The Specialists

Thirteen

Dehn came back upstairs carrying a small wooden salad bowl. It contained two scoops of ice cream swimming in chocolate sauce and topped with gobs of marshmallow and chocolate mint sprinkles. The colonel looked at it and wrinkled his nose.

“Good heavens,” he said. “I don’t suppose you’re actually going to eat that?”

“It’s a chocolate sundae.”

“Yes, I realize that. Is that whipped cream? I’m surprised Helen had the necessary ingredients on hand.”

“It’s marshmallow, sir. And I don’t think she did. I stopped on the way and put the stuff in the fridge earlier.” He took a spoonful and smiled apologetically. “A sweet tooth,” he said.

“It’s a wonder you don’t put on weight.”

“I don’t eat that heavily, sir. And of course I stay active. But late at night I get a yen for something sweet, about the way most people want a nightcap.”

The colonel shook his head slowly. “Now, I’m sure I haven’t eaten anything like that in thirty years.”

“Want one? I’ll fix you one.”

“Oh, I don’t think so, Frank.”

“I’m an expert, sir. It won’t take me a minute, and you can go over the drawings some more while I’m downstairs.”

“I couldn’t eat that much. Maybe a fourth the size of yours—”

“A small one, then. Be right up.”

The colonel shook his head again, slowly, then chuckled gently to himself. He was studying Dehn’s drawings when the phone rang. Dehn had taken enough correspondence courses to function fairly well as an amateur draftsman, working smoothly with T-square and compass, and the sheet of graph paper tacked to the large oak board would probably be a satisfactory approximation of the architect’s blueprints of the Commercial Bank of New Cornwall.

It was Manso on the phone. The colonel listened for a few moments, replied in monosyllables, then put the receiver on the hook. He looked again at the drawings but could not focus his mind on them. He thought instead of life and death, of crime and punishment, of the endless parade of eternal riddles.

His Bible was on his desk. It was a large leather-bound volume, the cover rubbed and water-spotted, many of the pages stained. It had been in the Cross family for over a century. He held it in his hands now and remembered holding it as a boy and marveling at the date on the title page, BOSTON: MDCCCLVII. 1857. When he first looked at it, the book had seemed ancient. Now he himself was very nearly as old as it had been then.

Exodus, the twenty-first chapter. “He that smiteth a man, so that he die, shall be surely put to death. And if a man lie not in wait, but God deliver him into his hand; then I will appoint thee a place whither he shall flee. But if a man come presumptuously upon his neighbor, to slay him with guile; thou shalt take him from mine altar, that he may die.... And if any mischief follow, then thou shalt give life for life, eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot burning for burning, wound for wound, stripe for stripe.”

He placed his hands palms-down on the desk and raised his eyes toward the ceiling. He heard Dehn on the stairs, heard him at the doorway, but he did not move, and after a moment’s hesitation Dehn went back into the hallway.

Cross flipped from the Old Testament to the New, from the Father to the Son. Matthew, V, 38-9. “Ye have heard that it hath been said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth; But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also.”

The Old and the New, the Father and the Son. Was it a paradox?

The Son died young, he thought. The young are different, they see with different eyes, they see what ought to be. And he thought, while wondering if the thought was blasphemous, that had the Son lived longer, His eyes and soul would have aged with Him, He would have grown more like His Father. He would have resisted evil, He would have returned eye for eye.

Cross pushed himself back from the desk, coughed a signal to Dehn. The ice cream, he discovered, was a treat. Not something he would care for once a day, certainly. In fact, an interval of thirty years between such dishes struck him as about right. But it was undeniably a treat.

“Manso called,” he said. “The bodyguard is dead.”

“Rice?”

“Burton Riess or Buddy Rice, as you prefer. Arsonist, murderer, bodyguard, and chauffeur. Edward said there were no complications.”

“That’s good news, sir.”

“Yes,” Cross said. “It is. Let’s get back to your drawings now, Frank.”

“Oh, Jesus,” she said. “Oh, Jordie, oh, Jesus, I never thought—”

“Me, too, Pat. It happened.”

“I’d hate for you to think—”

“Don’t say it.”

“Because you know, a divorcee, some people think—”

“Don’t even say it.”

“They figure just because a woman was married once—”

“Pat,” he said. He put a hand on her shoulder, ran it slowly down the side of her body. She had too much flesh on her and Giordano didn’t like that, but her skin was wonderful, soft and smooth and perfect in texture. “Pat, it happened. It was clean and natural and good and I’m glad it happened. We’re a couple of lonely people, Pat. We needed each other and we found each other and it was good.”

“Oh.”

“It was good for you, wasn’t it, baby?”

“It was so good I’m ashamed, that’s how good it was.”

“Don’t be ashamed. You’re a healthy woman, Pat. Patricia.”

“I never liked that name.”

“You mean Patricia?”

“I never cared for it. It sounded, you know, prissy.”

“Listen, how’d you like to grow up with a handle like Jordan?”

“Oh, it’s got character, it’s very strong and dignified both at once. Jordan. It’s a fine name.”

“Character and dignified isn’t such a bargain when you’re a skinny kid.”

“Don’t say skinny.” She touched him. “I wish I was built like you.”

“That’s a hell of a thought. You wouldn’t have these.”

“Oh, I didn’t mean. Oh. Oh, Jesus, don’t. Oh, I don’t think—”

He kissed her, and she resisted for just an instant and then responded wildly, her arms tight around him, her tongue urgent in his mouth. He moved over her and her full thighs parted for him and he entered her at once, slipped softly home, and she lay back, eyes closed and teeth clenched, and moaned once and then sighed in the sweet luxury of orgasm.

He moved within her, slowly, stroking, stroking, and twice more he made her gasp and cry out until at last he felt that precious tickle in his loins. And then, as it came upon him, he was clinging to her breasts and hammering his loins into hers and crying out, shouting “Yes, yes, now, now, yes!”

As he drove her home she told him that he made her feel like a goddess. “Never like this, never before. Oh, Jordan.”

She looked prettier now. Good medicine, he thought. Not so much the sex, that wasn’t what did it or else every jerkoff kid would be Mr. America. It was the romance that did it. Caring, feeling, relating, it all made her look more like a woman and less like Elsie Borden.

“You turn right at the next corner. I wish I didn’t have to go home. That house. I wish we could have slept together all night long. Oh, listen to me, just listen, I sound like a whore.”

“Not you. Not my Patricia.”

“The way you say it I like my name. You make it sound like I’m a queen.”

“Did I, uh, make you happy?”

“God, yes. I didn’t, I haven’t, I’m not, oh—”

“Don’t talk.”

“It’s the next right and then a left.”

“I know.”

She settled her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes. This was the difficult part for him largely, because it was a departure from the normal course of events. Ordinarily now he would be trying to cool it with her, to set her up gently so that she would not be inordinately surprised when he didn’t call her again. And, ordinarily, he certainly wouldn’t call her again. She wasn’t bad in bed but then she wasn’t very good either, long on passion and short on technique. He knew, too, that she would improve even while he was losing interest. Her marriage had probably been less than spectacular in the hay — he would be hearing all about it before long, he supposed — and since then she had probably had a half dozen unsatisfying tumbles with no love lost on either side.

Men were stupid, he thought. They read books and learned tricks, they studied charts of erogenous zones like navigators plotting courses. They thought the whole point was to turn the girl on, to get her hot and then tuck her into the rack. That was the hard way and it didn’t pay. The thing to do, the right thing, was to get the girl to fall in love with you. Not by kissing or petting or blowing in ears, but with words and tone of voice and facial expression.

Once they were in love, you were home. Once they were in love, they turned themselves on, they got themselves hot.

They neared her house. He slowed the car and she stirred and opened her eyes. He kissed her gently on her mouth.

He said, “Tomorrow...”