(December 21st, 2014)
“Lilly. Lilly, wake up.”
No answer.
“Lilly.” A hushed command. “Goddamn you, Lilly, get up!”
No answer.
“Don’t leave me. Don’t do this. Not now. Not now. GET UP!”
No answer.
~~~
(Twenty-four hours earlier - December 20th, 2014)
Something cool and wet is brought to my lips. A liquid, thick like oil yet sweet like honey.
A motherly voice whispers in my ear. “Slowly now, Miss Ryder. Your body’s still weak. Small sips, like a hummingbird.”
Water. It’s water. A drop of it gets in my mouth.
“Just like that,” the kind woman encourages. “Just like that. Oh, Mr. Stonehart is going to be so pleased!”
Hearing his vile name jolts me. I clamp my lips shut, cutting off the trickle of life-giving nectar.
“Miss Ryder, please. Please drink. Please, don’t stop. Oh, Miss Ryder…”
The old woman’s sobs are lost as darkness regains its hold.
~~~
(Two weeks earlier - December 6th, 2014)
His lustful grunts fill my ears.
“Yes,” I beg. “Yes. Give it to me like that. Just like that. Faster. Faster!”
Jeremy complies, doubling the speed of his thrusts into me. I feel the breaking point looming. I need to hold it off. Just a little longer.
I grasp his hair and pull his lips to mine, devouring his mouth with my greedy kiss. I know Jeremy hates it when I take control. But logic is lost in the heat of the moment. There will be consequences later. Right now, I don’t care.
“Lilly. Lilly, I’m going to come…” Jeremy’s words die, replaced by a primal roar that is ripped from his throat as he shoots into me. My body accepts readily. Just like I’ve learned to do, I let the climax wash over me. My core clenches around his cock and shuddery convulsions rock my body.
~~~
(Six months earlier - June 2014)
In the dark, I lose all sense of time.
My sleep is thin. My wakefulness is misery.
A vague longing grows deep inside me. The need for submission. A natural willingness ground into me by the madness taking hold of my mind. I feel it rising. The demonic form consumes me from the womb, sapping my strength, and breaking my resolve.
A cry—no, a scream—rings out in the cold furnace of the night. My head jerks toward the sound.
Is it even night? I don’t know.
I am so tired. I am so lonely. I am breaking, and madness is taking hold.
It’s times like this that the animalistic urge to give in becomes nigh insatiable…