I wanted to tell Janie about my idea-ask her what she thought-but I didn’t get the chance before we finally got home, an hour after the bars closed.
TJ and I just sprawled on the sofa bed after everyone else had gone upstairs. I’d had way too many margaritas and the room was spinning.
I did, however, have time to ask TJ.
“I thought we’d try it for a year,” I urged past his momentary silence at the suggestion. “And it would be great not to have to worry about day care, and…”
“Oh come on, Ronnie.” TJ grabbed me and pulled me close, making the already spinning room whirl even faster. “Just admit it. You want to take her to bed with us.”
I blinked in the darkness at his directness, but that was TJ-he always managed to find a way to cut through the crap. Especially mine.
“Am I that obvious?”
Of course I was. He knew it. Carrie and Doc knew it too. And they had still agreed. I remembered Carrie kissing me in the kitchen, the hard hug and her words about trusting me with her daughter. She knew. Of course she knew-and that had been both her blessing and her goodbye to me, I realized.
A chapter of our lives, the vacation I’d once spent in Doc and Mrs. B’s bed, had closed, and even if we’d tried to go back, it just wasn’t possible. Life had gone on, the world had moved on. Gretchen was going to California, we were going to New York, Janie and Henry had grown up. We were splitting again in different directions.
TJ chuckled and kissed the top of my head. “I really did create a monster, didn’t I?”
Maybe it was the alcohol talking, but I couldn’t seem to stop the words. “I want this, TJ. I want it more than I’ve ever wanted anything. I want her, and I want you, too. I always knew I was this way… I always felt like I was missing something…”
“I know,” he said simply, rocking me gently in the dark.
I felt tears stinging my eyes. “But now I can’t…I can’t go back. I can’t close this door again. I don’t… I don’t want to.”
“You don’t have to,” he whispered, kissing my cheeks, finding tears there, and kissing me again.
“It’s okay with you?” I asked, feeling a tightness in my chest beginning to loosen as I understood and realized his acceptance.
“Always has been,” he murmured, settling me against him, tucking my head under his chin so I could hear his heart beating in his chest. “I’m just glad you’re not pretending anymore.”
I shook my head, laughing at myself. He’d known, had always known, and had pushed me exactly where I wanted to go all along. How foolish I’d been to worry, to think he would leave me or hate me or…
“I love you,” I whispered in the darkness. “It doesn’t change anything about how I feel. I’m your wife, and I love you.”
“I love you, too, Ronnie.” He hugged me closer still. “I told you before, I’m not going anywhere.”
Now there was just one more person I had to talk to… Janie. When I thought of her, my whole body responded as if I were on fire and I knew, I just knew, she felt the same way. I’d seen the way she looked at and acted around TJ. She wanted it as much-if not more-than I did.
I thought for sure I wouldn’t be able to sleep, but I’d had way more margaritas than I cared to admit and I drifted off in my husband’s arms, floating away in a sea of sudden, unexpected happiness.
“Janie?” I thought I was dreaming. She was kissing me awake, her naked body pressed against me in the dark, her fingers seeking the heat between my thighs. “What are you doing?”
“Shhh.” She kissed me quiet again, her mouth soft and supple, her tongue slippery, making me shiver. “He’s sleeping.”
Not for long, I thought, smiling as I spread my legs a little wider for her probing fingers, gasping as she found my clit with beautiful precision.
“I couldn’t stop thinking about you,” she whispered as she shifted her weight onto me. Her thigh parted mine and she lifted her fingers to her mouth, tasting me, making me groan. “You taste so good.”
Next to us, TJ sighed and rolled to his back and we both stiffened, breath held, until he was quiet again, his breath becoming deeper, more even.
“I want to lick you.” She was already pulling the covers off, sliding down between my legs, and I didn’t protest as her tongue, sweet, soft, found the hard nub of my clit. I let my knees fall wide, closing my eyes and letting her take me, her mouth working against my pussy, her fingers slipping through the wet folds of my lips, searching for my hole. I shifted my hips, helping her find it in the dark, biting my lip to keep from moaning out loud when she slid two fingers deep into me.
I wasn’t going to last long and I didn’t want to. I wanted to come in her mouth, to give her my climax in hot, short, shuddering bursts, and Janie seemed determined to get just that. Her tongue flicked against my clit as she fingered me deeper, harder. I was afraid the motion would wake TJ, but he snored beside me, and I couldn’t take the time to make sure he was really asleep, because my orgasm was coming, it was coming…
“Ohhhh!” I breathed, my hands moving through the mass of Janie’s hair as my climax finally caught up me with, my whole body trembling as I came. She felt the tight spasm of my pussy around her fingers and made a soft noise in her throat, licking me even faster, making my hips buck up to meet her. I gave her every last bit of my come, pressing her mouth against my hot flesh, making her swallow my juices.
“Don’t stop,” I whispered, keeping her mouth there, a shuddering tease.
“Oh Janie, make me come again.”
She moaned and pressed my legs back with her hands, burying her face between my thighs, making me gasp out loud. Her tongue focused right on my clit, so sensitive, lashing at it, back and forth, and I cried out in pleasure as her hands roamed up by body and found my nipples, squeezing, tugging.
Lost in sensation, at first I thought the hand that fell over mine was hers, but then realized, as the finger and thumb encircled my wrist and pulled at my hand, that it was TJ’s. He was awake, listening, and when he pulled my hand between his legs, squeezing it around the hard length of his cock, I knew he’d been slowly stroking himself, listening to us.
I knew she didn’t know I had TJ’s cock in my hand under the covers as I came in her mouth again, my clit throbbing against her flickering tongue, my whole body stiffening and then writhing with my orgasm.
“Janie,” I gasped as she kissed her way over my thighs, my belly. I didn’t want to let go of TJ’s cock. Instead, I took her hand in mine, whispering, “I have something for you,” as I led her slowly toward him.
“Ohhhh,” she breathed as I wrapped her hand around him in the dark. “Oh god. Oh. Ronnie?”
“Come here,” I encouraged her, sliding between TJ’s legs, licking at her fingers now wrapped around his length. TJ moaned as I took the head of his cock between my lips, sucking gently. Janie felt her way, her fingers moving slowly up and down as I swallowed his length, down to where her hand wrapped around the base of his cock.
“Want to taste?” I asked, offering his cock to her. She didn’t hesitate, taking him into her mouth, making TJ groan as she began to suck him. I watched her in the dimness, moving her hair away from her face so I could see him going into her mouth, watch the movement of his hips, his hand moving in her hair.
Leaning in, I kissed her over the tip of his cock, and Janie kissed me back, our tongue colliding over the fat head of his dick. TJ moaned and I felt his hand moving through my hair, too, pressing us both together as our mouths met over his member. Janie was eager for him and she nudged me out of the way to take his length again, gagging a little on his length.
I smiled, my hand on the back of her neck, pushing her down a little further, hearing her groan. “Do you like sucking cock?” I asked, knowing she couldn’t possibly answer me. She moaned, though, gagging again as I held her there, feeding her his length.
“Such a good little cock sucker,” I murmured, letting her come up, gasping, on his cock and cupping her face in my hands then, kissing her hard, her sweet little mouth sucking still, pulling my tongue into her mouth. “Let him taste,” I whispered. “Kiss him, let him taste his cock in your mouth.” TJ let out a soft gasp as Janie took my direction, easily, crawling up him and finding his mouth with hers. He didn’t make any sudden moves, letting her kiss him softly, slowly, and I let them explore each other. Her hand still moved between his legs, stroking his cock gently, and I stretched out beside him to watch.
“Isn’t he a good kisser?” I murmured, sliding my hand down over Janie’s bare back, cupping her ass, squeezing. I felt her spread her thighs in response, whimpering against TJ’s mouth. Smiling, I slid my fingers down her crack, making her jump when I teased her little asshole, and then moving further into the slippery wetness of her slit.
“Oh yes,” she whispered, turning her head toward me. I found her clit, rubbing it, making her moan loudly. “Ohhh god yes… right there…”
“You like that?” I reached down and grabbed TJ’s cock, shifting Janie’s thigh so she was straddling him, and rubbed her clit with the head of his dick.
“How about that? You like that hard cock?”
“Ohhhh!” Janie arched, rolling her hips as I teased her clit. TJ wrapped his arm around me, groaning as I teased them both.
I pressed my mouth to TJ’s ear, whispering, “Imagine how tight she is, baby…” I eased the head of his cock between her lips, not letting him fuck her, just rubbing him through her wetness. “Do you want that hot, tight little pussy?”
“Yes,” he groaned as Janie leaned over him, offering her breasts, and he took them both in his hands, licking between them as if he couldn’t decide which was better. She gasped and arched again as he focused on sucking one of her nipples, and she squealed when I leaned in and sucked on the other.
“Let’s taste her,” I whispered and TJ had her over on her back before Janie knew what was happening, both of us spreading her wide, our tongues warring against her clit, our fingers competing to get inside her little pussy. He managed to get one in, and I got one in, too, and we fucked her in unison, making her whimper and writhe.
“Ohhh please!” she begged, and TJ let me cover her mound with my mouth, my tongue focused, persistent, aching to feel her come. “Oh! God! Now!
Oh fuck!”
I groaned against her cunt, sucking at it, hungry, greedy, eating her up, every last bit, as her climax rocked her whole body, her pussy spasming again and again around our fingers, the tight press of her hole clenching as we fingered her to orgasm.
“Fuck me,” she moaned, reaching for both of us. “I want your cock. TJ, please. Fuck me.”
“Me, first.” I smiled, pressing TJ down onto the sofa bed and climbing him like a tree. He groaned as I slid my pussy down his length, rolling my hips at the base, using my fingers to tease my aching clit.
“Come here,” TJ encouraged, pulling Janie toward him. She followed his lead, letting him position her, legs spread, pussy centered neatly over his face.
Moaning softly, she leaned against me, and we kissed softly as I rode my husband’s cock and she sat on his face at let him lick her.
“He’s so hard,” I whispered into her ear as we rocked, our breasts pressed together, our nipples kissing. “I’m going to let him fuck you.”
“Please?” She groaned, wrapping her arms around my neck, hanging on.
“Promise?”
“Oh yes,” I reassured her, cupping her breasts in my hands, tweaking her nipples. “I promise. He’s going to fuck you so hard, so good.” She moaned into my mouth, grinding her hips down against his face. TJ groaned, too, a muffled, happy sound. “But I want you to come in his mouth, Janie. Come in his mouth while I come all over his big, hard fucking dick.”
“Oh fuck!” She gasped, hanging tight, her whole body trembling against mine. I rubbed my clit faster, rolling my hips, feeling TJ’s cock moving deep inside, and I was so close…so very close. “I’m gonna come for you! Yes! All over his face!”
She did, quivering and arching and begging us both for something, anything, and I came, too, my pussy squeezing TJ’s cock again and again, making him moan and grab my hips. Janie moaned against my mouth as we kissed, our bodies slick already with a light sheen of sweat. I cupped her mound with my hand as she shifted forward, making her gasp.
“We’re not done with your sweet little pussy,” I reminded her, and she sighed happily as I rubbed my hand between her legs. “Get on your hands and knees.”
She did, and I slid my body underneath hers, fitting our bodies together, exploring her still-throbbing pussy with my eager tongue. Janie bent her head in whimpering submission, rubbing her cheek against my thigh, my pussy, moaning softly as my tongue slid between her lips, looking for the sensitive bud of her clit.
I wanted it again. Again.
“You like my fingers in you?” I murmured, sliding one in, fingering her slowly. She nodded against my thigh, putting her ass further up in the air. “You like it when I fuck you?” I began a slow rhythm, my fingers moving in and out.
Beside me, TJ was on his knees, cock in hand, watching. The sight was almost enough to make me come again right then.
“Mmm god, Janie, you taste so good, baby,” I whispered, swallowing her juices, literally scooping them out of her little hole with my tongue as I removed my fingers. She groaned when I did that and I smiled. “What’s the matter? You wanna be fucked? You want something big and hard filling that tight little pussy?”
“Please?” She whimpered, nodding against my belly, her hands gripping my thighs. She begged and begged. “Oh god, please. Ronnie, please. Let him fuck me. I want it so much…”
“Shh.” I rubbed at her clit with my fingers, making her tremble. “I know you do. It’s okay. I’m gonna let him fuck you.”
TJ moaned softly when I reached for his cock and he moved toward me on his knees, his head going back when I began to suck my juices off the tip. I cupped his balls in my hand, letting him feed me the length of his cock, opening my throat for him as Janie arched back, her pussy so wet and ready.
“You want that pussy?” I gasped, taking him out of my mouth and pressing him against the wet entrance of her cunt.
“Put me in,” he begged, shifting his hips forward, and they both groaned as I finally let him slide into her, all the way in, his balls pressed tight against her pussy.
“Oh my god.” TJ’s hands gripped her ass and Janie ground her hips against him, making small, whimpering noises. “Oh baby, she’s so tight.” I smiled as he began to fuck her, taking short, slow strokes, and knew he was trying to last, fighting to hold on. Janie met him, begging for more, more. She gasped when my fingers found her little clit, rubbing it back and forth, teasing.
“Fuck her,” I insisted, moaning when Janie’s eager little mouth found my clit, sucking and licking, distracted by her own pleasure, but still… “TJ, do it! Fuck her hard!”
He groaned, pulling almost all the way out and plunging in deep. I sighed happily and Janie gave a low, guttural growl, her mouth covering my mound.
Grabbing her ass, he drove in deep, hard, fast, long strokes now, bottoming out with each thrust. His balls slapping furiously against her clit and I rubbed it faster, making her beg for more.
“Oh TJ!” she whimpered, using her fingers to rub my clit as she gasped out the words. “I’m gonna come! I’m gonna come all over your cock!” None of us could resist that. Janie came hard, bucking back against him, her body quivering with her release. My pussy spasmed uncontrollably as Janie’s fingers made fast circles around my clit. And TJ-I grabbed him just in time, pulling him out as the first hot blast of his cum splattered the pink flesh of Janie’s cunt. I jerked him fast and hard as he throbbed in my hand, his groans mingling with ours as he came, each thrust of his cock in my fist resulting in another hot spray of cum against Janie’s pussy.
“Oh!” Janie squealed in surprise when I began to lick TJ’s cum from her slit. I lapped up as much as I could and then sucked the head of his cock, too, for good measure, getting every last drop and making him shiver in response.
When we had Janie snuggled down under the blankets between us, all of us still a little breathless and dizzy, I remembered that I hadn’t told her. I kissed the top of her head, stroking her hair and looking at TJ, smiling.
“Janie… I have to tell you something.”
“Hm?” She murmured, not opening her eyes but cuddling a little closer.
“We’re moving to New York,” I started, stroking her cheek.
“No!” Her eyes flew open. “You’re leaving? Again?” She struggled to sit, but with TJ’s leg over one of hers and mine over the other, it was an impossible feat. “You can’t do this! No! You can’t! I thought we would be together, that we would-”
“Shh!” I pressed my fingers to her lips, shaking my head. “Janie, shh!” She quieted, but I saw the tears glistening in her eyes.
“Janie, listen…” I wiped the tears as they started falling down her cheeks.
“We’re moving to New York this summer, but we want you to come with us.” She was quiet for a moment and then repeated softly, “Come with you?” I nodded. “New York is the best place in the world to be a writer.” I felt her startle and smiled over her at my husband. “TJ will find you an agent. You can have lots of time to write. And the truth is, we need a nanny…” TJ shook his head, leaning over and kissing her cheek, whispering into her ear, “The truth is, we want you.”
Yes. That was the truth.
“We love you, Janie,” I murmured, kissing another tear from her cheek.
And that was the truth, too. “What do you think? Do you want to come live with us in New York?”
“Yes.” Her tears had turned happy and she wrapped her arms around me, squeezing me tight. “Yes!”
I hugged her back, smiling at TJ, and his eyes said it all as he looked at us together.
“Oh nooo.” Janie groaned, burying her face against my neck.
“What’s the matter?” I tried to get her to look at me. “What is it?”
“Cramps.” She made a face. “Damnit. I think I just got my period.”
“Well that’s a good thing,” I said with a laugh. “That means you’re not pregnant, thank god.”
She sighed. “But that means we can’t…” Looking hopefully between the two of us, she bit her lip. “Do this again?”
“This week, maybe, that’s true.” TJ chuckled.
“We’ll have plenty of time together, Janie.” I smiled and kissed her softly. “I promise. We’re not going anywhere.”