Unleashed

TEN

“I CAN’T SHAKE THE FEELING THAT EVERYTHING is slightly off, slightly askew,” Sherwood said.

We were having a celebration dinner at Angkor Borei, a neighborhood Cambodian restaurant on upper Mission Street, in honor of Sherwood’s return. All of us-Sherwood, Eli, Victor, myself, and even Timothy-were gathered around a small table. Timothy had begged off, since he hadn’t even met Sherwood before her return and so felt he’d be an intrusion. But Eli was having none of it.

“You’re family now, boy,” he said. “Like it or not. Your presence is required at all such events.”

There was hardly room on the table for the various dishes and the steaming mounds of sticky rice. Cambodian food is just like Thai food, only different. Not much of a description, I know. Lou was wandering around somewhere outside, being unwelcome as usual in restaurants. There was going to be plenty left over for a doggie bag, though. It would probably end up making him sick.

“Feeling that things are askew is to be expected,” Eli said. “Considering.”

“I know, but it doesn’t even feel like I’ve been through anything unusual. To me, we were fighting Christoph only a few days ago. Whatever happened between then and now simply doesn’t exist.”

“Maybe not consciously. But you were gone quite a while, and something in you knows that-maybe not in your mind, but certainly in your body.”

“I guess. But I don’t like the feeling. And I’m still pissed about losing a year of my life-I know, I know, it’s the wrong way to look at it, but that’s the way it feels.”

We talked between bites of food, catching up. Eli told Sherwood about the recent events in his best storytelling style-all the practitioners who’d died in the past year-the whole thing.

“I’m glad I missed it,” she said. “Sounds like no fun at all.”

“No, it wasn’t,” said Timothy. “I was only involved in part of it, but Mason managed to scare me half to death.”

“One of his specialties,” Sherwood said, punching me playfully on the arm.

This was different. In the old days, she never would have done such a thing. One of the reasons we broke up was that she felt I was too flaky, though fun, while I thought she was too inflexible, almost rigid sometimes. She’d come to a complete stop at a four-way stop sign even if it was two in the morning out in the boondocks and there was no other traffic. Ironically, the only time she’d ever got a ticket was when she was driving me to a gig and rushing to get me there on time.

If this was the new Sherwood, I approved. But maybe it was just my own perception. It’s not often you get to have dinner with someone newly returned from the dead, and that’s bound to make you view them in a different light. Not that she had actually been dead, but for all intents and purposes, she had. But maybe she’d always been somewhat playful and I’d just never noticed.

I heaped some more fish and sauce over rice, and everyone ate quietly for a time.

“You don’t remember anything?” I asked, after a while. “About… well, you know.”

“No. Not a thing. But I have had some odd dreams the last few nights, and every once in a while I get a quick flash of something-like someplace I can’t quite remember. But one thing that’s changed-I seem to have a much clearer view of people.”

“In what way?” asked Victor.

“People seem more open to me now. I’ve always tried to be empathetic, but now it’s a lot easier to sense when something’s going on with someone, even if they’re trying to act cool and calm like there’s nothing wrong.” She laughed at my nonchalant shrug, not fooled for a moment. “Don’t worry, Mason. For some reason it’s clearest when it’s someone I don’t know well, or even at all. You, fortunately, remain as opaque to me as ever.”

“Thank God,” I said. She turned to Timothy.

“Now, you, on the other hand-” A panic-stricken expression crossed Timothy’s face, and she laughed again. “Hey, you don’t have to worry, either. Victor doesn’t begin to know how good he’s got it with you.”

Timothy relaxed.

“See?” he said to Victor. “I told you.”

“Opinion is not fact,” Victor said, but he gave one of his rare smiles.

I couldn’t remember the last time we had all just sat around and relaxed, having fun for once, putting aside the usual strategy and planning that went with most of our get-togethers.

“Speaking of knowing people, here’s a question,” Timothy said, now totally at ease. “If an angel appeared to you-” He stopped as Victor made a face. “What if God or karma or whatever, something that knew you down to your very core, gave you this choice: your life could continue on pretty much the way it’s been, or it could be changed and you would receive exactly the lot in life you truly deserve-which would you take?”

“Easy,” I said. “Leave well enough alone.”

“Absolutely,” said Eli. “Get what I deserve? Not a comforting proposition.”

Victor shook his head.

“I’d go with option two,” Victor said. “Maybe I’d end up worse off, but that’s hardly the point. It’s the moral choice.”

Pure Victor. But I didn’t believe him. I’m sure he meant it, but not as a moral issue. He was secretly convinced he would immediately be elevated to ruler of the Western world.

“Sherwood?”

Sherwood wasn’t paying attention. She was staring at the front of the restaurant, where a young Asian kid had just come through the door and was standing at the front counter. A red bandana was wrapped around his forehead.

“That boy is up to something,” she said. I looked, but he seemed normal to me.

“Are you sure?” Victor said.

“Pretty sure. He’s as nervous as a cat.”

The hostess approached the boy, smiling. He hunched over slightly and thrust his hands deep in the pocket of his jacket.

Sherwood sighed, lifted her hand, and twisted her fingers in the air. The boy froze, then suddenly screamed, jerked his hand out of his pocket, and ran out the door. The hostess looked after him in bewilderment.

“Problem solved,” Sherwood said.

“What did you do?” Eli said, in an almost demanding tone.

“He had something in his pocket-maybe a gun, I would guess. I think he was going to rob the place. I just changed its feel to that of a giant spider.” She laughed, a bit uneasily. “I imagine it gave him quite a start when it started squirming around.”

“What if he decides to hit some other place?” Victor asked. “If he really was going to pull a robbery.”

“I don’t think he will. He was scared to death when he came in. And after feeling that spider in his pocket? He’ll never try anything like this again-I got the feeling he’s the superstitious type to begin with.”

“And you got all that just from looking at him?”

She shrugged.

“I could have been mistaken; it was just a feeling I got. But I don’t think so.” Eli was looking very thoughtful indeed.

“And how did you accomplish that little trick with the spider illusion?” he asked. “You didn’t used to be able to simply wave your hand and accomplish a transformation like that.”

“I don’t know. I didn’t think about it-I just did it.”

“Curiouser and curiouser,” Eli muttered. Sherwood put her arms on the table and rested her head on them.

“Wow,” she said. “That took a lot out of me.”

We all made a show of splitting up the bill, which was our usual ritual, though pointless. Victor always offered to pay and we always let him. The man is rich, after all. Not just well-off-rich. And unlike many rich people, he’s a generous man. Victor has his share of flaws, but stinginess is not one of them. I’ll give him that.

Sherwood took a quick trip to the restroom, and Timothy reached over and picked up a section of newspaper that had been left at the adjacent table by a solitary diner.

“Look at this,” he said, pointing to the obituary section. “They’re holding a memorial for one of those hikers who was killed.”

“Or what was left of him,” Victor said. Timothy shot him a disapproving look.

“It’s sad,” he said, skimming a long article. “He was apparently quite a guy-an athlete, a musician, a top student with a bright future.” He pointed at the picture next to the text. “Cute guy, too. What a shame.”

I glanced over at the picture and did a double take. It showed a young man with curly hair, looking into the camera and smiling, his whole life ahead of him. The photo was black and white, but there was one thing about which I had no doubt. The last time I’d seen that mass of curly hair it had been died a brilliant, artificial red.