saint agnes’s eve

this night is the night for divination to discover your true love. this night too the hounds of the underworld howl, foretelling impending death or disaster.


beatrice

wHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING, WOMAN?” Pega grabbed my wrist and pulled me away from the jars.

I had almost finished. Nearly every jar and flask in the infirmary was bare and waiting for me to write on it in my hand. Just two left. I tried to struggle out of Pega’s grasp, but her grip was too strong. She was hurting me.

Kitchen Martha was standing staring down at the fragments of parchment on the floor. “All Healing Martha’s labels torn off. The notes in her books all ripped out. Why, Beatrice, why?”

I hadn’t heard them come in. I’d been too busy. Kitchen Martha sounded surprised, though I couldn’t imagine why.

“I have to write new ones.” I told her patiently. Kitchen Martha was so slow-witted. You had to explain the most obvious things to her.

She bit her lip, glancing at Pega. Then stroked my arm soothingly, as if she thought I needed comforting. “But, dear, now we don’t know what any of the herbs or cordials are.”

I prodded the torn pieces with my foot. “This was written by Healing Martha. And this and this. I couldn’t leave them like that. I have to organise the infirmary. Osmanna isn’t coming back, you know. So I’m the Martha now. I must write everything myself or no one will know that it’s mine.”

“If this is you in charge, God help us,” Pega snapped. “Why didn’t you do it one jar at time? How you going to fathom what’s what now?”

I stared at her. Pega wasn’t making any sense. You had to get rid of all the old ones and start afresh. How could you write your own labels when you could still see the old ones? They wouldn’t be yours; they’d just be copies of hers.

A cart rattled across the courtyard, answered by the cries of half a dozen voices raised in alarm. Pega was at the door before me. Tutor Martha was being lifted down from the cart. Her head lolled against Shepherd Martha’s shoulder and her eyes were half closed. They were both splattered with mud and filth. Pega swept Tutor Martha up and carried her into the infirmary. Shepherd Martha and several of the women followed.

Merchant Martha remained sitting, hunched like a crow, on top of the cart, with the reins in her hand. She didn’t seem to have noticed the cart had stopped. She too was covered in muck, as if she had been pelted in the stocks. A rotting cabbage stalk was caught in the folds of her cloak. They should never have gone into town risking their lives for that little slut, Osmanna. She was the one the crowd should have been pelting and with rocks too, not cabbages. There was a small shallow cut on Merchant Martha’s forehead, oozing a watery blood. I put my hand on hers; it felt death cold.

“You’re hurt, Merchant Martha. Let me help you into the infirmary.”

Merchant Martha looked up, almost startled to see me, and rapped my hand away.

“I must speak to Servant Martha at once. Where is she?”

“But your head’s bleeding. You must let me see to it first. It will fester if it isn’t dressed. It’s my responsibility.”

She put her hand up and touched the place, staring at the smear of blood on her fingers in surprise. “It’s nothing; don’t fuss, Beatrice.” Merchant Martha pushed me aside and clambered down impatiently. “Where’s Servant Martha?”

“In the chapel, I think.” She never seemed to be anywhere else these days. “But you have to let me make you better-”

She didn’t reply. Instead, she shook out her cloak and strode in the direction of the chapel.

In the infirmary, the beguines were clustered around Tutor Martha. “One of the village men grabbed me here.” She passed a hand vaguely in the direction of her breasts.

Pega, hunkered down by the fire, stuck a red-hot poker into a beaker of ale, which gave off a great hiss of steam. “Here, drink this while it’s hot. So did he hurt you?”

Tutor Martha shook her head. “But he-he said-” Her words jerked out in heaving sobs. “Said-”

“Said what? Spit it out.”

It was Shepherd Martha who answered quietly from the corner. Leon was sitting with his great black head resting on her knees, gazing sorrowfully up as if he knew something was wrong.

“He accused us of unnatural practises,” Shepherd Martha said quietly. “You know-immoral acts between women, though he didn’t use those words.”

Pega let out a great snort of laughter. “I bet he didn’t. Well, now that’s the first time I’ve been accused of that. Strumpet and slut I’ve had aplenty, but that’s a new one. And I dare say he thinks Servant Martha’s the bawd of this lively whorehouse. It’s a wonder they’re not queuing up at the gates. What strange little fancies men do have.”

She slapped Tutor Martha firmly on the back, making her splutter on the wine. “Come now-a few names, a roving hand, and a rotten egg or two. I’ve taken worse and called it a good night out. But more to the point, did you see the lass?”

Tutor Martha shook her head. “You don’t understand. They blocked the road and wouldn’t let us pass. We tried… They were screaming and jeering, a whole mob of them with cudgels and stones. Father Ulfrid stood watching them. He did nothing. If Merchant Martha hadn’t hit the man with her whip and pulled me back onto the cart…”

She broke off in renewed sobbing. I put my arms around her.

Grimly, Pega nodded. “The Owl Masters are rousing the villagers and we all know who’s controlling the Owl Masters. Osmanna’s more spirit than I gave her credit for, standing up to that fat old bastard.”

“Too much spirit,” I said. “Look what trouble she’s caused for the rest of us. This is all the fault of that stupid girl, all of it!”

Pega stared at me for a moment. Then she answered, “Maybe so, but all the same, I think I’ve misjudged that lass. I’d stand up against D’Acasters out of sheer devilment, have done many a time, but I’d not have the mettle to face the fire for it. That’s more than stubbornness-that takes the courage of a sow badger and more faith than Saint Peter.”

“Why are you defending her?” I screamed. “She’s a murderer. She killed her baby… her own baby. I know you all blame me for what happened to her. I’ve heard you whispering behind my back. You think I don’t know what you’re saying, but I do. But you’re all wrong. You can’t blame me. She brought this on herself. I hope they do burn her; she deserves it. She deserves to burn in Hell for what she’s done!”

No one looked at me. They all knew it was true.

The door crashed open. Catherine hurtled into the room. She stared round, her face stricken as if she’d seen the dead walk.

Pega frowned. “What is it, lass?”

But Catherine just stood there, her breath jerking out of her in little mewling sounds.

Pega clamped a broad hand on her shoulder. “Out with it, lass.”

“The oxen… The ones we use for ploughing. Dairy Martha and I went to fetch them from the pasture for the night and… oh, they’re dead!”

Shepherd Martha leapt to her feet. “The murrain! God defend us.”

Catherine burst into terrified sobs. “Not black bane. Something attacked them… great slashes… blood everywhere… It tore out their eyes… The Owlman… It was the Owlman!”

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