I quit my job. I don’t tell anybody. It’s too much work anyway and I have other things to do.
For years, I continue to receive a stipend as well as a partial tuition waiver.
It’s not enough.
I should have asked my parents for some money when they were here. Book sales are weak these days.
One of my publishers has stopped sending me royalties. I don’t remember receiving any royalties from them in the first place. I check my records. The records say I never received one royalty check from them, although they did give me a sizable advance.
That was eight years ago.
Even after I bully and extort my roommates and some other people living in my dorm and a few other dorms and faculty residences, I don’t have enough money.
Granted, money is relative. What seems like a little to me will doubtless be a lot to somebody else.
I have expensive tastes and was raised with bourgeois ethics notwithstanding my grasp of the concept of humility.
I call my wife.
I ask her to sell one of the kids and send me the cash.
She gets mad.
I tell her I’m just kidding. That’s the truth. But I want to see how she’ll react just the same.
She reacts.
I say, “I love you.”
She says something back and then we hang up.