesitates. “This is one of our lockets, but how can it be?” She sounds incredulous.
I put down my tools and take a step closer to the door.
“How can that be, Madame?”
“You said your hair is inside?”
“Yes. My mother brought it here.”
I take a step closer and peer out. I can see Anna’s back, but not the soldier’s. Only his shadow. I lean against the doorjamb.
“This was the kind of talisman we made for women who lost loved ones in the war. But you are here, very much alive,” Anna says.
“Ah yes. Well, there’s an explanation. You see, during the war I was badly wounded. I almost died. In fact, I spent six weeks unconscious. During that time, no one knew who I was. When I’d arrived at the hospital, my identification papers were so drenched and muddied they dissolved when the nurse tried to read them.”
“And so they told your parents you were-”
“The rest of my unit had been found dead, so yes, they told my family I’d been killed.”
“Oh, how lucky for your mama.” Anna’s voice cracks. She is unable to hold back her tears, thinking of Timur, I know, of her lost son who would never be coming back.
I can’t hold back my tears either. I wipe at them as I step out into the storefront and look at the man standing in front of Anna, holding one of my talismans in his long, lovely fingers.
The soldier sees me. My eyes meet his. They are midnight navy-the color of a sky full of stars with a full moon shining. The same color as his mother’s.
Even through the blur of so many tears, I know his face.
Does he know mine? Does he remember the weeks we’d spent in some kind of miraculous communion with each other? Does he remember that somehow, while his body rested in deep slumber, his soul had left and met mine?
Jean Luc’s brow furrows. He cocks his head and looks at me as if he is trying to place me.
I take one more step forward.
“I made the talisman for your mother, and I’d be happy to repair it.” My voice quivers.
“Have we met?” he asks me. “Everything about you is familiar. But I don’t know your name.”
“Opaline Duplessi,” I say, extending my hand.
“I’m Jean Luc Forêt,” he replies as he grasps my trembling fingers.
The flow of warmth is immediate. I can see from his expression he feels it too. No, he doesn’t remember, but he hasn’t quite forgotten either.
We remain there, hands clasped together, like those beautifully weathered bronze hands on the Famille P. Legay tomb in Père-Lachaise. But we are both alive and generating a heat I’d believed I would never feel again.
It will take some time to figure out what exactly happened and then more time to explain it to him. Or perhaps that isn’t necessary, because all that matters is that we will have the time now. We will have all the time he thought had been stolen from him, all the time we will need to visit all the places he’d dreamed about while at the front. All the time it will take for me to show him I am his Ma chère.