The Owl Killers

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sOMEONE WAS SHAKING ME AWAKE. William was squatting in front of me, holding a small stone mortar which had steam rising from it.

“Here, we’ll have to share. There aren’t enough bowls to go round. You take first swallow, then I’ll take next.”

“That’s not for drinking from,” I protested. “That’s for grinding, like the one Mam uses for grinding beans.” Then with a sudden sick feeling, I remembered. “William, has Mam come? Is she here?”

He bit his lip. “Not yet. But she’ll come now it’s light. Hurry up and drink some of this, else I’ll have it all. I’m starving.” He thrust the mortar at me.

I was hungry too and thirsty, We’d not had any supper last night, but the broth smelt like mouldy leaves. “What’s in it?”

“Dunno.” William shrugged. “But it’s all there is.”

William held it while I took a gulp. It was hard to get my mouth round the thick curve of the stone. It didn’t taste of anything much, sour ale and herbs, water mostly, bitter and muddy, but my belly was rumbling and I drank it.

Light was trickling in through the faces of the yellow saints in the windows. People weren’t shouting anymore. Most just sat huddled on the floor, drinking their broth like William and me. Up at the altar Father Ulfrid was saying Prime. A few people were kneeling, and praying in front of the rood screen. Some of the grown-ups cried as they prayed. I could hear them sobbing.

But lots of people were ignoring Father Ulfrid. They kept on talking or just sat on the rushes suckling their babies as if they didn’t even know they were in church. There was one old man who kept wandering about asking everyone if they’d seen his wife, but no one had and after a while they got fed up being asked the same question over and over and shouted at him to sit down, right in the middle of Father Ulfrid’s prayers.

Afterwards Father Ulfrid came round blessing people where they sat or stood. Some made the sign of the cross, but others scowled and turned away as if they didn’t want to be blessed. Father Ulfrid didn’t seem miserable like everyone else. He seemed almost pleased, as if he thought everyone had come to church because they wanted to pray.

He stopped in front of William and me and made the sign of the cross, then pressed his hot sticky hands down on our heads. William jerked his head away.

“Bless you, my children. Now remember this is the house of God and you must behave yourselves in here. No playing games or spitting and you make sure you go outside if you want to pass water. Is your father still away at the salterns, William?”

William nodded.

“Then you must pray for him. If the storm was bad here it will have been worse on the coast. Pray diligently like good children, just like your mother taught you, and God in His mercy will hear your prayers. Where is your mother?” He gazed about as if he thought she was with us.

William grabbed my hand and yanked me to my feet. “Come on.”

We ran to the heavy church door and dashed outside. It was still raining a bit, but not so hard as before. The air felt cold and sharp after the smelly church. We ran to the churchyard wall and scrambled up on the rough stones to peer over.

It was as if we were on an island. Brown water lay all round the graveyard. Where the path should have been, ducks were swimming and diving among the rubbish. The water was thick like pottage, with leaves and branches and all kinds of things from people’s cottages and gardens floating in it. There were reeds from the floors, bits of furniture, lumps of tar and rags. It looked as if a giant had picked up every cottage in the village and shaken everything out of them into the water and then set the cottages back empty.

Men were wading through the water picking up stools and pots, rakes and hoes. Most of the things were smashed, but the men were picking them up anyway and splashing off with them down the street. Two men saw the same wooden chest bobbing in the water at the same time. Both started towards it, their legs jerking like spiders as they tried to run in the water. They both grabbed the chest, tugging it and punching each other until one slipped and fell into the water. The standing man tried to make off with the chest as fast as he could, but the other one leapt on his back and they both fell with a great splash into the water, rolling over and over on each other until they were out of sight beyond the bend.

“William, look, that’s our basket. The one Mam put the hens in.” I pointed to a shape caught up against the trunk of a tree.

“It’s just a basket.”

“No, it’s ours, I know it is. Handle’s wrapped with a yellow rag, just like ours. See?”

William scrambled over the wall and jumped into the water. It was as high as the top of his legs. He splashed towards the basket and dragged it back towards the wall.

“Here, take hold,” he said, pushing it over.

But I couldn’t catch it properly and it tipped over as I pulled it. It rolled on the ground and the top fell off. Three limp draggled little bodies slithered onto the grass. Their feathers were sodden, their beaks wide open and their eyes too, but they weren’t moving.

“Mam said Bryde was safe in the basket, but she’s not in here. Mam didn’t rescue Bryde; she didn’t even try.” I burst into tears. “Where is Mam? She said she’d come. She promised. She’s a liar. Just a big fat liar. I hate her! I hate her!”

“Stay here,” William said fiercely. “You wait for me, right? You’re not to move.” He clambered back over the wall and waded away.

“William, come back,” I called frantically. “Where are you going?”

“I’m going to find Mam.”