The Dead Tracks

Chapter Twelve

After staying out until 4 a.m. the previous night, I slept late. By the time I was showered and fed, it was almost midday. I headed into the office.

I didn't use it anywhere near as much as I once did. At the start, it had been a way to separate my home life from my work life. A way to legitimize my career. Now Derryn was gone, it was just an expensive inconvenience, and I was thirty days away from watching the lease lapse. Once that happened, I'd work out of the house permanently, and another little piece of my previous life would have washed away.

Swivelling in my chair, I looked up at the corkboard behind me. A wall full of the missing. Right at the top was Megan Carver. I stood and pulled the picture out, then sat down again and studied her. What's going on, Megan? What's your mum hiding? I turned gently in the chair, tracing the shape of her face; letting my mind turn over.

A couple of seconds later, my phone burst into life.

I looked at the display, NUMBER WITHHELD. Pulling it towards me, I switched to speaker phone.

'David Raker.'

No response.

'David Raker,' I said, louder.

No sound at all. No static, no background noise.

I sat forward in my seat. 'Hello?'

Just silence.

'Hello?

'Mr Raker…' A soft voice. Female. 'It's Kaitlin.' 'Kaitlin?'

'You said to call you if I…'

I glanced at the photograph of Megan. Things have changed., I should have said. But then I remembered the way Kaitlin had been when I'd gone to the school, and realized a part of me wanted to find out what she had to say.

'I, uh… There's something…' 'It's okay, Kaitlin.'

'Something you should know.' 'Okay.'

'About Megan.' A pause. A long one. 'I'm just sick of having to lie.'

More silence. For a moment, all I could hear was the slight crackle of her breath against the mouthpiece.

Then, finally, she spoke.

The Carvers' gates were closed when I pulled up outside. I'd tried calling ahead, but no one had answered. I locked the BMW, stepped up to the intercom and pressed the buzzer. They had a small camera embedded in the number pad. I looked into it. It was moving from left to right, then — as it got to me - stopped. A crackle on the intercom.

'What do you want?'

James Carver.

'I need to speak to you.'

'We've got nothing more to say to one another.'

'You're going to want to hear this.'

The camera hummed. This time, in its centre, I could see the lens open up. He was zooming in on me. I stared straight into the eye of it.

Then the gates buzzed open.

Carver met me at the door, but didn't offer me anything to drink. Didn't even ask me in. The two of them stood in the doorway, arms crossed, defensive, waiting for whatever I had to say. Carver was in front of his wife, protecting her, as if he thought I might try to start something.

'I got a call this morning,' I said, keeping my eyes fixed on him. 'From Kaitlin - Megan's friend. Did the police ever tell you what she said in her statement?'

'What's this got to do with anything?'

'Did they?'

Anger flared in his eyes. 'She was the last person to see Megan.' He paused, a flutter of sadness in among the irritation. 'That's it.'

For the first time, I glanced at Caroline. Her eyes were fixed on mine, but there wasn't any of the animosity of her husband.

'That's not it,' I said, glimpsing a little fear in her now.

'What are you talking about?'

'Before Megan disappeared, she confided in Kaitlin.'

'About what?' Carver said.

'And I think she might have confided in your wife as well.'

Carver's mouth dropped a little, as if he couldn't believe I had the balls to come into his home and insult his wife again. Then, when Caroline didn't respond, didn't even attempt to register her disgust, he looked over his shoulder at her.

'Caroline?' he said. 'What's going on?' She couldn't look at him.

'James,' I said, and waited for him to turn back to me. When he did, the anger had gone from his face. 'Megan was pregnant.'