The Heavenly Table

72

CHESTER HIGGENBOTHAM HEARD the noise and sat up. It sounded as if someone was trying to jimmy the front door. The news that the stable would soon be converted into a garage still had him down, and this afternoon, as soon as Hog handed him his week’s pay, he had headed for the Mecca Bar to drown his sorrows. He had passed out in the straw before sundown, and though it was now past midnight, he still felt a little drunk. He heard the noise again. “Shit,” he said under his breath. In return for his six dollars a week and somewhere to sleep, he took care of the animals and cleaned out the stalls and kept an eye on the place at night. He picked up his squirrel rifle. As he stepped out the back door, he heard clamoring coming from uptown, men shouting and car engines roaring and a gunshot or two. Lord, some fools must be having a high ol’ time tonight, he thought. Maybe everybody in the goddamn county’s losing their job.

Slipping quietly around the side of the building, Chester saw a dark shape at the door, obviously prying on the lock. He called out, and when the man turned and started to run, he lifted his rifle and fired once without really aiming, regretting it as soon as he pulled the trigger. You dumb bastard, he berated himself. He’d been on a toot when he committed the stupid crimes that got him sent to Mansfield, and now here he was again, half drunk and shooting at somebody. Although prison was where he had learned to take care of horses, he’d vowed the day of his release that he’d kill himself before he ever went back. That’s what worried him most about the stable shutting down. It was all he’d done for the past thirty years, but the job had kept him out of trouble. True, it hadn’t been much of a life, but he’d seen the last time he was locked up what the young ones did to men his age, forcing them to kneel down like a supplicant beside some hoodlum’s bunk and gently knead his wang and blow little kisses on the head of it while the sonofabitch dreamed of some woman on the outside. No, he had it damn good compared to that. And, hell, you never knew, maybe Hog would change his mind about working on automobiles. So when he saw the man keep going, Chester breathed a sigh of relief and wished him luck, then went back inside the barn to finish sleeping off his debacle.

The bullet, however, didn’t just fly into the air aimlessly, as the stable bum thought. Getting hold of his horse had been the only plan Cane could think of when he left Jasper’s house. With the gangs of men roaming the streets, fired up on liquor and rumors and false sightings and the chance at reward money, it had taken him over an hour to sneak and dodge and crawl to the stables where he and Cob had left their rides three days ago. He was still trying to pry the hasp off the door with the barrel of Cob’s pistol when he heard Chester yell; and he didn’t get more than a few feet before the bullet knocked him sideways, tearing the hell out of his right kidney before lodging in his stomach wall. Stifling a cry, he kept going.

He ran on until he came to the iron railway trestle extending over the Scioto. He stumbled across it in the dark, then jogged north a mile or so along the tracks with his hand pressed against the rip in his side. By then, his new shirt and coat were soaked with blood. He stopped and pulled some paper currency out of the saddlebag and tried to staunch the wound with it. Then he walked on, panting raggedly. Three miles out of town, a freight train barreled past him; and he would have gladly given all the money he had ever stolen for one third-class ticket away from here. He managed to go a few more yards before he collapsed in a heap.

Lying in the sharp gravel, he stared wearily at some bobbing lights off in the distance for several minutes before he realized that he’d seen such a sight before, one night in Tennessee when a posse on horseback had followed them with torches. The moon came out from behind some clouds then, and he forced himself up and made his way into a grove of trees. He limped and lurched past a deserted camp of burned-out fires and tin cans and chicken bones where he figured some hobos occasionally stopped to take a respite. The wind picked up and the autumn leaves rattled in the trees. Deciding he couldn’t go on anymore tonight, he got down on his knees and crawled back under a thick mass of honeysuckle bushes. By then it was two o’clock in the morning. Resting his head on the saddlebag, he cocked his pistol and set it on his chest. He thought about how Chimney always volunteered to stand watch, no matter how tired he was, as if he didn’t trust him or Cob to stay awake. He wondered again what had happened exactly, how his brother had ended up in the custody of those soldiers. If he could make it to a town, maybe he could find…

When Cane woke up, the morning sky was overcast with gray clouds, and he was damp with drizzle and shivering with the cold. For the first time in his life, he was truly alone. He raised up on his elbows to take a look around, and as he did so, he felt more blood gush out of the bullet hole. Easing himself back down, he felt in his pockets and found his last cigar and some matches. He drew on it several times, hoping it might warm him, but then he started coughing, and stabbed it out on a wet leaf. For several minutes, he watched a cardinal hop from branch to branch, just a foot or so away from him, and then fly away.

As the drizzle became a rain, Cane drifted off again. He found himself in a house that seemed familiar, as if he had lived there for a long, long time. He was sitting in a chair by a fireplace reading a book, and from what he could tell, he was near the end of it. The smell of freshly baked bread and flowers wafted in the warm air, and through the curtained windows he could see that it was dark outside. Suddenly, a beautiful, dark-haired woman appeared in the room and started to walk by him, her dress rustling against her pale skin. Her hand reached out and lightly touched his shoulder; and he felt more at peace right then than he’d ever felt in his life. Then she paused at a stairway and looked back; and the last thing he heard as he turned another page was her wishing him good night.