Dark Winter

61

The number displayed was one of the two UK numbers.

‘They’re checking in! They’re checking in!’

She broke into a run, heading straight for the house. I hobbled after her, the cut in my heel widening until I felt tarmac on bone.

I was only metres behind her as she squeezed into the gap between the van and the side door. I went straight for the front, barging into it with my shoulder. Three times I tried to ram it in, but just bounced off. I checked the windows. No good – double-glazed.

Suzy was breaking glass. Slipping and sliding on the muddy grass I limped as fast as I could round the side to her. She had an arm through the smashed pane. Her wrist jolted upwards as she fired a round, the report drowned by the suppressor and the rain.

She pulled her weapon away, screaming, ‘I’ve missed! He’s gone left, left, left!’

I pushed her out of the way.

My raincoat sleeve rode up my arm and jagged shards of glass cut into my skin as I fumbled for the lock and Suzy jostled for position, weapon up, shouting in my ear, ‘Come on! Come on! ’

My fingers closed over a Yale. I turned it and half fell inside, my arm still in the frame as Suzy barged past, weapon up, running through the inner door.

Almost immediately she was screaming. ‘Fucking hell! Fuck!’

I followed her into the hallway, my mouth still filling with blood. Street-light shone through the panels either side of the front door.

Two young dark-skinned bodies lay on the floor. Suzy must have fallen over them and was now scrabbling to get up the stairs. Her feet thumped on to the landing as a frantic shriek echoed somewhere above me.

‘KELLY! KELLY! I’M COMING!’

I jumped over the bodies and took the stairs two at a time. My legs couldn’t go fast enough.

A door was open ahead of me.

The bathroom.

Empty.

Suzy was standing a few paces further down, weapon up, hammer back. It was gloomy, only the street-light filtering up from the hallway, but I could make out three or four further doors, a couple each side of the corridor. Suzy was trying to work out which one she was behind.

I grabbed the handle of the first left and she went for the right.

It was dark in there, but I saw movement. I dived towards it, crashing into furniture on the way. As we fell between two beds, sharpness penetrated my right thigh.

‘Suzy! Suzy!’

The muscle seized up immediately, in spasm round the blade.

We tumbled on to the floor and his hand was wrenched away, leaving it embedded. He got on top of me, his head rammed into my neck, biting, trying to get flesh.

I smelt cologne, cigarettes, coffee, as his teeth sank into my neck.

I bucked and kicked as I tried to reach the knife in my leg. Blood ran down the side of my neck.

Another scream from next door. Good, she’s still breathing .

I added a yell of my own as his head jerked away from me, taking a mouthful of my flesh with it.

For a moment all I could hear was his grunting and growling, then Suzy’s voice. ‘Get away! Move away from her! Now!’

Kelly’s screams took over as bodies thumped against the connecting wall.

My fingers reached his eyes. I wanted to gouge my way through to his brain.

He flicked his head and tried to bite my hand. I grabbed a fistful of his slippery hair, yanking it back, trying to keep his teeth away.

The room filled with next door’s screams. I shut it out of my mind, concentrating on the knife.

I head-butted him, and his teeth cut into my face.

I did him again – ‘BASTARD!’ – anything to distract him as my hand stretched down again for the knife.

Suzy was still trying to get control. ‘Let her go! Let her go!’

My fingers closed round the hilt and I pulled.

I screamed at him again as I pulled the blade free, then rammed it into him as hard as I could. I didn’t know where I’d hit, but he stiffened, his muscles tensing to fight the pain.

I pulled it out and thrust it down again and again, into his back, into his arse, anywhere I could reach.

His screams reached a crescendo as he jammed his head down on my face and tried to bite my cheek, never giving up.

Another high-pitched scream next door.

‘KELLY, I’M COMING! KELLY!’

He was leaking over me – our blood was burning into my eyes.

I dug the knife into his back, keeping it there, jerking it forward, backwards, left, right. His breathing was getting laboured, but he still hung on.

I churned my hand up and down and round in circles, any way I could. My head was over his left shoulder and I was breathing through clenched teeth as he screamed just inches from the side of my face. He tried to bite me again, then hollered into my face like an animal.

But his bucking and writhing were less violent, his cries softer.

Kelly’s screams bounced off the walls again, then just stopped.

I felt as if I was drunk. I was aware of what was happening, but it was taking too long for the message to reach my brain. All I could see were bubbles of red light in front of my eyes, and starbursts of white.

I have to get to her . . .

Our faces were just millimetres apart when his grip loosened completely and his movements weakened to no more than a spasmodic twitching.

My software started to kick in as I tried to focus and get up, but the raincoat was tucked underneath him. I pulled as best I could until his body slumped to one side.

The back of my neck felt as if it could no longer hold on to my head. The starbursts and bubbles returned. I scrambled over the single bed and fell out into the darkness of the landing.

I’m losing too much blood, I’m going down . . .

No other noise from anywhere, just the rain on the windows.

I stumbled to the door and reached for the handle, but I just couldn’t make my trembling hand take hold.

I turned for the stairs, wanting to get away, but my feet just froze.

Falling to my knees, my head against the door, I could only sob weakly as I smelt the metallic tang of blood.

Feelings of nausea and helplessness crashed over me. ‘Kelly . . . Kelly? Suzy? Please talk to me – please. Please .’

Why didn’t I get here quicker? I could have stopped this fucking nightmare . . .

I didn’t want to go in. I just wanted to crawl away, pretend this wasn’t happening. But I had to.

I started banging at the door, screaming at it, begging for an answer. ‘Suzy, open the door, please. Kelly, Kelly . . .’

I slid to the floor, collapsing in a heap.

But I needed to see, I needed to be sure.

I had to go in.

I can’t run this time . . .

A sliver of light came from under the door. I tugged at the handle, and tried to push my way in. It wouldn’t budge.

I pushed again, harder, and it did shift this time, but no more than a few inches. I knew why, and felt the tears roll down my face.

My hands shook and I lost control of my breathing.

My sight was fading. Blood dripped from my neck and leg as I pulled myself to my feet. I pushed the door again, and the dead weight behind it gave way some more.

It was Suzy who was blocking the door. A knife had been stuck into her neck; the tip of it was just visible the other side. Her eyes were closed, but on what I could see of her face through her blood-soaked hair, she seemed to have a little private smile.

I sank back to my knees, my vision blurred, and crawled through the gap.

The other two lay on the double bed. Navy was slumped face down across her, the back of his white shirt red with blood from the site of the exit wound.

‘ Kelly, I’m here now . . . Everything’s fine, I told you I was coming . . .’

I crawled over and knelt at the edge of the bed. Tears, snot and saliva splashed off my face as I hauled at his arm with my last reserves of strength.

Sirens were approaching. Tyres screeched to a halt outside.

He fell to the side, half on top of me. Whimpering to myself, I kicked him off, then climbed on to the bed.

Orders were being shouted. The front door was getting rammed.

She lay perfectly still, as I’d seen her lie so many times when she was asleep – stretched out on her back, arms and legs out like a starfish. Except that this time there was no sucking of her bottom lip, no flickering of her eyes under their lids as she dreamed. Her head was twisted to the right, at far too unnatural an angle.

I could hear the rear-entry team in the house now as blue lights bounced against the windows and the front door finally gave in.

As I leaned over her, my tears fell on to her hair-covered face. I knew it was futile, but checked for a pulse anyway.

She was dead.

I dragged her to the edge of the bed and gathered her in my arms, trying to hold her as best I could as I stumbled back towards the doorway.

I placed Kelly gently beside Suzy, as the rooms below were cleared. They would be coming up the stairs soon, NBC kit and respirators on, weapons up.

I pulled the knife out of Suzy’s neck and threw it at the wall, then lay down between them, gathering their ragdoll heads in my arms and pulling them on to my chest.

With their foreheads touching, I buried my face in their hair.