Thieves Of Mercy

NINE

May 8.- Meridian to 3 P.M.: Steamed up abreast of Sewell’s Point batteries, preceded by the Naugatuck, Monitor, Seminole, and Susquehanna. The squadron then opened fire. President Lincoln passed us in a steam tug. At 5:45 mustered at quarters. The Merrimack returned to her anchorage off Craney Island.

LOG OF THE USS DACOTAH

Wendy Atkins had been in a play once. She had played Ophelia in a production of Hamlet staged

by the Culpepper Community Players. Her performance had not been so bad, she believed, fending off the melancholy Dane’s lewd suggestions, staggering around with a wild-eyed look, strumming her lute. There had always been a little extra burst of applause as she stepped onstage for her curtain call.

Of course, there were always a number of suitors in the audience who had wanted to make love to her, and they no doubt accounted for some of the enthusiasm. That was before she had alienated half the eligible young men in town, and frightened off the remainder. Still, she was not bad.

She recalled the many sensations that had come with her time onstage. The sick fright, waiting for her moment to step from behind the curtain and into the light, where all eyes would be on her, every ear listening to her speak her speech.

“Do you doubt that?”

It was the first line Ophelia spoke, and as the line passed from her lips, it carried with it all that fear and doubt, as if the emotions had been shackled to the words, and, bound together, they were all expelled at once. After the first words were out, she became the master of her domain. The stage was her home, as comfortable as her sitting room, and she moved about it with ease, spoke her lines with confidence, and even on occasion stepped in and helped one of her fellow players find their way when they had lost the thread of their speech.

She thought of that as she mounted the side of the tug, the young lieutenant taking her hand, because that was how she felt now. With those first words, her step onto the stage of deception, she had felt the fear melt away, and with it, a new confidence arise, a feeling that she was as much the person she pretended to be as she was Wendy Atkins.

Lincoln ’s presence had thrown her off her game, and how could it not have? The most famous man in the Western hemisphere, the most reviled man in her new nation, the man whose policies had led to the bloody conflict in which they were engaged, leaning on the rail of the deck and drawling as if he were leaning on one of his split-rail fences back home, making idle talk about the weather.

How could she not have been taken aback? But she recovered quickly, and her surprise was well in keeping with her character. Anyone, even the woman she was pretending to be, would have been surprised.

She stepped down on the deck and turned to assist Molly- Ingrid Nielsen-in negotiating the step up. Her eyes brushed over Lieutenant Batchelor. He wore a gun in a holster and Wendy had to imagine he considered going for it, but the dozen rifles pointing at his chest would have dissuaded him. Instead he was sitting with arms folded, hands in plain view, an amused look on his face. Wendy looked quickly away. She did not want to seem too interested.

Molly came up over the side with an ease that befitted a seasoned traveler, stepped on the deck with a huff. She was, by all appearances, still mad as a wet hen. The boatmen handed up their bags.

There was a bustle on the side deck, men moving quickly aside, and Abraham Lincoln stepped through, like Moses through the Red Sea.

“Ma’am.” Lincoln made a short bow to Wendy.

“Mr. President.” Wendy curtsied. “This is indeed an honor, and a pleasant surprise.”

“A surprise, anyway, I shouldn’t wonder. I am flattered that you recognize me.”

“Oh, sir, how could one not?”

“But you’ve only just arrived here, after several years abroad.”

“Oh, sir…” Wendy said, alert to a trap, despite Lincoln ’s innocuous tone. “Perhaps, Mr. President, you are not aware, with all due respect, of how well known your likeness is in Europe.”

“Perhaps not. They always have had queer taste, on that side of the ocean.” He turned to Molly, and this time bowed deeply, took her hand, and kissed it in a courtly fashion.

“Miss…?” Lincoln looked at Wendy.

“Atkins, sir. Wendy Atkins.” It was as good a name as any, Molly had explained. Less chance of a slip of the tongue.

“Miss Atkins, please introduce me and tell your aunt that I am dreadfully sorry for what you two have suffered, and that we will endeavor to see you both properly accommodated until her husband’s ship arrives.”

Wendy turned to Molly, introduced her to the President of the United States, and repeated Lincoln ’s words in French. Molly’s harsh expression softened, and when she looked back at Lincoln it was with the face of one who understands power and appreciates those who have it. A woman used to spinning in that orbit. She bowed deeply, turned back to Wendy.

“Please tell the President that I am honored to be in his presence, and greatly relieved to at last be under the protection of such gentlemen, after the rough usage we have received. My husband’s government will hear of Mr. Lincoln’s courtesy.”

Wendy translated, and as she did she wondered if the President could speak French. She searched her memory for any mention she might have read concerning that fact, but she could recall none. The Southern papers were not big on listing Lincoln ’s accomplishments.

The lieutenant who commanded the tug was issuing orders now, for chairs and a table and lemonade and an awning on the boat deck. Through the bustle Wendy saw Batchelor nod to the oarsman holding on to the line that had been passed from the tug. The oarsman dropped the line, gave a push off from the boat.

“Whoa! Hold her there, Reb!” a petty officer called out. Everyone on deck turned to the boat. The hammer of a rifle clicked back to the firing position.

“We’ve discharged our cargo,” Batchelor said, hands up. “Reckon we’ll head back to home port.”

“Not so fast.”

The lieutenant stepped over to Lincoln, carried on a whispered conversation that Wendy could not hear, try though she might, all the while staring vacantly around. Lincoln himself spoke to Batchelor.

“I’m sorry, son, but I’m afraid we have to ask you to come aboard.”

“What? We came under flag of truce! This is an outrage, sir, contrary to all-”

“I understand, sir, depend on it. You are not prisoners, don’t think of yourselves as prisoners. You are… guests. We will set you free in due time, but for now it would not be convenient for it to be generally known that I’m aboard. You will agree, I’m sure,” Lincoln added, and the sad and amused face was back, “that there are some over there who might wish me harm.”

Batchelor frowned and said nothing. A sailor tossed the line back to the boat and pulled it alongside. Grudgingly, slowly, Batchelor and the two men climbed aboard. They were led away, courteously, but at gunpoint. Wendy made a point of not watching them go.

The lieutenant of the tug and his petty officers were swarming now, eager to extend any consideration to the two women whom their commander-in-chief had deigned worthy of courtesy. They escorted first Molly, then Wendy, up the steep ladder to the roof of the deckhouse, which formed the boat deck.

That place had undergone an amazing transformation in the several minutes since Wendy had see it from the water. A table and chairs were set up halfway between the wheelhouse and boats hanging from their davits aft, and on the table a jug of some liquid so cold the porcelain was covered in condensation. Four glasses stood around the jug. A gang of sailors were pulling tight the corners of an awning that cast a blessed shade over the deck. It was only nine in the morning, but already hot.

“Please, ma’am, won’t you sit?” The lieutenant held a chair for Molly, it being understood all around which of the two women was the most important. Molly nodded imperiously and sat, and then the courtesy was extended to Wendy.

A moment later Lincoln appeared on the boat deck, and trailing behind, another man, also a civilian, but with the air of one close to power. The deference he showed the President was subtle, a man used to Lincoln ’s company. Not an equal, perhaps, but close.

“Madam”- Lincoln made a shallow bow to Molly-“is there anything more you might need?”

Wendy translated. “Merci, non,” Molly replied.

From the wheelhouse a bell rang out and the tug gathered way. Lincoln said, “May I present Mr. Edwin Stanton, Secretary of War for the United States?”

Wendy translated. Molly made some reply that was polite but not fawning, the remarks of a woman to whom Secretaries of War were common enough.

Stanton made a bow, and to Wendy’s surprise replied in perfect French, “It is an honor to meet you, ma’am, and I look forward to the honor of meeting your husband as well.”

Molly, if she was surprised, did not show it in any way. “That is very kind, sir,” she said, then, gesturing at the chairs, said, “Won’t you join us?” She was already treating the tug as if it were hers, and Lincoln and Stanton her guests. Her self-confidence was so overwhelming that it carried all before her, like a cannonball blowing through a wooden palisade.

“Thank you,” Lincoln said, taking his seat, and Stanton sat as well. Wendy, least significant in that crowd, poured the lemonade.

“Tell me, Mr. President,” Molly said, “is it common for Presidents of the United States to be found sailing about in such small ships?” This time Stanton translated.

Lincoln smiled at the question. “No, ma’am, not generally. This President in particular tries to avoid floating conveyance of any kind. Didn’t have so good a time at supper the other night, did we, Stanton?”

“No, sir,” Stanton agreed. Wendy translated.

“ America is so vast,” Molly said. “You may live a thousand miles from the sea, never have any connection to it. There is no place in Norway that is more than one hundred miles from saltwater. We Norwegians cannot help but be bred to the sea.”

Wendy translated. She wondered if that was true, about no place in Norway being more than one hundred miles from the sea.

“I was bred to rivers, ma’am, and was a fair hand once at driving a river raft, out west, but that’s the sum total of my knowledge of boats.”

“So what brings you out now?” Molly asked. “Not a yachting holiday, surely, in the middle of a war? Or am I impertinent to ask such a thing?” Her attitude was softening. She was no longer the angry, mistreated woman who had come on board. She was gracious, disarming, and Wendy was embarrassed to think that she had considered her own performance masterful. Molly was the real thing.

“Please, Mr. President,” Molly continued, “I am sometimes far too curious. My husband has often said as much. Please tell me to mind my own business.”

“No, no,” Lincoln said, after listening to Wendy’s translation. “No harm in my telling you what we’re about. Stanton and I came down here to start a little fire under our admirals and generals. The American President is Commander-in-Chief of the armed forces, did you know that?”

“I did.”

“And sometimes, I find, I have to be a little more active in that role than I might wish. My officers seem to think all the legions of hell are arrayed against them, and not some ragtag bunch of Rebels. McClellan’s over there in Williamsburg with more than one hundred thousand men and he tells me he can’t take a step forward unless he has twenty thousand more. Now General Wool at Fortress Monroe, over there”- Lincoln pointed to the fortress several miles across the water-“seems ready to let the Rebels stay in Norfolk for as long as it pleases them. Yesterday I had some of the navy’s ships bombard Sewell’s Point to see if there were still troops there.”

“We heard that,” Wendy offered. “A terrific firing.”

“Where were you, ma’am, if I might ask?” Stanton asked.

“We were in Norfolk, sir, trying to find a way to get to the flagship.”

“We have heard that Norfolk is being abandoned. A tug deserted to us yesterday and reported as much. Did you see that?”

“Well, sir, there is great confusion. It seemed as if any number of civilians were trying to leave town. Whether the army was leaving or not, I could not say. I do not recall seeing any soldiers on the roads, or at the train station.”

“Hmm,” Stanton said. He and Lincoln exchanged looks. Wendy felt a shot of panic. Damn it! Did I say something they know is a lie?

“It is hard sometimes, in such circumstances, to know what is going on, even when it is right under your eyes,” Lincoln said, and his tone was friendly and reassuring. He reached out a hand, long bony fingers, and wrapped them around his glass and took a drink, and Wendy could not help but contemplate the extraordinary circumstances. How utterly bizarre the events of a life could be.

She saw the reticule in Molly’s lap, felt the weight of the pistol still strapped to her thigh. The nearest sailors were thirty feet away in the wheelhouse, and they were not armed. She had it within her power, with one simple motion, to alter forever the tide of history. A clandestine move of her hand under the table, the squeeze of a trigger, and she could, at the cost of her own life, change entirely the fortunes of her new nation. She remembered the feel of the little gun’s recoil, jerking her arm back as it discharged, the sense of lethal potential that the loaded weapon embodied.

She reached out her hand and picked up her glass and savored the secret knowledge that the hand that held the glass might just as easily have picked up a gun, that it was her decision whether Abraham Lincoln lived or died, and he did not even know it.

Oh, God, save me from such hubris!

She glanced at Molly, but her aunt was staring like a sightseer at the shore beyond and did not appear to have assassination on her mind. Molly looked back at Lincoln. “But today you take a boating holiday?” she asked. Stanton translated.

“No, ma’am. Today I am looking for a suitable place to land troops.”

Molly nodded, as if the news was only of vague interest to her, like hearing a story about someone you do not know. Wendy took a long drink of her lemonade because it seemed to her the best way to disguise her elation.

Looking for a suitable place to land troops! She and Molly had managed to land in exactly the right place. Had they been on board the flagship they could not have uncovered nearly as much information as they would in the next hour, their source the most unimpeachable of informants.

They would return to Captain Tucker with just the information he needed to make the best use of the ironclad Virginia. Tucker would be grateful, and beholden to them.

Wendy felt a pride, a sense of accomplishment, unlike any she had felt before. For the first time, she was not just supporting the cause of the Confederate States, she was fighting for it.

Lincoln is a fool, she thought, to be so free with his information. One never knows to whom one is talking.

And then she remembered, and her elation collapsed like a bonfire burned through. Lincoln was not a fool. He knew perfectly well that even if she and Molly were Confederates, there was nothing they could do with the information. He had seen to it. They had no way to get off the tug.