Magi'i of Cyador

XI

TWO FIGURES IN blue sit on a carved wooden bench that overlooks the harbor of Cyad. Below the low hill, a half-dozen ships are tied at the white piers. Cargo carts roll along the granite wharves, carts filled with the wool brought from Analeria, cotton from Hamor across the Eastern Ocean, tin ingots from Austra, and other goods from wherever the tallmasted ships sail. A single white-hulled fireship is moored at the lancer pier.

The redheaded woman shivers in the cool breeze. “Lorn?” Ryalth pauses. “Aren’t you cold?”

“Me? No.”

“I am.” She eases next to him, so that their sides touch. “You’re warm, like a banked fire, or the sun.”

“I’d rather not talk about fires.”

“I have a gift for you.” Ryalth’s voice is soft.

“You don’t have to give me anything,” Lorn insists, as he turns. “The coins and the strongbox are for you. I told you that. Don’t spend them on me.”

“It’s not that kind of gift. It’s something I’ve had for a long time.”

Lorn raises his eyebrows. “You don’t have to do anything like that for me. You know that.”

“I know I don’t have to. This is because I want to.” Her smile is warm, even as she shivers again.

Lorn grins, and puts an arm around her. “You are cold.”

“That helps. You’re warm.” She pauses, tilting her head and looking at him directly. “Do you ever wonder where the Firstborn came from? What they were like?”

Lorn frowns and shrugs. “They came and used the chaos-towers to create Cyad and Cyador. They imprisoned the Accursed Forest and opened the lands of the east for us. They built the firewagons and-”

“That’s history,” Ryalth interrupts him gently. “We know a lot about what they did. But all the books and scrolls talk about is that they came from the Rational Stars and what they built once they came here. Don’t you wonder about them? What kind of people were they?”

“They were people like us.” Lorn laughs gently, turns and touches her cheek with his right hand, then bends forward and brushes her cheek with his lips.

Ryalth gently disengages him. “Were they?”

His brow wrinkles. “First you talk about a gift, and now …”

“It’s all the same thing.” She extends a shimmering oblong. “It’s here.”

“What is it?”

“It’s an old, old book. My mother’s mother had it. No one knew she did. Father said no one could make anything like that then, or, I suppose, today. He told me to keep it. Never to sell it, no matter what I was offered.”

Lorn looks into her deep blue eyes. “Don’t give it to me, then. It’s yours.”

“Then you’ll have to keep it for me,” she says.

“I couldn’t do anything like that …”

“Open it to where the leather marker is. I want you to read me the words there.” Ryalth forces the thin volume into his hands.

Lorn takes the book, its cover as unmarked and as smooth as if it had been created in his fingers at that very moment. He turns it sideways, seeing the light flare across the silvered green binding fabric as the winter sun’s rays strike it.

“Open it,” Ryalth insists.

He slides open the book, his fingers almost slipping on the pages that are more like shimmercloth than paper or parchment, a surface so smooth it makes shimmercloth rough by comparison. The letters are clear, but somehow slightly more tilted and angular than Lorn is used to reading.

“That one.” The redhead points.

Lorn’s eyes go to the title. He reads it … and continues.

SHOULD I RECALL THE RATIONAL STARS

There I had a tower for the skies,

where the rooms were clear,

and the music filled the walls.

The light clothed the halls,

and the days were long.

The nights were song.

Should I recall the Rational Stars?

Or hold my ruin on this hill

where new-raised walls are still,

Perfect granite set jagged on the dawn,

with striped awnings spread across the lawn.

Then, gold was known as gold,

and long slow stories could be told.

White flowers filled the darkest room,

flowers that never lost their bloom.

Should I recall the Rational Stars?

And should I raise anew

old chaos-towers in the darkest wood,

leaving nothing where the forest stood,

turning the dark of day to sunlit pride,

to see frail windows throw the rainbow wide,

with passages and courts in bloom

and white flowers in the darkest room?

Should I recall the Rational Stars?

I had a tower once, across heavens from here,

with alabaster edges and silver domes.

Raised above the fields and homes,

it flagged my fires, flew my fear.

Oh … take these new lake isles and green green seas;

take these sylvan ponds and soaring trees;

take these desert dunes and sunswept sands,

and pour them through your empty hands.

Lorn swallows, despite his resolve not to show any expression.

“It’s sad, isn’t it?”

He shakes his head. “I don’t know.”

“You do know,” she insists.

“Why … why did you bring this?”

“Because it’s yours now. Because I want you to keep it and read every poem in it.”

“It’s yours,” he insists once more.

“You have to keep it and read from it. At least every few days. Promise me.”

“I promise.” Lorn nods slowly. “You don’t sound like a merchanter lady now.”

“Do you think that we’re all just one thing? That I can only be a hard trader lady? That you can only be a logical magus?”

“You have to concentrate to be good.”

“You … we … have some time for other things.” She grins. “Other things besides making love, too.”

He looks down at the book, mock-mournfully. “Are you making me choose?”

“Silly man! We have time for both.”

Lorn looks at the green-silvered cover, so fresh, and so spotless, and so ancient, and he wonders.