Down the Darkest Road

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A curtain separated the cab of Ballencoa’s van from the back, where Lauren and Leah lay bound to a U-bolt screwed into the floor. It kept anyone casually looking into the cab windows from seeing into the back of the van. It also kept the cab’s occupants from seeing into the back—a design flaw Lauren was grateful for.

As their captors drove the winding canyon roads, Lauren worked her free hand into the canvas tote bag trapped beneath her body. One by one she worked the tools up from the bottom of the bag, past Roland Ballencoa’s precious stalking journals.

A screwdriver, a box cutter, a hammer.

Leah lay beside her, facing her, her whole body quivering, her expression terrified, tears leaking from her wide eyes in a continuous stream.

“This is what he did to Leslie, isn’t it?” she whispered.

“There’s two of us,” Lauren told her.

“And two of them.”

Lauren hoped she was right about Greg Hewitt, that the bullet she had put in him had done a lot more than gone straight through his shoulder. He followed behind the van in her BMW. She tried to imagine him slowly bleeding to death internally.

She used hollow-point bullets in the Walther, ammunition designed for maximum destruction. As it left the chamber of the gun, the hollow-point exploded into a vicious spinning little flower of twisted metal that took a corkscrew’s path through a victim’s body, tearing as much tissue as possible, shredding veins and arteries, nerves and tendons, ricocheting off bone to rip through organs.

She sincerely hoped that was the chaos her shot was wreaking through Greg Hewitt at that very moment.

“Mommy, I don’t want to die,” Leah whimpered.

“You can’t think about that,” Lauren said. “You have to be brave now, Leah. We have to think and we have to fight. Do you understand me?”

Even as she spoke, Lauren had the box cutter in her free hand. Lying facedown with her left wrist bound to the U-bolt, she had to twist awkwardly to get onto her right side so she could reach their bound wrists.

She glanced at the curtain, which gaped open enough that she caught the odd glimpse of their driver. His concentration was on the winding road. Lauren had no idea where he was taking them, but the road was on an incline, with turns and switchbacks.

Into the mountains. Somewhere remote. Somewhere he and Greg Hewitt could feel free to do whatever they wanted—rape them, torture them. Ballencoa would take photographs, recording their degradation and their deaths.

How many times in the last four years had she imagined what this monster had done to Leslie? Thousands. Now she would know firsthand. In a strange, sick way, she would have satisfaction. She would have the closure she had prayed for. The not knowing would be over.

At the same time, the idea that she would have to witness Ballencoa do those things to Leah was more than she could stand. She was willing to pay a price with her own life, not Leah’s.

She glanced again at the curtain, then put her attention to her task, trying to cut through the zip ties without slitting either of their wrists.

One gave way, and then the other.

“Don’t move,” she cautioned Leah.

Even with Hewitt partially incapacitated, they were still two men against two females much smaller than they were. She and Leah would need the element of surprise on their side.

Lauren worked the screwdriver from beneath her and passed it discreetly into her daughter’s hands.

“If you get a chance to use this, go for the head, go for the eyes,” she instructed. “If you get the chance to run, you run. Do you understand me? Don’t worry about me. If you can run, save yourself. Promise me.”

Big crystalline tears welled in Leah’s eyes. “But, Mommy—”

Lauren stared hard at her child. “Promise me.”

Leah nodded.

“I love you,” Lauren whispered, fighting tears of her own. “I’m so sorry, Leah. I’m so, so sorry.”

The van slowed and turned and lurched over rough ground, eventually rolling to a stop.

Ballencoa got out. Lauren’s heart was lodged in her throat. She heard another car door and the unintelligible voices of the two men.

How could she not have seen Greg Hewitt for what he was? Why hadn’t she questioned who he was when he had come to her?

Because she hadn’t cared. He had been a means to her end.

Literally, she thought.

The back doors of the van swung open.

Lauren turned her head and looked out, seeing sky and scrub and rocks. They were truly in the middle of nowhere.

Hewitt had parked the BMW just ten or fifteen feet back from the van. His skin looked gray as he came toward them. There was relatively little blood from the wound in his shoulder, but he cradled his half-useless right arm against his side, bent at the elbow. The hand was a gruesome flag of tattered, bloody flesh with shards of bone protruding.

At least she had the satisfaction of knowing she had damaged him.

“I’m not feeling so good,” he said to Ballencoa.

Ballencoa ignored him. His eyes were on Leah.

“I get the daughter first,” he said, climbing into the back of the van on his knees. He looked down at Lauren, his face the bony mask of pure evil. “Did you hear that, Mommy? I’m going to fuck your daughter and you’re going to watch.”

Lauren glared at him.

“I wonder how she’ll be, compared to her sister,” he mused. “That one was sweet. She liked it. She wanted it.”

Lauren wanted to scream at him. She wanted to attack him. She wanted to cut the tongue from his head and shove it down his throat.

“Oh yeah,” he said, his voice thick at the memory. “She was hot and wet and tight. She screamed and screamed and screamed.”

“Where is she?” Lauren demanded, as if she had any power at all. “What did you do with her?”

Ballencoa looked down at her and smiled like a snake. “It would spoil my fun to tell you. Do you think maybe she’s still alive? Do you think maybe I kept her?”

“Hey, Rol.” Hewitt’s voice broke the moment. “I’m serious.”

“Go sit down, then,” Ballencoa snapped over his shoulder. “What do you want me to do? I’m not a doctor. I can’t help you.”

“He’s going to die,” Lauren said.

Ballencoa smiled down at her. “So are you.”