Constant Fear

CHAPTER 31

Fausto brought the teens back to the auditorium. His expression had changed. The playful glint in his eyes was gone. The cat that had been toying with a cornered mouse seemed to have grown tired of its game. Fausto sat all six members of The Shire in the front row. The kids were no longer tied up, gagged, or blindfolded. Fausto had terrorized them enough so they wouldn’t attempt anything foolish, he believed. The dead bodies were off the stage; the lifeless forms of El Gallo and the two other cartel members had been dumped through a trapdoor. Normally, the door was used for theatrical productions, but in this case it functioned as a quick disposal mechanism.

Andy sat at the end of the row, next to Hilary. Beside Hilary sat Solomon, followed by Rafa, then David, and last Pixie. Fausto, Efren, and Armando, whose scars were more apparent under the harsh glare of the theater lights, clustered onstage, talking in Spanish. Four of the cartel sat in the row behind the teens with their weapons resting on their laps. One guard was posted at the door. There would be no tolerating another surprise visitor.

Andy’s legs bounced up and down continuously, and the rest of him-arms, neck, head-had trouble keeping still. He sweated as if he were hot, but shook as if he were freezing. Hilary took hold of Andy’s hand, linking her fingers with his, making an effort to settle him. Andy ripped his hand away and flashed Hilary an angry look.

“Don’t touch me,” he whispered in a harsh, scolding tone. “I don’t want to be touched.”

His speech came out thick, the words a bit slurred. At first, Hilary was offended, but almost as quickly she understood. She saw all the symptoms. Andy had educated The Shire, his closest friends, about what to look for in the event he hadn’t managed his blood sugar properly. He was irritable, sweating profusely, and not speaking clearly. There were progressive stages of hypoglycemia, and Hilary believed Andy was past the point where food would work fast enough. He needed his glucose tablets, more likely an injection of glucagon. She knew he kept an emergency kit in his backpack at all times. Andy clutched his stomach as though he was going to be sick, and he couldn’t quiet the shaking in his arms and legs.

“What’s your blood sugar level?” Hilary whispered to Andy.

“Gonna kill Whippet. Gonna kill him,” Andy breathed out the words.

Hilary saw that Andy’s gaze was locked on an exceedingly thin man with just a trace of a mustache, guarding the door and brandishing a gun sleek as he was. To her eyes, he did, in fact, resemble a whippet-lean and muscular.

“Calla la boca,” Tornado, with the frizzy hair, scolded.

Hilary ignored him. Same as she had ignored the scar-faced man who had interrogated her, groped her, insulted her, and threatened her. There was nothing else she could do. Every answer was the same: “I don’t have the money,” even when they showed her the video feed of poor Javier.

“Your backpack with your medicine, Andy. Where is it?”

“Backpack,” Andy managed.

El Tornado yanked on Hilary’s hair hard, wrenching her head back and snapping her neck so hard she yowled.

“¡Cállate!” he said. “Shut up!”

Fausto, drawn to the commotion, looked displeased. He stepped to the front of the stage and spread his arms in a dramatic gesture.

“We have spoken to each of you individually,” he said in a booming voice. “You have all seen the pain you caused Javier Martinez, father of your classmate. I cannot drill another hole without killing him, and, sadly, I need him alive. I showed you the horror of me and yet you still do not cooperate. I take this as a personal failing. I am deeply disappointed in myself. I admit this. But I do not give up easily. So I try something new to inspire you.”

Fausto exited to his right, leaving Efren and Armando alone on the stage. The enforcers chattered among themselves, and Hilary used the distraction to lean into Andy. “Your medicine,” she whispered. “Where is your backpack?”

Andy’s head rolled onto his chest. Hilary could tell it was an effort for him just to lift it. His blinking turned rapid. Reaching across her body, Hilary touched Andy’s chest and could feel his heart mimicking the pace of his fluttering eyes.

Fausto returned to the stage, brandishing a massive knife, more like a machete. “Who here has been to a pig roast before?” he asked.

One of the enforcers raised his hand.

Fausto glowered at him from the stage. “¡No, pendejo!” he barked. “Not you, the kids. Los malditos. Who here has been to a pig roast before?”

No hands went up this time. Fausto came to the front of the stage.

“Please, Andy, you’re sick,” Hilary whispered again. “Where is your backpack?”

Andy strained to make eye contact. His head bobbed up and down as if he were going for an apple inside an invisible tub of water.

Fausto hesitated, scanning the front row. His gaze settled on Solomon. “You, fat one. Come up here.”

Solomon shrank in his seat. He looked to his left and right as if perhaps a different Solomon had entered the room. Fausto brushed the hair off his face so his eyes could be seen and his intent understood. He was in no mood for delay tactics.

“Bring the fat one to me,” Fausto commanded.

Two of the enforcers, Una Mano and El Cortador, rose from their seats and came around to the front row. Each took one of Solomon’s arms and with effort hoisted him to his feet. They dragged him to the stage and up a short flight of stairs, with Solomon whimpering the whole way. Once they got him onstage, the pair shoved Solomon hard from behind. He stumbled as he lurched forward, arms whirling for balance before he dropped to his knees.

Fausto seized a clump of Solomon’s hair and hoisted him back to his feet. Next he set the sharp edge of the machete’s blade against Solomon’s meaty throat.

“I explain now how I gut a pig,” Fausto said. “Again, my English, I’m sorry. But my machete speak a different language. One I think you all understand.”

Terror flooded Solomon’s eyes. His breathing turned shallow and he began to make strangled noises from deep in his throat as his whole body shook.

Hilary’s attention vacillated between poor Solomon and the boy she loved. “Please, Andy, answer me,” she said.

The man with angry eyes, the one she’d heard Fausto call El Mata Padres-Father Killer-leaned over and bathed her face with his hot and sour breath.

“Quiet and listen,” he said.

From the stage, Fausto continued with his demonstration. “First,” he said, “you must put the pig on its back.”

With a sweep of his leg, Fausto knocked Solomon off his feet. Solomon hit the stage floor and let out a cry of complete surprise. He opened his mouth to gasp for air, flopping about like a fish tossed on a dock. Annoyed, Fausto stepped on Solomon’s chest to hold him still, but his writhing continued. David and Rafa lowered their heads. They could not bear to watch. But Pixie fixed his gaze on Fausto. If Fausto’s men took notice, they would have seen something change inside the smallest member of The Shire. Hatred now-not fear.

“With the pig on the ground,” Fausto said, “you clean off the hair using a knife.” Fausto directed his attention to Solomon. “Now don’t move, piggy, or you will get hurt.” Fausto pulled up Solomon’s shirt and exposed a fleshy midsection dimpled with fat. Efren pinned Solomon’s arms over his head. Working slowly, Fausto scraped the blade of the machete against Solomon’s stomach, using a long stroke in a languid, fluid motion. There was no blood. Fausto applied no real pressure, but the machete produced the same scraping sound a shaving razor makes as it glides over the skin.

Solomon began to whimper. “I want my mom,” he said in a strangled voice. “I want my mom.”

Fausto ignored him. “When that is done, you hang the piggy upside down.” He motioned for Efren and Armando to hoist Solomon up.

Solomon might have weighed 225 pounds, but those two lifted him as if he were filled with feathers. They had an equally easy time flipping him upside down to hold him by his legs. Solomon’s face turned beet red as blood flooded his brain. Strands of hair gently kissed the stage floor like the bristles of a broom. Coins and gum wrappers tumbled out of his pants pockets, and Solomon’s shirt fell down to cover part of his face.

Solomon’s whimpers turned to sobs. “Please let me go,” he begged. “Please let me go.” Each word blended into the next, in one long and desperate plea.

Fausto stood to the side, not wanting to block the view of those in the audience. He turned his attention back to Solomon and set the machete blade between the boy’s trembling legs.

“Don’t kick too much, young one,” Fausto warned in a soft voice, which grew louder as he again addressed his audience. “Next you cut the ass-how do you say, el ano-ah, yes, the anus. You make a big hole here to rip out the insides. And this you tie off with string.”

During the grisly demonstration, Andy appeared dazed and had almost no reaction to anything taking place. He rolled his head forward and yanked it back like he was trying to stay awake. Forward. Back. Repeat.

With growing alarm, Hilary put her fingers under Andy’s chin and turned his head to face her. His clammy skin felt slick and unpleasantly cool to the touch. His eyes held a vacant and empty stare.

“I’ll get my homework done,” Andy muttered to himself. “Just stop bugging me, Dad.”

“Andy, you’re not at home. You’re here at school,” Hilary whispered. “You’ve got to tell me where your backpack is. What room did they bring you to?”

He needed the glucagon injection, not food. Hilary was certain of it.

“Darkness,” Andy mumbled. “Darkness.”

Hilary let go and Andy’s head flopped down until his chin rested on his chest. This time, when Andy tried to lift his head, he lacked strength. So he closed his eyes and rested.

“Don’t go to sleep, Andy,” Hilary pleaded. “Stay awake. Tell me which room.”

Hilary thought maybe she could talk Fausto into giving her Andy’s backpack. Perhaps use the same tactic Andy had used before. If Andy had the key, he could not die. It was that simple. But it was increasingly clear to Hilary that nobody had the key. If that was true, the one bit of leverage they had would be gone, and soon they all would be dead.

Hilary looked right and saw tears streaming down David’s face. While Rafa hid his face in his hands, his body convulsed, and it was obvious his tears were falling as well. But Hilary had other concerns that trumped poor Solomon’s torture, a need far more pressing.

“You’ve got to help him,” Hilary cried out. “He needs his medicine or he’ll die.”

Fausto stopped his demonstration and redirected his smoldering gaze onto Hilary. He pointed his machete at Andy as if it were an extension of his hand. “That one, I believe, does not have the key,” he said. “He is your leader. I know all about leaders. They are not selfish. They sacrifice for the good. If he had the key, he would have given it to us. So now he’s expendable. And if you interrupt me again, hija, you become expendable, too.

“Listen to me, all. Your time here is running very, very short. Is it clear? Because what I’m doing to this pig now, I do for real on each of you. You will feel it all. Every bit of pain I can make happen. And I will take my time. Now, where were we?” Fausto put the tip of the blade against Solomon’s belly. “Yes,” he said. “You have to cut the belly and chest.” Fausto traveled the tip of the blade from Solomon’s navel up to his throat. He kept his eyes on David and Rafa the entire time. “You must be careful not to puncture the intestines, but once the little piggy is opened up, you pull all the muck out into a bucket.”

Fausto raised the machete over his head like an executioner. Solomon saw this and squirmed to get away, but Efren and Armando held him in place. Generating incredible force, Fausto brought the blade down toward Solomon’s head.

David rose to his feet and screamed, “Nooooo!” The timbre of his voice shook the room. But instead of flesh and bone, the tip of Fausto’s blade sank harmlessly into the floor inches from Solomon’s ear. David bowed his head and again sobbed.

Rafa stood and pointed at David. “He’s got it! He has the key!”

Hilary let her attention drift from Andy to David; if this were true, it changed everything.

“No, I don’t,” David said. David’s shirt was untucked, tie dangling, but he pushed back his long hair as if trying to look more dignified.

“You do! You do!” Rafa insisted. “Give it to them now. I don’t want to die. Just do it, David.”

At last, a smile crested on Fausto’s face. “Bring them both to me,” he said, pointing to the teen boys.

El Mata Padres and Tornado rose from their seats and came around to escort Rafa and David onto the stage. The boys went willingly, heads bowed, like death row inmates en route to the gas chamber, each resigned to his fate. One guard remained at the door-the thin one Andy called Whippet-while the rest of them came onstage.

Hilary took notice. The odds of sneaking out of the auditorium to go on a hunting expedition had greatly improved. Still, she did not know where to go looking.

Andy muttered the word “darkness” over and over to himself. The word came out slurred. Hilary thought maybe he’d said “parkness” or “markness.” Neither word meant anything. And yet it was important because Andy kept repeating it.

Hilary tried to decipher what Andy might be saying by trying to form words that sounded like “darkness.” She started with A- “arkness,” B-“barkness,” C-“carkness,” and so on. She did this effortlessly and quickly until she got to H, when she stopped the mental exercise altogether.

H-“Harkness.”

And Hilary knew exactly where to look.