Justice for the Damned

Chapter Thirty-Five

The crow from the nest near the library soared into the sky when Thomas left the priory. Had he not been told that birds had no souls, he might have concluded that hers felt an especial delight over her young. With the world rejoicing in the renewal of life, he grumbled to himself, why must he deal with death?

Nay, it was neither death nor the suspicion thereof that pricked sharply at his heart. He knew that well enough. It was the knowledge that he must send Sayer into a trap, one that might well lead to the man's hanging. The earth joined his spirit in protest and seemed to snatch at his feet to keep him from his destination.

When Thomas reached the inn, he stopped, willing a firmness of purpose to fill his soul. After all, Prioress Eleanor had ordered him to perform a task, and he owed her obedience. He might be blinded by the wiles of the Prince of Darkness, but she was not. He had no right to whine like some swaddled babe. He must…

"Why such hesitancy, Brother? After two visits, you have second thoughts about entering our inn?"

Thomas spun around.

Sayer stood behind him.

The monk swallowed, the flame of guilt turning his face hot. "I am distressed," he said quickly. "Will you share some ale with me?"

"More questions, monk? I weary of them and even the promise of ale is not tempting enough to make tolerance bloom."

"I am through with that. Amesbury Priory must find someone else to solve their problems."

Sayer's look softened. He stepped in front of the monk and held the door open for him. "The priory coin has come most often from your hand, Brother. Let it now drop from mine. Enter and tell me what troubles you."

Thomas walked inside. Behind him, the door creaked shut. He blinked at the smoky darkness and breathed in the sour reek of old sweat.

Sayer gestured for the monk to follow.

Can I do this? Thomas asked himself as he settled on the bench. But once the drink arrived and they were alone, he willed himself to the game and uttered a painful sigh.

"What causes your brow to furrow so, Brother?"

"My prioress says we must leave on the morrow. Although I have ignored all this until now…" He gestured at the ale, then nodded in the direction of the vanished serving wench. "My heart grieves for I shall have no such joys at Tyndal."

Sayer gazed at him in silence. "Then your last evening must be especially memorable."

Thomas tried to look both sheepish and eager, an effort made more difficult by the new chill in the roofer's voice.

"I could promise you such a time but do ask if you can leave the priory tonight?"

Thomas nodded. "I believe that I can."

"The wall has been repaired, and the ghost lurks."

Was the man trying to dissuade him? Thomas asked himself. Was he ignorant of the toeholds scraped into the repaired wall? Hope warmed his heart. "I have seen no ghost. Since Brother Baeda's death, Sister Beatrice has ordered me to lock the library after Compline. Now I sleep apart from other monks and patrol outside the building with a cross in hand to protect the sacred works therein from any hellish imps."

"How clever of Sister Beatrice."

He shrugged. "None would know if I slipped away as long as I returned by Matins."

"Then come to the inn when darkness falls, Brother."

"After Compline…"

"Nay, before. Pray if you must, but remember that Matins comes early. I would not have you cheated of any joy when none will warm you once you return to your own priory."

"The library…"

"… shall be safe enough for one night. You have seen no ghost. Most likely, the queen's spirit has found whatever she went there to seek. She might well choose to trouble the monks in their dorter next, or else she has gone back to Purgatory." He bent his head to one side and studied the monk. "If you come early enough, I can promise you a private room and an able woman to serve you the inn's best wine."

Thomas put a hand to his heart as if to still its sinful beating. "Barring some demand by my prioress, I will meet you after the evening meal and before Compline."

Sayer nodded, slid from the bench, and left the monk alone.

A black robe of mourning draped over Thomas' heart.