The Tower

10

In the Tower Room, drink in hand, “I have absolutely nothing against holy men per se,” the governor was saying to Grover Frazee, “but some of them do take the bit in their teeth and go on and on and on.”

“Would you care to have that quoted to the state electorate?” Frazee said. He felt better, easier, more relaxed than he had all day. Will Giddings had depressed him; there was no denying it. But with congratulations coming in now from all sides, the sense of depression had faded and then disappeared altogether. Looking contentedly around the room, “Might cost you some votes,” he said.

“You know,” the governor said, “I’m not sure I’d give a damn. I have a ranch out in the mountains in northern New Mexico. The ranch house sits at eight thousand feet on a green meadow. There’s a trout stream, and from the ranch house porch a view of thirteen-thousand-foot mountains that never lose their snow.” He too looked around the crowded room. “The ranch looks better and better all the time.” He caught the eye of a passing waiter. “Bring me another bourbon and water, son, if you please.” And then again to Grover Frazee. “I’ve even switched from Scotch.” He smiled as the mayor walked up. “Ah, Bob,” he said.

“I thought it went quite well,” the mayor said. “Congratulations, Grover.”

“Your remarks on the brotherhood of man laid them in the aisles, Bob,” the governor said. “As I pointed out earlier, it is those carefully prepared impromptu comments that do the trick.” There were times when the governor felt almost ashamed baiting Bob Ramsay; it was, as they said in his adopted West, as easy as shooting fish in a rain barrel, too easy. “Where’s your good lady?”

“Over by the windows.” The mayor’s voice was fond. “Admiring the view. Do you know that on a clear day—”

“Do we have clear days any more?” the governor said. And then, “Strike that. I’m thinking of something else.” Of limitless blue skies and mountains clearly visible a hundred miles away, turning purple in the dusk; of vast quiet and a sense of peace. The governor felt suddenly sentimental. “You’ve been married how long, Bob?”

“Thirty-five years.”

The mayor examined the statement for barbs. There appeared to be none. “I am.” He glanced in his wife’s direction.

“And who is that with her?” the governor said.

“One of your boosters, a cousin of mine. Her name is Beth Shirley.” The mayor was smiling now. “Interested?”

“Lead me to her,” the governor said.

She was tall, this Beth Shirley, with calm blue eyes and auburn hair. She nodded acknowledgment of the introduction and then waited for the governor to set the conversational pace.

“All I know about you,” the governor said, “is that you are Bob Ramsay’s cousin and you vote the right ticket. What else should I know?”

Her smile was slow, matching the calm of her eyes. “That depends, Governor, on what you have in mind.”

“At my age—” the governor began. He shook his head. “I don’t think your life has stopped yet,” Beth said. The smile spread. “At least that is not the picture I’ve always had of you. Don’t disappoint me, please.”

The governor thought about it. He said at last, his smile matching her own, “You know, I think the last thing I want in this world is to disappoint you.” Strangely enough it was true. It was, he decided, the old goat in him coming out. “And,” he added, “if that sounds ridiculous, why, let it. I’ve been ridiculous before. Many times.”

Talk swirled around them, but for the moment they were alone. “Your ability to laugh at yourself,” Beth said, “is one of the things I’ve always admired in you.”

Man’s capacity to absorb flattery, the governor had always thought, is without limit. “Tell me more.”

“Bob Ramsay cannot laugh at himself.”

“Then he ought not to be in politics. The President of the United States can’t laugh at himself either, and we’re all the losers for it.”

“You might have been President. You came close.”

“We used to say,” the governor said, “that close only counts in horseshoes, and then you have to be damn close. The presidency is a spin of the wheel. Few men ever get a first chance and almost none a second. I had my shot at it. There won’t be another, and that’s that.” Why was he thinking so often today of that trout stream winding through the foot of the meadow, and the scent of evergreens in the high clear air? “Do you know the West?”

“I went to the University of Colorado.”

“Did you, by God!” Whoever arranged these chance meetings, the governor thought, probably knocked themselves out laughing at man’s conceit that he controlled his own destiny. “Do you know northern New Mexico?”

“I’ve skied and ridden in the mountains.”

The governor took a deep breath. “Do you fish?”

“Only trout fishing. In streams.”

It was then that Senator Peters walked up, champagne glass in hand. “Always you’ve been against monopolies, Bent,” the senator said, “but here you are monopolizing.”

“Go away, Jake.” The intimate spell was broken. The governor sighed. “You won’t, of course. You never go away. You’re a bad conscience in the middle of the night. Miss Shirley, Senator Peters. Now tell me what you want, and then go away.”

“You’ve been picking on Bob Ramsay.” There was a twinkle in the senator’s eye.

“Only to the extent,” the governor said, “of putting him in the presence of a new idea. It had to do with dinosaurs.”

“Bob is uncomfortable in the presence of new ideas.”

“Miss Shirley is his cousin,” the governor said.

The senator smiled and nodded acknowledgment. “I apologize.” He paused, and then, in partial explanation, “Bent and I,” he said, “have known each other for a long time. We speak the same language, except that we don’t always agree, and his accent is better than mine. We worked our way through the same college and law school, Bent a little later than I. I waited on tables and drove a crew launch. Bent was more imaginative: he set up a laundry business and lived like a prince.”

“And,” Beth said, “Bob’s way through prep school and Yale was paid by his family.” She nodded her understanding of the implications.

“Bob loves this city,” the senator said. “I honor him for that. He’s as proud of this building as if he’d put it up himself.”

“And you are not, Senator?”

“My dear,” the senator said, “I’m an old-fashioned practical idealist. And if that sounds contradictory—”

“It isn’t,” the governor said. “In the trade union movement they call what Jake wants for his constituency pork chops—higher wages, benefits.” He paused. “Not fancy buildings, am I right, Jake?”

The senator nodded. “Bob said you mentioned dinosaur stables.”

The governor nodded in his turn, wary now. “Does that offend you, Jake? It’s your city too.”

“No offense. You fought this building, but you own a piece of it too.”

“If you can’t whip them,” the governor said, “it is a good idea to sign on with them.” He showed his fangs. “And Grover can be a persuasive fellow.”

“How are rentals going?”

“As far as I know, very well.” Only a slight untruth; the governor said it with ease.

“I hear different.”

“You can hear what you want to hear, Jake. Nobody knows that better than you.”

The senator hesitated. A waiter passed and the senator stopped him. “Take this stuff,” he said, “and let me have some honest whiskey.” He set the champagne glass on the tray. “I never can hold my pinky right for champagne drinking,” he said.

The governor said, “What’s really on your mind, Jake?” The senator hesitated again. “There’s Cary Wycoff, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, concerned about mankind’s ills, which is fine. I told him we had today the means to cure them.” His sudden gesture took in the room, the people, the bar and the circulating waiters and waitresses, the talk and the laughter, and, quiet accompaniment, piped-in music playing through concealed speakers above the air-conditioning’s soft hum. “This is what we use our means for, a building to make a few people a lot of money. Or for a war, weapons to kill more people.”

“I recommend two Alka-Seltzer,” the governor said. The senator smiled faintly. “I deserve. that, Bent. I admit it. But I can’t shake it. ‘And doomed to death, though fated not to die.’ In school I never knew what Dryden meant by that. Today I think I do.”

“Maybe two Alka-Seltzer and a Di-Gel,” the governor said. “You’ve got to break up those gas bubbles.”

The senator was not to be distracted. “What you were saying to Bob Ramsay today,” he said to the governor. “You probably have a point. Look.” He gestured this time at the broad expanse of windows, looking out and down on lesser but still giant buildings in the foreground, the gleaming water of the river and upper harbor, the land of the far shore drifting off into industrial haze, smog.

The governor said, unsmiling now, “It’s a mess, isn’t it?”

“It is time we handed over, Bent,” the senator said.

The governor’s chin came up. “To young Cary Wycoff?

To the paraders and protestors, those who are only against, never for?” The governor shook his head. He was looking again at the countryside spread before them, the rich, innovative, powerful, plundered countryside. “We’ve messed it up,” he said. “I won’t deny it. But in messing it up, we still have constructed something strong, durable, something around which we’ve built a nation.” He smiled suddenly at Beth. “Do I sound like a politician? Don’t answer that. I am.”

“I’ll vote for you,” the senator said. He was smiling. “Good solid campaign oratory, Bent.”

And Beth said in protest, “But I think the governor means it.”

Jake Peters nodded. “He does. We all do, my dear. At least most of us. And there is the tragedy: the gap between belief—conviction—and performance.” He looked around. “Where is that waiter with my whiskey? I’ll go find him.” The governor and Beth stood quiet, together, and it was again as if a curtain had been drawn, shutting them off from the rest of the reception guests. Both recognized the illusion, neither questioned it.

“I was married once,” the governor said. It seemed a perfectly natural thing to say. “A long time ago.”

“I know.”

The governor’s eyebrows rose. “How do you know, Beth Shirley?”

“Your Who’s Who entry. Her name was Pamela Brown and she died in nineteen fifty. You have a married daughter, Jane, who lives in Denver. She was born in nineteen forty-six—”

“Which,” the governor said, “can’t have been much after your birthdate.”

“Is that a question?” Beth was smiling. “I was born ten years earlier.” She paused. “And you won’t find me in Who’s Who, so I’ll tell you that I was married once too.

It was a disaster. I was warned, but warnings are usually worse than useless, aren’t they? I think more times than not they produce the opposite effect. I married John at least partly because I had been warned, and I got what they had told me I would—a thirty-five-year-old son instead of a husband.”

“I’m sorry,” the governor said. He smiled suddenly. “Or maybe I’m not. I like it the way it is, your standing here talking to me.” He saw Grover Frazee making his way through the guests, an unconvincing smile on his face. “Brace yourself,” the governor said quietly. “We are about to be interrupted, damn it.” Then, “Hello, Grover.”

Frazee said, “I want to talk to you, Bent.”

“You are talking to me.” The governor’s voice was unenthusiastic. “Miss Shirley, Mr. Frazee. Grover’s is the steeltrap mind behind the World Tower project.”

“I’m serious,” Frazee said. “We have a problem.” He looked hesitantly at Beth. “I’d rather—”

“I’ll leave,” Beth said.

The governor caught her arm. “You will not. I’ll never find you again.” He looked at Frazee. “What’s the problem? Spit it out, Grover. Stop mumbling.”

Frazee hesitated. He said at last, “We have a fire. Somewhere on one of the lower floors. Oh, it isn’t much, but there’s a little smoke in the air-conditioning and Bob Ramsay and the fire commissioner are on the phone about it, so I’m sure it will be cleared up in no time.”

“Then,” the governor said slowly, “why tell me, Grover?”

Ben Caldwell walked up, small, almost dainty, precise. His face was expressionless. “I heard the question,” he said. He spoke directly to the governor. “Grover is jumpy. He knows that there may have been certain irregularities in the building’s construction. He is worried.”

“And,” the governor said, “you’re not?”

The governor is a commander, Beth thought, watching, listening silently. He wastes no time in nonessentials; his questions probe.

Ben Caldwell said, “I don’t make up my mind on insufficient evidence, but I am not worried, and I see no cause for worry. I know the design of this building, and a small fire—” He shrugged.

The governor looked at Frazee. “You want your hand held while you’re told what to do? Very well. Take the fire commissioner’s judgment, and if he thinks it is prudent to get this room evacuated promptly, then, by God, see to it, no matter what kind of press—”

It was then, without warning, with, some said later, an almost convulsive shudder of the entire great building, that the lights went out, the softly humming air-conditioning stopped, the music was silenced, and all conversation was stilled. Somewhere in the room a woman screamed. The time was 4:23.

11

The fire sending the smoke into the air-conditioning ducts was small, and in the normal course of events ought to have been quickly and automatically extinguished.

It was in Suite 452, fourth floor, southeast corridor. The suite, already rented, was in the process of being decorated. Messrs. Zimmer and Schloss, the interior designers, did not believe in latex paint. There was something almost indecent in the ease with which a painter could clean his brushes in nothing more than soap and water. And the colors simply did not sing!

Suite 452 then, was being decorated with traditional oil-base paint. Gallon cans of paint thinner were on the floor in the center of the inner room beneath a plywood board resting on two sawhorses which the painters used as a table.

Oily rags igniting in spontaneous combustion were later believed to have started the blaze. A gallon of paint thinner apparently exploded from the heat and threw burning liquid in all directions.

The overhead sprinklers came on, but the plywood board protected the heart of the fire for a time while it gathered strength; and in any event water does not easily contain a fire of paint thinner, which like flaming gasoline merely spreads on the water and continues to bum. But without the protection of the plywood it is probable that the first tiny flames would have been smothered.

A warning light showed on the computer-control panel in the bowels of the building, but there was no one to see it.

The air-conditioning ducts in Suite 452 continued to bring in a fresh supply of air to provide oxygen for the flames.

New paint on the walls caught fire. More paint thinner cans exploded from increasing heat.

The air-conditioning stepped up its efforts to control the temperature, thereby bringing in more oxygen. Smoke began to seep through the entire system and at length reached the Tower Room ducting.

But even at this point there was no real danger or even major problem.

Primary systems went into almost immediate operation; backup systems stood by against their need.

Automatic alarms sounded in the firehouse only two blocks away. Within less than three minutes two fire trucks were on the scene, working their way through thinning crowds in the plaza.

Promptly the crowds began to gather again, hampering the firemen’s work. Police, Shannon and Barnes among them, moved the crowds behind the still-standing barricades. A kind of order was restored.

High up on the building’s gleaming side a plume of smoke appeared, dark and ugly against the sky. Strangers in the crowd pointed it out to one another, not infrequently with glee; there is a kind of joy in discovering that the high and mighty have their problems too.

On the television screen in Charlie’s Bar, the camera had begun the incredibly long climb up the building’s face, floor after floor, the whole foreshortening as the angle steepened.

“Beautiful damn thing,” Giddings said. “I hate to admit it to you, but it is. And we’ll find out tomorrow about those goddamned change authorizations, run them down, get things straight. I’ve talked with Bert McGraw and he says he’ll do whatever, and what Bert says, Bert does.” He was feeling almost friendly now. “You’re a prickly bastard sometimes, Nat Wilson, but I’ll have to say, even if you do get funny ideas, that by and large you know your trade. You—”

Giddings stopped suddenly. His eyes were still on the

TV screen. The camera now had reached the tower. It paused there, shiny structure plain, blue, blue sky the backdrop.

Giddings said in a voice that was not quite steady, “What’s that little plume of smoke? Just there. Below the tower.”

“I see it,” Nat said. He stared.

“Air-conditioning exhaust,” Giddings said. “Somewhere there’s smoke inside, and that means—Where do you think you’re going?”

Nat was halfway out of the booth. Giddings grabbed a fistful of Nat’s jacket and held it tight. “You son of a bitch,” Giddings said. His voice was low now. “You knew too much. All along, you—”

Nat broke the big man’s grasp with astonishing ease. He slid out of the booth and stood up. “I’m going to the job,” he said. “Are you coming or are you going to sit there on your fat ass?”

In the center of the plaza a battalion chief with a white hat directed operations through a bullhorn. Hoses snaked across the pavement. Water was beginning to gather in puddles on the concourse floor.

At the barricade, “Nobody allowed through,” Patrolman Shannon said. And then, “Well, what do you know? It’s you again.”

“Just get the hell out of the way,” Giddings said, and started forward.

Patrolman Frank Barnes appeared, his dark face solemn. “Easy, Mike,” he said to Shannon. And then to Giddings and Nat, “Orders. I am sorry.”

And here came a new siren sound wailing up the street, a black limousine, red light flashing. Assistant Fire Commissioner Brown was out of-the car before it stopped. He was hatless and his red hair flamed. He walked with the awkward stride of a long-legged animal; a stork came to mind, an angry stork. He stopped in front of Nat.

“Were you just guessing or did you know this was going to happen?”

It was a question that was going to be asked again and again, Nat thought, and knew no way to stop it. “Does it matter now?” he said. “You’ve got a fire and we’re here to do what we can.”

“Which is exactly what?”

“I don’t know, but between us we know this building better than anyone who isn’t inside it.” He was thinking of Ben Caldwell, of course, and Bert McGraw. But they were top echelon. He and Giddings were the men on the job with the intimate knowledge only day after day and month after month of living with the structure could provide. “And,” he said, “maybe better than they do at that.”

“All right,” Brown said. “Come on, but stay out of the way.”

Shannon opened his mouth to protest. Frank Barnes held him silent with a gesture. “Good luck,” Barnes said. He paused. “I mean that.”

Brown walked straight to the white-hatted battalion chief in the center of the plaza. “What’s the story?”

“We haven’t found where it started, yet. Third floor, fourth floor.” The chief shrugged. “It had a start, just the hell of a start, too much of a start.”

Giddings said, “Sprinklers?”

The chief looked at him carefully. “Sprinklers,” he said, and he nodded. “They help. Most fires that start they contain. This one they didn’t.”

“And that,” Nat said, “means what?”

“I wouldn’t know what it means,” the chief said. “When its all over, I hope, we may be able to find out. Sprinklers just make some fires worse. Potassium, sodium, electrical fires, gasoline fires—water can be bad.”

Nat said slowly, “Potassium, sodium—that means a bomb?”

“Possibly.” The chief raised his bullhorn. “More hose! Move it in!” He lowered the bullhorn. “The smoke’s heavy and that could mean anything too.”

Giddings said, “You said electrical fire was a possibility too.” He looked at Nat.

“God knows,” Nat said. “Third floor, fourth floor—”

He shook his head. “They’re not mechanical floors.” He was silent.

Brown said, “The Commissioner’s up in the Tower Room. And the mayor.”

“And,” Giddings said, “more other brass than you can count.”

Brown ignored him. To the chief, “Shall we bring them down? There’s a phone. And just two of those express elevators will do it.”

“It’s a hell of a walk,” Giddings said, “in case you’re thinking of getting them down any other way. That building core where the elevators are is safe as anything can be.”

They felt, then, rather than heard the sudden explosion almost beneath their feet. Sound, dull and distant, came a moment later, like a closet door closing hollowly with enormous force. The puddles of water on the concourse floor rippled gently. The interior lights were suddenly dead.

Giddings said softly, “Jesus!”

Brown looked at Nat. “That means what?”

Nat closed his eyes. He opened them again and shook his head to clear away the cobwebs of shock. He said slowly, “The guts of the building are down there, everything that drives it and makes it live.”

“Down in those subbasements,” the battalion chief said, “is where the primary power comes in, right?”

Nat nodded.

Giddings said again, “Jesus!”

“Right from the substation,” the battalion chief said. “At eight, ten thousand volts.” He raised the bullhorn and sent men scurrying down into the bowels of the building.

“Thirteen thousand eight hundred, to be precise,” Nat said. “And I’m not an electrical engineer, but if somebody monkeyed with those big transformers, oh my God!” He was silent, motionless, staring into the concourse. “Come on,” he said softly, “come on!”

Brown was frowning. “Come on who, what?”

“Standby generators,” Giddings said. “If they function, we’ll at least have power for the elevators.”

Brown said quietly, “And if they don’t?”

“Then,” Nat said, “you’ve got a Tower Room filled with important people a hundred and twenty-five floors above a fire. And if it gets out of control—”

“It won’t,” the battalion chief said.

“It will,” Giddings was looking at Nat. “What are you thinking?”

“That was an explosion,” Nat said. “Bomb? Maybe. But what about an enormous short in a primary circuit? You’ve heard a hundred-and-ten-volt light fixture short out?”

There was silence. Giddings said, “Go on, goddammit, what are you thinking?”

“I told you I wasn’t an electrical engineer,” Nat said, “but, damn it, what about an overload because of a short? How long does it take with that kind of power to overheat wiring—particularly if it’s substandard wiring?”

The battalion chief said, “Substandard?” He looked from one man to another.

“We don’t know,” Nat said. His voice was quiet, almost resigned. “I haven’t heard a standby generator starting up. Maybe we wouldn’t.”

“And maybe we would too, and it hasn’t functioned,” Giddings said. “Maybe it was damaged too. Computer control should have—”

“Should have, shouldn’t have,” Nat said. He was thinking of Ben Caldwell’s comment. “The words have no meaning.”

A fireman came stumbling out of the nearest concourse door, vomiting. Once in the open air he stopped and stood wearily, bent almost double, retching helplessly. He saw the battalion chief, and he straightened up and wiped his mouth and chin with the back of his hand. “Bad down there.” The words were almost incoherent. “The whole—like a ship’s engine room—burning.” He paused for another retching spasm. Black vomit dribbled down his chin. “We found one man,” he said. “Fried like bacon.” He paused. “And at what looks like a computer panel there’s another one—dead.”

An ambulance attendant led the fireman away.

Brown was looking at Nat. “What about that substandard wiring and a big short-circuit overheating it?”

“What he means,” the battalion chief said, “is that instead of a fire in the subbasement and another on the above-grade floors that we know about, we may have a hundred potential fires from buried wiring that burst its insulation when an overload hit.” He was looking at the building’ ? gigantic face in awe.

“It couldn’t happen,” Brown said.

The battalion chief looked at him. “Yeah,” the chief said. “I know. None of this could happen.” He paused. He said slowly, “But maybe, just maybe, it has.”

Brown looked again at Nat. His question was wordless, but plain.

“What do we do now?” Nat said. “We try to figure out what’s happened. We toss ideas to Joe Lewis the electrical engineer and he does with them what he can. We try to figure out some way to get those people down even if they have to come down on their asses because their legs won’t hold out. You people keep doing what you can, and we’ll try to think.” He spread his hands. “What else is there to do?”

Even with the fluorescent lights dead, there was ample light coming through the tinted windows in the Tower Room and the candles still burned. The governor said to Ben Caldwell, “What does it mean? No lights? No power at all?*’ His voice was steady, his tone almost accusatory.

“I don’t know,” Caldwell said.

“You’re the architect. Find out.”

The governor was the man in command, Beth Shirley thought, and took comfort from the concept. What was that old song from South Pacific—“Some Enchanted Evening”? Listening to him in this moment of crisis as he took command without hesitation, it was difficult to control what she felt—like a schoolgirl with her first sudden crush. Well, so be it. She put her hand gently on the governor’s forearm.

“It’s all right,” the governor said immediately. “We’ll get it sorted out, whatever it is.”

“I know you will, Governor.”

“My name,” the governor said, “is Bent. Don’t ever use the title again.” He took time to favor Beth with a swift grin. Then, to Grover Frazee who had not stirred, “Where is the Fire Commissioner? And Bob Ramsay? You said you have a telephone. Lead the way.”

Across the broad, no longer silent room, on all sides conversation buzzing, Beth on the governor’s arm, Grover Frazee leading the parade. Someone said, “What is it, Governor? Can you tell us?” And there was sudden silence in the vicinity.

The governor paused and raised his voice. “We don’t know yet. But we’ll find out, and when we do, you’ll be told. That’s a promise.” Again that familiar grin. “Not a campaign promise,” he added. It got a small murmur of amusement. They went on, following Frazee.

It was a pleasant office abutting the building’s core, dimly lighted now by two candles. The mayor was at the desk, telephone at his ear. He nodded to the governor and said into the phone, “Then get him. I want a report from Assistant Commissioner Brown in person, is that understood?” He hung up.

Frazee said, “What do we do? Do we clear the room?” He spoke to the mayor and to the fire commissioner, who stood large and solid beside the desk chair.

“You heard the man,” the governor said. “Before we do anything, we find out where we stand, how it looks from outside. We know there is a fire—”

“It wasn’t the fire that shook this building,” the fire commissioner said. There was truculence in his tone. “Unless there was an ammunition dump somewhere.

We’ve got other trouble and I want to know what before we let anybody go anywhere.”

“Nobody’s arguing,” the governor said. “But there are some things we can do up here while we wait. Are the elevators operable? There should be standby power, shouldn’t there?”

“There sure as hell ought to be,” the fire commissioner said, “but I haven’t seen any indication of it.” His truculence had faded. He watched the governor and waited.

“Stairs,” the governor said. “There are fire stairs, aren’t there?”

“Two sets,” the commissioner nodded.

“AH right,” the governor said. “Grover, have Ben Caldwell check the elevators. You check the stairs. Oh, yes, and have those waiters start passing drinks again. We don’t want a bunch of drunks, but we don’t want panic either. Get moving, man, and come back here before you tell anybody anything.” He paused and looked down at the mayor. “It’s your city, Bob. Objections?”

The mayor smiled faintly. “You seem to be in charge. Carry on.”

If the governor felt the faint proud pressure of Beth’s hand on his arm, he gave no indication. “It’s probably nothing to get concerned about,” he said, “but let’s play it straight anyway.”

Senator Peters walked in, nodded to the room in general, and leaned against the wall. “There was this young bank robber,” he said without preamble in his normal voice and harsh accent. “His first job and he was uptight. He had his mask on and he rushed into the bank waving his gun. ‘All right, you motherstickers,’ he said, ‘this is a fuckup!’”

Some of the tension went out of the room. The governor looked at Beth. She was smiling at the crudity. “That’s our Jake,” the governor said. “He can quote Shakespeare too, by the yard. He alters his repertoire to fit the situation.” He paused. “You are getting a cram course in behind-the-scenes-and-the-speeches politics, aren’t you?” He was smiling too. “Disillusioning?”

“No.” She shook her head slowly in emphasis. “You are the people in charge. I am content.”

“Lady—” the commissioner began, and stopped at the sudden ringing of the telephone.

The mayor picked it up, spoke his name, listened briefly. “All right, Brown,” he said. “I’ll put the commissioner on. Give him your report.” He paused. “The whole report, no punches pulled, is that understood?” He handed the phone to the fire commissioner.

The senator said, “When somebody’s on the phone and you can hear only his side of the conversation—” He shook his head. “I never “know whether to look at him or stare out the window.” Then, with no change of tone, “Quite a little party you people are throwing, Bent.” He was remembering his vague hunch back in Washington.

“In case you were wondering,” the governor said, “it wasn’t planned quite this way.”

“Understood,” the senator said. “The topless waitresses failed to show, so you had to do something, no?”

Ben Caldwell walked in. He looked at the fire commissioner on the phone, glanced around at the rest, and nodded without expression. He said nothing.

The governor said, “Where’s Bert McGraw? He ought to have been here.”

“McGraw,” the mayor said, “had a heart attack. That’s all I know.”

The governor closed his eyes briefly. When he opened them again, he said softly, “I always thought of him as indestructible.”

“We’re none of us getting younger, Bent,” the senator said. “I haven’t had any intimations of immortality for a long time.” He was silent as the fire commissioner cupped his hand over the phone and cleared his throat.

“Brown says,” the fire commissioner said, “that the fire above grade in the lower floors isn’t good, but the battalion chief thinks it can be controlled. He’s called in more units, equipment and men.”

There was silence. Beth’s hand tightened on the governor’s arm. He covered it with his own.

“But the real problem,” the fire commissioner said, “is down in the mechanical-equipment basements. As near as they can figure—and one of your men is there, Mr. Caldwell—”

“Nat Wilson,” Ben Caldwell said, “I hope.”

“And,” the fire commissioner said, “Will Giddings, clerk of the works, they’re both there. Near as they can figure, like I said, some maniac got inside the building by pretending he was an electrician sent for some minor job. They found him down in the major transformer room, fried to a crisp. Somehow he managed to short out everything, near as they can tell, but the smoke’s so thick they can’t know for sure what happened except that there isn’t any power.”

Ben Caldwell said, “The standby generators?”

The fire commissioner raised his massive shoulders and let them fall. “There isn’t any power,” he said, “period.” Ben Caldwell nodded. He had lost none of his neatness or calm. “The elevators do not respond,” he said. “I checked them all. There are the stairs, of course, and if the fire in the lower floors is in any way contained, as it ought to be, then the stairs will be perfectly safe. The fire doors are for just that purpose. I suggest that we start sending everybody down the stairs, half on one side, half on the other.”

The governor nodded. “With marching orders,” he said, “and a dozen or so men on either stairway to enforce them. No running. No panic. It’s a hell of a long way down and there are going to be some who won’t be able to make it on their own power and will have to be helped.” He looked around the room. “It is a ridiculous way to run a railroad, I’ll admit, but does anybody have a better suggestion?” He squeezed Beth’s hand gently.

Grover Frazee started through the doorway and stopped. He was sweating. “The doors to the stairs,” he began, and the words ran down. He tried again. “The doors to the stairs—are locked.”

The fire commissioner said, “They can’t be. You’ve got it wrong, man. There’s no way—” He shook his head, raised the phone, and spoke into it. “Stay by the phone,” he said. “We’ve got some looking to do.” He hung up.

“Ben,” the governor said to Caldwell, “you and the commissioner go see.” He looked at Frazee. “And you come in here and sit down and pull yourself together, Grover.’ He looked at Beth and squeezed her hand. “I’m sorry for all this, my dear.”

“In a way,” Beth said, “I’m not. I don’t think in any other circumstances I’d ever really have gotten to know you.”

“The lady looks on the bright side of life,” the senator said. “I applaud.”

12

The building was in torment, gravely wounded. For a time, perhaps’ minutes, perhaps hours, many of its more serious rounds would not be visible, merely discernible, as in diagnosis, through sheer deduction.

Then, had been an explosion: that much was obvious. Much later bomb experts would assess the structural damage in the main transformer room and estimate the power of the explosive Connors had carried in his toolbox.

Plastic explosive is safe to carry: it is brownish-gray putty-like stuff that can be dropped or molded or otherwise pushed about without protest. It is set off by a probe inserted into its body and a small electric current sent through wire to the probe. Its explosive force is almost unbelievable.

The main transformers had been badly damaged, and although the fire that started immediately after the explosion destroyed or distorted much material which might have been studied later, Joe Lewis’s computers in a sense working bad* ward from known results did a creditable job of reconstructing probable cause.

There had been a massive short-circuit in the primary power, undoubtedly caused by the explosion. No other explanation fit the facts.

The resultant surge of uncontrolled power shot far beyond the cables thick as a man’s leg designed to carry the voltage in safety, through the crippled transformers, and undiminished into wiring designed to transmit only such voltages as are required to light fluorescent fixtures or run electric typewriters.

The surge of uncontrolled power lasted only a matter of microseconds. That infinitesimal time was enough.

The result, as the battalion chief had feared, was immediate and catastrophic.

Wiring melted and in melting burst its insulation.

In some instances there were further short-circuits which, acting like arc-welders, threw the enormous heat of an open electrical spark against wall material, soundproofing, insulation—all heat-resistant but never totally fireproof.

In the final analysis, nothing is. Far less than the ultimate heat of the sun’s body will incinerate most substances. Witness Hiroshima, Nagasaki, or Hamburg.

Within the interior walls of the building, then, creeping fires developed.

Some of these would die for lack of oxygen, leaving only hotspots as their legacy.

But some would break into ducting or burst into open shafts or corridors, there to breathe deeply of fresh air, gather force and fury, and roar on, consuming paint, woodwork, fabric draperies, rugs, flooring, materials easily consumed, but also materials usually considered fire-resistant.

Overhead sprinklers, their fusible links quickly melted, would come on and for a time stem the fires’ spread.

But too much heat generates steam in waterpipes, which sooner or later burst, and then the sprinklers are dead.

The fires would be slowed here, slowed there, skirmishes, even battles against the multiple enemy would be won.

But from the beginning, as Joe Lewis’s computers later showed, the outcome of the war was never in doubt.

Patty McGraw Simmons had always detested hospitals, probably, she admitted to herself, because they both frightened and embarrassed her. She was a healthy young woman and her feeling always in a hospital was that because of the obvious well-being she was resented. It was as if the silent eyes that watched her walk down the corridor were saying. “You have no right to be as you are when I am suffering. Go away.”

But she could not go away this time, and that, somehow, made it worse. They had Bert McGraw in what they called the Coronary Care Unit in University Hospital, a room seen only when the door opened occasionally, a room filled with dials and shiny cabinetlike things whose use Patty could only guess at; and the bed her father lay in looking like some ancient torture rack with tubes and wires leading from it and him.

Oh, other people had heart attacks. You read about them every day. But not Bert McGraw, indestructible father and man. That concept was ridiculous, of course; it was just the Irish in her exaggerating. And yet there was more to it, at that, than could have been thought of other men.

Her first memories were of him, big and boisterous, shouting with laughter, treating Patty, as her mother said, “More like a bear cub, Bert McGraw, than like a tiny girl daughter. You’ll break every bone in her body the way you fling her around.”

And Patty herself had squealed denial to match Bert’s “Nonsense. I’ll not have her kept wrapped up in cotton wool. She loves it.”

It was not the usual tomboy-father relationship, the way the books said. Once Patty had asked him point blank if he would rather she had been a boy. His answer, like all of his answers, was without hesitation, without guile, “Hell, no. If I had a boy, then I wouldn’t have you, and that would make me a lonesome old man, it would indeed.”

The door to the Coronary Care Unit opened and a nurse walked out. Patty had her brief glimpse before the door closed again without sound. A lonesome old man—the phrase was in her mind, and she could not have said why or how. A proud lonesome old man, lying helpless on a white bed.

When you are young, Patty thought, they do for you. They pick you up and brush you off and kiss you where it hurts; they are always there when you need them, and you take them for granted. Then their turn at helplessness comes along, and what can you do but sit and wait and wish that you could believe in prayer because a little simple faith would go a long way?

Mary McGraw, located at last among her good works in Queens, came walking quickly, breathlessly along the corridor. Patty rose and took her mother’s hands, kissed her.

“There’s nothing to say,” Patty said. “He’s in there.” She nodded toward the closed door. “No one can see him. The doctor is a great heart man who’ll tell me nothing, maybe because there is nothing to tell. Sit down.” Mary McGraw said, “He had been complaining of shortness of breath. I told him he was overweight and overworked. Maybe—”

“You’ll stop right there,” Patty said. “Next you’ll be working it into being all your fault, which it is not.” Maybe it is at least partly mine, she thought, for laying the burden of my troubles on him at lunch. And then a new thought occurred. “Paul was with him when it happened,” she said. And where was Paul now?

Mary McGraw looked pleased. “I’m glad Paul was with him,” she said. “He is such a fine boy, your Paul. He and your father get along so well.”

What point, what purpose in saying otherwise? Patty was silent.

Her mother said, “Your father was always afraid you would marry some roughneck—like himself, he always said, which was not so, as he knew very well. Then when you brought Paul home, your father and I stayed awake half the night talking about him and wondering if he was the one for you. Do you remember the wedding? Of course you do. All those grand people on Paul’s side and you on your father’s arm—”

“Mother.” Patty said, her tone almost sharp. “Daddy isn’t dead. Other men have had heart attacks and recovered You—you are talking as if he were already gone, and he isn’t.”

Man McGraw was silent.

“We’ll just have to see,” Patty said, “that he doesn’t work so hard, carry so much on his own shoulders.” Mary McGraw smiled. “Maybe Paul can help. He is young and strong, and doing very well, your father says.”

“Yes.” Automatic response.

“I just hope,” Mary McGraw said, “that your father doesn’t hear of the trouble they’re having at the World Tower opening. He was to have been there, and he asked me, but I said no, all those important people, the governor and senators and congressmen and the mayor and the like, they just make me uncomfortable. But not your father. They don’t impress him. He—”

“Mother,” Patty said, and again her tone was commanding, “what trouble are they having?”

“It was on television. I heard about it on the T.V. when I passed through the lounge downstairs.”

“We’ve been trying to reach you all afternoon.” Unimportant now. “What kind of trouble?”

“There is smoke. A fire. Nobody seems to know.” Mary was silent for a moment. And then, suddenly, “Bert! Bert! Please!” in a soft, urgent voice.

“He’s going to be all right, Mother.”

“Of course he is.” There was quiet strength in her, now for the first time showing. Mary shook her head as if to clear it, brushed back a strand of hair. “You’ve been here a long time, child.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Waiting is the hard part.” Mary smiled faintly. “It is a thing you learn.” She paused. “I will stay with him now.”

“You can’t see him.”

“He’ll know I’m here. You go off. Have a cup of tea, go for a walk. Come back when you’ve rested a little. I’ll be here.”

“Mother—”

“I mean it, Mary McGraw said. “I’d rather be here alone for a bit. I’ll say a few prayers for both of us.” Her voice was stronger now. “Go along. Leave me with your father.” Dismissal.

Outside gratefully into the bright sunlight, away from the place of, yes, think it, say it, the place of death. Not for you, Daddy, please, please. Oh, it will happen one day, but we don’t think about that: we pretend that Death, that dark man, will stay in the shadows indefinitely, even when we know that he will not.

Where does one walk at such a time? To the park, greenery, trees in leaf? Where Daddy used to take you on Sunday Manhattan excursions to watch the monkeys at their antics, the sea lions enjoying themselves in their pool; to eat popcorn, too much popcorn, and perhaps ice cream as well? No, not the park.

Patty walked, and afterward had no memory of her route or direction, but compulsion of some kind must have been at work because suddenly here was the great shining World Tower she had visited so often during the years of its construction. But it was crippled now, a helpless giant, like Bert McGraw its builder; with a nasty plume of smoke standing out near its top, and here in the plaza fire hoses, so like the hoses and wires leading from Bert McGraw’s bed, writhing through open doors into the concourse and disappearing in heavy smoke inside.

There were police barricades and gaping people staring like ghouls, spectators at a public execution lusting for more blood, more terror. God! Patty wondered if she was going to faint.

“Are you all right, miss?” A policeman with a black face, polite solicitous. Behind him stood another cop, scowling his concern.

“I’m fine.’* Patty said. “It’s just”—she gestured vaguely at the tormented building—“this.”

“Yes. ma’am,” the black cop said. “A sad business.” He paused and studied her. “Are you looking for someone?”

“I don’t know who is here.” Patty was conscious that her words were not making much sense and she tried to bring order out of confusion. “My father was supposed to be here. Up in the Tower Room.”

“Your father, ma’am?”

“Ben McGraw. He built the building.”

The big Irish cop grinned suddenly. “A fine man, miss.”

“He’s in the hospital with a heart attack.” It was a conversation from Alice in Wonderland: each statement sounded wilder and less connected than the one before. “I mean—”

“And you’re here in his place,” the Irish cop said and nodded understandingly. “You see how it is, Frank.” The grin was gone, wiped away by sudden solemnity. “His bulling is in trouble and you’ve come in his place to give it support.” He nodded again. “Would you be knowing the other two who are here? A big fella by the name of—” Shannon looked at Barnes.

“Giddings,” Barnes said. “And an architect named Wilson.”

“I know them,” Patty said. “But they’ll be busy. They—”

“I’ll take you to them,” Shannon said. He caught her arm in a hand as big as Bert McGraw’s, led her past the barricade and urged her across the plaza, past other cops, firemen, stepping over snaking hoses, avoiding puddles.

It was a construction-site trailer office, not far from the substation. Inside there were drafting tables and file cabinets, a few chairs, telephones, and the man smells

Patty had known on construction sites since memory began, now somehow comforting.

Shannon said, “Miss McGraw here—” He got no further.

Nat said, “Come in, Patty.” He took her hand. “We heard about Bert. I’m sorry.”

Giddings said, “He’ll make out. He always has.” And then, “Those goddam doors can’t be locked. They can’t.” Assistant Commissioner Brown and three uniformed firemen stood by, watching, listening.

Nat said, “We don’t know. They can’t be opened from the inside. Ben Caldwell verified that.” He paused and looked at Brown. “The doors are fail-safe. For security reasons under normal circumstances they’re locked by electromagnets from stairside. In an emergency, and God knows this is an emergency, or a power failure, they unlock automatically.”

“It says here in the fine print,” Giddings said. “But something’s wrong, because they’re never supposed to be locked from the inside and they are. Unless”—he shook his head almost savagely—“they could be blocked instead of locked.”

“So,” Nat said, “we send a man up each stairwell—”

“A hundred and twenty-five floors,” Giddings said, “on foot?”

“In the mountains,” Nat said, “you can climb a thousand feet an hour, more or less, on a trail. It’s harder here because it’s almost straight up. Say an hour and three-quarters, two hours. But how else?” He waited for no reply. To Brown he said, “Do you have any walkers? Give them axes and walkie-talkies and start them up.” He nodded at the telephone at Brown’s hand. “Tell them they’re on the way.”

“It’s probably radio and television equipment for the mast,” Giddings said. “Piled against the fire doors. I’ve warned them about that, but they don’t listen. Heavy goddam crates, some of them are.”

“Then,” one of the uniformed firemen said, “give them halligan tools instead of axes.”

“And tell them,” Nat said, “to take it slow and steady, settle right down at the beginning for the long haul.” He seemed suddenly aware once more of Patty’s presence. “Have you seen Paul?”

“Not since this morning.” She paused. “Do you need him?”

“We need some information.”

(On the telephone Joe Lewis, told of the mess down in the mechanical and electrical equipment subbasement, had said first, “Jesus! The whole thing gone?”

“There’s no power at all,” Nat had said. “There are two dead men down there, one of them, what’s left of him, fried to a crisp, the firemen say.”

“If he messed around with primary power, he would be.” Joe had paused. “You’re worried about buried fires in appliance circuits, that kind of thing? I can’t tell you offhand, man. The way we designed it a power surge couldn’t get through. There are circuit-breakers, grounds, all kinds of safety factors. The way we designed it. But if some of those changes were actually made, then I won’t guarantee anything. What does Simmons say? He’s the one who ought to know.”)

Find Simmons.

“I haven’t seen him,” Patty said. “I’m sorry. He saw Bert after lunch. He was with him when he had his attack. But I don’t know where he is now.” She paused. “Unless—” She stopped.

“Unless what, Patty?”

Patty looked around the office. Everyone was watching her, and all she could do was shake her head in silence.

“Here,” Nat said, and taking her arm, led her to a far comer. He kept his voice low. “Unless what? Where might he be?”

“You don’t want to know.” Her eyes were steady on his face. “I’m sorry.”

“I don’t want to know any of this,” Nat said. “I don’t want to know that there are a hundred people up in that Tower Room with no way to get out, and I don’t want to know that there may be a hundred fires we haven’t seen yet, maybe a thousand, about to break out of the walls—” He stopped with effort. “Patty, if you know where he is, or even might be, then I’ve got to know because we have to know where we stand.”

“Daddy might know.”

Nat was silent.

“But even if he does,” Patty said, “he can’t tell us, can he? I’m not—thinking very straight. I’m sorry.” She took a deep breath. “Maybe Zib knows where he is.”

Nat made no move, but the change in him was plain, and deep. “Does that mean what I think it does?” His voice was quiet.

“I’m sorry, Nat.”

“Stop being sorry and answer my question.”

Patty’s chin came up. “It means,” Patty said, “that my Paul and your Zib have been, as they used to say, having an affair. I don’t think it’s even called that now. There is probably some in name for it. There is for everything else. I am sorry. For you. For the whole thing. But the point is, maybe Zib might know where Paul is. I don’t.”

Nat walked to the nearest telephone. He picked it up and dialed with a steady hand. His face was expressionless. To the magazine’s operator, “Zib Wilson, please,” he said, and there was nothing at all in his voice.

“May I ask who is calling?”

“Her husband.” Was there angry emphasis there? No matter.

And here came Zib’s light, easy, boarding-school-and-seven-sisters-college voice, “Hi, dear. What’s up? Or is that a bawdy question?”

“Do you know where Paul Simmons is?”

There was the faintest hesitation. “Why on earth would I know where Paul is, darling?”

“Never mind the why right now,” Nat said. “Do you know? I need him. Bad.”

“Whatever for?”

Nat took a deep breath and held his temper firm. “We’ve got fires in the World Tower. We’ve got Bert McGraw in the hospital with a heart attack. We’ve got a hundred people trapped in the Tower Room on the hundred and twenty-fifth floor. And I need information from Paul.”

“Darling”—Zib’s voice was the patient voice of a kindergarten teacher explaining to a backward child—“why don’t you ask Patty? She—”

“Patty is right here with me. She said to ask you.” There was a pause. “I see,” Zib said, and that was all. The temper broke. “I’ll ask you once more,” Nat said. “Where is the son of a bitch? If you don’t know where he is, find him. And get him down here. On the double. Is that clear?”

“You’ve never talked to me like this before.”

“It was a mistake. I probably ought to have paddled your patrician ass. Find him and get him here. Is that clear?”

“I’ll—do what I can.”

“That,” Nat said, “isn’t good enough. Find him. Get him here. Period.” He hung up and stood staring at the wall.

Giddings and Brown looked at each other and said nothing.

The walkie-talkie one of the uniformed firemen was holding came abruptly to life. “Chief?”

Chief Jameson raised the walkie-talkie. “Right here.”

“Walters. The original fire started on the fourth floor. It’s almost under control.”

“Beautiful,” Jameson said. “Beautiful.” He was smiling. “Not so beautiful,” Walters said. “There are a dozen fires. More. Above us, below us.” He coughed, a deep retching sound. “It’s got to be wiring. Whatever let go down in the subbasement sent just a hell of a jolt through the whole building.”

There was silence. Nat turned from the wall. He looked at Giddings. “Now we know,” he said slowly. “From here on we don’t need to guess.”

Giddings nodded, an awkward, strained movement. “Just pray,” he said.

13

In the office off the Tower Room the fire commissioner listened on the telephone, nodded, said, “Keep in touch,” and hung up. He looked around the office. “They’re sending men up the stairs.” His voice was expressionless.

The governor said, “How long does it take to climb a hundred and twenty-five floors?” He waited, but nobody answered. The governor nodded. “All right, then we’d better try some things ourselves.” He was silent for a moment, pondering the problem. “Ben, you and the commissioner commandeer three or four of those waiters. There are some husky lads. Start working on one of those doors.” He paused and looked at the fire commissioner. “If we get a door open, we’re in the clear, aren’t we? A protected stairwell all the way to the ground?”

The commissioner hesitated.

The mayor said, “Speak up, man. Answer the question.”

“It ought to be clear,” the commissioner said. His tone was reluctant.

“Let’s be plain,” the governor said. “You’re dragging your feet. Why?”

Beth Shirley stood quietly, watching, listening. Moment by moment, she thought, the governor was growing in stature, dwarfing other men in the room. Well, not entirely. Senator Peters in his own sometimes crude, sometimes erudite and understanding way bore up well under scrutiny too. It was a truism, of course, that in crisis you saw more clearly a man’s quality, or a woman’s for that matter, but she had never before realized how vivid the demonstration could be.

The commissioner was still hesitating, and now he glanced quickly at Beth. “The lady—” he began.

The governor’s hand tightened on hers. “The lady,” the governor said, “is just as interested in our predicament as anyone else. You haven’t said it yet, but the implication is clear. The stairwells aren’t the havens we thought them to be. Why?”

“The men on the stairs,” the commissioner said, “have walkie-talkies. They’re—reporting smoke.”

The office was still. “That means what?” the governor said at last. He turned to look at Ben Caldwell.

“I couldn’t say without more information,” Caldwell said. He studied the fire commissioner. “What have you left out?”

The commissioner took a deep breath. “The first fire is contained. By itself it wouldn’t have amounted to much. But what happened down in the main transformer room killed two men and apparently started fires”—he spread both hands—“throughout the structure.”

Grover Frazee waggled his head in denial. “A modem fireproof building—that’s ridiculous. How could it be? You heard it wrong.” He looked at Caldwell. “Isn’t that right, Ben? Tell him.”

Caldwell said, “Fireproof, no. Fire resistant, yes. Now, be quiet, Grover. Let’s find out exactly where we stand.” He pointed at the commissioner. “Call them back. I want to speak to Nat Wilson.”

Frazee said, “There. There’s your proof. The telephone works, so we can’t be out of electricity. Don’t you see that?” He looked around at them all.

Caldwell said almost warily, “Telephones have their own power source. There is no connection.” He accepted the phone from the commissioner. “Nat?” he said, and punched the telephone’s desk speaker.

“Yes, sir.” Nat’s voice was hollow in the office. “You’ll want a rundown. The fourth-floor fire is under control now. What happened down in the subbasement isn’t clear yet, and there may not be enough left to find out ever, but whatever happened somehow managed to short out primary power, and we think, Joe Lewis, Giddings, and I, that the short sent a surge through the entire building and wiring overheated and burned through its insulation and conduit.” Nat was silent.

“That.” Caldwell said slowly, “could account for smoke in the stairwells?”

“We think so.” Nat was unaware that he had dropped the “sir.”

“The men on the stairs report that in places the walls are too hot to touch. What’s happening inside the fire doors is anybody’s guess.” Nat paused. “Only it isn’t a guess. It’s practically a goddam certainty. When Simmons gets here, we may know a little more.”

Caldwell thought about it. “Simmons,” he said, and was silent for a little time. Then, “Joe Lewis agrees that there could have been a current surge?”

“Yes.” They were speaking in shorthand, implications plain.

“And you think Simmons—” Caldwell stopped. “Bert McGraw—”

“Bert’s in the hospital with a heart attack,” Nat said. Then, intuitively, “That may be Simmons’s doing too.”

Caldwell took his time. “The question here,” he said, “is whether or not to try to break down the fire doors. If—”

“Are you getting much smoke through the air-conditioning ducts?”

“Not too much.”

“Then,” Nat said, “leave the doors alone.” His voice was firm, commanding.

Another one, Beth thought, although she had never seen the man, who in an emergency would take charge. She looked up at the governor and watched him nod in understanding.

Ben Caldwell was hesitating.

Nat’s voice said, “We know there’s smoke in the stairwells. There’s nothing to stop it from rising all the way to your floor. If you’re more or less smoke-free now, keep it that way. Leave the doors shut.”

“I think you are right,” Caldwell said.

“Giddings,” Nat said, “thinks the doors may be blocked by radio and TV equipment being taken up into the tower.

They’ve done it before, he says, and I’ve seen it myself. If that’s so, the stairs may be blocked too.”

Caldwell smiled his tight little smile. “Conditions scarcely anticipated in the design, Nat.” He paused. “A concatenation of errors.” He shook his head.

“We’ve got through to the Army,” Nat said. “You’ll see a couple of choppers around in a few minutes.” Caldwell’s eyebrows rose. “Your idea?”

“Brown made the call. He’s assistant fire commissioner, and they listened to him where they wouldn’t bother with me.” Nat paused. “I don’t know what they can do, to be honest with you, but I thought it would be good if they had a look.”

Again Caldwell smiled. “Keep thinking, Nat.”

“And it might be a good idea to keep this line open.” Caldwell nodded. “I agree. I think that is all for now.” He turned back to the room. “Comments?” He addressed them all. “Questions?”

“Just one,” the governor said. “How did all this happen?”

For some from the start it was one of those jobs you writhed in dreams about and awakened sweating. The sheer magnitude of the World Tower was frightening, but it was more, far more than that. The building taking shape seemed to develop a personality of its own, and that personality was malign.

On a cold fall day a freak wind whipped through the huge empty space where the plaza would be, picked up a loose piece of corrugation, and scaled it as a boy might scale a flattened tin can. A workman named Bowers saw it coming, tried too late to duck, and was almost but not quite decapitated.

The front tire of a partially off-loaded truck standing perfectly still suddenly blew out with sufficient force to shift the untied load of pipe, burying three men in a tangle of assorted fractures.

On another cold fall day a fire started in a subbasement, spread through piled lumber, and trapped two men in a tunnel. They were rescued alive—just.

Paul Simmons was standing outside the building, talking with one of his foremen, when Pete Janowski walked off the steel at floor 65. The Doppler effect accentuated the man’s screams until they ended abruptly with a sickening thunk that Paul, not ten feet away, would never forget. He tried not to look, found it impossible, and promptly vomited on his own feet.

Was that the beginning of the end?

“These thing happen,” McGraw had said that night at the small house in Queens, Paul and Patty there for dinner. “I don’t like them a goddam bit better than you do, but they happen.”

“It seems to me,” Paul said, “that there are too many of them that’s all. I’ve been waiting ten days for transformers. Today we found them. Do you know where? Three thousand miles away in Los Angeles, don’t ask me why, and nobody even bothered to ask what they were doing there.” Men standing idle, because each day the transformers had been promised; labor costs mounting. “We order cable. It’s the wrong size. We check out an elevator installation, and the motor won’t start or the doors won’t open, because they weren’t set right on the tracks. My top cable-splicer got tangled with his power lawn-mower at home, for God’s sake, and cut off three toes.”

“You sound like it’s getting to you,” McGraw said. His eyes were steady on Paul’s face.

Paul made himself slow down. “It is,” he said, “and it isn’t.” The actor’s confident smile. “But you’ll have to admit, there have been a lot of strange ones on this job.”

“I’ll admit it, boy. But I won’t let it grind me under either.”

“It’s almost,” Paul said, “as if this were wartime with sabotage going on.”

McGraw looked at him sideways. “You think that, do you?”

“Not really.”

“It has happened,” McGraw said. “I’ve known of it. And not in wartime either.” He shook his head. “But not this time.” He studied Paul carefully. “Are you trying to tell me something?”

Paul shook his head. He hoped his smile looked confident.

Because,” McGraw said, “if there is something on your mind, now, not later, is the time to bring it out.”

“Nothing to confess,” Paul said.

McGraw took his time. “You’re part of the family, boy, and kin have always had meaning to me. But we’re in business, a hard business, and we have a contract, you and I, and I’ll have to hold you to it. You know that.”

“I never thought otherwise.” The hell you didn’t. But the actor’s smile never faltered.

Patty had sensed that there were troubles, but she was unable to bring them to the surface. They were driving home from a Westchester dinner party one evening. “You and Carl Ross,” she said to Paul, “seemed to be having a little problem.” Their raised voices had dominated the evening.

“Carl,” Paul said, “is pure unadulterated Westchester horse’s ass.”

In a way it was amusing, Patty thought, and tried to ignore the deep bitterness in his voice. “Pure Westchester,” she said, “from Des Moines, Iowa.”

“Everybody here comes from somewhere else. There’s nothing new about that. Either they come from Des Moines, like Carl, or from South Carolina, like Pete Granger, or from some Western mountaintop, like that cowboy Nat Wilson—” Paul’s voice stopped and they drove in silence.

Patty said, “What has Nat done? I’ve always thought he was a good ‘man. Daddy thinks so.”

“That whole goddam Ben Caldwell office walks on water. It’s one of the requirements for employment.” Patty giggled. Keep it light, she told herself, but lightness was not easy these days. “If they get their socks wet, they’re out? What about hitting a stray ripple?”

Paul’s thoughts were already back on Carl Ross. “He,” he said, “is one of those oh-by-the-way-today-I-heard-a-rumor boys. And the rumors are always vicious.”

Patty said in a puzzled voice, “Nat?”

“What about Nat?” Paul’s voice was sharp, defensive. Oh God, Patty thought, are we this far apart? “I didn’t know who you were talking about. Or is it whom? Who hears rumors?”

“Carl Ross, goddamm it. Nat doesn’t hear rumors. Not ever. All he ever sees is what’s under his nose, on paper, or built from drawings. He—”

“I always thought you liked him,” Patty said. “And Zib.”

There was a long silence. The night countryside swept past, a blur in the darkness. “People change,” Paul said at last.

It was a temptation to point out that clichés had not always been Paul’s stock in trade. Patty stifled the temptation. “So they do.” She paused. “Nat has changed? Zib?” And then, answering at least one of her own questions: “I don’t quite hold with the Women’s Lib bit Zib considers so sacred these days. Of course, she has the figure for no bra, I’ll give her that. But so do I, for that matter, and I don’t choose to go around bouncing.”

“Zib’s all right.” There was finality in the statement. It hung shimmering in the near-darkness.

In Patty’s mind there was first stillness, then doubt, then sudden immediate conviction, almost a feeling of deja vu a sense of I-have-been-here-before-but-only-in-bad-dreams; and finally, self-accusation, the charge of blindness, blame that she had not understood before that she had already joined the ranks of women with philandering husbands. Oh God, she thought, how—how dismal! But where was the deep hurt that should have been? Later, she thought, when I am alone and have time to absorb the enormity. Now she said, calmly enough, “So the change must be Nat.”

“Yes.” Merely that.

“In what way?”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Why not, darling?”

The temper of the evening revealed itself. “Goddammit, why the inquisition? If I don’t like the cowboy son of a bitch, do I have to give a bill of particulars to back it up?” She had her own temper too. “What have you done to him,” she said, “to make you dislike him so?”

“And what does that mean?” Paul paused. “Psychological reasoning from you?”

“You don’t dislike anybody quite as much,” Patty said, “as somebody you’ve done the dirty to.”

“One of Bert’s maxims, I suppose.”

“I doubt if Daddy has ever done the dirty to anybody.” Patty’s tone was reasonable, but there was no mistaking her conviction. “He’s beaten men into the ground. He’s outdrunk them, outworked them, outfought them, yes, and outthought them. But it’s always been right out in the open. He’s never sneaked behind another man’s back.”

“Are you saying I have? Is that what all this is about?” Patty took her time. She said at last in her calm voice, “Have you, darling? Is that where all the heat comes from?”

In the semidarkness of the automobile Paul’s face was only a blur, all expression concealed. When he spoke at last, his voice was calmer. “Just how did we get into this anyway? I had a hassle with Carl Ross—”

“Hassles seem easily come by these days.”

“All right,” Paul said, “they do, they are. I’m uptight. I admit it. I’m right in the middle of the biggest job I’ve ever had, the biggest job of its kind anybody has ever had—do you realize that? There has never been a building like the one we’re building.”

“Is that all it is?” Patty said. “Just the job?” Make it so, she told herself, and knew that she would not believe it even if he said it was true.

But all Paul-said was, “It gets to you. That’s all.”

“In what way?”

“I told you I didn’t want to talk about it. You say you don’t hold with Women’s Lib. Okay, let’s stay traditional.

You run the house. I’ll take care of earning our living. You told me once you’d follow wherever I led. Okay, follow.”

Figures do not lie. Oh, there are jokes about liars, damn liars, and statisticians. But when the figures were Paul’s own, computer-verified, there was no point in arguing with them. And what the figures he sat staring at demonstrated brought a feeling of near-nausea to his stomach and to his mind.

He had figured too close in his original bid. Weather had been against him. Material delays had thrown all labor-cost computations into chaos. Accidents had slowed the job, and there had been a larger than usual incidence of work rejected and thus done over. He, Paul Simmons, wasn’t as good at this business as he had come to consider himself. He had had sheer bad luck. God was against him. Hell, he could lay his hands on a hundred reasons (excuses) and none of them mattered a damn.

The facts stared him in the face, and the facts were that when he set percentage of the job on the World Tower completed against cost of the job so far, it was evident that he was not going to come out of the total job even financially alive, let alone showing a profit.

It was five o’clock. His own office seemed larger than usual, and very still. The outer offices would by now be deserted. Distant sounds of traffic reached him from the street thirty stories below. THINK, the IBM signs said. And some place he had seen a sign that read: Don’t Think, Drink. Why should that kind of nonsense run through his mind at a time like this?

He pushed back his chair, got up, and walked to the windows. It was an automatic reaction of McGraw’s too; and why should that come to mind? That question at least he could answer. Because McGraw himself, big, rough, tough, unyielding, godlike McGraw was rarely out of the back of Paul’s mind. Face it: I live in his goddam shadow; and unlike Diogenes, I am afraid to say, “Get out of my sunlight, Alexander.”

He could see people walking, hurrying on the sidewalks below. Going home? Happily? Reluctantly? Angrily, after a day of frustration? What difference? They are not a part of me; no one is a part of me. Not Patty, not Zib, nobody. I am me and—what was McGraw’s phrase?—life has leaned on me this time and squashed me flat. And who cares, except me?

He found himself looking at the solid windows as if he had never seen them before. In air-conditioned buildings you aren’t supposed to be able to open windows. It is partly at least to keep people from jumping out of them as they were supposed to have done back in Twenty-nine? Was he, for God’s sake, even thinking of—that? Nonsense. You’re playing to an audience—of one. Knock it off.

He walked back to his desk and stood for a little time looking down at the figures neatly written, impeccably aligned, like little soldiers marching along—where? To the edge of a high cliff, that’s where—and then right over the edge. The sound of Pete Janowski’s screams came to mind again, and the sickening thunk that had ended them. Once again the nausea rose. He fought it down with effort.

It was then that the phone had rung and he had stared at it for some time before he made any move to pick it up.

It was Zib’s voice. “Hi.”

“You,” Paul said. “Hello.” His eyes were still on the marching figures.

“That overwhelms me with its enthusiasm.”

“Sorry. I was—thinking.”

“I’ve been thinking too.”

He and Zib, so much alike: her thoughts were of herself, his turned inward too. It was almost an effort to say, “About what?”

Zib’s voice was carefully unconcerned. “I’ve been thinking that I’d like to be laid. Do you know any male who might be interested?”

Who arranged these things anyway? Who planned this juxtaposition of lighthearted bawdiness and tragedy, real tragedy? Sex was the last thing he was in the mood for now. Why couldn’t the silly woman have chosen another time?

“Do I hear a bid?” Zib said.

And yet, why not, why the bloody hell not? Why not lose himself in her slim softness, listen to her sounds and smile to himself that he was their cause, find his own concentration, not on despair, but on pure sheer animal enjoyment? What better answer? “The bid was made silently,” he said. “The hotel in twenty minutes.”

Her voice was amused now. “You sound actually interested.”

“Living,” Paul said, “beats dying. And don’t even try to figure that one out. Just come prepared for a romp.”

Naked, relaxed, “I’m supposed to be having dinner with a writer who suddenly arrived in town,” Zib said. “Nat didn’t even question it. There are benefits to being an editor.”

Paul was silent, staring at the ceiling. His mind, alive again, was probing strange, tortuous thoughts. What if—?

“Did you hear me, darling?” Zib ran her forefinger lightly down his chest. “Hmmm?”

“I heard.”

“Then why so quiet?”

“I’m thinking.”

“At a time like this,” Zib said, “that is the hell of a thing to do.” She sighed. “All right, you’re a male chauvinist pig, so what are you thinking about?”

“Nat.”

Zib frowned. Her forefinger was still. “What on earth for? What about him?”

“Why,” Paul said, and suddenly he was smiling, decision made. “I think he’s going to do me some favors.”

“You’re mad.” Zib paused. “Why should he do you favors?”

“Well,” Paul said, “he isn’t even going to know that he’s doing them.” He reached for her then, and she came to him willingly. “Any more,” Paul said, “than he knows that he lends me his wife on occasion. Like right now.”

It was a modern insurance-company-built high-rise apartment building for middle-income tenants. Technically, the building inspector’s income was above the upper limit, but, then, a considerable portion of his income was never reported.

The windows were closed and the air-conditioning made scarcely any noise. On the playground below children were playing, but their sounds were muffled, comfortably shut out. The building inspector was relaxed with a beer in his reclining chair, facing the twenty-five-inch color television set complete with one-button tuning, magic brain, and remote control, all housed in a Mediterranean-style console cabinet of vast brooding magnificence.

The inspector was in his forties, no longer able even to pretend that he could get into his Korean War uniform and no longer caring about it. “What the hell,” he was fond of saying, “live it up and take all you can get because when you’re gone there isn’t any more. That’s what I always say.”

His wife was in her smaller reclining chair, also watching television, also drinking beer. She had worked hard beneath the sunlamp and with the application of several lotions to retain some of her early-year Florida tan. At supermarket and hairdresser’s the neighbors always remarked it with envy. Her hair was red, matching her fingernails and toenails. “We’re missing the Family Fun Show,” she said.

The last speech in the World Tower Plaza had just ended, and the television cameras followed the celebrities down from the platform and through the concourse doors.

“Going up to the Tower Room,” the inspector said, “to drink bubbly and eat little things on toothpicks.” There was angry envy in his voice. “You see that one? That’s Senator Jake Peters, friend of the people. Hah! He’s been lining his pockets down in Washington for thirty years, more.”

“Clara Hess is on the Family Fun Show today,” his wife said. “She really turns me on. I saw her one day last week, Tuesday, no, maybe Wednesday it was. Laugh? I thought I’d die. She was doing that, you know, Women’s Lib thing, really putting them down.”

“And that one,” the inspector said, “he’s Governor Bent Armitage, a bag of wind if I ever saw one. And, look, there’s pretty boy, Mayor Bob Ramsay, the All-American jerk. Why don’t they have the guys there who built the building? Tell me that.”

“What she said,” his wife said, “was that it hadn’t ought to be history, it ought to be her story—do you get it? Oh, she was sharp, real quick, you never know what she’s going to say next.”

“There’s Ben Caldwell,” the inspector said. “When he comes around you’re supposed to genuflect, you know, like in church. Well, goddammit, he puts his pants on same as me, one leg at a time, and I’ll bet he’s crooked as a corkscrew too. He’d have to be to get where he is. They all have to be. Nobody’s that good and everybody’s got his hand out.”

“You’d like Clara Hess,” his wife said, “you really would.”

“Just who the hell is Clara Hess?” Rhetorical question. The inspector finished his beer. “How about another brew?”

“You know where it is.”

“I got the last one.”

“You did not. And you haven’t even been listening to me or you’d know who Clara Hess is.”

“Oh Christ, all right,” the inspector said. He got out of his chair with effort and walked toward the kitchen.

“Don’t touch that picture,” he said, “I got a right to look at a building I built with my own hands.”

“You didn’t build it. You just watched.”

“Same thing, ain’t it? Who else makes sure they do it right?”

Or wrong, but those were the thoughts you kept submerged. Sometimes, usually at night, they surfaced, and those stupid childhood fears about God and Right and Wrong, like that, came out to torment you, but you were a grown man now, goddammit, and able to make decisions for yourself, and that childhood stuff was a lot of crap.

If there was one thing the inspector had learned, it was that there were only two kinds of guys in this world—takers and losers—and the inspector had made up his mind a long time ago which category he preferred.

The thing was that if you looked hard any place, any place, you saw that some guys had it and some, most, didn’t. In the Army, when he wasn’t much more than a kid, he learned how it worked. Some guys were always on KP or sent out on patrol, like that, always on somebody’s shit list, born losers. And other guys always slept in nice warm barracks at headquarters and pulled jobs like company clerk where nobody shot at you. What do you want to be, a dead hero?

Building inspector now, same goddam thing. Some guys spent their lives doing just what the book said. And then what? A pension that wouldn’t cover your ass, let alone give you the things everybody had a right to, didn’t all those crooked politicians running for office say so?

So what if you let some subcontractor cut a corner here and a corner there, and you pick up a little extra for it? Who’s hurt? And who’s to know? That was the important question, because everybody had his angle, and anybody who told you different was either a fool or a liar, but the guys who made it were the guys who didn’t get caught, and the others, the ones who did take a fall, they were the losers. Simple.as that.

The inspector had opened a beer and was standing beside the oversize refrigerator-freezer drinking it. Funny, just looking at the Tower on the tube started up the thoughts.

Well, that job was finished now, but not really forgotten. A sizable piece of the inspector’s life had been spent on that job.

“Harry!” His wife’s voice from the living room. “Where’s my beer?”

“Shut up,” Harry said. “I’m thinking.”

From any job you remembered some things, maybe one winter a whole series of days cold enough to freeze the balls off a brass monkey, maybe an accident like that big Polack falling off a beam and splattering himself all over the ground, or that kid killed on the subway on the way home from the job. You remembered, all right, and sometimes you thought about how and why things happened.

That Polack, for instance, Harry had always thought somebody pushed him; he was a big tough bastard and Harry liked to think that in this world that kind of self-reliant competent jerk always got what was coming to him.

That kid killed in the subway, now, that was something else, although the kid was a pain in the ass with his bellyaching about the change orders that kept coming through, and maybe if he’d lived, somebody would have listened to him and taken him seriously. Come to think of it, somebody was maybe pretty lucky the kid had been killed when he was. Harry had never seen it that way before.

Somebody. Not Harry. Harry had the signed change order to show if anybody ever asked why one of the safety circuits had been completely eliminated, and for all Harry knew, and never asked, the change order was for real at that. Harry didn’t ask questions. Only fools stick their necks out.

But maybe somebody was real lucky the kid had fallen under the IRT express. Fallen? Harry had seen on TV how easy it was for somebody at rush hour to get a push at the wrong time, and who was to know? Maybe somebody wasn’t lucky; maybe somebody was getting sensible, shutting up a kid who might cause trouble. Human nature being what it was, Harry wouldn’t doubt for a minute that somebody might take that way to protect himself.

“Harry! Come here! There’s something funny!”

Harry sighed and walked out of the kitchen. “I told you not to touch that picture. If your goddam Clara Hess is so great—” He stopped and stared at the massive television set.

The camera had zoomed in on the smoke plume high up in the building, and the announcer’s voice was saying, “We don’t know what it is, folks, but we’ve sent a reporter off to—here he is. George, what’s going on? Is that smoke normal?”

In the living room Harry said, “Hell, no, it isn’t normal. Something’s burning somewhere and they’d damn well better find out where and do something about it.” He sat down but did not push his recliner back. “What the hell goes on?”

“It looks like you didn’t build it very good,” his wife said.

“That’ll be enough from you.”

“If I see smoke coming out of my oven,” his wife said, “I figure I’ve goofed on the cake. Where’s the difference?”

“Goddammit, will you shut up!”

In silence they watched the fire engines arrive, the hoses snake across the plaza, smoke pour out the concourse doors.

Unseen George, breathless, came back to the microphone again. “The fire is on the fourth floor. We’ve just had a report. There are indications that the fire may have been set.”

Funny, the inspector thought, how all of a sudden his breathing was easier. A torch job, huh? Nothing at all to do with the kind of work buried in the walls; nothing at all to do with him. He leaned back in the reclining chair and had a long pull at his beer. He was smiling now.

“Torch jobs can be tough,” he said. His tone was knowledgeable, his approach judicious. “But, hell, the way that building’s designed, they’ll have it out before Willie Mays could put one in the bleachers. They got automatic sprinklers and fire doors, and the air-conditioning takes the smoke away—” He shrugged. “Cinch,” he said.

“The Family Fun Show is almost over,” his wife said, “and you didn’t bring me a beer. What kind of a gentleman are you?”

“Oh Christ,” Harry said, and got himself out of his chair.

In the kitchen he took one beer from the refrigerator, changed his mind, and took out a second, opened, them both. He finished the half-empty can in three long swallows, and walked back to his chair.

“There’s still a lot of smoke,” his wife said. “If your building is so great, why is that?” She took the beer can absently, drank deep. “Maybe we ought to have two TVs. Then you could watch what you want and I could watch what I want. How about that?”

“Jesus,” Harry said, “do you know what this color set you wanted so bad cost? And that trip to Florida you kept nagging about all winter? You think I’m made of money?”

“All I said,” his wife said, “was that if we had two TVs, then you could watch your ball games and your Monday night football games and like that, and I—”

“You could watch Clara What’s-her-name. Well, goddammit,” Harry said, “you got the whole week, every day, Monday through Friday—”

The picture on the screen suddenly wavered, shook. There was silence. Then, distantly, the sound of a hollow boom!

“Jesus,” Harry said, “what was that?”

The announcer’s voice, a little shaky, said, “We don’t know exactly what has happened.” He paused. “But I can tell you that the ground shook, and if I were still back in Vietnam, I’d say for sure that a mortar attack had just begun. Chief! Oh, Chief! Can you tell us what’s going on?”

The microphone picked up crowd sounds now, an excited murmuring as at opening kickoff, the feeling of spectator enjoyment high.

“What was it, Harry?”

“How the hell do I know? Maybe somebody planted a bomb. You heard the man.”

There was confusion covered by commercials. At last the announcer said, “This is Assistant Fire Commissioner Brown, ladies and gentlemen, and maybe he can tell us what has happened. Commissioner?”

“I’m afraid I can’t—yet,” Brown said. “We know there has been something like an explosion down in the main transformer room in one of the subbasements. All electrical power in the building is out. There are two men dead down there and sabotage is being considered. Beyond that—” The assistant commissioner shrugged.

“Standby generators,” Harry said. “What’s the matter with the goddam standby generators?”

The announcer said, “What does the loss of electrical power mean, Commissioner? Lights? Elevators? Air-conditioning? Are all of those kaput?”

“That’s what it means at least for the present. Now if you’ll excuse me—”

As the assistant commissioner turned away, the long-range microphone caught Will Giddings and Nat Wilson standing together:

“If it was a short,” Giddings said, “it ought to have gone to ground. Goddammit, that’s how it’s designed.”

“Agreed.” Nat’s voice was weary. He had heard the point made several times. “Unless somebody altered it.” The voices were cut off. The screen showed a soup commercial.

“Harry!” The wife’s voice was almost a scream. “Harry, for God’s sake, what’s wrong? You look like you seen a ghost!’

Harry tried to set the beer can down on the chairside table. He missed. It dropped to the floor and beer foamed out on the wall-to-wall carpeting. Neither of them noticed. “What is it, Harry? For God’s sake, talk!”

Harry licked his lips. His throat felt dry and filled with sour vomit at the same time. How could that be? He took a deep breath. He said at last in a low vicious voice, “All right. So all right. You got your goddam big color TV, didn’t you? And your trip to Florida?” He paused. “Just remember that.”

14

In the office the governor said wearily, “All right. There isn’t anything for us to do right now except wait.” So be it.

“‘When rape is inevitable—’” Jake Peters began. He shook his head. Then, “Where’re you going, Bent?”

“I promised a report.”

Frazee said, “Oh for God’s sake! We don’t know it’s as bad as they say it is. Let’s keep it right here in this room until we do know.”

“Grover”—the governor’s voice was sharp and the wolfish grin showed his teeth in a near-snarl—“I made a promise. I intend to keep it.” He paused. “There is another point, and it is that those people out there have just as much right to all the facts as you have.” He paused again. “Even more right because none of them could have had anything to do with what has happened.”

“And I have?” Frazee said. “Now, look, Bent—”

“That,” the governor said, “is something we will find out later. He looked down at Beth Shirley. “You don’t have to come,” he said.

“I wouldn’t miss it.”

There was still ample light coming through the tinted windows, but somewhere the waiters had found more candles and lighted them around the big room for cheer. It was, the governor thought, a setting for a pleasant, if pointless, cocktail gathering. But now with a difference. As he and Beth walked in conversation slowed and then stopped.

They walked to the center of the room, and there the governor signaled to a waiter to bring a chair. The governor stepped up on it and raised his voice. “In my younger day,” he said, “I was used to soapboxes. This will have to do.” Always start it on a light note—who had taught him that so long ago? No matter. He waited until the murmur of amusement subsided.

“I promised a report,” he said. “This is the situation …”

Beth watched and listened, and thought, I have no right to be here. But would I change it if I could? The answer was no.

She looked around at the nearby faces while the governor was speaking. Most wore set smiles like masks; a few wore frowns of puzzlement, one or two of annoyance.

There was the young congressman, Cary Wycoff, whom she had met. Was that the expression with which he waited for a political opponent to finish his say on the floor of the House? He seemed tense, almost coiled, holding down angry words with effort. His eyes never left the governor’s face.

There was Paula, Bob Ramsay’s wife, tall, serene, smiling as she had smiled through a thousand social events and campaign visits. She caught Beth’s eye and drooped one eyelid momentarily in a girlish gesture of intimacy. Obviously to Paula the situation was far from serious.

Directly in front of the governor’s chair were the UN’s Secretary General and its Ambassador from the Soviet Union. Their faces were expressionless.

Senator Peters, Beth noticed, had come out of the office and was leaning against a wall, watching the scene. A strange, earthy, involuted man, she thought. Over the years she had often come across newspaper and magazine pieces devoted to his accomplishments and idiosyncrasies. Now, meeting him for the first time, she found the reports all the more remarkable.

He was a bird-watcher of almost professional caliber, and his catalogue of birds to be found in the Washington tidal basin area was the standard. He had been a guiding spirit in the establishment of the Appalachian Trail, and he had walked its two-thousand-mile length. He read Greek and Latin with ease and spoke French and German—with an American big-city working-class accent. It was said that his mental collection of bawdy limericks was the largest in the entire US Congress. He was here now, as Beth was, not entirely, but at least partly, by chance.

Or Fate. Call it what you would. She was here, as he was, and it might not have been so. How often has one heard tales of the passenger who arrived at the airport just too late to board the airplane that crashed shortly after takeoff? The concept gave her a start. Was she, then, already accepting a foretaste of disaster?

She concentrated again on the governor. He was winding up his explanation of what had happened.

“The telephones are working,” he said. He smiled suddenly. “That is how I know these facts. I did not make them up.” There was no amused murmur—he had expected none—nevertheless, a little lightness was not out of place. His smile disappeared. “Help is on the way. Firemen have been sent up the stairs at each side of the building. It is a long climb, as you can appreciate, so we must be patient.” He paused. Had he said it all? He thought so, except, of course, for an appropriate windup. “This,” he said, “is not exactly the way this reception was planned, as I am sure you are aware. But I, for one, intend to enjoy myself while I wait for matters to be brought back to normal.”

“And if they aren’t?” This was Cary Wycoff, his words and his tone angry. “What if they aren’t, Governor?”

The governor stepped down from the chair. “You are out of order, Cary.” His voice was pitched low. “Justice Holmes made the point. I repeat it. ‘The right of free speech does not carry with it the right to shout “Fire!” in a crowded theater.’ That is precisely what you are doing. Why? Just to call attention to yourself?”

The congressman flushed, but stood his ground. “The people have a right to know.”

“That is a cliché,” the governor said. “Like most clichés, it is partly right and also misleading. The people here have a right to know the current facts and that is why I have reported to them. They have no right, and I am sure no desire, to be frightened out of their wits by some loud young fool crying like a religious fanatic in Union Square about the doom that may be coming. Use at least some of the sense some people credit you with.” He turned then to look for Beth.

She came forward and took his arm. “A fine rousing speech,” she said, and smiled. “I will vote for you. You see, I am learning the ways of politics.”

The governor covered her hand with his. He squeezed it gently. “Thank God,” he said, “at least some people remember how to laugh.”

She had expected to return to the office, which already she thought of as the command post. But the governor was in no hurry, and Beth understood that by his presence he was offering reassurance. Together they moved from group to group, pausing briefly for introductions where necessary and a few polite, apparently meaningless words.

To the secretary general: “Walther, may I present …” And then, “We have an Americanism, Walther. I think it applies here.” The governor, smiling, looked around the room and then back to his small audience. “It is, I’ll admit, a hell of a way to run a railroad.”

The secretary general smiled in turn. “I have heard the idiom, and I am afraid I must agree. Is it not a Penn Central kind of—mess?”

To an aging actress: “There was a movie once,” the governor said, “well before your time, I am sure. It was called King Kong and it featured a gigantic gorilla on the Empire State Building. I almost wish Kong would appear now. He would be a diversion at least.”

“You’re sweet, Governor,” the actress said, “but not only was it not before my time, I had a bit part in it.”

To a network president: “Do you think your people are giving us good coverage, John?”

“If they aren’t,” John said, “heads are going to fall.” He was smiling. “We ought to be able to work it into a documentary on how civilization overreaches itself. We know how to build the tallest building in the world, but we’re having trouble figuring out how to get people out of it. Isn’t there, by the way, a battery-operated television set somewhere here? Or at least a radio?”

“Good thought,” the governor said. “I’ll see about it. But not,” he added quietly as he and Beth walked on, “for public viewing. Those on the ground will be giving it the full treatment. They’ll already have us doomed.”

“Are we, Bent?”

Nothing changed in the governor’s smile, but his hand tightened almost imperceptibly on her arm. “Frightened?” he said. His tone was easy.

“I’m beginning to be.”

“Why,” the governor said, “so am I. Just between us, I’d much rather be out in that high New Mexico meadow with a fly rod in my hand and a cutthroat trout, which they call out there a native, giving me a tussle.” He looked down at her, smiling still. “With you,” he said. “And if that makes me selfish and cowardly, so be it.” He was about to say more when he was interrupted.

“This is outrageous, Bent.”

A tall gray-haired corporate-executive type, Beth thought, and almost giggled when her estimate was verified.

“Why, Paul” the governor said, “I’ll agree with you. Miss Shirley, Paul Norris—Paul Norris.” And with no change in tone, “Outrageous is the proper word, Paul. Do you have any suggestions?”

“By God, somebody ought to be able to do something.”

The governor nodded. “I quite agree.” His smile brightened. “And there you have your answer, Paul. The Army has arrived.” He pointed to two helicopters banking into position to circle the building.

They seemed so free, Beth thought, close but distant, impossibly removed from this—this confinement.

The governor’s hand tightened on hers. “There’s our diversion,” he said quietly. “Now we can slip back to headquarters.”

Senator Peters moved to intercept them. “I’ll stay out here, Bent. If you want me for anything—” He left it unfinished, offer clear and without limit. “My role,” he said then, “unlike yours. You’re the commander, the administrator, the organizer. My place is outside the chain of command”—he paused—“which is the way I like it.”

“You seem,” the governor said, “a little less unhappy with the human race than you were, Jake.”

The senator looked around the great room. Slowly he nodded. “They’re behaving very well. So far.”

And so, Beth thought as they walked on, the senator felt too that foretaste of disaster. We’re like something out of a Tolstoy novel, she thought: the gala ball before the disastrous battle—how ridiculous.

“Maybe,” the governor said. (Had she, then, spoken aloud?) “And maybe not,” he added. “We have built an entire civilization on the stiff-upper-lip principle. Others have different ways. Personally, I’ve never found breast-beating and hair-tearing and teeth-gnashing very attractive, have you?” He smiled down at her. “Rhetorical question. I know you haven’t. Defeat—”

“Have you known defeat, Bent?” I want to know all about him, everything.

“Many times,” the governor said. “In politics as in sports, you win some and you lose some. It doesn’t make losing any easier, just a little more familiar.”

Grover Frazee had a dark-brown drink beside him in the office. He said, “You spoke to the populace, Bent? You told them the unpleasant facts and you placed the blame squarely where it belongs?” The drink had had its effect.

“Where does it belong, Grover?” The governor perched on a corner of the desk. “That is a point I’d like cleared up.”

Frazee waved one hand in a broad gesture of disclaimer. “Will Giddings came to my office with a cock-and-bull tale I didn’t begin to understand—”

“Not quite, Grover,” Ben Caldwell said. “You were lucid about it when you phoned me.” He turned to the governor. “There are change orders in existence authorizing certain deviations from the original design of the building’s electrical system. They came to light only today, and until now”—he gestured at the candles that were the only lighting in the room—“we had no idea whether the changes had actually been made or not. Now we have to assume that at least some of them were made.

The governor said, “You knew they were potentially dangerous?” He was looking at Frazee.

“I’m not an engineer, for God’s sake! Stop trying to pin it all on me. Giddings showed me the damn things and I told him I didn’t understand them—”

“So,” Ben Caldwell said, “what did Will say then?”

“I don’t even remember.”

Some men grow in crises, Beth thought, some shrink. Frazee, the dapper jaunty patrician was already smaller than life size, and still shrinking rapidly. She felt a sad contempt for the man.

“You asked me,” Caldwell said, “if I thought we should call off the ceremonies and the reception. If that was your idea, then you must have understood a great deal of what Giddings told you. If it was his idea, then you must have understood something of its urgency.” Cold pitiless logic. “Which was it, Grover?” Caldwell said.

Frazee’s hand of its own volition reached for the drink. He drew it back. “You said there was no need to call the reception off.”

“Not quite.” Caldwell’s voice was cold. “I said that public relations was not in my line. A very different answer, Grover. You—”

The governor broke in. “The question was asked, Ben. Whether Giddings wanted the reception scrubbed or Grover merely wondered about it is largely immaterial. You are the technical man. Did you see the potential danger?” The question hung in the air.

“The answer to that ought to be obvious,” Caldwell said at last. “I came myself. I am here, along with the rest of you.” He showed an almost glacial calm. “No one could anticipate a madman down in the main transformer room. No one could anticipate the fourth-floor fire, which by itself might not have caused more than small unpleasantness.” He paused. “But taken together, along with the design-change orders, which apparently were followed—”

He shook his head. “As I said before, a concatenation of errors.”

“Leading how far?”

Caldwell shook his head faintly. “You are asking for an impossible judgment, Governor.”

The mayor spoke up. “That,” he said, “is precisely what he is asking for, Ben: a judgment, not a hard-and-fast answer.”

Even Bob, her cousin, Beth thought, whom she had never considered one of the earthshakers, even he had this quality of command, of clarity in crisis, the total willingness to face facts which, in her experience, few men or women had possessed.

Caldwell nodded slowly. “Yes,” he said. “I see.” He looked at the fire commissioner. “Let’s have a judgment from your people. Then let me speak again to Nat Wilson.”

Assistant Commissioner Brown’s voice was hollow on the telephone’s desk speaker. “We’re doing the best we can—” he began.

“That,” goddammit,” the commissioner said, “is no answer, Tim. I know already that you’re doing the best you can. What I want to know is how much is that accomplishing and how does it look?”

There was hesitation. Then, “It doesn’t look very good, to be honest with you. There isn’t equipment anywhere that will reach up there, as you know. We’re going in from the outside as high as we can, and we’re going up inside—up the stairs. There are two men in each stairwell climbing to you, or trying to. They have masks—”

“The smoke is bad?”

“It isn’t good. How long some of those fire doors will hold is anybody’s guess, no matter how they’re rated. If it gets hot enough—”

“I’m aware of it, Tim. Go on.”

Brown’s voice took on an almost angry note. “Wilson here, Caldwell’s man, has tried to talk me into phoning the Coast Guard—”

“For God’s sake, man, why?”

“They have guns that shoot lines out to ships in trouble.

And he thinks maybe, just maybe—” The voice was silent. “At least Wilson is thinking,” the commissioner said. “He’s got another wild idea—”

“Put him on.” The commissioner nodded to Caldwell. “Caldwell here, Nat,” Caldwell said. “What is your thinking?”

“If we can get power in from the substation,” Nat said, “I’ve got Joe Lewis working on it, then maybe we can jury-rig something for one of the express elevators.” Pause. “At least that’s what we’re working on. We’ll need some men—”

“Simmons can provide them.”

Nat’s voice changed. “Yes,” he said. “I’m anxious to talk to Simmons. About a lot of things.”

Caldwell turned back into the room. “You heard it,” he said.

Nat’s voice came again on the desk speaker. “The choppers can’t see any way. With the tower mast there’s no place for them to set down.”

“All right, Nat,” Caldwell said. “Thank you.” He looked around the silent office.

The governor was the first to speak. “I’ve read about situations like this,” he said. “I never expected to be in one.” He showed his smile. “Anyone for parchesi?”

The time was 4:59. Thirty-six minutes had passed since the explosion.

15

Concrete and steel—insensitive? indestructible? Not so. The building was in pain, and the men climbing the interminable stairs could feel even through the fire doors the fever of the building’s torment.

Firemen Denis Howard and Lou Storr paused for a breather on the thirtieth floor. Smoke was not constant, only the heat, and at this level the air was clear. They took off their masks gratefully.

“Mother of God!” This was Howard. “Do you feel like one of those mountain goats?” He was catching his breath in great gasps.

“I told you to stop smoking,” Storr said. “See what it did for me?” His breathing was at least as labored as Howard’s. “I make it ninety-five floors to go.”

They breathed in silence for a time. Then, “Do you remember a poem in school?’ Howard said. “It was about this crazy mixed-up kid who walked through some little town waving a flag that said ‘Excelsior’ ?”

Storr nodded wearily. “Something like that,” he said. “Well,” Howard said, “I always wondered just where in hell he thought he was going.” He paused. “Like now.” He faced the stairs again. “Let’s get on with it.”

They had carried the charred body from the subbasement covered decently with a stretcher sheet. The TV camera followed the body’s progress to a waiting morgue wagon, where patrolman Frank Barnes stopped the stretcher, raised the sheet, and had a long careful look. To Shannon he said, “That’s our boy, Mike.” I could have kept him out, he thought. Self-incrimination, accomplishing nothing. He looked at the morgue attendant. “Does he have a name?”

“There’s a name inside his toolbox—if it’s his, that is.” Barnes looked at the toolbox, blackened from explosion but still recognizable. “That’s the one he was carrying.”

“The name in it,” the attendant said, “is Connors, John Connors with an O.” He paused. “‘Citizen of the World’ is what it says after his name. A nut.”

“The lieutenant,” Barnes said, “will want to know.”

“As far as I’m concerned,” the morgue attendant said, “the lieutenant-is welcome to the whole fried carcass. You know about radar ovens, instant cooking? That’s what we got here.”

Barnes went off to find the police lieutenant, whose name was James Potter. The lieutenant listened, wrote the name down in his notebook, and sighed. “Okay,” he said. “It’s a start.”

“I could have kept him out of the building, Lieutenant,” Barnes said. “I could have—”

“Can you read cards through their backs, Frank? I can’t. Did he wear a sign saying he was a nut carrying explosives?”

Barnes went back to rejoin Shannon at the barricades, feeling no better, while the lieutenant went to the construction trailer. There was a conference in progress, and the lieutenant sighed again, leaned against a drafting board, and waited for the conference to end. Patty was perched on a nearby stool. The lieutenant wondered idly what she was doing there, but did not ask.

“Two ways,” one of the battalion chiefs was saying. “The stairs or, if you can work a miracle, an elevator.” He was speaking to Nat.

“We’re trying,” Nat said. “Maybe it will work. Maybe it won’t.” He paused. “And maybe the stairs won’t work, either. Maybe your men will get so far and find they can’t go any farther because fire has broken through into the stairwell above them.”

The battalion chief could think of another distinct possibility: fire might break through beneath his men, and that would be that. He said nothing.

“So the third possibility may be all we have,” Nat said.

Tim Brown said, “The gun that shoots a line, and then what?”

“Breeches buoy.”

Giddings was looking out the trailer window. “To where?”

“North Trade Center tower. It’s the closest and the tallest.”

All five men stared up at the soaring buildings. Their tops seemed to converge. Tim Brown said, “Sitting in a canvas bag with your legs sticking through, swinging in air a quarter of a mile above the street, a quarter of a mile!” Glaring at Nat.

Patty, listening, shuddered.

“All right,” Nat said, and his voice was almost brutal, “which would you rather be—swinging in that canvas bag and scared half to death or being cooked to a cinder by a fire that won’t stop halfway? Because that’s the choice.”

“Unless,” the battalion chief said, “the stairs or the elevator.”

Nat shook his head. “We can’t wait.”

Potter said to no one in particular, “Hobson’s choice.” All five men looked at him.

“You can take any horse in the stable,” Potter said, “as long as it’s the one nearest the door.” He took out his identification folder and opened it to show the badge. “If one of you has got a little time—”

Tim Brown said almost explosively, “All right! We’ll get Coast Guard people here. Any other ideas?” He was looking straight at Nat.

The man is scared, Nat thought, and so are we all. “Not for the moment,” he said, and moved to stand closer to Potter. “I don’t know if I can be any help,” he said.

Potter looked at Nat’s badge. “Architect,” he read. “Wilson.” He paused. “A man named John Connors. Ring any bell?”

Nat thought about it. He shook his head.

“He,” Potter said, “is the—charred one.”

“The electrician?”

Potter’s eyebrows rose. “You know about him?”

“The cops told me. The black cop. The man was inside, riding elevators. I heard him. I never saw him.” Brief memory of that grizzly bear so long ago, also unseen.

At the far end of the trailer Tim Brown’s voice said loudly into the phone, “I won’t argue that it’s unusual, Captain, and maybe far out as well. But we’re running out of options.” His-voice dropped to normal tone, the words indistinguishable. .

Potter said to Nat, “The other dead man—” He left it there.

“I don’t know him,” Nat said, “but I understand he was at the computer console.”

Potter was silent, thoughtful. He said at last, “Could he have—-done anything if he’d been alive when the stuff hit the fan? Is that why he was clobbered?”

We are standing here, calmly talking about what has already happened, Nat thought, when what is really important is what is going to happen, to the building, to the people up in the Tower Room, those most important, unless somebody can figure out some way to get them down.

He was tempted to brush off the lieutenant’s questions as beside the point. But they were not. You have to work both ways, he told himself, forward and back. Why? So that maybe, just maybe, this kind of thing could be prevented from happening again.

“I’d say yes,” Nat said, “but that’s just a guess. Almost any kind of trouble would show up on the console. Trouble ought to be taken care of automatically, but that’s why there’s a man there—just in case. He can override the automated systems, and maybe he would have had time to do something before everything went dead.” Nat paused. “It seems likely that Connors, if that’s who it was, thought the man at the console might be able to do something, so he took him out in advance.”

Patty stirred on the stool. She cleared her throat. Both men looked at her and waited. “I don’t mean to—interfere,” she said.

The lieutenant said, “Lady, if you’ve got any ideas at all, give them to us, please.”

Patty said slowly, “If he, the man Connors, even knew there was a computer console and that someone would be monitoring it, let alone thought the man could do anything—then doesn’t that mean that Connors was familiar with the building and how it works?”

Nat was smiling now. “Good girl.” He looked at Potter. “It means that Connors probably worked on the building, doesn’t it? To know his way around?”

“And,” Patty said, “Daddy’s records will show if he worked for the general contractor. The subcontractors’ records will show if he worked on one of their crews.” Nat said slowly, “I called him an electrician.” He shook his head. “I doubt it. If he had been an electrician, unless

he really wanted to kill himself, he’d have known better than to mess with primary power. He might just as well have soaked himself with gasoline and touched a match to it. Better, he might have survived burns.”

Patty shivered. Then she said, “I’ll call Daddy’s office and have them see if Connors’ name shows up on a crew list.” She stepped down from the stool, glad to have something to do to occupy her mind, which kept returning to the big helpless man in the hospital bed.

Nat watched her go. He was smiling.

And here came Tim Brown on his stork legs, red hair rumpled. “The Coast Guard’s sending some men,” he said, “and some equipment.” He shrugged angrily. “They don’t think it will work, but they’re willing to have a look. The trouble is that the nearest Trade Center tower is probably too far away for shooting a line into the Tower Room, and unless they can do that—” He spread his hands. “No dice,” he said.

Nat’s face was thoughtful. “We’ll just have to see,” he said.

Paul Simmons was already in the midtown hotel room when Zib arrived breathless, her color high. She glanced at the television set. It was dark. So he doesn’t know, she thought, he thinks nothing is changed. Then, “No,” she said as Paul reached for her. “I didn’t come for that.”

“That is a switch. Then why the summons?”

Strangely, she felt almost calm. Perhaps resigned is the better word, she thought. Her voice was steady enough. “I have a message for you. You are wanted down at the World Tower building.”

She walked to the television, switched it on. A picture sprang into instant focus—the plaza, the fire trucks and hoses, uniformed men, scene of controlled confusion. Zib turned the volume down and the room was still.

“Nat called me,” she said. “He has been trying to reach you. Patty is with him down there and she told him I might know where you were.”

“I see.” Merely that. Paul was watching the silent picture on the television screen. “What’s happening?”

“All he said was that they have fires in the building, that Bert McGraw is in the hospital with a heart attack, that they have a hundred people—he said trapped in the Tower Room—and he needs some answers from you.” All? It was quite a bit to remember, but the words had been repeating themselves in her mind ever since she had hung up the phone after Nat’s call.

“Trapped.” Paul repeated the single word. His eyes had not left the screen. “That means no elevators. That means no power.” At last he looked at Zib. “And just what answers does he think I can give him?”

He didn’t say.

Paul wore a small quizzical smile. “Was that all he said?”

Zib closed her eyes and shook her head. The entire conversation clamored in her mind. She opened her eyes again. Paul seemed a stranger, unaffected, uninvolved. “He said, ‘Where is the son of a bitch? If you don’t know where he is, find him. And get him down here. On the double.’”

Paul said, “Well!” The quizzical smile spread.

“I told him,” Zib said, “that he had never talked to me like that before.”

“And?”

“He said it was a mistake, that probably he ought to have paddled my patrician ass.” Like a little girl, she thought, a spoiled little girl given her way too long.

“As the British say,” Paul said, “the cat seems to be amongst the pigeons.”

Would she have laughed at the phraseology before? No matter. “This isn’t really a time for witticisms.”

“What is it a time for? Lamentations?” Paul glanced again at the screen, the tiny silent moving shapes. “There’s nothing I can do down there. Nothing.” He faced Zib again. “What’s done, as Shakespeare might have said, is already done and not to be undone.”

“You could try. They’re trying.”

“That,” Paul said, “is the kind of platitude we’re raised on. ‘If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again.’ And they cite David the Bruce and his goddam spider. I think it was W. C. Fields who put it much better, ‘If at first you don’t succeed,’ he said, ‘give up; stop making a fool of yourself.’”

Zib said slowly, “Have you any idea what has happened? Is that it?”

“How could I have an idea?”

“What you said about what’s done.”

“A figure of speech.”

“I don’t think it was. I think—”

“I don’t give a tinker’s damn what you think.” Paul’s voice was cold. “You’re decorative and sometimes amusing, and you’ve very good in bed, but thinking isn’t your forte.”

Oh God, Zib thought, dialogue straight out of the magazine! Unreal. Escape fiction come alive. But the words were like a slap, not a blow. Where was real hurt? “You flatter me,” she said.

“We agreed at the beginning—”

“That it was fun and games,” Zib said, “Yes.”

“Don’t tell me you began to take us seriously?”

The bastard, she thought; he is actually pleased. “No,” she said. “There was never anything about you to take seriously.” She paused and glanced at the screen. “There is even less now.” She faced Paul squarely. “You were the man on the job. I know that much. Paul Simmons and Company, Electrical Contractors. Did you skimp the work?” She was silent for a moment, thinking, remembering. “Once you told me that Nat was going to do you favors, only he wouldn’t know it. Was that what you meant?”

“Silly questions,” Paul said, “don’t deserve even silly answers.” He walked to the television set and switched it off. “Well,” he said, “it’s been nice. Don’t think it hasn’t.” He walked to the door. “I’ll miss this hotel and its cozy atmosphere.” His hand was on the knob.

“Where are you going?”

“I think I’ll go see a couple of men,” Paul said. “And then I think I’ll go home.” He opened the door and stepped through. The door closed quietly.

Zib stood motionless in the center of the room. Unreal, incredible: those were the words that came to mind. She tucked them away for later examination and walked to the bed, plumped herself down, and picked up the telephone.

She had no need to look up the number; after all these years the construction office telephone number was familiar enough. And Nat was there. Zib kept her voice calm, expressionless. “I gave Paul your message.”

“He’s coming down?”

“No.” Zib paused. “I’m—sorry, Nat. I tried.”

“Where is he going?”

There was in his tone a quality Zib had never encountered. Call it strength, force, whatever; it dominated. “He said he’s going to see a couple of men,” she said, “and then he thinks he’ll go home.”

“Okay,” Nat said.

“What are you going to do?”

“Have him picked up. Objections?”

Zib shook her head in silence. No objections. “He saw the television,” she said. “And I told him what you had said.” She paused again. “He said, ‘What’s done is, already done and not to be undone.’ Does that mean anything?”

Nat’s voice was quiet but unhesitant. “Entirely too goddam much,” he said, and hung up.

He turned from the telephone and looked around the office trailer. Assistant Commissioner Brown was there, and two battalion chiefs, Giddings, Patty, Potter, and himself. “Simmons,” he said, “apparently has seen all he wants to see on the tube. I don’t know if we can use him or not, but I think we want him.”

“If you want him, we’ll get him,” Potter said.

Giddings said, “More important, if Lewis has done his figuring, let’s get some men on the job and see if we can get power to at least one of those express elevators.”

Nat snapped his fingers. “Simmons’s foreman—what’s his name? Pat? Pat Harris.” He was looking at Giddings, and he saw that Giddings understood. To Brown, Nat said, “We need him and some men. Maybe they can do some good and maybe they can’t, but we’ll try.” He paused. “But we need Harris for another reason. Simmons didn’t put those changes in with his own hands. Harris had to know about them.”

Patty cleared her throat. She was alone, a trifle diffident, but quite at ease in this man’s world. To how many jobs had she ridden with Daddy? In how many construction trailers just like this one had she sat and twiddled her thumbs, waiting for technical discussion to end and a hooky afternoon’s excursion to begin? How much knowledge had she absorbed unknowingly? “There is somebody else who would have had to know about the changes,” she said. She paused. “The inspector who signed them off. Who was he?”

In the silence Nat said again, “Good girl.”

Giddings said, “We’ll damn well find out and get the son of a bitch down here. I know his face. His name—” He was silent for a moment. “Harry,” he said. “Harry. I don’t know his last name, but we’ll find it.”

16

Mayor Ramsay came out of the office in search of his wife. He found her alone at the Tower Room windows, looking out over the broad shining river. She smiled as he came up.

“So solemn, Bob,” she said. “Is it really as solemn an occasion as Bent indicated?”

“I’m afraid so.”

“You will think of something.”

“No.” The mayor shook his head. “Any thinking will have to be done by the technical people—Ben Caldwell, his man at the other end of the phone, or Tim Brown.”

He paused. His smile was wry. “And any orders will come from Bent, not from me.”

“It is your city, Bob.”

Again denial by headshake. “There comes a time,” Ramsay said, “when you have to admit that others are better men than you are. I’m not in Bent’s class.”

“That is nonsense.” Paula’s smile was gentle. “And you will only make me cross if you persist in thinking it. You are the finest man I have ever known.”

Ramsay was silent for a little time, staring almost as ‘ if hypnotized at the river. “Bent threw something out this, afternoon. He called this building just another dinosaur stable.” He smiled at his wife. “There is the germ of truth there. Maybe I’ve been too busy running here, running there, patching this or that to see it.”

“I don’t understand, Bob.”

“Where is the merit,” the mayor asked, “in building the biggest anything? The biggest pyramid, the biggest ship, the biggest dam, or the biggest building? The biggest city for that matter. The dinosaurs were the biggest and it was their size that finished them. That is Bent’s point.” He shook his head. “No,” he said, “quality and need ought to be the criteria, and need ought to come first. Do we need it? Is it possible? Those two questions ought to be asked at the beginning, and the answers written down in indelible ink in large letters so they won’t be forgotten.”

“Where have you strayed from that?” Paula said.

“I let the city stray from it. Is a building like this necessary? The answer is no. We have all the office space we can use. More. And I could have stopped it. Instead, I gave it every bit of help City Hall could give it. One more piece of—vanity, a building all the world would admire.”

“And will, Bob.”

The mayor opened his mouth, thought better of it, and closed it again in silence. In the end all he said was, “Maybe.” There was no point yet in crying doom.

Paula said, “Thirty-five years is a long time, Bob. People get to know one another well.” She paused. “I’ve been thinking while I stood here with you, knowing what was in your mind.” She smiled. “There are telephones. I think we might use one, don’t you?”

The mayor frowned.

“I think we might call Jill,” Paula said. “She was going to watch on television. She will be worried.”

“Good idea.” All at once the mayor was smiling again, the boyish smile the voters knew so well. “We’ll reassure ‘ her.”

“That,” Paula said, “wasn’t quite what I had in mind.”

“Now wait a minute.” The boyish smile faded, disappeared. “There’s no need to panic.”

“Not panic, Bob, but isn’t it time that we stopped pretending there is nothing out of joint? Those helicopters out there—what good can they do? The firemen Bent says are coming up the stairs—” Paula shook her head. Her smile was gentle, unreproachful, even understanding, but it asserted denial. “The last mad dash to the top of Everest—why? What are they even hoping to accomplish?”

“Damn it,” the mayor said, “you don’t just—give up.”

“I am not giving up, Bob.”

“Maybe I misunderstood you,” the mayor said slowly. “Just what were you thinking to tell Jill?”

“Mostly little things.”

“Adding up to what?”

Paula smiled, mocking herself. The smile was quickly gone. She said slowly, “Adding up to ‘au revoir.’ I want to hear her voice again. I want her to hear ours. I want to tell her where in that big house she will find our own silver—Grandmother Jones’s. I want her to know that there is some jewelry of mine, some you gave me, some that has been in the family for generations—that it is in the safe deposit box at the Irving Trust branch at Forty-second and Park and that the key is in my desk. I want to tidy up as many loose ends as I can.

“But aside from things, I want her to know that we don’t think she has failed, even with her divorce! I want her to know that we understand that we heaped too much on her because there were always cameras and reporters and microphones, and that it has been

hard enough for us, you and me, adults, to retain some kind of perspective, and that from the beginning it was probably impossible for her, a child, to see the world as anything but sugarplum candy—and all hers before she had earned any part of it.’ And you have to earn it or it is never really yours.

“I want her to be happy, to find her own happiness, and in that sense it will be a good thing if we are—no longer around because then she will have no shelter in which to hide and shiver and feel sorry for herself.

“But most of all, Bob, I want her to know what is true and has always been true—that she is very precious to us, wanted; and that now that we’re up here in this ridiculous predicament, it is she we are thinking of, no one else. Maybe that will give her a little support, a little more—strength than she has so far managed to develop.” I Paula paused. “Those are some of the things I want to say, Bob. Are they—wrong?”

The mayor took her arm. His voice was gentle. “Let’s find a phone,” he said.

Cary Wycoff found Senator Peters leaning against a wall, watching the room. “You’re asking it calmly enough,” the congressman said. There was accusation in his voice.

“What do you suggest?” the senator said. “A speech?

A committee hearing? Should we draft a bill or a minority report?” He paused. His voice altered subtly. “Or should we call the White House and lay the blame i squarely on this administration, and then call Jack Anderson and give him the inside story?”

Wycoff said, “You and Bent Armitage—you both treat me as if I were still a kid, wet behind the ears.”

“Maybe, son,” the senator said, “that’s because sometimes you behave that way. Not always, but sometimes. Like now.” He looked around the big room. “There are a lot of silly people here who haven’t the faintest idea what is going on. Have you ever seen panic? Real panic?

A crowd gone wild with fear?”

Wycoff said, “Have you?” He ought to have known better, he told himself: Jake Peters never waved an empty gun in discussion or argument.

“I was in Anchorage in sixty-four,” the senator said, “when the earthquake hit.” He paused. “Have you ever been in even a small earthquake? No? The fright, I think, is like nothing else. You think of the earth as solid, unchanging, secure. And when even it begins to move under you, then there is no security left anywhere.” He made a small impatient gesture. “Never mind. I have seen panic, yes. And I don’t want to see it again. Particularly here.”

“All right,” Wycoff said, “neither do I. What do you suggest?”

“That I move away from this wall,” the senator said, and did so.

Wycoff opened his mouth in anger. He shut it with a snap.

“Don’t jump to conclusions,” the senator said. “I’m not having you on. Feel the wall. Hot, isn’t it? I’ve been leaning there feeling it heat up. It’s come along pretty fast. That probably means that heated air, maybe even open fire, is climbing up some of the shafts in the core.” He glanced at his watch and smiled without amusement. “Faster than I thought.”

“You ought to have been a scientist.” There was disgust in Wycoff’s voice.

“Aren’t we, you and I? Practicing social scientists, that is?” The senator smiled, this time with amusement. “Not very damned scientific, I’ll grant you, but we do try to measure the pulse and the blood pressure of the people we represent—and then act accordingly.”

“And sometimes, maybe most times,” Wycoff said, “not act at all.”

“That in itself is activity. Which,” the senator said, “is something it apparently takes a long time to learn, and some people never learn it. ‘Don’t just stand there, do something!’ That’s the usual reaction. Instead, sometimes, ‘Don’t do something, just stand there!’ would be a far more sensible dictum. Do you remember when Mowgli falls in to the nest of cobras and they don’t want to hurt him, but they tell Kaa, the rock python, in effect, ‘For Christ’s sake, tell him to stand still and stop prancing around and stepping on us!’ Hell’s fire, boy, I don’t like this situation a damn bit better than you do, but I can’t think of anything to do about it, and unless or until I can think of something helpful, there is nothing to do without making things worse. So relax and watch the people. Where do you suppose Bob and Paula Ramsay are headed so purposefully? For the johns?”

Wycoff smiled. “As good a guess as any.”

“Probably better than most,” the senator said. “Right in the middle of a debate that has roused hackles on both sides of the aisle and filled the galleries with press and radio and TV people and just plain interested people, partisan people convinced the nation’s future is at stake and maybe it is—right in the middle of it, the senior senator from Nebraska or Oklahoma or, yes, New York, leans over to his colleague and whispers something in his ear, and the press gallery takes careful note that something is about to happen. And it is. What the senior senator is saying is, ‘George, I’ve got to pee or bust. It was all that coffee plus the bean soup. I’ll be back before the windbag is even close to done.’ And he stands up and walks solemnly out of the chamber. Everybody in the gallery thinks he’s headed straight for the White House to have it out with The Man.”

Wycoff smiled again. “What do you want for an epitaph, Jake? ‘Exit laughing’ ?”

The senator shook his head. His expression was serious. “No. I’d like to feel that I had earned the proudest epitaph of all: ‘With what he had, he did the best he could.’ I think we might as well have a drink, don’t you?”

Joe Lewis the electrical engineer said, “We can’t know what’s happened. Maybe the motors are burned out. Maybe the cable carrying power to them is gone. All we can do is bring in another cable from the substation, splice it in, and hope that there’s enough of the rising cable left to carry power to the elevator motors.” He lifted his hands and let them fall. “That’s the best we can do.”

“Let’s get on with it,” Giddings said. “Con Edison will give us all the help they can.” He paused and stared at the sky where the great buildings seemed almost to come together. “Will you give me one good reason,” he said, “why we thought we had to build the goddam thing so big?”

“Because,” Joe Lewis said, “somebody else built a big one and ours had to be bigger. Simple as that. Let’s go.”

17

Zib was back at her desk at the magazine and unable to concentrate. It was late, but there were piles of manuscripts before her, all of which had been read and passed along as possibilities for purchase, and usually she found the reading of them at least an interesting exercise in judgment. Today, now, she found them pointless, even silly—what was the current phrase?—without relevance.

And yet that was not true. Without even looking at the pages, she knew that a good share, even most of the stories would deal with young women and their problems, and if that was not relevant, what in the world was? Because she was a young woman, wasn’t she? And God knew it was plain enough at last that she had problems like everybody else.

Like everybody else. That was the phrase that hurt, because always she had considered that she was not like anybody else.

She had grown up as Zib Marlowe, a name that had meaning, and now she was married to rising young Nat Wilson of Ben Caldwell’s firm. Those two facts alone were sufficient to set her apart. But there was more.

There was her job here, as fiction editor for one of the few remaining national magazines, and she did the job well. There was the fact of her looks and figure, and an educated intelligence far above average. There was—oh, you name the criteria, and whatever they were you would find Ms. Zib Marlowe Wilson crowding the upper limits.

Except maybe in the old-fashioned virtues that used to be considered so important? How about those, darling?

Strike the question; Zib had answered it to her own satisfaction years ago, which was one of the reasons she was where she was.

And yet, paradoxically, it was right here at the magazine, that monument to upper-middle-class sophistication, that on occasion she found reason to wonder about the solidity of those chosen beliefs. There was, for example, that Meacham story a few months back that had caught her fancy and for which she had argued without success with Jim Henderson.

“Elizabeth, luv,” Jim had said, “our readers are bright above average or they wouldn’t be reading at all, they’d be sitting glued to the tube. But they are also wives and mothers worried about budgets and mortgages and the PTA, mundane matters like those. And most of them wouldn’t know an identity crisis if it bit them. I’m not sure I would. They are the special salt of this earth, and I mean that as a compliment. Now take this navel-contemplating piece—”

“As you make abundantly plain,” Zib said, “you are the boss. But this happens to be a beautifully written, sensitive, probing—”

“Piece of crap,” Henderson said. He got up from his chair, walked around his desk, and sat down again. He was in shirtsleeves, long and bony and pitiless. “Sometimes I don’t dig you, girl. You are a hell of a good fiction editor. Most times. Then some agent, probably Soames, who knows your weaknesses sends in something like this and you flip over it ,when you know perfectly well it isn’t our kind of thing.”

“Maybe it ought to be.”

“And that is crap too, and you know it. You’re being schizo. Now send this back.” He held the manuscript between thumb and forefinger, something unclean.

Zib, furious, marched back to her office and called John Soames. “I’m sorry, John. I liked the Meacham piece—”

“Let me guess, darling. Lord Henderson did not like it, and that is that. But whatever else did we expect? There was no way.”

“Then,” Zib said, “why did you send it to me in the first place?”

He was smiling. Zib could almost see it. And in the tanned face, beneath the graying hair and the glasses, crinkling the comers of his eyes, the smile looked very avuncular and English-professorish, very much the literary man at confident ease. “Just to show you the quality of fiction your magazine might run, if it chose. What else, darling?”

The day was already slightly out of focus, and seeing behind sham seemed easy. Strange. “You wouldn’t waste your time,” Zib said. “Or mine.”

There was a short silence. Did the smile fade or perhaps let slip a little of its confidence? “I will level with you, darling,” Soames said in a different voice. “I sent you the piece on the millionth chance that you might buy it at your splendidly exorbitant rates, one-tenth of which would have gone into my coffers as commission. Instead I will try to peddle it elsewhere, and maybe end by giving it away if anyone will take it. If my commission exceeds ten dollars instead of the hundred and fifty I would have had from you, I shall be mightily surprised.”

“At least you’re being honest,” Zib said, although of course she ought to have known from the beginning how things were. “Tell me one more thing. In Jim Henderson’s place, would you buy the piece?”

“Dear God, no! Certainly not. It is offensive, pretentious, flatulent. But as we agree, it does have a certain charm, and the literary establishment would make noises over it.”

And why should she have remembered that so vividly now after all this time? Because, she thought, you never really forget the putdowns, you just tuck them off in a corner and hope they get decently covered with dust. Aloud, whispering, “What in the world am I doing here anyway? Answer me that, Elizabeth.”

“Zib, darling.” Cathy Hearn, associate editor, standing in the doorway. “How can you be so calm? The building that neat husband of yours designed is coming apart at the seams. It’s on the radio and on Jim’s desktop TV, and you sit here actually working! Honestly. Have you flaked out?”

Cathy, Zib thought, was a smalltown cornfed Midwest girl loving every moment of the big city. She was plump and perpetually worried about it; brighter than bright and forever trying to conceal it; as intimate with sex as a doe rabbit and yet forever exuding an aura of fresh virginity. “Maybe I have at that,” Zib said.

Cathy perched an ample haunch on the corner of Zib’s desk. “Trouble, hon?” She paused. “Man trouble, of course. It always is.” She shook her head. “There are rules,” she said. “If your man walks in and finds you balling someone else, he is supposed to say, ‘Ah, pardon! Continue!’ And if you can continue, that is savoir-faire.” Picture Nat in that role. No way. Face it, Zib told herself, you are married to a square, a real, honest-to-God, Herbert Hoover collar, McKinley morality, home-and-motherhood square. For a moment anger rose, flickered, and then died.

“Are you stoned?” There was concern in Cathy’s voice. Zib shook her head. The long hair covered her face. She brushed it back angrily. “I don’t even have that excuse.”

“Then,” Cathy said judiciously, “I’d suggest a witchdoctor, either the pill man or the shrink.” She paused. Then, incredulously, “You aren’t pregnant or any ridiculous thing like that?”

Again the headshake. Again the angry brushing motion. Why did she wear her hair long like this anyway? Why did anyone? Because it was the in thing to do? Because current fashion so decreed? How ridiculous. “I’m not pregnant. Stop worrying, Cathy.”

“My problem,” Cathy said, “is that I’m a mother at heart. I was a Four-H’er when I was a kid. Fact. I had chicks and lambs and calves coming out of my ears. And I worried about them. I canned vegetables and baked cakes and I just knew that one day HE would ride by on his white horse and scoop me up—if he could lift me—and we would ride off into the sunset to breed a family, and that would give me real scope for worrying. Instead, here I am, giving free analysis—”

“Cathy, go away.”

It was Cathy’s turn to shake her head. She brushed her own long hair back from her face with both hands. “And leave you here to meditate? No way. You stare inward long enough and you find you don’t like anything you see, not anything at all. Your whole life is a living sham, a real mess. You’ve spent all these years trying to find out who you are, as they do in novels, snuffing around in the damnedest places, and what you finally do find is a little shriveled-up id that couldn’t screw its way out of a loose nightie, that’s what you find, and what’s worse, what’s far worse, the damn little thing is laughing at you.” She paused for breath.

Zib said slowly, solemnly, “Yes, you’re right. It is laughing at me.”

Cathy was silent for a few moments. “You’ve got it bad, hon. You patrician types aren’t supposed even to take a look at yourselves, let alone feel accountable for any troubles you may find. You—”

“Is that how you see it, Cathy?” It was her own voice, but it sounded like a stranger’s, and it asked a question Zib had never even thought of before. “Is it?”

“It isn’t that bad.” Cathy was smiling, mocking herself, her exaggeration.

“But there is something to it?” Was that what Nat saw too?

“Look,” Cathy said, “girlish discussions—” She smiled again. “We fought those out after Taps at Camp Kickapoo back when ‘When are you going to start wearing a brassiere?’ was the big question.”

“I’m asking, Cathy,” Zib said. “Tell me how it looks from where you stand.”

Cathy hesitated. “You’re backing me right up to it, aren’t you?” She paused. “All right. It goes like this. I went to a country grade school and the local high with a student body of one hundred bused in—dirty word, but it wasn’t dirty to us: it was the only way to get there—bused in from a hundred square miles of countryside. You went where? Miss This’s or Miss That’s? I went to a college you’ve never heard of. You went where? Vassar, Smith? Wellesley? Radcliffe? My father got partway through that same high school, only there was a depression then, and he had to quit to go to work at whatever he could find, which wasn’t much, because Grandfather had been laid off by the railroad. Your father was Harvard? Or was it Yale? And maybe the Depression hurt you too, took you right down to your last yacht, I shouldn’t be surprised, but your people knew that it was only a temporary embarrassment, and mine thought the end of the world, not the prosperity some people were talking about, was just around the corner. The basic difference between you and me is that you know whatever you do is right, because how could it be otherwise? And I have to wonder and worry every step of the way, because as far back as anybody knows the Hearns have been born losers, and maybe I’ve broken the mold, but maybe the genes are still there too, just waiting to pounce.” Cathy paused. “That’s the difference between background and cultural emptiness.”

“I didn’t know, Cathy. I never even thought.”

“And the last thing I want to hear you say,” Cathy said, “is that you’re sorry.”

“I won’t say it.” Zib paused thoughtfully. “You know Nat. You say he’s neat. He—”

“He finally spit in your eye?” What was in Cathy’s tone said far more than the words.

Zib looked up. “You’ve been waiting for it? Watching?” But how could it be that she felt no resentment?

“We haven’t been making book in the office,” Cathy said, “but we’ve followed the score as best we could.”

She stood up from the desk. “What confuses me is that with what’s happening downtown you’re sitting here reading slush-pile gleanings.”

So here at last was what it came to, the basic truth, uncovered. “I’ve been thinking about myself,” Zib said, and found no pain in the saying. “I haven’t even been thinking about what is happening downtown.” She paused. “I guess thinking about myself is a habit I have.”

“Could be,” Cathy said, and walked out.

18

It was a neat little house in Garden City; green lawn, white petunias in bloom, a basketball backboard and hoop mounted on the garage door, an enormous television mast aimed at the city, clinging to the brick chimney and dominating the roof.

Mrs. Pat Harris answered the door in tight peach-colored jeans, matching sneakers, and a striped tank top. Her hair was in blue plastic curlers. She was young, attractive, and thoroughly conscious of it. “Well,” she said, “this is a surprise, Mr. Simmons. You want to see Pat?”

“If I may.” Paul wore his actor’s smile and his easy manner.

“He’s downstairs watching TV.” The girl paused. “We thought you would be at the World Tower opening, Mr. Simmons. I haven’t seen it, but I know it’s going on. I have, you know, things to do around the house even when Pat’s home. You go on down. He’ll be awful glad to see you.”

I doubt it, Paul thought, but the smile remained unchanged-as he walked down the stairs into the paneled game room. On the massive color television console screen the fire trucks crowding around the Tower Plaza, looked the color of blood. The volume was turned low, and the announcer’s voice was almost inaudible: “We have a report, ladies and gentlemen, that the fire is spreading inside the building. This entire disaster—because it is beginning to look like almost certain disaster—is incredible. Every safety factor known to architects—”

The set went black and the sound stopped all at once.

From his chair Pat Harris said, “Welcome, Boss. I figured you’d be along.” He laid the remote control I on the coffee table and jumped up out of the chair, “Drink?” There was faint hostility behind the words.

“I think a drink would be a good idea,” Paul said. He sat down and looked around.

There was a bar and a full-size pool table, a large Naugahyde-covered sofa and matching chair, a card table with cards and poker chips set out, a dart board on one wall, three darts in the bull’s-eye.

“Nice place you have here,” Paul said. He accepted his drink, nodded his thanks, tasted the mellow Scotch—Chivas Regal, at a guess, he thought. “Very nice,” he said.

“Yeah.” Pat Harris was a small quick man. His restless eyes watched Paul’s face carefully. “Man works hard, he ‘ likes to live it up a little.” Harris paused. “Just a working stiff,” he said. “I do what I’m told.”

Paul ignored the dark and silent television set, and concentrated on the man. “Do you intend to keep on the same way?” He said. He paused. “Doing what you’re told?”

Harris lighted a cigarette and blew out a cloud of smoke. With the cigarette still hanging from his lip, he tore the match into small pieces; his movements were sudden and jerky. “I been thinking about that.” He smiled quickly, without meaning. “Funny, I was just thinking about it when you come down the stairs.”

Paul said slowly, carefully, “And what conclusion had * you come to?”

Another huge cloud of smoke. Harris leaned forward to tap ashes into the coffee-table ashtray. He leaned back again. “Like this, you know what I mean, let’s say, you know, work for a guy. He’s a good Joe, treats you right, so you owe him, you know, something better than a kick in the teeth, don’t you?”

“I think that is a reasonable viewpoint,” Paul said. “A friendly view,” he added.

“On the other hand,” Harris said, “you know what I mean? a guy has to, you know, look out for himself. This is a dog-eat-dog world. You get yours or you get nothing.” He paused, waiting.

“I think there is some cogency in that view too,” Paul said.

“Big word.”

And big words are a mistake, Paul told himself, because they seem to talk down. But it was too late to do anything but ignore the slip. “Go on,” he said.

“The way I see it,” Harris ‘ said, “you know, balance one against the other and try to see what’s—right.” Paul nodded and sipped his Scotch. All at once it tasted foul and there was a burning sensation in his chest. Pure and simple tension, he told himself. “And,” he said calmly enough, “how did you decide?”

Harris took the cigarette from the ashtray, inhaled deeply, and blew four large smoke rings in rapid succession before he spoke. “I hear Bert McGraw’s in the hospital. Heart attack. I hear he may not make it.” The restless eyes searched Paul’s face.

“I can’t say,” Paul said. “He had a heart attack, yes.” He waved one hand. “We were talking about your thought. Bert doesn’t matter at the moment.”

“That,” Harris said, “is crap. If I thought I’d have that old man looking for me with blood in his eye—” He shook his head.

“Bert,” Paul said, “showed me some change orders.” His voice was wholly calm. “He asked me if we made the changes. I said yes, of course we made them, why should we not?”

Harris wiped his mouth. “Jesus! Now I know you’ve flipped.”

Paul shook his head. Never mind the burning sensation. Never mind anything but this. “The change orders had surfaced,” he said. “I don’t know how, but Will Giddings found them. No matter what I said to Bert, they were going to tear into the walls to see for them-j selves. So the only thing I could say was, yes, of course—we made the changes. Look at the signature: Nat Wilson, Caldwell’s bright-haired boy. Should we question word from on high?” His voice underscored the last four words.

Harris stubbed out his cigarette carefully. Then he looked up again’. “I don’t know,” he said. “You use big words and you make it sound okay, but I don’t know.” He stood up and walked across the room, turned and walked back to his chair. He dropped into it with an almost audible thud. “I’ll level with you,” he said. “You been a good Joe. I’ve worked for some crummy bastards, I’d just like the chance to kick their teeth in, but you’re okay.”

“Thank you,” Paul said, and meant it.

“I’ll tell you how it is,” Harris said. “I got two things I can, you know, do. Two ways I can go. First”—he held up one finger—“I can go down to City Hall when this is over.” He gestured toward the television set. “I can say, ‘Jesus, if I’d of even guessed, I’d of told him to shove it.’ I You, I mean. ‘But,’ I can say, ‘what the hell, he’s the boss, and he’s an engineer and he says the changes are okay and the change orders are signed by the architect I and who the hell am I to argue any more than I did?’” There was silence. Paul said without expression, ‘Your only argument, Pat, was about how much it was worth not to argue.”

“That’s what you say,” Harris said. “But that isn’t, you know, what I say. I say I did argue, and I can come up with three, four guys who’ll say sure I did, but you told me everything was okay, so I went ahead. And Harry, the inspector, signed the work off, so why should I even wonder about it?”

Easy, Paul told himself, easy. “And what is the—other way you can go? ’

Harris was unable to sit still. He jumped up, crossed the room again, and then turned but did not come back to his chair. “You told McGraw we made the changes because we had the orders with Wilson’s signature on them. Okay, I can say the same. I can say you and I talked about them, wondered about them, but, goddammit, when Caldwell’s office says you do something, that’s fucking well what you do. That Caldwell, he don’t mess around, the cold little bastard.” Harris paused. “That’s the other way.”

“A very good way,” Paul said.

Harris walked slowly back to his chair. He lowered himself into it carefully. “A couple things,” he said. “Harry the inspector for one.”

“Harry won’t cause any trouble,” Simmons said. “Or if he does, it will only be for himself.” He paused. “You said a couple of things. What else?”

Harris’s face was expressionless, the face of a poker player studying his opponent. “You remember a kid named Jimmy?”

“No.”

Harris smiled faintly, scornfully. “No, I guess you wouldn’t. He was just a kid, worked in one of my crews, went to engineering school at night.” He paused and lighted a fresh cigarette. “He didn’t like the changes that were coming through. Especially, he didn’t like the change order taking out that primary-power safety-ground circuit. He said it was dangerous and he was going to talk to Nat Wilson about it.” He paused again. “He wouldn’t listen to me or Harry.”

“I see,” Paul said, and that was all.

“He didn’t get to talk to Wilson,” Harris said. “He had an accident instead. He fell in front of an IRT express at rush hour.”

In the silence, “I see,” Paul said again. “But why tell me? Is your conscience bothering you?”

Harris’s smile-this time was real and meaningful. “You might stand up at that,” he said. “And if I back you up, I got to gamble that you won’t fold and try to put it all on me.”

“I’m not going to fold,” Paul said. He sipped his whiskey. It tasted better.

“Just one more thing,” Harris said. “What’s in it for me?”

“You’ve already had yours.”

Harris shook his head. “Uh-uh. I got paid for doing a job. I did it. This is something else.”

Had he expected this kind of shakedown? Paul asked ! himself. Probably, he thought, because he felt no sense of outrage or shock, merely determination that the bargain would be a good one. He had no doubt of his ability to out-haggle this little man. “How much?” he said.

Harris was smiling again. “Now we’re getting somewhere.”

Paul went up the stairs alone. Down in the game room the television set was again turned on, Harris engrossed in the unfolding tragedy. To Mrs. Harris, who had taken out her blue hair curlers and now smiled fetchingly, “You have a lovely home,” Paul said.

“Why, thank you, thanks a lot.” There was genuine pleasure.

“Pat,” Paul said, “is a lucky man.”

As he drove away, a black-and-white police cruiser turned the corner toward the Harris home. Paul watched it in his mirror. It parked at the curb facing the wrong way, and two uniformed policemen got out and walked up to the Harrises’ door.

Paul drove on.

19

Within the building’s core, as in a chimney, heated air rising created its own draft, which sucked fresh air in through open concourse doors.

Outside the city’s tallest fire ladders maneuvered uselessly; the problem was within, not without.

On floor after floor, above and below street level, sweating, panting, coughing, and sometimes vomiting firemen wrestled hoses and hurled water, tons of water, at the sometimes seen, but usually hidden enemy—fire.

In a thousand points within the walls of the building, ten thousand, material smoldered or burst into hesitant flame, grew in force and fury, or faded into mere glow and then nothingness from lack of oxygen.

But where, for example, plastic-foam insulation had melted, flues were formed and in them a new chimney effect reached down and out into open halls and corridors for fresh air to feed the blaze, and the growing flames themselves added strength to the draft.

Firemen Denis Howard and Lou Storr paused on the sixtieth floor. They stood for a time gasping, merely existing, while their lungs poured oxygen into their blood and strength gradually returned to their bodies. They looked at each other in silence.

It was Howard who approached the fire door, tried it, and found it free. He opened it cautiously and, as a blast of furnace air enveloped him, had a look inside. Then he shut the door quickly. “Let’s go,” he said.

Storr opened his mouth. He shut it again. Slowly he nodded. “Might as well.” He paused. “Excelsior and all that jazz.”

In the trailer Patty turned from the telephone and held out a slip of paper to Lieutenant Potter. “John Connors,” she said. “He worked on the job months back. A sheet-metal man.” She paused. “He was fired.” She paused again. “The union made no protest.”

The last sentence said a great deal, Nat thought. The firing was clearly justified or the union would have been up in arms. But what did that mean, except that John Connors had obviously been found wanting in some respect? There was no point in probing further into the circumstances of the firing. Connors himself had to be the answer to the question of why he had come to the building today and done what he had.

Potter saw it the same way. “A sorehead?” he said. “Maybe. You never know how deep resentment goes.” Patty was looking out the trailer windows at the plaza, the dirty shimmering water now covering almost the entire area, the hoses like spaghetti, the pumping engines, and the crowds watching. “But,” she said, “to do what he did?” Her tone was incredulous. She turned to face the two men.

Potter shrugged. “You never know.” He tucked the slip of paper in his pocket. “We’ll try to find out.”

Patty said, “Why?” Her chin was up. “It’s done. It can’t be undone. And the man is dead.”

“Let’s say,” Potter said, “that we like things neat and tidy.”

Nat, watching Patty, found himself thinking that there was bulldog in her, more than a trace of her father’s stubborn pride. He thought of Bert McGraw and the mobster forty-five floors above the street, a showdown just as relentless and irrevocable as any scene in a Western. There was no give in Bert; there was none in Patty either.

“There has to be more to it than that,” Patty said. Potter sighed. “There is, of course. From each of these—things we try to learn. Maybe some day we’ll know enough to stop crimes before they get started.” His smile was deprecatory, aimed inward at his own foolishness. “That will be a day.” He walked to the trailer door, opened it, and started out. Then he stopped and turned. “Luck,” he said, and was gone. .

At the far end of the trailer a walkie-talkie came to life. “Seventy-fifth floor,” a tired voice said, “and it’s getting hotter than the hinges, Chief. No smoke up here yet, but I hate to think what’s happening beyond these fire doors.”

“Play it cool, boy,” the chief said. “If you can’t make it, you can’t make it.”

Nat saw Assistant Commissioner Brown open his mouth and then close it again in silence. The battalion chief saw it too, and his jaw set in rising anger. “I’ll not deliberately throw good men away in a lost cause,” he said, “no matter who is up in that building.” Commissioner Brown nodded wearily.

Nat said, “Are you sure it’s a lost cause?”

“No, I’m not, and neither can you be sure it isn’t. Inside the fire doors of that building we’ve worked men up twelve floors with hoses.” The chief paused. “Near as we can tell there are a hundred more floors, each with their own fires, before the top is even in sight. I’ve spent twenty-five years learning my trade—”

“Nobody questions that you know it well, Jim,” the assistant commissioner said, and there was temporary silence.

“Another thing,” the battalion chief said, speaking still to Nat, “that electrical genius of yours. Drawing pretty pictures about how you string a wire here and a wire there and, lo and behold, an express elevator suddenly works.”

“You don’t think so?” Nat said.

“No, I don’t think so!” It was almost a shout. Then, in a weary quiet voice, “But I’m willing to try rockets if anybody thinks they’d have the chance of a snowball in Hell.”

The chief was silent for a few moments before he turned to look at the assistant commissioner. “You haven’t said it yet, Tim, but you’ve been thinking it and I can’t blame you. My district—just how in hell could a thing like this happen? We’ve got a building code. It isn’t perfect, but it’s too good to let this happen. For five—six years this building has been under construction in front of God and everybody, with inspectors and my people and heaven only knows who else watching every step.” He stopped and shook his head. “I don’t know,” he said. “I just don’t know.”

The assistant commissioner looked at Nat. “You seem to know more about it than anybody else,” he said, and left it there, implied accusation plain.

His first reaction was resentment; with effort Nat stifled it. He said slowly, carefully, “I’m beginning to find out some things about it, maybe put some of them together, not that that helps what you’re trying to do.”

Brown walked to the trailer windows and looked out, up. “If you didn’t build them so goddam big,” he said. There was anger in his voice, the anger of helplessness. He turned from the windows. “What in hell are you trying to prove anyway?”

“That,” Nat said slowly, “is a good question. I don’t know the answer.”

“I think we’ve outsmarted ourselves,” Brown said. “You know what I mean?” He walked to a chair and plumped himself down, a sad, helpless, angry man. “Look. I was born and grew up in a little town upstate. Tallest building in the county was two stories not counting widow’s walks—no, the four-story Empire State Hotel over in the county seat. We had streams. With fish in them. And I can still taste the water that came out of our well.”

Nat nodded. “I see what you mean.”

“My grandfather took sick,” Brown said. “He was in his eighties. The doctor came in the middle of the night, stayed until noon the next day. By that time Grandpa was dead.” He spread his large bony hands. “That was how it was. You were born, you lived, you died. Oh, maybe there were accidents, sure there were, and illnesses we can cure today we couldn’t even touch then. But there weren’t any hundred-and-twenty-five-story buildings and there weren’t a lot of other things too.”

Giddings came up the trailer steps. His face was smoke-stained and his blue eyes were angry.

“My wife’s uncle,” Brown said as if Giddings had not appeared, “he’s pushing ninety. He’s in a hospital. Never mind what it costs. He can’t hear and he can’t see and he doesn’t know anything that’s going on. They feed him through a tube and he lies there, still breathing, his heart still beating, and his kidneys and bowels still functioning. He’s been like that for three months. The doctors know how to keep him alive, if that’s the word, but they don’t know when to let him die decently. We’re too goddam smart for our own good.”

“I’ll go with that, Nat said. He looked at Giddings and waited.

“Maybe yes, maybe no,” Giddings said. “Personally, I think no. We haven’t any idea what’s happened in the upper elevator shafts. There’s plenty of heat up there, too goddam much heat, we know that. The rails could be distorted—” He shrugged. “You name it and it could have happened by now. We should have told them to take the stairs—”

Brown said, “The doors wouldn’t open.”

“Break the goddam doors down.”

Nat said, “I don’t know. It was a judgment call and maybe I called it wrong.”

“You didn’t,” Brown said. “Fire’s broken out into one stairwell. Chances are the other will get it too. Then where would they be, out in the open, halfway down?”

“Maybe better than where they are,” Giddings said, “trapped. And all because—”

“Because of what?” Nat said. He shook his head. “No one thing. Not even two or three things. A lot of things which shouldn’t have happened, but did, all together. You and I ought to have caught on to what Simmons was doing, for one thing.”

“He was too smart for us, he and that little bastard of a foreman.”

“And the inspector,” Nat said. “But a supervising inspector ought to have caught the changes too, and either didn’t or let them go. That’s another thing.” He looked at Brown.

Brown nodded angrily. “And apparently we let some things get by we shouldn’t. There are standpipes up there, but there’s no hose, and by now there isn’t any pressure either, because some of the pipes have burst from heat and generated steam.”

“You didn’t want this reception,” Nat said to Giddings. “Frazee ought to have called it off, but you couldn’t tell him why, so he didn’t.” He paused. “And nobody counted on a maniac getting past the cops and down into the mechanical basements to do God only knows what kind of damage before he killed himself. We knew somebody was inside. Maybe we ought to have insisted that the building be searched—”

“Floor by floor with an army?” Giddings said. “You know better than that.” His temper had cooled.

“That’s the trouble,” Nat said, “I do know better than that. We could have insisted until we were blue in the face and nobody would have paid a goddam bit of attention.” He looked again at Brown. “You have a big point,” he said. “We have more knowledge than judgment.” He gestured wearily to Giddings. “Let’s go see whether they’re ready to give it a try with an elevator.”

“I want you here when the Coast Guard comes,” Brown said. “It’s your idea.”

Nat nodded wearily as he walked out.

In the office off the Tower Room, “Sooner or later,” the governor said, “we’re going to have trouble, maybe panic.” He spoke to the fire commissioner. “Just in case,” the governor said, “I think we might round up four or five of those waiters, the young husky lads, and have them standing by.”

“I’ll take care of it,” the commissioner said. He left the office.

“Grover,” the governor said to Frazee, “why don’t you go out and mingle with your guests.” He paused. “And, goddammit, smile!”

“I’ll go with him,” Ben Caldwell said. The two men left together.

“And now,” the governor said to Beth, “do you see how crafty I am? We’re alone.”

Beth said slowly, “Will there be a tomorrow, Bent?” The telephone rang then. The governor put the phone on the rest and flicked on the speaker switch. “Armitage,” he said.

“One stairwell is untenable, Governor.” Brown’s voice said. “The other may hold, but it may not too. My men aren’t very optimistic, but they’re still trying to reach you.”

“And then what?” the governor said.

There was hesitation. “Get the door on that side open.”

“And?”

More hesitation. Brown said at last, “I don’t know what to advise, Governor.”

“All right,” the governor said, “let’s look at the odds. One stairwell is already out. What are the chances—opinion, man; I’m not expecting anything else—what are the chances of all the fire doors on the other side holding long enough to get us down—to get any of us down?” Brown’s voice was reluctant. “I’d have to say almost nonexistent, Governor.” He paused. “There are two other possibilities that seem to me better. Maybe Wilson and Giddings and the electrical engineer can get an elevator running.” He paused again. “And the other is that somehow we can get the fire inside the building under control before—” He stopped. “Under control,” he said.

The governor’s face was expressionless. He stared, unseeing, at the far wall. “Then our chances are better staying here?”

“I—would think so.” Brown hesitated. “There is one other chance, but it’s wild. Wilson’s idea. If the Coast Guard can get a line to you from the north Trade Center tower, and rig a breeches buoy—” The voice stopped, skepticism plain.

“We’ll go for anything,” the governor said. He paused, straightened. “Call your men back.”

Brown said nothing.

“Did you hear me?” the governor said.

“Maybe,” Brown said slowly, “maybe we’d better let them get on to you, Governor. Just in case. I’m only guessing about the odds.”

“Call them back,” the governor said. “There’s no point in expending them in a lost cause.”

It was, Brown thought, precisely what the battalion chief had said. He nodded weary, automatic acquiescence. “Yes, sir,” he said. And then, “Two of them—they can’t come back, Governor. There’s fire beneath them.”

“We’ll let them in,” the governor said. “We’ll give them a drink and some snacks. That’s the best we can do, and it is damn little.” His voice changed. “All right, Brown. Thanks for the report.” He hung up the phone. With no change of expression, “You asked a question,” he said to Beth.

“I withdraw it.”

“No.” The governor shook his head. “It deserves an answer.” He paused. He said at last, “I don’t know if there’s going to be a tomorrow, but I doubt it.” There—it was spoken. “And I’m sorry about that for many reasons.”

Quietly, “I know, Bent.”

“How can you know my reasons?”

Her smile was faint, but real: the ancient all-knowing smile of Woman. “I know.”

The governor stared at her. Slowly he nodded. “Maybe,” he said. His broad gesture took in the office and the entire building. “I’m here,” he said, “out of vanity, and that you always pay for. I love the hurrah. I always have. I might have been an actor.” He smiled suddenly. “At any rate, there I am.” The smile spread. “Exposed,” he said.

“I like what I see.”

The governor was silent for a few moments. “Maybe,” he said at last, “with someone like you, the White House might not have been out of reach.” He paused again. “What might have been.” He straightened. “I’d far rather stay right here, but as I said, you pay for your vanity.

“I belong outside, moving around—” He shook his head in faint apology.

“May I come with you?” She was smiling still as she stood up.

Together they walked into the Tower Room, and there on the threshold paused to look around. The room was as before: groups forming, flowing; waiters and waitresses passing trays of drinks and hors d’oeuvres; conversation, even occasional sudden laughter, perhaps a trifle over-loud. But now there was a difference.

It is, Beth thought, like one of those party scenes on stage, in an opera, perhaps, or a ballet, an animated but patently false gathering designed to hold the audience’s attention until the principals come out of the wings.

She wondered if the governor had the same impression, and she saw from his smile that he did.

“Here we go on stage,” he said.

The network president stopped them first. “It’s getting hot in here, Bent.”

The governor smiled. “Think of last summer when they closed down all power to three hundred thousand people at a time who had to do without their air-conditioners.”

“Other people’s miseries have never made mine feel much better.”

“Nor mine really,” the governor said. “On the other hand, when there is nothing you can do about it—”

“I’ve made it a practice always to find something to do about it. So have you.”

The governor nodded. He was smiling his public smile, but his voice held no hint of amusement. “But not this time, John. Not now.”

“We just wait it out?”

“For the moment,” the governor said, “that’s all there is to do.” He and Beth moved on.

Mayor Ramsay came up, his wife with him. “Anything new?”

“They’re trying an elevator. We’ll know about that soon.”

“And the firemen coming up the stairs?”

“Two of them,” the governor said, “will get here. I sent the other two back.”

The mayor’s jaw muscles rippled. “Do you mind telling me why?”

“Because, Bob, the two who will get here can’t go back. There is fire in the stairwell beneath them.”

The mayor let his breath out in a sigh. “And that means the other stairwell isn’t safe either, is that it?”

“I’m afraid that’s it.”

Paula Ramsay said, “We telephoned Jill.” She was smiling at Beth. “She said to give you her best.” She paused. “You were always her favorite.” She paused. “Sometimes I thought you knew her better than I did and I resented it. I don’t any more.”

More words never spoken until this moment, Beth thought. Why? “I didn’t know that.”

“It doesn’t matter now. The resentment is all gone. Jill—” Paula shook her head.

“She is young, Paula, so very young.”

“And she’ll be on her own now.” She looked at the governor. “I’m not a noble woman, Bent. I’m an angry woman. Why are we here like this? Who is responsible? I asked Grover Frazee and—”

“Grover,” the mayor said, “is both scared and drunk.” There was scorn in his voice. “In a gentlemanly way, of course. Very Fly Club. What he said was, ‘Now, now, my dear Paula, everything is going to be all right—I hope.’ Or words to that effect.”

“I want someone punished for this,” Paula Ramsay said. “I am sick and tired of irresponsible, malicious people doing whatever they choose, calling it some kind of activism, and getting away with it. Whether those responsible for this are black or white, male or female, prominent pediatricians or university chaplains or priests or anything else, I want to see them punished.” She stopped. “No, I won’t see them punished, will I? But I want to know that they will be. Call me vindictive, if you will. Call me—”

“I call you honest, Paula,” the governor said. “I’ll admit that this particular situation is changing my views on crime and punishment too.”

“But it isn’t over yet,” the mayor said. “You said so yourself. The elevator—”

“No,” the governor said, “it isn’t over yet.” He thought about the breeches buoy and decided against mentioning it and raising hopes prematurely. “I don’t like using football analogies,” he said. “They make me sound like—someone else. I don’t talk about game plans. But it isn’t over until the final gun goes off. In the meantime—”

“A ladylike stiff upper lip,” Paula Ramsay said. Her eyes were angry. “I am tempted to use privy-wall words, Bent. I mean that.” And then, “Go carry on with your tour of reassurance.” She paused and looked at her husband. “And we’ll do the’ same. Can’t let the side down, can we?” There was scorn in her voice.

The governor watched them walk away. The secretary general was approaching. “Between us,” the governor said quickly to Beth, “I feel exactly the same way Paula does. And if that were known, wouldn’t it just raise hell with my public image?” He smiled then at the secretary general, who carried a champagne glass in an easy practiced manner. “Walther, I don’t think I’ve apologized before for this—melodrama. I do now.”

“But are you responsible?”

“Only indirectly.” The governor left it there, without explanation.

The secretary general said, “Have you noticed how quickly, how easily one’s perspective changes? Until only a little time ago I was concerned largely with such matters as budget, unrest in the Middle East, problems of Southeast Asia, the ruffled feathers of a score of delegates on a dozen different issues, world environment—” He paused, smiling apologetically. “It reminds me of another time when only the here and now were important.”

“When was that?” Beth said.

“During the war?” the governor said. “Is that when you mean, Walther?”

“For some months we lived in a haystack outside Munich,” the secretary general said. “Our house had been—confiscated. I had been released from concentration camp—my wife managed to arrange it. We were six. Two children, my wife’s mother, an aunt of mine, ourselves.” His voice was quiet. “Once there was a chicken, a whole chicken.” He shook his head gently. “I learned then what the here and now can mean. That chicken—” Again the gentle headshake. There was in his face, in his voice, compassion and understanding without censure. “It was for the children, but they had none of it.”-He paused. “When my wife and I were looking elsewhere, the two old ladies ate it. All of it, the bones were clean. So it is when—survival is the problem.”

“Maybe,” the governor said slowly, “if we could bring the squabbling sides of all your problems right here, now, put them in this situation, they would settle their differences in a hurry. What do you think of that as a solution?”

“Yankee ingenuity.” The secretary general smiled. “I take it there is nothing new in our situation?” He nodded at what he saw in the governor’s face. “I thought not. A suggestion. Mr. J. Paul Norris is, shall we say, on the point of explosion. He is outraged”—again the smile—“well beyond my poor diplomatic powers to soothe.”

“I’ll talk to him,” the governor said.

J. Paul Norris, the tall gray-haired executive type, glowered at them. “If somebody doesn’t do something soon,” he said, “I am going to take matters into my own hands.”

The governor nodded pleasantly. “And do what, Paul?”

“I don’t know.”

“A splendid suggestion, entirely worthy of you.”

Norris said slowly, “Now look here, Bent. I’ve had just about enough of you, in public and in private. You have a sharp tongue. You’ve always had it. And you use it to poke fun at all the things that have made this country great. You—”

“Among them,” the governor said, “inherited wealth and position and what used to be known as privilege.” He nodded. “I saw your name on a list not long ago, Paul. Your income last year was not far short of one million dollars, but you paid no income tax.”

“Perfectly legal.” A vein was beginning to show on Norris’s forehead. “Absolutely within regulations.”

“I’m sure it was, but a little difficult for a man earning ten thousand dollars a year to understand when he pays perhaps a twenty-percent tax.”

Beth watching, listening, wondered what in the world the governor was hoping to accomplish by deliberately antagonizing the man even if it was justified.

“I don’t give a damn about the man earning ten thousand dollars a year,” Norris said. “He isn’t worth consideration.”

Beth smiled to herself. I see it now, she thought: it is pure diversion, waving a red flag to distract the man from the major problem.

“Do you know, Paul,” the governor was saying, “our hypothetical ten-thousand-dollar-a-year man doesn’t give a damn about you either, except as a source of annoyance. He thinks you and your kind ought to have been ploughed under years ago.”

“You talk like a communist.”

“It has been said before.”

“You admit it then?”

The governor smiled. “I consider the source of the accusation. Those with far-left leanings consider me very much a part of the Establishment—which, together with your opinion and that of others like you, puts me just about where I want to be: very close to the middle.” He paused. “Ponder those intangibles for a time.” And then, his voice turning cold, “But don’t even think of creating a disturbance in this room, or I’ll have you tied up like a Christmas turkey with a gag in your mouth. Is that understood?”

Norris took a deep breath. The vein in his forehead was very plain. “You wouldn’t dare.”

The governor showed his teeth. “Don’t try me, Paul. I only bluff in poker.” He and Beth walked on.

A waiter with a tray of drinks stopped in front of them. “Thank you, son,” the governor said. He handed a glass to Beth, took one for himself.

“How about it, Governor?” the waiter said. He kept his voice low. “They’re saying, you know, that we’re stuck here. For good. They’re saying the fire isn’t even close to under control. They’re saying—”

“There is always ‘they,’” the governor said, “and they are always crying doom.”

“Yeah. I know. Like scuttlebutt in the Navy. But look, Governor, I got a wife and three kids, and what about them? I ask you, what about them?”

“Boys,” the governor said, “or girls?”

“What difference does that make?” And then, “Two boys and a girl.”

“How old?”

The waiter was frowning now. “One boy’s eleven. That’s Stevie. Bert’s nine. Becky’s just six. What’re you giving me, Governor?”

“Becky is probably too young,” the governor said, “but why don’t you take both Stevie and Bert to the ball game Saturday?”

“That’s tomorrow.”

“So it is.” The governor was smiling gently. “I may see you there. If I do, I’ll buy you a beer, and a coke for each of the boys. How about that?”

The waiter hesitated. He said at last, “I think you’re horseshitting me, Governor—excuse the language, lady.” He paused. “But,” he said, “I’ll sure as hell take you up on it if I see you.” He turned away. He turned back. “I like the first baseline.” He was smiling as he walked off.

“He understands, Bent,” Beth said.

The governor nodded, “I was stationed in London during the Blitz.” He smiled. “You weren’t very old then.”

Beth’s smile matched his. “Don’t try to pull years on me.

“When it came right down to the crunch,” the governor said, “the people took it. They didn’t like it, but they took it. They endured and they didn’t complain and they rarely panicked. People like that man. People Paul Norris isn’t fit to—live in the same room with.”

“Or die in the same room with,” Beth said. “Yes. I agree.” Her eyelids stung. “Maybe in the end I’ll—panic.”

“The end isn’t yet.” The governor’s voice was strong. “And even if it does come, you won’t panic.”

“Don’t let me, Bent. Please.”

The time was 5:23. An hour had passed since the explosion.

20

In the trailer one of the telephones rang. Brown picked it up, spoke his name. He hesitated. “Yes,” he said, “she is here.” He handed the phone to Patty.

“I thought you would be there, child,” her mother’s voice said. In her tone there was no hint of censure. “I am glad. Your father would have been glad.” Silence.

Patty closed her eyes. She said slowly, hesitantly, “‘Would have been’ ? What does that mean?”

The silence on the phone grew and stretched. Mary McGraw broke it at last in a calm voice without tears. “He is gone.” Merely that.

Patty stared out through the windows at the scene of controlled confusion outside and took a deep unsteady breath. “And I was here,” she said.

“You could have done nothing.” Mary’s voice was gentle. “I saw him for a few moments, at the end. But he did not see me or even know that I was there.”

Tears were close. Patty held them back. “I’ll come up.”

“No. I am going home, child.”

“I’ll come there.”

“No.” The voice was strange, taut and yet controlled. “I am going to have a nice cup of tea. And a good cry.” Then I’ll go to church. And you cannot help me with any of those.” Mary paused. “I don’t mean to turn away from you. It is just that right now, with your father gone, I want to be alone. He would have understood.”

Hesitantly, “I understand too, Mother,” Patty said. We face our grief in our own ways, she thought; it was a new concept. There were many new concepts today.

“And you?” the mother said.

Patty looked around the trailer almost in bewilderment. And yet the answer was plain. “I will stay here.” With Daddy’s building.

There was a long pause. “Not Paul?” Mary said.

“Not Paul. That’s—finished.” Patty paused. “Daddy knew.” And here in the midst of grief came renewed anger. She forced it down.

“Do as you think best, child.” Pause. “God bless you.” Patty hung up slowly. She was conscious that Brown and the two battalion chiefs tried not to watch her, waiting self-consciously for her to give them their cue. Strange, how easily she understood that; how easily she understood many things about men like these, men Daddy had always dealt with, men unlike Paul. But I have no business being here, she thought. “My father is dead.” She said it slowly, distinctly, and then stood up. “I’ll leave now.”

“Sit down,” Brown said. His voice was harsh. In silence he got out his cigarettes, chose one, snapped it in half and almost threw the pieces into the ashtray. “Your father,” he said. “I am very sorry, Mrs. Simmons.”

Through the fatigue and the strain he smiled, a gentle grimace. “He and I had our fights. We were bound to. He was a builder and by his lights I was a heckler, and we both had low flash points.” The smile spread. “But a better man never lived, and I am glad he is not around to see—this.”

Patty said slowly, “Thank you. I—don’t want to be in the way.” But I have no place else to go, she thought suddenly, it is as simple as that. And at last the enormity, of being alone, wholly alone, bore in upon her. In an unsteady voice, “Thank you,” she said again. “I’ll try to stay out of the way.”

The walkie-talkie crackled. “We’re at the Tower Room floor, Chief.” Denis Howard’s voice, panting and dull with fatigue. “The smoke isn’t too bad yet. We’ll try to get the door cleared.”

“What’s the matter with it?”

“Oh, Christ, Chief, how can things like this happen?” \ Almost a lament. “There’re big boxes, heavy boxes, some of them marked ‘Fragile, Electronic Equipment,’ and they’re jammed so the door can’t open from the inside. Where in hell were our people, letting anybody block a fire door like this?”

The battalion chief closed his eyes. “I don’t know, Denis. I sure as hell don’t know. All I do know is that if there’s a wrong way to do something, somebody will find it. I’ve never known it to fail. And when all the wrong things happen at the same time—” He stopped. “Tear the goddam boxes apart.” His voice was savage. “Get out of that stairwell and inside! There’s your best chance.”

Brown gestured wearily. The battalion chief handed him the walkie-talkie. “The governor has promised you a drink and some snacks,” Brown said. “That ought to make your day.”

There was no reply. The batteries in Howard’s unit had failed from the mounting heat.

Nat was down in the black bowels of the building, moving partly by feel and partly by the eerie light of firemen’s headlamps, claustrophobic in his mask and afraid that each breath would somehow be the last, drenched by water from the big hoses and fighting through smoke almost as through a solid substance. Giddings and Joe Lewis and two men of a pickup electrical crew were somewhere near, but for the moment Nat had lost them.

It was, he told himself, ridiculous that he should even be down here. Joe Lewis was the electrical engineer; Giddings knew as much about actual placement of panels and circuitry as anybody, including Nat himself. And yet here he was, unable to wait outside or, like a proper little prototypical architect, back at his drawing board, pencil in hand, head filled with abstruse calculations.

I don’t belong here, he thought, and by here he no longer meant simply beneath this great building, but anywhere in this complex compartmentalized right-hand-doesn’t-know-what-left-hand-is-doing megalopolis society where man was so far removed from actuality that a switch thrown miles away could cut off his light, his heat, his means of cooking or of keeping himself sane against constant din by playing the kind of music he could lose himself in. Or kill him by a radioactive mistake at some distant generator.

Oh, that was exaggeration, of course, but not by much. Here—

He was jostled suddenly by two firemen stumbling past in the murk, dragging a new hose. They seemed unaware that there had been any contact.

And that was another thing: the crowding even under the best of circumstances. Big city people were like turkeys in a pen. They seemed to prefer to be shoved and jostled and packed into impossibly small spaces. The subways at rush hour. The buses. The crowded ramps at Yankee Stadium. The Coney Island beaches. Times Square New Year’s Eve. A Madison Square rally. By God, they enjoy it!

Thoughts flicked across the screen of his mind far faster than words could contain them.

A nearby voice muffled through a mask said suddenly, “If the motherfucker will—there, you bastard! Okay. Give me a light, goddammit!” One of the electricians.

Giddings was there, massive in the smoke. “If you can’t move it, let me in.” His voice too sounded unreal, distant and hollow.

“Look, mac, keep your goddam meathooks off this panel. You don’t carry no union card.”

Oh no! Nat thought. Not now! And yet it was so; ingrained, ineluctable. You staked out your own little territory and you defended it against all comers, friend or enemy. Why? Because that territory was you, manifestation of your essence; its violation assaulted your very soul. Shit. That was not how it ought to be. His anger had spread now to include the world in general.

Joe Lewis, standing close, said hollowly, “Hurry it up.” He began to cough. “A man can only stand so much of this.”

“Then beat it,” Giddings said. “We’ll finish it off.”

In the smoke and near-darkness Nat saw Lewis raise an arm and let it fall in a gesture of defeat. His coughing was deep, wracking. He turned away, stumbled, fell, tried to raise himself, and failed.

Giddings said, “Goddammit—”

“Stay at the job,” Nat said. His voice was sharp. “I’ll get him out.”

He knelt beside Lewis, turned him over on his back and raised him to a sitting position. Slowly, heavily, he levered the man over his shoulder and into a fireman’s carry, took a deep breath, and managed to heave himself to his feet.

His legs were weak and even through the mask the taste of smoke filled his lungs, usurping areas of tissue that ought to have been filled with oxygen, creating a dizziness that would not go away.

He leaned forward against the burden on his shoulder and, half-walking, half-stumbling, headed off into the murk.

Lewis’s body was limp, a dead weight. Nat could not tell whether the man breathed. He stumbled onto the first stairs and slowly, laboriously began to climb. One, two, three … there were fourteen steps to each level—why would he remember a thing like that now?

Thirteen, fourteen … level floor and then more stairs, and the smoke was in no measure diminished.

The next step would have to be his last—and he knew that it was not so. As in the mountains on a steep trail, the only thing to do was put your head down and concentrate on setting one foot in front of the other in slow rhythm. Ignore your breathing—if you can. Ignore the coughing that chokes you. Thirteen, fourteen—another level floor, and more stairs.

Once he stumbled over a hose and went painfully to his knees, was tempted to drop the body that hampered him—and managed to withstand the temptation. Get up, goddammit, get up!

He heard voices and knew them to be nothing more than sounds within his own head.

He stopped in the middle of a flight of stairs to cough and cough again, and then lurch on.

Ahead there was only blackness and smoke. And here was a door, closed—was it, for God’s sake, locked as well? If it is, Nat thought, then I’ve taken the wrong stairs and we’ve both had it.

He lurched up the last two steps, and felt with his free hand for the doorknob. There was none.

The dizziness was near-nausea now, and thinking was almost impossible. No doorknob—why? Goddammit, you know the answer—what is it? You’re the architect, aren’t you? He leaned forward, pushing Lewis’s limp body against the door. It opened suddenly and Nat almost fell through—into the smoke-filled concourse.

Out at last into the unbelievably sweet air of the plaza, freed from the claustrophobic mask—and here came two men in white to take the body from his shoulder, and someone else saying “Breathe this” and slapping a rubber mask over his nose and mouth.

He breathed deeply of the oxygen and gradually the plaza came back into focus, the dizziness receded. Nat freed himself from the mask and went stumbling toward the trailer. His legs were weak as he climbed the steps.

One of the battalion chiefs grinned at him. “Like to join the Department?” he said. “We can offer smoke-filled outings almost every day, if that’s the way your pleasure runs.”

“Thanks much,” Nat said. He made himself smile. It was a grimace. “But from here on I fight my fires in forests.”

“Are you all right?” This was Patty, whom Nat had not even noticed.

He noticed her now, small, bright, at the moment concerned, genuinely concerned. Why? “Fine,” Nat said. “Soon as I get my breath.”

“You look,” Patty said, “as Daddy used to say, like something dredged up out of the East River.” She showed him an unsteady smile.

Brown said, “What about the elevator?”

Nat gestured wearily. “It may work. They’re going to try it.” There was no other way. Unless—“The Coast Guard is taking its time,” he said.

Giddings came up the steps. Seeing him, Nat got some idea of how he himself looked. Giddings’s face was freckled white where the mask had been. His forehead was black and soot colored his hair. His corduroy jacket was sodden and streaked. “What’s funny?” Giddings said.

“A couple of chimney sweeps,” Nat said, grinning still.

“And sweeps,” Patty said, “are lucky as lucky can be. We’ll hold that thought.” And pray, for luck in all directions, she told herself. Wherever you are, Daddy, Godspeed!

Brown said, “Well?”

“If it goes,” Giddings said, “it won’t stop until the Tower Room unless—” He shrugged. “Oh, hell, unless almost anything. But the point is that we won’t even know it’s gotten there unless they tell us. Better get on the horn.” He and Brown and the two chiefs moved toward the telephone.

Patty said softly, “Nat.” What compelled her to this? Mere loneliness? She had no idea, but neither had she the strength to resist. “He’s gone, Nat. Daddy. As big and strong as he was, he’s—”

“I’m sorry.” Nat took both of her small clean hands in his own. He looked at the results in dismay. “I’m sorry about that too.”

“It doesn’t matter.” Patty made no effort to take her hands away. “Mother called. She saw him, but—he—didn’t—know—her! ”

Nat squeezed the small hands. “Easy. Easy.” What else was there to say? I’m no good at this kind of thing, he thought; all I know is things, not people. “I’m sorry,” he said again. The words were inane.

Patty had caught her lower lip between her teeth. Her eyes were closed. When she opened them, they were bright but not tear-filled. “I’m okay.” She paused. “Paul,” she said then in a different voice.

“What about him?”

Patty drew a deep unsteady breath. “I told Daddy at lunch about Paul and Zib. I’m sorry, but I told him I was leaving Paul and I had to give a reason.”

Nat squeezed the small hands again. “Of course.” But where was pain in the knowledge, the concept that he had been cuckolded? Hadn’t he cared to begin with? All along had he been fooling himself that he and Zib had what he had always thought of as a marriage when all the time it was merely a legal shakeup, no strings attached?

“Paul saw him after that,” Patty said. “Paul was there when he had his attack.” She was silent, watching Nat’s face.

At the far end of the trailer the four men were clustered around the telephone. There were voices, words unintelligible. Here in a little area of isolation there was silence. Nat said slowly, “What are you saying, Patty?”

“Daddy being Daddy,” Patty said, “he braced Paul with Zib. Isn’t that how it had to be? Isn’t it?” She paused. “And what do you think Paul would have said?” She paused, and then gave her own answer. “That you and I were rolling in the hay too. Just to get even. Being Paul.” The silence surrounded them and time seemed to stand still. “I don’t know,” Nat said. But he did know. Paul being Paul—there was the operative phrase. “I don’t know much about people,” Nat said. “Why not give him the benefit of the doubt?”

Patty’s head was shaking slowly. Her chin was set. “If that is how it was,” she said, “then he killed Daddy.” She paused. Her hands in Nat’s were tensed. “And if I get the chance,” she said, “I’ll kill him. So help me.”

Nat said quickly, “Patty—” He stopped.

Brown’s voice was saying into the telephone, “You’re sure? Goddammit, man, make sure!” He spoke to Giddings and the two battalion chiefs. “He thinks the elevator has gotten there. Thinks!” And then, again into the phone, “It is sure? Yes, Governor? Jesus, Mary, and Joseph!” A pause. “Yes, sir. We’ll hang on.” He cupped his hand over the mouthpiece. “The elevator got there. They’re working the doors open now. How about that?” He looked the length of the trailer at Nat. “Now we can forget that breeches buoy nonsense.”

Nat hesitated. Here, at least, he thought, he was dealing with a matter he could judge with some competence. “No,” he said. “If the elevator works, fine. But let’s have a backup, just in case.”

21

Windows in the northeast quadrant on the sixty-second floor of the building were the first to shatter from heat. Heavy shards of the tempered tinted glass sprang out from the building as if from an explosion, glistened like icicles in their long fall, and crashed into the plaza. The crowd squealed and shrieked in its excitement.

“Move those barricades back!” a bullhorn shouted. “Back, goddammit!”

Patrolman Shannon put his hand to his cheek and stared unbelieving at the blood that instantly covered his palm and dripped between his fingers.

Barnes whipped out his handkerchief. He wadded it against the long clean cut. “Hold it tight, Mike, and head for that ambulance. You’ll need stitches.”

“Do you think,” Shannon said, irrepressible, “that there’ll be a Purple Heart in it, Frank? I’ve always longed to be a wounded hero.”

“You have your wish.” Barnes set about helping to move the crowd back out of apparent range.

The signs had disappeared from the plaza, but in the building’s torment the Reverend Joe Willie Thomas saw opportunity for a message:

“It is the will of the Lord!” he shouted in that revivalist voice. “It is just retribution! Wickedness and waste, hand-in-hand, cheek-by-jowl, Sodom and Gomorrah repeated, I say!”

There were those who thought the comparisons apt.

In the plaza air there was a taste of ashes. Puddles of water on the pavement had spread into ponds, their surfaces dull with soot.

High up, impossibly high, near the building’s gleaming tower, smoke roiled into the sky. Lower, on the opposite side of the building, more smoke oozed out and, wind-driven, curled around the structure like a smothering cloak.

Smoke still poured out of the concourse doors, but its quantity was lessened. Many in the crowd thought that the fire was being contained. It was not.

“Sooner or later,” a Pine Street insurance underwriter in the crowd said, “it had to happen. I don’t want to be quoted on that, but there it is. And, thank Heaven, we are not involved.”

“Rates will have to go up.”

The underwriter nodded. “No question. Losses have to be covered.”

“What about the people up there?”

“That,” the underwriter said, “is a good question. I don’t know the answer. We insure things, not people.”

22

The office off the Tower Room was again the command post, and the governor dominated the room. “What is the elevator capacity? Maximum? Even overloaded?”

Ben Caldwell said, “Fifty-five persons is the rated load. Another ten, perhaps, could be squeezed in.”

“They will be,” the governor said. He paused. He smiled then, without amusement. “Traditionally,” he said, “women and children are first. Does anyone see a reason to flout tradition?”

“I do,” Beth said, and there was silence. “You are the important people,” she said then. “You are the ones who need to be-—saved. Stop this silly chivalry and be practical.”

Grover Frazee said, “Hear, hear.”

“Shut up, Grover,” the governor said. His tone was angry.

Senator Peters said, “All right, my dear, let’s be practical. We’ve had our time. We’ve made what waves we could make, influenced what events we were capable of influencing.” The habit of oratory was strong. He made himself stop elaborating the matter. “The point is,” he said, “that the tradition isn’t just from silly ideas of chivalry. It’s grounded in that practicality you demand. You, not we, are the future of the human race. We manage its affairs while we live, but you see to it that there are those to replace us and you care for them until they are ready.”

The governor said, “You are overruled, Beth.” He smiled fondly. He looked around the office. “All the women,” he said. “You, Pete,” he said to the commissioner, “see to it. The rest of you help him. And hurry!” Beth waited until only they two were left. “I’m not going, Bent. Not without you.”

“Oh yes you are.” The governor walked to the inner wall of the office. “Come here.” He watched her approach slowly, wonderingly, and he took her hand and placed it flat against the wall’s surface. She drew it away. “Hot, isn’t it?” the governor said. “Not much more time, and I want you safe.”

“I told you—”

“But I’m telling you.” He lifted her chin with a bent forefinger and kissed her lightly. “I’m not going to make any speeches,” he said. “For once in my life I don’t have any words to cover what I think and feel.” He was smiling gently. “And if that sounds unbelievable, well, this entire situation is unbelievable, but it has happened.” He put his arm around her waist. “Come along. I’ll see you off.” Still she held back. “Will there be a second load? You? The others?”

“We’ll count on it. First we’ll see you safe.” Together they walked to the door and there they stopped.

Outside someone shouted, “What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

There were other voices raised, and the sound of running footsteps.

“Wait here,” the governor said and hurried out into the big room.

The scene had altered suddenly, drastically. Like ants around an uprooted nest, the governor thought, everyone seemed to be in haphazard frantic motion.

“Hold it!” the governor shouted. “Hold it!”

Some of the movement stopped. Faces turned in his direction. There was near-silence.

“What’s going on?” the governor said. “We’re supposed to be grown people, responsible people. Just what in blue blazes has changed that?” His tone flayed them all. “They’ve worked a miracle down below,” he said, “and sent us an elevator. It—”

“That is the problem, Bent,” Senator Peters said, his working-class big-city accent more marked than ever. “The elevator is gone, on its way down, and there’s no way to stop it.” He paused. “It has a passenger. One. Can you guess who?”

The big room was still, and all eyes watched him. I don’t have to guess, the governor thought, I know. Aloud he said, “You tell me, Jake.”

“Paul Norris,” the senator said, “who else? J. Paul Norris.”

The governor nodded slowly. Slowly he turned and walked back into the office past Beth as if she did not exist. He sat down at the desk, picked up the telephone, and flipped the desk-speaker switch. “Armitage here,” he said. “The elevator is on its way down. It has one passenger. I want him held.”

Brown’s voice said, “Yes, sir.” And then, incredulously, “Just one passenger?”

“That is what I said.” The governor paused. “I want the district attorney apprised of the fact that the man deliberately stole the elevator. If the district attorney can see his way clear, I should like the man to be charged with attempted murder.’ The governor paused again. “Witnesses,” he said, “may be hard to come by. Tell him that too.”

Brown said, “We’ll send the elevator right back. If we can.”

The governor nodded. “If you can,” he said. “I understand.” He paused. “You’ve done a superlative job, all of you, against apparently impossible odds. I want you to know that we appreciate it, all of us.” He was staring thoughtfully at the telephone. “How long the telephone will last,” he said, “is anyone’s guess, I should imagine. ‘I’m sure that somewhere up here there is a transistor radio. There always is. You can reach us with any information through the city’s radio station. We’ll stay tuned to it.” He looked up then.

The mayor stood in the doorway. He was nodding. “I’ll find a transistor,” he said. And then, “Will they get the elevator up for another trip?”

“Governor?” Brown’s voice on the desk speaker.

“Right here.”

“The elevator is down, Governor. The man inside—” Brown paused. “He’s dead, Governor. Burned pretty bad.” His voice shook.

Nat Wilson’s voice came on, weary but strong. “The heat in the core. There must be a blowtorch effect.”

Ben Caldwell moved in past the mayor. “Masks, Nat?” he said. “Asbestos suits? Spray the inside of the car to cool it off—”

“No,” Nat said. “One chance, and we blew it. We won’t get that car up again. It’s badly damaged and off its rails, so the rails must have distorted. We’ll try another, but—” He left the sentence unfinished.

Caldwell blew his breath out slowly in a silent whistle. “I understand.”

Brown’s voice came on again. “We’re still working the inside of the building,” he said. “Floor by goddam floor. Sorry, Governor. Eventually—” The voice paused. “If only they didn’t build them so big.” Another pause. “What’s left now,” Brown’s voice said, “is that wild idea of Wilson’s.”

The governor’s face was expressionless. “Keep us posted,” he said, pushed back his chair, and stood up wearily. “Time for another report.” He started for the door.

“Do you have to, Bent?” This was Beth.

“My dear,” the governor said, “if there is one thing I have learned in a long career, it is that people behave at their worst when they are kept in the dark. In the face of unpalatable truths they sometimes react unpleasantly; but when they aren’t told anything, rumors start and panic is not far behind.”

As before, the governor stood on a chair in the center of the big room. He waited briefly until all conversation had stopped. Then, “The elevator reached the concourse,” he said and waited.

There was a low angry murmur.

“The man in it,” the governor said, “was dead from the intense heat in the core of the building.” He paused again.

This time there was silence. He had his audience now.

“They are attempting to send us a second elevator,” he said, “and if they are successful, there will be insulated clothing and breathing masks for those who ride in it.” He raised one hand. “If they are successful in sending that second elevator. It is by no means sure that they will be.”

There was hammering at the fire door on the far side of the room. The governor waited while the fire commissioner hurried to it, wrenched at the knob, and pushed the door wide. Firemen Denis Howard and Lou Storr lurched through.

Each carried a halligan tool, a long heavy bar hooked at one end, canted at the other. Their masks hung around their necks. In each face there was a bone-weariness plain to see. Their legs trembled as they walked forward in answer to the governor’s beckoning gesture.

“Close that door,” the governor said. Then, to the two firemen, “We thank you for coming.”

Lou Storr opened his mouth, and closed it again carefully.

Denis Howard said, “Nothing at all, Governor. Just a stroll up a few stairs.” He waved his hand in a grand gesture. “‘Theirs not to question why.’”

A male voice said, “Can we use the stairs? If we can, let’s get at it.”

There was silence. Howard, no longer grandstanding, looked at the governor, question plain.

“Tell them,” the governor said.

Howard took his time. “You can use them,” he said at last. “But you won’t reach the bottom or anywhere near the bottom.” He held out his hand. It trembled. “See that? There used to be hair.” He ran his hand wearily over his face. “And I used to have eyebrows too, so I did.” He nodded then. “You can use the stairs. You might even be alive all the way down to the hundredth floor—if you run fast enough.”

The room was still.

“I promised you both a drink,” the governor said. He looked at a nearby waiter: “See that they have them. Then bring them into the office.” He looked around at his audience. “It is not good,” he said. “But neither is it hopeless. We are exploring every possibility. I can’t tell you more than that.”

Cary Wycoff raised his voice. “What I want to know,” he said, “no, correct that: what I demand to know is how did all this happen? Who is responsible?”

The governor waited motionless on the chair while the low murmur of agreement ran its course. Then, in the silence, “I suggest, Cary, that you appoint a Congressional committee to look into the matter. I will be happy to tell it all I know.” He stepped down from the chair, offered Beth his arm, and walked neither slow nor fast back to the office.

Inside he dropped into the desk chair. “I think of myself,” he said, “as a fairly patient man and a reasonable one. I even consider myself compassionate.” He looked up at Beth and smiled without amusement. “Right now,” he said, “I would cheerfully strangle Cary Wycoff. And my one great hope is that I will live long enough to spit on Paul Norris’s grave.” He paused. “If those sentiments are ignoble, then so am I.”

Beth said, “If Mr. Norris had not stolen the elevator—” She left the sentence unfinished.

“True,” the governor said. “None of you would have reached the bottom alive. And so I am glad it happened the way it did. But that changes nothing.”

“I understand, Bent.”

He caught her hand and pressed it to his cheek. “Little men,” he said, “in scribes’ caps and long pointed slippers.

They write in the big book and then pull strings to see that everything works out as they have planned it.” He shook his head. “I wonder sometimes if their motives aren’t basically malicious. Do you believe in an afterlife, my dear?”

“I think so.”

“I’ve never found it necessary,” the governor said. “I’ve never found it necessary to believe in a deity either.” He paused. “But I have gone through the motions of worship just as I have gone through the other forms of conventional behavior. And for the same reason: because it was expected of me. I wonder how many others do the same, but won’t admit it.” He paused. “If I could pray and mean it, I would pray to believe that you and I will meet again somewhere.”

“We will, Bent.”

“Beside a celestial trout stream? I think that would be my choice. Just in time for the evening rise.” He dropped Beth’s hand and sat up straight as the two firemen and the fire commissioner appeared in the doorway. “Come in,” the governor said. “Sit down. Let’s consider possibilities”—he paused—“as gloomy as some of them may be.”

23

It was almost schizophrenia that had overtaken her, Patty thought, because one part of her mind had retreated into its own secret place to mourn; while the rest of her mind insisted on concentrating on the here and now, the tension that filled the trailer.

After talking to Ben Caldwell, Nat had walked back from the telephone to stand near Patty and stare unseeing out at the plaza and the tormented building. He said slowly, “The way they used to design them, the big buildings, they were so fire-resistant that the city actually reduced fire department coverage in high-rise areas.” He turned then to look at Patty. “Did you know that?”

Patty made herself smile and shake her head.

“Thick walls,” Nat said, “thick floors, windows that opened—you could get in and out. A fire could be contained. Now—” He shook his head. “Core construction is more economical: you can concentrate elevators, escalators, pipes, ducts, wiring, all the unproductive items, in a central shaft. That leaves more rental space. But when a fire breaks out, a big one like this—” He shook his head again.

“That blowtorch effect you talked about on the phone?” Patty said. “Like a chimney?”

One of the battalion chiefs standing nearby said, “Times, on a fire like this, temperatures in the core can be so high that firemen can only work for five minutes at a time, maybe less.” He looked at Nat. “Blowtorch, you call it. More like a blast furnace.” He pointed up toward the building’s top. “If we get anybody out of there alive, it’s going to be a bloody miracle.”

Brown’s voice angry on the telephone said, “Yes, goddammit, we want them in here! On the double! You think this is some kind of charade?” He slammed down the telephone and waved his bony fists in helpless rage. “The cops couldn’t see what the Coast Guard had to do with a fire in a building. Seemed screwy to them, they said, so they took their time and then decided to check before they let them through the lines.” He was glaring at Nat. “Do you think it’ll work? Do you? That breeches buoy idea?”

Nat raised his hands and let them fall in a gesture of disclaimer. “Do you have any better ideas?”

“Those choppers,” Brown said. “They’re still sailing around, not doing a damn bit of good. That was your idea too.”

“So was the elevator,” Nat said, “and it could have killed fifty people instead of one.” It would be a long time, if ever, before he forgot that.

Once in his fire-jumping days he had been dropped into an area where a forest fire, wind-driven, had altered direction without warning and trapped nineteen men in a fatal pocket. Their bodies lay stiffly in the fetal position, curled like snails, burned almost beyond recognition. That was a thing you remembered too. “What else can we do but try everything we can think of?” Nat said. “Because if we don’t—” He spread his hands.

There was silence.

“Let’s look at the possibilities,” Nat said. “You can’t reach them with anything. And they can’t get down by themselves. Even if they had ropes, what good would they do? Middle-aged men and women trying to rappel fifteen hundred feet?” His voice was low-pitched, almost savage.

“Can the choppers do anything?” he said then. “The answer is no, not by themselves. You might be able to break some windows up there and transfer an acrobat to a ladder swinging from one of the choppers, but none of those people who went up there to drink champagne could make it. So what is left? That’s the answer to your question. Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego made it in Nebuchadnezzar’s furnace, but it isn’t going to happen here.”

“Okay,” Brown said, calmer now. “Don’t get in an uproar. We’ll see what the Coast Guard has to say.”

“If it doesn’t work,” Nat said, “it doesn’t work.” He stared out the window again.

Patty touched his arm. “Is all this really Paul’s doing?” Her voice was quiet. “Daddy said he wasn’t sure and wouldn’t badmouth a man until he was.”

The envelope of change-order copies was still in his pocket. He took it out, shook the orders free on the drafting board. He watched Patty pick them up one by one, glance at them, drop them as if they were unclean. She said at last, “I’m not an engineer, but I do know a little.” She was watching Nat’s face. “Your name on all of these, but you didn’t sign them, did you?”

“How do you know that?”

“Not your style,” Patty said. “And don’t ask me how I know, but l do.” She looked down at the papers. “One of Paul’s tricks, imitating handwriting. I used to think it was amusing.” She paused. “Now,” she said, “I think it’s merely childish. And vicious.” She was silent for a time. “Tell me,” she said then, “what is the name for a woman who turns against her husband?”

“Admirable.”

“I wish I could believe that.”

Small and indomitable, Nat thought, willing to face facts squarely even when they hurt. How would Zib react in a similar situation? Probably just pretend that it was all a mistake that had never happened and walk away. But not this one. “You have my word for it,” Nat said.

“Now,” a new voice said from the trailer doorway, “what seems to be the trouble and what do you think we can do about it?”

He was a big man, broad, solid, massively calm—Chief Petty Officer Oliver, United States Coast Guard. He listened quietly while Nat explained, and together they went out of the trailer to stare up at the tops of the buildings—the square flat-topped north tower of the Trade Center and the World Tower itself, its shining spire almost touching the sky.

The chief looked around the plaza at the crowds, the sooty lakes, the writhing hoses and shouting firemen. “Quite a circus,” he said, and squinted aloft again, measuring distances with his eye, his face expressionless. He looked at last at Nat, and slowly shook his head. “It can’t be done,” he said.

“You’ve got guns,” Nat said, “and line—what you call a messenger line, no?”

“We’ve got it all,” the chief said.

“And the distance, man, isn’t all that great.” Nat’s voice was urgent, almost angry. “So it takes half a dozen tries. One line into that Tower Room is all you need, isn’t it? We’ll have the whole bank of windows on that side broken out. You’ll have a target the size of a barn. You—”

“Down here on the ground,” the chief said, “the wind is calm, or near enough. Up there—how high?”

“Fifteen hundred feet.” The anger was suddenly gone. “I see what you mean.”

“Blowing merry hell,” the chief said. “It usually is aloft. See that smoke, how it lays out straight? That’s what we’d have to shoot a line into—” He paused. “And there’s no way we can get it there. Not at that distance.”

Another bad idea, Nat thought, and blamed himself that he had not come up with a good one. Maybe there were no good ideas, but that in no way altered the fact of failure. Bitter thought.

“But,” the chief said, “we’ll give it a try.” He paused. “We’ll do the best we can—even if it isn’t good enough.” For the first time on this disastrous day, Nat thought, he felt the first faint glimmering of hope. It was hard to keep triumph out of his voice. “We’ll give you firemen and cops,” he said, “anybody you need to go up on the Trade Center roof with you and help you do your thing. I’ll see that the windows in the Tower Room are broken out and men are standing by to catch a line if you get it across.” His thoughts were flowing now. “My boss, the architect, is up there. He’ll find structure strong enough to fasten the breeches buoy line to and handle any strain. Then—”

“We’ll try,” the chief said. “That’s all I can promise.” He smiled suddenly. “But it’ll be the damnedest gut-busting try you ever saw.” The smile spread. “And who knows?” He gestured back into the trailer. “Get your people lined up.”

The governor took the call and promptly sent for Ben Caldwell and the fire commissioner to hear the situation report.

“A Coast Guard crew,” Nat’s voice said, “is going to the roof of the north tower of the Trade Center. They’ll try shooting a messenger line over to you—”

Caldwell interrupted. “That means breaking out windows on that side.” He nodded.

“All of them,” Nat said. “Every one. Give them as big a target as you can.” He paused. “We’re having the plaza on that side cleared of everybody. That heavy falling glass can kill.”

“We’ll start on the windows when you give the word,” Caldwell said. He hesitated. “It’s a long way, Nat, from that tower roof.”

“We’ll try. That’s all we can do.” And then, rather than dwell on possible failure, hurrying on, “As I understand it, the gun shoots a weighted projectile carrying a light messenger line. When you get the line you haul it in on signal, and they’ll have secured the heavier line to it. Two lines, actually: the heavy one to carry the load of the breeches buoy, and the smaller line that pulls the breeches buoy across to you and then back down to the tower roof.” He paused.

“Understood,” Caldwell said. He wore a faint smile. “You’re probably way ahead of me,” Nat said, “but I’ll go through it all anyway.” Pause. “Make the heavy line fast to structure that will take a hell of a load, not just to a table or a chair.” Another pause. “And I’d suggest that where the line goes through the window frame you make damn sure all the glass is gone. We don’t want the line to be cut or frayed.” Another voice poke unintelligibly in the background. “Wait a moment—”

In the silence the governor said, “Your man, Ben—”

“The best,” Caldwell said. “If it can be done, he’ll figure out the way and see to it.”

“They’ve cleared the plaza on that side,” Nat’s voice came again into the speaker phone. “You can start on the windows.”

Caldwell looked at the fire commissioner. The commissioner nodded and made a circle of thumb and forefinger. He hurried out of the office.

Nat’s voice said in a different note, “I don’t know how many are hearing this—” He hesitated.

The governor said quickly, “This is Armitage. You can say whatever you want to say.”

“Okay,” Nat said. His voice was solemn. “It’s just this. We don’t want to get your hopes too high because it may not work.”

“Understood,” the governor said.

“But,” Nat said, “if it doesn’t work—” He paused. “Then, goddammit, we’ll think of something else. That’s a promise.” Another pause. “All for now.” He clicked off.

The office was still. Ben Caldwell, smiling faintly, almost apologetically, looked at the governor and Beth. “I’ve found,” he said, “that Nat Wilson’s promises can be depended on.” The smile spread. “I find myself clinging to that thought.”

“We all are,” the governor said. “We can build buildings like this and invent governments and machines and set up systems that can’t fail, but when it comes right down to it, there is no substitute for a man you can depend on.” He paused. “Or a woman.” He smiled then. “That sounds corny, doesn’t it? But it wouldn’t be corny if it weren’t a basic truth.”

From the big room came the sound of breaking glass and a growing murmur of voices.

The governor heaved himself out of his chair. “Show time,” he said. “Let’s bring everybody up to date.”

Nat turned away from the phone and walked the length of the trailer to stand again beside Patty. “Big talk,” he said. His smile was deprecatory. “But I couldn’t just leave them—dangling.”

“You’ll think of something.”

And what did a man say to that? He began to gather the change-order copies, stuff them back into the envelope. “We’ll want the originals of these,” he said. “If we can find them.”

Patty said automatically, “Paul’s office files.”

Nat thought about it. He nodded. “You’re probably right. We’ll have them picked up. I’ll talk to Brown.” He was gone only a few moments, and then, compulsively, he was back to stand once more beside this small bright creature who did not know how to give up.

“How do you explain Paul?” Patty said. The feeling of schizophrenia was very strong: in its secret place that one part of her mind wept quietly; here her attention was on reality, life. “I mean,” she said, “I know these things happen. But Paul?”

Nat had never considered himself knowledgeable about people, but he understood now that Patty’s need was for someone to listen, occasionally to talk, but above all to try to understand. “You know him better than I do, Patty.”

“Do I?” Patty was silent for a few moments. “I’m his wife. We’ve made love together, laughed together, had our arguments, our hopes, our triumphs, our sadnesses—” She shook her head. “But know him? I don’t think I do. I’m—lacking.”

“Maybe,” Nat said slowly, “there isn’t very much there to know.”

Patty’s glance was shrewd. “You never thought so, did you?”

“He and I are entirely different. I’m a country boy.”

“That’s a pose.”

Nat smiled faintly. “Maybe partly. But down deep it isn’t. I can’t complain—”

“Try.”

Nat lifted his hands and let them fall. “I don’t see things the way—city people do. Oh, I’m not trying to make myself out as a hayseed gaping at the tall buildings—”

Patty’s smile was wry. “In Brooks Brothers clothes? Even dirty as they are? Hardly.”

“But,” Nat said, “an air-conditioned duplex apartment overlooking the East River, a house in Westchester or Fairfield, a yacht club on the Sound or a membership in the Racquet Club—these aren’t living, to me; they’re ridiculous attempts to make an artificial existence merely bearable.” He smiled sheepishly. “That makes me sound like a bush-league Thoreau, doesn’t it?”

Patty’s smile was gentle. “What is it you want, Nat?”

“I’m an architect. Maybe that’s it. What I want above everything else is space, room to move around in, distances you can see, mountains that make you feel small—”

“Room to breathe?”

Nat looked at the girl with new interest. “You do understand, don’t you?”

“Is that surprising?”

“I guess it is.”

“I’ve never been out in your country,” Patty said, “and I’d probably be out of place—”

Nat shook his head. “Not you.” He had said the same to Zib once, he remembered, but for wholly different reasons. “You’re—real,” he said now. “That’s a funny thing to say, I know.”

“I’m flattered.

“Bert,” Nat said. “You’re like him in some ways, a lot of ways. When Bert said something, you didn’t have to look it all over for booby traps. He said what he meant and he meant what he said.”

“I’m more than flattered,” Patty said.

From the far end of the trailer Brown said, “They’re on the roof.” A walkie-talkie was speaking hollowly. “Oliver wants the word when they’re ready in the Tower Room.” Brown held out the phone to Nat. “You’d better take over.”

Nat nodded. “Here we go.”

24

Paul Simmons drove back into Manhattan and parked his car in the basement of his office building. He started for the elevators and then changed his mind and walked out to the street and around the corner to a bar. It was dimly lighted and, except for the bartender, deserted. On the color television set behind the bar the World Tower writhed in smoke. Paul tried not to look at the screen as he paid for his drink and carried it to a corner booth. Thank God the bartender was not a talker.

So the cops had picked up Pat Harris. That was the first thing, and its implications were unpleasant. If that kind of pressure was on, then Pat Harris would think first, last, and always of his own neck, that was sure. The story he would tell would not be the one they had agreed on down in the game room, but the one he had threatened Paul with: Harris had wondered about the change orders, even questioned them, but Paul Simmons, his boss and an engineer, had told him to mind his own business and do what he was told. So maybe Harris came out of it not very bright, but neither was he apparently culpable. God damn Harris.

Harry Whitaker, the inspector with his hand conveniently out—what about him? In panic? Probably, because that was Harry Whitaker, but it would be well to find out. Paul maneuvered out of the booth and went to the public telephone.

Harry’s wife answered and did not even ask who was calling. Her screech for her husband almost shattered Paul’s eardrum.

Harry came to the phone at the double and his voice snarled, “Close the goddam-door?” Then, into the phone, in a different tone, “Yes?”

“Simmons here.”

“Oh,” Harry said, “thank God! I’ve been trying to get you, but they said—”

“Now you have me,” Paul said. His voice was cold. “What do you want?”

There was a significant pause. “What do I want?” Harry said in a new, wondering voice. “What do you think I want, Mr. Simmons? I want to know what to do.”

“About what?”

The pause was longer this time. “I don’t understand, Mr. Simmons.”

“Neither do I,” Paul said. The pause, he thought, would be almost interminable this time while the stupid oaf tried to think. It was.

“Look, Mr. Simmons,” Harry said at last, “haven’t you seen on TV what’s happening? At the World Tower, I mean? There’s fires, and people trapped up in that Tower Room, and there’s no power! There’s no power in that whole big goddam building! No electricity at all!”

“So?”

Harry’s voice tried to sound amused. “You’ve got to be kidding, Mr. Simmons. I mean, you know, you and I know what must have happened. There isn’t any other way. A primary short that wasn’t grounded—I mean, what else could it be?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Paul said. Harry’s breathing turned audible, harsh. “Look, Mr. Simmons,” he said, and his voice lowered now, was carefully controlled, “you paid me. You know you did. You told me everything would be all right, and once everything was buttoned up, who would know we’d cut a few corners, who would ever know? You never told me anything like this could happen. I mean, there’s two dead guys already, and some of the firemen they’ve carried out don’t look too good, and what if they can’t get those people down out of the Tower Room, how about that?” The voice paused and then took on new urgency. “If they can’t get those people, Mr. Simmons, that’s—murder! What do we do? That’s all. tell me what we do!”

“I wouldn’t know,” Paul said.

“Look, you paid me!”

“I paid you nothing. I don’t know what you’ve dreamed up, but leave me out of it.”

“You paid me!” The voice was out of control now. “You paid me! How do you think I went to Florida on that goddam vacation?”

“I wondered about that,” Paul said. “It did seem a little odd on an inspector’s salary.”

The pause this time was the longest of all. Harry’s hoarse breathing was the only sound. Then, “So that’s the way it is, is it?” he said. His voice was almost resigned. “Okay, Mr. Simmons. My name’s on all the sign-offs. I’m the guy they’ll come looking for. And you know what I’ll tell them? Do you know, Mr. Simmons?”

“Tell them what you please.”

“I will! I goddam will!” It was a shout, almost a scream. “You’re fucking well right I will! I’ll tell them what you paid me, right down to the last penny! I’ll tell them you told me it was all right, not to worry, nothing could happen! I’ll tell them I believed you!”

“But,” Paul said, “nobody will believe what you say. Do you have any witnesses, and photostats of checks, anything at all to prove anything? That’s what they’ll ask.

They’ll ask something else, too: ‘Harry,’ they’ll say, ‘aren’t you making all this up just to try to save your own miserable neck?’ And what answer will you give them to that, Harry?” Paul hung up and walked back to his booth, squeezed in, and sat down heavily.

Nat Wilson, he thought, Giddings, Zib, Pat Harris, and now Harry Whitaker; yes, and Patty herself, hadn’t she gone over to the other side? So where did that leave him? Just how vulnerable was he? Think, goddammit. THINK!

He had told Bert McGraw that he had followed the change orders without question because they bore Nat Wilson’s signature, which meant that Ben Caldwell’s authority was behind them. So?

It was a good story, one to cling to. Let Harris and Whitaker say what they chose, nobody could prove anything. Or could they?

There were his files upstairs in his office, and if there was a real stink raised, as there probably would be, a special inquiry into what happened at the World Tower, there was little doubt that the files of Paul Simmons & Company would be subpoenaed. So?

Face it, Paul told himself, the files were entirely too revealing. Any competent cost accountant could with little trouble turn up the fact that up to a certain point in the progress of the World Tower job, Paul Simmons & Company had been floundering in financial quicksand; but that in a remarkably short time there had been a sudden turnaround and the ratio of costs to payments received had taken a sharp reversal. Simmons & Company had not only climbed out of the quicksand, they had marched to high comfortable ground where the living was easy.

And it would be no trick at all for Nat Wilson to tie the sudden change in fortunes to the issuance of the first of the change orders. Simple as that. Nat Wilson again.

Paul sat quite still, looking idly now at the color television picture. The camera was focused on the north face of the Tower Room, a closeup with a long-range lens. They were breaking the windows out. Glass shards fell like shining hail. Inside the room shadowy figures moved about without apparent purpose.

It was, Paul thought, like watching one of those crowd scenes from Bangladesh or Biafra or, for that matter, some unpronounceable village in South Vietnam distant, vaguely interesting, but basically meaningless. Those weren’t real people, they were merely pictures on i screen. There was no reality outside of one’s own self hadn’t some philosopher postulated that? Well, that was the way it was. Paul returned to a study of his drink.

The files were bad, but still they proved nothing. He had followed the change orders, and because of the changes his fortunes had improved. People night suspect that there was a causal relationship indicating hanky-panky, but they couldn’t prove it. What about that ITT flap in Washington when they had hastily run their files through a shredding machine in anticipation of a subpoena? There was a lot of suspicion, but no proof of anything, and who even remembered it now? Still it would be well to check. And one question remained: Where had the copies of the change orders come from?

He slid out of the booth and went again to the telephone, this time to call his office on his private line. It was late, but his secretary answered. Her voice was breathless.

“Ruth, honey,” Paul said, “you sound uptight.” A warning bell rang faintly in his mind. “What’s up?” At least she would tell him the truth, stick with him. After all they had had together. Not so much since Zib, but what difference? A good-looking chick, Ruth, really stacked, very good in bed, and bright. “Anything wrong?” Paul said.

The breathless voice calmed a little. “It’s just that—you have seen what’s happening down at the World Tower, haven’t you?”

“I’ve seen.”

“And,” Ruth said, “you know about Mr. McGraw’s heart attack?”

“That too.”

“He’s dead.”

“Is he now?” Paul began to smile. He bore the old man no particular malice, he told himself, but it was better, far better this way. “I’m sorry to hear it.”

“Where are you, Paul? Are you coming to the office?” That warning bell again. “Why do you ask?” He paused. “Have there been calls? Anybody asking for me?” Out of the comer of his eye he caught the change of television camera angle and he turned his head to look. The camera was focused now on one edge of the north Trade Center tower roof. Men were clustered there, some of them in uniform, and instantly he understood what they were about. Crazy, he thought, out of sight. Breeches buoy attempt? Nat’s idea? “Well?” he said into the phone.

“No calls,” Ruth said. “Nobody asking for you.” She paused. “It’s just that—I want to see you.” She paused again. “That’s all it is.”

Still the warning bell tolled. “Is there anybody there in the office?”

“Who?” Ruth’s voice sounded puzzled.

“I don’t know. I’m asking.”

“Nobody but me.

Paul let his breath out slowly. Just uptight, he told himself, jumpy. “Okay,” he said. “I’m coming up. Get out the World Tower files for me. I want to look through them.” He paused. “Okay?”

“Of course.” Good-looking, stacked, and bright. “I’ll have them waiting.”

“That’s my good girl,” Paul said, and started for the door.

“You don’t want another drink?” the bartender said. “Hell.” He gestured at the television set. “You’re the first customer I’ve had since that began.” He paused. “Look at it. A fire. How can that be? Like, they got all kind of safety things, don’t they?”

The wedding guest confronted by the ancient mariner, Paul thought,’ and found the concept vaguely amusing. “I wouldn’t know,” he said.

“Lots of nuts around these days, real screwballs.”

The bartender paused. “You’re sure you won’t have another drink?”

“Another time,” Paul said. “But thanks anyway.” He walked out to the street. It was almost empty. Strange.

He did not remember it, but he had heard of another time when the total attention of the city was focused on a single event, and the streets, as now, were almost deserted. It was the play off game between the Dodgers and the Giants in a year he could no longer identify; and when, in the last of the ninth inning, Bobby Thompson had hit his winning home run, every building had emptied and people had capered in the streets, a city gone mad.

Now the city’s focus was on not a baseball game, but a burning building.

The receptionist was long gone from her desk in his outer office. Paul walked past, into his own office. Ruth was waiting there, good-looking, stacked, and bright. And on his desk were the World Tower files, as he had asked.

“Hi, honey,” Paul said, and closed the door. Then he stopped and stood staring, frowning, at the two men who had been standing behind it.

“This,” Ruth’s voice said quite calmly, “is Mr. Simmons. These gentlemen have been waiting for you, Paul.”

The room was still. “John Wright, district attorney’s office,” one of the men said. “We’ve impounded your World Tower files. And we’d like you to come downtown with us to answer a few questions.” Wright’s voice altered a trifle, hardened. “Maybe more than a few.”

“And if I refuse?” Paul said.

Nothing in Wright’s face changed. “You won’t.”

Paul looked at Ruth. Her face was expressionless. He looked again at the two men. “By what authority—”

“We have a search warrant, Mr. Simmons,” Wright said.

Paul looked at the pile of file folders. “You won’t find anything—”

“Wrong, Mr. Simmons, we already have found a great deal. The originals of some highly suspect change orders, for example.”

Paul’s mouth opened. He closed it with effort. He looked at Ruth.

“They weren’t destroyed, Paul,” Ruth said. “I thought it better to keep them. That way I had them to make copies to send to Mr. Giddings.” Her voice was perfectly calm, modulated. “I was sure he would be interested.”

In the silence, “You bitch,” Paul said.

The girl smiled then. It was a pleasant satisfied smile. “Perhaps,” she said. And then, “You see, I don’t like being used, Paul. I don’t think many women do.”

Wright said, “Shall we go, Mr. Simmons? We’ll have a nice ride downtown.”

25

One of the Coast Guard ratings whose name was Kronski walked with hesitant steps to the low parapet at the-edge of the Trade Center roof. He put both hands on the structure and cautiously, fearfully leaned forward to look down. Hastily he backed away. “Jesus, Chief,” he told Oliver, “you can’t even see the ground! I never been this high in my life!”

“You’ve been in an airplane,” the chief said.

“That’s different.” Kronski paused. “But I don’t even like that. I ain’t no paratrooper.”

Standing well back from the roof’s edge, Kronski studied the World Tower, the row of broken windows that was the face of the Tower Room.

At his feet was the riflelike gun to fire the projectile carrying the light messenger lines, which lay neatly coiled and ready in tubs.

“You got to be kidding, Chief,” Kronski said. “That far, in this wind?” He shook his head. “No way.”

Privately, Oliver agreed. It was even farther than he had guessed from the ground—five hundred, maybe even six hundred feet—and the wind, was blowing naif a gale. On the other hand he had offered Wilson assurances that they would try, and he was not going to go back on that.

Besides, he could see people over in that great goddam building and he could smell the smoke that was blowing toward him, and although this wasn’t exactly the same as fire at sea, those three words that hurdle any sailor’s blood, it was near enough to start the juices flowing. There, but for the grace of God, go!, that kind of identification … “I didn’t ask your opinion, Kronski,” he said. “Let’s get on with it.”

Kronski shrugged and picked up the rifle, loaded it carefully. “Suppose we do get a line there. Chief,” he said. “An’ we get a breeches buoy rigged.” He paused. He looked squarely at Oliver. “How’d you like to take a ride from there to here, up this high, in this wind?”

“Get on with it, Kronski.”

Kronski nodded. He raised the gun to his shoulder and aimed high for maximum trajectory.

Into the walkie-talkie Oliver said, “We’re firing the first try.”

“Okay.” Nat’s voice. “They’re standing by in the Tower Room.”

“Poor fucking landlubbers,’ Kronski said, “can get themselves into the goddamndest situations, can’t they?” He pulled the trigger.

The light line rose shimmering from the gun’s muzzle.

It grew in length, light as a contrail, glistening in the late sun.

Rising still, it reached in a graceful climbing arc for the row of broken windows, higher, higher until it was level with the tip of the communications mast itself.

And then it reached its apogee and, obeying the inexorable tug of gravity, began to fall, arching still, while the line paid out hissing from the tub.

They measured its reach and its fall with their eyes, and even before the head of the line dipped beneath the level of the distant windows, they knew they had failed.

“Shit,” said Kronski.

Standing tall and broad and solid, massively calm, “Try again,” the chief said. “We’re not giving up yet.”

The governor stood well back in the Tower Room, his arm around Beth. Together they watched the line rise shining and clean and bright, and for a moment there was hope.

Ben Caldwell’s artist’s eye first measured the failure. “Start thinking of something else, Nat,” he said. It was a whisper, no more, but the senator heard it.

“Hopeless?” the senator said quietly.

“Probably,” Ben said, “with that rifle. I think some of the shore stations have cannons, but how accurate they are—” He shrugged. “Getting a line aboard a ship the size of a freighter is one thing: all you have to do is land the line somewhere across the deck. Getting a line into these windows from this distance—” He shrugged again.

Grover Frazee, drink in hand, watched as if hypnotized, and when the line dipped sharply and disappeared beneath the windows his lips began to move without sound and the look in his eyes was not quite sane.

Someone in the big room had turned on a transistor radio. Rock music blared to a heavy beat.

“Oh, for God’s sake,” Mayor Ramsay said, “this is not the time for that kind of thing!” He too had watched the reaching line until it plummeted out of sight beneath the windows. “I’ll put a stop to it.”

“Leave it, Bob,” the governor said, “unless you think psalms and prayer are more appropriate.”

“I fail to see the connection.”

“It’s there.” The governor’s voice was weary. “The band played on the deck of the Titanic while it was sinking. Some people prayed.” His voice sharpened but did not rise in volume. “Goddammit, man, some of these people are scared to death, and I don’t blame them. Let them do their own things.” His arm tightened around Beth’s waist. “I’ll get back to the phone.” He hesitated. “You?”

“Wherever you go, I go,” Beth said. “I—don’t want to be alone.”

On the phone, “Sorry, Governor,” Nat’s voice said. “It was a long shot. The chief is giving it another try, but—” He left the sentence hanging.

“Understood,” the governor said. “The best you can—” He smiled suddenly at his own words. He shook his head. “Never mind.” Pause. “The elevators are out of the question?”

“Too much heat,” Nat said. “Distortion of the rails. Sorry about that too.”

To Beth, the office seemed small, crowded, claustrophobic. Howard and Storr, the two firemen, had come in, along with Ben Caldwell and Grover Frazee and the fire commissioner. Beth had the insane feeling that she could smell fear and she looked around to try to identify its source.

The governor had turned from the telephone. He said to Howard, “You’re sure the stairs are out of the question?”

“For a fact,” Howard said. He looked at Storr, who nodded. “We’re better off here,” Howard said, “which isn’t saying much, to be sure. Look—” He opened his hands in a mounting gesture. “You’ve seen a forest fire? Or maybe you have not. It starts small, usually. Somebody is careless with a campfire, a lighted cigarette, like that. Grass catches, then brush, then the lower branches of the big trees.” He paused, with vivid gestures demonstrating how it was. “Up in the wee top of one of the big trees, say, there is a nest of little birds. Down on the ground and even in the lower branches of their big tree there is a fire, smoke and heat are rising, the flames are climbing branch by branch.” He paused again. “But for a long time the nest is still safe.” He shook his head. “Not forever, mind you, but for a time. Until the flames reach the topmost branches the little birds are best off where they are.” One final pause. “Particularly,” Howard said, “if they cannot fly.”

The fire commissioner said, “This is a hell of a big tree. That gives us a little more time.”

“For what?” Grover Frazee said. “Just to wait, knowing what’s going to happen?” He stood up suddenly. “Well, I’m not!’ His voice was rising.

In the doorway Mayor Ramsay said, “Sit down, man! Start behaving like a responsible adult.”

In the silence, “You ought to have been a Boy Scout leader,” Frazee said. “Probably you were. For God, for Mother, and for Yale? The old school tie and noblesse oblige?” He shook his head as he started for the doorway. “Don’t try to stop me.” He spoke directly to the governor.

“We won’t,” the governor said, and watched Frazee disappear around the comer.

The office was still. Beth opened her mouth, closed it again without a sound. The fire commissioner stirred uneasily. The mayor said, “We should have stopped him, Bent.”

“A judgment call,” the governor said. “I’ll take the responsibility.”

Fireman Howard said, “He’ll never in this world get down those stairs, Governor.”

“I am aware of it.” The governor’s face showed strain. Senator Peters appeared in the doorway. He leaned against the doorjamb.

“A judgment call,” the governor said again. “Maybe it was right, maybe wrong. I don’t know. We’ll never know. Decisions like that can be argued indefinitely.”

“You are talking,” the mayor said, “about a man’s life, Bent.”

“I am aware of that too,” the governor said. “But what gives me the right of decision over another man’s life?”

“Are you abdicating your position?”

“There, Bob,” the governor said, “is one of the differences between us. I don’t believe in the Papa-knows-best-in-all-matters theory. In areas of public concern I will take a stand. But what a grown man chooses to do, unless it directly affects others, is not my concern.”

From the large outer room the rock beat was plain. A female voice rose suddenly in laughter, shrill, alcoholic, tinged with hysteria. Somebody shouted, “Hey, look! He’s going out the door!”

“This is your total public at the moment, Bent,” the mayor said. “And they are affected by Frazee. You can’t deny that.”

“That,” the governor said, “is what makes it a judgment call. On balance I think the public is best served by letting him go. One more disruptive force—out of sight.”

Senator Peters said mildly to the room in general, “Cold-blooded son of a bitch, isn’t he?”

There was no answer.

The senator smiled. “But I’ll have to go along with you, Bent.”

The governor roused himself in the desk chair. “So what we have left,” he said, “is the hope that somehow your people, Pete, are going to be able to contain the fire before it reaches”—he smiled suddenly—“the nest.”

“Like I said,” the commissioner said, “it’s a hell of a big tree.”

Ben Caldwell said, “Has anyone had a weather report? A good drenching thunderstorm would help.”

Beth, watching, listening, could almost feel a storm in the air. Losing herself in memory, she thought of the approaching darkness as the thunderheads build. Then the first stir of the winds that mount, the first distant muttering of the storm. How often had she experienced it, and how many times, particularly as a child, had she resented the spoiling of a summer afternoon?

The drops at first would be large, heavy, widely spaced, while the lightning flashes came in faster sequence and the intervals between flash and thunderclap diminished.

One hippopotamus, two hippopotamus, three hippopotamus … counting the length of the intervals in seconds to estimate the distance of the flash until, with the center of the storm directly overhead, there was no longer any interval, flash and thunderclap simultaneous.

Then the heavens opened and the rain became a solid mass, sometimes with hailstones bouncing or rattling on windows and roof, and the gods themselves seeming to shake the universe.

And she had resented this? When now, merely because of Ben Caldwell’s two sentences, a thunderstorm suddenly represented hope of salvation? Incredible.

“A nice summer rain would be good,” the governor was saying. He was smiling. “Do you know any rainmakers, Ben?”

The telephone made noises. The governor flipped on the speaker switch that all might hear. “Armitage here.”

Nat Wilson’s weary voice said, “The second shot was no better than the first, Governor. It wasn’t much of a hope from the start, but we gave it the best try we could.”

“Understood,” the governor said. “We appreciate the effort.”

“Brown wants to know if his two men reached you safely.”

“They did. They are sitting here now.” The governor paused. “Did the other two get back down?”

There was a pause. Brown’s voice came on the speaker. “I’m sorry to say they haven’t, Governor. They’re on about the fiftieth floor. There’s fire in the stairwell beneath them.”

“Then send them back up, man. If they can still walk, that is.”

“There is fire above them too, Governor.”

The governor’s eyes were closed. At length he opened them. “Brown.”

“Sir?”

“Put Wilson on again.” And when Nat’s voice acknowledged, “I want a complete report prepared,” the governor said. “Chapter and verse of this—comedy of errors. I want it made now, while some testimony can still be taken. No holds barred, no sensitivities pampered. Who did what or failed to do what and, where possible, why. As long as we are able we will keep you informed of everything that happens up here, every decision we make, every fact we find.”

Plain on the speaker was a muttering voice in the background: Giddings rumbling protest.

“Tell whoever that is,” the governor said, “that this s a court of inquiry before the eventual fact, and that if properly done, this report may prevent further ridiculous episodes such as this one. At least I hope to God it will.”

“I understand, Governor,” Nat said.

“Let the facts themselves tell the story,” the governor went on. “Grind no axes. They aren’t necessary. I think under the circumstances there will be blame enough to go around.” He paused. “Including blame among some of us up here for letting our ambitions get out of hand.” He paused once more. “Is that clear?”

“Yes, sir.”

“All right,” the governor said. “We will put together—” He stopped at the sudden hush out in the big room. Someone screamed, screamed again. It was contagious. “Hold on,” the governor said and jumped from his chair to rush to the doorway and look out. “God!” he said. “God in heaven!”

Someone had opened the fire door in answer to hammered knocks. Grover Frazee stood framed in the doorway. Most of his clothing had burned away. He was burned bald and blackened, his eyes were merely dark holes in the torment of his face. His teeth showed white in a rictus grin. Flesh from his upper body hung in ragged strips and the remaining leather of his shoes smoldered. He made one wavering step forward, arms partially outstretched, a bubbling rattling sound deep in his throat. And then all at once he collapsed face forward into a huddled, blackened, smoking heap. He made one convulsive shudder, and then no further move and no sound. The big room was silent, in shock.

The governor said quietly, “Cover him up.” His face was expressionless as he turned back into the office. A judgment call, he thought, and closed his eyes briefly.

26

It could not be happening—but it was. One by one the building’s defenses tried to meet the attack and, failing, collapsed.

Lights blinked unseen in the computer-control console for a time, but when all power failed, they too went dead.

On floor after floor sprinklers went into action, their fusible metal links melted by the heat. But much of the heat was within the structure itself, unreachable by sprinkler spray, and when fire did burst into the open, gulping fresh air to fuel its fury, temperatures rose so rapidly that water within the sprinkler pipes turned to steam, and the pipes burst; and one more enemy attack had carried.

Within the building’s core not one but a hundred, a thousand vertical crevices turned swiftly into chimneys, carrying heat up and concomitantly reaching down to suck in more fresh air, first to generate and then to support combustion.

Heated air rises—the statement is axiomatic—and super-heated air rises more quickly than air merely warmed. But heat can be transmitted by conduction as well: quickly through steel structure, more slowly but still inexorably through paneling and tiling and flooring, through ducts themselves, wiring and piping and curtain walls. And a fire once well begun becomes almost self-sustaining, raising temperatures above combustion levels, causing materials seemingly to ignite spontaneously. Prometheus has much to answer for.

Word had spread. The great building which was to have been a world communications center was now focus for world communications of a different kind. Around the world it was known, and in some places the knowledge was received with pleasure, if not joy, that in the richest country on earth, in the newest, tallest building man had ever conceived, a peacetime catastrophe was in the making, and all the king’s horses and all the king’s men were helpless to cope.

Not quite.

They had covered what was left of Grover Frazee with a white tablecloth and left the body where it had fallen. The fire door was again closed, but to everyone in the room it was clear now that fire doors were only temporary protection. The invading enemy would break through in his own time. Unless—

“They are trying to contain the fire in the lower floors,” the governor said. He was again standing on the chair. “That is our best hope.” He had almost said only hope.

He no longer had a full audience. Over in one comer of the big room the transistor radio again played rock music. Half a dozen people were dancing, if that was what it could be called. Well, the governor thought, he had said it himself: it was either that or hymns and prayer. He ignored the spectacle.

“I am sorry to report that the elevator attempt failed.” He paused. “Considering what happened to the first attempt, maybe that is just as well.” Jesus H Jumping Christ, he thought, I am reduced to platitudes. He made himself smile suddenly. “I won’t say that everything is ginger-peachy. It isn’t. On the other hand, we are all right here for the present, and I for one intend to hold the thought that our fire-fighting friends will get here in time.” He paused. “And now I am going to have a drink. After all, this started out as a reception.”

He stepped down from the chair and took Beth’s arm. “A drink,” he said, “and somewhere to talk. I am tired of grinning like an idiot to show how confident I am.” With her, Beth thought, he did not feel that he had to dissemble. There was the miracle.

Together they walked to the bar, and then carried drinks to a deserted corner. The governor swung two chairs into proximity. They sat companionably close, their backs to the room.

It was Beth who broke the silence. “Thoughts, Bent?” she said;

“Gloomy and angry.” The governor smiled suddenly, this time with meaning. “I’m Slinking of waste. Regretting it. Hating it.” He paused. “Mentally shaking my fists at the sky. Exercise in childish futility.”

She could understand the feeling, even share it. She forced it aside. “When I was a child,” she said, “and being punished, confined to my room”—she made herself smile—“I used to try to think of what I would most like to do, concentrate on that. What would you most like to do, Bent?”

Slowly, even perceptibly some of the tension flowed from him. His smile turned easy and gentle. “Retire from politics,” he said. “I have the means and I have had the fun. That ranch out in New Mexico—”

“Just that. Bent? Nothing more.”

He took his time. At last he shook his head. “No. You make me look at myself. I would hate total retirement.” Again the meaningful smile. “I am a lawyer. I’d like to find out how good a lawyer I am.”

“You would be good at anything you decided to do.”

“But the fishing would always be there,” the governor said, almost as if she had not spoken, “and I would see to it that there was always time for it.” He paused. “And since I am painting a picture of Utopia, you would always be there too.”

There was warmth in her mind, in her being. “Is that a proposal?”

Without hesitation, “It is.”

“Then,” Beth said slowly, “I accept with pleasure.”

Nat walked to the door of the trailer and down the steps to stand on the plaza level and stare up at the immensity of the building. Until she spoke, he was unaware that Patty had followed him.

“All the people,” Patty said.

Nat looked then at the huge crowd beyond the barricades. “Times Square New Year’s Eve,” he said. There was anger in his voice. “Goddam ghouls. Maybe we ought to bum people at the stake in public, sell tickets, make millions.”

Patty was silent.

“We’re all to blame,” Nat said. “That’s the first thing. I’m glad Bert never knew.”

“Thank you for that.” Patty paused. “And remember it. Others are involved too. Even Daddy. Everybody’s had a hand in it, not just you, don’t you see?”

He could smile then with effort. “You’re a cheerer-upper.” Unlike Zib, who tended to be stylishly downbeat. And that, he thought, was another of the big city’s characteristics he did not like: the firm conviction that nothing was ever what it appeared to be; that there was nothing really to be for, only against; the ubiquitous you-aren’t-going-to-make-a-sucker-out-of-me defense thrown up like a barbed-wire entanglement to protect the insecure inner compound; all of it in the name of worldly sophistication. Sophistry, perhaps, but not sophistication.

“What is going to happen to all those people, Nat?” Patty’s voice was quietly intense. “Will they—” She left the question unfinished.

“They’re hauling hose in and up,” Nat said, “a floor at a time. Every step is a fight. There are one hundred and twenty-five floors to go.”

“But what is burning? That’s what I don’t understand.”

“Everything. Some of the offices have been leased. Furniture, carpeting, paneled doors, paper records—those are the first to burn. And that raises the temperature to the point where paint will bum and floor tiling and plaster will melt, and that in turn raises the temperature even more until things you wouldn’t believe combustible start to go too.” Nat paused. “I’m not a fire expert, but that in general is how it goes.”

“Suppose,” Patty said, “that the building had been occupied when this happened. Thousands of people instead of a hundred.” She paused. “But numbers aren’t really important, are they? If it were only one person, it would still be—tragic.”

In the midst of her own grief over Bert McGraw’s death, Nat thought, she could still concern herself with others. Maybe because of McGraw’s death, the loss somehow making all men kin.

“What are you going to do, Nat?”

The question caught him off balance. “That,” he said, “is what I’m trying to think of.”

“No,” Patty’s voice was gentle now. “I mean when all of this is over.”

Nat shook his head in silence.

“Will they rebuild?”

He had not even considered it, but the answer came loud and clear: “I hope not.” Pause. “Just this morning,” Nat said, “Ben Caldwell talked of the Pharos, the lighthouse that stood at the mouth of the Nile. For a thousand years, he said. That was how he thought of this building.” He shook his head. “What is the word? Hubris: human pride that affronts the gods. In places in the Middle East they never finish a building. Always a few bricks or a few tiles are left out.” He smiled down at the girl. “That’s because a completed job is considered an affront. Man is supposed to strive for perfection, but he’s not supposed to achieve it.”

“I like that,” Patty said.

“I’m not sure I like it, but I think I understand it. A man told me once that it was good every now and again for anybody to be cut down to size.” He paused. “Let’s go back in.”

“Have you thought of something?”

“No.” Nat hesitated. “But I can’t stay away any more than you can.” A new thought-occurred: “What if you were not Bert’s daughter,” he said, “but just—married to somebody involved?”

“To you?” Small, brave, willing to face even conjecture, hypothesis’. “Would I be down here at the building?” Patty nodded emphatically. “I would. Trying not to be in the way, but I would be here.”

“That’s what I thought,” Nat said slowly, and wondered at the sudden pleasure the knowledge gave him.

Inside the trailer one of the battalion chiefs was on the walkie-talkie. His voice was the only sound. “You can’t tell how deep the fire in the stairwell is above you?” The voice that answered was hoarse with exhaustion. “I told you, no!”

The chief said almost angrily. “And below you?” There was silence.

“Ted!” the chief said. “Speak up, man! Below you?” The voice came at last, almost hysterical this time: “What is this, a fucking quiz show? We’re going down. If we come out, I’ll tell you how deep it was, okay? We’re on fifty-two right now—”

“Inside,” the chief said. “How about that? Any chance? You could break through the door—”

“The goddam door will blister your hand! That’s what it’s like inside. I tell you, we’re going down. There’s no other way.”

Assistant Commissioner Brown took the walkie-talkie. “This is Tim Brown,” he said. “Good luck.”

“Yeah. Thanks.” .

“We’ll stand by for word.”

“Sure.” And then, speaking aside, “All right. Haul your ass. Here we go.” The walkie-talkie clicked dead.

The two battalion chiefs stood motionless, staring at nothing. Tim Brown’s lips, Patty saw, moved gently. In prayer? Giddings wore a scowl and his blue* eyes were angry. He looked at Nat and slowly, almost imperceptibly shook his head. Nat nodded faintly in acknowledgment, perhaps agreement. Patty closed her eyes.

It was not possible, she thought, and knew that it was. No dream, no nightmare this. There would be no sudden awakening, no rush of relief that the horror had fled with the morning light. She wanted to turn and run. Where? To Daddy? As she had run only this noontime for comfort, solace, understanding? But there was no—

The walkie-talkie in Brown’s hand came to sudden hollow life. It uttered a scream and then another. And then there was merciful silence, and the trailer was still.

Brown was the first to move. He walked to the drafting table and set the walkie-talkie down very carefully, switched it off. He looked at no one. In a slow monotone he began to swear.

27

Paula Ramsay walked up to the two chairs in the quiet corner of the Tower Room. “I’m sorry to interrupt,” she said, “but what’s happening behind your back—” She shook her head. “I’m afraid I am old-fashioned.”

The governor nodded, expressionless. “With the exception of Paul Norris and Grover,” he said, “they’ve all done splendidly, so far. What can we expect?”

“Cary Wycoff is making a speech.”

The governor cocked his head. He could hear the voice, not the words; but the tone, high-pitched, angry, almost hysterical, spoke volumes. “He’s probably saying that someone is to blame and he is promising an investigation.”

Paula Ramsay smiled faintly. “You have it exactly right, Bent.”

“In a little while,” the governor said, “Cary will lead a delegation demanding that something be done. God, how many delegations like that I’ve listened to!”

“People,” Paula said, “are swarming to the bar. One of the waiters is sitting in a comer by himself, drinking from a bottle—”

The governor wondered if it was the waiter with three kids. He sighed and stood up. “What do you think I can do, Paula?”

Paula’s smile was brilliant. “I am like Cary Wycoff, Bent,” she said. “I think something ought to be done, but I don’t know what.” She paused. “And so I turn to you.”

“I am flattered.” The governor’s smile sadly mocked himself and the entire situation. “There was a Mark Twain character who was tarred and feathered and being ridden out of town on a rail.” The smile spread. “He said that if it weren’t for the honor of the occasion, he would just as soon have walked. I’d just as soon sit right here.” He glanced down at Beth. “But I’ll give it a try.”

He passed the closed fire door where Grover Frazee’s body lay beneath a white tablecloth. The secretary general was standing looking down at the motionless shape. Slowly, solemnly he crossed himself, and then, seeing the governor, smiled almost apologetically.

“Since my student days,” the secretary general said, “I have prided myself on my freethinking. Now I find that early beliefs do not die so easily. Amusing, is it not?”

“It is not, Walther. I find it almost enviable instead.” The secretary general hesitated. “I am beginning to understand,” he said, “that you are basically a kind man, Bent. I am sorry I did not realize before.”

“And,” the governor said, “I always thought that you were, that anybody in your position simply had to be just a stuffed shirt.”

They smiled at each other.

“In my country,” the secretary general said, “where mountain-climbing is a popular sport, men tie themselves together with ropes for safety when they climb, and we have a saying: ‘There are no strangers on a rope.’ It is sad, is it not, that it requires a crisis situation before people come to know one another?” He paused. “Is there anything I can do to help?”

“Pray,” the governor said without mockery.

“I have done that. I shall continue.” Again the pause, polite, solicitous, sincere. “If there is anything else, Bent—”

“I’ll call on you,” the governor said, and meant it. He walked out into the center of the room and looked around.

Paula had not exaggerated. The bar was doing a land-office business; in the center of the room Cary Wycoff was making a speech; it was the waiter with three kids who was sitting by himself drinking from a bottle of bourbon; in the far corner the transistor radio was playing rock, and some of the younger people were maneuvering in spastic gyrations.

There was smoke leaking from the air-conditioning ducts now, but it was not yet oppressive; its acrid taste hung in the air. The governor sneezed.

Mayor Ramsay nearby said, “Good God, look at that!” One of the younger dancers, female, was carried away. With a single motion she stripped her dress over her head and threw it from her. She wore minibriefs and no brassiere. Her generous breasts bounced with each pelvic lunge.

“It would have gone over big at the Old Howard when I was in college,” the governor said. “Kitty would have enjoyed it.” He smiled. “So would I.”

Senator Peters walked up, “It’s getting hot,” he said, “in more ways than one.”

Ben Caldwell joined the group. His face was expressionless. “More smoke,” he said. “Until we broke out the windows, this was a more or less sealed system. Now—” He shook his head, smiling faintly to indicate that he understood there had been no other course. “I am still waiting for Nat Wilson’s other idea.”

Cary Wycoff let out a sudden wordless roar and shook his fists above his head. “Goddammit, have you all gone mad?” He glared at the governor’s group. “Old men standing around at a tea party! Don’t you even understand what’s happening?”

The temptation was strong to reply in kind, shouting, gesticulating, charge and counter-charge until all sanity disappeared. The governor stifled the temptation. “I quite understand that you are having a temper tantrum, Cary,” he said. “Are you going to hold your breath until your face turns blue? That is popularly supposed to get results.” Cary got himself under control with effort. A group had gathered behind him. The governor recognized a face here and there. They watched him cautiously.

“We’ve listened to you,” Cary said. His voice was calmer now. “We’ve behaved like little ladies and gentlemen—”

“All of you,” the governor said, “except Paul Norris and Grover Frazee. They wanted action. You saw the results. Is that what you have in mind, Cary?” His voice now was cold and hard. “If you do, there is the fire door. It is unlocked.”

Cary was silent, breathing hard.

“There is an alternative,” the governor said. “We were just discussing the broken-out windows. You could jump.” Someone in the group behind Cary said, “There has to be some way, goddammit! We can’t all be trapped here like rats!”

“And,” Cary shouted, “that silly gesture of shooting a line over from the Trade Center tower. A token! That’s all it was! Everybody knew it couldn’t work!”

There was a general murmur of agreement. The governor waited until it subsided. The faces, he thought, were no longer polite, even deferential; they were the faces of a mob preparing to stone the police. Fear and the anxiety of helplessness needed no purpose.

“I am open to suggestion,” the governor said. “We all are. Do you think I enjoy the situation?”

The blaring rock music stopped suddenly. The almost-naked girl continued her gyrations, lost in her own ecstasy, but the other dancers turned to watch the confrontation, to listen.

The governor raised his voice. “I’m not going to make a speech,” he said. “There isn’t anything to make’ a speech about. We’re in this together, all of us—”

“Who’s responsible?” Cary shouted. “That’s what I want to know.”

“I don’t know, the governor said. “Maybe down on the ground they do, but I don’t. Unless”—he paused—“unless we all are because we’ve come too far from our beginnings, lost touch with reality.”

“That,” Cary shouted, “is crap!”

The governor merely nodded. He was beyond anger now, into the calmness of scorn. “Have it your own way, Cary,” he said. “I won’t argue the point.”

A new, quiet voice said, “What is your assessment, Governor?”

“Grave.” The governor faced them all. “I won’t try to fool you. There would be no point. We are still in contact with the ground by telephone. They know our situation. You can look down at the plaza and see the fire equipment, the hoses like spaghetti leading into the building. Everything that can be done is being done.” He spread his hands. “Grave,” he said again, “but not hopeless—yet.” He looked around the room, waiting.

There was silence.

“If there is any change,” the governor said, “I promise to let you know. That is damn small consolation, I realize, but it is the most I can give.” He turned away then, and walked back toward the deserted comer, past the tablecloth-covered body without a glance.

Beth was waiting with Paula Ramsay. “We heard,” Beth said. She was smiling gently. “That was well done, Bent.”

“The next time,” the governor said, “isn’t going to be quite so easy.” He felt old and tired, and he wondered if his subconscious was merely preparing for the end. He gathered himself with effort. “And there will be a next time,” he said. “Panic comes in waves, each one stronger than the last.” Well, all they could do was wait.

Chief Petty Officer Oliver had his twenty years behind him in the Coast Guard. He had served on shore stations and aboard cutters, in tropical waters and in the Arctic ice lanes. He had helped fish men from burning oil-covered water and plucked them from the decks of foundering vessels; and sometimes the men he had gathered in had been dead.

He had learned the long hard way that some operations are impossible. But a part of him refused to believe it, and all of him rebelled against failure of any kind.

Now, standing large and helpless on the roof of the Trade Center tower, staring across at the row of broken windows marking the Tower Room, so close, really, and yet so goddam far away, he was almost, but not quite, on the point of explosion from sheer frustration.

Kronski said, his voice weary, “So we shoot another line?” He paused. “You remember that poem? ‘I shot an arrow into the air! It fell to the ground, I knew not where’ ? I’ll bet that guy lost a lot of arrows that way. You want me to try another?”

“No,” the chief said at last. Sheer waste, he thought, and that he could not countenance either. He stood motionless for a time, staring across the gap. There were people over there. He could see them. And he could see and smell the smoke.

Fire and storm: all of his adult life both had been his enemies. He had met them and fought them, and sometimes won, sometimes lost, but always before he had been able somehow to come to grips. Now—

He raised the Walkie-talkie. “Oliver here,” he said. “Come in, Trailer.”

Nat’s voice came on immediately. “Trailer here.”

“It’s no good,” the chief said. His voice was heavy with disappointment. “The range is too long and there’s too much wind against us.”

“I see.” Nat kept his voice carefully expressionless. Another idea gone bad. Think, goddammit! Think!

“We might as well pack it up,” the chief said.

Holding the walkie-talkie in one hand, Nat pounded softly on the drafting table with the other. “Hold it a minute, Chief. Let me think.” A plea, a hope.

The trailer was still. Brown, the battalion chief, Giddings, and Patty all watched in silence. You’re grandstanding, Nat told himself, just playing to an audience—and despised himself for it.

And yet, something was crawling around in the back of his mind, and if he could get it out in the open—Goddammit, what triggered that feeling anyway? What—Another idea gone bad, he thought suddenly. That was the key. Another idea—but what if two of them were taken together? Into the walkie-talkie he said, “We had a chopper up there early on, Chief.” He made himself speak slowly, with unnecessary clarity, thinking it out as he went along. “They couldn’t find any place to land, so they couldn’t do any good.” He paused. “But what about getting the chopper back to take you and your gun over close to the building, close enough for you to shoot a line into the Tower Room? Then haul the line back to the Trade Center roof and start your operation from there?” Another pause. “Will that work? Is there a chance?” There was a long pause. Then, in slow wonderment, “I,” the chief said, “will be goddamned.” He was grinning now, and the sense of helplessness had fallen away like a discarded cloak. “I don’t see why it won’t. Call in your whirlybird.” He was looking at Kronski. “You’re going for a ride, son. Just don’t get airsick.”

They called the governor from his secluded comer to the office. He listened to Nat’s voice on the telephone speaker. “Will it work?” the governor said.

“We think it may.” Nat’s voice carefully controlling enthusiasm. “The chopper can hover and give the Coast Guard almost a point-blank-range shot into the Tower Room. You’ll have to clear a good share of the room so nobody gets hit by the shot.” He paused. “It may take a couple of tries, but it shouldn’t be all that hard.” I hope, he thought.

“We will see to clearing that whole side of the room?’ the governor said. “And we will have men standing by to catch the line. And then?”

“Make it fast to structure,” Nat said. “There’ll be strain while they carry the rest of the line back to the Trade Center tower. I’ll be on the walkie-talkie to Oliver, the Coast Guard chief, and I’ll also stay on this line with you. That way we can keep our signals straight.” He paused. “When they have the messenger line on the Trade Center roof, they’ll bend the heavier line to it. Then your men can start hauling in.” He paused again. “But not until we get the word.”

“Understood,” the governor said. He was smiling faintly. “Your idea, young man?”

“We promised to think of something.” Nat hesitated. “The only thing is, why didn’t we think of it before?”

The governor’s smile spread. “For years,” he said, “I have been on the lookout for an idiot child of three I could hire to point out the obvious to me.” He turned the smile on Beth. “But there are also times,” he said, “when I manage to recognize a good thing as soon as I see it. Thank God.” His tone changed. “What is the status of the fire?”

“Not good.” In the two words there was finality.

“And those two men in the other stairwell?” the governor said.

Nat could hear again the screams coming over the walkie-talkie. It was my idea to send them in the first place, he thought, and knew that he would make the same suggestion again at need, because it was a chance that had to be taken. “They didn’t make it,” he said.

The governor watched Beth’s eyes close. He said gently, “Neither did Grover Frazee. He tried to go down the stairs.” His voice turned almost brutal. “What is the eventual butcher’s bill going to be?” And then, quickly, “Strike that.” He leaned back wearily and was silent.

The chopper pilot said, “Well give it a try.” He shrugged. “How close I can get, I don’t know. You get anywhere near these goddam tall buildings, and the wind—” He shook his head. “It blows in every direction at once, you know what I mean?”

The chief’s face was expressionless.

“Look,” the chopper pilot said, “I don’t mean to make a big thing out of it, but if we bang into that building, it isn’t going to do anybody any good, is it?”

The chief’s head moved a fraction of an inch in acknowledgment of the point. His expression did not change.

“You know about Hell Gate?” the pilot said. “Water from the Sound coming in, meeting the Harlem River, those whirlpools, crisscross currents?”

“I know Hell Gate,” the chief said. He had seen small craft completely out of control in Hell Gate waters, powerless to maneuver against the force of the currents, slammed against bridge pilings, against walls.

“Same thing in the winds around these big goddam buildings,” the pilot said. He paused. “All I’m saying is that we’ll give it a try, but I can’t promise anything.”

“Okay,” the chief said. “Kronski, get into that thing.”

“Thanks a lot,” Kronski said.

Nat stood in the doorway of the trailer, looking up. Nothing yet. Waiting was the hard part—now who had said that? But it was true, and he had never realized it before. You have an idea and you set it in motion, and then you wait, and hope, because there is nothing else to do.

“It will work,” Patty said. She smiled. “It has to.”

28

With the windows broken out it was perceptibly cooler in the Tower Room, although, as some noticed with mounting alarm, the flow of smoke from the air-conditioning ducts was also increasing.

“Cause and effect, probably,” Ben Caldwell explained again. “As long as this was a more or less sealed chamber, the flow of smoke, or air, through the ducts was limited. Now with the broken-out windows acting as vents—” He spread his hands and shrugged.

Henry Timms, the network president, said, “Then we shouldn’t have allowed the windows to be broken.” His voice was assured, decisive, and critical. “There was obviously little chance that a line could be shot here.” Caldwell said merely, “It isn’t entirely black-and-white,” and turned away.

He was an architect, a designer, and in his view life was rarely black-and-white. He detested even the word compromise, but he was also aware that the accommodations it spoke for were all that made most enterprises possible. The choice here had been between the chance that a line could be shot from the Trade Center tower and the certainty that more smoke would be brought in. As far as the decision was concerned, he was happy to leave it to others. He could not have cared less.

He supposed that a majority of people in the room still entertained some hope. He did not. He was used to facing tangible facts, attempting to avoid them was exercise in futility. How deep the eventual damage to the building’s structure was going to be he could not begin to estimate, but long before the damage was complete, everyone in this room was going to be dead. He had long ago resigned himself to that. And it no longer had the power to bother him because a large part of himself had already died.

This was his building, his vision, his soaring dream. And now it was ruined.

On whose shoulders lay the ultimate blame he had no idea. Nor did he particularly care. What difference whose hand had wielded the hammer that disfigured the Pieta? Oh, society might wish to take revenge, but nothing could restore the work of art.

In New York, in Los Angeles, in Chicago, in Pittsburgh and a dozen lesser cities he had his monuments, and they would stand long after he was gone. But this building was—had been—his masterpiece, and it was now beyond redemption; visions, calculations, compromises, labor, love, all the blood, sweat, and tears of the process of achievement—for nothing.

When he stood in his office this morning, the pile of change orders lying on his desk, Nat Wilson summoned, had he felt then the first intimation of disaster? Hard to tell; hindsight was always suspect. No matter. The disaster was now taking shape.

Senator Peters walked up, wearing his crooked smile. “Deep in reverie,” he said. “Ideas?”

Caldwell shook his head. “Regrets only.”

“That sounds like an invitation to a party.”

Caldwell’s tight little smile was expressive. “For this party, I am afraid, there will be no regrets.”

“So I understand.” The senator paused. “It doesn’t seem to bother you.”

“Does it you?”

“You know,” the senator said, “I’ve been trying to find the answer to that for some time. I’m not sure.” He made a deprecatory gesture. “Oh, I don’t mean that I’m above any fear of death. I’m not. What I do mean is something entirely different.”

“Such as?” Despite himself, Caldwell was interested. “Some kind of faith?”

The senator smiled. “Not in any. established sense. I have always been a heathen. No”—he shook his head—“it’s part, I suppose, of a lifetime of learning that some things can’t be avoided, some battles can’t be won, some decisions have to be accepted—”

“In a word,” Caldwell said, “politics? The art of the possible?”

The senator nodded. “We’re shaped by what we do.” He smiled. “Bent couldn’t shuck the habit of command if he tried. He’s like a veteran airplane pilot, uncomfortable when anybody else is at the controls.”

More and more interesting. “And Paul Norris?” Caldwell said. “Grover Frazee? How do you explain their behavior?”

The senator smiled. “I’ll tell you a story about Paul Norris. At college he had a fine suite of rooms in Adams House. His bedroom window looked right out at the campanile of the Catholic church. Some of us had an idea and Paul went along. We mounted an air rifle on the window sill in a steady rest aimed at the bell tower. At midnight when the church bell struck twelve, we pulled the trigger and the bell struck thirteen.”

Caldwell was smiling now, nodding, in this moment taken back forty years to youthful fervor. “Go on.”

“We did it again the second night,” the senator said. “A couple of Catholics who lived in Adams House attended Ma-s and reported that the good fathers were understandably puzzled, even mildly upset. There was talk of a miracle.” The senator paused. “The third night the bishop came over from Boston to listen for himself. We didn’t disappoint him. The clock struck thirteen. Then we dismantled the steady rest and took the air rifle away.”

Caldwell, smiling still, said, “But what about Paul Norris?”

The senator shook his head. “He wanted to keep it up. Night after night. He couldn’t see that it was best left right there—a mystery. Among other unpleasant things about Paul, he was stupid, and I don’t like to waste time arguing with stupid people.” He paused again. “Although, God knows, a politician can’t ever hope to avoid it.” Caldwell said, “You said part of your—acceptance was that some things couldn’t be avoided, some decisions had to be accepted. What other parts?”

“I suppose,” the senator said slowly, “that I have a sniggly feeling it’s all for the best. Don’t ask me how, because I can’t give even a rational theory.” He paused. “Do you recall,” he said, “that in Athens, when things went wrong, the king had to die? Theseus’s father threw himself off the cliff because the black sails on Theseus’s ship indicated that things had gone wrong.” His smile was apologetic. “Maybe we’re a mass sacrifice? Ridiculous idea, isn’t it?”

“To atone for what?”

The senator’s smile faded, disappeared. “You do keep your nose to the grindstone, don’t you?”

“If you mean,” Caldwell said sharply, “the world’s troubles, the troubles in this country, poverty, bigotry, that kind of thing—what have they to do with us? I’m not responsible for them in any way.”

“A comfortable view.”

Caldwell’s gesture took in the entire room. “I’m not even responsible for these people’s troubles. I just happen to share them.”

The senator was silent.

“If you’re thinking,” Caldwell said, “that because I designed this building I am responsible for its failures, I deny that. The design was, and is, sound. I don’t know all that has happened to produce this end result, but it is not my design that is to blame.”

“I think your reputation is secure,” the senator said, “and that’s the important thing, isn’t it?”

Caldwell studied the senator’s face for mockery. He found none. He relaxed a trifle.

“You asked me,” the senator said, “how to explain Grover Frazee’s behavior. I think I can in one word: panic.” He too looked around the room.

In the far comer the heavy rock beat once more blared from the transistor radio. The almost-naked girl gyrated endlessly. Her eyes were closed, her movements erotically explicit; the world was shut out.

In another comer a mixed group was joined in song. The senator listened carefully.

“‘The Battle Hymn of the Republic,’” he said, “or ‘Onward, Christian Soldiers.’ With my tin ear I can’t tell which.”

By the bar the three religious leaders who had participated in the ceremonies in the plaza conferred: the rabbi, the Catholic priest, and the Protestant minister.

“I can think of a good subject for prayer,” the senator said. “It would have to do with deliverance from a fiery furnace. Nebuchadnezzar would have dug this scene, wouldn’t you say?”

Caldwell said suddenly, “All right, I will have to admit that I share the responsibility. It is not all mine, but I share it.”

The senator stifled a smile. “It doesn’t really matter now, does it?” His voice was gentle.

“It does to me.”

“Ah,” the senator said then, “that’s a different story.”

“There is nothing fallacious in the design.”

“I’m sure of it.”

“Execution. There is where the trouble begins. When you turn the actual work over to others, you have lost control.”

“It’s a hell of a feeling, isn’t it,” the senator said, “when you have to turn over to somebody else something you’ve sweated over?”

There was a long silence. “In your own way.” Caldwell said slowly, “you are a wise man. And compassionate. You make me feel better, cleaner. Thank you.” He started to turn away.

“Which group?” the senator said. He no longer stifled his smile. “Dancing, song or prayer?”

Some of the perceptible tension went out of Caldwell’s narrow shoulders. He half-turned and his smile was easy. “I may sample them all.”

“Good for you,” the senator said.

He walked slowly toward the office, alone. “And now, physician,” he said almost whispering, “heal thyself.”

The governor was coming out of the office. His expression was inscrutable. “Come along, Jake,” he said. “We’ve got good news, I hope.” He paused. “But if this try fails too, then I think we are really going to have panic. We may anyway.” He paused again. “The traditional rush for the lifeboats or the exit.”

The governor found a chair and climbed upon it. He raised his voice. “I promised news if and when there was any. Now I want your attention.”

The singing died away. Someone turned down the transistor radio’s volume. The room was hushed.

“We are going to try again to get a line into this room,” the governor said. “This time—”

“More crap!’ Cary Wycoff’s voice dull with anger, tinged with terror. “Another sugar pill to keep us quiet!”

“This time,” the governor said, and his voice carried through Cary’s, “they are going to try to shoot the line in from a helicopter.” He paused. “I want this entire side of the room cleared so nobody will be hurt if the shot is successful.” He beckoned the fire commissioner. “Have two or three men standing by to pounce on the line when it comes through the windows. Then—”

“When?” Cary shouted. “You mean if! And you know goddam good and well that it isn’t going to happen.” The words were almost running together now. “All along you’ve kept things from us, made your own decisions, your own little deals—” He took a deep shuddering breath.

“We’re stuck here! Right from the start it’s been a fuckup! Rotten clear through, the whole city government!”

From the crowd behind Cary Wycoff there was a low, angry murmur.

“Easy, Cary,” Bob Ramsay said. He shouldered his way through the crowd to tower over Wycoff. “Easy, I say. Everything has been done that could be, and now this—”

“Shit! Give the voters that crap, don’t give it to us. We’re here to—die, man! And who’s responsible? That’s what I want to know. WHO?”

“I’m afraid we all killed Grandma.” Senator Peters’s voice raised enough for attention. He faced Wycoff and took his time. “Ever since I’ve known you, Cary, you’ve had more questions than a tenement has rats. But damned few answers, only reactions. Have you wet your pants yet? You’ve made every other infantile move.”

Cary took a deep breath. “You can’t talk to me like that.”

“Give me one reason why not.” The senator was smiling. It was not a pleasant smile. “By your standards, I’m an old man, but don’t let that bother you if it’s violence you’re thinking of. In the neighborhood I grew up in a ten-year-old kid would eat you for breakfast.”

Cary was Silent, indecisive.

“All of you,” the senator said, “simmer down. The man is trying to tell you what to do. Now, goddammit, listen!” Suddenly the governor was smiling. “I’ve said it all,” he said. He pointed. “Look!”

They all turned. A helicopter was swinging toward the bank of broken-out windows, its staccato engine sound growing louder by the moment.

Inside the chopper: a man, Kronski thought, could spend a lifetime in one of these contraptions and never get his sea legs. Boats, even small boats in heavy seas, move with some kind of rhythm. All this chopper did was buck and jump, and how in the hell the chief thought he could even hit the building, let alone the windows, he didn’t know.

His stomach was bucking and jumping too, and he swallowed hard, swallowed again, and breathed deep in the cold air.

He could see faces now inside the Tower Room. They stared at the chopper as at a vision.

The pilot looked at Kronski. There was question in his eyes.

“Closer!” Kronski roared. “Closer, goddammit!” He bloody well wanted only one shot, he told himself, and then back to solid ground, or at least the solidity of that Trade Center roof.

The pilot nodded shortly. He moved his control stick as if it were a fragile thing that might suddenly break loose in his hand.

The building moved toward them. The faces inside were plainer. The bucking and jumping increased.

“Close as I’ll go!” the pilot said. “Shoot from here!”

Inside the room people were on the move now, scurrying to one side of the room. A large man was the fire commissioner—was waving his arms to hurry them on.

Kronski raised his gun and tried to take a sight. One moment he was looking at the gleaming mast of the building, and the next moment what he saw was a row of intact windows below the Tower Room. The goddam business he had ever engaged in. He raised his voice in a great shout: “Can you, for Christ’s sake, hold this thing still?”

From inside the room they could see Kronski’s strained face, and the gun he held, pointed, fired.

Against the chopper’s bellowing clatter, the sound of the shot was inaudible, but the fragile line itself was tangible for all to see. It shot twisting into the room, crashed against the far wall, collapsed in a writhing tangle on the floor.

The fire commissioner and three waiters pounced on the line and held it tight.

The helicopter lurched quickly away, paying out line as it went.

Someone cheered. It was contagious.

29

Patrolman Shannon, four stitches in his cheek beneath a fresh white bandage, was back at the barricade with Barnes. “You read about things like this,” Shannon said. “But did you ever think you’d see it?”

His gesture took in the plaza, the hoses and scurrying firemen, the smoke pouring out of broken windows on the building’s face, the plume of smoke near the tower’s top, and now high up the hovering helicopter, tiny against the immensity of the buildings.

“An Irish ghoul,” Barnes said. There was no rancor in his voice.

“There is,” Shannon said, “nothing like a good fire. Nothing.” He paused. “Oh, I know, Frank, I’m sounding like the bloodthirsty man I am not, but it is true. Why do people gather to watch? Because of the excitement of of the great leaping flames, a foretaste of Hell itself.”

“How are you,” Barnes said, “on a good juicy traffic accident? Bodies strewn around? Gore?”

“Oh, now, Frank, it is not the same at all. The one is man’s little foolishness. The other, this, is something—grand! Look there. Flames showing halfway up the monster structure! Do you see?”

“I see,” Barnes said. He paused. “And all I can think of is Gotterdammerung.”

“Put that into English, you black rascal.”

“Valhalla burning,” Barnes said. “The home of the gods burning to the ground.”

Shannon was silent for a few moments, still staring upward. “It’s blasphemous,” he said, “but I think I like it.”

The telephone hooked on his shoulder and the walkie-talkie on the desk directly in front of him, “So far, so good,” Nat said to the trailer in general. “They’ve made the messenger line fast inside the Tower Room. The chopper pilot is working back toward the Trade Center roof.”

Tim Brown said, “God be praised!” He took out the half-empty cigarette package, looked at it, and in sudden decision threw the entire thing into the wastebasket. “I’ll never have a better reason for quitting, ’ he said.

Patty sat quiet on a stool, watching, listening, smiling proudly.

Giddings said, “Half the battle won. The other half—”

“Agreed,” Nat said, his voice suddenly sharp, “but, goddammit, if we hadn’t won the first half, there wouldn’t even be a second half to try.” Then, into the phone, “Yes, Governor?”

“Assuming it is going to work,” the governor was saying, “what all is involved? Happily, I have never had to ride in a breeches buoy, so I know nothing about it. There is wind, considerable wind. Can a woman alone ride safely?”

“You stick your legs down through two holes,” Nat said. You’re inside a kind of sack. All anybody has to do is close his eyes and hang on.” He paused. His voice was solemn. “But you do have a couple of things to work out, Governor. Who goes in what order—”

“Women first. We decided that earlier.”

“Governor. The round trip, Trade Center roof to Tower Room and return, is going to take a little time. Say a minute. You have a hundred people up there, maybe half of them women. It’s going to take the better part of an hour just to get the women across, and another hour for the men. That’s a lot of waiting, and you’d better have the exact sequence—” He stopped at the sound of another voice in the office background.

The governor said, “Good for you, Jake.” And then, to Nat, “Senator Peters has anticipated you. I was afraid he was cutting out paper dolls. He is preparing numbered lottery slips instead.”

Nat nodded. He smiled. “Good.” He paused. “And somebody to enforce the sequence?” he said.

“That too is in hand.” The governor’s voice paused. “Two hours? That is your estimate?”

“Maybe less,” Nat said. “But slow and easy is the way, the only—”

The walkie-talkie crackled. “Oliver to trailer,” it said. “We’ve bent on the heavy lines. Well pay them out as they haul in. Tell them to take it slow, easy. When all this heavy line is out, they’re going to have a lot of weight to haul. More, because of the windage.”

“Will tell,” Nat said. “Hang on, Chief.”

He spoke into the phone again. “All set, Governor. Tell your men to haul away, and be prepared for a load before they get the job done.” He paused. “Good luck.”

“Thank you, young man.” The governor’s voice was tinged with’ anxiety. “You will continue to stand by the phone?”

“Yes, sir. And the walkie-talkie.”

“Bless you,” the governor said.

Nat laid the telephone on the blotter and leaned back in the desk chair. He caught Patty’s eye. She smiled.

Tim Brown said, “Will the structure stand? If it begins to collapse, we are going to have the damndest mess this city has ever seen.”

“I think it will stand,” Nat said. “If the fire gets completely out of control—”

“Man,” one of the battalion chiefs said, “it is completely out of control. All we’re doing is shoveling shit against the tide.” He paused. “And losing men doing it.”

“Then more windows are going to go,” Nat said. “And that aluminum siding won’t stand up indefinitely. But the structure itself isn’t going to collapse.”

“You’re sure?” Brown said.

Nat shook his head. “My best guess,” he said. “I can’t do any better than that.” His mind went off on a new tack. “With a forest fire,” he said, “you pray for rain.”

“Like they used to say in Boston,” Giddings said.

“Spahn and Sain and two days of rain. How much good would it do here?” He spoke to the firemen.

One of the battalion chiefs shrugged. “It would help. It would give them up there”—his raised head indicated the Tower Room—“a little more time, I’d think.” He paused. “But if they’re already getting smoke—” He paused again. “Two hours is a long time.”

Time was the essence, Patty thought. Time was the dimension against which all else had to be measured; within its framework, length, breadth, depth, those who waited their turn in the Tower Room would live or die. While we stand by outside that framework unable to help, she thought, and was reminded again of the vigil outside the Coronary Care Unit in the hospital.

She wondered how her mother was bearing up, and knew that at this moment Mary McGraw would be in church, on her knees, praying for the soul of Bert Mcgraw, and believing that her prayers would at least be heard even if not wholly granted. Faith has the power to move mountains? Maybe yes, maybe no. But certainly it did have the power to soothe and comfort.

And faith I have not, Patty thought for perhaps the first time with real regret. We have turned our backs on the old ways, many of us, but what have we taken in their place?

She was suddenly aware that Nat was watching her with concern, and she repeated the question aloud, wondering if he would understand.

“I don’t think we’ve taken anything,” Nat said. “We’ve substituted what we considered knowledge for belief and found that we don’t yet know enough to make the substitution work. Maybe we never will.”

His eyes searching her face asked a question, Patty thought, and she slid down from the stool to walk over and perch on the comer of the desk. “I’m all right,” she said. “Honest. Mother said she was going home to have a nice cup of hot tea and a good cry. Mine will come later too.”

“Tea?” He was trying to keep it light.

“I’m that old-fashioned,” Patty said.

The telephone crackled. Nat picked it up. “Yes, Governor?”

“We’ve had one heart attack,” the governor said. “It has set me thinking. I’m having a list prepared of names and addresses of all those up here. When it is ready, I’ll have it read to you for someone to set down.” He paused. “Just in case.”

“Yes, sir.” Nat cupped a hand over the phone. “Get a stenographer to take down names,” he said to Brown.

Patty stirred herself on the comer of the desk.. “Let me.” Something, anything to do, she thought, anything that might in the slightest way help. Nat watched her; he was smiling approval. “I write legibly,” she said.

Nat said into the phone, “We’re ready for your list whenever, Governor.” Again he leaned back in the desk chair, and smiled up at Patty.

“You did it,” Patty said quietly. “You promised a new idea and you came up with it. I’m proud of you.”

“It isn’t over yet. Not by a long shot.”

“I’m still proud of you. And however many people manage to get out will—”

The walkie-talkie said, “Oliver to Trailer. They’ve got the line over there. I want to make damn sure somebody knows how to tie a decent knot; a bowline is what I’d like. If that end pulls loose while somebody is between the buildings—” He left the sentence unfinished.

Nat said, “There are two firemen up there, and probably some ex-Boy Scouts as well—” He could not stifle entirely a triumphant sense of gaiety. “I’ll see to it, Chief. Hold on.”

He picked up the phone and spoke to the governor, smiling a little at the thought of a man used to dealing with the problems of eighteen million people now bothering to make sure that somebody had tied a knot properly in a piece of line. He listened. “Thank you, Governor,” he said, and returned to the walkie-talkie. “Bowline it is,” he said. “Rest easy, Chief.”

“Then,” the chief said, “tell them to haul away on the breeches buoy line. We’re ready at this end.” There was triumph in the chief’s voice too.

In the building’s core, already converted to one great flue, temperatures were climbing to welding-torch levels. A continuous blast of fresh air was sucked in at the base, driven upward by its own almost explosive expansion and accelerating to near the hurricane speed, acting, as the battalion chief had said, in the manner of a blast furnace.

Structural steel* began to glow. Lesser materials melted or vaporized. Where, as on floor after floor, random spacing, superheated air burst out of the core into open corridors and turned instantly to flames, the heavy tempered windows lasted only moments before they shattered and threw out their shards to rain down on the plaza.

Aluminum panels curled and melted, the ‘kin of the structure peeling away to expose the sinews and the skeleton beneath.

Like a gigantic animal in torment, the great building seemed to writhe and shudder, its agony plain.

From the ground, to those whose eyesight could make it out, the line dangling between the two buildings looked impossibly fine, delicate as gossamer. And when the breeches buoy swung loaded for the first time from the Tower Room and began its catenary descent to the roof of the lower Trade Center roof, it seemed that the canvas bag and the woman it contained were hanging free, suspended by nothing more than faith, defying gravity in a miraculous attempt to escape the rising blast-furnace heat.

Her name was Hilda Cook, and she was currently starring on Broadway in the new musical Jump for Joy!

She was twenty-nine years old, dressed in shoes, minibriefs, and a mid-thigh dress tucked up now above her waist. Her long shapely legs dangled crotch-deep through the breeches buoy holes. She clung to the edges of the canvas bag with the strength of hysteria.

She had stared unbelieving at the number on the small square paper slip she had been handed from the empty punchbowl, and her first sound had been a squeal. Then, “It can’t be!” Her voice was shrill. “I’m number one!”

The secretary general was conducting the drawing.

“Someone,” he remarked, “had to be. My congratulations, young lady.”

They had carried the heavy line on which the breeches buoy rode through the window and up to the ceiling where one of the firemen had broken through with his halligan tool to expose a steel beam around which they had bent the line.

Ben Caldwell, directing the operation, had made the point: “Unless we go to the ceiling,” he said as if explaining a problem to a class of not very bright young architects, “the line will rest on the window sill and we will not be able to get the breeches buoy into the room. I, for one, would rather get into the bag inside than climb out the window to get to it.”

Three men manned the lighter line attached to the breeches buoy itself, and Hilda Cook, swinging free within the room, said, “Easy, guys, for God’s sake! I’m already scared spitless!”

As she rode through the window and away from the building’s protection, wind buffeted the bag, the heavy line began to swing, and the sensation of falling was inescapable.

Hilda screamed and closed her eyes and screamed again. “And it was just about then, darlings,” as she told it later, “that I wet myself. I really did. I’m not a damned bit ashamed to say it.”

The wind was cold on her legs and it blew through the pulleys above her head with a banshee wail.

The rocking, swinging motions continued, the oscillations becoming wilder as she approached the center of the span.

“I thought I was going to die, I really did. And then I was afraid I wasn’t! I screamed for the damned thing to stop! You know. Stop the world, I want to get off! But there was no way. No way! And when I was a girl, I didn’t even like roller-coasters!”

She may have’ fainted; she was never sure.

“The next thing I knew, I was in Heaven! I mean the swinging had stopped, and the howling of the wind, and the biggest, strongest man I ever saw, darlings, just

plucked me out of that canvas sack like I was something coming out of a grocery bag. And he set me down on my feet and held me up or I would have gone flat on my face.” Pause. “Was I crying? Darlings, I was bawling like a baby, and laughing all at the same time!” Another pause. “And all the big man said was, ‘Okay, lady. It’s all over now.’ What he didn’t know was that I still dream about it and wake up trying to scream!”

Nat watched from the trailer doorway until the breeches buoy had returned to the Tower Room and for the second time emerged loaded. “I make it just over a minute,” he said. “At that rate—” He shook his head in silence and walked back inside to pick up the walkie-talkie. “Trailer to Oliver,” he said.

“Nice going, Chief.”

“Yeah, thanks.” There was a pause. “But what?” the chief said.

The big man is perceptive, tuned to nuances, Nat thought. “It’s going to take a long time to get them all,” I he said. He paused. “How about a second line, two breeches buoys working at once?”

The big man was also decisive. “No dice. At the angle we shoot from, we couldn’t get the lines far enough apart through those windows. Then in this wind they’d sure as hell foul each other, and we’d have nothing at all.” His voice was calm, but tinged with regret. “I thought of it. But it won’t work. We’ll have to do the best we can.”

Nat nodded slowly. “I know you will. Thanks, Chief.” He put the walkie-talkie down.

For every problem there is not necessarily a solution—true or false? Unfortunately entirely too goddam true. One hour and forty minutes, he thought, that’s all we need. All? Eternity.

Patty was at the desk, pencil and pad at hand, the telephone held to her ear by one hunched shoulder. “A-b-e-l, Abel,” she read back into the phone. “Three twenty-seven North Fiesta Road, Beverly Hills. Next, Governor … ?”

Nat listened to the names as Patty wrote them down and read them back:

“Sir Oliver Brooke—with an e—Ninety-three E-a-t-o-n Square, London South West One.”

That would be the British Ambassador, flown up only this morning from Washington.

“Henry Timms—double m—Club Road, Riverside, Connecticut.”

Head of one of the major networks?

Howard Jones, US Steel … Manuel Lopez y Garcia, Ambassador from Mexico … Hubert van Donck, Shell Oil Company, Amsterdam … Walter Gordon, United States Secretary of Commerce … Leopold Knowski, Ambassador from the USSR…

One name approximately every fifteen seconds. At that rate, it would take half an hour to list them all. Nat picked up the walkie-talkie. “Give us the names as you land them, Chief. We’ll want to know who—may get left.” He walked back to the doorway then and stood looking out at the plaza.

Firemen, police, gaping crowds. The orderly tangle of hoses and the sounds of pumping engines at work. Occasionally the booming voice of a bullhorn. The entire plaza was wet now, a dirty artificial lake. The tormented building still stood, of course, but in a hundred places smoke oozed out to obscure the no longer shining aluminum siding.

“Pretty, huh?” This was Giddings at Nat’s shoulder. His voice was low-pitched, angry. “Circus day. When I was a kid, Fourth of July was a big deal. Fireworks shooting out over the lake at night. People came for miles to watch.” He gestured at the crowds. “Like this.” He paused. “Maybe you can’t blame them, at that.”

Nat turned to look at him.

“They’ve never seen anything like it,” Giddings said. “Neither has anybody else.” He made a sudden angry hand gesture. “That goddamn Simmons.”

“He isn’t the only one.”

“Are you standing up for the son of a bitch?”

“No,” Nat said, “for more reasons than you know.

But,” he added, “neither am I letting the rest of us off the hook.”

“We should have caught it, you mean?” Giddings nodded. “All right. We’ve agreed to that before. But which is worse, doing the dirty or failing to catch it? Answer me that.”

It was a quibble, Nat thought, and found the question unworthy of answer. And yet he could understand Giddings’s need to ask it. A man had to salvage what he could of his self-respect, didn’t he? Didn’t everybody do it every day in many ways—the games people play?

Inside the trailer Patty’s voice said, “Willard Jones, Peter Cooper Village.”

Who was Willard Jones? Or did it matter who he was? It was a name that belonged to a person, now living, maybe soon to be dead. Did he, Nat, accept that now?

Face it, friend, Nat told himself, you have known almost from the beginning how this was going to come out—and he thought of the nineteen bodies in that burned-over mountain clearing.

But for them I had no responsibility.

What difference? The question echoed in his mind.

No one could have anticipated that all electrical power would go out; anybody in his right mind would have said that it was impossible. But so was the grid blackout impossible that had crippled the entire Northeast a few “years back. So were the Titanic sinking and the Hindenburg disaster, the wave of assassinations beginning with President Kennedy’s, and the violence in cities only how many summers ago? Impossible, but they happened.

Logic, he thought suddenly, had nothing to do with it. Logic was for law, for stately considerations of fact, unhurried judgments objectively taken. Logic was not for him.

He, Nat Wilson, was what he felt, the subjective man, not the man with the computer mind. And what he felt was a sense of guilt that would not wash away—ever.

That he had failed to find flaws in the building’s construction could be understood, explained, condoned, forgiven—but not by him. In the entire tangle of this day he was inextricably involved, woven right into the fabric of events even if with some of them he appeared to have no real connection.

He had never laid eyes on the two firemen who had died screaming in the stairwell. Or the other two now in the Tower Room, probably no better off. But he had recommended that they be sent up the long stairs, and even though it had been within Brown’s authority to ignore the suggestion, for Nat a sense of responsibility remained.

He had nothing to do with Bert McGraw’s death. True? False? Logic said one thing, sensibility the other. Because as Zib’s husband he had been insufficient, Zib and Paul had carried on their—thing. And somehow that had figured in McGraw’s heart attack, if Patty understood it at all.

So where did all that leave him?

I am glad you asked that question, sir.

The hell I am.

Am I a jinx?

On the face of it, ridiculous. Involved, yes. Responsible, yes. Were not the two words, the two conditions intertwined? And if I am involved, responsible, then Ben Caldwell must also be drawn into the chain. And he is. He admitted as much in his office only this morning. Grover Frazee? Yes. Bert McGraw? Certainly. The list began to multiply with computer speed, its possibilities almost endless.

Then who was not to a greater or lesser degree involved, responsible? Incredible question, without answer.

He had welcomed Barnes, the black cop, to the lodge of blame. Now Nat thought: welcome yourself to the human race, friend; maybe now you are beginning to see what it is all about. Maybe—

“Nat.” Patty’s soft voice, almost pleading.

He looked down at her sad smile.

“The list is finished,” she said. “Every name. Every address.” She paused. “Somehow just by the act of writing them down, I’m—part of them. Can you see that? I probably don’t know one of them, and yet I know them all. I’m—” She shook her head. “I don’t know what I am.”

“Involved?” Nat said. His tone was gentle. “Responsible?”

The change in her eyes, in her face, was something to see. “You do understand, don’t you? Thank you, Nat.”

“Maybe I’m beginning to,” Nat said.

30

Police Lieutenant Jim Potter sat with his captain and the chief inspector in the large quiet office. Potter had his notebook on his knee. He kept his voice purposely expressionless.

“John Connors,” he said, “Caucasian male, age thirty-four.” He paused. “Widower. No children. Occupation: sheet-metal worker when he worked, which hasn’t been very often recently.” He paused. “A history of mental disturbance commencing three years ago.” He paused again, waiting.

The captain said, “What happened then?”

“His wife died.” Potter’s face was that of a poker player in a big-stakes game: totally expressionless. “She died in jail.” Pause. “In the drunk tank.” Again he waited. The chief inspector said, “She was a lush?”

“She didn’t drink.”

“She was on drugs?”

“Just one.” Potter took his time. “Insulin. She was a diabetic. They picked her up because she had collapsed and was lying on the sidewalk and they thought she was drunk.” He closed the notebook carefully. “So they tossed her into the drunk tank, and without medication she died.”

In the silence the captain said, “Didn’t she carry some kind of identification? Something to say she had diabetes?”

“Maybe.” A little of the sad bitterness showed now in Potter’s voice. “And maybe nobody bothered to look. The investigation after the fact wasn’t very thorough. Connors was the only one who cared much, and he had gone off his rocker.”

The big office was still. The chief inspector let his breath out in a noisy sigh. “Okay,” he said, the word was without meaning. “But so he did have a grudge, and so he wasn’t playing with a full deck of cards, why the World Tower building?”

“I’m no shrink,” Potter said. “But the World Tower building was the last real job he had. He was fired, there’s a connection, but maybe you have to be loony to see it. I don’t know. All I know are the facts.”

In a vague kind of way it made sense. All three men felt it. The Establishment had killed Connors’s wife, hadn’t it? The World Tower building was the brand-new shining symbol of the Establishment, wasn’t it? Well? They sat quietly, thinking about it.

At last, “Sometimes,” the chief inspector said slowly. “I think the whole goddam world has gone crazy.”

“Amen,” said the captain.

In slow, almost interminable succession, the women were helped or loaded into the canvas bag, and their legs poked through the twin holes. Almost without exception their eyes were wide with terror. Some cried. Some prayed.

Paula Ramsay was number twenty-two. “I don’t want to go,” she told the mayor as they waited for her turn. “I want to stay here with you.”

The mayor was smiling faintly as he shook his head. It was not his well-known campaign smile; this was the real man exposed. “I want you to go, and that is purely selfish.”

“You, selfish?”

“I want you to go,” the mayor said, “because I would rather have you safe than have anything else in the world.” The smile spread, even mocked himself. “Including the White House. Jill needs you.”

“Jill is a big girl now. We agreed on that,” Paula I looked around. “Where is Beth?”

“In the office with Bent. Their little time together.”

“I thought,” Paula said, “that she was ahead of me.”

The mayor could not remember when last he had lied to his wife. “I wouldn’t know,” he said, and stared out the window as the breeches buoy began its swaying trip back from the Trade Center roof.

The secretary general said, “Number twenty-one, if you please.” There was no answer. He repeated the call. ! “Hey,” somebody said, “that’s you. Here’s your ticket.” The girl in the bikini briefs dancing in the comer stopped her automatic gyrations. She shook her head as if to clear it. “I thought I was forty-nine.’ She giggled.

“Funny.” She waved her hand in the air and lurched forward, bare breasts bouncing, toward the loading window. “Here I come, ready or not.”

“God,” the mayor said. “She goes ahead of—anybody at all? Why?”

“You are usually kinder than that, Bob.” Paula’s smile was gentle. “The girl is drunk. And frightened.” The ‘ smile spread. “The difference between us is that I’m not drunk.”

“Or naked.”

“Does it matter now?”

The mayor made an almost angry gesture. “I am stuffy enough or square enough to believe that some values—” He stopped suddenly. “No,” he said in some surprise, “it doesn’t matter, does it? We’re down to basics.”

“And my basic wish,” Paula said, “is not to go but to stay—with you.”

“You’ll go,” the mayor said. There was a new tone of command in his voice.

Together they watched the half-naked girl being lifted into the canvas sack. Someone tossed her dress into her lap. She stared at it in bewilderment, and then, as if only that moment realizing her nakedness, she crossed both hands over her breasts and began to cry. “What am I doing?” Her voice was almost a scream. “I—can’t—!”

“Lower away!” This was the first commissioner, in command of the operation. “Hang on, sister, and you’ll be home free before you know it.”

The girl’s shrieks were lost in the whistling wind.

The mayor took his wife’s arms and walked with her toward the loading window. “Like airplanes and ship sailings,” he said, “there’s never anything to say, is there?” They stood quietly, holding hands, watching the breeches buoy near the Trade Center roof, reach it. They watched the chief lift the girl out of the canvas sack as if she were weightless. Her dress fell to the roof. The chief held her upright with one hand and picked the dress up with the other. Then he gestured toward the Tower Room and the breeches buoy began its return journey.

The mayor’s wife watched it approach. “Bob.”

“Yes?”

Paula turned to look up into the mayor’s face. Slowly she shook her head. “You’re right. There is nothing to say. You can’t put thirty-five years into words, can you?” She closed her eyes as the breeches buoy swung through the window and halted, swaying gently.

“Number twenty-two, if you please,” the secretary general said.

Paula opened her eyes. “Goodbye, Bob.”

“Au revoir,” the mayor said. He was smiling gently. “Your words to Jill, remember? Give her my love.”

The senator knocked and walked into the office. The governor was in the desk chair. Beth was perched on a comer of the desk, long slim legs crossed and swinging gently.

“Come in, Jake,” the governor said. From the big room outside the mixed sounds of rock music and song blended in cacophonous counterpoint. From the bar came a sudden burst of laughter. “Sit down,” the governor said. “I don’t cotton to the bacchanalia either.”

“I don’t want to intrude.”

“Nonsense.” The governor paused. “You came in with a purpose, no?”

He had always seen deep, this Bent Armitage, the senator thought, which probably at least partly explained his success in public life. You did not go as far as he had gone without knowledge of your fellow man.

The senator sat down and stretched his legs wearily. “A long lonesome road,” he said, and smiled. “The youthful bounce is long gone.”

He gestured toward the telephone. “Anything new?”

“I phoned down the lists,” the governor said. “And then”—he paused, smiling—“I indulged myself by calling my daughter, Jane, in Denver.” The mile spread. “I charged the call to the executive mansion telephone. That will give the auditors pause. Anyone you want to call, Jake? I’ll let the taxpayers pick up your tab too.”

The senator shook his head. “No one,” he said. He stood up suddenly. “Do you ever doubt yourself, Bent? Do you ever wonder just what in hell use you have been to anybody?”

The governor grinned. “Frequently.”

“I mean it,” the senator said. He took his time. “When you’re a kid just starting out—for me that was back in thirty-six, just elected to my first term in Congress—you look around and see the big ones, the important ones, the man in the White House, the Cabinet Officers, names you’ve read about ever since you could remember He paused and plumped back down in the chair. He waved one hand. “You study their style because they’re what you want to be.” His smile was wry. “It’s in today to talk about a search for your identity. That implies that there is already a you and all you have to do is be yourself.” He shook his head. “What you’re really doing is hunting for the character part you’re going to play for the rest of your life, a very different thing indeed.”

I have always doubted myself, Beth thought suddenly, but I was sure the reason lay in my own shortcomings. She watched the senator in wonder.

“So,” the senator said, “you find the role you want and you learn it letter-perfect.” He paused. “And it works. It’s convincing. First you’re a bright young fellow. Then you’re a comer in his forties, beginning to carry some clout. You reach fifty, sixty, and you’ve come a long way, but you aren’t there yet. Do you know what I mean, Bent?”

The governor’s smile was sad. “You’re never there” he said. “There’s always something just over the next hill, and the next. And when you reach it, it has changed too.” He spread his hands in a gesture of dissolution. “What looked so bright and shiny from a distance up close is just sunlight on smoke.”

“And so you wonder,” the senator said, “just when you’re going to make the final step that puts you where you’ve always wanted to be so you can relax and enjoy it and know that you’ve fought the good fight, done the job well, earned your rest’ and your place in the sun, lived out whatever crappy platitude you choose.” He shook his head. “The answer is—never. That’s why they don’t retire, those old men in Washington and other places. They keep hoping that the time is going to come when they’ve done it all and they can rest content. And it isn’t going to come ever, but you don’t realize that until you face something like—this. And then suddenly you wonder why you ran so hard all your life, chasing something that never existed. Don Quixote, Galahad chasing the Grail—it’s so damn futile!”

“But fun,” the governor said. “Admit that, Jake. You’ve had just a hell of a time outsmarting, outarguing, outstaying the rascals who got in your way. Would you change it?”

“Probably not. And that’s the stupidest part of all. We don’t even learn.”

The governor leaned back in his chair and laughed. “What’s so damn funny?”

“Your lament,” the governor said. “It tucks its tail in its mouth and rolls like a hoop. Of course you’d do it all the same way. Because you’re you, Jake Peters, sui generis. You fought and scrambled and bit, yes, and butted in the clinches when it was necessary—as I did—and you enjoyed every minute of it, wins, losses, and draws. You’ve been your own man, and how many can say that?”

“He wrote fiction in college,” the senator said to Beth. “Bad fiction.”

“And,” the governor said, “you have the gall to admit that you enjoyed it all, but still find it futile? What more can a man ask than to be able to look back and say it was fun?” The governor paused. “You’ve probably left some things undone. We all have. But when you leave the restaurant filled to the brim with a good meal, do you spend your time regretting that you couldn’t eat everything?”

“That,” the senator said to Beth, “has always been his special touch: the homely analogy.” He stood up. “As a philosopher, Bent,” he said looking down at the governor, “you’re no Santayana, but you may have made I a point or two worth considering. I’ll ponder them outside.” He paused in the doorway to flip his hand in a vague gesture. “By the way, number twenty-one just went off.” He spoke directly to Beth. “It was the naked chick. She thought—”

“I’m number forty-nine,” Beth said, and made herself smile.

The senator hesitated, and then waved again as he walked out.

“And that,” the governor said, “leaves us alone again , for a moment at least. He smiled up at Beth. “So pensive?”

“All the things you said to him,” Beth said slowly, I “could apply as well to you, couldn’t they?”

“Probably.” The governor smiled again. “But the difference is that when you say them-to yourself, you don’t necessarily believe them.”

“I think I understand, Bent.” She was smiling too. “I hope I do.”

“There have been times,” the governor said, “when I have done things I am not particularly proud of, or allowed them to be done, which is the same thing, in order to achieve an end I thought worth the compromise. I know I am capable of deluding myself—at least temporarily. I think everyone is, and some not temporarily.”

“I think you are a good man, Bent, in the best sense of the word.”

“Thank you.”

“I think you are a better, stronger man even than you believe. You are the one they come to. You are the one they listen to.”

“Easy on that buildup, even if I love it.”

Beth shook her head. “He said it, the senator. He said ‘until you face something like this’ you keep on—fooling yourself.” She paused. “I am not fooling myself any longer. I hate what’s happening. I don’t want to die.” The governor took her hand. “Fair enough,” he said. He was smiling gently. “Now tell me: what number did you draw? Was it twenty-one?”

31

To the west the sky had darkened and evening thunder-heads were beginning to build. Giddings stood in the doorway of the trailer, watching. “A cloudburst now,” he said. He looked over his shoulder at Brown, and shrugged. “A miracle? The Red Sea rolling back?” He shook his head and wiped the back of his hand wearily across his forehead. It left a black smear.

One by one Chief Oliver had called down the names of those safely across, and Patty had found them on the listings and checked them off.

Now, “This one,” the chief’s voice said on the walkie-talkie “doesn’t know who she is, and I sure as hell don’t.” Nat said, “Doesn’t she have identification in her purse?”

“Purse?” The chiefs voice was a roar. “She doesn’t even have any clothes on!” Then more gently in an aside. “All right, sister, it’s all over now. You go with these cops. They’ll take care of you.” And to the trailer again. “We’ll get you a name somehow.” The walkie-talkie was silent.

Patty said, “Whoever she is, she’s number twenty-one.’ She smiled up at Nat. “Thanks to you.”

Nat pushed himself away from the desk suddenly and walked to the doorway to look up at the tops of the great buildings. Squinting, he could make out the breeches buoy, filled again, on its catenary journey down to the Trade Center roof.

Inside the Tower Room, he knew, three or four men would be cautiously paying out the guiding line lest the canvas bag careen madly down the slope, frightening its passenger even more than it now did, perhaps even throwing one clear to fall screaming the quarter of a mile to the plaza. Idly he wondered who was in the breeches buoy on this trip.

He turned and walked back’ inside to stand again near Patty. “How long do we have?” he said. “That’s the question. How many are we going to have time to get out?”

“Maybe all of them,” Patty said. She paused. “I hope.’ She paused again, studying Nat’s face. “You don’t think so?”

Nat shook his head in silence. He said at last, “I wish I knew what was happening. Up there in the Tower Room.” He gestured suddenly. “Inside the core of the building. When it’s all over, we’ll study what’s left, and we’ll try to figure out just what happened.” He shook his head again. “But that is no substitute for knowing at the time. That’s why they put automatic recorders in commercial airplanes. If there’s a crash and the recorder survives, it shows exactly what certain flight conditions were right up to the moment of impact.” He paused contemplatively. “Maybe the computer control ought to be located well outside the building for the same reason.’ Something to think about. He was silent, thinking about it.

Patty watched and listened, the here-and-now part of herself smiling inside. Daddy had never been very far away from his work either; she doubted that the good ones ever were. She said nothing lest she interrupt Nat’s train of thought.

“This—mess,” he said at last, “is going to change a lot of thinking. We’ve gone on blithely assuming that tolerances, mistakes would automatically cancel themselves out. This time they haven’t. They’ve compounded themselves instead, and this is the result.” He paused. “Think of the Titanic”

The analogy between the World Tower and the Titanic was strained. Only the fact of inevitable disaster linked the two, because the one setting for tragedy was strangeness and the other was everyday familiarity.

The Titanic was a ship crossing the ocean in a day when crossing an ocean was not at all the usual thing to do. Within that strange setting unknown dangers lurked; their existence could be accepted as real.

But this was a building, a known world, with differences only of degree, not of kind. You enter buildings and ride elevators every day—and nothing happens. This time something had happened, but it was beyond total belief that it could be as serious as some tried to make it out. The fact of the breeches buoy had allayed many fears.

Oh, there was still some singing, and some praying, and a few people drinking or dancing while they waited their turns at deliverance. But there is singing, drinking, and dancing every day, and praying every Sunday with no immediate crises in sight.

What was left of Grover Frazee was already forgotten beneath the white tablecloth. Paul Norris was merely a hearsay death. Singed eyebrows on the two firemen were scant proof that actual disaster was at hand.

There was the breeches buoy, and one by one women rode it across the gap between the buildings to safety. Still…

The fact of the matter was that of all the people in the Tower Room, only a handful understood and accepted not only that catastrophe was in the making, but that it was inevitable.

Ben Caldwell understood and accepted. He needed no complicated calculations to convince himself; simple arithmetic sufficed:

One hundred and three persons had drawn numbers.

The round trips of the breeches buoy averaged very close to one minute.

One hour and forty-three minutes, then, would be necessary to evacuate the Tower Room.

With heat in the building’s core already sufficient to distort steel elevator rails, would the Tower Room remain a sanctuary for one hour and forty-three minutes?

No.

So be it.

With far less technical knowledge the governor nevertheless understood and accepted the situation. “The need is for haste,” he said to Beth, “but we can’t hurry.” He was remembering Nat Wilson’s cautionary words.

It was becoming hotter in the office. The governor thought of Fireman Howard’s analogy of the nest in the treetop: sooner or later the fire would reach it, and that would be the end of the nestlings. We are nestling, he thought, as unable as they to fly. The temptation was strong to hammer his fist on the desk in sheer frustration. He stifled it.

Mayor Ramsay appeared in the doorway. “Paula has gone,” he said. “I watched her land safely—if that’s the word.” She had turned to wave. He paused, remembering. “Thank God for that.”

“Good for her,” the governor said. “And I’m happy for you, Bob.”

Beth was smiling. “I’m glad,” she said.

The governor said, “What is your lottery number, Bob?”

“Eighty-three.” The mayor’s voice was expressionless.

The governor smiled. “I’m eighty-seven.”

“It isn’t fair!” Beth said suddenly. “There are people out in that room who aren’t worth any part of you! Of either of you! And what is Senator Peters’s number? I’ll bet it’s high too!”

“Easy,” the governor said. “Easy.” He stood up, took off his jacket and loosened his tie. He sat down again and began to roll up his sleeves. He smiled at Beth. “It’s probably cooler out in the big room,” he said, “but for now, at least, I prefer it here.” He paused. “Unless you disagree?”

Beth hesitated and then shook her head slowly. Her lower lip was tucked between her teeth. When she released it, tooth marks showed. “I’m sorry, Bent.”

“They’re behaving very well so far, Bent,” Bob Ramsay said. “I’ve been watching Cary Wycoff, and for the moment, at least, he is—defused. And I don’t think anybody else is in his class as a rabble-rouser.”

The last-moment rush to the lifeboats, the governor thought, or the inevitable jamming of the exits when flames appeared. He had never seen either, but he well understood that in sudden panic terrible things could happen. He said slowly, thoughtfully, “But it might be just as well, don’t you think, to have barricades set up?” He gestured with his hands at right angles. “Some of those heavy tables set in place surrounding the loading area with room for only one person at a time to come through?”

The mayor’s immediate smile was faint, bitter. He nodded. “And the opening guarded against gate-crashers.” He nodded again. “I’ll see to it.”

“Maybe,” the governor said, “we’re seeing shadows.” He paused. “But I’m afraid I don’t think so.” He leaned back in his chair and waited until the mayor was gone. Then, to Beth, “How do you walk the tightrope between cynicism and reality?” He shook his head.

“Is there going to be trouble, Bent?”

“We’ll try to anticipate it.”

“How?”

“Like this.” The governor picked up the phone and spoke into it. Nat’s voice answered instantly. “Everything,” the governor said, “is going beautifully, young man. You and the Coast Guard have my thanks.”

Beth smiled. It was lordly of him to make it his thanks; and yet it was also fitting, because from the beginning of the problems, it was one man. Bent Armitage, who had automatically taken charge and spoken for all. And so the imperiousness lacked arrogance and was thereby acceptable. More than acceptable. Beth’s smile turned fond and gentle.

“Everything is orderly now,” the governor was saying, “but when the pressure starts to build, and people begin to understand that maybe there isn’t going to be time for everybody—” He left the sentence hanging, implications plain.

“Yes, sir,” Nat’s voice said. “I’ve been thinking about that too.”

“Good man.” The governor waited.

Nat said slowly, “We have the leverage, or the chief on the roof has, and maybe he’ll do what I say.”

The governor was nodding. “Which is?”

“We can issue an ultimatum,” Nat said. “At the first sign of trouble we can put it that unless the process stays orderly, as you’ve planned it, we’ll shut the entire operation down, because slow and easy, one person at a time, is the only way it can work. It may look simple, but it’s touchy, and one mistake can spoil it for everybody.” The governor was nodding again. “And can you make the ultimatum stick?”

“If we have to,” Nat said, “we will.”

For the third time the governor nodded. “You may have to,” he said. And then, “For the moment, that’s all.” He paused. “Bless you for standing by.” He leaned back in his chair again and closed his eyes.

“Bent,” Beth said. She hesitated. “Oh, Bent, why does it have to be like this?”

“I wish I knew.”

“It’s ridiculous,” Beth said, “and I know it, but I can’t help asking the big question: Why me? Why any of us individually, but most particularly why me? What have I done to be here, to meet you and then have it—like this?”

The governor was smiling faintly. “I’ve asked the same question many times. He paused. “And, you know, I’ve never yet found the answer?”

The senator walked in. “I’ve just come to make a report, Bent. Bob is having tables moved into place around the buoy-loading area. Your idea, no doubt. And all is more or less quiet.” He smiled. “So far.” The smile spread. “Bob said you asked his lottery number.” He took his time. “Well, I’ll watch you both go. Mine is one hundred and one.”

Beth closed her eyes.

“I’ve also been thinking,” the senator said, “and lo and behold, a limerick came to mind fullblown:

“I leave you with that thought.” He was gone.

Beth was shaking her head, even smiling. “It isn’t real,” she said. “He isn’t real. People don’t behave that way at a—time like this. They don’t.”

“I don’t think you have any idea how you’ll behave,” the governor said, “until you’re there.” He spread his hands. “And then it’s too late to change.”

Cary Wycoff had a glass of plain soda in hand. He sipped it slowly while he watched the heavy tables being maneuvered into position around the area where the breeches buoy came in through the window.

It was perfectly obvious what the purpose of the tables was. It was simply more of the same: entrenched privilege throwing up barricades to keep out the barbarians. Himself. And he resented it with fierceness and, at the moment, impotence, which made it even worse.

The lottery slip in his pocket was number sixty-five, which meant that fifteen males would go before him to safety. Bent Armitage, Bob Ramsay, and Jake Peters, he was willing to bet, would be among them. Oh, they would not be the first three; they were too canny for that. But they would have seen to it that they were close enough to the beginning of the line to be safe without being obvious in the bargain.

Cary resented the women’s going first too. He had fought as hard as the next man, harder, for women’s lights, but he did not really believe in them. Women were created weaker, usually less intelligent, altogether less useful members of the community except for the one function which they never let you forget they, and they alone, could carry out. And in Cary’s view there were too many births anyway.

From a purely objective viewpoint, he, Cary Wycoff, was a far more valuable member of society than any of the women who had gathered in the Tower Room. He should, therefore, have preceded all of them across the chasm to the Trade Center roof and safety.

But to have gone first, even if he had been allowed, would have been to demean himself in the eyes of the stupid world, which thought with its stomach, more especially in the eyes of the stupid electorate, who kept sending him back to a very pleasant life in Washington. So there it was. Let the women go.

But the men, that was something different, and he was not going to stand idly by and watch fifteen—fifteen!—others go ahead of himself.

Bent Armitage and Jake Peters, those two in particular, had always treated him at less than his real worth; there was no denying that. Cary had another sip of soda while he thought about it. Then, “I’ll show you bastards,” he said softly. “You can’t get away with it this time.”

Nat put down the phone after his conversation with the governor. He was conscious that Patty watched him, frowning. “You heard what I said?” he asked.

Patty nodded. She kept her voice expressionless. “Would you do it? Stop the whole—operation just as a threat?”

“I don’t believe in threats.”

“I don’t—understand.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“It does to me.” There was that bulldog quality again; total refusal to sidestep unpleasantness.

Nat said merely, “We’ll see what the chief says.” He picked up the walkie-talkie. “Trailer to Trade Center roof.”

“Roof here.” The chiefs voice. “The naked chick’s name is Barber, Josephine Barber. And after her came Mrs. Robert Ramsay.”

Nat watched Patty pick up her pencil and start searching the list. “Got it,” he said. And then, “How’s it going, Chief?”

“Slow. Steady. What we could expect. Twenty-two across in”—he paused—“twenty-three minutes flat. Best we could hope for.” Was there faint belligerence underlying the words?

“Better than I was afraid of,” Nat said. He paused again. “I doubt if it will happen before you have the women across. I hope it won’t. But when the pressure really begins—”

“Trouble you mean?” Pause. “Important people, aren’t they?” The chief’s voice was unexcited.

“That,” Nat said, “doesn’t mean that some of them won’t—panic.”

Patty had found the two names and crossed them off. She sat now, pencil still in her small hand, watching Nat and listening.

“Yeah,” the chief said, unexcited still. “Stripes on a man’s sleeve don’t necessarily mean too much.” He paused. “You’re getting at what?”

Nat told him what he had said to the governor. There was silence.

Then, “The way I see it,” the chief said slowly, still unexcited, merely stating facts, “when you’ve got a command situation, men obey or they mutiny. If it’s mutiny, you stop it right at the beginning or it gets out of hand. First sign of trouble, you let me know and we hold the breeches buoy right here until they line up again and stay in line. That way we may not get them all out, but we’ll get some. Let them fall to squabbling and there won’t be a manjack get out of there alive.”

Nat nodded. “Long speech. Chief.”

“Yeah. I don’t ordinarily use that many words.”

“But I couldn’t agree with you more.”

“We’ll get along,” the chief said. “You just pass me the word if there’s trouble.”

Nat laid the walkie-talkie down on the desk. He said nothing.

“So you two are in agreement,” Patty said. She paused. “You knew you would be, didn’t you?”

“Simmer down,” Nat said. He could even smile and mean it. “What do you think Bert would have said?” Patty opened her mouth and then closed it again in silence. Slowly she nodded. “Probabh the same.” Capitulation. “But I don’t have to like it.” Defiance flaring again.

“No,” Nat said, “you don’t.” He pushed away from the desk and walked once more to the doorway to look out over the plaza.

It was a dismal, depressing scene. Thunderheads to the west had obscured the sun; the light in the plaza was smoky gray, the air soot-filled, acrid.

Firemen swarmed in the plaza—like scurrying ants in slow motion, Nat thought—and the perimeter of the area was an almost solid mass of fire equipment parked cheek-by-jowl, engines and pumps throbbing.

The entire plaza floor was a lake now. Cascades of water poured back out of the building, down the concourse steps—like spawning ladders for salmon.

A fireman lurched from the concourse, stumbled down the steps, and fell face down, his arms and legs moving weakly.

Two ambulance attendants rushed up with a stretcher, loaded him on, and bore him off.

Nat’s eyes followed the stretcher to a nearby ambulance where three other firemen were standing, sucking oxygen from rubber masks.

Police manned the barricades. Nat could make out Barnes, the black cop, and, yes, there was his partner, the big Irishman, white bandage plain on his cheek.

Behind the barricades the crowds were orderly and strangely quiet, as if at last the enormity of the tragedy had reached them. In the crowd an arm was raised, pointing upward. Other arms followed. Without turning to look, Nat guessed that the breeches buoy was making yet another trip, one more person swinging to safety.

He felt no sense of triumph. That was long gone. Instead he blamed himself that this was all that they could do and it was not enough. What was it he had cold Patty about the thinking in certain parts of the Middle East? That man was supposed to try for perfection, but he wasn’t ever supposed to reach it? But that didn’t make the fact of even partial failure any the more palatable.

He was not a religious man, but sometimes there were events—those nineteen bodies curled like snails in the smoking burned-over mountain clearing came to mind—that seemed to demonstrate a flaw, point a direction, and by the depth of their tragedy simply force a man to reexamine many tenets and thoughts he had long taken for granted. Too long.

If one result of all of these reexaminations was constant, even inevitable, it was determination that could be expressed in two words: never again.

Never again a Titanic blundering in the ice lanes.

Never again a Hindenburg filled with explosive hydrogen gas.

Never again if good men could prevent it a Hamburg firestorm, a Nagasaki, a Hiroshima.

Never again a fire like this in a building this size—

Correction: Never again a building this size. Didn’t that make more sense?

Bigness for bigness* sake was never a solution. Remember that.

“I will,” Nat said silently. “By God, I will!”

He heard a telephone ring in the trailer, and he waited for it to be answered. Patty’s voice said. “Yes. He’s here.” And then, expressionless, “Nat.”

She was holding the instrument out to him. “Zib,” she said, and that was all.

Zib had left the magazine at the usual time, taxied home, and hurried into a scented bath. Luxuriating in the suds, feeling the tensions flow away, she told herself that everything was going to be all right. After that talk with Cathy she felt like a different person, able to see herself more clearly, and wasn’t that the name of the game—know thyself?

And she had turned her back on Paul Simmons, hadn’t she? Nat must have seen that from her telephone call telling him that Paul was not coming down to the building. It was a sharp cutting of the last ties, wasn’t it? The symbolism was inescapable. And at heart Nat was a lamb. He hadn’t really meant those harsh things he had said to her. He couldn’t have. Nobody could. Not to her.

She sank deep in the tub, closed her eyes, and stroked one smooth sudsy shoulder and arm with her hand. What was that commercial on TV? “If he doesn’t feel the difference, he has no feeling.” That applied to all of her, didn’t it?

Of course Nat would be tired when he got home. But not too tired. She had always had the power to arouse him. That was one thing the Women’s Lib fanatics tended to forget, possibly because some of them, but not all, were rather unattractive pieces of sexual merchandise, and any subtle advances they might make would tend to be—what were that judge’s marvelous words when he passed Ulysses as salable?—“emetic rather than aphrodisiac.”

Zib’s own qualifications in that direction were impeccable—as she well knew. And, given that headstart, in the constant underlying sexual struggle between herself and a man, any man, there simply was no contest.

Men flattered themselves that they were dominant, waving their muscles and all that jazz. In many cultures, as Zib had learned in an anthropology course, polygamy was the norm. Polyandry, on the other hand, was rarely practiced. And that merely demonstrated how out of joint man’s thinking was, because one woman could satisfy a dozen men, could she not? And a mere man was hard put to satisfy one woman. But, as the British said, there it was: man’s thinking callused over by the ages.

She stroked her shoulder and arm again and decided that there was something to this bath-oil bit: her skin did feel smooth, soft, exciting to the touch. She stroked her breasts gently. Better and better. But, “Easy, girl,” she said aloud, “save it all for Nat. Don’t waste it now.” She got out of her bath, dried herself, and applied scent sparingly to throat, breasts, and belly. Then she put on the lightweight full-length white robe Nat liked especially, and the heeled mules he had given her, and went into the living room to put music on the record player. It was then that she decided to call the trailer office.

On the phone, “Hello,” Nat said. And what had she thought to say anyway? “Hi.” And she added inanely, “I’m home.”

Nat heard the music in the background: “Scheherazade,” the violin voice just beginning its theme, Scheherazade herself beguiling the sultan. Balls. “I guessed that.”

“Darling, how is it going? I mean—”

“Great. Just great.” Through the open doorway Nat looked again at the crowded plaza. He raised one hand to wipe wearily at his forehead and saw the grime from the subbasement on his palm.

Oh, he had known dirt before right here on the job, and he and Zib had even laughed together about the way he sometimes looked when he came home at night.

But this was different, as different as night from day, death from life. This was—

Zib said, “I—tried to watch on television. I—couldn’t.” She paused. “It’s a mess, isn’t it?”

“Understatement.” Nat paused. “Did you want something?”

The hesitation in her voice was un-Ziblike. “Not really. I came home and—” She stopped. Her voice now was uncertain. “Will you be coming home?” She could not bring herself to add the single word: ever.

Nat was conscious that Patty was watching him. He tried to ignore her and could not.

“Darling, I asked a question.”

“I don’t know the answer.” Nat hung up.

Zib hung up slowly. It was then that the tears began.

The telephone on the desk made noises. Nat walked quickly to it, picked it up, spoke his name.

The governor’s voice said, “Only two more women to go. Then we start the men’s lottery sequence.” His voice said nothing in particular, but a faint warning was plain.

“Okay,” Nat said. “I’ve talked with the chief. He says in a command situation either it’s obey or mutiny, and if a mutiny begins—”

“The chief reaches for the nearest belaying pin and whacks the nearest head, is that it?” the governor said. There was patent approval in his tone.

“That’s it,” Nat said. “He knows his equipment and he’s been through this before, and he says if disorder is allowed—” He paused, realizing he was speaking to one of the potential victims. Then he went on because there was no way to conceal the thought. “If disorder is allowed,” he repeated, “the chief says nobody is going to get out alive. I’m sorry, Governor, but that’s his message, and I have to agree with it.”

“No apology necessary, young man. I agree with it too. Do you have any suggestions?”

“Yes, sir. A couple.” Nat paused to gather his thoughts. “You might pass the word right now that at the first sign of disorder I’ll tell the chief and he’ll hold the breeches buoy on the Trade Center roof until people line up again. If anybody doubts that, have him get on this phone and I’ll tell him.”

“As long,” the governor said, “as the telephone line* remains in service.”

“That’s the second thought, Governor,” Nat said. “We’ll get right through to the city radio station. They’ve got to have a mike and remote equipment here, (f the. phone goes out, we’ll go on radio. You’ve got a transistor radio up there?”

“Currently playing rock-and-roll,” the governor said. He paused. “Agreed.”

“If the phone is out,” Nat said, “you won’t be able to reach us. If there’s trouble, just flutter a handkerchief at the window and the chief will call down to me. Okay?” There was a short silence. “Okay,” the governor said. Another silence. Then, “You think well, young man. You have done a superlative job. You have the gratitude of all of us.” Pause. “That is just in case the opportunity to tell you in person doesn’t arise.”

“We’ll do the best we can to get you all out,” Nat said. “I know you will. And thanks.”

32

The lower forty floors of the building were now in shadow. Patrolman Shannon stared up at the smoking mass and shook his head in disbelief. “Do you see what I see, Frank? Up there the building is glowing!”

It was. Most of the windows had broken out because of the heat, and smoke poured through the empty frames. But through the smoke, in the darkened shadows plain to see, the building itself was faintly incandescent, and in the distorted air currents caused by its radiation the entire structure seemed to writhe.

“You’re a praying man, Mike,” Barnes said. “Better get to it.” He paused. “It was a grand sight, remember? And all of these grand people came to watch.”

High above them the breeches buoy swung out of the Tower Room again, by a trick of light glinting momentarily as it slid down the catenary curve toward the Trade Center roof. In the crowd all eyes watched. Shannon crossed himself.

“A cremation,” Barnes said. “I wonder how many are thinking of that.” He paused. “Or of Joan of Arc at the stake.” For the first time his tone was angry. “We let the maniac through, Mike, and I for one will not forget it even though the man, bless him, said we were only members of the lodge.”

“And,” Shannon said, “whatever did he mean by that?”

“That the blame is shared, even though I don’t know how or why. But I can guess. A—thing like this does not happen from one cause. Mrs. O’Leary’s cow may have kicked over the lantern, but a thousand other things had to go wrong before Chicago could burn to the ground. It has to be the same here, although that is damn small consolation.”

Shannon said nothing. He seemed unimpressed. “There are people up there, man,” Barnes said, “people like you and me, yes, I even saw a few black faces. And—”

“That what-you-may-call-it,” Shannon said. “They’re getting them out.”

“They won’t get them all out,” Barnes said. “Not with heat that already makes the building glow. And do you know the worst of it, Mike, the hell of it?” He paused. “The best ones will be the ones to stay behind.”

On the Trade Center roof Kronski said, “You’re expecting trouble over there, huh, Chief?”

“Maybe. I hope not.” The chief’s massive calm was unshaken. Together he and Kronski caught the swinging breeches buoy, and the chief lifted the woman out.

She was sobbing, from fright, from grief. “Mein husband—”

“We’d like your name, ma’am,” the chief said. “We’re keeping a list.”

“Bucholtz! But mein husband. You must bring him next! He is a very important man! He vill pay! He—”

“All right, lady,” the chief said. “These cops will take care of you. We’re trying to get everybody out.” He gestured to the policemen who took the woman by both arms.

“Mein husband! He knows many important people! He—”

“One question,” the chief said. “How many more women to come?”

Frau Bucholtz shook her head. “I do not know.”

“You were number forty-eight,” the chief said. “How many were there?”

“I think forty-nine. But I do not know. And I do not care. Mein husband—”

“Yeah,” the chief said. “Take her away.” He turned to watch the breeches buoy on its long climb back to the Tower Room.

Kronski said, “I seen a lifeboat once up in the Bering Sea.” He shook his head. “Cold up there, you know what I mean, Chief? You been there.”

“I’ve been there.” The chief was pretty sure he knew that what was coming was some grisly tale he did not particularly want to hear, but he said nothing more.

“One of them coastal freighters,” Kronski said. “Fire aboard. They’d lost their engines. Big seas, and the freighter began to break up. They took to die boats.” He paused. “We got it all from one guy, the first officer. He lasted a little while. He was the only one.

“The thing was,” Kronski said, “when they launched the boats, one of them capsized. Otherwise—” He shook his head and spread his hands. “You know what I mean, Chief?”

The chief said heavily, “I know what you mean.” He paused. “So everybody tried to get into the other boat, isn’t that how it was?”

Kronski nodded. “Right. They tried to beat them off with oars, the first officer said. No good. No fucking good. They kept coming.” He was silent.

The chiefs eyes were on the distant windows. He watched the breeches buoy swing through. In his mind was memory of the gigantic seas in those northern waters, the bellowing wind, and the cold—above all the bone-chilling cold. Men in open boats, he thought, or men trying to launch open boats, desperate freezing men. He kept his eyes on the windows, but he said. “And what happened was that they capsized the second boat too, isn’t that it?”

Kronski nodded again. “Right. We got there less than an hour later.” Pause. “Might as well have been a month. Only that first officer was still alive, and, like I said, he didn’t last long.” Another pause. “They might of saved maybe half—”

“But they panicked,” the chief said, “and didn’t save any. That’s just the way it goes.” His voice was savage, and his eyes were still on the windows. No handkerchief waving. Yet.

The governor walked back to the office and sank into the desk chair. He felt suddenly old, and tired beyond mere fatigue. It was as if in Beth’s light presence he had spent these past few hours in the refreshing spring of eternal youth, knowing that it could not last, and yet half-believing that somehow it would. Now Beth was gone, the last woman out safely. At the final moment the governor had not been able to watch.

No fool like an old fool—he wondered who had first dreamed up that aphorism and in what circumstances. Probably some old gaffer mocking himself when the young chick he thought cared for him discovered that she preferred males of her own age after all.

Oh, it had not been like that with Beth. Given other circumstances in which choice was as free as choice ever was, the governor thought that Beth would have gone willingly, if not eagerly with him to that ranch in high New Mexico. Dream idyll—now where did that phrase come from? Dream stuff, pure and simple. And not to be.

But why not? The recurrent question that even Beth had asked. Why me?

Why couldn’t the dream stuff have become reality? Why did lightning strike one person and not another? Why couldn’t he have been allowed to live out what was left of his life in the peace and contentment he had planned, with the bonus of this new joy he had only today discovered?

If You exist, answer me that, Lord.

Feeling sorry for himself, wasn’t he? Well, why the hell not? Down in that plaza there were a thousand people, maybe ten thousand who were going home when the show was over to do whatever they damned well chose before they went to bed, knowing that they were going to wake up in the morning. Oh, sure, most of them, in Thoreau’s words, led lives of quiet desperation, but that didn’t alter the fact that they had at least some freedom of choice, some options open, and he now had none.

Did any man ever die happy? That was the question. No, strike the final word. Did any man ever die content? The governor thought not.

Some men accomplished a great deal, some accomplished little or nothing—but no man ever accomplished enough.

Jake Peters had said the same, and he, Bent Armitage, had chided him for it.

All right, he thought, all right! Cast up the balance. Things left undone, words unsaid, yes, but could any man say different? But no debts unpaid. And how many could say that? Pay as you go. Honest Bent Armitage. It sounded, he thought, like the name of a used-car dealer.

What of the knowledge and the judgment that would die with him? Well, what of them? Were they unique? Irreplaceable? Or was it just that he took such pride in them because they happened to be his?

Face it, he told himself as he had told the senator, you’ve had just the hell of a good time, haven’t you? And what would you change if you had it to do over? Probably not a single bloody thing.

Except Beth.

Maybe he thought, if he had tried harder, he might have found her or someone like her before it was too late. Someone like her? Well, if he had never met and known the real article, he would never have known the difference, would he? My God, what a rationalizing machine the mind was!

Beth. At least she was down safe. He hoped. He wished now that he had stayed to watch, just to be sure. Well, it was easy enough to make sure.

He flipped on the telephone’s speaker switch. “Armitage here,” he said. There was no answer. He punched the disconnect buttons, punched them again. There was no sound. The phone was dead.

And now, he thought, we are truly alone.

The heavy line stretching from Tower Room to Trade Center roof supporting the weight of the breeches buoy was nylon, strong, flexible, flawless nylon. It was secured around a ceiling beam in the Tower Room, and the knot that secured it, a bowline, had been tied under the watchful eyes of the two firemen.

Because with nylon even a bowline, the queen of knots, has been known to work loose, the firemen had taken the added precaution of bending the bitter end of the line into two half-hitches around the standing part. The half-hitches showed no signs of slipping, and unless or until they did, the bowline had to hold.

But the beam around which the line was bent was steel, a part of the building’s structure, major support for the communications mast that rose still shining into the waning sunlight.

Steel conducts heat well.

And nylon melts.

The telephone on the desk in the trailer made noises. Nat picked it up and spoke his name. The sound of his voice in the instrument was all wrong: it echoed. Like the governor, he tapped the disconnect buttons, tapped them again, and yet a third time. The dial tone sounded suddenly in his ear.

He dialed the Tower Room office number, dialed it again, and then hung up. “That’s that,” he said to no one in particular. “Their line’s gone.”

The buildings systems had been so carefully prepared, he thought, so cunningly designed, so expensively researched, and now one by one they were collapsing. Were collapsing? Had collapsed. There was something of finality, in the death of the telephone.

He dialed again the number he had already called once, the city radio station. He was answered immediately.

“World Tower Plaza,” he said. “Their phone line has gone. You’re the only way we can reach them.”

“We’ll hold this line open. When you give the word, you’ll talk right on the air.”

“One thing,” Nat said. “You have an automatic delay, don’t you? So you can cut off foul language, that kind of thing?

“You’ll go straight on the air. No delay.”

“Okay,” Nat said. “Thanks. We’ll stand by. He laid the phone on the desk again and picked up the walkie-talkie. To the chief on the Trade Center roof he said, “Telephone’s out. If you get a signal, call me. I’ll get on the radio.”

“Will do,” the chief said.

Nat leaned back in the chair and looked around the trailer. Tim Brown was there, one battalion chief, Giddings, and Patty. “You heard it,” Nat said. He lifted his hands and let them fall. “What the hell is there to say?” he said.

“I have the feeling,” the battalion chief said, “that something’s going to happen, you know what I mean? That the alarm will go off, or I’ll fall out of bed, or, you know, some way this goddam nightmare will end!” He paused. “Only it won’t will it?” His voice was low-pitched, venomous.

Giddings’s big shoulders moved restlessly. He looked at Patty. “Simmons is your husband,” he said, “and I’m sorry about that.” He paused. “But if I get half the chance, I’m going to kill the son of a bitch with my bare hands.”

Police Lieutenant Potter came in through the doorway. He looked at them all. “Anything I can do?”

No one spoke.

“That’s what I thought,” Potter said. He leaned against the wall. “If you don’t mind, I’ll stick around.” He paused. “Though God knows why I bother.”

It was Patty who said, “You found what you wanted about John Connors?”

“More than I wanted,” Potter said. He told them what he had told the captain and the chief inspector.

None of the men in the trailer spoke. Patty said softly, “The poor man.”

“I won’t argue,” Potter said. There was no bitterness, only sadness in his voice. Then, slowly, “I’m a rotten cop. My job is to find who’s at fault.” He shook his head. “Sometimes that’s pretty easy. But sometimes, like now, it isn’t.” He pointed upward. His voice rose. “Those people up there—somebody has to be to blame for them, isn’t that so?” He was looking at Brown. “Isn’t it?”

“How the hell can I answer that?” It was almost a shout. And then, quieter, “It doesn’t make sense. None of it. You’ve got a man who flipped because somebody let his wife die.” Brown pointed at Patty. “She’s got a husband who did things he wasn’t supposed to do.”

Giddings said, “And there’s an electrical foreman and a building inspector who ought to be strung up by their”—he stopped and looked at Patty—“thumbs.”

“Some of my men,” Tim Brown said, “let things get by that they shouldn’t have.” He shook his head angrily.

“And,” Nat said, “some of us ought to have caught mistakes and worse while they were going on.” He was silent for a few moments. “One more thing.” he said, “maybe bigger than all the others put together.” His voice was solemn. “Just who in hell do we think we are, designing a building that size, that complicated, and that—vulnerable?”

It was then that the walkie-talkie came to life. “Roof to Trailer,” it said.

In the sudden silence, Nat picked it up. “Trailer here.” The chief’s voice said, “Something white is waving. You’d better get on the air. I have the breeches buoy and I’m holding it.”

Nat took a deep breath. “Here we go,” he said and reached for the phone.

33

Accounts vary; that of course is the norm. But in telling what happened there in the Tower Room, each survivor actually appears to have his own private version which holds him, if not heroic, at least blameless; and no amount of contradiction by others is even listened to. Perhaps that is the norm as well.

On one point there is agreement without warning, and by one of those freaks that were so much a part of this disastrous day, the air-conditioning ducts suddenly belched out quantities of hot acrid smoke. And that, like the pulling of a trigger, apparently set off the explosion.

This was the setting.

The transistor radio, tuned now to the city’s own station, played quiet music. The women were gone now, and there was no more dancing.

In a comer of the large room Rabbi Stein, Monsignor O’Toole, and the Reverend Arthur William Williams spoke quietly together. The subject of their discussion has not been disclosed.

In the loading area behind the table barricades, Harrison Paul, conductor of the city’s symphony orchestra, allowed himself to be hoisted into the breeches buoy and swung out through the window. He tried to keep his eyes closed, but the temptation to look was too great, and what he saw of the city beneath him from this terrifying and almost unsupported height made him violently sick. The storm music from the “Pastoral” Symphony thundered through his mind, he later recalled, as he clung desperately to the canvas bag, swaying and bouncing, positive that he was going to be killed. When at last he reached sanctuary, and the chief and Kronski together lifted him out of the breeches buoy, he dropped immediately to his knees to kiss the Trade Center roof.

He was the first man out, and for a time it appeared that he would also be the last.

The waiter with three kids was sitting on the floor now, still nursing his bottle of bourbon. The number of the crude lottery ticket in his pocket was ninety-nine. He had already decided that his chances of getting out safely were just about those of a celluloid dog chasing an asbestos cat through Hell. He did not particularly enjoy the bourbon, but he was determined that he was not going to panic; and he thought that maybe if he passed out, he wouldn’t mind so much what he was powerless to prevent.

The two firemen, two waiters, the fire commissioner, and the secretary general were behind the table barricades. One of the waiters testified later that the room was quiet; that you could feel tension building, particularly after the women were gone, but that everything seemed under control. “Until,” he added, “the stuff hit the fan.” There was surprise in his voice that it had been so.

Cary Wycoff was talking with a dozen men, only one of whom, another waiter, has been identified. His name was Bill Samuelson, and he had been at various times a longshoreman, a semi-pro football player, and a professional boxer of small accomplishment. No one else has ever chosen to admit being part of that group.

It was hot and getting hotter; on that point too there is agreement. The waiter from the barricaded area told it like this:

“It was funny. The wind coming in from the broken-out windows was cold and my hands were almost numb. But my feet were hot and the rest of me felt like, you know, like I was standing in a hot room in the gym, you know what I mean? Heat all around us, but still the cold wind, and that was what was so—funny, if you see what I mean.”

Ben Caldwell and the Soviet ambassador were talking together about the architecture of Moscow and the nostalgia that always struck the ambassador whenever he saw in this alien land of America a Zwiebelturm, the onion-shaped tower of Eastern European design.

Senator Peters was at the west bank of windows, quietly watching gulls over the river and the harbor. For him there was never-ending pleasure and release from tension in watching birds, and sometimes even heart-lifting surprises as well, as when his eye and he had quickly counted thirty-five great birds in flight, heading south, their black-tipped white wings slowly beating and their long legs trailing to identify them beyond a doubt as the single remaining flock of whooping cranes, probably off their normal migrating path in order to avoid a storm, but still heading with that mystical knowledge and compulsion about which so little is known straight for their Texas nesting grounds. Now, watching the herring gulls wheeling and probably shrieking as well, free as the air in which they flew, he wondered as he had wondered infinite times before why man in his evolution had chosen to remain earthbound.

The governor was still alone in the office with the dead telephone and his thoughts. He could hear faintly the music on his transistor radio, but other than that the big room outside was quiet. The governor’s thoughts were not.

Why had he not even tried to pull rank and place himself among the first of the men to ride the breeches buoy to safety? On the face of it, there was no answer that made any kind of logical sense. By now, or within a very few minutes, he could have been over on that Trade Center roof instead of sitting here at this stupid desk waiting—waiting for what? The answer to that was plain. He was waiting for the end to this tragic farce, but as a participant, not a spectator. How ridiculous could the situation be?

What thoughts a man allows himself in private! Ignoble, craven thoughts, sometimes lewd thoughts, dishonest thoughts, warped, even mad thoughts: all of the mental brew the devil’s cauldron can contain.

But they are only thoughts, and neither obsessive nor translated into action; and there is the difference between what men call sanity on the one hand and madness on the other.

So regardless of what he had done or not done through selfish use of power, he could wish that it had been otherwise. He told himself that he retained that privilege—and found that he was amused by his own hair-splitting. Amused, and not a little disgusted. He—

“So solemn, Bent.” Beth’s voice from the doorway. She stood quietly, a half-smile on her lips, awaiting his judgment.

The governor stared at her in wonder, gaping he thought. “Something happened to the breeches buoy?” Smiling still, she shook her head.

The governor raised his hands, and then dropped them. It was near disbelief that he felt, colored by joy and sorrow. “You didn’t go,” he said. He paused. “I couldn’t watch.”

“I saw.” She walked slowly forward.

“I tried to phone to see if you were—safe.” The governor paused. “But the line is dead.*’ He roused himself from near apathy. “I wanted you safe.” His voice was stronger, some of its old assurance regained.

“I know.” Beth had reached the desk now. She perched on it as before, long legs swinging gently. She held out her hand, and the governor took it, held it tight.

“You should have gone, damn it.”

“No, Bent.” There was calmness and serenity in her voice, her manner. “I told you I was not going to—make believe any more.”

“I wanted you to live.” He paused. “I still do.” True or false? Damn the analysis anyway.

“I know. I made the decision.”

“It was the wrong one.” The governor pushed back his chair. “We’ll—”

“No, Bent. I gave up my place. Even if I wanted to, there is no taking it back. When you step out, you go to the end of the line.”

“Damn it—”

“Bent, listen to me.” Her fingers squeezed his. “All my life I have been—decorative perhaps, maybe sometimes diverting, amusing, congenial, all of the things we are taught to be. She paused. “And useless.” She saw objection forming on his lips and she forestalled it quickly. “Yes. Useless.” She hurried on. “But these past few hours for the first time in my life I have felt that I was doing something useful, not very much perhaps, but far, far more than I have ever done before.”

“All right,” the governor said, “so you’ve learned a few things while we’ve been trapped here. Then take that knowledge and go—”

“There is another reason, Bent. Shall I say it? Because it is not the kind of thing one says and is believed. But it is true.” She paused, her hand now quietly resting m his. Her eyes were calm on his face. “It is that I would rather be here with you than be outside—alone again.”

The office was still. Distantly, faintly, the music sounds reached them, but that was all. From the overhead air-conditioning duct a puff of black smoke appeared, spread, and settled slowly. Neither noticed it.

“What do I say to that?” the governor said. “I’ve been sitting here alone, feeling sorry for myself He stopped. “Damn it, it isn’t right for you to be here! You—”

“Where I want to be?” Beth shook her head slowly. She was smiling again, with her lips, with her eyes, with all of her. “Dear Bent—” she began.

It was then that the first sudden sounds of strife broke out in the large room, voices raised in angry shouts, the din of furniture overturning.

The governor shoved his chair back and stood up. He hesitated only a moment. “Stay here,” he said and hurried through the doorway.

It was a scene from bedlam played in a haze of black smoke. One of the barricade tables was already overturned and men like animals were forcing it inside, opening a passage, tearing at one another in their frenzy.

As the governor looked, the fire commissioner grabbed the nearest man by his jacket front, drew him close with a savage motion and drove his fist against the man’s mouth. He released him and reached for another.

A waiter in a white coat, a large muscular man—it was

Bill Samuelson—crowded through the gap, slammed two punches into the commissioner’s belly and pushed him aside to fall.

Cary Wycoff stood near the overturned table, free of the melee, his voice raised, screeching, and as the governor trotted across the room Senator Peters, a candlestick in his right hand, poked Cary in the middle with it, doubling him over, and without pausing moved on to slam the candlestick against the big waiter’s head. The man dropped like a poleaxed steer.

There was no sense, no pattern, only madness and confusion. Someone punched the governor’s shoulder; behind the punch was the contorted face of the network executive. All the governor could think of was a mad sheep, fear-crazed.

More smoke burst from the ducts, a choking, blinding, darkened mass, and the struggles within it seemed to rise in frenzied fury.

Someone screamed. It was unnoticed in the general din.

The governor raised his voice. “Stop it! Goddammit, stop it, I say!” He was shouting into a whirlwind. He lowered his head and charged.

An elbow bashed his cheek. He pushed on through. Here was the heavy line coming through the window. Here was the window itself. He clung to the line with one hand and leaned as far out as he could to wave his handkerchief again and again. Then he pulled himself back inside and tried to make his way out of the scramble.

Somewhere, somewhere that radio still played music. ‘The governor homed on it as a beacon. *

He saw it sitting on a nearby table, and as he lunged for it, the table overturned. The radio skittered across the floor, playing still.

Someone slammed into the governor’s side and he went down on all fours, and then with all of his strength dove forward and got the radio into his hands. Guarding it, holding it tight against himself, he worked out of the melee, and then, in temporary peace, away from the struggle, he held the radio high and turned the volume full on.

Music blasted into the room. There was sudden silence. And then, at last, a giant’s voice, Nat Wilson’s voice roaring into the confusion: “NOW HEAR THIS! NOW HEAR THIS IN THE TOWER ROOM!”

There was a pause. Some of the sound of struggle was stilled.

“IN THE TOWER ROOM HEAR THIS!” the voice blared again. “THIS IS PLAZA TRAILER CONTROL. I DON’T KNOW WHAT’S HAPPENING UP THERE, BUT UNTIL IT STOPS THE BREECHES BUOY WILL REMAIN ON THE TRADE CENTER ROOF. IS THAT CLEAR? I REPEAT UNTIL THERE IS ORDER AGAIN, THE BREECHES BUOY WILL NOT RETURN TO THE TOWER ROOM. IF YOU READ ME, WAVE SOMETHING WHITE FROM THE WINDOW.”

The great room was silent, still. All eyes watched as slowly the governor walked toward the loading area, the radio still in his hand. He passed it to the senator, took a tablecloth from a nearby table, and, leaning out as before, waved it in the direction of the Trade Center roof.

The silence held.

“ALI RIGHT,” Nat’s voice blared suddenly. “ALL RIGHT! NOW RESUME YOUR DRILL. IS THAT UNDERSTOOD? RESUME YOUR DRILL OR THE ENTIRE OPERATION STOPS. WE‘RE DOING EVERYTHING WE CAN TO GET YOU ALL OUT ALIVE. IF YOU COOPERATE. WE MAY SUCCEED. IF YOU DON’T, NOBODY GETS OUT. IS THAT UNDERSTOOD? NOBODY!”

The governor looked around at the faces, some of them bruised, some bloody. Bill Samuelson, the big waiter, was on his hands and knees, shaking his head. He looked up at the governor like an angry beast.

“Any comments?” the governor said.

There was no reply.

“IS THAT UNDERSTOOD?” Nat’s voice roared. The governor leaned out the window again. He waved the tablecloth. There was again that pause for transmission from rooftop to trailer.

Then, “OKAY,” Nat’s, voice said. “STAY ON THIS WAVELENGTH, AND RESUME YOUR OPERATION. THE BREECHES BUOY IS COMING BACK. BUT”—the voice paused—“AT THE FIRST SIGN OF MORE DISTURBANCE IT STOPS AGAIN. I REPEAT: AT THE FIRST SIGN OF MORE DISTURBANCE WE STOP THE RESCUE.” The voice was stilled.

The senator looked down at the radio in his hand. He was smiling as he turned the volume down. Music began once more to play.

The secretary general said quietly. “Number fifty-two, if you please, number fifty-two.”

One of the waiters not involved in the disturbance moved forward. He had his slip of paper held tight in both hands.

In the trailer Nat put down the phone and let his breath out in a long sigh. Into the walkie-talkie he said, “Okay, Chief? Do you think—”

“As far as I can see,” the chief said, his voice still calm, “you’ve made them knock it off. I’ll let you know if it looks different.”

Nat put the walkie-talkie down. He looked around the trailer.

Tim Brown said, “What an unholy stink there’s going to be. How many people were tuned in and heard that—threat, ultimatum, whatever you want to call it?”

“It worked, didn’t it?” This was Giddings.

“It worked,” Patty said. She looked down at Nat and smiled.

“Number fifty-three,” the secretary general said, “if you please.”

Fireman Howard said, “What’s your number?”

The secretary general smiled. “It is sixty.” There are seven more ahead of me.”

“And I’m one of them,” Howard said. “Fifty-eight.” The secretary general smiled again. “My congratulations.” He paused. “It has been a pleasure working with you.”

“Maybe,” Howard said, “we can have a drink together on that when all this is over.”

“I will look forward to it.”

The senator walked over to Cary Wycoff. The senator still held the candlestick in his hand. “The next time, Cary,” he said softly, “I will crack your skull.” He paused. “You can believe that.”

She was sitting still where the governor had left her, perched on the comer of the desk, long clean legs swinging gently, calm blue eyes seeming to smile.

This, the governor thought, was how he would always remember her.

Always?

Always. Through eternity.

“You are leaving now,” he said. He saw objection forming in her face and he attacked it immediately. “Yes,” he said. “You are going. Because, my dear,” he said, “it is my wish, my plea, and if that sounds stilted, I can’t help it. At times like this you hide behind formality.”

“Bent—” She stopped. Her eyes no longer seemed to smile.

“I will not end a long life with an act of craven selfishness,” the governor said. He smiled suddenly. “That in itself is selfish, I’ll admit. I can’t help posturing.” He walked toward her and held out his hands. “Come along.”

They came out of the office holding hands. The big room was subdued now, spiritless. The transistor radio played quietly; no one listened.

To the secretary general, “Number forty-nine was overlooked. Walther,” the governor said “Here she is.”

Cary Wycoff, watching, listening, opened his mouth and then closed it again in silence.

The room was still.

The secretary general smiled at Fireman Howard. “I was wrong,” he said. “There were eight ahead of me.”

Beth said, “Oh, Bent!”

“Goodbye, my dear.” The governor hesitated. He smiled. “Catch a trout for me some day.” He turned away then and walked back to the empty office.

“Sixty-one!” The fire commissioner’s voice.

“Sixty-two!”

Cary Wycoff started forward. The senator stepped in front of him. “I’m number sixty-five,” Cary Wycoff said and held up his slip.

The senator merely glanced at it. He nodded and stepped back. “You would be,” he said.

Within the giant structure the heat continued to rise. Floor by floor the incandescence crept up, following the evening shadows.

In the plaza it was almost completely night now, and standlights had been rigged. In their glare the moving men and equipment cast strange contorted shadows against the building, into the smoke.

Behind the police barricades the crowds stood quiet, no signs waving, no chanting, no voices raised.

Patrolman Shannon said, “It is a scene out of Hell itself, Frank.”

“It is.” Frank Barnes’s voice was quiet, solemn. “Only the poor damned souls are hidden.”

High above them, still in sunlight, the breeches buoy swung again down the catenary curve toward the Trade Center roof.

“You don’t think they’ll get them all out?” Shannon said.

Barnes lifted his shoulders and let them fall. “Even if they do, it’s a sad day to remember.” He paused. “For us all,” he said.

“Seventy-six!” the fire commissioner said. His voice was hoarse from smoke and strain. He coughed, coughed again with a deep retching sound.

The senator turned from the west bank of windows. Breathing was hard and painful. He looked around the great room.

Over by the fire door the white tablecloth marked Grover Frazee’s remains.

In a nearby chair a man the senator did not know, an elderly man, was slumped, head back, mouth and eyes open. As nearly as the senator could tell, he was no longer breathing.

Ben Caldwell lay in the center of the floor where he had collapsed. His body had curled itself into the fetal position. He made no movement.

The waiter on the floor held up his bottle offering a drink. He had a silly grin on his face.

“Thanks anyway,” the senator said, “but I’ll wait a little.” His voice sounded strange, heavy. He straightened himself with effort and walked toward the office.

The governor was in the desk chair. He looked up, smiled, and coughed. When the coughing had stopped, “Sit down, Jake,” he said. “What shall we talk about?”

Together the chief and Kronski hauled the man out of the breeches buoy bag. “Hold him up.” the chief said, and added, raising his voice, “Oxygen over here!” He waved at the Tower Room windows and slowly the breeches buoy began its return trip.

“Seventy-seven,” the chief said. He spoke into the walkie-talkie. “Name of Bucholtz. He’ll need ambulance care.”

He stood waiting then, large and massively calm, his eyes on the Tower Room windows, while Kronski paid out the breeches buoy guideline.

Here on the Trade Center roof from the beginning it had been cold. Now in the last slanting rays of the sun the evening chill worked its way into a man’s bones. Kronski stomped his feet and beat his hands together. “Freeze the balls off a brass monkey.” he said.

The chief showed no signs of discomfort. “Think of those poor bastards still over there,” he said. “Heat enough, and to spare.” And then, “Look!” For the first time his voice rose perceptibly. “Look there! It’s coming out empty!’

The breeches buoy swung through the window. No hand held it back. Of its own weight it began the careening slide down the immense curve, faster, faster, swinging, swaying like a mad thing—

“Oh, Jesus!” the chief said. “That’s done it!” He was pointing.

Like a snake the heavy supporting line slid through the window, its end whipping from the weight of the knots that still held, the line itself melted through from the heat of the beam it had been tied to. It fell endlessly.

“Stand clear!” the chief said, and jumped aside himself as the heavy line lashed viciously against its fastening on the roof. Then it was still.

The chief strained to see through the Tower Room windows. He held out his hand. “Binoculars.” He studied the room through the glasses in silence and then let them dangle from their lanyard around his neck.

Slowly he raised the walkie-talkie. “Roof to Trailer.”

“Trailer here.” Nat’s voice.

The chief’s voice was expressionless. “The line has parted. You’ll find the breeches buoy somewhere down below. It’s empty.”

Nat said softly, “Oh my God!”

“It doesn’t matter,” the chief said. “I can’t see any movement over there. I think it’s all over.” He paused. “The best we could,” he said. “It wasn’t enough.”

The time was 8:41. It had been four hours and eighteen minutes since the explosion.

Gotterdammerung.