Love never presents a true image.
After breakfast on Solayi, I did take some time to write a thank-you note to my parents for the dinner and their thoughtfulness. It was long, at least for me, and I tried to make it warm. I set it on the writing table so that I’d remember to post it on Lundi. Then I took my time in getting ready to call on Seliora.
It was still before one when the hack pulled up outside the private entrance to the NordEste Design building. I didn’t want to stand in the hot sunlight holding full shields, waiting until one, although I was wearing the lighter-weight summer imager’s waistcoat and a thin gray cotton shirt. So I stepped up to the door and lifted and dropped that ancient and well-polished bronze knocker, shaped much like a stylized upholsterer’s hammer, I realized for the first time.
Young Bhenyt opened the door. “Master Rhennthyl, sir. Please come in.”
“Bhenyt . . . did Seliora send you down to act as greeter? Or your sister?” I was curious and couldn’t help wondering.
He grinned at me. “Odelia ordered me to, but Seliora paid me.” Then, abruptly, he gulped. “I wasn’t supposed to tell anyone.”
“I won’t let anyone know.” I concealed my own swallow, wondering if he were slightly mal. “Lead on.” I stepped inside and let him close the door, then followed him up the stairs to the second level.
Fortunately, Seliora stood alone in the upstairs entry foyer, wearing flowing black trousers and a cream blouse with a short but filmy red vest. Her entire face lit up as she saw me. Mine probably did as well. I took her hands, and then found my arms going around her.
Hers were around me, but only for a moment, as she whispered in my ear, half laughingly, “These walls have both eyes and ears.”
I did let go of her, if after a brief kiss. She was still smiling. “I have so much to tell you, but it’s warm here, and . . .” Her eyes flicked to one side, then the other.
“I see.” I didn’t see anyone peering into the foyer, but that didn’t mean anything.
“There’s a bit of a breeze on the third-level east terrace . . . and it’s more private. Everyone else is on the north terrace.” She smiled. “I will have to take you there before we slip away.”
I sighed, more for effect than because I had expected anything different.
“It won’t be that bad. Everyone will be glad to see you.” She led me to the side of the foyer and through the archway that led to a narrow staircase.
From the landing at the top of the stairs, we emerged from another archway into a narrower hall or foyer.
“Everyone’s sleeping and personal chambers are up here,” Seliora explained as she turned and led me though an open set of double doors onto the terrace, a tile-floored and covered expanse that ran the entire width of the building, close to twenty-five yards, and extended northward from the doors a good ten yards. Heavy iron grillwork, waist-high, enclosed the terrace, whose roof was supported by square masonry pillars. Exposed as it was to the air on three sides, the terrace was far cooler than the interior foyer or the streets below.
At a glance, I could see the extended family had gathered in groups-Seliora’s parents and aunt around a table near the iron railing on the east; the young adults in wooden chairs around a table holding arrangements of plaques that suggested a game of Regian in progress, and the younger children listening to a story being told by a graying woman too old to be an aunt or cousin, and too young to be Seliora’s grandmother. “I don’t see your grandmama.”
Seliora frowned. “She was here. She might be taking a nap. She did want to meet you.” She shook her head. “Grandmama always does things her way.” There was a mixture of ruefulness and respect in her tone, as she gently guided me to the table where her parents sat.
“Madame,” I began, inclining my head to her mother.
“Betara, please. You make me feel like my mother.”
I offered a smile. “My own mother would give me a very long lecture on being too informal and not showing respect if she ever found out that I used your given name.”
Betara smiled in return. “Then we will make certain she never finds out.”
“She is quite capable of that,” Shelim added, with a fond look at his wife.
“I understand all the women in this family are most formidable.”
Both Betara and Aegina laughed. Shelim offered a wry grin, but his eyes crinkled in amusement.
“I understand you are learning your way around the Council Chateau,” offered Shelim.
“Around is a very good description. There’s a great deal to learn.”
Betara had been studying me. Then she nodded. She wasn’t agreeing with her husband, and I would have liked to know exactly what I’d somehow confirmed for her.
“His eyes are older,” she said abruptly, looking to Aegina.
“He has seen what most never will.”
I hadn’t thought of it quite that way, but it was true. Not many men of any age have looked into the barrel of a gun that will almost kill them, and that was only part of what had happened since they had last seen me.
“You understand, I see,” observed Betara.
I inclined my head. “I suspect so, madame.” I could not make the statement without the honor of the formality.
A faint smile crossed her lips, but not an unpleasant one. I thought there might have been a hint of sadness behind it.
“We’ll be on the east terrace,” Seliora said.
“I’ll bring you something to drink in a while.” Betara looked to me, the somberness gone as if it had never been. “What would you like? We have some cool Sanietra, most wines, or Alusan gold lager, or some naranje juice.”
“The Sanietra sounds very good.”
“I’d like that, too,” said Seliora, “but I could get it . . .”
“Nonsense. You young people have a summer to catch up on.”
“You’re most kind.” I understood the unstated but informal chaperoning involved. “Thank you.”
Seliora turned, and I moved with her.
As we passed the game table, Odelia looked up from the plaques of the game and grinned. “Enjoy yourselves.”
“Concentrate on the game,” returned Seliora, “or Shomyr will take every coin you have.”
Once we left the north terrace, Seliora took my arm, much more possessively, and guided me along the wide hallway until we came to a doorway that looked like all the others. She pressed the door lever, pushed the door back, then used a brass catch to hold it open. A very short hall-less than four yards-ended in another door, which she also opened. The east terrace was much smaller, no more than five yards by four, almost as if it had once been a room and someone had replaced the outer wall with the iron railing and grillwork.
Seliora bent and moved a stone pony to prop the door between the short hallway and the terrace open, then stepped to one side of the door. “It gets too hot and still here if we don’t leave the door open.” I could see that, because there was no other way for the air to flow.
Then, she was in my arms, and there was no hesitation with the embrace and the kiss.
After a long time, she looked up at me. “I missed you. I worried.”
I kissed her again, gently. “I missed you . . . and I’m here.”
After a time longer than I had hoped and shorter than I wished, she eased out of my arms, and we settled in on each side of the circular table on the right side of the terrace, since the terrace had no settees that might accommodate two. Looking eastward, I could see the incline, filled with buildings and houses, that formed the southwest part of Martradon. I thought I could pick out where Master Caliostrus’s studio had been.
“You’ve had a long summer, haven’t you, Rhenn?”
“So have you,” I replied lightly. “How was Pointe Neimon?”
“Quiet . . . pleasant in a dull way. It was much cooler than here. One whole week it rained almost all day every day. We played plaques until I didn’t want to look at another plaque again.”
“What about all the textile manufactories?”
Seliora tilted her head slightly. “Grandmama was right. We did need to visit them.” She laughed, softly, throatily. “At every one, she entered dressed like the wealthiest of factorians.”
“Isn’t she?” I accompanied the gentle question with a smile.
Seliora paused. “We don’t think of it quite that way because we’ve avoided the factoring associations. We’ve kept ourselves as part of the woodcrafters’ and cabinetmakers’ guild.”
“This building, with all the shops and quarters and everything-it’s larger than most factors’ warehouses.” Also, remaining as crafters avoided the prejudice against Pharsis who tried to join the factoring associations.
“It’s all family. Almost, anyway.”
“That may be true, but the number of people who work here, from what I can tell, is larger than those employed by most factors.” I grinned. “When she walked into those manufactories, I imagine your grandmama put them all in their place without saying a word.”
Seliora nodded. “They all know her. She didn’t say so, but part of the trip was to get them to know who Shomyr and I are. She said we’d do another trip in the late fall, if she felt up to it.”
“Where did you stay?”
“At not very good hotels, except at Pointe Neimon. There, Grandmama has friends-or acquaintances. They have a cottage on the west side of the point. It overlooks the water. It’s very rocky, and the water’s rough, even in summer. It is beautiful, though, and very pleasant. There’s only one small cove where it’s safe to swim, and the water isn’t that warm. We could walk to a market. There aren’t many hacks, but you can rent a carriage if you need one . . .”
I listened and offered questions, just enjoying being with her and looking at her.
Then there were footsteps on the hardwood floor of the hallway from the main corridor.
“Seliora . . .?”
Betara’s words were as much a warning as an announcement.
“We’re here,” Seliora said. “We’ve just been talking.”
Betara stepped onto the terrace carrying a small tray. On it were two glasses of sparkling crystal-clear Sanietra, one of my summer wines of choice, although I hadn’t had any for a while, and a small platter holding thin slices of apple and peach, along with two napkins.
“I thought you might like a little light refreshment.”
“Thank you,” I offered.
“Oh . . . Grandmama sends her apologies. She says that, in this heat, she’s not feeling her best, but she promises she’ll meet Rhenn next week.” Betara looked to me. “You are coming?”
“I wouldn’t miss it for anything.”
She laughed. “With all that has happened to you, let us hope that it doesn’t come to that.” In moments, she was gone.
I took a sip of the Sanietra. It was as cool and dry as it looked and slipped down my throat easily, leaving a faint hint of sweet lime and lilac behind. “This is good.”
“It is.” After a moment, she said, “You haven’t said what you’ve been doing.”
“Until a little more than a week ago, all I did was work on learning everything the Collegium thought I needed to know for my duties at the Chateau.” I smiled. “Then I went to work and discovered that most of it was very routine, escorting petitioners to see councilors, standing corridor watches, taking a message or two . . .”
She raised her eyebrows. “What else?”
I didn’t want to answer that directly. “You said that your family had ways of finding out things. Can you or your mother or grandmama find out about a bravo called the Ferran?”
“Was he the one who shot you?”
“No . . . and yes.”
She frowned, then asked, “They hired someone else to go after you? You didn’t tell me?”
“I couldn’t have written you, and . . . well . . . I didn’t want to come here and announce that people were still shooting at me. At least, it seems that way. Last week he-that’s the Ferran-followed me when I was trying to find out who hired the first killer. I avoided him, but I’d found out that Master Caliostrus’s brother might have been involved. So, I suspect, did he, because Thelal-that was the brother-ended up knifed dead in a tavern brawl two days later.”
“Master Caliostrus? What did he have to do with this? He’s been dead for months.”
“Some people think that the explosion that killed Master Caliostrus wasn’t an accident. I’ve heard guesses that it was intended for Ostrius, or at Master Caliostrus because Madame Caliostrus was trying to stop Caliostrus from giving coins to Thelal. She sold the ruined house and the land to Elphens. Did you know that he made master?”
“I didn’t. I’m not surprised. He always had more coins than a journeyman should.”
“His father is a High Holder, I was told.”
“Since he is not one, Elphens must be the son of a mistress . . . or less.”
“A mistress, I would guess, because High Holder Tillak wouldn’t shell out so many golds for a bastard son unless he felt something special about him or his mother.”
Seliora nodded. “What else? You still haven’t told me why people are shooting at you. When did all this happen?”
“I don’t know why. No one else seems to know, either. Yesterday, when I was on my way to my parents for that belated birthday dinner-”
“You didn’t tell me it was your birthday.”
“It happened while you were gone. It would have sounded wrong . . . to write and mention my birthday, especially after you’ve been so good to me.” I smiled apologetically.
“Oh . . . Rhenn. You don’t . . .” Her headshake conveyed a mixture of affection and exasperation. “Go on.”
“I’d just crossed the bridge and was getting some flowers to take to my sister. I had just asked the flower seller about the Ferran, because he’d said a few words to her the week before. That was when he was talking to her so that he could follow me-but I didn’t know that until later. Yesterday, she told me that he was the Ferran, and right after that he shot at us both. He killed her. There was a civic patroller not ten yards away, and he couldn’t even see the shooter. Neither did I, but it had to be him.”
“Are you sure?”
I shrugged. “It’s either him, or I’m in even bigger trouble than I thought.”
“Do I understand that a week ago this person-the Ferran-was following you and yesterday you think he shot at you and killed the flower woman?”
“He was trying to kill us both. Me because I’m the target and her because she told me about him.”
“Why would anyone want to kill you?”
I had to shrug. “I don’t know. No one at the Collegium does, either, but it must be tied to Emanus-”
“Rhennthyl D’Imager.” Her voice was stern. “You’re only telling me bits and pieces. Tell the whole story from the beginning.”
So I did, leaving out what might reveal too much about the Collegium and my real duties.
Afterward, she looked at me and shook her head. “It has to have something to do with High Holder Ryel. A connection with Emanus doesn’t make sense. You only talked to him twice, and the first assassin tried to kill you before anyone could have known you were going to talk to him the second time.”
“I just don’t know. Master Dichartyn is convinced that’s not the way High Holders do things. That’s why I wanted to know if you could find out about the Ferran.”
“I can ask Mama. I don’t have those contacts, but Grandmama is . . . involved in many things.”
I’d already gathered that.
Then, I heard the four bells ringing. “I need to go.” I stood.
So did Seliora, gliding around the small table and putting her arms around me. I didn’t need any more encouragement.
It was a bit before we stepped apart.
“You’re coming next Samedi at half past four.” Her words weren’t a question.
“I said I wouldn’t miss it.”
“If it’s too hot, we’ll eat up on the north terrace. We often eat there in the summer and early harvest.”
“And I might meet your grandmama?”
“She said she would meet you when the time was right. I thought she meant today.”
We walked slowly down to the second level and then down to the main entry foyer. Seliora stood at the top of the steps as I made my way down the last set of steps. Someone had sent Bhenyt down and out into the street, because, by the time I stepped out of the door and walked down the steps, a hack was waiting, and Bhenyt was standing beside the stoop.
“Thank you, Bhenyt.”
“My pleasure, Master Rhennthyl.”
The ride back to the Bridge of Hopes was uneventful, but I did hold full shields when I left the coach and walked across the bridge.
Dinner was also without incident, and Dartazn and I sat with Menyard and Reynol, and we all speculated about what might happen with Caenen and Jariola, not that there was anything new in the scandal sheets. And, of course, we went to services, where, as was often so, Chorister Isola had some interesting things to say in her homily.
“. . . one of the deadly sins is that of Naming. We all talk about the snare of the Namer and praise the life and works of Rholan the Unnamer, but how often do we consider why Naming is indeed a deadly vice? There are two kinds of hunger in life. One is physical. That is based on the need for bodily nourishment, and eating too much becomes the sin of gluttony. The other hunger in life is for self-worth. All men and all women need to feel that they and what they do are of value. But just as eating to stop hunger can become gluttony when carried to excess, so the seeking of ways to show self-worth can quickly turn into Naming. A proud factor builds more and more factor-ages to prove his worth, and then he engages in practices to undermine other factors and drive them out of business. Will being the wealthiest factor in Solis, or Westisle, or even L’Excelsis prove to be enough? A High Holder, already wealthy and respected, still schemes to bring down and even ruin other High Holders to prove he is among the more powerful High Holders. A nation, such as Caenen, or Jariola, or in the past, even Solidar, wants to prove its power-and that is an extension of self-worth-and uses that power to humiliate or defeat other lands. All these are examples of Naming, seeking to exalt one’s name and reputation above others, not through honest effort, but by trying to undermine, ruin, or defeat and destroy others . . . and this is why Naming is the greatest sin of all, because the unbridled hunger for greater esteem can never be satisfied . . .”
I couldn’t say that I really believed in the Nameless, but so much of what surrounded and infused the services made sense. Could I believe in the doctrine without believing in the deity?