Part of me worried I'd come home one day and she'd stop me before I could strip, tell me the game was over, and we'd go back to our vanilla ways.
I would, if she asked me to.
I prayed she wouldn't.
It never failed that my cock hardened every day as I packed to leave work and drove home. I wanted to strip my clothes off on the way to the front door so I could kneel, naked, before her as soon as I walked in.
I loved the feel of her hands on me as she gently buckled the collar around my neck, the soft snick as the lock snapped into place.
A weight lifted from me. A physical sensation of lightness that I was home, with my Mistress.
Where I belonged.
Where I could relax and forget the day and focus only on her or on what she allowed me to focus on.
I could spend hours kneeling on the floor beside her, my head resting against her knee, as she sat on the couch with her computer in her lap. I loved it when she tangled her fingers in my hair and kept her hand there, touching me.
Owning me.
She wanted me.
Maybe I'd died and I was now in Heaven, because that's what it felt like.
I always took her hand and kissed it after she collared me.
It wasn't something she asked of me, it was something I felt I needed to do. I wanted her to know how much I loved her for this, for doing this.
I knew I was the luckiest bastard in the world.