Vixen

24

In Brighton, Ray was also sporting a new image. He’d dyed his hair red, also got glasses, a pair not unlike the ones Porter Nash had so recently abandoned. He looked like Ginger Evans’ brother, a nightmare of a whole other hue. He was staying in B amp;B near the pier… well, what used to be the pier till the storms blew it to fuck and away. Ray was grieved, he’d loved that boardwalk; reminded him of the childhood he wished he’d had.

Going down to the seaside for long summer days, riding the donkeys, buying the slightly naughty postcards with the fat lady saying rude things and sucking on an ice-cream cone. Then, candy floss and fish ‘n’ chips wrapped in newspaper.

The reality was a drunk for a father and a mother on the game. Once, after they’d got out of nick, Ray brought Jimmy down here and they’d spent a weekend getting shitfaced, taunting the gays who cruised the promenade, and trying jellied ells. Jimmy had loved that holiday and they’d sworn when they’d got the big score, they’d come down and stay in The Grand.

Sitting on his bed in the boarding house, Ray toyed with the. 38 and forced himself to wipe Jimmy from his mind. Jimmy was getting a cheap box in some pissy pauper’s grave and Angie was, no doubt, living it large. Sure, she’d got clean away. The whole of the police force was out looking for him and there wasn’t a minor villain who wouldn’t sell him out.

Ray had two objectives:

One, find and kill Angie;

Two, get Jimmy’s share of the cash.

He had Angie’s cellphone number and hadn’t yet called. She’d have kept the phone as she wanted the money too. The one sure thing about her, she worshipped cash and when she felt she was owed, she’d do whatever it took to get it.

He’d be calling her.

Brant was visiting Porter Nash.

They’d kept him in hospital until his blood levels settled. He was sitting in the corridor, sneaking a cig — hadn’t yet applied the patches as he’d been instructed. Brant was dressed in a dark navy suit, police federation tie (stolen) and heavy, handmade Italian shoes. He looked like a mafioso, had a cig in the corner of his mouth and had been cautioned twice by staff. Porter was glad to see him. They’d forged the most unlikely of friendships and it was a mystery to them both. But they didn’t sweat it and just figured it was beyond analysis. Brant handed over a book, said:

‘Thought you’d need some reading.’

Porter sighed, he knew it would be Ed McBain — with Brant it always was. Sure enough, a fat hardback with the title Fat Ollie’s Book.

Brant said:

‘It’s a cracker. Fat Ollie writes a novel and it gets stolen shit, all you’d need to know about writing is in there.’

Porter put the book aside, said:

‘I appreciate it.’

Brant stubbed the cig on the floor and Porter tried not to notice, asked:

‘What’s the news on McDonald?’

‘He’s still in intensive care, head shot, you know, tricky number.’

‘Will he make it?’

‘I think he’ll live, but will he make it? I doubt it.’

This was Brant at his cryptic best and Porter knew better than to go there. Porter was aware of the detestation Brant felt for McDonald but he’d never like to have a cop hit, no matter how big an asshole he was.

Brant asked:

‘So, what’s the deal with this diabetes gig? You going to be shooting up like some sort of civilian junkie?’

Porter didn’t rise to the bait, said:

‘I have type two, which means I’m on tablets for the foreseeable future. You want to know the hardest bit?’

Brant looked vaguely bored, said:

‘If you want to tell me.’

‘Salt.’

‘That’s it?’

Porter could have told him of all the dietary changes, the new regime of health, the constant blood checks, the fear, but Brant wasn’t the type to give a whole lot of attention to this. So, he said:

‘I love salt, in fact I adore it, cover everything with it and now, no more. I can’t taste my food now, isn’t that a bitch?’

Brant was staring at a nurse’s legs and said:

‘What’s a bitch is we can’t get a line on Ray. He’s gone to ground and believe me, we’ve pulled out all the stops; what we have got is a chick who used to hang with the brothers, but gee, guess what? She’s gone to ground too.’

Porter knew now that Ray was the guy he’d been on the phone with and he wanted this guy so bad, he could — as the Yanks say — taste it. He wanted Ray in his hands, up close and real personal; he tried to rein in the rage that had reared up — the doctors had emphasised that stress was perilous to his condition.

He took a deep breath and saw that Brant was smiling, asked:

‘What?’

Brant peeled the wrapper off a Juicy Fruit, split it in half and offered a wedge. Porter shook his head and Brant said:

‘You’ve got a hard-on for this guy, no offence to your orientation by the way, but you want this guy so bad, you need to step back, cool off, ‘cos all you’re going to get is fucked. You can’t get them when you’re het up; trust me, I’ve been down that road.’

Porter Nash’s rage moved up a notch and he felt a twinge in his chest, he snarled:

‘Gimme a cig.’

‘Whoa, buddy, where did those famous manners go?’

He took out the pack of Weights, only available in the West End, and gave one over, if grudgingly. Lit him up with a battered Zippo that had the logo ‘1968’ stamped on it.

It still made Brant smile when he recalled how he’d nicked it.

A passing porter stopped. Demanded:

‘What are you people thinking of?’

He pointed his finger at the plethora of ‘No Smoking’ signs, and Brant said:

‘What I’m thinking is… will I sink my shoe in your hole or will I let my ranking officer do the honours?’

The porter took off quick.

Porter Nash looked at Brant, asked:

‘I need your word.’

‘Depends, old pal.’

‘When you get a line on Ray, you give me a bell.’

Brant seemed to consider, then:

‘What’s the barter?’

‘Excuse me?’

Brant laughed, he enjoyed this, said:

‘You’re my mate, no question, even if you’re a fag, but how I work is, I do something for you, you owe me, got it?’

Porter Nash nodded; he got it.

Big time.