Café Santiago comprises the bottom level of a two-story, aggressively flower-boxed building on Ninth Street. The store fits a table with eight chairs and three display cases selling sweets and prepared foods that vary daily depending on Mrs. Santiago’s moods. Christmas cacti bloom in empty gravy cans on the windowsills. Above the counter hangs a life-sized portrait of Mrs. Santiago’s late husband, Daniel. Mrs. Santiago lives on the second floor with her dog, Pedro, who is currently, on Christmas Eve Eve, missing.
She stands behind the counter feeding sausage mixture into a casing machine, coaxing out smooth links from the other side. The shop smells like fennel, the cold, and coffee.
Sarina Greene, fifth-grade art teacher at Saint Anthony of the Immaculate Heart, peers into a display case, weighing the merits of three different kinds of caramel. She sways to the instrumental jazz playing on the café’s speakers and points to a pile of stately cubes. “Would you say this caramel is sweet or more chalky?”
“Sweet,” says Mrs. Santiago.
“That would be good for Brianna but not for the other Brianna,” Sarina says.
“How many do you need?”
“Only one, I suppose, but it’s a popular name. We call one Brie to keep them straight.”
“How many,” Mrs. Santiago says, “kinds of caramel?”
Sarina grimaces. “My brain’s not working today. I looked for my keys for ten minutes. They were in my hand.”
“Must be love.”
“Ha!” Sarina cries. Mrs. Santiago’s elbow startles a stack of coffee filters. She stoops to collect them. “I don’t know how many kinds I need,” Sarina says. “I have twenty-four students. Leigh is allergic to everything and Duke is diabetic. He’d turn red if he ate a caramel apple. Become unresponsive and die.”
Mrs. Santiago blinks. “We don’t want that.”
“Which caramel would you use?”
“Medium dark.”
“Fine.” Sarina nods. It is her first year back in her hometown since high school, summoned by her mother’s death and the aching blank page that follows divorce. She counteracts the feeling of being a failure by plunging into every task like a happy doe into brush. Today: these caramels. Last night: spelling each of her student’s names in glitter on the brims of twenty-four Santa hats.
“One pound?” Mrs. Santiago says. “A pound and a half?”
Sarina’s phone begins its embarrassing call at the bottom of her purse: “Wonderwall.” She roots through her bag, finds what she thinks is her phone, and shows it to herself — calculator. She paws through tissues, a sewing kit, her wallet, pipe cleaners, a parking voucher from a crochet class she tried, where she made a tote bag, this tote bag, out of old T-shirts — it is kicky but contains too many caverns. The song continues its assault, then — at last — her phone.
Her grade partner is calling, a woman who finds no situation over which she can’t become frantic. Sarina dumps the call into voice mail. The bells of the door clatter. Georgina McGlynn enters from the dark, shaking snowflakes from her coat. Sarina and Georgina, who everyone calls Georgie, went to high school together.
“Picking up a pie for tonight,” Georgie says with an apologetic air. As if she needs a reason to be in this shop at this hour. This cues Mrs. Santiago, who disappears into the back.
“Pie is …” Sarina says.
The women look in different directions. No radio plays. The street hovers between night and dawn. This is the second time they’ve run into each other in the neighborhood, both times marked by stammering and adamant friendliness.
“Key lime,” says Georgie.
“Wonderful.”
“You should come!” Georgie’s volume frightens both of them. “It’s the old gang.”
Sarina has never been part of a gang. “Tonight?” she says, then remembers Georgie has already said tonight. A forgotten flurry announces itself on the top of her head. It burns wet. “I can’t tonight.”
“You must.” Georgie’s tone is panicked. “They would love to see you. Michael, Ben …”
Mrs. Santiago returns with the pie.
“You don’t want this bag of potatoes hanging around,” Sarina says.
The room’s silence doubles down. Sarina has no idea why, in the presence of this ex — punk queen from high school, she is compelled to insult herself. Bundling the pie, Mrs. Santiago tsks.
“You’re not a bag of potatoes,” Georgie says. “Is that ‘Wonderwall’?”
Sarina searches the bag again. This time it’s Marcos, her ex-husband. “Must be Call Sarina Day,” she jokes, dumping the call into voice mail. Georgie wasn’t present for the other phone call, she realizes. So the joke makes no sense and Sarina now seems like a girl who rejoices upon receiving any communication from the outside world.
“Key lime.” Mrs. Santiago passes it over the counter and Georgie pays. She pulls a card from her wallet and hands it to Sarina.
“Call if you change your mind.” She bells onto the street, pie in hand.
Sarina says, “Two pounds.”
Mrs. Santiago weighs and bags the caramel.
Is it Sarina’s imagination or did Georgie pause for the length of a sock in the jaw before Ben’s name? On the sidewalk outside the shop, a mechanical carousel horse leaps to nowhere. “What’s the deal with that horse?” she says.
Mrs. Santiago looks up from the scale, her face still arranged in an expression of scrutiny. “The deal?”
Sarina’s grade partner is calling again. She answers.
“Clare Kelly … has been attacked by a biker!”
Sarina apologizes to Mrs. Santiago with her eyes, gathers her bags of caramel, and slips outside. Flurries second-guess through the alleys. “Is she dead?”
“She’s at the hospital now, poor lamb. I called Principal Randles. We need to find a replacement to sing at this morning’s mass. But who? When she sings it’s like God is hugging you.”
Sarina supports her bags on the carousel horse and rolls her eyes. Her opinion on God: You work your side of the street, I’ll work mine. She mentally sorts her students for a singer. The twins, James and Jacob, two variations on the same, dull boy. Brianna, the other Brianna. Maxwell, Devon, Mackenzie. A classroom of girls angling for a future in swimsuit modeling. Maybe don’t name your kid on an empty stomach. Her mind’s eye rests on Madeleine, a hastily combed little girl in the third row. She recalls some teacher’s lounge gossip: Madeleine, assembly, singing.
“What about Madeleine?” she says.
“Good Lord, no,” her grade partner chortles. “She sang last year but it was … unpleasant. I doubt the principal thinks of that day fondly.”
“She was that bad?”
“Did I say she was bad?” the woman says. “Things happened.”
“If we need a singer, she’s all I have,” Sarina says.
“She probably won’t want to sing after what happened.”
“What happened?”
“It was unpleasant. Let’s leave it at that.”
Sarina freshens her tone. “I could ask her.”
“You could.”
“I will.” Sarina hangs up.
Mrs. Santiago has waited for her to end the call. The window between them, the women wave good-bye. Sarina mouths the words: Thank you.
“My pleasure,” Mrs. Santiago says, at full volume.
You can hear through the window, Sarina realizes. Another stunning miscalculation on her part.