The Twilight Saga: The Official Illustrated Guide

INTRODUCTION

Dear Reader, Working on this guide has given me a chance to reflect on how much this story has changed my life. One of the best ways things have changed is the opportunity I‟ve had to get to know so many of my readers. I‟m always impressed by the funny, caring, interesting people you are. I truly feel that with your enthusiasm and dedication you‟ve brought as much to this series as I have. Little, Brown and I have been working hard to make this guide something special for you, and I hope that we‟ve succeeded. I would never presume to expect that all the questions have been answered, but (fingers crossed) I think we got the big ones, plus many that no one‟s ever asked me before. Enjoy!

Much love, Steph

A Note From the Publisher

Since the initial publication of Twilight in 2005, readers have asked thousands of questions about the Twilight Saga universe — everything from ―Where do Stephenie Meyer‘s ideas come from?‖ to ―How does vampire venom work?‖

This guide expands upon the world of the Twilight Saga, adding histories for its characters and providing other details that might not have made it into the books themselves but are a key part of the people and stories that make up the Saga. You‘ll find outtakes from the books — such as the story of how Emmett was mauled by a bear — as well as never-before-seen background notes on main plots and subplots. We hope that these added details shed light on such favorite characters as the Cullens and Quileutes; on such new characters as Nahuel and Garrett; and even on the human residents of Forks, most of whom are unaware of the supernatural creatures all around them.

Also included in this guide are artistic interpretations of the series: everything from new art created just for this book to a gallery of art conceived by talented fans to the many covers that have appeared on different editions of the books around the world.

Because music is such an instrumental part of Stephenie‘s writing process, this guide also includes the official playlist for each book in the Twilight Saga, alongside quotes from the books that reveal what each song represents. Also featured is an extended conversation between Stephenie and Shannon Hale, award-winning author of The Books of Bayern and the Newbery Honor winner Princess Academy, during which they discuss how the Twilight Saga began and some of the challenges and surprises Stephenie encountered along the way.

Thank you for being a part of the world of the Twilight Saga — it wouldn‘t be the same without you.

When Megan, my publisher, came to me with the idea of doing an interview for the guide, I started to come up with a list of reasons why I couldn‟t in my head. Interviews always make me uncomfortable, and really, what question haven‟t I answered at this point? But then she went on, presenting her inspiration of having the interview conducted by another author, and I was intrigued in spite of myself. I love hanging out with authors, and I don‟t get a chance to do it very often. So I oh-so-casually suggested my “baffy” (Best-Author-Friends-Forever), Shannon Hale. And the upshot was, I got to hang out with Shannon for a whole weekend and it was awesome. We did find time to do our “interview,” which was without a doubt the easiest and most entertaining interview I‟ve ever done. This interview took place August 29, 2008, which affects some of the directions that our conversation went, but I was surprised when reading through it again at how relevant it still is.

SH: So, let‘s look at the four different books first. Twilight—it started with a dream.

SM: Right. Should I tell the story — and get it on record?

SH: Do you want to?

SM: I‘d like to. This story always sounds really fake to me. And when my publicist told me I needed to tell it — because it was a good story for publicity reasons — I felt like a lot of people were going to say: ―You know, that‘s ridiculous. She‘s making up this silly thing to try and get attention.‖ But it‘s nothing but the cold hard facts of how I got started as a writer.

Usually, I wake up around four o‘clock in the morning. I think it‘s a baby thing — left over from knowing that somebody needs you — and then I go back to sleep. That‘s when I would have the most vivid dreams — those morning hours. And those are the ones you remember when you wake up.

So the dream was me looking down on this scene: It was in this meadow, and there was so much light. The dream was very, very colorful. I don‘t know if that always comes through in the writing — that this prism effect was just so brilliant.

I was so intrigued when I woke up. I just sat there and thought: So how does that end?

SH: The sunlight on Edward‘s skin?

SM: Yeah. There was this beautiful image, this boy, just glittering with light and talking to this normal girl. And the dream really was about him. She was also listening, as I was, and he was the one telling the story. It was mostly about how much he wanted to kill her — and, yet, how much he loved her.

In the dream I think I‘d gotten most of the way through what‘s chapter 13 now. The part where he recounts how he felt in each specific previous scene was obviously put in later, because I hadn‘t written those earlier scenes yet. But everything else in that scene was mostly what they were actually talking about in the dream. Even the analogy about food was something that I got in my dream.

I was so intrigued when I woke up. I just sat there and thought: So how does that end?

Does he kill her? Because it was really close. You know how, in dreams, it‘s not just what you hear, but you also kind of feel what‘s going on, and you see everything that the person in your head sees. So I knew how close it was. I mean, there was just a thin, thin line between what he was going to choose. And so I just wondered: How would they have made that work? What would be the next step for a couple like this?

I had recently started realizing that my memory was going, and that I could no longer remember whom I had said something to yesterday. My youngest was just passing one, and the next one was two, and I had an almost-five-year-old. So my brains were like oatmeal — there was nothing left. And so I knew I was going to forget this story! That realization was something that really hurt me.

You know, when I was a kid, I always told myself stories, but I didn‘t write them down. I didn‘t have to — my memory was great then. So I could always go back and revisit the one about this, the one about that, and go over and refine it. But this one was going to get lost if I didn‘t do something about it. So after I got the kids‘ breakfast done, I only had two hours before swim lessons. And, even though I should have been doing other things, I started writing it out.

It wasn‘t the dream so much as that day of writing that made me a writer.

It wasn‘t the dream so much as that day of writing that made me a writer. Because the dream was great, and it was a good story. But if I‘d had my memory [laughs] it would have stayed just a story in my head. And I would have figured out everything that happened, and told it to myself, but that would have been it.

But writing it down and making it real, and being able to go back and reread the sentences, was just a revelation to me. It was this amazing experience: Wow! This is what it‟s like to write down stories. I was just hooked — I didn‘t want to quit.

I used to paint — when I was in high school, particularly. I won a few awards — I was okay with the watercolors. My mom still has some hanging up in her house. Slightly embarrassing, but they‘re decent. I was not a great painter. It was not something I should have pursued as a career, by any stretch of the imagination. I could see a picture in my head, but I could not put it on the canvas the same way it was in my head. That was always a frustration. When I started writing I immediately had a breakthrough: I can make it real if I write it, and it‟s exactly the way I see it in my head. I didn‘t know I was able to do that. So that was really the experience that made me a writer, and made me want to continue being one.

SH: So you started out writing out the meadow scene. Where did you go from there?

SM: I continued to the end, chronologically — which I don‘t always do anymore.

SH: So you didn‘t go back to the beginning… because you wanted to know what was going to happen next.

SM: Yeah. I was just like any reader with a story — you want to find out what happened.

The backstory was for later. I wasn‘t really that worried about it — I wanted to see where it was going to go.

So I kept writing. The last chapter just kept getting longer and longer — and then I made epilogue after epilogue. There were so many things I wanted to explore — like why this was this way, and why this was that way, and how Bella first met Alice, and what their first impressions were. So I went back and did the beginning, and found it really exciting to be able to flesh it out and give reasons for everything that had happened later.

I had lettered all my chapters instead of numbering them. So I went back and did A, and I think that I had chapter 13 being E. Because I thought, maybe, five or six chapters of material would cover the beginning… and then it was twelve, so I was surprised about that. [Laughs]

SH: You were surprised about how much had really happened beforehand?

SM: Yeah, it just kept going on. I was thinking: Wow, this is taking a long time. And that‘s where I finally ended, which was the last sentence in chapter 12. And I knew I had crossed the continent with the railroad, and this was the golden spike that was being driven. It was all linked together. And that was that moment of shock, when I thought: It‟s actually long enough to be considered a book-length thing of some kind.

SH: You really didn‘t even consider it like a book until then?

SM: No. [Laughs] No, I think if I would have thought of it as a book, I never would have finished it. I think if I would have thought, halfway in, You know, maybe I can make this into a book… maybe I could do something with this, the pressure would have crushed me, and I would have given up. I‘m really glad I didn‘t think of it that way. I‘m glad I protected myself by just keeping it about this personal story for me alone.

SH: And you were thinking of yourself as the reader the whole time.

SM: Yes, yes. Well, I‘m kind of shy, and I obviously had to get over that in a lot of ways.

But the essential Stephenie, who is still in here, has a really hard time with letting people read things that she writes. [Laughs] And there‘s a lot of enjoyment, which I‘m sure you‘ve experienced, in letting somebody read what you write. But there‘s also the fear of it — it‘s a really vulnerable position to put yourself in.

SH: I was in a creative-writing class once and the teacher asked us: If we were stranded on a desert island, what two books would we take? And one of the books I chose was a notebook — an empty notebook — so I could write stories. And there was a classmate who said:

―If you were on a desert island by yourself, why would you write stories?‖ And I thought: Why are you in this class? [SM laughs] Because if the only purpose you have for writing is for someone else to read them, then why would you do this? It didn‘t make sense to me. But there is something extraordinary about writing for yourself and then sharing that.

SM: I‘ve never thought of the desert-island story. But that would be the perfect writing conditions, as far as I‘m concerned. That would be great. I wouldn‘t want a spiral notebook, though — I‘d want a laptop. Typing is so much better. I can‘t read my own handwriting half the time.

SH: So you started immediately on the computer, when you started writing this?

SM: Yeah.

It‘s kind of funny to know exactly what day you started being a writer!

SH: Now, how long was it from when you wrote down the dream until you finished the first draft?

SM: I wrote down the dream on June second. I had it all marked on my calendar: the first day of my summer diet; the first day of the swim lessons. It‘s kind of funny to know exactly what day you started being a writer! And I finished it around my brother‘s wedding, which was — he just had his anniversary — I think it was the twenty-ninth of August?

SH: So this was done in less than three months — just an outpouring of words.

SM: Yeah.

SH: Was the story going through your head all day long, even when you weren‘t writing?

SM: Even when I was asleep — even when I was awake. I couldn‘t hold conversations with people. All my friends just thought that I had dropped them, because I lived in my own world for a whole summer.

But here was this really hot, muggy, nasty summer. And when I looked back on it later, it seemed like I‘d spent the whole summer in a cool, green place, because that‘s how distant my brain was from what was really going on. I wasn‘t there — which is sad. [Laughs]

I was physically there for my kids, and I took care of them. And I had my little ones, one on my leg and one on my lap, most of the time I was writing. Luckily, the TV was behind me [laughs] so they could lean on my shoulder, you know, watch Blue‟s Clues while I was typing.

But I don‘t think you can keep up that kind of concentrated effort for more than a summer. You have to find some balance eventually.

SH: You have to come up for air.

SM: Yeah.

SH: How did you? You‘re so busy as a mom. Every moment of the day, with three little kids, is occupied. Suddenly, you‘re inserting this huge other effort into it. How did you allow yourself to do that?

SM: A lot of the time it didn‘t feel like it was a choice. Once I got started writing, it felt like there was so much that I had been keeping inside for so long.

It was a creative outlet that was the best one I‘ve ever found.

SH: Not just this story. But very active storytelling and creating, I‘m sure, had been percolating in you for years.

SM: It was a creative outlet that was the best one I‘ve ever found. I‘ve done other creative things: birthday cakes and really great Halloween costumes, if I do say so myself. I was always looking for ways to creatively express myself. And it was always kind of a frustrating thing — it was never enough. Being a mom, especially when kids are younger — when they get older, it‘s a lot easier — you have to be about them every minute. And a lot of who Stephenie is was slipping away.

SH: Yeah.

SM: The writing brought that back in with such force that it was just an obsession I couldn‘t… I couldn‘t be away from it. And that was, I think, kind of the dam bursting, and that huge surge at first. And then I learned to manage it.

SH: You would have to. But what a tremendous way to start!

SM: It was. It felt really good — it felt really, really good. And I think when you find something that you can do that makes you feel that way, you just grasp on to it.

SH: So you had never written a short story before.

SM: I had not ever considered writing seriously. When I was in high school, I thought of some stories that might be a good book, but I didn‘t take it seriously, and I never said: ―Gosh, I‘m going to do that.‖ I considered it momentarily — the same way I considered being a professional ballerina.

SH: Right.

SM: Oh, and I was going to be so good [SH laughs] in my Nutcracker. I would have been fantastic — except that, obviously, I have no rhythmic skill, or the build for a ballerina, at all. [SH laughs] So it was like one of those nonsensical things — like wanting to be a dryad.

And then, when I was in college, I actually wrote a couple chapters of something… because I think it‘s the law: When you‘re an English major, you have to consider being an author as a career. But it was a ridiculous thing. I mean, there‘s no way you can make a living as a writer — everybody knows that. And, really, it‘s too hard to become an editor — that‘s just not a practical solution. If you‘re going to support yourself, you have to think realistically. You know, I was going to go to law school. I knew I could do that. I knew that if I worked hard, I‘d be kind of guaranteed that I could at least get a decent job somewhere that would pay the bills.

There‘s no guarantee like that with writing, or anything in the publishing industry.

You‘re not guaranteed that you will be able to feed yourself if you go down that path, and so I would have never considered it. I was — I still am — a very practical person.

SH: So you really had to go into it from the side… by fooling yourself that you‘re not actually writing a book.

SM: I think there was this subconscious thing going on that was protecting me from thinking of the story in a way that would keep me from being able to finish it.

I always needed that extra fantasy world. I had to have another world I could be in at the same time.

SH: Right. But, of course, you were a reader. You‘ve been an avid reader for your whole life.

SM: That was always my favorite thing, until I found writing. My kids and my husband used to tease me, because my hand would kind of naturally form this sort of bookholder [SH laughs], this claw for holding books. Because I had the baby in one arm and the book in the other — with the bottle tucked under my chin and the phone on my shoulder. [Laughs] You know, the Octopus Mom. But I always had a book.

I always needed that extra fantasy world. I had to have another world I could be in at the same time. And so, with writing, I just found a way to have another world, and then to be able to be a lot more a part of it than as a reader.

SH: I think it‘s part of multitasking. I wonder if most writers — I know moms have to be this way, but most writers, too — have to have two things going on at once just to stay entertained.

SM: Exactly. [Laughs]

SH: It‘s not that I‘m unsatisfied, because I love my life. I‘m a mom, too, of small kids—

and I love my husband — but I also need something else beyond that. I need another story to take me away.

SM: You know, it‘s funny. As I‘ve become a writer, I started looking at other writers and how they do things, and everybody‘s very different. I read Atonement recently, and I was interested in the way Ian McEwan writes about being a writer through the character‘s standpoint…. She‘s always seeing another story. She‘s doing one thing — but, then, in her head, it becomes something else, and it turns into another story.

It‘s kind of like what you were saying about writers needing that extra reality to escape to. I think that writers maybe do have just that need for more than one reality. [Laughs]

SH: You know, we‘re not really sure if it‘s insanity or it‘s a superpower.

SM: But it‘s an insanity that doesn‘t hurt anybody.

SH: Right. It‘s kind of friendly, cozy, fuzzy insanity.

SH: I think you must write much better first drafts than I do.

SM: I doubt that.

SH: Really? Are they pretty bad?

SM: I think so. I have to go over them again and again, because I don‘t always flesh it out enough. I write it through so quickly that I have to go back and add things. I tend to use the same words a lot, and I have to consciously go back and take out things like that. And I don‘t always get them. My first drafts are scary.

And I cannot read a page of anything I‘ve written without making five changes — that‘s my average.

SH: How do you go about rewriting? With Twilight, did you send it off immediately, or did you go back and start revising it?

SM: I probably read it, I don‘t know, fifty to a hundred times before I sent it anywhere.

And I cannot read a page of anything I‘ve written without making five changes — that‘s my average. So even now that Twilight is ―finished‖—quote-unquote — oh, I‘d love to revise it. I could do such a better job now. And I have a hard time rereading it. Because if I read it on the computer, I want to go in and change things — and it drives me crazy that I can‘t.

SH: Yeah. I try not to read anything that I‘ve already published.

SM: If I read it in the book form, I can usually relax and kind of enjoy it. I like to experience the stories again, because I see it like I did the first time I saw it. But sometimes it‘s hard not to be like, ―Oh, I hate that now. Why did I do it that way?‖ [Laughs]

SH: That would be writers‘ hell: You‘re continually faced with a manuscript that you wrote years ago and not allowed to change it.

SM: [Laughs] Well, then, that‘s every writer‘s reality, right? [Laughs]

SH: I don‘t know if you feel this way, but once a book is written and out of my hands and out there, I no longer feel like I wrote it. I don‘t feel like I can even claim the story anymore. I feel like now it belongs out there, with the readers.

SM: I feel that way about the hardbound copy on the shelf. There is a disassociation there. If I look at it on a shelf, and it seems very distant and cold and important, I don‘t feel like it‘s something that belongs to me. When I read it, it does.

SH: I guess I haven‘t reread my books. I listen to the audiobooks, actually — one time for each book — and I have enjoyed that. The people who did my audiobooks are a full cast, so it‘s like this play, almost.

SM: Oh, that‘s so cool.

SH: They say things differently than I would have, but instead of being wigged out by it, I actually like it. Because it‘s as though I‘m hearing a new story, and I‘m hearing it for the first time.

SM: See, I can‘t ignore my mistakes as much when I hear it on audio. I have tried to listen to my books on audio, and I cannot do it. Because I hear the awkwardness in a phrase when it‘s spoken aloud, and I just think: Oh, gosh! I shouldn‟t have phrased it that way. And there‘ll be other things where I hear the mistakes a lot louder than when I read through it and kind of skip over them with my eyes.

That was one of my favorite parts — reading it.

SH: Now, by the time you finished Twilight, you thought, This is a book—and then you started to revise. Did you revise just to, like you said, relive the story? Or did you have a purpose?

SM: Well, while I was writing I would revise while I was going. I‘d start and go back and read what I‘d written up to that point before I started. And some days I‘d spend the whole day just making changes and adding things to what I‘d written. That was one of my favorite parts — reading it. That surprised me, you know…. But then it‘s the book that‘s perfect for you, because you wrote it for yourself, and so it‘s everything that you want it to be.

And when I put the ―golden spike‖ into it, I looked at it and felt… kind of shocked that I‘d finished it. And then I thought maybe there was a reason I‘d done all this, that I was supposed to go forward with this. Maybe there was some greater purpose, and I was supposed to do something with it. Because it was such an odd thing for me, to write a book over the summer; it was so odd for me to feel so compelled about it.

The one person who knew what I was doing was my big sister Emily. But my sister‘s so: Everything‟s wonderful! Everything‟s perfect! You shouldn‟t change a single word! [SH laughs]

She‘s so supportive; I knew that it was not a big risk to let her see it. So it was the combination of thinking, I finished this! and Emily saying, ―Well, you have to try and publish it. You have to do it.‖ I don‘t know how many times we talked when she‘d say, ―Stephenie, have you sent anything out yet?‖

So then I revised with a purpose. And I revised with a sense of total embarrassment: Oh my gosh. If anyone ever sees this I‟ll be so humiliated. I can‟t do it. And then Emily would call again, and again I‘d feel this sense like: Maybe I‟m supposed to. Then I started doing all the research, you know… like looking for an agent. I didn‘t know that writers had agents. I thought only athletes and movie stars did that.

So that was intimidating and off-putting: I need an agent? This sounds complicated. Then I had to find out how to write literary queries. And summing up my story in ten sentences was the most painful thing for me.

SH: Horrible.

SM: It does not work well. [Laughs] And it was also pretty painful having to put out this letter that says: ―Hi, this is who I am; this is what I‘ve written; this is what it‘s about. I have absolutely no experience, or any reason why I think that you should actually pick this up, because who am I? Thank you very much, Stephenie Meyer.‖ [Laughs] That was hard.

And sending them out — I don‘t want to remember that often. Because you know how you kind of blank out things that are unpleasant — like childbirth and stuff? It was such a hard thing to do. Back in the neighborhood where I lived at the time, you couldn‘t put mail in your mailbox—

kids stole it — so you had to drive out and go put it in a real mailbox. And to this day I can‘t even go by that corner without reliving the nauseating terror that was in my stomach when I mailed those queries.

SH: Wow.

SM: See, I didn‘t take creative-writing classes like you. I didn‘t take the classes because I knew someone was going to read what I would write. I didn‘t worry about the writing part — it was letting someone else read it. My whole life that was a huge terror of mine: having someone know what goes on inside my head.

With every book, I always see the part that I think people are going to get mad about, or the part that‘s going to get mocked.

SH: So how have you? Because, obviously, millions of people now have read what you wrote. Is it still terrifying for you, every time you put a book out?

SM: Yeah… and with good reason. Because the world has changed — and the way books are received is different now. People are very vocal. And I do not have a lot of calluses on my creative soul — every blow feels like the first one. I have not learned how to take that lightly or let it roll off of me. I know it‘s something I need to learn before I go mad — but it‘s not something that I‘ve perfected. And so it‘s hard, even when you know it‘s coming. You don‘t know where it‘s coming from — a lot of them are sucker punches.

With every book, I always see the part that I think people are going to get mad about, or the part that‘s going to get mocked. With Twilight, I thought: Oh gosh. People are just going to rip me apart for this — if anybody picks it up. Which they‟re not going to, because they‟re going to read the back and say: A book about vampires? Oh, come on — it‟s been so done. So I knew it was coming.

But there were always some things I wasn‘t expecting that people wouldn‘t like. I mean, with everything you put out, you just have to know: There are going to be people who really like it, and that‘s going to feel really good. But there are going to be people who really dislike things that are very personal to me, and I‘m just going to have to take it.

SH: But it‘s so terrifying. I don‘t know how you even have the courage to do it every time. The book of mine that I thought was going to be my simplest, happiest book, just a sweet little fun book that people would enjoy — that was the one that got slammed the hardest. Like you said, it was things I never could have anticipated that people didn‘t like.

As I look back on it, I think if I had a chance, I would take those parts out, or change those things that people hated. But I didn‘t know at the time. And so now, as I‘m writing another book — I know there are things that people are going to hate. But I don‘t know what they are.

[SM laughs] If I only knew what they were, I would be sorely tempted to change them to try and please everyone! I do the very best I can, but you can never anticipate what it is that people are going to react to.

SM: See, I have a very different reaction to that, because I can‟t change it — it is the way it is. I mean, there are things I can do in editing — and I can polish the writing. I know I can always do better with that. And I know that, even in the final form, if I could have another three months to work on it, I would never stop polishing, because I can always make every word more important.

But I just can‘t change what happens, because that‘s the way it is. That‘s the story: Who the people are dictates what happens to them. I mean, there are outside forces that can come in, but how the characters respond to them eventually determines where they‘re going to be. Once you know who they are, there‘s no way to change what their future is — it just is what it is.

And so my reaction, when the criticism is really bad and really hard, is: I wish I would have kept this in my computer. I should have just held on to this work and have it be mine alone.

Because sometimes I wonder: Is it worth it to share it? But then you feel like you‘re not doing your characters a service with that — they deserve to live more fully, in someone else‘s mind.

Yes, I know I sound crazy! [Laughs]

SH: No. I totally, totally understand that. I remember hearing writers talk about how their characters are almost alive, and almost have a will of their own. And I thought they were kinda full of crap [SM laughs] but there is something to it. I think that it‘s a balance, though. There‘s the idea of these characters that are alive in my mind, and then there‘s me, the author. And I have some power to control the story, and to try and make it a strong story — but, then, the characters also have some power to say no.

SM: Yeah.

You can‘t change who they are to make the story go easier.

SH: For me, writing is finding a balance between that sort of transcendental story and my own power of writing — not letting myself overwrite them too much, and not letting them overrun me.

SM: Yeah. See, I find that difficult — because, to me, you create a character, and you define them, and you make them who they are. And you get them into a shape where they are final. Their story isn‘t, but they are who they are — and they do feel very real. You can‘t change who they are to make the story go easier.

So sometimes things happen in the story because my character, being who he is, can‘t do anything different. I‘ve written him so tightly into who he is that I cannot change his course of action now, without feeling like: Well, that‟s not in character — that‟s not what he would do.

There‟s only one course now. And sometimes it‘s hard, when the course goes a way that‘s difficult to write.

SH: So how much did you know about Jacob and his future when you were writing Twilight?

SM: Jacob was an afterthought. He wasn‘t supposed to exist in the original story. When I wrote the second half of Twilight first, there was no Jacob character. He started to exist about the point where I kind of hit a bit of a wall: I could not make Edward say the words I‟m a vampire.

There was no way that was ever coming out of his mouth — he couldn‘t do it. And that goes back to what we were talking about with characters. You know, he had been keeping the truth about himself secret for so long, and it was something he was so… unhappy about, and devastated about. He would never have been able to tell her.

And so I thought: How is Bella ever going to figure this out? But I had picked Forks already as the story‘s location, and so then I thought: You know, these people have been around for a while, and they‟ve been in this area before. Have they left tracks — footprints — somewhere, that she can discover an older story to give her insight?

That‘s when I discovered that there was a little reservation of Quileute Indians on the coastline. I was interested in them before I even knew I was going to work them into the story. I thought: Oh, that‟s interesting. There‟s a real dense and different kind of history there. I‘ve always kind of been fascinated with Native American history, and this was a story I‘d never heard before.

This is a very small tribe, and it‘s really not very well known, and their language is different from anyone else‘s. And they have these great legends — even one that‘s similar to the Noah‘s Ark story; the Quileutes tied their canoes to the tops of the tallest trees so they weren‘t swept away by the big flood — that I thought were really interesting.

And they have the wolf legend. The story goes that they descended from wolves — a magician changed the first Quileute from a wolf into a man, that‘s how they began — and when I was reading the legend I thought: You know, that‟s kind of funny. Because I know werewolf people and vampires don‘t get along at all. And how funny is it that there‘s that story, right here next to where I set my vampire story.

SH: That‘s so cool, that kind of serendipity that happens in storytelling.

SM: It felt like, Now it‘s on! Now I know how it has to be! What kismet to happen. And so Jacob was born — as a device, really — to tell Bella what she needed to know. And, yet, as soon as I gave him life, and gave him a chance to open his mouth, I just found him so endearing. He took on this personality that was just so funny and easy. And you love the characters you don‘t have to work for.

And Jacob was not an ounce of work. He just came to life and was exactly what I needed him to be, and I just enjoyed him as a person. But his appearance in chapter 6 was really it — that was all he was in the story. And then my agent loved this Jacob, and she‘s never gotten over that.

She was one hundred percent Team Jacob all the time.

What a world it would be if we knew that all these little legends around us are absolutely real!

SH: [Laughs] And, you know, I am, too. I love Jacob.

SM: Oh, I love Jacob, too. So when my agent said: ―I want some more of him,‖ I thought: You know, I would love to do that. But I don‟t want to mess with this too much. I wanted to have my editor‘s input before I started making any major changes. And my editor felt the same way: ―You know, I like this. Are you going somewhere with this wolf story?‖

So when I started the sequel, I knew there were going to be werewolves in it. Because it just seemed like all these stories that are pure fantasy, that are myths, are coming true for Bella.

And then there‘s Jacob. Here‘s this world that he just thinks is a silly superstition. Then I thought: What if all of it were real? What if everything that he just takes for granted is absolutely, one hundred percent based in fact? What a world it would be if we knew that all these little legends around us are absolutely real! I can‘t even imagine being able to wrap my mind around that.

And so I knew that the sequel I had already started on would be about finding out that they were werewolves. And it wasn‘t New Moon—it was much closer to Breaking Dawn.

Because the story had originally skipped beyond high school fairly quickly. But my editor said:

―Well, I‘d like to keep the story in high school, because we are marketing the first book this way.

And I just feel like there‘s so much that must have happened that we miss if we just skip to Bella being a grown-up.‖ And I said: ―Well, you know, I could always make my characters talk more — that‘s not a problem. Let‘s go back and have this kind of stuff happen earlier.‖ So I had a chance to develop it.

By the time I got to Breaking Dawn the characters were so fleshed out — and their allegiances were so strong to whatever they hated or loved — that it made the story just a whole lot richer when I came to it the second time, because there was so much more backstory to it.

SH: I have to go back to the point that Jacob exists because Edward couldn‘t say, ―I am a vampire.‖ So Edward is what created the necessity for Jacob. Just as Edward‘s existence, and nearness as a vampire, made Jacob into a werewolf. I just think it‘s interesting that those two characters, who are sometimes friends and sometimes…

SM: Not.

I think that, in reality, it‘s never one boy — there‘s never this moment when you know.

There‘s a choice there, and sometimes it‘s hard.

SH: … enemies, can‘t seem to live without each other. They completely are born from each other.

SM: Jacob was born from Edward… also because of — I guess you have to say it was a flaw — Edward‘s inability to be honest about this essential fact of himself. Although it was an understandable flaw — it was something that he was supposed to keep secret. You know, it wasn‘t something that you just say in everyday passing conversation: ―By the way [laughs], I‘m a vampire.‖ It‘s just not a normal thing.

Jacob‘s character also became an answer to the deficiencies in Edward — because Edward‘s not perfect. There were things about him that didn‘t make him the most perfect boyfriend in the whole world. I mean, some things about him make him an amazing boyfriend, but other things were lacking — and Jacob sort of was the alternative. Here you have Edward, someone who overthinks everything — whose every emotion is overwrought — and just tortures himself. And there‘s so much angst, because he has never come to terms with what he is.

Then here you have Jacob, someone who never gives anything a passing thought and just is happy-go-lucky: If something‘s wrong, well, okay — let‘s just get over it and move on. Here‘s someone who‘s able to take things in stride a little bit more, who doesn‘t overthink everything.

Someone who‘s a little rash. He does seem foolish sometimes, just because he doesn‘t pause to think before he leaps, you know?

That was sort of the opposite of Edward‘s character in a lot of ways. It gave a balance to the story and a choice for Bella, because I think she needed that. There was an option for her to choose a different life, with someone that she could have loved — or someone who she does love.

I always felt like that was really necessary to the story. Because when I write, I try to make the characters react to things the way I think real people would.

I think that, in reality, it‘s never one boy — there‘s never this moment when you know.

There‘s a choice there, and sometimes it‘s hard. Romance and relationships are a tangle, and this messy thing — you never know what to expect, and people are so surprising.

I do know what would have happened if Edward hadn‘t come back. You know, I know that whole story — how it went down, and what their future was.

SH: So for you, was the storyline inevitable? Or were there points when you were writing where you thought the characters might have made one choice or another?

SM: It‘s a funny thing — because it was inevitable. From the time I started the first sequel, I always knew what was going to happen. With Twilight I had no idea what was going to happen — it just sort of happened. But after I knew where it was going, I knew Edward and Bella were going out together. As you start to write stories you get twist-offs of things — there are three or four or five different ways it could have gone, and none of them were the right way. I knew what the real way was.

But I do know what would have happened if Edward hadn‘t come back. You know, I know that whole story — how it went down, and what their future was. I know what would have happened if this character had changed — when he did one little thing here, or that. There are always a million different stories — you just know which one it is that you‘re going to write. But that doesn‘t make the others not exist.

SH: And I think that comes through in the writing — that you are aware of these alternate realities. I think the reader becomes aware of these other realities, too. And that‘s nice, because then it‘s not predictable. You don‘t know exactly what‘s going to happen, because you can see there are other ways it can go.

SM: I think that‘s why the alternate stories develop — because you have to make it suspenseful; there has to be conflict — and there has to be, hopefully, some mystery about where it‘s going to go. If it‘s so clear that something specific is obviously going to happen, well, nobody wants to read that. So where‘s the suspense going to come from? It comes when you start to realize: Well, this other thing could have happened. Even though you know where you‘re going with it.

SH: I love that.

SM: It‘s all very circular. Something happens within something else, but the thing that happened is somehow the birthplace of the other one, too. It‘s very confusing [laughs] in the head of a writer. At least, for me.

SH: But it is like life, in that I think we are all aware of how if we‘d made a different decision, we would be living in a different reality. And you can think about the other ones, but you live the one that you‘re in. The story has to live in the reality it‘s in.

SM: I think my fascination with that very concept kind of comes through in Alice‘s visions of the future, where there are fourteen million of them. As characters make choices, they‘re narrowing down which visions can actually happen. Alice sees flashes of the future possibilities coming from the choices they‘ve made. But if they make different choices, it becomes a whole new future. And that‘s what happens to us every day. You choose to go to Target today [laughs] and you don‘t know how that‘s going to impact everything in your future, because of one decision. I‘d always been really fascinated with that concept, and I enjoy science fiction that sort of deals with those strands.

SH: So, if you knew — that morning you woke up after having the dream of Edward and Bella in the meadow — if you knew the reality that would happen after you sat down and wrote it, would you still write it?

SM: You know… I wonder if I could have. The pressure would have been so immense. If I‘d been faced with knowing: If you sit down and write today, eventually you‘re going to have to speak in public, in front of thousands of screaming people; you‘re going to have to travel around the world and live on Dramamine and Unisom; and you‘re going to have to be away from your family sometimes; and you‘ll be more successful than you could ever possibly have dreamed, but there‘s going to be more stress than you could have ever thought you were able to handle — I don‘t know what my decision would have been.

Probably, because I‘m a coward, I would have jumped back under the covers and said: [high, squeaky voice] ―I‘m not ready!‖ [Laughs]

I was never really sure where I wanted to be in ten years, but Bella knows.

SH: I guess that‘s why it‘s good that we don‘t know what‘s going to happen in advance. I mean, if Bella had known everything that was going to happen…

SM: See, Bella would have gone through it exactly the same way. I know what my characters would do. They‘re very, very real to me. I know what they would say if I had a conversation with them. I know if I said this, Jacob would respond like this. And even if he knew exactly how it was going to end, and all of his efforts were going to be for naught, he would not change one tiny thing he did. Because he wouldn‘t be able to say to himself: Well, at least I tried.

He needed to know that he did everything that he could — because that‘s who he is.

And Bella wouldn‘t change anything, either, because eventually, she was going to get what she wanted, and what she wanted her life to be. And if you‘re very sure about what you want from your life, if you‘re absolutely positive — then you can make that decision and say: ―I won‘t make any changes, because this is what I want.‖

I never had that kind of absolute certainty and focus in regular everyday things when I was a teenager — I was never really sure where I wanted to be in ten years, but Bella knows. And so she walks through it the way a person walks across hot coals — because they know what they want on the other side. [Laughs]

SH: What‘s the most important thing for you to get out of the writing? Why do you do it?

SM: Originally, I wrote because I was compelled. I mean, it wasn‘t even like a choice.

Once I started, it was just… I had to do it. It was similar to the way, when you start a book that‘s really good or extremely suspenseful, you can‘t put it down. At the dinner table, you have it under your leg — and you‘re peeking down there, so your husband won‘t catch you reading while you‘re eating dinner. It‘s like until you know what happens, you‘ll have no peace.

And there was a great deal of joy in that — although it wasn‘t a calm kind of joy. [Laughs]

There was also some frenzy.

I wrote the rest of the books because I was so in love with the characters in the story that it was a happy place to be. But by then, I had to become a little bit more calculated about the writing process. I spent more time figuring out the best ways to proceed… like how outlines work for me, or is it better to write out of order, or in order? I‘m still working on my ways. But it‘s still for the joy, when I actually sit down and write.

You know, there‘s a lot of other stuff you have to do as a writer — with editing and touring and answering a million e-mails a day… all of that stuff that‘s a grind and feels like work. But when I get away from that, and when I‘m just writing again — and I have to forget everything else in the world — then it‘s for the joy of it again.

SH: And, you know, it‘s funny, because I totally agree. But you meet some writers who are not yet published — and they‘re so anxious and earnest and need to have that first publication come. What I want to say to them is: Don‘t hurry it.

SM: Yeah.

You miss being able to write in a vacuum — where it‘s just you and the story, and there‘s no one that‘s ever going to say anything about it.

SH: The reason you‘re a writer is because you‘re telling stories. And everything that comes after publication has nothing to do with why you‘re a writer. The business stuff, like you said, and the anxiety of how the book is doing and the publicity — and, you know, dealing with negative reviews or negative fan reactions — all that stuff is not really what you‘re yearning for.

What you‘re yearning for is the story. And the best thing to do is just enjoy that process and that journey.

SM: And you miss it when it‘s gone. You miss being able to write in a vacuum — where it‘s just you and the story, and there‘s no one that‘s ever going to say anything about it. I find that I can‘t write unless I put myself in that vacuum.

SH: But the characters have to almost come in on their own….

SM: I know. You have that experience of a character talking in your head, where you don‘t feel like you‘re giving them the words. You‘re hearing what they‘re saying, and it sounds like it‘s the first time you‘re hearing it, and you‘re just writing it down. Unless you have that experience, you can‘t understand that this is actually a rational way to be. [Laughs]

SH: I know, I know. Not that anybody who chooses to write books for a living is actually rational…

On Endings and Inevitability

And so the endings, to me, are always inevitable. You get to a point where there‘s no other way it can go.

SH: I think that, with certain kinds of stories, if you preplan a happy ending, it feels so false. I have had a couple stories like that, where I decided: This is not going to be the happy ending people are going to want, but we‟re just going to have to live with it. And then a character swoops in or something happens to change the problem and take it out of my hands. I think that kind of ending can feel more real and satisfying. You can‘t force it, though.

SM: No. Usually, the endings become impossible to avoid, because of whatever is growing in the story. There‘s nothing you can do after it‘s set in motion — it just keeps going.

Sometimes I don‘t see something changing at first. It‘s like… say, when you change direction by one degree, and you end up on a completely different continent, even though you turned just the slightest bit. Things like that‘ll happen that change the course. But by the time you get to the end, there‘s no… there‘s no more leeway for changes.

And so the endings, to me, are always inevitable. You get to a point where there‘s no other way it can go. If I tried to do something different, I think it would feel really unnatural. But I rarely try. [Laughs] It‘s like: Let‘s just let this be what it is. This is the way the story goes.

It gets complicated because, as the author, I see the first-person perspective from more than one person‘s perspective.

SH: Now, with New Moon, there was a way that it could have ended that was very different. And what changed the course of those events was happenstance.

SM: It wasn‘t altogether happenstance — whether you‘re referring to the paper cut or the cliff-jump or what have you. With the characters being who they are, it‘s only a matter of time before Bella bleeds near Jasper, and then the outcome is inevitable. It‘s only a matter of time before Bella finds a way to express her need for adrenaline in a way that nearly kills her, and it‘s pretty good odds that Jacob will be somewhere close to Bella at that time, clouding up Alice‘s visions.

It gets complicated because, as the author, I see the first-person perspective from more than one person‘s perspective. I started writing Bella in the beginning, but there are several voices that are first-person perspective for me while I‘m writing. So I know everything that‘s going on with those people. Sometimes it‘s hard for me to write from Bella‘s perspective only, because Bella can only know certain things. And so much of that story was first-person-perspective Edward for me.

I knew it was going to be a problem if Edward took off. [Laughs] I mean, even though Twilight had not come out yet, I was aware enough at this point that this is not the way you write a romance. You don‘t take the main character away — you don‘t take the guy away. [SH laughs]

But because of who he is, he had to leave — and because of the weakness that he has, he was going to come back. It was his strength that got him away, and it was the weakness that brought him back. It was a defeat, in a way, for him — but, at the same time, it was this triumph he wasn‘t expecting. Because he didn‘t see it going the way it does in the end.

He‘s such a pessimist — oh my gosh, Edward‘s a pessimist. And one of the fun things about Breaking Dawn for me was working through that with him, till he finally becomes an optimist. That‘s one of the biggest changes in Breaking Dawn, that Edward becomes an optimist.

So many things have lined up in his favor that he can no longer deny the fact that some good will happen to him in his life. [Laughs]

And so for me, New Moon was all about what Edward had to do to be able to call himself a man. If he hadn‘t tried to save Bella by leaving, then he would not have been a good person, in his own estimation. He had to at least try.

And it was really hard to write, because I had to live all that. Oh gosh — it was depressing! I was into listening to a lot of Marjorie Fair. [Laughs] But I was able to do some things as a writer that I was really proud of, that I felt were a lot better than what I‘d done in Twilight. I was able to explore some things that felt really real to me — even though I‘d never been in Bella‘s position. It didn‘t feel like sympathy; it was empathy. Like I was really there, like I really was her. And so that was an interesting experience… but it was hard. It does take up the majority of the book, and that was tricky. It‘s gratifying to me that, for some people — a minority— New Moon is their very favorite book.

SH: I have a book like that— Enna Burning—which has been my least popular book all around. But there is a core of people for whom that is their favorite. And it is tremendously gratifying, because that was a difficult book to write for me, too. It‘s a dark book, and I poured so much into it. I‘m really proud of that book. But to find that it spoke to someone else besides me makes me feel not quite so lonely as a writer.

SM: As a writer I don‘t think you always realize how lonely it is to feel like you‘re in this world all by yourself. That‘s why you end up sharing it, because there are some people who will get it.

On Criticism

Every book has its audience.

SM: What surprises me is not that there are people who don‘t get my book — because that seems really obvious and natural — but that there are people who do. And I do think that, as the series went on, the story started to get more specific, and possibilities were getting cut out. As you define something, all the ―might have beens‖ die as you decide things. And so I‘m not surprised that people had problems with wrapping it up, because it became more specific to me as time went on.

Every book has its audience. Sometimes it‘s an audience of one person — sometimes it‘s an audience of twenty. And every book has someone who loves it, and some people who don‘t.

Every one of those books in a bookstore has a reason to be there — some person that it‘s going to touch. But you can‘t expect it to get everybody.

SH: No.

SM: And you can‘t say: ―Well, there‘s something wrong if this book didn‘t mean the same thing to everyone who read it.‖ The book shouldn‟t make sense to some people, because we‘re all different. And thank goodness. How boring would it be if we all felt the same way about every book?

People bring so many of their own expectations to the table that a story can‘t really please everyone.

SH: I really believe that, as writers, we do fifty percent of the work — and then the reader does the other fifty percent of the work — of storytelling. We‘re all bringing experiences and understanding to a book.

When you start with Twilight, you‘ve got one book and one story. There‘s still an infinite number of possibilities of where that story can go. So if you‘ve got, maybe, ten million fans of Twilight, by the time you get to New Moon, you‘re narrowing what can happen, because these characters are making choices, and so maybe you‘ve got seven million possibilities. By the time you get to Eclipse, you‘re down to, say, three million people who are going to be happy with the story. After Breaking Dawn…

SM: There are only twenty people who are going to get it. [Laughs] I think it‘s a weird expectation that if a story is told really well, everybody, therefore, will have to appreciate it.

People bring so many of their own expectations to the table that a story can‘t really please everyone.

SH: But is it still hard for you? Do you still have a desire to please everyone?

SM: Of course. I would love to make people happy. It‘s a great thing to hear that your book made someone‘s day brighter. It‘s amazing to think that you‘re doing some good, with a thing that just brings you joy in the first place. It‘s not why I do it, but it‘s a great benefit. It‘s the frosting.

It‘s hard when people who really wanted to like it don‘t. That makes me sad, because I know that there was a story for them, but it‘s just not the one that I could write. I think that sometimes for people who are that invested, it‘s because they‘re storytellers themselves. And maybe they need to cross that line — cross over to the dark side… join us! — and start creating their own stories.

I don‘t question the characters, which is why I‘m able to maintain my voice when I write — because that, to me, is the one thing that‘s rock-solid.

SH: That is an impossible situation, though. Because here you‘ve created these characters in Twilight, and then readers are creating their own versions of those characters. So then you go on and write another book, and what your characters did… isn‘t necessarily what their characters would do. Maybe from their point of view, you‘re manipulating their characters into doing things they wouldn‘t do, even though of course you‘re not.

SM: It is funny…. I mean, it‘s hard because I am very thin-skinned. I don‘t take anything lightly. When I read a criticism, I immediately take it to heart and say: ―Oh my gosh — maybe I should have done that! Oh, I do do this wrong!‖ I question myself very easily. I don‘t question the characters, which is why I‘m able to maintain my voice when I write — because that, to me, is the one thing that‘s rock-solid. It doesn‘t matter what my doubts are — they are who they are.

And that‘s a good thing.

SH: It is. And despite all of the criticism, there are so many more fans than there are people who are angry about the books, but you hear the negative stuff so much louder.

SM: Oh, always loud. You know, it reminds me of the movie Pretty Woman. Whenever that comes on TV, for some reason I can‘t change the channel. [SH laughs] And there‘s the one part where she says: It‘s easier to believe the bad, you know.

SH: Yeah.

SM: That‘s one of the things that I think is a constant struggle: to make the negative voices not as loud as — or at least just equal to — the positive voices. I know a lot of people who feel the same way. It‘s easy to doubt yourself.

Maybe the answer is not to write a sequel. I‘m considering that. You know, write one-shots — just one contained story, which I have a hard time doing. I guess I‘ll just have to end it by killing the characters — because then it‘ll be over, right? [Laughs] But if you kill off your characters — even minor characters — you still sob for everything that they were and could have been.

But if you kill off your characters — even minor characters — you still sob for everything that they were and could have been.

SH: In the book I‘m writing right now, there is a death — a major death. And every time I do a rewrite, as I get near that scene, and I know I have to face it again, my stomach just clenches and I get sick with dread. And as I go through that scene, I‘m sobbing the entire time. It is not easy….

SM: No. When you know in advance that you‘re going to put yourself through that, it gives you some pause. And then you also have to know that it‘s a different story than what people are expecting. That‘s also the trouble with sequels.

SH: The most letters I get from fans is for one book called Princess Academy, and the most requests I get from fans is for a sequel to that book. And then they tell me what happens in the sequel, you know? [SM laughs] And that‘s how I know that I shouldn‘t write it.

SM: Right.

SH: Because they‘ve already told their own story. And that‘s what I want, anyway… because I didn‘t tie everything up completely. I just gave them an idea of where they might go in the future.

On Breaking Dawn

I was aware that it was taking Bella in a new direction that wasn‘t as relatable for a lot of people.

SH: I loved Breaking Dawn. It‘s hard to pick a favorite, but it might be my favorite. It was so the book I wanted, and so what it felt like it needed to be for me. And I have to say I loved the pregnancy and birth stuff, because I love the horror. Your books are romance, but there‘s also this real, wonderful undercurrent of horror that‘s different from any kind of horror I‘ve read. And I love what horror can do: shine a light on what is real. And you make it bigger and more grotesque — just so you can see more clearly how grotesque what really happens is.

SM: I do think that sometimes I put horror in unusual places for horror to exist, and I take it out of places where it might have been easy to have it. You know, that birth scene really was horror for me. We live in a time where having a baby is not much more dangerous than giving blood. I mean, it‘s horrible, but it‘s unlikely that you‘re going to die.

But that‘s something new for this century. You know, there was a time when childbirth was possibly the most terrifying thing you could do in your life, and you were literally looking death in the face when you went ahead with it. And so this was kind of a flashback to a time when that‘s what every woman went through. Not that they got ripped apart, but they had no guarantees about whether they were going to live through it or not.

You know, I recently read — and I don‘t read nonfiction, generally— Becoming Jane Austen. That‘s the one subject that would get me to go out and read nonfiction. And the author‘s conclusion was that one of the reasons Jane Austen might not have married when she did have the opportunity… well, she watched her very dear nieces and friends die in childbirth! And it was like a death sentence: You get married and you will have children. You have children and you will die. [Laughs] I mean, it was a terrifying world.

And Bella‘s pregnancy and childbirth, to me, were a way to kind of explore that concept of what childbirth used to be. That made it very specific for readers who were interested in that, and it did take it away from some of the fans who were expecting something different. I was aware that it was taking Bella in a new direction that wasn‘t as relatable for a lot of people. I knew that it was going to be a problem for some readers.

SH: Yeah.

SM: My agent and my editor and my publisher all said: ―Um, can we tone down the violence here? It‘s making me a little sick.‖ [Laughs] But I was kind of proud of myself. I was thinking: I actually wrote something violent enough to bother anybody? I‟m such a marshmallow. Wow — you go, Stephenie! [SH laughs] And I toned it down for them, and I made it a little bit less gruesome. Although I kept some of the gruesome stuff in, too.

SH: I know you hate spoilers. You don‘t want any leaks.

SM: You know, though, I wonder with this last book… I wonder if it would have been an easier road for readers who have difficulties with Breaking Dawn if they‘d known more in advance. If people had asked me, ―Can vampires have babies with humans?‖ And, instead of saying, ―I can‘t answer questions about those crazy things that might or might not happen‖—

which is what I said because I didn‘t want to make it super-obvious it was going to happen; I mean, that just seems wrong — I could have just said, ―Yeah, they can.‖ Maybe it would have been easier for them if they‘d been expecting it.

My scientific reasoning works for me, but for people who don‘t buy into it, I can only agree.

SH: So you knew, even before Twilight was published, that in your world a vampire and a human would have a baby?

SM: Oh yeah. I‘ve got it all worked out in my head. My scientific reasoning works for me, but for people who don‘t buy into it, I can only agree. It‘s true. Vampires cannot have babies… because vampires aren‘t real. [Laughs] And vampires can‘t have babies with humans, because humans can‘t actually copulate with vampires — because vampires are not real. [SH laughs] It‘s a fantasy.

SH: Right. And yet people believe those characters, and the possibility of those vampires is real enough that they have to say: Wait — those aren‘t the rules.

SM: It‘s flattering in a way, that this is so real to them that they feel like there are things that can‘t happen in this fantasy.

SH: Now I have a nerd-girl question. Does Nessie‘s bite do anything? Did it do anything to Bella, when Nessie bit her?

SM: Nessie is not venomous.

SH: You did say in the book that Nessie wasn‘t venomous. I mean, it‘s just about food.

[Laughs] Extreme nursing. [Laughs] But I guess when Bella did so well with the transition, as the new vampire, I was thinking: I wonder if Nessie‟s bite did that for her.

SM: [Laughs] I hadn‘t even thought of that. No, Bella‘s transition was unique among new vampires, in that she knew what was coming. None of the other Cullens had any warning. It was just, all of a sudden, this overwhelming need to drink blood — just without any kind of readying. You know how sometimes you have to brace yourself for something? Bella was braced — she was ready. And it wasn‘t like it was easier for her than it was for them. She‘d just already made up her mind that that‘s the whole key to everything. She‘s the only person in the entire history of the Twilight universe who chose beforehand to be a ―vegetarian‖ vampire.

SH: I liked that Jasper had a hard time with that. His personal struggle was that it wasn‘t inevitable.

SM: You know, when you‘re really used to giving in to instant gratification, that makes it harder not to. If you‘ve never given in, it‘s easier to keep it that way.

Just to have Bella and Edward really be able to understand each other — that made it worth writing four books.

SH: I remember when you were writing Breaking Dawn, you told me that this story made you happy. What is it about this story that made you happy?

SM: Well, it goes back to what we were talking about before, about Edward. And it‘s an interesting thing to me, how I worry about my characters like they‘re real people. Like how after I wrote Eclipse—even though I knew exactly what was going to happen in Breaking Dawn—

until I actually got to the part where Jacob sees Renesmee for the first time, and his life comes together for him, I worried about him all the time.

And Edward, this whole time, has had a lot of happiness — and, yet, he‘s not trusting any of it to last. He‘s feeling like he‘s doomed, and there‘s no abating it — that something bad is going to happen to him because of who he is. And now I could finally watch that change and watch him come to accept happiness — even more than Bella does. Because Bella sees the end coming and sort of loses hope, but he never does.

After he accepts that he can have happiness, he just clings to it. And I really enjoyed that, and I enjoyed writing the end. I had to write all four books to get to those last two pages. Just to have Bella and Edward really be able to understand each other — that made it worth writing four books.

SH: And he really makes the journey — even though vampires, as you‘ve said, are frozen sort of in that moment when they first become vampires. But he changes so much in Breaking Dawn, and so quickly in becoming a father. What was it like to take him through that journey, as well?

SM: You know, all that really changes is his outlook — which, of course, changed everything. But who he is, what he loves, how he does things — it all stays the same. He did get a lot of things that he hadn‘t even let himself think about wanting, though. I mean, getting to have this daughter that he had never envisioned — that he never could have conceived of — was this unbelievable thing for him, you know. And he accepts it pretty quickly. But the bigger wonder for him is Bella being happy. He thought he was going to ruin her life, and he made her happy.

And that really was everything for him.

On Literary Inspirations

SH: So when you were writing, you‘d have a literary classic that helps inspire your books. With Breaking Dawn you said it was A Midsummer Night‟s Dream, and you couldn‘t say the second one.

SM: Merchant of Venice—which I do say in the story. You know… [SH gasps] It‘s the book Alice pulls a page from to leave her message for Bella.

SH: I wondered about that.

SM: And, you know, originally it was Jane Eyre that Alice tore a page from. But Jane Eyre had nothing to do with the story. It just got in there because Jane Eyre was one of my best friends growing up. She was a really big part of my life. [Laughs] That‘s why it was in there, because that book was such a big part of my growing-up experience and the way I view the world.

Because, actually, I do think there‘s a Bella— Jane Eyre relationship. Jane Eyre‘s a stoic.

She does what she thinks is right, and she takes it — and she doesn‘t mouth off about it. You know, in her head, maybe, she suffers, but she never lets that cross her lips. And I do think that there‘s some of that stoicism — not in the same way, but there‘s a little bit of that — in Bella.

The real story that I felt tied to was A Midsummer Night‟s Dream, where, in this lovely fantasy, the heartbreak of people not loving the right people — which happens all the time — is made right in this glittery instant of fairy dust. I love that book — and that‘s the part I love about it. I enjoyed the character of Bottom in the play, but that‘s not what I read it for. I read it for the magic.

That really is sort of where the imprinting idea came from, which existed in Forever Dawn (the original sequel to Twilight). And I introduced it earlier, so that it would be something already explained, and I wouldn‘t have to go into it later. It was about the magic of setting things right — which doesn‘t happen in the real world, which is absolutely fantasy. But if we can‘t have things made right in fantasy, then where do we get them made right?

So here‘s where The Merchant of Venice comes in. The third book of Breaking Dawn—

which is a full half of the novel — was a lot longer than I thought it would end up being. And the whole time I had to have tension building to the final confrontation… but I wanted to give the clue that this was not going to be a physical confrontation. This was a mental confrontation — and if one person loses, everybody dies.

SH: Yeah.

SM: There‘s no way to win this one with a physical fight. Everyone‘s going to lose if that happens. So it‘s a mental battle to survive, and it‘s all about figuring out the right way to word something. Figuring out the right proof to introduce at exactly the right time, so that you can force someone into conceding — just trapping them in their own words.

SH: Because in The Merchant of Venice, Portia stayed with her beloved by being clever.

SM: Exactly. And just with her cleverness and by using the right words, she‘s averting bloodshed and murder from legally happening right in front of her and ruining her life.

SH: When The Merchant of Venice came up in the story, I immediately started going through my mind: What‘s the story of The Merchant of Venice? What does it mean to this book?

SM: And in the end of The Merchant of Venice, all the lovers get their happy ending.

That‘s one of the reasons I like it. [Laughs]

Can you tell I like the lighter side of Shakespeare?

SH: The Merchant of Venice and A Midsummer Night‟s Dream—I like that.

SM: Can you tell I like the lighter side of Shakespeare? I mean, I like the tragedies, too, and Romeo and Juliet is probably my favorite. Which is probably very immature of me, but that‘s the one that always gets me, and I think that‘s part of who I am. [Laughs] That‘s why my books are the way they are — because those are the stories that come alive for me.

SH: It works so well in New Moon. I did also identify with New Moon, though, because there‘s something a little Rochestery about Edward for me.

SM: Yeah.

SH: And then Edward leaves — and in Jane Eyre, Jane is the one who leaves.

SM: Yeah.

SH: And she‘s with St. John, but you know Jane and Mr. Rochester need to be together.

And you don‘t know: Are they going to be together? And then there‘s that little bit of the mystical — when she hears him call her name. And she returns to him, and she saves him. And I love that in New Moon, too. I never get tired of it.

SM: I have never thought of it in that context, and there is so much that works with that comparison. I mean, I‘m going to have to think about this some more later. Because, wow—

there is a lot. I have never written a book where I said: ―This one has a Jane Eyre emphasis.‖ But I think you‘re absolutely right.

You know, isn‘t it funny how books influence us? They become a part of who you are. I mean, how much of my childhood that I remember has actually happened to me, and how much of it is the events that were in Anne of Green Gables? You know, I‘m not really sure, because reading was so much of who I was. And those stories were every bit as real — and much more exciting — than the day-to-day boringness that was my life.

But Jane Eyre was this person that I felt like I knew. I think that there‘s a lot of Mr.

Rochester in Edward, and I think there‘s a lot of Jane in Edward. Because he would take himself away from a situation that‘s not right, just like she does! And then she‘s like Bella, coming home at the end. But, my goodness, how close that is. I thank you, Shannon Hale. You have enlightened me.

But, actually, the more you get into writing, I think you realize that there is no new story.

SH: [Laughs] Well, you‘re welcome.

SM: You know, I think… maybe readers who aren‘t writers might look at something like that — using inspiration from other books — as kind of a form of plagiarism. But, actually, the more you get into writing, I think you realize that there is no new story.

SH: Every story has been told, so you‘re just telling it in a new way. One big reason why it‘s so important to be well read when you‘re writing is because when you write, you can dialogue with everything else that‘s ever been written. The more you read, the more you get to converse with all these other great works. And that makes them more exciting.

SM: Right. I really do believe that, you know, there are no new stories — except maybe Scott Westerfeld. [Laughs] He‘s, like, the one person who always makes me think: No one has ever done exactly that before! [Laughs] But, you know, every story has a basis in all the stories of your life.

SH: I think the most common question any writer gets is: Where do you get your ideas from? And that‘s the impossible question to answer, because, like you said, they come from…

SM: A million places.

SH: Everything: everything you experienced or imagined or thought or smelled or read or…

SM: A person you walked by in the airport once that just — you know, you saw a look in their eye, and you started spinning a story about what was going on in that person‘s head.

SH: And, of course, a story isn‘t just one idea. The more you write, the more you‘re drawing on a million different pieces of things. That‘s why it takes so long to write a story, because I start out with an idea… but the more I write, I realize it‘s just the kernel — because I‘m adding more and more depth and intrigue. And along with the characters, it builds to a whole universe.

SM: It really does. I was trying to describe this recently, about how you have this universe of possibilities. And every time you pick one thing for your story — like Bella is brunette — all her blond and redheaded possibilities disappear. And then, when you pick the kind of car somebody drives, there are a million other vehicles, makes, and models that suddenly die.

And as you narrow it down, you‘re just taking pieces of it and destroying whole worlds that could have been. It‘s a very interesting process.

SH: I‘ve got chills.

On Eclipse

SH: So when you were writing Eclipse, Twilight hadn‘t come out yet.

SM: Twilight was not yet in stores. I had finished the rough draft of Eclipse. I still had a lot of editing to do, but it stayed pretty much in its present form.

SH: Was Twilight successful immediately?

SM: Yes — more so than I thought it would be. I mean, nothing, obviously, to what‘s going on right now. But when I was out on tour, it did, for one week, hop onto the New York Times list — which, for me, was like the epitome of everything. It was like: For the rest of my life, I get to say I‟m a New York Times bestselling novelist.

SH: [Laughs] Right.

SM: So, for that one week, it felt like that was it — that was all I ever needed. [Laughs] So it started out really well. Booksellers were really great about getting the word out and hand selling it — which is awesome. Before New Moon came out, I had a couple of events with like a hundred people — and they were all excited and ready for what was coming next. That was really, really gratifying.

I had also started to get that people-didn‘t-like-Jacob vibe, which really took me by surprise.

SH: So at what point did you have to start balancing the success and the pressures from the outside while you were still writing?

SM: I think the first real pressure was with New Moon, when the advance reading copies came out. New Moon had those two spoilers. Edward leaves, Jacob‘s a werewolf. Once you know that, most of the suspense is gone from the book. Whether you figure it out or not, it‘s still huge. So those two things ruin any possibility of suspense in the story, pretty much. Then a review written by someone who had an advance reading copy was put online and it gave away every plot point of the whole book six months before the book came out.

That was the first time, I think, my publisher started to realize the power of the Internet with this particular series. Because it just started this huge outpouring of letters and people were so upset. Has this really happened? Why did this person tell us this? Can we read the book now?

Is it out? What‘s going on?

So I felt pressure then — but the book was already written. And then, with Eclipse, it started to feel like a lot of people had their specific ideas about what should happen. That was the first time I was really conscious that people were writing the story differently in their heads. I had also started to get that people-didn‘t-like-Jacob vibe, which really took me by surprise. I think it‘s because they weren‘t hearing his first-person the way I was. So then they got to, later.

SH: I don‘t know if you felt this way… but I never thought I would write from the point of view of a boy. Maybe because I read a lot of books where men wrote from a woman‘s point of view, and I found them unrealistic characters.

SM: Yes, yes!

SH: Especially, you know, books written in the last century. But I was like: That is such crap! A woman wouldn‘t think that — wouldn‘t do that — and it bothered me. So I thought I would never write from the point of view of a boy.

But then I met a character — almost exactly the same way you did. With Goose Girl there was a minor character named Razo. And then the book after that, Enna Burning, he was in it again — a minor character. And so by the time I got to the third book in the series, and I started to write from his point of view, I‘d already known him for two books. And I was thinking: I‟m not writing this from the point of view of a boy; I‟m just writing this person that I know. And the gender wasn‘t an issue. Was it sort of like that with Jacob?

SM: Yeah. You know, I felt a little presumptuous when I started working on writing Twilight from Edward‘s perspective, because I‘m not a boy. But Edward was so much a part of the story, and such a strong voice, that it didn‘t seem to matter. So I‘d kinda gotten that out of my system by the time I decided that I needed to write from Jacob‘s point of view. But, again — I wasn‘t writing a boy, I was writing Jacob. It was not like a universal male thing.

I do think that I have a sense of boys, because I have three brothers; I have three sons; I have a husband and my father and my father-in-law. I‘ve seen a lot of teenage boys in action, and they‘re actually very fascinating, hilarious, and heartbreaking creatures. I mean, they can beat the crap out of each other, and then be laughing with their arms around each other with black eyes five minutes later. I do think that I‘ve observed enough to be able to get the outside right, and that I knew Jacob enough that I could get the inside right.

Either one could have been the one that was wrong for her, and either one could have been the one that was right.

SH: I love the Jacob chapters in Breaking Dawn. But I need to go back to Eclipse.

You‘ve talked about Wuthering Heights influencing Eclipse.

SM: Yeah. You know, and that‘s one of the ones that‘s interesting to me, because Wuthering Heights is not a book that I like. There are characters in it that fascinate me, but, as a whole, I don‘t enjoy reading that book. I enjoy reading the very end of it, and I enjoy reading a couple pieces in the middle, but most of the time I just find it really depressing. When Edward speaks about it, he has my opinion being spoken through him: It‘s a hate story — it‘s not a love story.

The pull between Edgar and Heathcliff is strong — and, you know, Cathy makes the wrong choice. Both of them had something to offer, and she chose the part that didn‘t matter.

Even though I don‘t like to read Wuthering Heights, I think about that part a lot. It‘s one of those things that stays with you.

You could look at Edward and Jacob from one perspective and say: Okay, this one is Heathcliff and this one is Edgar. And someone else might say: No, wait a second. Because of this reason and that reason, that one is Heathcliff and the other one is Edgar. And I thought that was great, because either one could have been the one that was wrong for her, and either one could have been the one that was right. I like that confusion, because that‘s how life is.

SH: And when we‘re reading Wuthering Heights, we‘re reading it from an outsider‘s perspective. From the future looking back. So, as a reader, we know who she should choose. And we see her choose the wrong one, and that‘s why it‘s a tragedy. But with Eclipse we don‘t know who she will, or maybe even should, choose.

SM: Well, in Wuthering Heights we see who Cathy should choose. But we also see the person that she should choose is a horrible person.

SH: [Laughs] Right.

SM: And so, maybe, she should choose the nice guy, but, you know, Heathcliff was who she loved. But, at the same time, was he really healthy for her? What would have happened to them if they had gone off together?

And when I write stories, they‘re very specific — it‘s about this one situation, and one person who‘s not like anybody else in the world. So that person‘s decisions and choices are not a model for anyone else.

SH: Now, this reminds me of something that I‘m really interested in. We‘re talking about who she should or shouldn‘t choose. I think sometimes readers assign a moral to a story, and think that, from the outside, we‘re writing the story in order to teach people how to live. [SM laughs] But I can‘t think about a story‘s moral when I‘m writing — I can only think about whether this story is interesting to me.

SM: And when I write stories, they‘re very specific — it‘s about this one situation, and one person who‘s not like anybody else in the world. So that person‘s decisions and choices are not a model for anyone else. And it bothers me when people say: Well, this story is preaching this, or the moral is this. Because it‘s just a story. It‘s about an interesting circumstance and how it resolves. It‘s not intended to mean anything for anybody else‘s life.

SH: I do think there are some writers out there who are trying to teach something through their stories. And I‘ve read moralizing books that just don‘t work.

SM: Well, you have to be really talented to make it work. You know, C. S. Lewis does it well. I love his books, and he is very much out to put a message into his stories. But he‘s so good that he gets away with it.

SH: I think it‘s really important as readers to expand our understanding of the world, to get really close to characters that are different from us — and watch them make mistakes, or make good choices, and then think: Would I do it that way?

SM: Sometimes people tell me: ―So girls are coming away from your books with this fillin-the-blank impression.‖ Maybe something like: ―You should hold out for the perfect gentleman.‖ In which case I could say, ―Well, that‘s a positive message: You should not let people treat you badly. If you‘re dating somebody who doesn‘t put your well-being first, if they‘re being mean or cruel to you — get away from that.‖ And that‘s a great message: If you‘re with a mean, nasty boyfriend, run away right now. [Laughs]

SH: Right.

SM: But that‘s not the message of the book. Just because Edward‘s a gentleman, and he cares about Bella more than himself — and maybe that‘s something that you would wish for in a romance — it doesn‘t mean that that‘s a message I was trying to write.

SH: On the flip side, if someone comes away thinking that the moral of the story of New Moon is that there‘s only one person who‘s right for you in the whole world, and if they leave you, then life is not worth living…

SM: Exactly! Some things you could take away from books could be turned into a positive thing in your life, but you could also make them into something negative, and that would be horrible. So I think it‘s easier just to look at the books as: This is a fictional account — I wasn‘t trying to teach anyone anything — I just wanted to entertain myself. And I did. I was really entertained. [Laughs]

When I read about someone like Jane Eyre, I say: ―I want to be stronger. I want to know myself so well, and to know right and wrong so well, that I can walk away with nothing.‖

SH: I‘m always trying to figure out where the line is with author responsibility. What we write and then send out there is going to affect people‘s lives. But I have absolutely no control about how people will interpret what I write. If readers need to find a moral, or a lesson, in it, they teach it to themselves. And I don‘t think I can control what it is that the readers teach themselves. Do you think that reading does more for you than just provide entertainment?

SM: It does a lot for me — but I don‘t hold the writer responsible for what I get out of it.

When I read about someone like Jane Eyre, I say: ―I want to be stronger. I want to know myself so well, and to know right and wrong so well, that I can walk away with nothing.‖ I just loved her moral sense. But I don‘t think that Charlotte Brontë meant for me to use that as a guide to life. If you can find something inspiring in characters, that‘s awesome, but that‘s not their primary purpose.

SH: And it can‘t be, or it kills the story. The primary purpose has to be telling the story.

SM: It has to be entertainment.

On Finding Story Ideas

When you spend time around people, you know, there are so many stories that it just can make you crazy when you want to write them all down.

SH: People often ask me — and I‘m sure you get this, too: How do you come up with so many ideas? Once you start writing, the ideas just keep multiplying.

SM: Yeah. I hate to travel, but I see so many stories in airports. We were in, I think, Chicago, waiting for a flight, and this whole story just played out right in front of us. There was a man and a woman, and she kept leaning toward him and touching him, and he was always shifting away from her just a little bit, and not meeting her eye. And it was so clear, the inequality in their feelings, and where I imagined their future was heading, I felt I could just run with it. When you spend time around people, you know, there are so many stories that it just can make you crazy when you want to write them all down.

SH: Yeah, there‘s never a problem with finding ideas; it‘s just finding the time to write it, and the words to tell it.

SM: For me, it‘s time. I don‘t usually experience the kind of writer‘s block that people talk about. My kind of writer‘s block is when I know what needs to happen, and I just have a stumbling block — some transition that I can‘t get past.

The longest part of writing Breaking Dawn was writing right after all the action sequences. Bella becoming a vampire — that was very easy — but after that section I had to skip four months ahead. And that transition took me more time than any other section of the book. It‘s only half a chapter long — it‘s not very many words — and the amount of time per word put into that section is probably ten times what it was in any other part of the book.

There are just some things that are not exciting, but I like to write minute by minute. And when I have to write, ―And then three months passed,‖ it kills me.

SH: [Laughs] I don‘t believe in writer‘s block. I sort of embrace it, which feels good.

And it doesn‘t mean that writing isn‘t hard, and sometimes I can‘t come up with the right way to do it. The way I get over it is by allowing myself to write really badly, and then I rewrite a lot.

The first draft for me is the worst. I hate writing first drafts — it‘s so painful for me — but the story time for me comes in the rewrite. I already have some clay there to work with, and then I rewrite.

But your first drafts, I think, are different for you.

SM: I love writing first drafts. I don‘t think about what I‘m doing. It‘s hard for me to go back and reshape it. I can see it needs help, so I have more trouble — maybe because it doesn‘t feel like clay anymore. It‘s more like marble — I have to chip it off.

SH: Then you know what we need to do? [Laughs] You need to write first drafts, and then I‘ll rewrite them. And then we‘ll be happy.

SM: We‘ll combine forces.

SH: But then you‘ll see the book that I‘ve turned it into, and you‘ll be like: What?!

SM: Well, then you‘ll get the rough draft and think: I don‟t want to do anything with this!

[Laughs]

If I don‘t care about the character, I can‘t finish it.

SH: Would you ever collaborate with another writer? Do you think you could do that?

SM: I don‘t know if I could. You know, sometimes I wonder, because it looks like a whole lot of fun. I really enjoy other writers, and their ideas and their processes. It‘s fascinating.

Maybe if it were something where we were switching off voices… But I just don‘t think I could write another person‘s character, because I have to really care to be able to write. If I don‘t care about the character, I can‘t finish it. Or if, for some reason, the character has become an unhappy place for me, then I just can‘t go there.

I had one draft of about five chapters of a story that really was human — no fantasy, which is always a drawback for me — and then something happened in my family that made it a very painful place to be. It wasn‘t something I had seen coming. I didn‘t think it would ever have any relevance in my life that way. And it became too painful a place to work.

So I have to be in just exactly the right place to be able to write. With someone else‘s character… I just don‘t think I could care deeply enough about them to put out the effort that it takes to write a story.

On Celebrity and Success

SH: The person who you are naturally — when you‘re at home with your family, and you‘re working — is going to be different than the person signing books and greeting fans. How do you balance those two personas? Have you created two different personalities?

SM: I had to. The person who I am at home, with my family, is shy, not comfortable around strangers, kind of a homebody. And so to be able to speak to large groups — to be able to meet a bunch of strangers, which is hard for me; to be able to travel outside of my comfort zone — I had to get stronger. I had to do things that weren‘t fun for me and just suck it up, you know. [Laughs] Because the real me couldn‘t even imagine having to do that, so somebody else had to do it. [Laughs]

SH: Is it exhausting to live that public persona?

SM: It is. It‘s funny…. Just recently — I‘ve got some friends who are friendly with some fans, and they had a party, and I was invited to it. And they‘re like: ―It‘s just going to be really mellow. Don‘t worry about it — you know, it‘s just for fun.‖ But I knew I would have to go and be Stephenie Meyer. I couldn‘t just be Stephenie. And I‘d just gotten off the tour, and I just couldn‘t face it right then. I needed to just stay home and be me.

And, in fact, I felt so much pressure not to be a letdown that, on my last tour, I brought along a rock star.

SH: I‘ve found it‘s hard for some people to understand that. For me, there‘s nothing as exhausting as doing a book signing or a school presentation or something. And I think part of it is that I don‘t think I am interesting enough to make it worthwhile for anybody to hear me talk—

or to stand in line to meet me. And so I‘m pouring my energy out onto these people, and trying to give them as much as I can. I mean, I‘m sure you‘ve had this, too — more than I have — where people will fly in from several states away just to meet you for those few seconds in line. And I think: How on earth could I make this worth their time?

SM: Exactly. And, in fact, I felt so much pressure not to be a letdown that, on my last tour, I brought along a rock star. And I felt so much better. [Laughs] Justin Furstenfeld from Blue October came and played some of the music that inspired my writing, and we interviewed each other onstage. I enjoyed what he did so much that I thought: You know what? These kids are getting an amazing show. This is special — this is something that is worth them coming out for. If I ever tour again, I will not leave the house without a rock star by my side. [Laughs] That is the new rule. Or…

SH: A juggling act — a magician.

SM: A magician would be good! Because, well, honestly, in person, there‘s nothing really that great either of us can do. We write books, so our big finale is sitting in front of a little computer, in a little room. And it‘s not something exciting to watch. It‘s the story that‘s the exciting part, and anybody can get that at the bookstore.

I‘ve had the experience where I got to meet one of my personal idols, just because a friend pulled some strings and I got backstage at a concert. I lived off that for months. So I try and remember that, and think: You know what? It means something to them, even though I can‟t understand why it would be anything special.

SH: You know, it is true. I really can be such a fangirl. And I get so excited when I meet with writers….

SM: On the last tour I got to go out to lunch with Terry Brooks. The first real book I ever read was The Sword of Shannara. I was sitting next to this man who has so much experience—

and so many years of doing this — and I‘m thinking: This book opened the entire world of reading to me. The gift that this man has given me, unconsciously, is nothing I could ever, ever repay. It was just this really amazing experience.

On Balancing Writing and Life

SH: It took me a long time to admit that I was a writer. I wouldn‘t give myself permission to take the time — or to take it seriously — for a long, long time. But you started off in a different way. You already had three kids.

SM: I did not call myself an author without making some kind of snide comment for at least two years after the book was sold.

SH: Two years?

SM: I had this really strong sense of paranoia — like it wasn‘t real, that the whole deal was a practical joke — for a very long time. Because the contract negotiation took a good nine months, so for all of that time someone could have been stringing me along. It wasn‘t until the check came — and didn‘t bounce — that I really started to believe it.

SH: Have people changed toward you — family, friends, and acquaintances?

SM: You know, because when I started writing I had a bunch of little babies, we‘ve moved a couple times. And you lose track of people, anyway, so I haven‘t held on to many of my friends from before I started writing, just because of location.

It‘s the same way with my college roommates. We‘re lucky if we get a phone call in once a year anymore. Then I‘ve gotten enormously busy — I‘ve changed — I don‘t have as much time for social things. And I do think that I probably lost some friends just out of sheer neglect.

Because I wasn‘t going to neglect my kids.

And that summer with Twilight, I couldn‘t do anything social. Why would I spend my time away from Forks when I could be there?

SH: Yeah.

SM: And that summer with Twilight, I couldn‘t do anything social. Why would I spend my time away from Forks when I could be there? I‘m getting better at balancing it, and I have some really great friends now, which is nice. I have a lot of extended family, too, and they‘ve all been very cool and supportive. But because there are so many of them, we haven‘t been able to spend a lot of time together. I have seventy-five first cousins on one side of my family, so it‘s not like we can get together and party very often. Most of us have several kids. My dad had a stepmom with five kids; his dad had seven…. It‘s just a really big family. [Laughs] A big warm family, and nobody‘s been uncool about it. It‘s all been very nice.

SH: I think family is good…. They knew you as an obnoxious young person. [Laughs]

SM: Very obnoxious. Yeah, I‘m just Stephenie to them.

SH: I don‘t think any success I‘ve had has gotten to my head, because I can‘t really take it seriously, or absorb it, anyway. But if I ever got close, I think my family would be there to tear me back down. [SM laughs] Which is what family‘s for.

SM: Yeah, my husband‘s really good at keeping me humble, you know? Because he‘s such a math person. If something‘s not quantifiable — if it doesn‘t fit into an equation — it can‘t possibly be important. And so, to him, books are like: Oh, you know… isn‟t that nice? Little fairy stories. To me, books are the whole world, and it‘s such a different viewpoint. So that helps. And then, like you, I don‘t trust this to last for a second.

SH: Yeah.

SM: And when negative things happen with my career, I kind of expect them — more than I expect the positive. It‘s almost like: Yes, this is what I thought was going to happen! I saw this one coming! Because I am a pessimist — raised in a long tradition of fine pessimists [SH laughs] who have never expected anything good for decades. So I come by it naturally. [Laughs]

So with every book that comes out, I think: Oh, this is it. This is the last time anybody‟s going to want to publish me. And maybe it‘s healthier than thinking: I am the best! I‟m so amazing! I don‘t think that‘s a healthy way to be. It‘d probably be nice to be somewhere in the middle, but… [Laughs]

SH: In some ways, I would love to have that armor — the wonderful author‘s ego — that I am right, and I know what I‘m doing, and I‘m brilliant.

SM: Yeah, that might be nice.

I think it‘s really good for my kids to see that I have my own life outside of them — that I‘m a real person.

SH: So, we‘re both mothers. And I think that mothers are famously guilt-ridden creatures.

[SM laughs] I mean, we never succeed — we‘re always failing at something. So have you had to deal with guilt of, you know, taking the time — allowing yourself to take the time to be a writer, and to pursue this?

SM: Occasionally. It doesn‘t bother me that often. I think it‘s because my kids are really, really great. They‘re good and they‘re happy. I‘ve seen kids who are treated like the center of the universe, and I don‘t think that‘s entirely healthy. I think it‘s really good for my kids to see that I have my own life outside of them — that I‘m a real person. I think that‘s going to help them when they grow up and have children — to realize that they‘re still who they are.

And then I am pretty careful about when I write. Now it‘s mostly when they‘re in school.

When they were little, though, I never shut myself away in an office — I‘d always written in the middle of their madness — so I‘d be there, and I could get whatever they needed. They know I‘m listening. And they‘re also pretty good about saying: ―Okay, Mommy‘s writing right now.

Unless I‘m bleeding, I‘m not going to bug her.‖

And I also write at night. When they come home from school, we do homework and I hear about their day and I make them snacks. The nice thing about writing is, you can do it on your own schedule. But you do lose sleep. You know, I feel like I haven‘t slept eight hours in ten years.

If you start getting a little bit of dialogue in your head, you‘re doomed — you‘ll never get to sleep.

SH: It‘s like having a newborn, writing a book, isn‘t it?

SM: It is. Well, because you lie there in bed — and, oh, heaven help you if you start thinking about plotline. If you start getting a little bit of dialogue in your head, you‘re doomed—

you‘ll never get to sleep.

SH: It is so true. I can sleep pretty well at the beginning of the night. If, for whatever reason, I wake up — or my son comes in and wakes me up anytime between the hours of two and five — and if my mind, for one second, goes back to the book I‘m writing right now, I‘m done for the rest of the night. I can‘t go back to sleep, because my mind starts working over and over it.

I‘ve had to train my brain to do that, on purpose, so that I‘m always writing, even when I‘m not.

SM: You at least put things in the back of your head, so that you‘re solving the problems.

SH: Exactly — so when I sit down to write it‘s more productive, because I‘ve been working over it in my brain. But, like you say, when you do that in the middle of the night, you‘re doomed.

SM: Well, one of my problems right now is that I have not committed to a project at this point in time, and I‘m waiting to be done with the publicity. And that‘s never really going to happen, so I need to just commit to one. I have about fourteen different books, and every night it‘s a new one. And I‘m coming up with solutions for this one point that really bothered me in one story. I thought maybe I couldn‘t write it because of this one point. But then I‘ll wake up at four o‘clock in the morning with a perfect solution, and then I can‘t go back to sleep.

SH: I have found if I just write it down, then my mind can stop working over it.

SM: Exactly.

On Reading and Writing for Young Adults

SH: So far, all of your stories have something of the fantastic in them. You don‘t read only fantasy, though.

SM: Oh, I love mainstream fiction, and there are a lot of books that I really love that are without absolutely any fantasy elements. But, for me, the fantasy ones are for writing. There‘s an extra amount of happiness, that extra oomph, in getting to make your own world at the same time that you‘re writing it. I like that part…. Megalomania… You know, having control over an entire world? [Laughs]

SH: That‘s funny. Like we were talking about earlier, when you‘re a writer there‘s so much that can happen to ego, both good and bad and everything in between. But young-adult authors tend to be pretty down-to-earth, don‘t you think?

SM: Well, I think writing YA keeps you humble. Because everybody says to you: ―Oh… you write for children. Isn‘t that nice?‖ It can be so patronizing sometimes, and, absolutely, it keeps you humble. It makes it so you can‘t possibly become the ―I am an author‖ author. There‘s no way to do that when you write for children. [Laughs]

And one of the little ―icing things‖ of this career is to have these kids come up to tell me that this is the first book they‘ve ever read for pleasure.

SH: I think there‘s also an element of: It isn‟t all just about me. We‘ve both written adult books. I think, when you‘re in the adult market, it‘s all about how many books you sell and what awards you get. But when you‘re writing in the children‘s market, it‘s about the children, too.

And you‘re part of this team — with librarians and booksellers and parents and teachers — and you‘re promoting literacy and some good stuff beyond just: I‟m writing a book, and now pay me for it. So I think people tend to be more even-tempered and more balanced in the children‘s world.

SM: Because I didn‘t set out to write for children, I would never have thought that my books would promote literacy. Someone would have to be a real reader to ever pick one of these up, just because they‘ve run out of everything else. [Laughs]

And one of the little ―icing things‖ of this career is to have these kids come up to tell me that this is the first book they‘ve ever read for pleasure, and that they‘ve moved on. Now they‘ve read this other one, and they‘ve read that one, and now they‘re so excited about some other book they‘ve found. And to have written the first book that got them excited to be a reader — oh, that‘s an amazing gift.

I wish I could give everybody that gift — to find the book that does it for you.

SH: It is. The best compliment that I ever get is not that my books are their favorite, but that mine was the first that made them fall in love with reading.

SM: And now they‘ve gone on. You know, I had a great childhood, and one thing that made my childhood so special was that because I loved to read, I lived a thousand adventures—

and I was a thousand heroines, and I fell in love a thousand times. And now, to open up those worlds for somebody else… I know how great it is, and I wish I could give everybody that gift—

to find the book that does it for you.

I did an interview for The Host once, and the camera guy who was setting everything up said: ―So this book is about aliens?‖ I said: ―Yeah, kind of.‖ And he said, ―Well, you know, I think I‘ve read three books in my life. I hate reading, ever since school — it was such a torture.‖

And I just thought: How sad! There‟s some book out there that‟s perfectly tailored for him, and he doesn‟t know.

SH: Right.

SM: But he‘s not going to pick it up, because he had a bad experience. I really feel like one of the important things you can do for kids in school is not just give them the classics that teach them about excellent form and really great writing style, but also throw in a couple of fun things that teach them that reading can be this amazing adventure. Let them love some story, so at least they know not all books are ―hard‖ or ―difficult,‖ but that they can just be fun.

SH: I agree so passionately about that. And I think some of the key is to have a lot of variety. Because not every genre, or every storytelling style, is going to be right for everyone.

SM: Some people are going to latch on to Shakespeare, and they‘re going to be like: [gasps] ―The insights!‖ And then some people are going to need an action story with car chases and gunfights — they‘re going to need that to get them started.

SH: Every student should have a chance to find at least one book they fall in love with.

Then they‘ll be more likely to go on and keep reading for life.

SM: Exactly. When I was in school I had some really great teachers. And lucky for me, I had already discovered books that I really liked. The classics came easily to me — I read them early, and so it was familiar ground: Oh, good. I‟m doing Jane Austen again. Whoo! But a lot of kids come into it and they‘re hit in the face with a great big difficult-to-understand text — if they don‘t have the background to appreciate the experience, it just sours them on the whole thing.

And it‘s sad.

SH: I meet so many adults who stopped reading for years. And they tell me that a friend pressed them to read a book, and more often than not it was Twilight… and then they find that they do like to read, after all, and they go on to read other books.

So, Stephenie Meyer, thank you. For changing the world — making it a better place — and reminding so many people that we love to read.

SM: I do what I can. [Both laugh]

Vampires, the central supernatural creatures of the Twilight Saga, have existed in myths and local lore for centuries. While the Saga‘s vampires share certain similarities with the vampires of legend, they have many more unique characteristics and supernatural abilities that are specific to the world of Twilight.

PHYSICAL CHARACTERISTICS

In the Twilight universe all vampires were originally human. As vampires, they retain a close physical resemblance to their human form, the only reliably noticeable differences being a universal pallor of skin, a change in eye color, and heightened beauty.

REACTION TO SUNLIGHT:

In direct sunlight, the disparity between human and vampire becomes more obvious. The cellular membrane of the vampire is not as soft or permeable as in a human cell; it has crystalline properties that cause the surface of vampire skin to react prismatically, giving the vampire a glitter-like shimmer in sunlight.

―EDWARD IN THE SUNLIGHT WAS SHOCKING…. HIS SKIN, WHITE…

LITERALLY SPARKLED, LIKE THOUSANDS OF TINY DIAMONDS WERE

EMBEDDED IN THE SURFACE.

— Bella (Twilight, Chapter 13)

BEAUTY:

The common factor of beauty among vampires is mostly due to this crystalline skin. The perfect smoothness, gloss, and even color of the skin give the illusion of a flawless face. The skin reacts differently to light, creating an angular effect that heightens the perception of beauty.

Additionally, the stonelike firmness of the vampire body creates a look similar to muscle, making any size human appear more fit as a vampire. Like humans, vampires are drawn to beauty. When choosing a human for the transformation process, vampires are as likely as humans to be motivated by a beautiful face and body.

PALLOR:

Pale vampire skin is a product of vampire venom‘s transformative process. The venom leeches all pigment from the skin as it changes the human skin into the more indestructible vampire form. Regardless of original ethnicity, a vampire‘s skin will be exceptionally pale. The hue varies slightly, with darker-skinned humans having a barely discernible olive tone to their vampire skin, but the light shade remains the same. All forms of skin pigmentation — freckles, moles, birthmarks, age marks, scars, and tattoos — disappear during the transformation.

EYE COLOR:

While all vampires have similarly pale skin, they can have a certain variety of eye colors.

Vampires who haven‘t fed for a few weeks will have solidly black irises. Recently fed vampires will have deep red eyes if they drank human blood, and medium gold — colored irises if they drank animal blood. Vampires who have been newly transformed will have very bright red irises, regardless of diet. It is possible to disguise this feature with colored contact lenses, but the lubricant in vampire eyes breaks the contacts down quickly. One pair will last only a few hours.

Vampires also universally exhibit dark circles under their eyes. These circles, like the changing irises, denote thirst in a vampire. They appear darker and more obvious when the vampire has not recently fed.

―While vampires are frightening and deadly, they are also alluring. They can be beautiful; they can be sophisticated; they have qualities that we actually aspire to: eternal youth, strength, and intelligence. The dual side to vampires makes them hard to resist.‖ —Stephenie TEETH:

Vampire teeth appear the same as human teeth; the canines are not longer or more pointed than human canines. However, vampire teeth are unbreakable, razor sharp on their edges, and strong enough to cut through almost any substance, including vampire skin.

MOVEMENT:

Less noticeable than these physical features is the vampire‘s tendency toward stillness.

Unlike humans, who grow uncomfortable after holding one physical position for a time, vampires are most comfortable when perfectly motionless. A common vampire reaction to stress is a statue-like immobility.

Vampires breathe reflexively, as do humans, but they have no need for oxygen. They are able to consciously stop breathing for an indefinite period, but they find the sensation uncomfortable. Vampires rely on their sense of smell above other senses, similar to many animal predators. The lack of smell is what causes the discomfort from not breathing.

PETRIFICATION:

Some very old vampires are visibly different from others because of this stillness. If a vampire remains unmoving often enough over thousands of years, dust actually begins to petrify in response to the venom-like liquids that lubricate his eyes and skin. Eventually, a vampire‘s skin begins to appear thin and translucent, like the skin of an onion — though the strength of the skin is not compromised. A milky film covers the eyes, making the irises appear pink in color.

Again, the vampire‘s eyesight is not compromised.

FLUIDS:

Internally, the vampire‘s system contains many venom-based fluids that resemble, and in some cases perform the same function as, the human fluids that were replaced. Only the saliva-like liquid in the vampire‘s mouth is venomous. A fluid similar to this venom works as a lubricant between the hard cells of the skin, making movement possible. Another lubricates the vampire‘s eyes so they can move easily in their sockets. However, vampires do not produce tears, as tears exist to protect the eye from damage by small foreign objects, and those objects would not be able to harm a vampire‘s eye. Throughout the body, this pattern is repeated, with venom-like fluids performing the functions that are still necessary to the vampire. Most notably absent is the circulatory system.

Vampires are frozen in the state at which they are transformed.

PHYSICAL CHANGE:

Vampires are frozen in the state at which they are transformed. They do not grow older, taller, or wider, or experience any other physical change, including unconsciousness (vampires never sleep). Their fingernails and hair do not grow. Their hair does not change color.

ABILITIES AND LIMITATIONS

A vampire‘s physical and mental abilities far exceed those of a human being. Vampires can run in excess of a hundred miles per hour. They are able to lift objects hundreds of times their own weight. Their senses are similarly boosted, giving them the ability to see, hear, and smell things imperceptible to humans. Their skin is harder than granite, rendering their bodies nearly indestructible. Their minds work many times faster than humans‘ are capable of, and all vampires have perfect recall.

IMMORTALITY:

Vampires do not age from the moment their transformation is complete. Vampires have no natural life cycle; they exist in this progressionless status indefinitely. This is a conditional form of immortality, as they can be permanently destroyed by fire. However, their speed and strength make it necessary to incapacitate them before burning them. Only another supernatural creature has the ability to incapacitate a vampire, by tearing her limbs from her body (thus vampires are in no danger from human beings). A vampire who is incapacitated but left unburned has the ability to reconstitute herself.

One facet of the absence of aging is that vampires do not develop emotionally or mentally past the age at which they are transformed. A transformed child would remain childlike forever, unable to mature in any aspect.

NUTRITION:

Vampires do not have a circulatory system. Their bodies are harder than human bodies, but their cells are selectively porous. They receive nutrition only from blood, which, once drunk, is absorbed throughout the body. Blood satiates their thirst and makes them physically stronger, but it is not necessary for life. Vampires cannot starve to death; they only get progressively weaker and thirstier as time goes on. They are not able to digest solid food. If a vampire swallows a solid as a subterfuge, that substance will sit in his stomach until he forces it back out through his mouth.

Human blood is the most appealing to vampires — and hardest to resist. However, they can receive the same nutritional strength from animal blood. Vampires do not need to feed as often as humans do; drinking the blood of one human is enough to satiate a mature vampire for a week or two.

SUPERNATURAL ABILITIES

Most vampires find their key personality characteristics intensified by the vampire transformation in the same way their physical abilities are strengthened, but relatively few have abilities that can be classified as supernatural. More common would be a human with a love of learning becoming a vampire with an insatiable scholarly curiosity, or a human with a deep value for human life becoming a vampire with the strength to avoid human blood.

But a few vampires do develop additional abilities that go beyond the natural. These extra abilities are due to psychic gifts in the original human that are intensified in the resulting vampire. For example, a human who was very sensitive to other people‘s moods might develop the vampire ability to read thoughts or influence emotions. A human who had some limited precognition might develop into a vampire with a strong ability to see the future. A human with a good instinct for hunting might become a powerful vampire tracker.

The proportion of supernaturally talented vampires to ―normal‖ vampires is greater than the proportion of psychically gifted humans to ―normal‖ humans. This is due to the same factor of temperament that results in more beautiful humans being selected to become vampires.

Vampires are also drawn to gifted humans when they look to create companions. Some vampires actively seek out the gifted in the hope of utilizing that extra ability in their coven.

―I‘ve always loved superheroes, so the vampires I created actually have a lot more in common with superheroes than with horror-genre vampires.‖ —Stephenie

NEWBORN VAMPIRES

A newborn vampire — defined as any vampire who is less than one year from his date of transformation — is different from a more mature vampire in behavior and appearance. The newborn is plagued by an unrelenting thirst and will feed as often as possible. The thirst is so maddening in the first year that most newborns are more animalistic and wild than their older counterparts.

They are marked as physically different by their vibrantly crimson irises, though in other ways they look the same as mature vampires. Their behavior is more diverse than their appearance. As they age, their behavior generally becomes more rational and constant.

THE TRANSFORMATION PROCESS

The transformation from human to vampire begins with a vampire bite. Once the venom coating the vampire‘s teeth enters the bloodstream of a human, it moves through the human‘s body, changing each cell as it passes. The spread of the venom is swift, but the reconstruction of the cells takes time. This process is excruciatingly painful, comparable to the feeling of being burned alive. The process lasts for roughly two to three days, depending on how much venom is present in the circulatory system and how close to the heart it entered. There is no way to circumvent the burning with painkillers; the most narcotics can do is immobilize the body.

One benefit to the human is that vampire venom is capable of repairing all kinds of damage to the body. A human who had sustained a crippling injury would be made whole again as a vampire. Venom does have limits, though; it could not, for example, regrow a lost limb.

Only vampires with a great deal of self-control are able to remain focused enough to bite a human and then let him live long enough for the venom to effect the change.

The transformation is difficult from the vampire perspective as well. Even mature vampires have trouble resisting flowing human blood. The scent affects them as it does sharks; they can go into a feeding frenzy. For this reason, vampires tend to not hunt in packs. During the irrational frenzy, members of a coven are likely to turn on one another in competition for the blood. The taste of human blood makes it even harder for the vampire to resist. It is nearly impossible for a vampire to not drain the human — thus killing him or her — once the vampire has tasted blood. Only vampires with a great deal of self-control are able to remain focused enough to bite a human and then let him live long enough for the venom to effect the change.

SINGERS:

There is another factor that can complicate this process for the vampire. The smell of each human is different, and certain humans can smell more appetizing than is usual to vampires.

The more appealing any human‘s scent (and taste) is to a vampire, the more difficult it will be for that vampire to bite the human and still leave him alive.

Infrequently, a specific human will smell nearly irresistible to a specific vampire. That human is known as a ―singer‖ among vampires, because his or her blood ―sings‖ for the vampire in question. Singers are individual phenomena; a person whose blood sings for one vampire will not have the same effect on all vampires. While there are some humans whose scents are more appealing to vampires in general, that appeal does not reach the level of a singer. Singers are considered by most vampires to be a great find, the drinking of whose blood is an experience to be savored.

VAMPIRE HISTORY

The oldest known vampire history is that of the Romanian coven (named for the location in which they originated, which would later be known as Romania), the most powerful coven during the time before 400 A.D. Their power resulted from their numbers; the Romanians were the first to expand their single coven beyond the normal two or three vampires. They had to cooperate in a way unusual to vampires to accomplish this (see ―The Transformation Process‖ for information about feeding frenzies), but their self-control extended only to their fellow vampires. The Romanian coven made no secret of its existence and both preyed on and enslaved humans indiscriminately. The Romanians were overthrown by the Volturi coven between 400 and 500 A.D.

The Volturi coven originated in Greece during the Mycenaean Era. It began with three original members — Aro, Caius, and Marcus — and then grew to a core of six as the members found romantic partners: Sulpicia, Athenodora, and Didyme. Ambition was their bonding element, much the same as with the Romanians. The Volturi actively recruited gifted humans into their coven. Eventually, using the basic argument that vampires should conform to simple laws of mutual convenience, the Volturi launched a successful war against the Romanians, who would not conform to these laws. The Volturi hunted the Romanians until there were only two survivors of the original coven, Stefan and Vladimir.

The Volturi coven is both the largest and easily the most talented group of vampires in existence.

The Volturi preserved ruling status over the years through coven strength and a policy of general noninterference. The Volturi coven is both the largest and easily the most talented group of vampires in existence, but they could still be overthrown if they gave the other vampires of the world a reason to unite against them. For this reason, the Volturi do not get involved with other vampires frequently, and act against other covens only when there is a complaint that could negatively affect other vampires. Consequently, they are commonly perceived by vampirekind as a positive force.

There are very few vampires alive who predate the Volturi. Most have been born into a world where the laws constructed by the Volturi are an accepted fact of life. This protects the Volturi from the realization that their laws are merely an excuse to exert control over the vampire world.

THE SOUTHERN WARS:

One notable event during the modern rule of the Volturi was the war that engulfed most of the southern part of North America during the early 1800s. Precipitated by a vampire known as Benito, the conflict began when Benito created a small army of newborns in order to conquer the older covens that controlled the majority of what is now Mexico and Texas. His tactic was so successful that most covens in the area created their own armies of newborns to defend against him and the other covens that were also reacting. The resulting disappearance and death toll was so alarming to the humans in the area that supernatural causes were suspected and reported (though the epidemic was later blamed on cholera). The Volturi eventually descended in force on the area and exterminated every coven that had experimented in the creation of newborn armies.

VAMPIRE LAW

The basic law of the vampire world is that all vampires must protect the secret of their existence. This affects vampire life in a variety of ways. Vampires must be circumspect enough in their hunting and behavior that humans do not become aware of them. Or, if a human were to become aware, the vampire at fault would be responsible for silencing that human. Neither of these is a particularly difficult task.

As long as a vampire‘s interaction with humans does not garner wide attention, there is no consequence to the vampire. Many vampires have relationships with humans to varying degrees, and as long as these stay within boundaries, the Volturi are not aware. However, if something suspicious — something that might indicate the existence of vampires — was known widely enough to appear in the human news, or even in human fiction, the Volturi would hunt the rumor to its source.

TEACHING THE LAW:

Vampire laws are not written down; to write them would in itself be an infraction.

Vampire laws are passed by word of mouth from creator to newborn, and each creator is responsible for the behavior of his creation. If a newborn is abandoned by his creator (a rare occurrence, given the difficulty of creating a new vampire), the newborn, though ignorant of the law, is still punishable for any rash acts.

IMMORTAL CHILDREN:

Sometimes group behavior will bring on a stronger response from the Volturi. The Southern Wars are one example. Another example would be the outlawing of immortal children.

Immortal children were humans who had been transformed into vampires at a very early age. There was no absolute age limit set as to what constituted an immortal child; it was a subjective definition, based on the child‘s ability to behave himself in a way consistent with vampire law.

Like all vampires, immortal children were frozen at the mental and physical age at which they were transformed. Post-transformation, these small children continued to exhibit childish behaviors, including impulsive acts, tantrums, irresponsible activities, and a general lack of circumspection. These behaviors were incompatible with the law of secrecy, and immortal children often attracted the notice of humans.

Another aspect of immortal children was their appeal; they were both beautiful and endearing. Covens were utterly devoted to their immortal children, and would protect them at all costs.

The Volturi found themselves punishing individual covens for the behavior of their immortal children with a much greater frequency than other occurrences of lawlessness. Because of the devotion inspired by immortal children, the Volturi were forced to destroy full covens in order to destroy an immortal child. After some study into the matter, the Volturi decreed that immortal children were not capable of following the law, and therefore it was no longer legal to create an immortal child. Anyone responsible for creating such a child would be destroyed whether that child had broken the law or not.

The Volturi continued to experiment with and study immortal children for centuries, but has never reversed its decision.

―The only time I really did any research on vampires was when the character Bella did research on vampires. Because I was creating my own world, I didn‘t want to find out just how many rules I was breaking.‖ —Stephenie

VAMPIRE MYTHS

There are many myths about vampires, most of them created and put into circulation by the Volturi. Their purpose is to disguise the existence of vampires behind stories that could never be proven to have a basis in truth — and to make it possible for a vampire to easily ―prove‖ that he is not a vampire to a human who believes the myths (by touching a cross or standing in front of a mirror, for example). Additionally, these myths give humans a sense of control over the supernatural. Though vampires are never in any danger from humans, the Volturi contend that human ignorance makes hunting more convenient for all.

MYTHS CIRCULATED BY THE VOLTURI INCLUDE:

Vampires are burned by the sun.

Vampires are always unconscious during daylight hours.

Vampires have no reflection.

Vampires can be harmed by crosses, holy water, and garlic.

Vampires have visible fangs.

Vampires can assume the form of a bat.

Vampires must have permission to enter a house.

Vampires can be killed by a wooden stake stabbed into their hearts.

TRUTHS THE VOLTURI WERE ABLE TO ERADICATE OVER TIME: Vampires have red or black eyes (gold wasn‘t a known option at the time).

Vampires reflect sunlight prismatically.

Vampires never sleep.

Vampires are nearly indestructible.

TRUTHS THE VOLTURI WERE NOT ABLE TO QUASH:

Vampires are flammable.

Vampires are pale.

Vampires drink blood.

Vampires are beautiful.

Vampires are immortal.

One benefit of the surviving truths is that there are humans who actually seek out vampires in an attempt to gain beauty or immortality. This benefits the Volturi when they want a human front as a façade.

VAMPIRE LIFESTYLES AND PSYCHOLOGY

Though there are a range of vampire lifestyles, the most common is nomadic. The majority of vampires move frequently, never settling permanently in one place. This pattern is partly an attempt to hide from the notice of humans. If too many humans disappear from one area, suspicion might be aroused and the Volturi might take notice. Also, if a vampire interacts regularly with humans, eventually the humans will notice that the vampire isn‘t aging. Another aspect is boredom. Vampire lives are so long that many keep up a continuous search for novelty.

A few covens are exceptions to this rule, and maintain semipermanent or permanent homes. Doing this requires a great deal of subterfuge — if the coven wants to avoid suspicion and keep the Volturi from becoming involved — and most vampires don‘t care for the hassle.

BONDING FACTORS:

Most commonly, a coven is made up of two members. One feature of the unchanging nature of vampires is that they mate for life. Once they fall in love, that feeling never fades. As a general rule, only the bond between mates is strong enough to survive the competitive drive for blood. Larger covens are less stable, and usually end because of internal violence.

The second bonding force, and one that is — unlike romantic love — able to keep a large coven stable, is ambition. Vampires are competitive by nature, and some vampires have been able to evolve this competitive disposition into a greater cause capable of uniting many individuals into a secure whole. The pursuit of power is that bonding cause for vampires. The Romanians were the first to do this successfully for a significant length of time.

The third, and rarest, bonding force is the vampire conscience. Very few vampires are born with or develop a value for human life. The consumption of human blood is such a known aspect of vampire life that few ever question it; the driving thirst for human blood seems irresistible. However, those who do learn to value human life in spite of this reality are able to subsist on animal blood. Vampires who live this way are sometimes referred to as ―vegetarians.‖

Animal blood is unappealing to vampires, and thus a difficult diet to maintain. Those who make the sacrifice, though, experience related benefits. In the absence of human blood, the competitive drive disappears. Vampires are able to form bonds of love in addition to the bond between mates.

The weak coven alliance is replaced by a strong, family-style union.

VENGEANCE:

Another prevalent vampire trait, along with strong romantic bonds and the intense competitive streak, is that of a vengeful nature. Related again to their unchanging state, vampires are not forgiving; they do not move past an insult or injury. The most common example of vampire vengeance is the aftermath of the loss of a mate. When a vampire loses his mate, he never recovers from it. He cannot rest until the party responsible (usually another vampire, given the strength necessary to destroy a vampire) is eradicated. Centuries can pass without lessening the ferocity of his need for vengeance.

VAMPIRE HYBRIDS

The biological passing of vampire traits is one of the least common exceptions to normal vampire life. Out of the thousands of vampires on the planet, there are only five known hybrids in existence, and these five all originated from only two sources.

Male vampires do have the capacity to pass on genetic material with a human female partner. However, it is beyond the ability of most vampires to be so close to a human physically and still resist the lure of her blood. Also, vampires are so much stronger than humans that any loss of self-control at such close proximity can quickly lead to mortal injury to the human.

Female vampires still carry ova similar to human ova, but the unchanging state of their bodies results in a total absence of a reproductive cycle. Even if the female vampire could somehow continue this cycle, her frozen body would be unable to grow and change to accommodate a growing and changing fetus.

One hybrid, Renesmee Cullen, was created by accident as the result of a rare romantic bonding between a vampire and a human. The other four hybrids, Nahuel and his three sisters, were all purposely created as an experiment by a vampire named Joham.

Vampire hybrids have both vampire and human traits. They are much stronger and faster than humans, with sharper senses, but not as strong, fast, or sharp as a pure vampire. They are strong enough, however, that human females are rarely able to survive the gestation period. The movement of a hybrid fetus causes extreme injury to the more fragile mother. If the gestation is survived, the birth is not. The usual method of delivery for a hybrid is for the hybrid to make her own escape from the womb. The hybrid must utilize her teeth, which have more in common with vampire teeth than human teeth, to pierce the amniotic sac — a membrane nearly as durable as vampire skin. This is too traumatic to the human body to be survived. Only the introduction of vampire venom to the mother‘s system can heal the injuries incurred; only one mother has ever survived to become a vampire.

Like the amniotic sac, a hybrid‘s skin is almost as durable as her vampire parent‘s skin, but it does not have the same prismatic reaction to sunlight. Hybrids can also have supernatural abilities, though not all do. Like humans, hybrids have a circulatory system and are warm-blooded. They can eat solid food, but generally find blood more appealing. They also sleep.

Their irises come in the usual range of human colors, and do not change in response to diet. In the first few years of their lives, hybrids grow and change like humans do, though at an extremely accelerated pace. After roughly seven years, the hybrid reaches physical adulthood and settles into the same unchanging state and conditional immortality that vampires enjoy. The hybrid mind develops much faster than the physical body; a hybrid has the mental capacity of an adult human by the time of her birth. Hybrids learn quickly to communicate with their caretakers, picking up their first language mere weeks after birth. This capacity for physical and mental maturation is what sets the hybrid apart from the immortal child.

The Cullen Coven

The Cullen coven, one of the largest stable vampire covens, is also one of the few that does not drink human blood. The Cullens call themselves ―vegetarians‖ because they instead choose to drink the blood of animals, putting more value on human life than do most of their peers. They consider the Denali clan their cousins, as that coven shares a similar philosophy.

Abstaining from human prey takes the competitive aspect out of the hunt, and as a result they are able to form stronger family bonds than traditional vampires.

The Cullens prefer to stay in one place as long as possible, choosing cloudy climates where they can go outside during the day without revealing their inhuman nature. But after six or seven years in one location, they are usually forced to move on, before their lack of aging is noticed. They own several residences so that they can return to places they have especially enjoyed — but only after enough time has passed that they won‘t be recognized as the same people who once lived there.

Each member of the coven maintains several well-tended identities, complete with the documents to support them, which allows the Cullens to establish themselves in new locations as necessary.

Each time the Cullens move, the relationships they claim to share with one another may shift, too.

Each time the Cullens move, the relationships they claim to share with one another may shift, too. In one place, two members might pose as father and adopted son; in another, brothers, or uncle and nephew. Regardless, the bonds of love and respect between members of the coven are immutable.

The Cullen family began when Carlisle transformed Edward. They then traveled across the United States together, gradually adding other members to the coven. The family is currently made up of eight vampires — four of whom have supernatural abilities beyond those of a normal vampire — and a vampire hybrid, who also has psychic gifts.

―AND THEN, AFTER A FEW MILES, THERE WAS SOME THINNING OF THE

WOODS, AND WE WERE SUDDENLY IN A SMALL MEADOW, OR WAS IT

ACTUALLY A LAWN? THE GLOOM OF THE FOREST DIDN‘T RELENT, THOUGH, FOR THERE WERE SIX PRIMORDIAL CEDARS THAT SHADED AN ENTIRE ACRE

WITH THEIR VAST SWEEP OF BRANCHES. THE TREES HELD THEIR

PROTECTING SHADOW RIGHT UP TO THE WALLS OF THE HOUSE THAT ROSE

AMONG THEM, MAKING OBSOLETE THE DEEP PORCH THAT WRAPPED

AROUND THE FIRST STORY.‖

— Bella, on her first impressions of the Cullen grounds (Twilight, Chapter 15)

NAME: Carlisle Cullen

DATE OF BIRTH: circa 1640

DATE OF TRANSFORMATION: 1663, at approximately age 23

SOURCE OF TRANSFORMATION: An ancient vampire living in the sewers of London

PLACE OF ORIGIN: London, England

HAIR COLOR: Blond

EYE COLOR: Blue (human); gold/black (vampire)

HEIGHT: 6‘2‖

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: Carlisle has a well-toned medium frame, collar-length hair, and movie-star good looks. He has a slight English accent from his youth, although he can speak with a flawless American accent.

SPECIAL ABILITIES: He does not possess a quantifiable supernatural ability.

EDUCATION/OCCUPATION: He has attended many universities, both as a student and as a professor. He has studied a variety of subjects, ranging from science to music, and typically works as a doctor.

HOBBIES: He collects art and books.

VEHICLE: A black Mercedes S55 AMG

FAMILY/COVEN RELATIONSHIPS: He is married to Esme Cullen and considers Edward Cullen, Rosalie Hale, Emmett Cullen, Alice Cullen, and Jasper Hale his children; Bella Cullen his daughter-in-law; and Renesmee Cullen his granddaughter.

PERSONAL HISTORY:

Carlisle‘s father was his only family. His mother died giving birth to him, and he had no siblings.

An Anglican pastor, Carlisle‘s father was a crusader against evil, leading hunts through London and the surrounding areas for witches, werewolves, and vampires. Self-righteous and compassionless, Carlisle‘s father caused many innocent people to be burned.

When he grew too old, he put Carlisle in charge of these raids. However, Carlisle had a very different temperament. He was not as quick to see evil where there was none. He was smart and persistent, though, and he eventually discovered an actual coven of vampires living in the sewers. He gathered a group of hunters and they waited for darkness to fall, suspecting that this was when the vampires would come out.

When a thirsty vampire did emerge, he attacked the hunters. Two were killed and Carlisle was wounded. Knowing that anything infected by the monster would be burned, Carlisle hid himself in a nearby cellar. During the transformation he never cried out, despite the agony he felt. When it was finally over and he realized what he had become, he was horror-struck. He tried to destroy himself by jumping from great heights and attempting to drown himself. When these methods didn‘t work, he tried to starve himself to death.

A newborn vampire‘s thirst is overwhelming, but Carlisle found the strength to resist.

Months passed, and Carlisle, filled with self-loathing, kept to the loneliest places he could find, places where he wouldn‘t stumble across a human. He understood his willpower was weakening.

One night a herd of deer passed by and, crazed with thirst, Carlisle attacked without thinking. After feeding, he felt his strength and sense of self return, and he realized he could live without killing human beings. He would feed on animals, just as he always had, drinking their blood now instead of eating their flesh.

Knowing that his father would hate him no matter how he lived his new life, Carlisle never returned home. He watched his father a few times from a distance but never made contact.

Carlisle had always been eager to learn, and now he had unlimited time. By night he studied music, science, and medicine in the universities of Europe. During his travels Carlisle encountered others of his kind. Most vampires Carlisle crossed paths with responded to his natural amicability; in this way he is a novelty among vampires.

The vampires of this coven were very different from the sewer-dwellers of London. They were refined and cultured, and Carlisle admired their civility.

While studying in Italy in the early 1700s, Carlisle was discovered by the Volturi, an ancient coven of vampires founded by Aro, Caius, and Marcus. The vampires of this coven were very different from the sewer-dwellers of London. They were refined and cultured, and Carlisle admired their civility. But Aro, Caius, and Marcus never stopped trying to change Carlisle‘s aversion to what they called his ―natural food source,‖ and Carlisle never stopped trying to persuade them of the value of his pro-human philosophy. Over time, a legend formed among the humans in Italy of a stregoni benefici, or ―good vampire,‖ who was the avowed enemy of evil vampires, though Carlisle was always on friendly terms with the Volturi. After about two decades in Italy, Carlisle decided to travel to the New World. He was growing increasingly lonely and longed to find other vampires who believed there was a life for them that didn‘t involve murder.

When Carlisle reached America, things didn‘t change for him the way he‘d hoped. He didn‘t find other vampires like him. He was, however, able to begin a career in medicine. He felt that by saving human lives he could compensate in some measure for the existence of vampires.

Carlisle couldn‘t risk more than a cordial acquaintance with his coworkers, for fear of exposing what he was, and his enforced solitude and lack of intimacy pained him. So he began to deliberate creating a companion. However, he was reluctant to steal a life the way his had been stolen.

The goodness and purity in Edward‘s face finally convinced Carlisle to take action.

For decades he debated with himself about whether or not it was right to doom another to the life of a vampire. The plea of a dying woman, Elizabeth Masen, helped him make his decision. In 1918, Carlisle was working nights at a hospital in Chicago as an epidemic of Spanish influenza raged through the city. Elizabeth‘s husband died in the first wave of the epidemic, but Elizabeth and her teenage son, Edward, managed to stay alive for a while longer. Carlisle was with Elizabeth on her last night. She begged him to save her son, intuiting that Carlisle was more than what he seemed. She died less than an hour later. Her son lay in the room with her, his own death imminent. The goodness and purity in Edward‘s face finally convinced Carlisle to take action. Carlisle bit Edward, effecting his transformation.

―CARLISLE FOUND ME IN A HOSPITAL IN THE SUMMER OF 1918. I WAS

SEVENTEEN, AND DYING OF THE SPANISH INFLUENZA.‖

— Edward (Twilight, Chapter 14)

Both Carlisle and Edward were surprised to discover Edward‘s ability to read minds, but due to his experience with the Volturi, Carlisle quickly understood the phenomenon.

Carlisle and Edward began traveling together, using the cover story that Edward was the younger brother of Carlisle‘s late wife. In 1921, they moved to Ashland, Wisconsin, and there the Cullen coven gained another member. While working in a local hospital, Carlisle was called to the bedside of a young woman grievously injured in a suicide attempt. Carlisle was surprised to recognize Esme Evenson, whom he had treated for a broken leg about ten years earlier, when she was a teenager. It was almost impossible for him to believe that that vivacious, beautiful girl had come to this tragic end. Carlisle knew he could not save her life through conventional methods.

Influenced by his memory of the happy girl Esme had been, Carlisle bit the dying woman and took her to the home he shared with Edward to wait for the transformation to be complete.

When it was over, Carlisle apologized for what he had done, but Esme was not unhappy with the situation. She remembered their first meeting, too, and had always considered Carlisle her ideal of a gentleman. Carlisle and Esme soon fell in love and were married.

The coven‘s cover story now changed: Edward began to be introduced as Esme‘s brother.

In many ways, however, Edward regarded Carlisle as his father and Esme as his mother. Carlisle now had more than the companion he‘d longed for; he had a family.

Carlisle wasn‘t expecting the coven to get any bigger, but one night while on his way to work at a hospital in Rochester, New York, he discovered the nearly lifeless body of Rosalie Hale lying in the road. She had been beaten, sexually assaulted, and left for dead. Struck by the waste of a beautiful young life, Carlisle brought Rosalie home and transformed her, hoping in the back of his mind that one day she might be a companion for Edward.

Two years later, Rosalie had only reluctantly assimilated to vampire life. The relationship Carlisle had hoped would spark between her and Edward hadn‘t happened. So when Rosalie carried the dying Emmett McCarty to Carlisle and begged Carlisle to change him, Carlisle did as she asked. Rosalie wanted a companion of her choosing, and Carlisle felt he could make amends to her in this way.

At this point Carlisle and his family moved to Washington State, west of the Olympic Peninsula. To his surprise, he discovered a local Native American tribe who had the ability to transform into wolves. The Quileutes had previous experience with vampires, whom they called the cold ones, and they considered it their sacred duty to protect humans from them.

Unwilling to harm the werewolves, Carlisle brokered a treaty with the leader of the pack, Ephraim Black, utilizing Edward‘s mind-reading abilities to communicate. The treaty established boundary lines for both the Cullens and the Quileutes. The Cullens agreed never to hurt a human, which included never transforming a human into a vampire, since the Quileutes considered transformation the same as killing. Both the vampires and the werewolves promised to keep the true nature of the other secret from humans.

The family continued to move when necessary, and in Denali, Alaska, Carlisle found what he‘d been looking for when he set off for America — a coven of vampires who shared his philosophy and drank only animal blood. The two covens ended up close friends, viewing each other as extended family.

The Cullen family grew when they were joined by Alice Brandon and Jasper Whitlock, who had been traveling together as a couple. Since the family was now quite large, a new cover story was devised. Edward, Alice, and Emmett were now said to be the adopted children of Carlisle and Esme. Jasper and Rosalie, who looked alike, were passed off as Esme‘s twin orphaned cousins.

Eventually, the Cullen family returned to Washington State, this time to Forks, somewhat north of their previous location. Carlisle took a job at Forks Hospital and became well regarded in the community as a doctor and a citizen.

FAMOUS QUOTES

“I look at my… son. His strength, his goodness, the brightness that shines out of him…

How could there not be more for one such as Edward?” New Moon, Chapter 2

“I‟ve never been to veterinarian school.” Eclipse, Chapter 25

“I can imagine what you think of me for that. But I can‟t ignore her will. It wouldn‟t be right to make such a choice for her, to force her.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 12

“She hasn‟t gone for his throat even once.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 22

“It‟s an interesting twist. Like she‟s doing the exact opposite of what you can.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 34

NAME: Edward Anthony Masen Cullen

DATE OF BIRTH: June 20, 1901

DATE OF TRANSFORMATION: 1918, at age 17

SOURCE OF TRANSFORMATION: Carlisle Cullen

PLACE OF ORIGIN: Chicago, Illinois

HAIR COLOR: Bronze

EYE COLOR: Green (human); gold/black (vampire)

HEIGHT: 6‘2‖

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: Edward is thin and lanky but muscular. He has untidy bronze hair and boyish looks.

SPECIAL ABILITIES: He can read the thoughts of anyone in close proximity to him, with the exception of Bella Cullen.

EDUCATION/OCCUPATION: He has two medical degrees but has never worked as a doctor. His other graduate degrees are in literature, mathematics, law, mechanical engineering, several languages, art history, and international business. Edward owns his family‘s house in Chicago, and about every fifty years or so, he ―inherits‖ his family fortune from himself.

HOBBIES: He loves music — he plays a variety of instruments, sings, and has an extensive vinyl and CD collection. He also enjoys collecting cars.

VEHICLES: A silver Volvo S60R and a silver Aston Martin V12 Vanquish FAMILY/COVEN RELATIONSHIPS: He is married to Bella Cullen and has a daughter, Renesmee Cullen. He is the natural son of Edward and Elizabeth Masen, and the

―adopted‖ son of Carlisle and Esme Cullen. He thinks of himself as a brother to Alice and Emmett Cullen, as well as to Rosalie and Jasper Hale.

PERSONAL HISTORY:

Edward was born to Edward and Elizabeth Masen on June 20, 1901. He was their only child. His father, a successful lawyer, provided Edward with many advantages, including music lessons and the opportunity to attend private school; however, although his father provided for Edward in material ways, he was emotionally distant and often away from home on business.

This absence was made up for by Edward‘s close relationship with his mother; he was the center of her life.

Edward excelled at his studies and became an accomplished pianist. As he grew older, Edward became enamored of the life of a soldier. World War I raged during most of his adolescence, and Edward dreamed of the day he could join the battle. His mother‘s greatest fear was that she would lose Edward in the war. Every night she prayed that it would end before her only son turned eighteen and was old enough to enlist.

Nine months before his eighteenth birthday, the Spanish influenza hit Chicago, infecting all of Edward‘s family. Gravely ill, they were treated in the hospital where Dr. Carlisle Cullen worked. Edward‘s father quickly succumbed to the disease. On her deathbed and fearing for her son‘s life, Elizabeth Masen begged Dr. Cullen to do what was necessary to save her son.

Somehow she seemed to know Dr. Cullen had a supernatural means to save Edward.

―Unfortunately Edward isn‘t based on anybody — he is all imagination and wishing.

I think his allure is partially due to his old-fashioned manners. He‘s a gentleman, and those are hard to come by these days.‖ —Stephenie

Moved by Elizabeth Masen‘s plea and having already thoroughly considered the idea of creating a companion, Carlisle took Edward from the hospital late that night, carrying the unconscious boy to his home. There Edward became the first human Carlisle changed into a vampire.

―AND THEN HIS FINGERS FLOWED SWIFTLY ACROSS THE IVORY, AND

THE ROOM WAS FILLED WITH A COMPOSITION SO COMPLEX, SO

LUXURIANT, IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO BELIEVE ONLY ONE SET OF HANDS

PLAYED.‖

— Bella, on Edward (Twilight, Chapter 15)

Edward formed a deep bond with Carlisle, who became a father to him, gaining Edward‘s trust and love the way his natural father never had. It was Carlisle who first realized that Edward possessed mind-reading abilities; he noticed Edward answering questions that Carlisle had not asked aloud. Edward had always had a knack for reading people; after his transformation, this ability blossomed into a true psychic talent.

Edward‘s new family gained a member when Carlisle transformed Esme to save her life after her suicide attempt. Edward was still young enough to appreciate a mother‘s care, and Esme gave it to him. Edward grew to love his new ―father‖ and ―mother.‖ But as much as he respected Carlisle‘s ideals and valued Esme‘s gentleness and tenderness, he couldn‘t help questioning what it meant to be a vampire.

After almost a decade of living with Carlisle, Edward decided to leave his new parents and experience an alternate style of vampire life. He began drinking human blood instead of animal blood. Rather than become a true villain in his own estimation, he became a vigilante.

Edward used his mind-reading abilities to target serious criminals as his victims — murderers, rapists, abusers, pedophiles, and the like. For his first victim, he tracked down Charles Evenson, Esme‘s abusive ex-husband. In the end, though, he couldn‘t accept taking so many human lives, no matter the justification, and in 1931 he returned home to Carlisle and Esme and their way of life.

―I like that Edward‘s not so clean-cut, that he has a dark side, that he‘s doing things that are not clearly legal or illegal.‖ —Stephenie Edward knew from hearing their thoughts that Carlisle and Esme were sometimes concerned that he had no romantic love in his life. When Carlisle transformed Rosalie Hale and brought her into the family in 1933, Edward knew that Carlisle and Esme hoped she and Edward would become a couple. But as stunningly beautiful as Rosalie was physically, Edward was not attracted to her somewhat shallow and self-absorbed mind. The feeling was mutual. Edward and Rosalie always treated each other as brother and sister, and were not always on the best of terms.

When the Cullen family lived in Alaska, Edward had another opportunity to find romance, this time with Tanya, the leader of the Denali coven, a group that also practiced a

―vegetarian‖ lifestyle. Though Tanya was interested in Edward, he did not return that interest. It wasn‘t until the Cullen family returned to Forks in 2003 that anyone captured Edward‘s attention. There Edward met a human girl named Bella Swan. Bella was markedly different from every other person he‘d ever met in two impossible-to-overlook ways: First, her blood ―sang‖ for him the way no other human‘s had; second, her mind was the first he‘d encountered that was entirely closed to his mind-reading abilities.

FAMOUS QUOTES

“On the contrary, I find you very difficult to read.” Twilight, Chapter 2

“No blood, no foul.” Twilight, Chapter 3

“What if I‟m not a superhero? What if I‟m the bad guy?” Twilight, Chapter 5

“Honestly — I‟ve seen corpses with better color. I was concerned that I might have to avenge your murder.” Twilight, Chapter 5

“I‟ve decided that as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly.”

Twilight, Chapter 5

“Your number was up the first time I met you.” Twilight, Chapter 8

“You aren‟t concerned about my diet?” Twilight, Chapter 9

“Hadn‟t you noticed? I‟m breaking all the rules now.” Twilight, Chapter 10

―Be safe.‖ Twilight, Chapter 12

“Yes, you are exactly my brand of heroin.” Twilight, Chapter 13

“I may not be a human, but I am a man.” Twilight, Chapter 14

“It will be as if I‟d never existed.” New Moon, Chapter 3

“Amazing. Carlisle was right.” New Moon, Chapter 20

“Marry me first.” New Moon, Chapter 24

“Well, I‟m nearly a hundred and ten. It‟s time I settled down.” New Moon, Chapter 24

“I was all braced for the wrath that was going to put grizzlies to shame, and this is what I get? I should infuriate you more often.” Eclipse, Chapter 8

“I was that boy, who would have — as soon as I discovered that you were what I was looking for — gotten down on one knee and endeavored to secure your hand. I would have wanted you for eternity, even when the word didn‟t have quite the same connotations.” Eclipse, Chapter 12

“The way you regard me is ludicrous.” Eclipse, Chapter 19

“Would you please stop trying to take your clothes off?” Eclipse, Chapter 20

“I lived through an entire twenty-four hours thinking that you were dead, Bella. That changed the way I look at a lot of things.” Eclipse, Chapter 21

“But if I had been able to take your place last night, it would not have made the top ten of the best nights of my life. Dream about that.” Eclipse, Chapter 23

“I just beheaded and dismembered a sentient creature not twenty yards from you. That doesn‟t bother you?” Eclipse, Chapter 25

“I love you. I want you. Right now.” Eclipse, Chapter 27

“You‟re awfully small to be so hugely irritating.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 4

“I‟m not ready for you to kill me yet, Jacob Black. You‟ll have to have a little patience.”

Breaking Dawn, Chapter 9

“Even you, Jacob Black, cannot hate me as much as I hate myself.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 9

“I am truly sorry for the pain this causes you, Jacob. Though you hate me, I must admit that I don‟t feel the same about you. I think of you as a… a brother in many ways. A comrade in arms, at the very least. I regret your suffering more than you realize. But Bella is going to survive and I know that‟s what really matters to you.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 17

“Now it‟s your turn to not break me .” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 20

“It goes against the grain, letting you wrestle with lions. I was having an anxiety attack the whole time.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 21

“Maybe I‟m hoping she‟ll get irritated and rip your head off.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 22

“I am her father. Not her creator — her biological father.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 30

“Don‟t be sad for him. He‟s happy now. Today, he‟s finally begun to forgive himself.”

Breaking Dawn, Chapter 39

―THIS IS ISLE ESME…. A GIFT FROM CARLISLE — ESME OFFERED TO

LET US BORROW IT.‖

— Edward, to Bella (Breaking Dawn, Chapter 5)

NAME: Esme Anne Platt Evenson Cullen

DATE OF BIRTH: 1895

DATE OF TRANSFORMATION: 1921, at age 26

SOURCE OF TRANSFORMATION: Carlisle Cullen

PLACE OF ORIGIN: Columbus, Ohio

HAIR COLOR: Caramel brown

EYE COLOR: Brown (human); gold/black (vampire)

HEIGHT: 5‘6‖

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: Esme has a heart-shaped face. Her body is small and slender, but curvy.

SPECIAL ABILITIES: She does not possess a quantifiable supernatural ability.

EDUCATION/OCCUPATION: She has degrees in architecture and art, and has also studied photography.

HOBBIES: She loves to restore old houses.

VEHICLE: None; she borrows one of her family members‘ cars whenever she needs a vehicle.

FAMILY/COVEN RELATIONSHIPS: Before her transformation, she was married to Charles Evenson and had a son who died shortly after birth. She is currently married to Carlisle and considers Edward Cullen, Rosalie Hale, Emmett Cullen, Alice Cullen, and Jasper Hale her children; Bella Cullen her daughter-in-law; and Renesmee Cullen her granddaughter.

PERSONAL HISTORY:

Esme Anne Platt grew up on a farm outside of Columbus, Ohio. As a child, she lived a happy life, although in her teen years she found it hard to conform to the behavior that was expected of a respectable young lady at the time.

Although she mentioned it to no one at the time, meeting Carlisle affected her deeply.

In 1911, Esme fell and broke her leg while climbing a tree. The local doctor was away, and she ended up being treated by Dr. Carlisle Cullen. Although she mentioned it to no one at the time, meeting Carlisle affected her deeply. He was unlike anyone she had ever met — genuinely thoughtful, and truly interested in what she had to say. Unfortunately, he was in town only briefly and soon left, but she never forgot him.

Esme‘s friends began to marry, and before long she was the only one still unwed. Esme wanted to fall in love herself, but she never found anyone who measured up to her memory of Carlisle. Esme tried to persuade her father to allow her to pursue a teaching position in the West, but he didn‘t think it was respectable for a lady to live alone in the wilds. Instead, her father pressured her to accept the son of a family friend who wanted to marry her. Several years Esme‘s senior, Charles Evenson had good prospects. Esme was indifferent to Charles, but not opposed to him, so she agreed to the marriage to please her father.

Esme quickly discovered that the marriage was a mistake; Charles‘s public face was very different from his private one. He physically abused her. Her parents rejected her plea for asylum; they counseled her to be a ―good wife‖ and keep quiet. When Charles left to fight in World War I, it was an enormous relief. When he returned unscathed in 1919, it was a nightmare.

Soon after his return, Esme became pregnant. The baby was Esme‘s motivation to escape — she would not bring a child into Charles‘s home. Esme ran away and went to stay with a cousin in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. When her husband discovered her whereabouts, she fled to

Ashland, Wisconsin, where she posed as a war widow. In order to support herself, Esme pursued her old dream of being a schoolteacher.

Esme began building a life for herself and her baby. She loved the unborn child more than her own life. But two days after her son was born, he died of lung fever. Feeling as if she had lost everything, Esme walked to a cliff outside of town and jumped.

ESME‘S CHILDHOOD HOME IN COLUMBUS, OHIO, IN THE EARLY 1900S

Esme regained consciousness in excruciating pain. Despite the pain, Esme was amazed to see Carlisle again, not sure if she was in heaven or hell. When the transformation was over, Carlisle explained that he‘d turned her into a vampire in order to save her life. Esme was not as upset as he had expected. Adjusting to her new vampire nature had its challenges, and there were times when the call of human blood was too strong for her to resist; still, she was happy to be with the man she‘d always idolized. Her youthful crush transitioned easily into full-fledged love.

Before long, Carlisle and Esme married. She never lost her maternal instincts, and as the oldest of the Cullens, she automatically fell into a mothering role with Edward and, later, the other members of the family.

FAMOUS QUOTES

“Well, I do think of them as my children in most ways. I never could get over my mothering instincts — did Edward tell you I had lost a child?” Twilight, Chapter 17

“He‟s been the odd man out for far too long; it‟s hurt me to see him alone.” Twilight, Chapter 17

“I prefer to referee — I like keeping them honest.” Twilight, Chapter 17

“We‟d never allow anything to happen to you, sweetheart.” Eclipse, Chapter 4

―They ended up being vampires in the way they are because I have strong opinions on free will. No matter what position you‘re in, you always have a choice. So I had these characters who were in a position where traditionally they would have been the bad guys,but, instead, they chose to be something different — a theme that has always been importantto me.‖ —Stephenie

NAME: Rosalie Lillian Hale

DATE OF BIRTH: 1915

DATE OF TRANSFORMATION: Late 1933, at age 18

SOURCE OF TRANSFORMATION: Carlisle Cullen

PLACE OF ORIGIN: Rochester, New York

HAIR COLOR: Golden blond

EYE COLOR: Dark blue, almost violet (human); gold/black (vampire) HEIGHT: 5‘9‖

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: Rosalie has strikingly beautiful features and a stunning, statuesque physique. Her wavy blond hair falls halfway down her back.

SPECIAL ABILITIES: She does not possess a quantifiable supernatural ability.

EDUCATION/OCCUPATION: She has earned degrees in electrical engineering, business, and astrophysics, and has studied medicine (the last as a favor to Carlisle, to help keep him up-to-date with the latest advances).

HOBBIES: She enjoys enhancing cars and doing anything mechanical.

VEHICLE: Red BMW M3 convertible

FAMILY/COVEN RELATIONSHIPS: She is married to Emmett Cullen. She considers Carlisle and Esme Cullen to be her parents; Edward Cullen, Alice Cullen, and Jasper Hale to be her siblings; Bella Cullen to be her sister-in-law; and Renesmee Cullen to be her niece. Before her transformation, she grew up with her biological parents and two younger brothers.

PERSONAL HISTORY:

Rosalie Hale was born to a banker and his wife in Rochester, New York. Luckily, the bank her father worked at stayed solvent through the stock-market crash and resulting economic downturn. The Great Depression did not seriously impact Rosalie‘s family the way it did many less fortunate families. Her parents were eager to do better, though — to move in higher social circles. As Rosalie grew and her beauty increased, they hoped her loveliness would open doors for them.

Rosalie enjoyed her parents‘ pride in her looks, her father‘s pleasure in buying her beautiful clothes, her girlfriends‘ envy, and the admiration of every man she passed. The result of all this attention was that Rosalie tended to be self-absorbed and rather shallow, with a focus on the material.

―I WAS THRILLED TO BE ME, TO BE ROSALIE HALE. PLEASED THAT

MEN‘S EYES WATCHED ME… HAPPY THAT MY MOTHER WAS PROUD OF ME

AND THAT MY FATHER LIKED TO BUY ME PRETTY DRESSES.‖

— Rosalie, on her human life (Eclipse, Chapter 7) At eighteen, Rosalie was considered the most beautiful girl in Rochester, and possibly the state of New York. Her family was moderately wealthy and she wanted for nothing. Rosalie envied no one… except for her friend Vera. Vera had a husband who loved her and the most adorable baby boy, Henry. Rosalie longed for a husband and a baby of her own. When Rosalie caught the eye of Royce King II, the son of the richest man in Rochester, she felt that she was on her way to having absolutely everything she‘d ever wanted. Her parents were overjoyed; a whirlwind courtship and plans for an extravagant wedding quickly followed.

One night, a week before the wedding, Rosalie was walking home after a visit with Vera.

A few blocks from her street she heard the drunken laughter of a group of men. A moment later, she realized one of them was Royce. She‘d never seen Royce drunk before, and didn‘t know the dark side of his character. Royce and his friends brutally assaulted and raped Rosalie. Thinking her dead, they abandoned her in the road.

Moments later, Carlisle Cullen found Rosalie and transformed her to save her life. He hoped that Rosalie might make a suitable companion for Edward, but they never viewed each other in that way, though they did come to love each other as brother and sister.

One of the first things Rosalie did as a vampire was to take revenge on Royce and his friends. She hunted her attackers down one by one, saving Royce for last because she wanted him to suffer psychologically from the fear of knowing that something was coming for him. She tortured all of her attackers to death, but she didn‘t drink their blood; she was repulsed by the idea of having any part of them inside her. She and Carlisle (and, later, Bella) are the only vampires in the Cullen clan who have never killed humans for blood.

Though vengeance was satisfying in its way, Rosalie remained deeply unhappy in her vampire life. She missed her human family greatly. More than that, the chance to have what she most longed for — a husband who loved her, a baby of her own — had been taken from her along with her humanity.

Two years later, Rosalie‘s life changed. While the Cullens were living in Tennessee, she discovered a man, Emmett McCarty, being mauled by a bear in the woods. Something about the man reminded Rosalie of her friend Vera‘s young son, and Rosalie didn‘t want him to die. She rescued Emmett and took him to Carlisle. She asked Carlisle to transform him, even though she hated her own vampire existence and knew her request was selfish.

―There are characters that I have to work for a little bit harder, and sort of get down to their motivations. A few of them — Rosalie, for example — were difficult. It took me a while to figure out what her thing was.‖ —Stephenie But Emmett didn‘t see Rosalie as selfish; he fell in love with her, and he easily adapted to vampire life. He and Rosalie soon married — and did so repeatedly over the decades. Rosalie loved being the center of attention as the bride, and Emmett loved making her happy. The two have sometimes lived as a couple apart from the rest of the Cullen family.

FAMOUS QUOTES

“I‟m so very sorry, Bella. I feel wretched about every part of this, and so grateful that you were brave enough to go save my brother after what I did. Please say you‟ll forgive me.”

New Moon, Chapter 22

“It‟s just that… this is not the life I would have chosen for myself. I wish there had been someone there to vote no for me.” New Moon, Chapter 24

“Would you like to hear my story, Bella? It doesn‟t have a happy ending — but which of ours does? If we had happy endings, we‟d all be under gravestones now.” Eclipse, Chapter 7

“Over my pile of ashes.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 10

“Oh, wonderful. I knew I smelled something nasty.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 15

“You. Got. Food. In. My. Hair.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 15

“I‟ll help him toss you, dog. I owe you a good kick in the gut.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 22

NAME: Emmett McCarty Cullen

DATE OF BIRTH: 1915

DATE OF TRANSFORMATION: 1935, at age 20

SOURCE OF TRANSFORMATION: Carlisle Cullen

PLACE OF ORIGIN: Gatlinburg, Tennessee

HAIR COLOR: Dark brown, almost black

EYE COLOR: Blue (human); gold/black (vampire)

HEIGHT: 6‘5‖

PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION: Emmett has an imposing frame; he is both tall and extremely muscular. His hair is curly and nearly black. He has dimples when he smiles, and his face has an innocent quality not often seen in a grown man.

SPECIAL ABILITIES: He does not possess a quantifiable supernatural ability.

EDUCATION/OCCUPATION: He has attended high school and college multiple times. He‘s never finished any particular degree, preferring instead to move quickly from one subject that interests him to the next.

HOBBIES: He loves competitive sports and games, especially anything that involves a physical challenge.

VEHICLE: Red Jeep Wrangler modified for off-roading FAMILY/COVEN RELATIONSHIPS: He is married to Rosalie Hale. He considers Carlisle and Esme Cullen to be his parents; Edward Cullen, Alice Cullen, and Jasper Hale to be his siblings; Bella Cullen to be his sister-in-law; and Renesmee Cullen to be his niece.

PERSONAL HISTORY:

Emmett grew up in the small town of Gatlinburg, Tennessee, part of a large Scotch-Irish family. He had what his parents considered a wild adolescence; never one to worry about consequences, Emmett ran with a wild crowd that drank, gambled, and womanized. Emmett was always a help to his family, however. He was an excellent hunter and woodsman, and always kept the McCartys supplied with game. When he was twenty years old and out on a routine hunting trip in the Smoky Mountains, he was attacked by a large black bear. Emmett was close to losing consciousness when he thought he heard a second bear fighting with the first. He figured they were battling over who would get his corpse.

Then the growling stopped and Emmett felt like he was flying. He managed to open his eyes and saw what he thought was an angel. When the transformation began and the fiery agony spread through his body, he was sure he‘d died and gone to hell.

In his delirium, he‘d seen Rosalie as an angel and Carlisle as God, but in fact they were both vampires — and now he was a vampire, too.

When the pain left him, Emmett learned what had really happened to him. In his delirium, he‘d seen Rosalie as an angel and Carlisle as God, but in fact they were both vampires — and now he was a vampire, too. He took the truth in stride; Emmett was never one to worry about situations outside of his control. He continues to think of Rosalie as his angel.

With his naturally happy nature, Emmett adjusted easily to the idea of being a vampire.

Learning to control himself, however, was a more difficult challenge. In the years just after his transformation, Emmett was often unable to resist human blood. The Cullens were forced to move often until Emmett learned to restrain himself.

―IT WAS ONLY TWO YEARS LATER THAT SHE FOUND EMMETT. SHE

WAS HUNTING — WE WERE IN APPALACHIA AT THE TIME — AND FOUND A BEAR ABOUT TO FINISH HIM OFF. SHE CARRIED HIM BACK TO CARLISLE, MORE THAN A HUNDRED MILES….‖

— Edward, on Rosalie (Twilight, Chapter 14)

He genuinely bonded with all the members of his new family and, aside from his dietary lapses, also made their lives more comfortable. Emmett‘s easygoing nature brought out Edward‘s more optimistic side, and Rosalie became a different person altogether. When Emmett, ever practical, wanted to provide for his human family, Edward gave him a small fortune, which Emmett left in a bag on their doorstep. Even though he knew he could never again be a part of their family, he wanted to ease the burden of losing a strong, hardworking son. After doing what he could for them, he didn‘t look back.

Eventually, Emmett and Rosalie married — and have remarried more than once over the years, because Rosalie enjoys the process and the attention so much. At various times they have lived apart from the rest of the Cullen family as a married couple.

FAMOUS QUOTES

“Hell, yes!” New Moon, Chapter 24

“I‟m really glad Edward didn‟t kill you. Everything‟s so much more fun with you around.” Eclipse, Chapter 4

“Nice to have toddlers guarding the fort.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 11

“Did ya get in a couple of good swipes?” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 22

“So it‟s still standing? I would‟ve thought you two had knocked it to rubble by now. What were you doing last night? Discussing the national debt?” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 25

“I‟m sure you‟ll ace your classes… apparently there‟s nothing interesting for you to do at night besides study.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 25

“‟Bout time somebody scored around here.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 25

“She‟s too tame .” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 26

“Not much wild about you , is there? I bet that cottage doesn‟t have a scratch.” Breaking Dawn, Chapter 26

NAME: Mary Alice Brandon Cullen; preferred name: Alice DATE OF BIRTH: 1901

DATE OF TRANSFORMATION: 1920, at age 19