East

Rose

STANDING THERE ON the dock wondering if I should follow or let him go, I had been flooded with memories. A young sailor with a straggly mustache carrying an enormous spool of rope nearly knocked me over, but I hardly noticed as he recovered himself and continued on, hurling some colorful curses back at me.

The first journey on the white bear's back; "Are you afraid?"; the apologetic way he towered over me; the sigh through the doorway when he saw me in the moon dress; the way he covered his ears the first time I played the flauto; the relief in his eyes when I returned from visiting my family; his hand curled on the sheets; the polite, bored look on his face when we danced; and—I could barely let my mind think of it—the dazed look of wonder on his face when I held up the steaming, stain-free white shirt.

I would find him. I had to. And when I did, I would tell him all that was in my heart. We were no longer under an enchantment; there was nothing to keep us from speaking except our own ridiculous pride. If, after I had said what I had to say, he still wished to travel alone, then so be it. I would not shatter, nor would he.

I knew where he was going and I would follow.