Thief River Falls

33

That was how the mystery began, with torture at the river.

Lisa wondered if Denis had felt anything at all, watching it happen. Probably not. No joy, no satisfaction, but also no revulsion. It would simply have been justice in his mind to watch Nick Loudon writhe, to watch him vomit into his gag and have to swallow it down, to watch fountains of blood erupt with each snip of Liam’s clippers. There would have been no expression on Denis’s face at all. He would have stood there like a statue outside the courthouse, patiently observing the story in Nick’s eyes.

Disbelief. Panic. Agony. Madness. And finally nothingness.

Her gaze traveled from the murder tree to the river where Purdue had hidden away in the matted-down brush. The next chapter had taken place there. Denis had found him. Maybe he’d limped down to the water, turning his back on the coup de grâce from Deputy Garrett’s gun. And there he was, a blond-haired, blue-eyed boy with a serious face. A boy who’d seen everything they’d done.

Lisa tried to imagine the horror of that moment. It must have felt to Denis that God was punishing him with a cruel joke, sending a witness to that exact place at that exact moment. You think you’re good, not evil? You think you’re delivering justice? Then see if you can live with what you have to do now.

She knew how Denis had gone about saving himself. How he’d chosen to protect his secret. She’d already given him the perfect plan. She’d laid it all out for him in Thief River Falls. Kill the boy. There was no other choice, nothing else to do, no opportunity for reprieve. Kill the boy. Then take both of the bodies to the cemetery, and bury them in a fresh grave.

Oh, how Denis must have appreciated the irony of bringing the events of her book to life. She’d painted him as a fictional villain, and now he had the opportunity to turn the tables on her. Now he was a real villain. A real murderer.

But sometimes life imitated art too well. The deputies were nervous. They didn’t like the idea of murdering an innocent boy. They didn’t hit him hard enough; they didn’t bury him deep enough. Purdue escaped, just like the Purdue in her own novel had escaped. She understood now why they were so desperate to find him and get him back. As long as the boy was free, Denis and the others were at risk of being exposed.

Lisa knew what she had to do next.

She had to go to the cemetery and dig up Nick Loudon.

She left the cabin behind, which was like leaving her own past behind all over again. All the echoes. All the memories. She lingered in the woods, staring at the cabin and the river, wishing she could go back to those days, when she didn’t know the horrors that lay ahead. All the loss she would have to endure. Then the white snow blew into her face, waking her up, and she had to go. She hiked through the trees back to the Camaro parked on the shoulder of the dirt road.

The darkness was complete out here. She couldn’t see a thing. As she drove, the car’s headlights felt weak against the sheer vastness of the dark land around her. She used the back roads to retrace her steps, avoiding the center of town. She made a stop at the house on Annie Street where she’d been hiding the Camaro, but she didn’t leave the car there this time. Instead, she needed something she’d seen leaning against the garage wall.

A shovel.

It was heavy in her hands, with a pointed blade. The metal was rusted, but it would do the job.

She got back in the Camaro and drove to where Greenwood Street dead-ended near the railroad tracks. She parked the car. With the shovel clenched in her right hand, she hiked across the tracks and through empty parkland toward the cemetery only a few hundred feet away. The snow was still falling, huge cold flakes nipping at her exposed face. The world was white, like an avalanche falling over her. She crossed Pennington Avenue, where there was no traffic, and found herself back among snow-topped rows of tombstones.

There were so many graves. So many bodies. It took her a moment to orient herself and remember where she was going. The plot she’d seen with the overturned earth was at the far end of the cemetery, near the dense forest of the neighboring park and the path that led toward Dead Man’s Trail. She pushed through the snow. The whistling of the wind filled her head, and she grimaced, because her headache was back. Really, it had never gone away.

When she spotted a faint indentation marking the curve of the sidewalk, she knew she was close. The street was nearby. Garrett and Stoll would have parked at the curb, not far from where they were taking the body. That wasn’t the kind of thing you wanted to do over a long distance; it was hard to explain, even for cops. They would have had shovels, like her.

Her imagination told her the story: They’d dragged the body from the car. Purdue was with them. They’d found the freshly dug grave — a rectangular plot at the end of a row, so close to the trees that the branches could reach out and tap on your shoulder. When they got there, they began to dig it up.

She wondered at what point one of them had swung the shovel into Purdue’s head.

Before they began to dig?

After the hole was ready?

She wondered which one did it. Garrett or Stoll. But their reluctance showed. Their hesitation won out. They hated what they were doing, and so they didn’t do it well. The glancing blow drew blood and knocked out some of Purdue’s memories, but it didn’t kill him.

They put Nick in the hole. Then they put Purdue on top of him. And they filled it in. They buried him alive. Lisa shuddered at the horror of it. The thought of the boy underground made her sick with fear. It was the kind of thing that grew out of her worst nightmares. To wake up under the ground, unable to see or move or hear, barely able to take a breath.

She reached the grave near the trees. It wasn’t hard to find, despite the deeper layer of snow. The uneven ground still showed the evidence of fresh digging. Lisa stood in front of the plot and realized she was crying. She felt overwhelmed, exhausted, almost unable to function. Her headache made a searing stab behind her eyes. She clutched the shovel in her hands and tried to plunge it into the ground.

Down there, a few feet away, was the body of Nick Loudon.

She knew it.

If she found him, she had all the proof she needed. She pointed the shovel at the ground and put her foot on top of the back of the blade. She just needed to push down and turn the dirt away. It wouldn’t take long, but the shovel felt heavy in her hands. She found herself sweating, and she was dizzy at what she had to do.

Find the body. Bring him back.

“Oh my God, what are you doing?”

The voice startled Lisa. She dropped the shovel to the ground and spun around. On the sidewalk near the trees, two teenagers stared at her, open mouthed. Two girls, both young, probably no more than sixteen. One girl wore a white bubble coat down to her knees, and the other was dressed in a heavy army jacket with a rainbow-colored wool cap pulled down below her ears.

“It was you!” the girl in the multicolored hat screamed at her. “I saw you!”

“What?”

“You put that body in the ground!”

“No!” Lisa took a step toward them and held up her hands. “No, you’re wrong!”

“Get away from me! I’m calling the cops!”

“No, wait!” Lisa shouted. “Don’t do that! Stop, I need to talk to you!”

But the first girl didn’t listen to her. She ran, stumbling through the snow and abandoning her friend. Lisa watched the teenager slip-sliding through the rows of tombstones, heading for the road. The clock was ticking now, leaving her no time to uncover the body. As soon as the girl called the police, Denis Farrell would be here. Nick Loudon would disappear for good. The evidence would be gone. They’d have Lisa in their hands, and soon enough, they’d have Purdue, too.

“Wait, listen to me!” Lisa called after her again. “You’ve got the wrong person. I’m trying to help!”

But the girl was already gone.

The other girl, the one in the white bubble coat, simply looked at Lisa with a curious expression. She didn’t seem afraid, and she made no attempt to run. She was tall, with long blond hair and earmuffs over her head. Her hands were in the pockets of her white coat.

“It wasn’t me,” Lisa told her. “I didn’t do this.”

“Yeah, I know.”

“You do?”

“Sure. I know who you are. You’re Lisa Power. The writer. I’m a friend of Willow’s. That’s why I’m here. She told me all about what happened the other night, so I figured I’d check it out for myself. I mean, somebody burying a body in a cemetery in the rain at midnight? That’s pretty wild.”

“What about your friend?” Lisa asked.

“Oh, don’t worry about her. I told her Willow’s story. She freaked when she saw someone out here.”

“She can’t call the police,” Lisa said. “I know that sounds strange, but it’s not safe.”

“I’ll text her and tell her to knock it off. I’ll say it was all a misunderstanding. She’ll listen to me.”

“Thank you.”

“What are you doing here, anyway? What’s with the shovel? Is there really a body buried there? I mean, duh, sure, there are like a thousand bodies out here, but Willow said she saw someone actually digging a hole in the ground. That’s pretty creepy.”

“I know it is. And yes, I think someone’s buried out here who’s not supposed to be here, and I think I know who it is. That’s what I came out here to do. Find the body.”

“Like in your book?” the girl asked.

“Yes, just like in my book.”

“Is that where the boy came from?” the girl asked. “Was he in the ground? That was in the book, too, right?”

Lisa had to stop herself from jumping across the space between them and grabbing the girl by the shoulders. “What do you know about the boy?”

“Well, I don’t know who he is or anything, but a lot of the kids were talking about him at school yesterday.”

“What did you hear?” Lisa asked. “What were they saying about him?”

The teenager shrugged. “A woman on the other side of Pennington came across a boy wandering around the trailer park two nights ago. The park’s not far from here. It’s an easy walk from the cemetery. Anyway, this kid was hurt. He said he didn’t know who he was. He didn’t remember anything, his name, where he came from, nothing like that. So the woman took him over to the hospital to get him checked out. But the boy kept saying people die in hospitals, that he was going to die if he stayed there. He wouldn’t get out of the car.”

Lisa closed her eyes. Purdue.

“What happened to him?” she asked.

“Well, that’s the weird part. A doctor came out of the hospital, and the woman flagged her down. The doctor got the boy calmed down and said she would make sure he was okay. She told the woman to go back home, that she had everything under control.”

“So the boy went into the hospital with the doctor?” Lisa asked.

“I guess. Except the woman called the hospital the next day to see how he was doing, and there was no boy. He was gone. The hospital told her they had no record of him ever being there at all.”