"I WANT TO TELL you right now I'm never going to do anything again," Ivan Costello had said in the beginning. "If you want to live that way, O.K. There's not going to be any money and there's not going to be any eating breakfast together and there's not going to be any getting married and there's not going to be any baby makes three. And if you make any money, I'll spend it."
She had said she wanted to live that way.
"What if I did," she had said a long time later.
"Did what."
"Got pregnant. Then at least I'd have a baby."
"No you wouldn't," he had said.