Truth Be Told

17

Aaron watched Lizzie try to re-zip the back of her dress.

“I mean, we shouldn’t be doing this,” she was saying. “We shouldn’t.”

The minute he’d come up here, seen the fluffy white comforter, and the puffy pillow, all as if they were just waiting for someone to come back to bed, he’d stood, looking at it, his mind going a hundred miles an hour. Three beers-was it four?-maybe that was it.

He teased her up the stairs, promised a “surprise.” Now, after fifteen minutes of whatever, was she pretending to be reluctant?

Lizzie perched on the edge of the bed, sitting up, her hair wild and her cheeks flushed. It was so quiet he could hear the hum of the electricity, hear her trying to catch her breath, hear the zipper release again as he leaned closer, his mouth at her ear.

“Shouldn’t? There’s no ‘shouldn’t.’ It’s our house, Lizzie,” he breathed. “We’re here, alone, just us. Let go a little. Life isn’t all numbers and spreadsheets… Sometimes, it’s-” He pulled at her zipper again, pulled down. “Sometimes it’s just-sheets.”

He waited.

Lizzie burst out laughing. Laughing? She’d flopped back onto the rumpled comforter, then instantly sat up again.

“Sheets? Aaron Gianelli, you have lost your-” She was shaking her head, making fun of him? Not at all the reaction he was going for. “You are too much.”

She stood, lifting her arms to zip her dress, and succeeded, laughing the whole time.

He stayed on the bed, frowning at her. Watching her struggle with that dumb gray dress.

“Just trying to inject a little humor,” he said.

She was looking right at him now, still kind of laughing. Tossed her hair, as if she was in charge, and then fiddled with the back of her dress, twisting the fabric into place around her hips.

“Oh, you certainly did that. For a minute, I was even-” She stopped. Gestured at the room. “I don’t know, Aaron, it’s crazy, and I was trying to, as you suggested, let myself go for once. But this is-”

Lizzie cleared her throat, trying to get her bearings. She fumbled for the little hook and eye at the top of her zipper, managed to get that fastened again. Found her shoes, wiggled into them, one bare foot at a time. She could not believe, simply could not, that she’d let herself be lured up here by this guy.

Wine or not, messing around with a fellow employee on the abandoned bed of a foreclosed home was not romantic. Or sexy.

Or was it? She looked at him, so handsome, and a funny look on his face, like he was concerned she wouldn’t like him.

Maybe she was being too picky.

She tried to recalculate, reset the equation. What if this was-an adventure? An exciting adventure. There weren’t that many good men left, her girlfriends kept telling her. Aaron had his pluses, as well as his minuses. So did everyone, right? And it wasn’t like she had any other offers. She felt her apprehensions about Aaron beginning to dissolve, but even so. This didn’t feel like the proper place. That wasn’t being “picky.” “It’s not you. It only-this is someone’s home, you know?”

“It isn’t ‘someone’s home.’” Aaron sat on the edge of the bed, hadn’t quite buttoned his shirt. “This house belongs to the bank. I’m in charge of it. If it’s anyone’s, its mine. And anyway, Lizzie, this is all your fault.”

He smiled at her, that smile she still couldn’t ignore. The way he’d looked at her outside the vault that day, and Sunday night, and on the stairs fifteen minutes ago.

“My fault?”

“I couldn’t resist you,” he murmured. He stood, drawing her closer, his arm sliding around her waist. “It wouldn’t have mattered where we were. Can you forgive me for that? Can we start again? Try again?”

She felt the last of her resolve melt away, from the heat of the gathering darkness, and the desire in his voice, from his embrace, and her need for-whatever it was she needed. A partner. A future. Her one plus one.

“Stay,” Aaron whispered. “Just a little bit longer…”

Lizzie couldn’t help it. She burst out laughing again. Now he was singing?

“You. Are. Kidding me.” Jane tried to process what she was hearing. She took Jake’s hand, unwrapped his arm from around her shoulders, stood up from the couch. Counted toward ten, silently, not looking at him. Turned around when she got to about four.

“But you could be back in Boston in plenty of time.” He could, she knew he could. “What if talking with this-what’s his name? Only takes a day? Or two?”

“Frasca. Dr. Nathaniel Frasca. I’ve got to go to D.C., that’s the only way I can look at the files. They’re on paper, originals, even sealed court documents. It could take a while, there’s simply no way to predict. Plus, we need to talk in person, and he’s about to go out of town, and it’s-I’m sorry, honey.” Jake stood, too, tried to put his arm back around her.

She didn’t want him to. Shook him off, stepped away.

“How long can it take for you guys to discuss false confessions? Why can’t you do it on the phone? Or by e-mail? Don’t you have to be here this week to handle the Waverly-” She stopped, hearing the whine in her voice. This was Jake’s job, he had no choice, he’d gotten a chain-of-command assignment, there was a murder involved, and she’d be doing exactly the same thing if their positions were reversed. It wasn’t about her. Sometimes life didn’t work out the way you hoped.

“I’m sorry, Jake.” Jane quieted her voice and touched the sleeve of his T-shirt, surrendering. “Do whatever you need to do. It’s fine. We can always go, right?”

And here she’d predicted this evening’s only conflict would be about whether Jake knew she knew that Elliot Sandoval had-hey. She rewound to the sentence she’d cut off earlier. “Jake? Seriously. Don’t you need to be in town? Working the Waverly Road murder?”

“Supe’s assigning that to someone else,” Jake said. “I’m out of town, D and Kat are on vacation.”

“They get to go?” Jane heard the annoyance in her voice. C’mon, Jane. “I know it’s not your fault, Jake. Really. I’m just disappointed.”

And truth be told, Jake being off the case did make her reporting on that story less complicated. Still, she’d rather be complicated and in Bermuda with him.

“I thought you’d kill me,” he said.

“Don’t tempt me.” She reached for her glass of wine, thought about draining it, took a sip instead. “But then I’d have to get rid of your body somehow. And I like it too much to dump it somewhere.”

“I like yours, too,” he said. “As you well know. And I’ll make it up to you. Somehow.”

“Okay, deal. In fact…” She faced him, hands on hips. Half teasing. “… how about starting right now. You said ‘false confessions.’ Who confessed? To what? Why do you think it’s false?”

Jake was shaking his head. “Uh-uh, sister. I can’t tell you that.” He sat back on the couch. Patted the spot next to him. “Truce?” he said. “Rain check?”

Jane sank down beside him, slowly. She pressed her arm against his, leaned her leg against his Levi’s. He was leaving town, first thing in the morning, and this it would be their last time together for however long. “I had a great new bathing suit,” she said. “It’s very, very, very small. Too bad you won’t get to see it.”

He kissed her, his lips brushing her hair. “Someday,” he whispered.

They sat, silent, watching out the bay window as the streetlights came on along Corey Road, hearing only tinkling music, Scott Joplin, as an ice cream truck trundled its way down her street. Jane thought about juggling and balance and how plans sometimes worked. Sometimes didn’t. About whether the whole thing was doomed to failure, because of his job, and hers, and the impossibility of it all. About what had happened to ruin their weekend, and take Jake out of town without her. About how she would have made the same decision, to follow a story and leave Jake at home. About whether this was the universe notifying them they should face reality and call it off.

“Someday,” she said.

The music outside faded, then disappeared.