Divided Allegiance

5

Paks leaned against the wall breathing heavily. Her side ached, and she could feel a trickle of blood running down the side of her face. Her shield had broken; she pulled the straps free and dropped the pieces. Macenion had ripped a length of cloth from his tunic, and was wrapping the wound on his arm. As he moved, she caught a glimpse of the bright mail under his outer clothing.

“If I’d known you wore mail,” she said finally, “I wouldn’t have worried so much. I was sure you were being skewered.”

Macenion glanced up. “I nearly was. By Orphin, you’re a good fighter in trouble. I wouldn’t have made it alone, even with mail.” He looked at her more closely. “You’re bleeding—is it bad?”

“I don’t think so. Just a cut on the head, and they always bleed—a mess.” Paks swiped at her face with her free hand, and found the cut itself, a shallow gash near the edge of her helmet.

“Here—” Macenion sheathed his sword and came over. “Let me clean that out.” Paks looked at the bodies on the floor as he wiped out the cut with something from a jar in his pack. It burned, but the bleeding stopped. The bodies did not move, this time. When Macenion finished, she pushed herself off the wall, grunting at the pain in her side, and wiped her sword clean on the dirty cloak of the nearest enemy. She wished they could stop and rest, but she distrusted the flavor of the air down here.

“I suppose we ought to keep going,” she said, half hoping that Macenion would insist on rest and food.

“Definitely. Whatever set these guards will know, soon enough, that we’ve passed them. If we’re to have any surprise at all, we’ll have to go on. Why? Are you hurt?”

“No.” Paks sighed. “Bruised, but no more. I wish we were out of here.”

“As do I.” Macenion gave a short laugh. “I begin to think that my elven relatives have more wit than I gave them credit for—they may have been right to tell me that I would find more trouble here than treasure.”

But along with her fear and loathing of the underground maze in which they were wandering, Paks felt a pull of excitement. In a corner of her mind, she saw herself telling this tale to Vik and Arñe in an inn somewhere. She checked her sword for damage, finding none, and turned to Macenion. He nodded his readiness, and she set off carefully, sword ready.

They passed an open door into an empty room on their right, and another like it a few feet down on the left. Ahead of them, the corridor turned again. Paks looked at Macenion and he shrugged. She flattened against the wall and edged forward to the turn. She could hear nothing. She widened her nostrils, hoping for a clue to what lay ahead. Her own smell, and Macenion’s, overwhelmed her nose. Finally, with a mental shrug, she peeked around the corner. An empty corridor, its dusty floor scuffed and disturbed. Four doorways that she could see in the one quick look she allowed herself. A crossing corridor a short run ahead.

“Do you have any of your feelings about any of this?” asked Macenion when she described what she’d seen.

“No. Not really. The whole things feels bad, but nothing in particular.”

“Nor can I detect anything. I wish our friend who wants our help would give us some guidance.”

Paks felt around in her mind to see if anything stirred. Nothing but a faint desire to get moving. She sighed. “Let’s go, then.”

The doors that opened off the corridor were all of wood; all bore the scars of some sort of fire. One gaped open, and they could see into a small room with stone shelves built into the walls. At the cross corridor, Paks took one corner, and Macenion the other. To the right, her way, the corridor ended in a blank stone wall perhaps fifty paces away. To the left, it opened after perhaps thirty paces into a chamber whose size they could not guess. Macenion cocked his head that way, and Paks began to edge along the wall of the cross corridor toward the chamber door. Macenion stayed where he was.

As she neared the opening, Paks felt a wave of confidence. Surely they were going the right direction. Macenion was being too cautious, as usual. She hesitated only a moment before putting her head around to see what the chamber was like.

Here, for the first time, she saw something not desolate and ruined. The floor, laid of pale green and gold stone blocks, had been swept clean of dust so that the pattern was clearly visible. At the far end of the chamber, a great ring of candles seemed to hover in midair. After a moment, Paks realized that they were attached to a metal framework suspended from a chain that ran to a ringbolt in the high ceiling. Candlelight warmed the cool white light of the corridors to a friendlier hue. In that warm glow, on a brilliantly colored carpet, stood a tall figure robed in midnight blue. Its face was subtly like Macenion’s, and yet different; Paks knew at once that she stood in the presence of an elf of high rank. Along the far wall of the chamber stood several motionless figures clad in rough garments of gray and brown like poor servants.

Paks looked at the elf’s face. Its bones showed clearly under the skin, yet with no sign of age or decay. The eyes were a clear pale green. She felt no fear, though she was fully aware of the elf’s power, so much greater than Macenion’s. The elf’s wide mouth curved in a smile.

“Welcome, fair warrior. Was your companion too frightened to come so far with you?”

Paks shook her head, uncertain how to answer. She had the vague thought that no elves should be here. But perhaps this was the person they had come to help? She could not seem to think clearly. The elf was not frightened of her, and did not seem angry—and elves were, if uncanny, at least not evil. As she thought this, she realized that she was walking forward, moving out into the chamber.

“Excellent,” the elf continued. “I shall be glad to receive you both into my service.” He gestured to the line of servants. “You see how few I have, and you have just killed some of my best fighters. It is only fair that you take their place.”

Paks found her voice at last. “But, sir, I have a deed to perform, before I can take service with another.” She tried to stand still; her feet crept forward despite her efforts. She knew she should be afraid but she could feel nothing.

“Oh?” The silvery elven voice was amused. “And what is that?”

Paks found it difficult to say, or even think. A confusion of images filled her mind: the Halveric’s face as he handed her a sealed packet, the Duke’s parting words, the images of victory and glory that had come in the dream of the night before. She had advanced to the edge of the carpet. This close to the elf, she noticed a distinct, slightly unpleasant odor. Even as her nose wrinkled in distaste, the odor changed, becoming spicy and attractive. She drew a deep breath.

“Now—” the elf began, but at that moment, Macenion cried out from the far end of the chamber.

“Paks! What are you—”

Only for a moment those green eyes shifted from Paks; then the elf chuckled. “Well, so your companion finally gathered his courage. Stand near me, fair warrior, and show him your allegiance.” And Paks stepped onto the soft carpet and stood silent beside the elf, unable to move or speak. She could just see Macenion from the corner of her eye. The elf went on. “You think yourself a mage, I understand—you have scarcely the powers to match me, crossbred runt.”

Macenion reddened. “You don’t know what I might have—” he began.

“If you had any abilities I need worry about, you’d not have walked into this trap. You sensed nothing, at the last turn—you said so.”

Macenion glared, and slid his hand stealthily under his cloak.

The elf nodded. “Go ahead—try your little spells if you wish. It won’t do any good. Nor will that wand. But try it, if you like—” He laughed. “Do you not even wish to know who it is that you face, little mage? Are you in the habit of loosing spells on chance-met strangers?”

“We are not chance-met, I fear,” said Macenion. He came forward a short distance, then stopped. “And if I cannot put a name to you, still I have a good idea what you are.”

“What and not who? What erudition! And what makes you think I cannot charm you to obedience, as I did your—delightful—companion, here?”

Macenion smiled in his turn. “Charm a mage? You well know what that would get you. If you would use me as a mage, you need my mind unclouded—”

“But not unbroken, little one. Remember that.”

Macenion bowed, as arrogantly as Paks had ever seen him. “Yet a pebble,” he said, “may be harder to break than a pine, though insignificant beside it.”

“Are you to quote dwarvish proverbs to me?” The elf sounded slightly less amused than before. Paks, listening to all this, could scarcely pay attention to it; her mind seemed to float at a slight distance.

Macenion bowed again, even more elaborately; as he rose, he made a complicated movement of his right hand, and said a few words Paks did not understand. But she heard the hiss of breath indrawn beside her as the elf gasped. Before he could move, she felt a wave of nausea and fear. She whirled, sword at ready, before she even knew she could move. Where she had seen elven beauty, she now saw the ruin of it, and the stench stung her nose.

“Paks!” shouted Macenion. He was cut off by a great shout from the elf. A blast of energy poured down the chamber. Paks thrust at the elf, but her sword met another in his hand.

“Cross blades with me, will you?” The green eyes blazed. Paks tore her gaze from them to watch the sword hand. “No human has skill to match an elf—and I am no common elf.” Indeed, the first ringing strokes revealed his ability. Paks fought on a rising wave of anger. Elves were never evil, ha! She avoided a quick trapping ploy, and thrust again. The tip of her blade seemed to hesitate an instant—an instant that let the enemy escape. She pressed on, furiously. Macenion had probably been killed by the blast, or disabled, but he had won her freedom from whatever spell had bound her. She would fight to the end, and show this creature what human skill could do.

Again and again she managed to slip aside from a deadly blow, and just as often her own attacks fell short. Sweat rolled down her ribs, and she heard herself grunting with every stroke. The elf did not seem to tire. The same smile curved his lips; the same arrogance arched his brows. Now her wrist began to ache, as he used every advantage of height and reach. She was usually taller that those she drilled with; she was not accustomed to adjusting to a longer reach. One of his blows fell true; the force of it drove her to one knee. She felt the links of mail sink into her flesh; she barely ducked the next blow and staggered back. She wanted to look for Macenion, but dared not. The elf’s smile widened.

“You are outclassed, human fighter,” he said lightly. “You are quite good, for a human, but not good enough. But look at my eyes, and acknowledge me your lord, and this can end.”

Paks shook her head, as much to clear it as to refuse. Was that a movement behind the elf? She lunged again; her blade struck, but she narrowly avoided his. He seemed not to notice her blow. Suddenly a bit of hot wax fell on her face. As quick as the thought that followed, almost before she knew what she meant to do, Paks leaped high, grabbing the framework the candles were set on with one hand, and jerking her legs away from the elf’s astonished stroke. The frame swung wildly, spattering them both with wax. With one arm over the ring, Paks swung at the elf from above. He grabbed at her leg and missed as she kicked out. She heard a squeal from above and glanced up to see the ringbolt slipping from the ceiling. She threw herself to one side, trying to clear the frame as it fell. The elf, pursuing, was struck. Before he could free himself from the ring, Paks attacked. Hampered by the framework and the candles, which caught his robe afire, he parried her blows weakly.

And then Macenion came up, panting and pale, and threw the whole of their oil supply on the elf. Paks jumped back as the candle flames flared on this fuel. A foul stench filled the chamber, and a black cloud swirled up from the fire, denser than smoke. Paks felt a wave of cold enmity that sent her staggering to her knees. The flames roared, now more blue than any fire of oil could be. Air rushed into the chamber, whistling round the corners. Paks realized that Macenion was tugging at her arms, pulling her away. She could hardly move. She managed to look around, and saw that the others in the room, the servants, were shuffling out a door in one corner as fast as they could.

When the flames died down, Paks still crouched helplessly where Macenion had dragged her. The elf’s body had not been consumed in the fire, though it was horribly blackened, and all the clothing was gone. Macenion stood by it, frowning.

Paks tried several times before she could speak. “What’s—wrong? He’s dead, isn’t he?”

“I wish I knew. That kind of power—it was some spirit of evil, Paks, that took over the body of an elf. Of an elf lord. And the body is here still. I wonder if he is dead—truly. I’ve heard tales of such—”

Paks didn’t want to move. Every muscle hurt. She managed to flex her hand, and found she still held her sword. She took a deep breath, which also hurt, and forced herself to her feet. She felt as if her legs and body were only loosely connected. Another deep breath. It was hard to believe that she and Macenion were still alive, and the elf was dead. Or dead in some way. She walked over to see.

“Your magic has done well so far, Macenion. We wouldn’t be here without it. Can’t you do something to make sure he stays dead?”

For once Macenion did not seem complacent. “No,” he said soberly. “That’s beyond my abilities. I wish my old master were here. We are fortunate that he chose a simple spell to bind you. Perhaps he wanted to have plenty left for me, or perhaps he had more in use than we know. But now—”

“Couldn’t we put a stake through his heart?”

“What do you think he is, a kuerin-witch? Are you thinking of dragging his corpse to a crossroads, too?”

Paks flushed. “I don’t know. I just remembered some old stories . . .”

“That won’t work for him. Whatever took him over won’t be withheld by any simple measures.”

“We could—” Paks swallowed hard, then went on. “We could cut—dismember him.”

“You? I? I know what you would think of such. As for me, I tell you, Paksenarrion, I don’t even wish to touch that corpse, if corpse it is. Nor should you. That power may still dwell in it, and could reach out to us. You see that the body was not consumed by the fire as it should have been; the skin is blackened but unblistered.”

“Well, then? Do we wait to see what comes of it, or what?”

Macenion shook his head. “I don’t know. I wish I knew a spell to free this body from whatever power holds it so.”

“But since elves are immortal, do their bodies burn or decay?”

“Elves do not die of age alone, but they can, as you saw, be killed. And yes, their bodies can burn or decay or return to earth in many ways.”

Paks shifted her shoulders, easing the stiffness. Suddenly she was hungry—and thirsty. She put up her sword and fumbled to unhook her water flask. After a couple of swallows, she felt much better. “It’s too bad,” she said, “that you don’t know what’s in that fancy scroll you’re so proud of.”

Macenion scowled and opened his mouth for a quick retort, then paused. “I never thought of that,” he said. “I wonder if—” and he rummaged around inside his tunic until he came out with the tooled scroll case Paks had commented on. “It’s difficult—” he went on, as he flicked off the lid and slid the scroll out. “You remember I told you how expensive it was?” Paks nodded. “Thing is, a magical scroll—one that has on it a workable spell—can be written only by a magician who can cast the spell without it. I don’t know why; it seems a silly rule, and it certainly gives far too much power to men who do nothing but study, but there it is. Usually a scroll belongs to the man who wrote it, or to someone he trusts: his journeyman, say, or a brother mage. He knows which scroll is which—or he sets his private mark on each—and all’s well. But for someone who comes across one of these scrolls—far away from the person who wrote it—it’s difficult to tell what it is without reading it.”

“Then read it,” said Paks, gnawing on a slab of dried meat. It was delicious. “You can read—?”

“Of course, I can read! That’s not the point. That’s how it’s used—by reading it. If I read it, whatever it is happens.”

“Oh. So there’s no way to—to peek?”

Macenion allowed himself to look amused. “No. Not that I ever heard of. There are a lot of teaching tales for young apprentice magicians that tell of attempts to peek and what happened afterwards. No, I must decide, by examining all the marks on the outside of the scroll and by my own abilities, whether it’s worth chancing that the spell or spells on it will do us any good.” He peered at the scroll itself, then at the case, and then back at the scroll.

“I might just take a look into the corridors,” said Paks casually. “In case someone is coming—”

“Good idea. Then you’ll be out of range if something does happen.” Paks had not realized that Macenion would find her motive so obvious. She said nothing, but looked into the corridor diagonally opposite that from which she’d entered the chamber. This was the way the “servants” had left. She could see no one before the corridor turned, some twenty paces away. She looked back at Macenion. He was still examining the scroll, but he looked up at her and nodded. “Go on—not too far. I think I’ll try one of these; for what I paid for them, they should be fairly powerful.” Paks went on as far as the turn.

It seemed a long time before he called, a high excited yell. Paks swept out her sword and ran back to the chamber. She was just in time to see a blue flare lance to the ceiling from the elf’s body. A dry clatter brought her eyes back to the floor; bones lay scattered there, and as she watched, they crumbled to dust. A draft scattered the dust. She looked up to meet Macenion’s eyes. He was pale and trembling.

“It worked,” she said unnecessarily.

“Yes. It—by Orphin, I’m tired. That—even reading it—that was beyond my powers—” He reeled, and Paks moved quickly to catch him before he fell. He lay some time unmoving. She could feel a pulse beating in his neck, so she folded her cloak under his head and let him rest. Some time later he opened his eyes and blinked. “What—? Oh yes. That.” Silently Paks offered him water and food. He took a long drink, and shook his head at the food. After another swallow, he rolled up to a sitting position and shook his head sharply.

“Do you think, Macenion, that that creature was what we came here to fight?” Paks had been worrying about this; if it were the servant of some greater evil, she had little hope of escape.

“I think so. That—was a considerable power. If it had chosen a better spell for you, or been more practiced at sword play—we wouldn’t be here.

“Then what were we to free? The elf’s body? That couldn’t have called us. What else is there?”

Macenion rubbed his face with both hands. “No. You’re right. We haven’t been greeted with cries of joy and armfuls of reward, have we? Something still to be done—by Orphin, I don’t know if I can manage any more spells today.”

“Maybe you won’t need to. If whatever it was is trapped somewhere, all we need to do now is find it.”

“I hope it’s that easy.” Macenion stood up, swaying slightly at first. “I just had a thought. I hope whatever it is wasn’t trapped in a jewel or something worn by the elf. Some magicians do that sort of thing. If so, we’re out of luck.”

“If only we get out of this,” said Paks, “we’ll be in luck.”

“True. Did you see anything down that corridor?”

“No. Nothing.”

Paks was never afterwards sure what had guided their choice, with so many ways to go, and no knowledge. At first, as they walked the bare stone corridor, Macenion continued to eat, reaching out now and again to touch the walls as if for balance. Then the corridor sloped down, and he paused.

“Wait—” Macenion’s face, when Paks turned, was grim. He pulled out his own sword, and tested the balance. “I sense something—”

“Not that thing in the Winter Hall!”

Macenion shook his head. “No. Not so dire as that. But it’s as if my blood tingled—some enemy is below, and coming nearer.”

Paks looked around for a good place to fight. The corridor was slightly too wide for two to hold. “We’d better go on, then, and hope for something we can use.”

Macenion nodded, and came up beside her as they started off again.

“Don’t you want to stay back and prepare your spells?”

“I told you—I can’t do that again today. I’d never be able to cast a simple fire spell, let alone anything useful.”

The corridor turned right, and continued downward. Paks felt edgy; she was increasingly aware of the weight of stone and earth above her. She found herself whispering words from a Phelani marching song. Macenion looked at her curiously, and she blushed and fell silent.

Suddenly Paks caught a foul whiff that stopped her short. “What’s that?”

Macenion looked eager. “Ah. I might have known. Orcs, that’s what. They would move in when the elves were driven away.”

“Orcs?” Paks had heard of orcs; they had raided Three Firs in her greatgrandfather’s day, but she had not expected to meet any.

“Ugly but cowardly,” said Macenion briskly. “If that was their master, they’ll want nothing better than escape. They won’t be looking for experienced fighters like us—”

“If they want to escape, we can let them,” suggested Paks.

“Let orcs loose? Are you crazy? They’re disgusting. Vermin, killers, filthy—”

“How many are likely to be in a group?” Paks didn’t care how disgusting they were; enough orcs could kill them.

“Oh—not more than seven or eight. We can handle that many. I killed three by myself one time.”

“But, Macenion—”

“Paksenarrion, I’ve seen you fight, remember? We have nothing to worry about. If we can handle that thing up there—” he jerked his head back where they’d been, “—we can handle a few orcs. Trust me. Haven’t I been right on this so far?”

“I still think we should wait until we know how many there are. What if there’s twenty? Let’s find a hiding place, and—”

“Where?”

Paks looked around. Ahead, the corridor turned again twenty paces away, still going down. They had passed no doors for the last two hundred paces. She shrugged, and went on.

Around that corner the stench was stronger. Trash littered the floor. Paks looked for someplace to hide. Halfway to the next turn a doorway shadowed one wall. They had nearly reached it when they heard a harsh voice from somewhere ahead. Paks darted forward. The doorway was an empty gap opening into a tiny bare room. She grabbed Macenion’s arm and pulled him in.

He glared at her, but said nothing as the voice came nearer in the corridor.

The first orcs were uglier than Paks had imagined. Greasy leather armor covered their hunched torsos; long arms banded with spiked leather hung nearly to the floor. The first carried a curved blade, badly nicked along the inner curve, and the second dragged a spear short enough to use in the corridor. Paks noted the spare knives in sheaths on both hips, and helmets that came low over the nose. Behind the first pair came another, whose voice they had heard. It wore a filthy fur cloak over its armor, and carried a spiked whip as well as a sword. Whatever it was saying to the others must have been unpleasant, for the spear carrier turned suddenly and growled back at it. Paks flattened herself into the angle of wall away from the door, and hoped the orcs would quit arguing and go on. Macenion, however, leaned toward the door. She realized suddenly that he was about to go out and attack. He looked back at her and cocked his head at the door.

If he attacked them and was killed, they’d be sure to look in the room. Paks cursed the stupidity of all magicians, and moved to the other side of the door, sword ready.

“It’s only three,” hissed Macenion. “We can take them easily.”

Paks hoped so. The argument outside grew even louder. At least they could surprise the orcs. She took a deep breath and crouched. Now!

Her first blow caught the third orc low, in the thigh. His leg was harder than she’d expected, but she got her sword back, and he went down, bellowing. Macenion had gone for the spear carrier, and missed; the other sword bearer took one wild swipe at Macenion’s head, then turned to Paks. The orc she had wounded flung its whip at her sword, and she dropped the tip just in time. The orcs moved faster than she’d expected. She parried the curved blade on one side, and danced back from the wounded orc’s whip. Macenion was trying to get past the guard of the spear carrier. She didn’t envy him.

Once out of reach of the wounded orc, she found fencing with the other one strange but not as hard as she’d feared. Its reach was almost as long as hers, but low; it couldn’t match her height. She had little trouble defending herself. Attack was harder. Her overhead blows fell on heavy armor. Paks abandoned that tactic, and tested its quickness. Perhaps she could get behind it. She heard a yelp from Macenion, then a guttural command from the fallen orc. When she looked, Macenion was fencing left-handed, shaking blood from his right hand. That was the second wound to that arm. She attacked her own orc with sudden ferocity, and made a lucky stab under the right shoulder. The orc fell, snarling, and stabbed at her legs. Paks skipped back and ran to Macenion’s opponent. He could not use a spear in two directions at once. Paks ran him through when he thrust at Macenion. But before they could do anything about the first orc she had wounded, it was bellowing even louder.

“Gods above!” gasped Macenion. “There’s more of them!”

Paks heard the clamor almost as he spoke. “Which way?”

“I don’t know! I—” He stared wildly around.

“Here!” Paks ripped a length of cloth from his cloak, and wrapped it around his arm. “If we’ve got more to fight, you don’t need to be dripping like that.” She still could not tell where the sound came from; the corridor echoed confusingly.

“We’ll go down,” said Macenion suddenly.

“Down! But—”

“Come on!” He whirled away from her and strode down the corridor; the noise was much louder. Paks looked after him an instant, and ran to catch up.

“How do you know they’re not—” But Macenion wasn’t listening. He hurried ahead, and again she had to stretch her legs to catch him. “Macenion!” She caught at his arm as he neared the next turn.

It was too late. From around the turn erupted a wild band of orcs, stinking and dressed in filthy leather armor. Before she could guess how many they faced, she was engulfed in a deadly lacework of iron: swords, knives, and axes swung around her. The harsh clamor of their voices and the ring of blades filled her ears; all she could see was weapons and armor. Then she realized that Macenion was nearby, fencing with skill she had not suspected. That slender blade he bore had more strength than she’d thought.

“This way, Paks!” he yelled. He seemed to be edging ahead, still, and downward. Paks grunted and lunged toward him, taking a solid blow in one side as she came away from the wall. She felt the rings of her chainmail shirt dig in to the same place she’s been hit earlier, but it held whatever blade that was. She caught one orc under the chin, and dodged another. The place swarmed—she saw a doorway, now, and another doorway, and orcs in both. She slipped on something underfoot, and staggered. Luckily they couldn’t all reach her at once, and she hacked on, grimly determined to kill as many as she could before they killed her. She couldn’t see Macenion.

Suddenly the orcs gave way in front of her, and she plunged through them to find herself in a circular chamber. In front of her, Macenion lay face down as he had fallen, an axe standing out of his back. Beyond his body was a focus of light that changed color as she looked. She whirled to face the orcs. They blocked the doorway, grinning and muttering. One at the rear of the mass yelled out, and they started toward her. She gave one quick glance to the chamber—no other door. And entirely too many orcs: no hope of winning through them all. She took a deep breath and laughed, at peace with her fate.

Afterwards she was never sure how she came to move into the light. As the orcs came forward, she ran to fight them over Macenion’s body. They were too many, and pressed her back, and back again. Someone or something was calling her—wanted her to do something—but she had no time, no hands, for anything but the fight. As in a dream she felt one ragged blade catch her arm, and another stabbed deep into her leg. Orc stench choked her nose; she gasped for breath, with a sudden memory of the young soldier in her first battle, a wry grin for the girl who would never get home. Back, and back again, a step at a time. She kept expecting a blow from behind, but it never came. Her arm felt heavy and clumsy; her sword slid off an orc helmet as the dagger in her left hand parried another blade. She took a deep breath—her last, she thought—and lunged hard at the orc in front of her.

She could not reach him. He stood as close as her own arm, but his sword, thrusting at her, jabbing wildly, touched her not at all, nor hers, him. And a pressure filled her head, as if a river poured itself in one side and found no outlet. She felt herself falling under that pressure, her hand loosening, losing its grip on the dagger.

—Take—It was more picture than word: a hand, grasping.

Paks stared at her own hand, open as if it were reaching for something.

—Take . . . this . . . thing—The pressure moved her eyes; she looked as it directed, and saw a blue egg-shaped object. She could not tell how far away it was, or how big, or even what it was. She tried to frame a question. Instead, the command returned, and filled her whole head; she felt it would burst—TAKE IT—

She reached toward the object, and felt an unpleasant oily sensation on the insides of her fingers, as if they were sinking slightly into it. But her hand closed around the object firmly. It felt disgusting, in ways she could not describe, and had never imagined. She would have dropped it, thrown it far away, but it clung to her hand. When she tried to open her fingers, they wouldn’t move. All at once she felt the pain of all her wounds, the exhaustion of all the fighting, a great heaving wave of sickness that seemed to cut her legs from under her. She tried to raise her sword for one last blow.

And the pressure within suddenly burst out in a vast roar, a vibration so deep she felt it in her bones and hardly at all in her ears. The light was gone—darkness churned around her—she caught a last confused glimpse of orcs screaming, falling stones, Macenion’s body glowing blue as fire—then a deafening, whirling confusion.

And silence.