Officer Jones

Chapter 18

That afternoon, Rockfield Police Chief Rich Tolland was called over.

No introduction was necessary, since I’d known Rich since we were in diapers. But when we greeted each other, I felt like I was meeting him for the first time.

Rich then revealed the main purpose for his visit-me, and the circus I’d brought to town. He’d assigned two officers at the bottom of the driveway to disperse the crowds. He referred to them as “those damn bloodsuckers.” He must have then remembered that I was one of those bloodsuckers, because he quickly apologized.

“None taken,” I said, choosing not to explain that as of August my bloodsucking days had ended.

My father hadn’t grasped the concept that years and distance had turned Rich and me into virtual strangers, and began recounting tales of our childhood. In his eyes, we were still those twelve-year-old kids playing in the backyard. The stories led to the league championship game back in high school, where Rich Tolland-nicknamed The Toll Booth for his large size, and having to pay a price to pass through him-delivered the crunching block that allowed JP Warner to score the winning touchdown.

Rich and I sat politely through story-time, but we both knew it was a different lifetime. I’d been to over two hundred countries since graduation, while Rich lived two houses down from the house he grew up in. If my father didn’t mention it, I would never have known that Rich’s parents had both passed away, or he married a schoolteacher named Cassie, and they have two adorably chubby children who mirrored their father. Different lifetimes.

Suddenly another police officer entered the house. He introduced himself as Officer Jones, and politely stated, “Sorry to interrupt, folks, but I need to steal the Chief-we have some important police business to get to on the other side of town.”

There didn’t appear to be anything special or unusual about Officer Jones, yet his presence sent a shock wave through me. I studied him as he led Rich to the door.

I was unsure of what to make of my strange reaction, and too tired to try to analyze it. Probably some sort of psychological damage resulting from my capture, that I will be too stubborn to see someone about.

After a quiet dinner, my father got me caught up on all the local gossip, while my mother continued to give me the silent treatment. When I announced that I was headed for bed, she did briefly break her talking-strike to inform me that my old room in the “new house” was made up for me.

“It’s good to have you home, son,” my father said as I limped off.

I smiled. “It’s good to be home.”

Mom remained silent.

With the help of my cane, I exited the house and strolled down a lighted path of slate squares. My body creaked, and I felt a thousand years old as I hobbled along-even the soothing sounds of the rushing brook and chirping crickets couldn’t ease my pain. The bright moon reflected off the classic colonial known as the “new house,” although it had been there for a quarter of a century. My parents built it when Noah came along, believing that our family had outgrown the A-frame. The house was a replica of the Smith-Harris House, now a museum in East Lyme, Connecticut, which was a favorite of my mother. But it never had the same homey feel, and my parents eventually moved back to the cozier A-frame when all the kids had left the nest.

The smell was the first thing to hit me upon entering. It was the smell of my youth. It was the smell of safety. It was the smell of having all your dreams in front of you. And it was as intoxicating as ever.

I was so weary that I wondered if I would make it up the stairs. The most activity I had in the last six weeks was walking down the halls of Landstuhl, and occasional physical therapy sessions that almost made me beg to be sent to Guantanamo.

I hadn’t been in my childhood bedroom in years, and I immediately felt as if I were in a time warp. A few boxes that contained my mother’s history books were stored there, but besides that, it could have been 1990 all over again. Michael Jordan and Bon Jovi posters still hung on the walls. My Rubik’s cube still sat unsolved on my old desk next to a prom picture. Even though I tried to fight off the temptation, my eyes instinctively moved to the ancient picture of Gwen and me, posing in front of the A-Frame on an alluring spring afternoon.

I picked up the picture and studied it. She looked beautiful in a purple, formfitting gown with her long raven hair falling on her bare shoulders. I couldn’t help but to chuckle, noticing her glowing orange-ish skin that was the aftermath of Gwen falling asleep in a tanning bed during a misguided attempt to optimize her look for the prom. If someone could look beautiful and radioactive at the same time it was Gwen.

I began coughing, causing a sharp pain to stab through my injured lung, and sending me crashing back to reality. Sadly, I realized Gwen Delaney was just as much in another lifetime as Rich Tolland was. I placed the picture face down on the desk, as if that somehow would hide my regrets.

I viewed the bedroom once more. I was stuck on the idea of my mother treating my old room like a time-capsule. It reminded me of when a family lost a young child and would cling to their memory by not changing anything.

Perhaps she knew death was imminent for her son. I had escaped it for all these years-my number would surely be up soon. And the thing that scared me most was that Mom was usually right.