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Letter VII. Harry to Emily

Dearest Emily,

You are aware that during the last two years I hardly ever saw you, and that when I did so, it was only for a few minutes when I had no opportunity of indulging in those still more delicious enjoyments which you could have afforded me and which might perhaps have warned me from those I then found so much pleasure in indulging in.

For some time also, I saw very little of Lady Lovesport. I turned over in my mind often and long all the circumstances connected with the flogging she had given me, and especially those particulars of which you had informed me but of which she had evidently intended I should not have been aware. I was a good deal puzzled to know what to make of the matter, but on the whole I came to the conclusion that the only way I could expect to see more of you was by keeping on good terms with her. Indeed, her whole conduct towards me had been so kind as long as I could remember anything that I was urged by affection and gratitude as much as by the hope of future favours to cultivate her goodwill. I therefore made up my mind to regulate my conduct so as to please and satisfy her as much as possible, leaving her to herself to indicate in what manner she wished me to behave towards her personally. When we did meet again, she made no allusion to my previous punishment, but treated me even more kindly than formerly.

Mr. Everard, too, was evidently disposed to be on a friendly footing with me. He had two or three times made some excuse for visiting me at school, and on leaving had tipped me handsomely, saying that he knew young gentlemen sometimes had occasion for money for which they did not like to apply to ladies, and that if I should ever happen to be in this situation, I was not to hesitate to have recourse to him, as he was aware that I had no other friends except Lady Lovesport to whom I could apply.

In this manner a year passed very pleasantly, with the sole drawback of not seeing you, but for this I always consoled myself with the hope that at midsummer I should have the happiness, as usual, of meeting you. When I reached Lady Lovesport's, however, I was most woefully disappointed by finding that you were not to be there during my visit. In my vexation and irritation at being thus deprived of the enjoyment I had anticipated in making you aware of all my late discoveries, I am afraid I forgot all my good intentions of behaving properly towards Lady Lovesport and gave her occasion to find fault with me. This she did two or three times, telling me at last to take care lest she should be compelled to chastise me.

I was a good deal surprised at this threat, as it was the first time that any allusion had been made to what had occurred a year previously. I knew quite well that she must be convinced from what she had seen on that occasion that I was, in some respects at least, no longer a mere boy. This led me to pay more particular attention to her manner towards me, and I sometimes fancied that I could detect her eyes wandering over my person with curiosity and interest, especially when I happened to be in a position which more than usually displayed my shape and figure.

After long consideration I came to the conclusion that Lady Lovesport was still actuated by the peculiar fancy which possessed her- and of which I could now somewhat estimate the force-and that she was desirous of having another opportunity of witnessing my youthful charms, displayed under the punishment of the rod, and observing the effect produced upon me by its stimulating powers. I fancied, too, that, though anxious to accomplish this, she was at a loss to know how to bring it about and perhaps doubted in what light I might now view the matter. I thought also she might know too much on the subject, and that I might be inclined to take too great advantage of anything she might do.

I was by this time convinced also that it was not accident, but design, that kept me so long separated from you, and I saw that the only chance I had of being allowed to enjoy your society was by means of pleasing Lady Lovesport and keeping her in good humour. The object to be attained was so great that, in order to arrive at it, I could have no hesitation in complying with all her fancies. After considering the matter as well as I could, I made up my mind as to the line of conduct I should pursue.

Having once formed my determination, I contrived to carry it into execution without delay. I purposely committed the same offence for which I had previously been threatened with chastisement and as I had hoped and expected, she again told me that I deserved to be flogged for it.

We were quite alone, and I at once replied, “My dear Lady Lovesport, if it will afford you the slightest amusement or pleasure to give me a flogging, I am quite willing to submit to it, whether I deserve it or not.”

She looked at me intently for a few seconds, as if she wished to discover what my real meaning was, and then said, in a careless tone, “You foolish boy! What could make you think that it would give me either pleasure or amusement to inflict punishment upon you?”

“I don't very well know,” I replied, “but I rather fancied on the last occasion that it afforded you both.”

She seemed greatly surprised but, I thought, not offended, and, as she did not speak, I went on boldly. “You did not take sufficient care to place the bandage properly over my eyes, and I contrived to slip-it partly off so as to enable me to see how much both you and another person were diverted with my struggles, and with the emotions produced by the punishment.”

She now blushed extremely, and seemed vexed and annoyed, and was about to speak, but I interrupted her, and went on saying:

“Pray listen to me for a minute. You must not be under the slightest apprehension that you will ever be subjected to the least annoyance from me on the subject. I have received too much kindness from you ever to think of being so ungrateful. I now understand the matter a little better than I did then, but though it is more than a year since the occurrence to which I allude took place, I have never breathed a syllable of what then passed to any one, and never will on any occasion, so I think you must be satisfied that you may trust me, only pray don't treat me as a child any longer by trying to conceal things from me. If it would give you any amusement to repeat the proceedings that then took place, you will find me quite ready and willing to gratify you in any manner you may wish.”

She now blushed still deeper, and seemed very much confused, and not to know what to say, and I added:

“Now, don't mistake my meaning, or fancy that I intend to presume upon your kindness or wish to induce you to do anything you may not feel quite disposed for. You will no doubt find me somewhat less of a boy than you did formerly, especially in so far as regards a certain little article whose state of excitement then seemed to entertain you so much, but I am now old enough to know that our feelings on such subjects are not altogether under our control, and that though a person may be disposed to give way to her feelings with respect to one individual, there may not be the same inclination to indulge in a similar with another. All I can say therefore is that if you think I can in any way contribute to your entertainment, you may depend upon my doing so to the utmost of my ability, without making any attempt to exact any favour in return, or to carry matters further than you may feel quite disposed for.”

Lady Lovesport appeared very much astonished, but now at least, I thought she was by no means displeased at what I said. When I had finished she made me sit down beside her and took hold of my hand. She remained silent for several minutes, during which she evidently was making up her mind as to what course she should pursue. At length she threw her arm round my waist, and gave me a more passionate kiss than I had ever received from her before. She then addressed me thus:

“My dear boy, since you have been so frank with me I shall be equally so with you. I am greatly surprised at what you have told me, for I had not the least idea that you knew so much of what had taken place on the occasion of your punishment to which you refer, or indeed that you were aware of anything beyond the mere fact of your being flogged. It certainly was not my intention that you should have known anything about it, for at that time I looked upon you as a mere child. I was indeed greatly astonished to find such manly symptoms developed in you, though I ought to have had some suspicion from the nature of the offence for which you were chastised. But before I say anything further, you must tell me candidly all that you saw on that occasion.”

I said I would do so willingly, and I detailed all that you had told me of what had passed. She then continued to make inquiries as to how I had become enlightened on the subject. I carefully avoided any allusion to what had occurred with you, but I avowed the emotions which had been excited by my flogging, and by what I pretended I had seen. I also told her of my subsequent dream, making her appear as the heroine in it, and of the consequence of my curiosity on the subject, and of how I had been enlightened by Sidney.

She seemed amused and pleased with what I told her, and she was evidently particularly pleased when, in answer to a straightforward inquiry on the subject, I assured her upon my honour that I had never had intercourse with a woman, and that my only sources of information were my young companions and the book to which I have alluded.

When I had completed my narrative and had replied to all her questions-which were particularly directed towards the flogging scenes which had taken place with my young schoolfellows-she again remained silent for some time. At length she said: “Well, my dear boy, I see from the prudent manner in which you have acted I may trust you, and you shall no longer have to complain of any concealment on my part. I have always had every reason to be satisfied with your conduct, for though I have sometimes found fault with you and punished you, I saw clearly that your faults were merely those of an inexperienced boy which would be got over, and I may tell you that I have been more than ever pleased with your conduct during the last year, though I little suspected what had been the cause of the change which I observed had taken place in you, and attributed it entirely to your advancing age giving you additional sense and discretion. I now see that you are possessed of more of both these qualities than I had given you credit for, and that I may safely give you some explanations which I had intended to delay to a later period and which will, in some measure, account for the conduct which has surprised you.

“You are aware that my late husband was a great deal older than myself. I was induced, for certain family reasons which I need not here enter upon but which referred more to other persons than to myself, to marry him when I was still hardly beyond childhood. I soon found out my mistake and discovered that rank and wealth are not sufficient to make up for the want of those pleasures which youth naturally expects to be the accompaniments of the married state, and which I soon found my husband was not in a condition to supply me with. All his vain efforts in this respect were weak and insufficient, and instead of appeasing the desires natural to my situation and age, they only tended to inflame and excite them.

“After a painful tantalizing existence in this irritating position for some months, my husband made me aware that there was only one means which could possibly be effectual to renovate his forces and rouse him to action, so as to enable him to gratify my longing wants. This remedy, he told me, was that I should flog him until the desired effect should be produced. You may well suppose that such a proposition from an old man to a raw inexperienced girl was rather likely to create disgust than any other emotion-and so it was with me at first-but after a time I was induced to listen to his entreaties and to comply with his request. The strange proceeding, however, to a certain extent, answered his expectations and enabled him to afford some solace to the raging passions which his previous impotent attempts had roused within me, not, I must say, in the most satisfactory manner, but still in a sufficient degree to induce me to continue to comply with his wishes. He was not satisfied with being operated on himself but insisted on being allowed to indulge in the same amusement on my person. The ice being once broken I was easily induced to comply with his wishes, and at length I acquired an inclination and fondness for the habit, which has never since forsaken me.

“You are aware, perhaps, that my husband left me nearly all his property, but the bequest was coupled with the condition that I should not marry again, under the penalty of losing it if I should take another husband, but you perhaps do not know that you, yourself, you young rogue, are the cause of this restriction, and that it is to you his property would go in the event of my infringing the condition upon which it has been left to me. I have always felt that my husband did not act fairly towards you in not leaving you a larger share of his property, and though I have hitherto refrained from doing anything to put it out of my own power to act towards you as I might think your conduct deserved, I have taken care that, in the event of my death, you should find I have done you justice and I have insured your then receiving a fair share of your relation's property.

“As I have nothing else to depend upon except the income I derive from my late husband's estate, it has been quite out of the question for me to think of marrying, more especially as Mr. Everard-the only person for whom I have ever felt any attachment-though he must ultimately succeed to large property has at present a very small income. But as we are mutually attached to one another we have considered ourselves at liberty to dispense with the usual formalities, and to act towards each other as if we were already united. And as he had, while at school, acquired a fondness for those practices which my husband had taught me, we have been accustomed to indulge in them upon each other, and also occasionally to contrive means for putting them in use upon a new object, when we have had an opportunity of doing so. I have on some occasions gratified him with the sight of a girl whom I have contrived to flog before him, and he has sometimes been enabled to afford me a view of some of his amusements with Susan and other girls chance may have thrown in his way, whilst stopping in my house.

“Now Harry, darling! To business if you please, as I always punish when I have once promised to do so,” she said, rising from her seat, and commencing to take off my jacket, trousers, and everything till I stood in my shirt by her side. “What a dear fine boy you have grown, what legs and thighs, and such a figure!” she said as I felt her hands pass under my shirt, caressing and playing with my buttocks and thighs, and wandering over the whole back part of my person. You may well suppose that a certain mutinous object was now roused by these proceedings to a state of fierce erection, but she took no notice of it, though I was convinced she could hardly be insensible to its condition. I sometimes fancied, too, that a sort of thrilling palpitating emotion, which seemed to pervade her frame, was in some measure to be attributed to her consciousness of the presence of such an exciting object. Her proceedings encouraged me to go with my own employment. I saw that her gown was only retained upon her by being held up by her arms, and that her petticoats were merely sustained by a fastening secured round her waist. I immediately unloosened the latter, and, placing one hand on each arm, I bent them down by her side so as to allow the sleeves of the gown to slip over her shoulders and fall down. This was no sooner accomplished than the whole dress, gown, petticoats, and everything sank down to her feet, leaving her standing beside me with nothing on but her chemise. She made no opposition to this, merely saying, “Oh, you rogue, this is too bad of you.” As soon as this was effected, and unable longer to restrain myself, I threw my arms round her neck and pressed her in a close embrace, imprinting burning kisses upon her face, neck, and bosom. She submitted to my caresses very quietly for a short time, passing her arms round me and returning my pressures, until I fancy she felt the sensitive little rogue below presuming too much upon the happy position in which he was now placed, and beating fiercely against her naked thighs and belly, for, somehow, in its stiff extension, the little rogue had managed to raise up both my shirt and her chemise, and had come to close quarters with her. She now said, “Come, come, you naughty boy, this will never do. You are forgetting your promise already, we must proceed to work.”

We were then standing close to the couch. Disengaging herself from my arms, she made me sit down upon it, and proceeded to draw off my trousers which were still hanging about my ankles. As I raised my legs to enable her to do this more easily, I managed to make my shirt slip up over my thighs, so that she had a full view of my person naked to near my navel. I fancied that I could detect a pleased expression in her eyes as they rested upon the emblem of manhood which was thus disclosed to her, and which heaved and palpitated, and rose up and down from my belly at every throb it gave under the influence of the fiery emotions which agitated me.

I remained quite passive under her hands. After removing my trousers, she made me get up on the sofa, and kneel upon it, so as to turn up my posteriors to the strokes of the rod. I noticed that when she raised up my shirt to lay bare the naked globes, she arranged it in such a manner as to conceal the flaming object beneath. This made me suspect that she was rather afraid to indulge herself too much in its contemplation for fear of being led into temptation by it; but this only made me the more determined to present it before her as prominently as possible. I soon contrived, by the working of my body, to draw up my shirt so as fully to expose the flaming dart in a state of the utmost extension.

In other respects, I remained quietly in the position on which she placed me, merely turning my head to the side on which she stood that I might enjoy the lovely sight of all her exposed charms. Her chemise hung loosely upon her person, and she made no attempt to arrange it so as in any way to disturb my view, and I had consequently a full opportunity of contemplating her charming neck and bosom, and her luscious full-formed yet elegantly shaped legs and thighs-getting also an occasional delightful glimpse of the splendid buttocks, and of the glorious temple of pleasure, which were every now and then momentarily displayed in all their beauty whenever she raised her arm higher than usual, thereby uplifting the thin veil which covered them. I soon began to feel the full effect of the fiery stimulus-which the potent stripes of the birch twigs now showered down upon my quivering flesh — produced throughout my whole frame. The plump hillocks burned and glowed with the fierce flame, and the fiery impetus was communicated to my raging priapus, and made me move my body backwards and forwards in pleasing, and yet tantalizing motion.

Lady Lovesport seemed quite delighted with the effect she was so evidently producing upon me, and she sometimes desisted from her task that she might take a more minute and particular survey of the scene of action. She examined the hot soft surface of the white mounds, now beginning to acquire a rosy hue, and passed her hand over every portion of my naked flesh, apparently luxuriating in the pleasing touch. Then giving me a passionate kiss as if to encourage me to allow her to proceed with her work of pleasure, she would again resume the rod. This lasted for a considerable time, until my emotions, in spite of my endeavours to control them, became so fierce and violent that every instant I expected they would cause me to pour forth a stream of pleasure. I fancy that she detected amid my passionate struggles the probability of the approach of such an occurrence, which she did not wish to take place so soon; for she soon desisted from her employment and told me to rise up and allow her to take my place on the sofa.

From what you had told me and from what she herself had said, I was somewhat prepared for this. But when she knelt down before me, and turned up her luscious round white buttocks that I might apply the lash to them, I threw myself on my knees before them, and covered them with a thousand kisses, vowing that I never could summon up courage enough to inflict the desired punishment upon such charming objects. She was amused with my raptures but said I need have no hesitation, as habit had converted what I fancied would have been pain, into pleasure. She told me not to be afraid, but to flog away just as she had done to me, or as I would do with one of my schoolfellows.

I gradually became more bold, as I now beheld evident symptoms that, far from my efforts producing pain, they had quite an opposite effect. On taking up her position, she had arranged her chemise so as not to expose the under part of her person, but as it gradually worked down over her buttocks to where it interfered with the action of the rod, I availed myself of the excuse to move it further up; and finding that she made no objection, I tucked it up close under her arms. I was thus enabled to gratify my eyes with a complete view of all her lovely person, as she moved and twisted herself about in all directions under the excitement which was being gradually stirred up within her by the powerful stimulus I was applying. I was in the utmost rapture at the lovely sight.

You know that though I was well acquainted with all your young beauties, I had never before seen a full-grown woman naked, except indeed that transient glimpse I had obtained of Lady Lovesport during the bathing scene. You know well, too, that Lady Loves-port's luscious charms were enough to set an anchorite on fire, and you may imagine the effect which the unrestrained exhibition of all her voluptuous beauties and of her lascivious emotions must have produced upon the imagination and the passions of a boy of my age, burning with the desire to be initiated into all the exquisite pleasures and delight which such a charming object could afford to him.

After a time, carried away by my passion, I laid down the rod, and bending over her, I fondled and caressed the lovely promontories which were now tinged with a pleasing carnation hue. I pressed my burning lips upon the hot surfaces, kissing and caressing them in a thousand places as if to demand pardon for the apparently harsh treatment they had been receiving at my hands. But I was soon recalled to my duty by Lady Lovesport, who begged of me to resume the rod, as my task was not completed yet. I complied with her request, and continued for some minutes to ply her lovely buttocks with the stripes of pleasure. During this period, she in her turn exhibited the same symptoms of lascivious emotion, and twisted and writhed her body about in all directions under the irritating excitement she was undergoing, much in the same manner as I had done.

As a matter of course I was most anxious to make a closer inspection of the enchanting grotto, which I now knew was the spot to which I was to look for still higher enjoyments than any I had ever hitherto experienced. I watched every glimpse I could catch of it with intense anxiety. The charming rosy lips were partly visible through the dense thicket of dark curly hair which surrounded them, and as the lascivious excitement increased, I could see them occasionally partly open and close again as if actuated by some irresistible influence. Oh! how I longed to be able to try to put into the lovely recess something that they might cling to and embrace; but I was too much afraid of giving offence to venture to suggest such a thing. In a little time, to my infinite surprise, as her voluptuous movements became more ardent and impetuous, I thought I saw something appearing every now and then between the lips of the charming orifice, which, in the glance I caught of it, seemed to resemble my own emblem of virility on a smaller scale, rather similar to what mine had been some few years previously. Desirous to ascertain what was the meaning of this unexpected appearance, I again bent down for the purpose of examining it, and renewed my caresses upon her charming posteriors. But to my disappointment the little object slipped back again into its hiding place, and I was afraid to venture to explore the recesses to discover what it really was. Observing the place attentively however, I found that when I renewed the application of the birch, the little bijou again reappeared between the lovely coral lips, and as I continued my flagellating exercise, it now protruded still further than previously. My curiosity and excitement were so powerful that I could not refrain from kneeling down and bringing my face into contact with the lovely grotto, on which, and on the surrounding parts, I imprinted burning kisses. Suddenly it occurred to me that the treatment with which you had favoured my little plaything, and which had occasioned me such intense delight, might perhaps afford Lady Lovesport the same pleasure, and as the funny little object, excited by my kisses and caresses, again protruded forward from its coral sheath, I caught it between my lips, and inserting my tongue within the orifice, I tickled and pressed the lower part of the little prisoner with my slippery organ of speech, every now and then thrusting it in as far as I could within the delicious cavity. I had no sooner commenced this lustful operation than I felt a series of spasmodic shudders agitate the lovely form I was caressing; her body was pressed against my face, her buttocks moved backwards and forwards, and I felt the strange little object darting to and fro between my lips, which fondly embraced it. This action continued for a minute or two, when I again felt a tremulous motion pervade her frame, lasting for a few seconds, during which her movements to and fro ceased, and I became sensible that a warm moisture was issuing from her and suffusing itself over my tongue and lips.

She now seemed to be unable to maintain the kneeling position she had hitherto been in, and she gradually sank down on her belly upon the couch, quite motionless, except for the palpitating heaving of her lovely bosom. Her eyes were closed, and she seemed scarcely sensible of what she was about. I was convinced that she was luxuriating in the trance of gratified voluptuousness. I laid myself down on the couch beside her, and throwing my arm around her neck, I remained quiet, gazing on her beautiful countenance, and watching the fleeting colour which played upon it as the lascivious excitement passed away.

As soon as she opened her eyes, in which the lustful fire was now succeeded by a gentle tenderness, she warmly returned my caress, and throwing her arms around me, she clasped me tightly to her bosom. Her own chemise had remained all this time fastened up under her arms, and while laying myself beside her, I had taken care that my shirt should also be raised up in a similar manner, so that when she thus embraced me our naked bodies came into the sweetest and most voluptuous contact. Oh, how I did enjoy the maddening sensation which seemed to run in fiery impetus through my veins as I was thus clasped naked in her arms, her voluptuous bosom heaving against mine, and my rampant, stiffly distended weapon rubbing against her soft smooth thighs and belly. Her hands now began to wander over the whole of my person, which she fondly caressed with the single exception of the most important point of all-which she carefully avoided touching-though she seemed to enjoy the ardour with which I pressed it against her lovely body, and she must have been fully sensible of the furious pulsation which agitated it and made it throb and beat against the soft flesh surrounding the approach to the place of pleasure into which it so longed to enter.

At length I could no longer refrain from trying to operate a diversion in its favour. I took hold of her soft hand, and gently guiding it to the spot, I laid it upon the panting, burning object, and, closing her fingers round it, made her circle it in her grasp. To my great delight she made not the least opposition to this proceeding, but on the contrary, after retaining her delightful hold for a few seconds, she moved her hand gently up and down upon the swollen and turgid instrument, thereby occasioning me the most exquisite pleasure. Then quitting her hold of the pillar, she fondled and played with the depending pleasure bag and its slippery contents. I cannot describe the voluptuous sensations her soft gentle touches produced upon me, as, in the most luxurious manner possible, she thus operated upon my sensitive weapon so as still further to increase the excitement which was already almost too great to be endured. Every instant I expected that I should be compelled to respond to her lascivious caresses by a potent outburst of the essence of delight, but she suddenly stopped short in the career of bliss; still retaining hold of love's weapon with one hand, with the other she removed my burning face from her charming lips, on which I was feasting, so far as to enable her to look me full in the face. She then addressed me thus: “Oh, you sad rogue, I am afraid this naughty fellow will make terrible havoc among the ladies, and lead many a one besides me into temptation, which, indeed, is not easily resisted when such a handsome delightful charmer as this is in question.”

I looked up in her face imploringly, as if entreating her to have compassion upon me, and yield to the temptation to which she referred, when, to my utter astonishment and consternation, she suddenly added: “But what would Emily say if she were to see you in this situation, and if she knew what it is you want to persuade me to do?” I was perfectly confounded, and could not utter a word. I remained gazing upon her, not knowing what in the world to say or do. My surprise at finding her thus introducing such a subject at such a moment, and the consciousness that, although my final object was to obtain an opportunity for our mutual enjoyment, I was still in some measure committing an act of infidelity to your charms, had such a powerful effect upon me, that I felt my, till now, sturdy champion- which had been so lately erecting his crimson standard in such a puissant and rampant manner-was fast losing his rigidity and was melting away in her grasp. This could not escape her keen observation, and she went on to say: “Ah, I feel that this treacherous little gentleman is beginning to be ashamed of himself, and to repent of his infidelity to the lady of his love. Am I not right? Is it not so? Are you not afraid that she will be offended at your present naughty behaviour?”

I saw at once that I had betrayed myself, and that it was of no use to attempt my further concealment, as it was evident that she was too well aware of our mutual attachment to be deceived by any protestations to the contrary I might make. I could easily see that, at all events, she was not greatly offended at the idea of the subject she had touched upon, and I thought the best plan I could now follow was to have no further concealment from her, and to throw myself on her mercy, trusting to her kindness for forgiveness for what had passed and for securing our future happiness. I therefore replied, “No; indeed, Lady Love-sport, it is not alarm, it is only surprise that has affected me for the moment. I am not in the least afraid of Emily seeing or knowing anything I may do with you, for I know quite well that she is as fond of you, and is as grateful to you for all your past kindness, as I am; and I am convinced that she would most willingly allow me to do anything herself, and would allow me to do anything that will please you. I don't mean to deny that I am madly fond of her, and that I believe she is equally attached to me, but I am quite sure that nothing you will ever wish either of us to do, will impair our affection for each other, or give rise to the slightest difference between us. On the contrary, I am perfectly certain that if she were here now she would willingly co-operate with me in contributing, as far as it might be in our power, to whatever would be agreeable to you; and since we are separated for the present from one another, so far from wishing me to refrain from any enjoyment you may be kind enough to afford me, she will be quite delighted to find that I may have been enabled in any measure to show our sense of your kindness by contributing to your amusement, and she will not be the less pleased to know that this should have been attended with the utmost gratification and delight to me.”

When I had finished, she again drew my lips to hers, and, kissing me fondly, said, “Thank you, my dear boy. I am greatly pleased with your openness, and still more so to find that my previous ideas on the subject are confirmed, and that you are not only attached to Emily, but that you are on such a pleasant footing with her. So far from having the least objection to your attachment, I have been delighted to observe it, and though you may think it cruel of me to have separated you for the last year, my chief object in doing so was to try whether your mutual affection would stand the test of absence, which I am glad to find it has done. Besides, you rogue, I was afraid, from what I saw on a certain occasion of this wicked little fellow, which is now beating again here so furiously, that he would soon be beginning to play his naughty tricks upon poor Emily, before she was old enough to be able to enjoy its effects, and for your own sakes I thought it better that you should not be allowed to come together until you should both be a little more advanced, when you will enjoy your encounter with each other much more than you would have done at a premature age. Even now I must tell you that I consider Emily is still too young to be trusted with you, and that I must enforce your separation for another year, but at the end of that period, if you still retain the same affection for one another you have at present, I shall then make no objection to your pleasing yourselves in any manner you may like.”

I was so enraptured and overjoyed at this blissful communication, that I was unable to speak, and could only testify my thanks and gratitude by repeated and fervent kisses and embraces, which were as warmly returned. “And now, my dear boy,” she continued, “though I consider Emily is still too young to be initiated into the full mysteries of love, you have shown me such sufficient proofs of your capacity to enjoy its sweet pleasures that it would be cruel to condemn you to another year's celibacy; though I hope that the prospect I hold out to you, of being enabled, at the end of that period, to indulge in your mutual affection, will induce you to regulate your passions in the meantime so as not to run any risk of impairing that vigour which Emily will have a right to expect in your embraces, and the want of which, as I have found, so sadly embitters the married state.”

You may imagine the delight and satisfaction with which I received this unexpected communication, which thus foretold the accomplishment of our fondest wishes-for though the delay in their realisation was somewhat provoking, still the certainty of the final attainment of our object made me look upon this as but a slight abatement to my delight. You may suppose how grateful I felt to Lady Lovesport for her goodness, and how anxious I was to show myself sensible of it. I fancied that I detected in the last few words she said a hint that, situated as we then were, it might be in my power to pour forth my grateful thanks in a manner more satisfactory than mere words, which would certainly, as you may well suppose, be most agreeable to my own feelings-and, as I began to suspect from the way in which she still fondled and played with my symbol of manhood, to hers also-I therefore ventured to ask whether I might not be permitted to do so, and to receive from her my first agreeable lesson in the real mysteries of love.

She was far from being displeased with my boldness, and said that though she did not wish to tempt me to do anything I would rather avoid, still, if I were anxious for it, she could not resist the solicitations of such an eloquent petitioner as the little object she was caressing; and that as she could not expect that I was to acquiesce in her laying an embargo upon my intercourse with every other woman, as she had done with regard to you, she saw no reason why she should not have the gratification of enjoying my first essay in the field of love, as well as any one else.

I made no other reply to her than a passionate embrace. Then straining her in my arms, I turned her over on her back, and mounted upon her. I had no difficulty in separating her thighs, and getting between them, but having succeeded in this I found the next proceeding was not quite so easily accomplished. Stretched upon her belly, my fierce champion knocked forcibly at the door, where he was so anxious to obtain admittance, but he could not hit upon the exact spot where he alone could attain his object. Perceiving my difficulty, Lady Lovesport most kindly came to my assistance. Putting down her hand, she took hold of the straying knight errant, and guided him aright in the proper path. Even then he did not, as I had expected, slip in all at once, and I found I had to exert some force to press him on to the final goal. Good heavens! what a delicious sensation it was when for the first time the staff of love penetrated within the warm flesh, and the soft juicy folds of the charming cavity closed around him in a fast embrace. I was so transported with the exquisite feeling of delight that I had not courage to withdraw a single inch, for fear of breaking the spell of pleasure which pervaded my whole frame, and entranced every faculty of my soul.

I remained for a minute or two buried within her to the utmost extent of my charmed weapon, revelling in the ecstatic enjoyment of the enchanting bliss. Meanwhile, my lips and hands wandered over her face and person, and expressed in actions more eloquent than words the gratitude I felt for the exquisite delight she was conferring on me. But I was pleasingly recalled to my duty by a voluptuous heave on the part of Lady Lovesport, who seemed to enjoy our perfect conjunction quite as much as I did. Gently raising up her buttocks, she pressed upwards upon me, and then sinking down again, she contrived to withdraw her body a short way from mine so that the point of my weapon was brought just to the very lips of the charming sheath in which it was imbedded, and then, with another upward bound, she again inserted the whole of the delighted weapon within her voluptuous recess. This enhancing movement, the first delicious thrust I had ever enjoyed within a woman's fountain of bliss, perfectly maddened me, and I responded to her movement with all the power that youthful vigour and intense excitement could lend to my pleasure-stricken champion. I had feared that the irritating treatment he had been previously subjected to would have brought on the blissful overflow too soon, and might have prevented me from operating upon her in a sufficiently effectual manner to enable her to join me in my ecstasy, but instead of this being the case, the effect of the previous scene seemed only to have-added to my powers of endurance, and for several minutes I kept up this soul-stirring exercise of rapid and potent heaves in and out of the delicious receptacle. My efforts were met and returned with equally frantic and delicious movements on the part of Lady Lovesport, while her passionate embraces and kisses, and the fires of rapture which sparkled in her eyes, showed how powerfully she was affected by my virgin efforts. Before long, I had the intense satisfaction of seeing her close her eyes, relax her hold, and sink back into the pleasing agonies of gratified enjoyment.

The increased ease with which my more than ever swollen and distended champion traversed the delicious passage betokened its lubrication by the first enchanting overflow my manly powers had ever drawn down from the fountain of delight. I had hardly become sensible of this when I felt my own torrent of the burning essence of virility bursting from me, with greater force and with far more rapturous sensations, than I had ever before experienced. Wrapped in the most intoxicating and blissful sweets of gratified fruition, I now sank down upon her, pouring out my whole soul in a flood of heavenly and overwhelming delight.

We lay for long folded in each other's arms and caressing one another fondly. When we had fully recovered our senses, we mutually expressed the heartfelt gratification we had enjoyed. I thanked her a thousand times in the most glowing and energetic terms I could make use of for all the rapture she had conferred upon me, and described as well as I could, though in language that could not half express what I felt, the blissful emotion she had made me experience, and-congratulating me on the successful debut I had made in my first appearance on the stage of love, and laughingly threatening that if I went on in the same way and afforded her as much pleasure every time my potent champion was admitted within her territories, she said that she would not be able to part with me to any one else, and would have to keep the delicious charmer entirely to herself for her own private use.

I wished still to retain my pleasant position within her delightful cavity, for I felt convinced that I was quite capable of renewing the fight without any intermission, and obtaining another victory. But she insisted on my taking out the charming little pleasurer-giver, as she called it, and allowing her to thank it with her kisses and caresses before it again renewed the sport. I was obliged to yield to her wishes, and gently withdrew the captive from his fast imprisonment. She then laid me down on the couch, and taking a napkin and some water, she softly wiped all traces of the recent contest. After performing her own ablutions, she next stripped off my shirt and knelt down on a cushion by the side of the couch, and commenced a close inspection of my entirely naked form. Not a single charm escaped her fond and wanton caresses. Face, neck, bosom, belly, buttocks, thighs, were all in their turn examined and eagerly fondled, and, as you may suppose, the masterpiece of nature itself, with its curious appendages, did not escape without a most minute and careful examination. She handled and caressed, and played with and tickled-first the stately column, which had never lost its rigidity, and then the depending pleasure receptacles-in the most voluptuous and enchanting manner, till I was worked up to such a pitch of excitement that I begged and implored of her to give over, and to allow me once more to quench the irritation she had created by plunging the heated instrument into the only bath which could effectually cool its raging excitement.

She laughed, and said that I must obey orders and allow her to allay the storm she had raised in her own manner. After a few minutes more of amorous dalliance with my naked charms, she got upon her knees on the couch and placed herself astride of me, with my legs between hers. She then bent down and took my pleasure pipe between her lips, and sucked it, and tickled it, with her tongue. Watching an opportunity, while she was thus bending down, I caught hold of her chemise, and as she again raised herself up, I drew it over her head, thus rendering her equally naked as myself. She seemed to understand my object, and to enable me to gratify my curiosity, she now rose up on her knees, and remained in that position for some time, allowing me to gratify my delighted eyes with the full view of all the splendid beauties of her magnificent form. On her part, she gazed as intently, and apparently as delightedly, upon my youthful charms, as I lay before her panting and glowing with desire in all the glorious excitement of first passionate enjoyment. Then throwing herself forward, she laid herself down upon me, and brought her naked form in contact with mine, and taking my stiff upright stake in her hand, she held it fast in the proper direction, so that as she sank down upon my naked body, it slipped up into her cavity in the most delicious manner possible, bringing us into the most perfect conjunction that could be attained. Our legs were intertwined with each other, and our lips, bosoms, bellies, and thighs were glued the one to the other with a closeness that could not be surpassed, so much so that I felt the delicious tickling occasioned by the rubbing of the forest of bushy curly hair which encircled her luxuriantly furnished mount, upon the still almost bare tender surfaces which surrounded my emblem of virility, where the newly fledged and still short and scanty ringlets were only beginning to adorn my, till now, virgin implement. On this occasion she took all the labour on herself, making me remain quiet beneath her, while she worked herself up and down upon my stiff standing erect weapon, and compressed and titillated it with the wanton wriggles of her splendid bottom in a most enchanting and celestial manner, so that she drove me almost to distraction with the excess of lascivious bliss she conferred upon me. After she had effected our perfect junction, we indulged in long gentle heaves, repeated over and over again, with a slight interval between them, accompanied with burning kisses upon each other's mouths and bosoms. She then raised herself up again, still keeping my delightful champion a close prisoner in his sweet bondage. She sat across me for a while, gazing with looks of admiration and pleasure upon my glowing countenance, beaming with all the fires of voluptuousness, while the plump lips of her lower mouth squeezed and compressed the delighted captive in their juicy luscious folds in such an enchanting manner that I could hardly tell whether the one position or the other conferred on me the more exquisite delight. She thus alternately varied her position two or three times, luxuriating in the agreeable sensations which our tender union and her lascivious antics produced upon us both, until I could bear the maddening excitement no longer.

The last time she sank down upon my bosom, I threw my arms round her body, and drawing her to me as close as possible, I thrust upwards with my buttocks with all my force, and drove my raging weapon into her two or three times in rapid succession. She met and reciprocated my furious heaves with equal energy and impetuosity and for two or three minutes we continued the fierce fight without intermission. Wound up to the highest pitch of lascivious fury, my sluices were again opened and I pumped up into her a stream of boiling liquid, which issued from me in a rapid succession of jerks of exquisite delight, bestowing on me the most intoxicating and heavenly rapture. She continued her operations during my pleasing emission, though in a more gentle manner, adding, if possible, still further to my thorough enjoyment by the titillation and pressure she thus maintained up and down the whole surface of the delighted weapon of love. The fiery drops had hardly ceased to flow from me when she too yielded to the soft melting bliss. Dissolved in rapturous enjoyment, she sank panting and trembling on my bosom, overcome and almost fainting with the excess of voluptuous enjoyment which her wanton operations had procured for her.

When we had fully recovered from the trance into which our excess had thrown us, I pleaded hard to be allowed to renew the fight a third time, exhibiting a standing proof that my vigour was not entirely exhausted. But she would not listen to me, alleging that from the exhaustion she herself felt, consequent on my potent exertions, she was convinced I had excited myself quite sufficiently for that occasion. But she willingly agreed to give me another opportunity on the following day of indulging in the delicious pastimes in which she had thus so pleasingly initiated me.

Our joys were not interrupted till the return of Mr. Everard, who had been away from home when I arrived. Lady Lovesport had from the first informed me that she did not wish he should know anything of the favours she had granted me, and she now made me aware of the reason. It appeared that there was an arrangement between them that whenever Mr. Everard succeeded to the property to which he was heir, they should immediately be married. But as this might not happen for some years, it had occurred to them both that perhaps an arrangement might be made with me by which, on my marriage with you, Lady Lovesport should give up to me the half of her late husband's property on condition that she should be allowed to retain the other half during her life, even though she did marry Mr. Everard. You may easily suppose that I eagerly assented to this proposal, which will insure our future comfort and happiness.

This matter having been thus arranged, Lady Lovesport confessed to me that she was very unwilling to be entirely deprived of the enjoyment she had derived from her intercourse with me, at least until you were of a proper age to lay claim to your rights over my person. But she suggested that our amusement might still be continued to a certain extent, without suspicion, by associating Susan in our wanton sports. She had sometimes operated with the rod upon this girl in the presence of Mr. Everard, and she proposed that we would all meet together, and that when Mr. Everard was present I should enjoy myself with Susan in the same manner as she did with him. This, she said, would obviate any suspicion or jealousy on his part, and when he was absent, we could amuse ourselves on the old footing.

I objected to this at first, as committing a new act of treason against your charms. But Lady Lovesport pointed out the impossibility of my continuing to indulge myself with her upon any other footing, and the equal impossibility of my being able to refrain from committing acts of infidelity to you in some manner or other after once tasting the fruit of the tree of knowledge. She finally overcame my scruples by giving me some reason to believe that you could not be very severe as to this point, hinting that if there was not another lover in the case, there was a certain Miss Lucy, who almost rivalled me in your affections, and who proved not a bad substitute in procuring for you the pleasures which I fancied you could derive from me alone. I hope some day to be able to reward the voluptuous Lucy in a proper manner for all the enjoyment she has conferred upon you, and if you will not allow me to do so in my own person, I have a substitute in view, who will be most happy to take my place, and who, I have reason to know, will be able to satisfy even her lascivious desires.

But as I leave to-morrow, and shall not have an opportunity of writing to you again before we meet, I must defer to some future period any account of my subsequent adventures, and how I introduced Sidney and Albert to Lady Lovesport and Mr. Everard, with their delight at being rewarded by the embraces of the wanton Susan for their willing submission to all the frolicsome pastimes in birch discipline to which they were subjected.

Ever your attached, Harry.