An Absence of Light

Chapter 28

Graver thought about it all the way back to Tisler’s rent house. Did he really know enough to justify what he was doing now, going completely outside channels with his own investigation? Considering Westrate’s outsized ambitions, considering who was involved and who might be involved, yes, he thought it did. What he had to keep in mind, however, was that in the end it was not Westrate to whom he ultimately would have to answer. The implications here were larger even than Westrate’s ambitions. And if the conspiracy went no further than the three men he had identified so far, the fewer people involved in the investigation the greater the chance-though still a slim chance-that the police could keep it entirely under wraps.

So, until Graver had a more informed perspective, he was going to keep what he knew confined to the few people he trusted. One of his greatest fears was that his inquiry, if discovered by people at the command level, would be derailed for political reasons. He had seen it happen too often.

He found that going back into Tisler’s rent house was far more eerie than entering it for the first time. The first time he had not been so much anxious as curious. Then he had expected to find something, though he had no idea what Now, however, he was fearful of encountering some one.

But it was a groundless anxiety, and he easily entered through the back door again, went to the bedroom at the far end of the house where he quickly turned on the computer and erased the hard drive. He hoped to God that Arnette’s people didn’t screw up the only thing that was left of Tisler’s curious cache.

Just as he was making his way through the kitchen to the back door, he felt his pager vibrate at his waist He pushed the button to turn it off but didn’t look at the calling number until he was back in his car and headed away from Tisler’s house. As he was driving, he held the pager near the dash lights and saw Westrate’s office number. He pulled off the street at a car wash and called in.

Westrate answered on the first ring.

“Jesus Christ,” he said, hearing Graver’s voice. “Where the hell are you?” Graver told him. “Better get down here to my office. Something’s happened.”

That was all Graver knew for twenty minutes, the length of time it took him to come in on the Southwest Freeway, park in front of the Administration Building, and get upstairs to the fourth floor where he found the stout assistant chief alone in his office. Others had been there, however. Two Styrofoam cups with the dregs of coffee sat on the front edge of Westrate’s desk, and there were cigarette butts in the ashtray along with one of Westrate’s half-smoked cigars.

Westrate was sitting behind his desk in an incredibly wrinkled white shirt, tie undone, cuffs turned back, a thick hand nervously taking occasional swipes at the thinning bristles on his ball-like head. He didn’t get up as Graver walked in, and he didn’t ask Graver to sit down. The place reeked of smoke, and Westrate’s desk was in disarray.

“Ray Besom is dead,” Westrate said, scowling from under his heavy eyebrows. He said it as if Graver had something to answer for, and Westrate was by God expecting the answer right then.

Graver had the sudden, irrational thought that he had somehow been at fault, that he had miscalculated something and, as a result, Besom was dead. Burtell popped into his mind, Burtell and the five missing hours.

“What happened?” He felt short of breath.

“Heart attack while he was fishing. They found him still in his waders, washed up on the beach.”

“Heart attack?”

“Yeah, goddamned heart attack!”

“He’s in Brownsville?”

“Yeah.”

“Who’s they’?”

“Brownsville police,” Westrate said heavily. He bent his round head and held it in his two thick hands, elbows on the desk, the thinning spot in his short hair tilted at Graver. “Sit down.”

Graver sat in one of the chairs in front of Westrate’s desk. Westrate dropped his hands and looked up at Graver and noticed the two Styrofoam cups. “Shit, give me those.” He stood and snatched the two cups with one hand, slopping some of the coffee as he dumped them into the trash can at the side of his desk. “Shit,” he said again, opened a desk drawer, yanked out a wad of tissues and mashed them down on the splash of coffee. He rubbed it around as he leaned over, stretching his short arms across the desk. Graver could see a tuft of wiry black hair on his chest sticking up through his open collar. There was wiry black hair on his forearms and on the backs of his hands and on the tops of his fingers. Westrate flopped back down in his chair as he leaned over and with one hand dunked the wad of wet tissues into his trash can.

“Yesterday he was fishing at this spot, a place called Boca Chica near Port Isabel,” Westrate began. “Goes there every year. Some old fart took him by boat You can’t get there in a car. This is about five yesterday afternoon. According to Besom’s wife it was his last night down there. He was supposed to get up early this morning and drive home. Anyway, this old guy’s supposed to come back later last night, nine o’clock, and pick him up. Nine o’clock comes, old fart is there, but no Besom. He waits an hour. Waits an hour and a half. Says he putters his boat in the direction Besom said he’d be walking, shining his spotlight on the beach. No Besom. He goes back to Port Isabel. Docks his boat and goes to a bar and drinks and worries about it. Tells some friends what’s happened. They say, well, shit, if the guy wanted a ride he should’ve showed up.”

Westrate let his head flop back against the high hack of his chair.

“This is all coming from the Brownsville police,” he said. “Old fart goes home and goes to bed for Christ’s sake. But he’s had a lot to drink and doesn’t wake up until ten o’clock the next morning. That’s this morning, today. But he can’t get Besom off his feeble old mind. Gets in his boat and goes back out there, putters along the beach again, goes a mile or so and finally spots this bunch of fishing gear piled up beside an old beached shrimper. But no Besom. He goes back in, calls the Brownsville police because this place, Boca Chica, is in Brownsville’s jurisdiction. They do a search party. It takes most of the afternoon, but they finally find Besom’s body washed way down the beach, fully dressed, still in his waders. He was chewed up some. The fish had been at him a little. But not a lot It hadn’t been that long.”

“He had his ID with him?”

“No, no ID, but the old man remembered that Besom said he was from Houston and was staying in a ‘motel’ in Brownsville. They start checking it out, calling the motels. In the meantime the Brownsville ME does an autopsy. Heart failure, drowning. They finally locate the motel, get in, find out from his things he’s with HPD and call us.”

Westrate was leaning back in his chair now, his arms up, his thick, hairy hands gripping the high back of the seat above his head. He was staring at Graver, his long upper lip taut and challenging.

“What do you know about the Brownsville ME?” Graver asked. “Is he reliable?”

“How the shit would I know?”

“Did Besom have a history of heart trouble?”

“God, I hope so.”

“What about IAD?”

Westrate nodded. “I talked to Katz just a little while ago. Pio Tordella and his partner-and Bricker and Petersen-are driving down there tonight, right now.”

“Who knows about it?”

“Everybody. The Brownsville police didn’t know what this was. Goddamned border town hicks. So when the local news says it wants to go along, they say sure, fine. They filmed the whole thing. Besom’s wife already knows, but we got the news people to hold off on the ID anyway pending notification of the family. But it’ll be on the news tomorrow night.”

He was still staring at Graver, almost in an accusatory manner as if he was waiting for Graver to justify what was happening.

“He needs to be reautopsied back here,” Graver said.

“Yeah, that’s what Katz wants too.” Westrate’s face hadn’t lost any of its tension in the telling of the story. He still looked as if he was going to explode. “You’ve already written the paper closing out Tisler?”

“I’ll finish it tonight.” From Westrate’s expression Graver guessed someone had already suggested there was a smell of fish here. “The second autopsy is critical.”

Westrate was still looking at him as he dropped his arms down and rested them on his desk. His forehead was oily. He looked like he’d been hot for a long time.

“Listen,” he said grimly, “I don’t care what the autopsy shows, this is too damned coincidental for me.”

Graver agreed with him, but he didn’t say so. He could hardly keep his thoughts on what Westrate was saying. He needed to get to Kepner. When Dean Burtell heard about this he was going to do something. Whatever was happening here, it didn’t look good for Burtell.

“You don’t believe it was a heart attack,” Graver said, trying to think in two directions at once.

Westrate’s eyes widened slightly as he tilted his head downward until he was again glowering at Graver from under his woolly eyebrows.

“Heart attack.” His voice was a mixture of anger and disdain. He was looking over his clasped hands, his two meaty fists gripping each other so tightly that Graver imagined them suddenly bursting and squirting all over the desk like tomatoes. “I don’t care if we find a living, breathing witness to Tisler’s suicide and the guy swears on a Bible that Tisler shot himself. I don’t care if we find a witness who saw Ray Besom fishing, saw him suddenly grabbing his chest and gasping and falling down in the goddamn water. I don’t care if we KNOW that’s exactly how they both died… it by God… looks… SUSPICIOUS!”

Dramatically jerking his head from side to side for emphasis as he spoke these last words, Westrate literally spewed spittle as he hissed “suspicious.” His face was as pink as a pistachio pod, and Graver could see even his scalp flushing through his thinning hair.

“HO-ly JE-sus!” Westrate exclaimed, falling back into his chair. Then suddenly he was up, jamming his hands into his pockets and stalking around his desk to the open door of his office where he stood looking out into the dark anteroom, jangling the change in his pockets.

Westrate’s histrionics were wasted on Graver, who could only think of Burtell and of how critical it was to be close to him now. He wished to God he had asked for taps the first time he spoke to Kepner. At that time Ginette would have been at work and, as it turned out, Burtell wouldn’t have been at home either. Kepner’s people would have had plenty of time. Graver looked at his watch. He had to get out of Westrate’s office.

“What do you want from me, Jack?” he asked.

Westrate didn’t answer immediately, but when he turned around Graver was disconcerted to see that his wrath had physically altered his features. His eyes were puffy, and pasty swags of flesh were forming beneath them; his cheeks, normally taut with obesity, now appeared swollen with a scattering of unhealthy, livid blotches. He unhurriedly closed the door to his office and came over and gave a quick jerk to the other chair in front of his desk and sat down in it facing Graver, his short log-like legs spread out.

“What do you think about all this?” he asked. His voice was uncharacteristically quiet, and for the first time ever Graver saw an expression on his face that conveyed, however slightly, a vague vulnerability.

Graver braced himself. He could see that Westrate was at his wit’s end, and he guessed the assistant chief was beginning to imagine, to see the foreshadowing of plots against him, against his career. What Westrate wanted was for Graver to say it first. He wanted to hear Graver say that something was wrong here.

“I think Tisler killed himself,” Graver said. “And I doubt if we’ll ever know why. And, until another autopsy proves otherwise, I’m going to assume Besom had a heart attack.”

Westrate’s face fell. “That’s it?”

“That’s what I think,” Graver said.

“These two deaths are exactly what they appear to be?” His voice rose with incredulity.

“I’ve got to think so in the absence of any evidence that indicates otherwise.”

“But just the fact that they died so close together… that doesn’t make you suspicious?”

“As a matter of fact it does…” Graver said.

Westrate’s eyebrows lifted in anticipation.

“…but I think we’ve got to be careful, Jack. I think we’ve got to be suspicious of our suspicions. It would be too damn easy to read something into these events that the facts don’t support” He paused and looked at Westrate. “You ever heard of ‘Occam’s razor’?”

Westrate stared at him.

“William of Occam was a fourteenth-century English philosopher who stated a kind of commonsense principle regarding lines of inquiry into the truth of a situation. It was stated in Latin, but translated it means: ‘Plurality must not be posited without necessity.’ A modern rendering might be, ‘An explanation of the facts should be no more complicated than necessary,’ or ‘Among competing hypotheses, favor the simplest one.’ Occam’s razor advocated cutting away all the unnecessary considerations that can clutter up a line of inquiry and sticking to the simplest theory consistent with the facts.”

Westrate’s expression portrayed a disgruntled impatience.

“I’ve got a lot of data that tells me Tisler committed suicide,” Graver elaborated. “The simplest explanation is that he did. I’ve got a lot of data that tells me Ray Besom had a heart attack. The simplest explanation, consistent with the facts, is that he did. So, unless we obtain other facts, facts that are inconsistent with the explanation, then the weight of my suppositions will have to fall with the simplest explanation.”

“Give me a break, Graver,” Westrate snapped, his small nostrils flaring with agitation at Graver’s professorial anecdote. “I’ve got four divisions to manage here.”

That sounded like a non sequitur to Graver. He wasn’t sure what Westrate meant, but it was clear he was sweating pearls over this. If he had suspicions that something was terribly wrong in CID, he sure as hell wasn’t going to say so now. He was too sly for that If he did express such a belief and it turned out that Besom did indeed have a heart attack, Westrate would end up sounding like a conspiracy theorist and an alarmist-one of my men kills himself, another one has a heart attack, ergo the CID is riddled by spys and cabalists. No, Westrate wasn’t going to risk that with anyone, especially not with Graver. But he believed it.

Once again the pager on Graver’s belt vibrated. Without looking down he turned it off.

“Is there something you want me to do?”

“No,” Westrate said, getting up quickly.

“Does Hertig know this?”

“Goddamn right he knows it. I called him.”

“What was his reaction?”

“What do you mean-he goddamned couldn’t believe it Wants some answers… just like the rest of us,” he said pointedly. He waited a beat “It’s only a matter of hours before the media’s going to catch on to this. CID’s going to get some publicity. They’re going to call you spies, secret police, all those kinds of liberal shit buzz words.” He thrust his head forward. “Any suggestions?”

“Yeah,” Graver fired back. “You handle it. Put whatever spin you want on it.”

Westrate came to his feet and glared at Graver. Managing to get the best of his tongue, he stalked around behind his desk again. He fumbled in the debris there and found a cigar box, opened it, and took out a cigar. He jammed it in his mouth without lighting it and stood there, looking at Graver, mouthing the cigar, hands once again thrust deep into the pockets of his wrinkled trousers.

“Let’s put it this way, Graver,” he said, talking around the cigar. “You’d better get all over this situation like a sailor on a whore. If there’s something to these ‘coincidences,’ if there is, and you don’t snap to it until it’s too goddamned late…” He took the cigar out of his mouth and said calmly, “…I’m gonna be so far up your ass you’ll have to shit through your nose for the rest of your life.”

Ray Besom’s death was indeed a potential disaster for them, but Graver didn’t think you should try to damage-control a disaster by letting your brain explode. Westrate was going to have to get a grip on himself if he was going to handle the media intelligently. But Graver couldn’t do anything about that. He imagined Westrate and Chief Hertig’s public relations crew would convene early in the morning. They would start putting together something that would be palatable and would effectively cover up the panic. Then they were going to turn to Graver.

“Anything else?” Graver asked, standing.

Westrate jabbed the cigar into his mouth again and sat down in his chair. “No,” he said, and started pawing around in the mayhem of his desk.

Graver walked out into the semidarkness of the reception area and paused long enough beside a table lamp to look at his pager. The number was Paula’s. She was still at the office.

He took the elevator downstairs to the lobby and went straight to the pay phones. He called Kepner, told her what had happened. She didn’t have to be told anything else. After hanging up, he walked back through the lobby and out the back door and through a covered driveway that led in one direction to the motor pool, and in the other to the squat, smog-begrimed building where the CID occupied the southeast corner of the third floor.