His Clockwork Canary

CHAPTER 18

JANUARY 21, 1887 EDINBURGH, SCOTLAND

“Rise and shine, lover boy.”

Simon’s eyes flew open at the sound of a gruff baritone voice. “What the hell, Phin?” Shrugging off a sleepy haze, Simon dragged his hair off his face and focused on Phineas Bourdain, pilot and machinist extraordinaire. “How did you get in here?”

The cocky airman quirked a teasing brow. “Your pretty lady friend let me in on her way out.”

Head clearing, Simon pushed up into a sitting position. “That was no lady—not in the sense you’re suggesting. That was my wife.”

“The devil you say.”

“Where was she going?”

“Didn’t ask. But, ah . . .” He leaned over Simon and plucked a folded paper from Willie’s empty pillow. “A clue perhaps.”

Simon snatched the note from the man’s hand and squinted to decipher the wretched scrawl, obviously penned with her bad hand.

Returning bridal gown to Fantasy Farm. Back soon with breakfast.

Though enormously pleased that his wife was indeed returning and not bolting—he’d fully braced himself for marriage remorse—Simon still felt a pang of disappointment. Her note lacked the fiery passion of the night before. No endearments. No poetic pledge. Not that there’d been any mention of or reference to love whilst they’d singed the satin linens with their honeymoon sex-capades. Still, this morning, he felt different. At the very least he’d expected to be awakened by Willie’s sweet kisses, not Phin’s cocky mug.

“Trouble in paradise?”

“What?” Simon frowned at his brother’s closest friend. “No.” He rolled out of bed and stabbed his legs into a pair of trousers. “Thought we agreed to rendezvous at eight.”

“We did. It’s half past.”

“What?” Reeling, Simon checked his pocket watch. “Damnation.” Granted, he’d slept very little. Willie had been most keen on exploring the sensual realm and Simon had been more than thrilled to comply. And yes, they’d indulged in champagne. Two bottles, in fact, but damn. Never had he felt so foggy. Was there such a thing as a sexual hangover?

“Time factor aside,” Phin said. “Bring me up to speed, man. You’re bloody truly matched for life?”

“Yes.”

“Were you tricked? Coerced? Blackmailed?”

“No.”

“Drunk?”

“Not until after vows had been exchanged.”

“You’re a hound, Simon. A rake.”

“Not anymore.”

“Are you saying you’re in love?”

Was he? He paused in his frantic dressing and absorbed. He was deeply affected. Entranced and seduced. Love surely circled in his emotional realm, but so did mistrust. “I’m obliged.”

Phin crossed his arms and raised a dark brow.

“As I stated in our communication, I entered the Triple R Tourney. In my quest, I encountered a dangerous man. There was an incident. Wilhelmina saved my life.”

“So you forfeited your freedom in exchange?”

“It’s complicated.” Simon poured cool water into a basin and splashed his face. “Did the upgrades go smoothly on the Flying Cloud?”

“She won’t plummet from the sky midjourney, but she won’t break any speed records either. Only so much I could do with that boat given your restricted budget. I’m a machinist, not a miracle worker.”

Simon had contacted Phin four days prior, enlisting his mechanical and piloting skills. From this point on in his efforts to retrieve the clockwork propulsion engine, Simon preferred to dodge any complications or dicey encounters via public transportation. Utilizing private transport would also afford Willie a chance to adjust to living as a woman and enable Simon to distance her from harm. He couldn’t banish the image of her being o’blasterated in the catacombs. Even now he worried about her being accosted on her trek from the Fantasy Farm back to this suite. Another glance at his watch. Too soon to be alarmed. Even so . . .

“I appreciate your efforts, Phin, and your willingness to pilot the Cloud,” Simon said as he shoved the last of his belongings into his valise. “Flying is not my forte and in this instance I prefer to focus my attention elsewhere.”

“I can imagine. She’s quite lovely.”

Simon glanced over his shoulder. Just as he thought, Phin was grinning. Phin, who was every bit the rake Simon used to be. The compliment was simply that. No need to take offense. Still, Simon bristled from a bite of the green-eyed monster. “In saving my life, Willie was badly injured. Her right arm . . . there was severe nerve and muscle damage. Until it heals, if it heals, I feel she is at a disadvantage. Better for me to stick close.”

“Feeling protective. I understand that. And guilty. I understand that too,” Phin said. “What I don’t fathom is marrying a woman you just met. A woman you know nothing about. And then dragging her along on an expedition you now deem dangerous. Why put her in harm’s way? Let’s drop her in London at your town house. Fletcher will look after her. Or at Ashford, under the watchful eye of your mother and sister.”

“First of all,” Simon said as he shrugged into his frock coat, “we are not newly acquainted. We have a history. Second, she possesses the . . . expertise to acquire the information needed to track the historical invention that slipped my possession.”

“The plot thickens.”

“Fair warning, Phin. The man who absconded with the coveted device is the man who shot Willie. When we cross paths again—”

“I might find myself in the line of fire?”

“I might well kill him.”

“What? With your drafting compass? Your bare hands?” Phin grunted, then reached under his coat. “Ever shot a gun?”

“Only at a carnival,” Simon said, eyeing the augmented pistol in Phin’s hand. “Nick the cast-iron bird and win a trinket for your lady.”

“Did you?”

“What?”

“Win a trinket for your lady?”

“Several.” Indeed, he had won a china doll for Willie the first week they’d met and then last night, a mechanical bird. She had admired the novelties as if they were diamonds. Simon’s heart jerked just thinking about it.

“Must have decent aim, then,” Phin said. “That’s something. This,” he said, “is a Disrupter 29. The latest black market version of a McCabe Derringer as enhanced by me. Listen and learn, brainiac.”

Simon focused as Phin pointed out the working parts of the ominous-looking pistol. Unlike Phin and Jules, Simon had not been in the military. Nor had he been drawn to hunting. Beastly business, that. He was an academic. A man of math and science, not war. Regardless, when he thought about the blood that had poured out of Willie’s wounds, murder raged in his soul.

“Got it?” Phin asked.

“It’s not rocket science,” Simon said as he engaged the safety mechanism and slid the weapon into his pocket. “Not leaving you defenseless, am I?”

Phin opened his coat and flashed a shoulder harness and a much bigger gun. “I have more of an arsenal on board the Flying Cloud. You told me to come armed. I did.”

Just then the door to the colorful suite opened and Willie walked in and stole away Simon’s breath. For some reason, he’d expected her to revert to her baggy trousers, but she had purchased a fetching traveling ensemble. An ebony long-sleeved bodice cinched with a leather under-bust corset. A full skirt with tassels rimming its hem stopped just shy of her black ankle boots. Simple yet feminine and accentuated by a whimsical chain looped twice around her waist. It reminded him of a charm bracelet with its multitude of dangling fobs. The only evidence of the former Clockwork Canary was the time cuff upon her wrist and the chain of her pocket watch dangling from a skirt pocket. Her vibrant red hair was tucked behind her ears, exposing her lovely face and slender neck. Instead of a floppy cap, she wore a flattop derby accented with a quirky combination of clockwork, lace, and feathers, and, by jiminy, Simon’s mechanical bird. Charming.

Noting Simon’s appreciative gaze, she flushed and focused on Phin. “I apologize for rushing away without a proper introduction, Mr. Bourdain. Last night Simon had mentioned we were to meet you promptly at eight and I fear we overslept. Most unsettling, as I am always cognizant of the time. At any rate I had to return a dress and . . . and now I’m rambling, delaying our departure even more. Gads.” She set aside a small basket and offered her left hand in greeting. “Willie G. Or rather Wilhelmina Goodenough.”

“Darcy,” Simon corrected, moving to her side just as Phin pressed a kiss to the back of her hand. He could tell by Willie’s expression that the intimacy had caught her off guard. Masquerading as a man, she’d been accustomed to shaking hands. Simon put his arm around her waist and gave a supportive squeeze.

“Willie G.,” Phin said, taking a step back and regarding her with interest. “The Clockwork Canary?”

Her shoulders tensed. “Does that present a problem?”

Phin cut Simon a glance. “Curiouser and curiouser.”

“She’s chronicling the expedition for a serial in the London Informer.”

“Ah.” The aviator angled his head. “Rumor portrayed the Clockwork Canary as a cocky young lad.”

“A necessary ruse,” Willie said. “At the time.”

Phin said nothing, but Simon could hear the man’s wheels turning. “We should get going,” Simon said, then glanced into the basket Willie had set aside. “Are those fresh croissants?”

“And Danish. I thought warm pastries might make up for our tardiness.” She focused on Phin. “Are you fond of pastries, Mr. Bourdain?”

“Indeed, Mrs. Darcy. I can provide coffee or tea once we’re aboard the Flying Cloud.”

Anxious to break the tension and advance their cause, Simon helped Willie into her old oversized coat, then gathered their bags.

“Have you no reservations about flying with my kind, Mr. Bourdain?” she asked whilst looping scarves around her neck.

“Why would I be spooked by a journalist?”

“Simon didn’t tell you.”

“Tell me what?”

Oh, hell, Simon thought. Not knowing Phin’s views regarding Freaks, he’d decided to allow the man time to warm to Willie before breaking the news. He watched as she took off her tinted spectacles and established unflinching eye contact with Phin.

To his credit, the man didn’t react. He simply nabbed the basket of fragrant pastries and held open the door, initiating their exit.

Willie crossed the threshold. Simon followed and Phin spoke at a volume for Simon’s ears only. “Curiouser and curiouser.”

• • •

Willie leaned into Simon as they crossed the deck of the Flying Flower. “He does not approve. Of me. Us. I warned you, Simon. And Mr. Bourdain is your friend.”

“Technically he’s my friend by way of Jules. Those two share a long and complicated past. And it’s not that he disapproves. He’s intrigued. Skeptical, maybe. Doubting my sanity, definitely. Who marries on a whim?”

“Us apparently.”

“Twelve years in the making is not a whim. Phin doesn’t know our history. You look beautiful, by the way.”

She harrumphed. It was rude. But she was in no mood to be seduced. She hated that she’d overslept, that she’d lost track of time in a haze of blissful exhaustion. She hated that she felt so fiercely out of sync. Still connected to her old ways, whilst inspired to strike out in a bold new way. As a woman. As a Freak. As the wife of a Vic. One thing was clear. She could not dredge up an iota of motivation to bind her breasts or to hide her shape. Nor did she wish to alter her complexion or to remind herself incessantly to slouch and to speak in a lowered, gruff pitch. She’d woken up resenting the fact that she’d lived a lie for so long. That she’d suppressed her femininity, that she’d denied her race. She resented having to pretend she was a male Vic simply to work in a profession she excelled at. And she regretted her penchant to operate on the fringes, hiding behind costumes and pen names rather than fighting out in the open for her cause. She preached equality, yet she did not present herself as an equal.

A troubling realization.

Indeed, the dawn had introduced a maelstrom of conflict. It was as if thwarting the law and marrying Simon had jarred every rebellious bone in her body. And yet she felt . . . unfocused. Restless. She’d known how to contribute to the cause whilst incognito, but could she truly make a positive difference regarding intolerance and equality operating as a female Freak? Aye, she’d been accepted on Skytown, but the real world would judge her most harshly, limiting her freedom and rights. Making it harder to achieve her goals. This morning, in the light of day, with reality looming, she questioned her brave new agenda. At the same time she would not, could not, revert to living a lie.

“At the risk of appearing vapid,” Simon said as they crossed the gangway to the Love Bug, “what happened between last night and this morning? Why are you angry with me?”

She stopped cold. “I’m not angry with you. I’m angry with the world.”

“Then let’s change the world.”

“You say that as if we can do so with the snap of our fingers.”

“Change is rarely easy. Historically you know this to be true.” Simon moved in and grasped her hands. “I don’t believe Phin rattled you so. You’re stronger than that. What troubles you truly?”

She glanced around Skytown, looking everywhere but at Simon. What troubled her? How about everything? So much on her mind. Too much to share. She’d been a lone wolf for so long. Unburdening herself, speaking her opinions and thoughts, her hopes and fears, did not come easily. Flustered, she homed in on one concern. One she could manage. “Do you remember the moment I time-traced Filmore?”

“The Houdinian?” He nodded, frowned. “Like it was yesterday.”

“I faltered in his memories. I stayed too long. Interfered. I’ve never done that before. There was a moment when I felt . . . lost. As if I’d never find my way out.”

“Go on.”

“It was terrifying. Exhausting. My father . . . I need to trace his memories in order to search for clues regarding the Houdinians and any knowledge of their process regarding the protection of the clockwork propulsion engine, but Daddy is not mentally stable. What if . . . what if I get lost and can’t come back?”

“Then don’t go. Ask him your questions straight out.”

“I can try that, but I’m afraid he’ll be evasive. He’s loyal to my mother and if she swore him to certain secrets . . . Also some details might be lost to his conscious mind yet available via ingrained memories. I need to know, Simon. Not just for you and the salvation of your family. I need to know for me. My mother . . . what was her true mission? Where did her allegiance lie? Did she truly love my father or was their marriage part of a necessary ruse? Everything she ever told us . . . it feels like a lie. I feel . . . misguided. Like I’m floundering. I don’t want to flounder. I need to know where I came from, what I’m meant for. I need to know who I am.”

“You’re Wilhelmina Darcy. The Clockwork Canary. My wife.”

“I need more. I’m sorry if that sounds cruel but—”

“I understand.” Simon dropped their bags and wrapped her in a strong embrace. “You want to make your mark on the world,” he said close to her ear. “You want to make a notable difference. I have wanted the same thing all my life. Perhaps if we work together.”

He sounded so strong, so sure of their alliance, and yet, as much as she wanted to spend the rest of her days with this man, Willie harbored no illusions. The queen and her sovereign would declare their marriage illegal. Null and void. As a couple of mixed dimensions they would be shunned, perhaps mocked. Simon’s reputation would suffer. Her own career might well be doomed.

And then there was Strangelove.

His telecommunicator burned a hole in her pocket as well as her conscience. The man had hired her to betray Simon. She’d taken his money. She’d buckled under his threats. She’d reconnected with Simon in order to cheat him of a technological invention of historical significance. Nothing personal. But now it was. On many and monumental levels.

“I have to make this right,” she blurted.

“Make what right?” Simon asked. “Us?”

“Everything.” Willie stepped back and bolstered her spine. Fretting would get her nowhere. Time-tracing would give them direction.

A shrill whistle seized their attention. Phineas Bourdain standing a few feet away, the pastry basket looped over his arm and a small clipper ship—the Flying Cloud, she assumed— hovering just beyond his shoulder.

“Anytime, lovebirds,” he called.

“You’ll get used to him,” Simon said to Willie whilst retrieving their bags.

Willie just smiled. Mr. Bourdain was the least of her problems. “When I trace my father’s memories,” she said as they made haste, “I’ll need your help.”

“Anything.”

Heart racing, she checked the hour on her time cuff, then her pocket watch. Synchronized to the second. Swallowing hard, she put her life in Simon’s hands by slipping her pocket watch into his coat. “I’ll need you to be my lifeline.”