Getting Lucky

Chapter 20

ICE TRICKLED THROUGH ZACH'S VEINS, BUT HE kept his hands loose at his sides and his voice gentle and nonthreatening as he took a step forward. "I don't think you want to do this, Richard."

The younger man looked at him as if he were crazy. "Of course I don't want to do it! I never intended for anyone to get hurt. The plan was just to get the money and be gone before David got home." He glared at Zach. "But then you had to come along and fuck everything up."

Zach held his hands wide of his body in a shrug of entreaty as he edged a millimeter closer. "I thought my baby sister had been snatched. You would've moved heaven and earth, too, I'm sure, if it had been one of your sisters."

Richard made a rude noise and pressed the double barrels against the angle of Glynnis's jaw. Her eyes were huge with fear, but Zach was proud of her; she stood still and quiet in the midst of a situation where anyone could be excused for going all hysterical. Only her eyes moved, flitting between himself and David.

"Not frigging likely," Richard jeered. "My sisters are up for grabs, as far as I'm concerned. Jess is nothing but a doormat, and Cass is a bitch."

"Who are you calling a bitch, you wormy little maggot?" Cassidy demanded as she strolled out of the parlor, " I'm not the lowlife thief stealing from my own fam—" She stopped just inside the foyer as if she'd run smack up against an invisible force field, staring in shock at the tableau that greeted her. "Oh, my God, Richard," she whispered, staring at her brother, Glynnis, and the shotgun. "What on earth are you doing?"

"Go back into the parlor," Zach said calmly, sparing her the briefest of glances, "and try to keep your aunt occupied. The last thing we want is her out here going into hysterics."

Cassidy nodded, but as she took a cautious step backward, Richard barked, "Stay right where you are." He glared at Zach. "How dumb do you think I am? As if I'm going to let her go where she can call the cops."

"Your aunt's already called the sheriff's department, so if you've got half a brain, you'll beat it the hell out of here while you still can."

"Yeah, right," the younger man scoffed. "Pull the other one, why don't you."

"It's true, Richard," Cassidy said. "Aunt Maureen is furious with you. She told me you're the one who kept reinforcing her fears that the kidnapper would kill David if Zach called the cops like he wanted to. So she didn't hesitate to call them on you."

"Fine." He gave his hair a nervous toss, adjusted his grip on the stock of the shotgun, and glared at Zach. "Give me the goddamn money then, and I'll be on my way."

''Just as soon as you let Glynnis go," David interjected. "I'll give you anything you want. But first, let her go."

Richard turned to look at him, but glanced back every few seconds to keep Zach in sight. He bent a scornful look on his cousin. "You always were a chump."

"Why?" David demanded. "Because I love someone and don't want to see her get hurt?"

"No, because you're such a frigging Little Lord Bountiful. You're just Mister Goddamn Generosity, aren't you?"

From the corner of his eye, Zach saw Cassidy open her mouth to protest. He gave an infinitesimal shake of his head, and to his relief she subsided. Richard had his attention focused pretty firmly on his cousin at the moment, and Zach wanted to keep it that way, since he was using Richard's preoccupation to edge nearer an inch at a time.

"Let me get this straight," David said incredulously. "You're pissed at me because I invited you to live with us and gave you a good-paying job.

"Please. Like you did it from the goodness of your heart." Richard's laugh was bitter. "You're such a hypocrite. You invited us here and gave me a job because you get your kicks out of lording it over all of us and never letting anyone forget you're prince of the goddamn castle."

"That's bullshit!"

"The hell it is." As if sensing danger was approaching, he began to turn back toward Zach.

Lily, who stood on the far side of David, took a step forward. "You know what, Richard? You're a spoiled brat."

He turned to look at her. "Oh, that's good. So says the slut. Did I give you permission to speak, blondie? What are you doing out of the kitchen, meddling in the affairs of your betters, anyway?"

She met his eyes coolly. "I hate to burst your bubble, sonny, but I barely have an equal, let alone a better."

"Yeah?" His gaze did a slow slide over her from head to foot, lingering on her breasts. "Maybe I should take you hostage instead of the little princess here. Those lips look like they could suck the chrome off a trailer"

If Zach's anger had been cold before, now it was red hot. He took the final step separating them and wrenched the shotgun from Richard with one hand while shoving his sister toward David with the other. "You're beginning to seriously piss me off, junior," he snarled and, flipping the weapon around in his grip, pointed it at the younger man. "Move over next to the bannister."

Richard didn't follow orders fast enough to suit him, and Zach gestured sharply with the shotgun. "March! You don't wanna test me right now, Ace, because trust me on this, I don't need much incentive to pump both barrels into your kneecaps."

Richard marched.

Zach didn't blink until he had Richard where he wanted him. "Lily, give me your belt, will you?"

She unfastened the narrow silk-cord-and-leather accessory and slid it off, dangling it a second later within his line of vision.

Zach traded her the shotgun for it. "This is the safety," he said, stroking this thumb over it as he passed her the weapon. "It's on, but all you have to do is push this little latch up, and it'll be ready to shoot. Blow his balls straight to hell if he so much as breathes wrong."

"Oh, believe me." She looked Richard directly in the eye. "That won't be a problem."

Zach's mouth crooked up, and he raised his eyebrows at the erstwhile extortionist, who was staring in horror at the shotgun trained on his crotch. "You're looking a little green around the gills there, Richie. I bet you're kind of regretting those crude sexual innuendos right about now, huh?" Staying out of Lily's way, he shackled Richard's hands to the ornately turned dowels connecting the bannister to the risers. Then he straightened and looked over at his sister, who was being held in a fierce embrace in Beaumont's arms. "You okay?"

"I am now." She clung to David, but brandished one of her sweet smiles at him. "Thank you, Zachariah."

"Hey." He shrugged. "You were the trouper here. And it was a group effort anyway. Everybody helped."

"Then thank you all." Her smile widening to encompass the two women, she snuggled her cheek into David's shoulder.

Zach heard car tires crunching down the drive just as Mrs. Beaumont walked out of the parlor.

"The sheriff is here," she said. She looked at her nephew, manacled to the banister with Lily's dainty little belt. "Well." She walked right up to him, and for a moment Zach thought she might slap Richard's face. But she merely looked him up and down and said in the coolest, most levelheaded tone Zach had yet to hear out of her, "You ungrateful pup. I hope you rot in jail."

Richard's lip curled. "Thanks, auntie. I guess asking you to post bail is out of the question then, huh?"

She looked as if she would hit him then. Her hand came up, and she took an incensed step forward.

But David said, "Mom," and she swung around to look at him.

"He's not worth it; don't waste your energy. Come meet Glynnis. I've been wanting to introduce my two favorite girls to each other for quite some time now."

Mrs. Beaumont turned back and looked at Richard for a long, silent instant. Then she gently patted his cheek. "He's right, dear. You aren't worth it." Ignoring the impotent fury that filled her nephew's eyes, she about-faced and walked over to the young couple.

A moment later, Zach watched Mrs. B. stroke a hand down Glynnie's dark hair and heard her coo, "Aren't you just the prettiest little thing?"

Shaking his head over her effusiveness for a young woman whose existence she'd had a hard time even remembering a few short days ago, he went to let in the deputies.

Jessica jerked in surprise when the door to her sitting room suddenly banged open. Lifting the washcloth off her eyes, she pushed up on one elbow and peered at the bedroom door.

"Jess!"

Her heart began to bang against her ribs at the sound of Christopher's voice, and she had to steel herself against her usual melting sense of surrender when he strode into the room and crossed to the bed.

He sat on the edge of the mattress and reached out to touch her bangs. "You cut your hair." Then he shook his head, as if unable to believe he'd mentioned something so immaterial. "Lily told me you were sick."

God, he was handsome, and she wanted so much to pretend she hadn't seen what she had seen at the Olga Cafe. But she was through pretending; she simply could not do so any longer and still face herself in the mirror. She shifted away from his touch. "I am sick. Sick of this marriage."

"What?" He visibly paled.

"I saw you, Christopher."

"You saw me what?" He looked at her with baffled green eyes. "Where? What are you talking about?"

"Don't toy with me, okay? And don't play the innocent; it makes me want to scratch your eyes out." She shoved herself more fully upright and scooted back until her shoulders pressed against the headboard. Picking up a throw pillow, she clutched it to her roiling stomach. Then she met his gaze head on. "I saw you with that woman at the Olga Cafe today, after you specifically told me you'd be—"

He laughed.

Of all the reactions she might have expected, that wasn't one of them, and she felt as if something inside her had ripped away from its foundation. Tossing aside the pillow, she scrambled toward the far side of the bed. She felt as if she were bleeding to death inside, but damned if she needed to stick around and give him a front row view of the process.

Before she could slide off the other side of the mattress, however, he dove after her, catching her by the shoulder. "Jess—"

Years of being a good girl, of staying in the background and never making any waves, went up in smoke. She came completely undone and started kicking, scratching, and flailing. "Get away!"

"No." He wrestled her flat onto her back and rolled atop her to hold her down. Catching her wrists in his hands, he pinned her arms to the mattress above their heads. Then he pushed up slightly to stare down at her.

"Jesus," he whispered, settling more firmly on top of her. "Jesus, Jessie."

Her breasts heaved as she tried to drag in enough breath to inflate her lungs. All the fight went out of her, and she returned his stare dully, her emotions a tangled web of loving him, hating him, and wishing herself a million miles away. "Let me go."

"I can't," he said hoarsely. "That's the one thing I just can't do."

Tears filled her eyes and silently overflowed.

"Oh, man, don't do that." Turning loose her wrists, he swiped at her cheeks with his fingers. "Please, baby, don't cry. I wasn't laughing at you, I swear I wasn't. I was laughing at the situation." His mouth slanted bitterly. "And you gotta admit it's kinda funny, in a twisted, dicked-up sort of way."

She just stared at him, and he insisted, "No, really, it is. This all came about in the first place because I knew you'd been unhappy for a long time, and I wanted to do something about it."

"So you thought you'd make me feel better by having an affair with another woman?" she demanded incredulously.

"I'm not having an affair, Jessie. I'm getting a new job."

"You're—" She could feel her mouth working like a landed fish's, and snapped it shut. She shook her head in an attempt to clear it. But still all she seemed capable of doing was gaping witlessly. "What?"

"The woman you saw me with is the personnel director for a company called StarTek. Her name is Lynn Duncan." He blew out a breath. "You think I don't understand what's been going on here? Ever since I took the job with David things have gone to hell between us. I know you believe that's the reason I married you, but I'm actually damn good at what I do. I'm in demand, for crissake—corporations send their top headhunters after me on a regular basis." With each word he spoke, his golden eyebrows inched closer together, until they met fiercely over his nose as he glared down at her.

Then he seemed to collect himself, and his brow smoothed. "But I thought you wanted to live here with your family, so I took the job with David. I thought it would please you." He stiff-armed himself away to loom over her on braced hands. And he shook his head and sighed. "But I don't think you've been truly happy since the day we moved into this place." Rolling off her, he climbed to his feet.

For a minute all Jessica could think was, It isn't another woman. It isn't another woman ! Then her own brow furrowed, and she turned onto her side, stuffing the throw pillow beneath her armpit as she propped her head in her hand. "Have you been any happier?"

He shrugged. "Not really, but I thought I was doing what you wanted."

Jessica's heart began to pound, with confusion, with hope. "Why didn't you ever tell me any of this before?"

"I don't know. Maybe I just hoped you'd trust me without having to explain myself to death."

"What do you mean, explain yourself to death? You've never explained yourself at all!"

"Yeah, all right, maybe I haven't." He thrust his fingers through his hair. "And that was wrong of me. But all my life women have looked at me and seen . . my looks. I'll admit that wasn't a problem until I met you. When you seemed to see the real me, though, I discovered it's a lot more exciting being wanted for more than just my face or my studly butt."

"You can't simply take your looks out of the equation, though, Christopher. I knew within five minutes of meeting you that you were so much more than just a gorgeous guy. But the fact remains, you are a gorgeous guy. And I'm about as far from gorgeous as it gets. I'm just a mousy, average-looking woman."

"Are you kidding me? You're so beautiful, Jessie, both inside and out. And no one else can make me laugh the way you do. No one else makes me want to be a better man." His eyes darkened. "Besides, you've got those pretty eyes, and those legs up to here that make me so horny I can barely see straight. I fell for you like Adam from grace, and I thought we were going to live happily ever after."

But they hadn't. Somehow the ink had barely dried on the marriage certificate before everything had started falling apart. "What happened?" she asked.

He came back and joined her on the bed, stretched out facing her in a position that mirrored her own. "Remember how we used to talk to each other in our little apartment in Bellingham?"

"Of course. We never seemed to run out of things to say."

"Well, when we moved here, you quit talking to me. You quit laughing with me."

"So why did you never say anything? You don't seem to have any trouble telling me now. Why not before?"

"Why didn't you ever tell me your fears?"

Okay, looking at it from his perspective, she realized that the situation could be construed differently from the way she'd always viewed it, and she drew a deep breath. "I was afraid to," she admitted slowly. "I love you so much, but I guess I couldn't quite believe you could love me in return. I've just been waiting for you to take up with one of the gorgeous women who are always throwing themselves at you." She peered at him, a sense of wonder slowly filling her. "But you're never going to do that, are you?"

"Hell, no!" He reached out and dragged her across the small sea of bedspread separating them. Wrapping her in his arms, he held her tightly and pressed his mouth to the crown of her head. "You're the most important person in my life, and I've been trying to find a way back to you. I've been trying so fucking hard, Jess. For such a long time."

She spread her palms against his chest to absorb as much of his warmth and strength as she could. But she was desperate to hold him in return, and soon slid her hands up to wrap around his strong neck. "Why didn't you at least tell me you were looking for another job?"

"I wanted to surprise you." He gave a rueful laugh. "Don't ask me why, but it seemed like a good idea at the time."

"God, Christopher, I love you so much. And I'm such a coward for not trying harder. It's just… I've always felt so second-rate, and that's a hard self-image to break. First there was an entire lifetime spent trying to keep up with the Joneses, which is pretty futile when you flat out don't have the means to compete. Then, too, I've never been the life of the party, or even someone with an interesting career. And I'm certainly not pretty like Cassidy." He made a sound of disagreement and she tightened her arms around his neck. "I'm not. But you chose me anyway, and for a while I felt like a goddess. Then, when you seemed to jump at David's offer within months of the wedding, I didn't know what to think. I'm not proud that my insecurities made me suspect the worst possible explanation. And I'm even less proud that instead of confronting you with my doubts, I did what I've always done, and withdrew inside myself."

"I don't know, baby, I'd say your withdrawing days are numbered. You looked pretty kick-ass fierce a few minutes ago when you threatened to scratch my eyes out."

The corners of her lips curled up in a tiny smile. "I've felt a little more confident lately. A little less willing to please everyone—and a lot less passive."

He tucked his chin in and simply looked down at her for a moment. "Because of Lily," he finally said, and a trace of sadness showed in the depth of his green eyes as he rearranged a tendril of her newly shorn hair against her cheek. "This is pretty, but I wish I could have been responsible for some of it."

"Lily has helped me a lot. She's made me feel prettier by teaching me how to achieve a good look for me. It gives me self-assurance, Chris, because for the first time in my life I actually feel fashionable, instead of like some dowdy poor relation. And she gave me the gift of trusting in my quilting talents, too. But that's peanuts compared to knowing you love me." She tipped her head back to look him in the eye. "It's nothing next to learning you've been working to affect a change in our lives. That's gotta be the biggest confidence booster of all. It makes me feel invincible. In charge of my life. And I want that, Chris—I want to grab my life with both hands and shake it up a little. To be confident and unafraid to try new things."

He grinned at her. "Then that's what you'll do. And to start, what do you say to trying out this newfound confidence in San Diego?"

"Is that where the job is?"

"Where this offer came from, anyway. I've had a few interviews, but I like this company best. They seem the most ethical, and they're the only ones who didn't push when I told them bringing corporate secrets from David's company is not part of the package."

Joy bubbled up in Jessica's veins and, laughing, she pushed until Christopher rolled over on his back and she lay sprawled atop him. Stacking her hands upon his chest, she propped her chin on them and looked down at her husband. Then she gave him a dreamy smile. "San Diego sounds perfect."